ellethethinker

[ellethethinker]

[ellethethinker]

I saw him again

This time in the yellow clothes

Smiling as brightly as ever

And silent

Like every other time

It was afternoon this time

And he was there

for just a glimpse

But I am glad

For every new moment

possible only in dreams now

[ellethethinker]

They say silence speaks a thousand words

More stupid words I haven't heard

Maybe who said this first

Should've been silent instead

Maybe then those thousand words silence

Would have made more sense than this

[ellethethinker]

Re-watching an episode again and again will not lead to a different ending.

#no tags #another day another crisis #mental health

[ellethethinker]

So whatever will happen

In the next ten months

Will it make Or break

Be strong

Or burn all to ashes

To be reborn

Keep following the path

Whatever turns may come

And rest, you'll figure it out

When time comes

[ellethethinker]

Love comes in many forms

But most will it be

As pick ups and drops

Or the afternoon calls

There will be roses

And letters handwritten

Sometimes home-cooked food

Love is all that, and more

More in your eyes and your hugs

But most in the way

When I see you

Walking with a pace that could only be yours

And my heart flutters.

#valentines

[ellethethinker]

We five

Wandered in the days

And rambled in the nights

Easy conversations

Flowing like river

You all were

The first and only people

That accepting, that kind

It made me rethink

All my other links

[ellethethinker]

A slope doesn't lie. It says the truth. The slope, i.e. the change, with passing time or the passing ups and downs of heated emotions, will always give you hints. No matter the real-time offset.

#slope #truth #the slope doesn't lie

[ellethethinker]

The circle

Keeps going on and on

No boundries, yet infinite edges

difficult to escape

endless torment inside

It won't break

Till you stop taking part

The circle won't break

Till you take a step back

#breaktherhythem #love #spilledwords #writersconsiderations #hope #break the circle #it's contagious #step away #lebuc reblogs #wisdom #feelings #writerscreed #writerscribbles #power of words

[ellethethinker]

The shoe rack

When I was in 12th,

or maybe in 10th

You came home one day

and showed me the shoe rack

It was a new one

Wooden and no paint

I got so excited

When you said-

-Do you want one?

-it's just a 100 bucks

Yes, ofcourse,

So you got me one

And I neatly arranged shoes

By the door

In our old little house.

The shoe rack is still there

In the backspace of our now home

Near the washing machine

Not wooden anymore

We painted it red

There are no shoes in it

We got another rack for that

The shoe rack is there

And you are not.

#grief #missing #it was okay for a moment #then I remembered #12th came and went #two months #hope #love #wisdom #spilledwords #lebuc reblogs #writersconsiderations #feelings #power of words #writerscreed #writerscribbles

[ellethethinker]

It's different now.

And suddenly one day

they show up in your dream

You smile.

When awake

You are happy and sad

For hearing that voice once again

And realizing

You could only hear it in dreams ever again

You scroll through the captures

The photos aren't enough

Why didn't you click more?

While you still had the chance

Why couldn't you talk more?

While they were still with you

Are you doing enough for those?

Who are still here

You force back the spilling drops

Through this blurry vision

You keep scrolling

You miss something

It is the past reality?

Or the present dream?

It doesn't matter which one

Tears are still tears

And heart is just heart.

[ellethethinker]

After so many days

I feel happy and alive.

#sunday #tho the match was lost #when you are with me #it feels right

[ellethethinker]

Guilt or grief

He is gone.

And I am afraid

Of forgetting the way

He used to call my name

Or that I will forget

His distinct expressions

while talking

How happy he used to get

Over the small things

The unsung hero

I wanted to do so much for him

Although i regret

Not going when he used to call

For the rangoli, or the cleaning.

He is gone now.

And I still can't do much for those living.

[ellethethinker]

Took me so long to realize

My Mom is the

Best thing about my life.

#mom #spilledwords #wisdom #writersconsiderations #lebuc reblogs

[ellethethinker]

For the first time

I am scared, afraid

And truly terrified

My heart won't rest

As I struggle to count

The things

that are making me shiver

this instant

The trivial, stupid things

Which were never an issue

Are now life and death to me

#coping mechanism #how to not die 101 #let me see you in my dreams #hope #spilledwords #wisdom #writersconsiderations #feelings #lebuc reblogs #writerscreed #power of words #writerscribbles #love

[ellethethinker]

And so I shall walk on eggshells

[ellethethinker]

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