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I have been doing okay w my ed recently but now I’m home alone every evening for the next two weeks....

#tw not a safe blog for ed recovery #anamia #anorexix #bulimix #restrictions #ed

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Manifesting “no thanks, I don’t eat” energy

#tw not a safe blog for ed recovery #anamia #anorexix #bulimix

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the two genders are “i no longer wish to be perceived” and “i have to be the most fuckable person at the grocery store”

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having an ed is just hating yourself regardless of what eating decision you make- if you binge, you hate yourself, if you eat normally, you hate yourself for not restricting, if you restrict, its never low enough, you can never fast for long enough; i feel like i’m never going to be satisfied

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I just want to eat like one of those vain vapid rich bitches on tv, you know? Green tea and nibbles of nothing and a salad for dinner no croutons please

#tw not a safe blog for ed recovery #anamia #anorexix #bulimix #disordered eating tw #weightloss

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Ahhhh I start beauty school in November and I need to look so much better by then!!

#beauty #tw not a safe blog for ed recovery

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My friends keep disappointing me 🙃

#depression #sad #tw not a safe blog for ed recovery

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I am honestly really struggling these days. I am in the process of coming off my anti depressants (I have been on them for depression, anxiety and OCD for about 8 years now) and I think it’s messing with my body a bit. I feel sad and weird, I can’t sleep and I am totally unmotivated. Here’s to hoping I just have to get used to going without them 🤞🏻 stay safe, everyone x

#depression #recovery #tw disordered eating #tw not a safe blog for ED recovery #anxienty #mental health

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It’s three in the morning and I am in pain and frankly fuuuuuck this life

#depression #tw disordered eating #ed #anamia

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Being 20+ is basically a constant question of “am I doing enough” and the answer always being a solid ‘no’

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I binged and I didn’t purge and it has been six and a half hours and I am s t i l l anxious about it

#tw disordered eating #eatingdisorder #anamia #anorexix #bulimix #skinny #depression

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When doctors are like “what are your symptoms” and you’re like “dude I don’t even know I just kinda live like this”

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Why am I browsing tumblr right before I have to eat dinner with my boyfriend? I KNOW it makes me feel bad

#tw disordered eating #bulimix #anorexix #anamia #eatingdisorder #depression #skinny