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don't forget to wake up sick to your stomach tomorrow

#oc: conifer ward #far cry new dawn

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idk why but i just love the grey hair in Fc5 and FCND. this is my Captain, Conifer 'Connie' Ward. the surname was assigned by the state, but she chose her first name. tbf, she was like 5 at the time. shes grey because of radiation mostly, but if you asked, she'd suggest it was the stress of running around trying to keep Rush alive (whoops...)

when she meets the Father for the first time and does the whole spiritual journey thing she kinda goes a bit insane, truly believing herself to be on a mission from God, so when things go sideways theres a more than slight chance she might just abandon Hope County to the Highwaymen, since God didn't hold up his end of the deal, as she sees it.

dkfgfdk idk, nobody asked for this but i love her and am genuinely psyched about her and i haven't felt like this over an oc in FOREVER so here y'all go <3

#fc5 #far cry new dawn #fcnd #the captain #oc: confier ward #my ocs <3

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ahhh been writing a thing for my Captain and Rush bc there wasn't much when last we looked, but i have decided suddenly that i should change the person im writing in (like 3rd or 1st) AND should write multiple endings, so i guess this is yet another fic that will literally never be finished 😭

#fcnd #far cry new dawn #the captain #about my writing #i think im the only person interested in this story anyways lmao #ah well:)

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been playing Far Cry: New Dawn lately (fuck you Ubisoft) and essentially my playthrough atm looks something like this:

random npc: my friend survived Prosperity because of you

The Captain, grief-stricken: mine didn't

The Judge: *loud, exasperated sigh*

#hes so very done with me #and frankly #thats fair enough #thomas my beloved:(( #far cry new dawn #fcnd #the judge #connie girl u need to chill for 5 minutes

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me: it seems to me that if the door is the cathedral's pussy, then the archivolts are its labia. wouldnt you agree, your excellency?

catholic bishop i cornered on his way to his car: the next time i pray i will ask god to kill you with lightning bolts

#mmm it would be Rook if she could talk #imagining her just aggressively signing this at pastor jerome #that poor poor man #fc5 #oc: rook dawson

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I know he’s never particularly aggressive when he speaks but sometimes Jacob’s radio calls feel like they ramble more than others and that one TV broadcast is so long that all I can think of is The Copypasta

#op is so right #fc5 #jacob seed

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#sorry I'm still insane though :/

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being back here is just me telling myself, "you can't make everyone like you. sometimes people just aren't gonna, and that's okay. there's no need to panic. " on an endless loop, and then eventually i remember why i keep leaving.

#i can tell myself its fine till the sun burns us up but it still makes me feel so very sick to my core #i want to be perfect and liked but unfortunately everything that could be wrong with me is and its as obvious as a cinderblock to the face #why does it hurt so badly? the desire to befriend those who turn away? why is it so hard to simply accept it as part of life? #i so hate being like this. its a shame my only other option is to be dead. #dont look at me

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Julius Caesar memes are fun and all, but make sure you don’t forget the true meaning of the holiday: Stabbing the fuck out of politicians for their flagrant, self-serving abuse of power.

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*entering any conversation* hello I am the most nervous animal on earth please socialize with me I have nothing to say

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i've started swimming recently bc its the only sport my stupid body can cope with that doesn't leave me bedridden for a week+, just for a couple days.

its been over 3 years minimum since i last went swimming, and i've only gotten worse healthwise but do you know what i did? 40 full lengths on my first visit. thats 20 laps! on my first proper swim in years!

im honestly so proud of myself for this. i went again last night and managed 40 again, plus i spent 10 minutes in the steam room so i even started late!!

its only hour-long visits but im honestly so amazed that i can do this, swimming was never a strength of mine, my legs don't go where they're supposed to and my asthma isn't good with sports but i'm still doing so well imo.

this is long and i'm sorry but ahhhh i am v proud of myself so xD

#flotsam #i am gonna swim so much when i go away #i've even been talking to the other people in the pool! #they're all very nice #everyone smiles at eachother #swimming #splishy splashy #:)

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just noticed her eyes are black here, guess i took the picture when she was midway through blinking:/ this is one of many screens i intended to redraw but unfortunately, things haven't exactly panned out how i'd hoped lately. maybe one day:')

#baldur's gate 3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #tav #her name is celeste and shes so cool #bg3 #gaming screenshot #my screenshots

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you're someone's hated tumblr

#many peoples id imagine #or maybe not hated just the blog that draws a heavy sigh or intense eye-roll #something like that

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behold! the most amazing banana and chocolate flake yogurt creation ever! there was the flakes of approx 3 yogurts in one pot bc the other two had exploded in transport. truly an icon of food.

also featuring two ponies i drew bc frankly i think they're cute and ive had no drive to draw anything for at least 6 months. ive been reliably informed that at least one of the names already belongs to a Canon pony so rip to that 😭 idk, i just think they're neat

thank u for reading:)

#my art #digital art #mlp fim #mlp art #food #truly an insane yogurt experience #it was great #questionable clarity #hooray for art block #when will my motivation return from the war

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idk when i last posted anything here but jfc it sure has been A Time(TM) since then. but as the great Tender Fridge says, suffering, mhhhh, it's not an easy thing. the horrors persist but dammit, so do i

#questionable clarity #surprise nerds! #im not dead! #much to the disappointment of many. including my father #maybe ill come back but i doubt theres much call for it #ive been threatening that for a while huh #eh #hope youre all well #or doing better than me at any rate

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frog

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #frog #flotsam #such a pretty frog