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Estoy estresada y no tengo capacidad mental para escribir en inglés. Mañana es la boda de mi hermana y todas las cosas en las que me he esforzado en tener perfectas me han salido mal. Intenté ver vestidos con muchísima antelación y no me gustó nada de nada. Mi madre me propuso que una amiga suya nos hacía el favor de hacerme el vestido que se había dedicado a eso pero ya estaba jubilada. Como encontré una idea que me gustaba y era imposible encontrar en tienda (y eso que es increíblemente simple) acepté. De primeras ni pudimos encontrar una tela del color que quería, aunque compramos otra que estaba muy bien también. El vestido ha sido una odisea, la mujer no conseguía ajustarme bien el pecho, y hasta hace tres días estaba mal, finalmente está decente pero tampoco me gusta tanto cómo me queda. Tengo planeado cantar una canción como sorpresa con la guitarra y de por sí ya temo que me de un ataque de pánico pero quiero hacerlo. Ayer fui con mi padre al salón de fiestas para planearlo con el técnico y no pude probar nada de sonido, por lo que voy a ciegas total, además de que no me va a poder dejar un micro para voz y otro para guitarra. Total, que recemos para que con un sólo micro se escuche algo. No lo sabré hasta el mismo momento de hacerlo. Pedí cita en la peluquería hace mil años explicando al dueño todo lo que quería, enseñando fotos del color y diciendo que era para la boda de mi hermana. Siempre que voy a la peluquería lo paso mal porque doy muchísimos problemas, tengo muuucho pelo y me hago cosas difíciles, hoy no ha sido menos. A mi peluquera ni le habían contado lo que yo quería y al verlo ha empezado diciendo que no iba a poder conseguir el color, cuando su jefe me dijo al pedir la cita que sin problema se hacía. También tenía en teoría cita para peinarme mañana temprano antes, cosa que tampoco estaba aclarada porque yo tenía que llamar para confirmar la hora pero me ha dado demasiada ansiedad llamar por teléfono y no he sido capaz en todo este tiempo. En fin, me he pasado desde las 4 de la tarde hasta las 10 de la noche allí sin parar más de dos minutos por casa después del trabajo, he comido en el coche mientras me llevaba mi novio, y del estrés y de ver lo mal que pintaba la cosa ya he empezado a llorar delante de todos por enésima vez, casi siempre que voy lloro por algo. Y a lo largo de la tarde he ido alternando entre relajarme y volver a romper a llorar, al final he acabado cancelando la cita para mañana y me peinaré yo en casa cutre, el color se ha quedado exactamente como dije que NO quería, pero podría haber sido peor ya que durante el proceso han puesto mil colores para corregir porque no quedaba bien. Estoy empezando a perder el hilo de lo que estoy diciendo, en fin, mañana tengo que madrugar para ducharme, peinarme, maquillarme, maquillar a mi hermana (la novia), hacerme fotos, no morirme, vestirme y estar a las 12:30 de la tarde en el ayuntamiento. Me voy a dormir, espero no acabar llorando mañana ni haciendo el ridículo. Estoy más tranquila ya pero lo he pasado mal y creo que por muy bien que me traten voy a tener que cambiar de peluquería. Nasnoches.

#personal #venting #español

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I miss Annie..

#my girl #annie #art #snk #cooool

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If you could make an Aruani playlist, what songs would be on it?

oMG this question is perfect to me.... aruani and music yes yes yes my passion THANK YOU!!

I've actually already made an aruani playlist!!! BUT it's bad... It's a work in progress. I'm gonna show you the playlist and then I'll elaborate 👁️👄👁️

The most aruani song for me is Liar by Paramore

I don't think it needs any explanation, listen to the lyrics and that's it. So I decided to make a playlist because of this song. I had a few more that I knew I wanted to include like Crystal Clear and Thick Skull but that was it. So I forced it a bit: scrolled through my playlists and random "enemies to lovers" playlists on spotify... I wanna redo almost the whole thing tbh. I just wanna be casually listening to my music and if I feel that something has to go in there, then put it in there. But if I'm purposely looking for songs I end up forcing them u know?

So when I have a decent playlist I'll share the link 🥰 (Obviously it's gonna depend on my personal music taste)

Now let's talk about some of the songs that are currently on it 👀

🤍 Liar - Paramore: LISTEN TO IT. I'll make an AMV in the future. This is a fact. Another (fun) fact is that this song is actually about a friends to lovers story but I think it fits so well aruani who are kinda enemies to lovers... slow beautiful song.

What was the moment? It's hard to say I'm sure I don't remember anyway Before I only knew to hesitate Pin back in the grenade And all the ways I'd keep you safe I keep you safe from me

And, oh my love, I lied to you But I never needed to Oh my love, I lied to you But you always knew the truth

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🤍 It's allright - Mother Mother: this one works with almost any aot character but hehe obviously for me it's them. Cheerful song!

It's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay You're not a monster, just a human And you made a few mistakes

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It's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay You're not a demon, there's a reason You're behaving that way It's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay And I believe, yes, I believe That you will see a better day

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🤍 Thick Skull - Paramore: same for this one, works with aot in general. I recommend it a lot, good AMV content too... amazing "rough" song.

I am a magnet for broken pieces I am attracted to broken people I pick 'em up and now my fingers are bleeding And it looks like my fault And it looks like I'm caught red-handed

Hit over the head, epiphany Over my head, repeatedly Thick skull never did nothing for me Same lesson again? Come on, give it to me Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

Only I know where all the bodies are buried Thought by now I'd find 'em just a little less scary Might get easier but you don't get used to it Keep on autopilot, hey, hey What's the body count up to now, captain?

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🤍 Crystal clear - Hayley Williams: hey that's my name hehe. This song is Liar's sister so yes yes yesss ss s! beautiful song.

I remember standing on the edge Closing my eyes Counting to three, I Jump in with the rush in my head Only to find, the water was concrete

And now you're pumpin' air to my lungs This don't feel anything like sinking In fact, no matter how deep I go Into you it looks like the water is crystal clear

Crystal clear I won't give in to the fear

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Well I think this answer is long enough and yes I'm obsessed with Paramore, but that's nothing new!!

Thank you for the ask!!! 😊❤️

#ask #answer #personal #aruani #music #paramore #hayley williams #playlist #mother mother

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You're bored?? You know what that means? ✨Interview time✨

At what point in the anime/manga did you start shipping AruAni and what drew you to this particular couple?

OHHH HI THANK YOU FOR ASKING UWUWUWU

I started shipping them as soon as I watched the first season of the anime with the female titan arc 😊 I loved the characters individually because:

- armin: super insecure, the weak one, feels like a burden... baby that's me... also cutie (I fell in love with him so much)

- annie: misfit, mysterious, emo vibes... stunning gurrrl 🙏 also I am very self conscious about my nose and it felt great to see a bit of diversity in her still being so pretty

as soon as I started seeing aruani fanart online I became super obsessed haha I had them as my wallpapers, profile pics and banners... I bought an Armin plushie that I still have ❤️

I love that they're both broken in their own way (I don't love that they suffer but I love that kind of characters ok??? hsgdddhs) They are very different but they understand and complete eachother and the dynamic is so cool and cute and the tension and !!!! probably the same reasons that everybody has to love them hahaha

Thanks again 😊😊

#ask #aruani #personal #answer

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hello I'm bored at work because yesterday the IT guys exchanged my computer cause it didn't worked well and everything was supposed to be on point already this morning but it's nooooot so I'm like 🧍‍♀️for more than an hour and first I was happy because day off 🤪 but now I'm bored bye

#personal #bored #whatsuppppp

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#this issue is insane...

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You haven’t paid your debt yet, Armin.

ref used

#perfecttttttttt #aruani #art

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The aot technology timeline will never cease to baffle me.

Medieval architecture & clothing but plumbing exists? How’d they have running water and showers when horses were still the most effective means of transportation?

Marley is giving WWI Europe but Willy Tybur has a ✨ microphone ✨ at his speech. Also crazy advanced medicine.

It doesn’t have to make sense ig. I was yesterday years old when I found out the first landing on the moon took place during the Victorian era. Anything is possible if u want it to be 🥰

#wowwowowowowosowowow #snk

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#aruani #snk #art

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to me charlie puth doesn’t exist outside of these tweets

#i literally don't know who he is #but he's hungies

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HERE WE GO AGAIN & the ONE ARMED SCISSOR outro

November 7, 2022 | Toronto, ON

#her movessssss #goddess #paramore #hayley williams

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sleepless

#cool art

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Isayama said that Annie is inspired by Avril Lavigne not because they look like each other but because he listened to 'Hot' and said "this is an aruani song if I ever heard one."

#......isayama said annie is inspired by whO #is that true #don't mess with my feelingSSSS #shgdhsjfhs

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you see a flood-lit form

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#paramore #hayley williams #no friend #after laughter

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#aruani #art #cute

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#cool #annie #art

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why must you make a fool of me !!! 🌀

#paramore #sanity #art