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Like Ships that Pass in the Night

Preview: The circumstances of their meeting, that pull that drew them together, gave wanderlust a whole new meaning. Pairing: Portia (Pasha) Devorak x Nahara Satrinava  Rating/Genre: 18+ Length: 752 words (1.5 pages) 

AKA that moment when you wanted to write hot boat sex but got caught up in some Emotions ™ on the side.

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#this is one of my favorite pieces I ever wrote #now years later I can see areas I could edit and improve #But for what it is I am still very proud of this one #self reblog #spicy

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Do you think it’s underrated how funny nadia actually is? Bc I do, and I would like references the scene with lucio where it’s like

Lucio: Aw cmon Noddy I’m handing you an olive branch here

Nadia: And I’m setting it on fire

I wish to hear your thoughts

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Ohh her humor is definitely underrated. I think it's not the type of humor that most people are used to. There is nothing dirty or inappropriate about it, which I think is something that makes a lot of us laugh (it certainly does the trick for me). She is a smart woman, and that shows in her humor, too. When Nadia says something funny, it is still elegant and very, very witty. Fits her character perfectly.

#I love this woman with my entire heart #nadia satrinava #uhh #I forgot my tagging system that I used to organize posts

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Dead as a member of the fandom, but don’t anyone EVER think a day goes by that I don’t think about Nadia Satrinava.

Well… is this side of the fandom officially dead yet?

#i swear Nadia forever changed my life and I refuse to let her go #I don’t even know if the original arcana app exists anymore and I’m not motivated enough to check #at least the original routes have playthroughs on YouTube I can relive one day

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Preemptive RIP to The Arcana app as it increasingly seems Dorian is trying to divert people towards themselves and away from the original app. Sucks. I tried Dorian for like all of 2 seconds since it took over and hated it lol on top of its many known flaws. I’ve directly criticized them multiple times over on Twitter.

I will always look fondly over my experience playing The Arcana over the last several years. I will always love how Nadia’s and Portia’s routes made me feel and I will always be thankful for how they impacted my life. The Arcana can stay in my memory just like that forever, and I will not participate in the future that Dorian is creating (or rather destroying) for it. I’ll gladly, actively still love and participate in what The Arcana is and always has been to me.

I’ve been thinking about posting all my fics to an actual fanfic website. May or may not continue posting new work—I write for myself, so posting my writing is just a little bonus if it catches someone else’s attention. Still got several fics with Nadia and Poria I might eventually finish.

#tldr the arcana has ended in my eyes but i still actively love what we had and love thinking/writing about nadia and portia #text #personal

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Portia: J/O Headcanons

Mature content warning. 18+ only!

Mutters to herself, playing out whatever fantasies she’s had on her mind—typically a one-sided “conversation” while her vivid imagination handles the rest. If she’s feeling particularly dramatic, she might just voice all parts of the fantasy out loud.

Pulls out all the stops when it comes to self-foreplay. On a lazy day, she’ll take her time getting undressed to really feel herself throughout the process. Or after she’s toweled off from a bath, a smooth and fragrant body cream would become the vehicle for sensual exploration of her arms, her thighs, her chest. Inevitably, either of these options would result in her teasing and squeezing her nipples until she can barely handle anymore.

Typical position: face down into pillowy abyss, often with her knees bent to prop herself up for a wide range of access.

Grinds on her own fingers, toys, pillows, or any given number of random objects she might have at her disposal—might even swing a leg off the side of the bed and use the edge of the mattress to her advantage.

Starts a bit slow as she finds what position and pressure best suit her that day, but quickly picks up speed once she gets what she’s searching for. Not too keen on making herself wait very long, especially not after making herself unbearably aroused, she keeps a medium-to-fast pace overall, following a percussive rhythm accompanied by her wild and yearning vocals.

Portia can come so quickly yet always so intensely (and so often) that the length of time spent before an orgasm doesn’t really matter to her. Even without much buildup, say a quick break at work, she’s perfectly content to rub one out and thoroughly enjoy every fleeting second.

Sometimes, she tries—she tries to hold off, but deep within her rapidly beating heart she knows that there is no part of her that truly wants to stop.

And so, ultimately, she does not.

Continuously and with such vigor, she strokes, or grinds, or pounds through the entire orgasm no longer with any rhythm of which to speak. A steady pace means nothing in these moments as she is alternately halted and jolted with the coming and going of full-body spasms.

Even after she’s melted into a puddle of her own making, she does not stop—touching herself slower yet still with irregularity as the slightly electric sense of overstimulation first prolongs her fall from the high, then begins to deter further movement.

She finishes with her eyes shut and body still as it was, just finding her breath once more, idling and embracing calm while the dense cloud of sensations dissipates, reluctant to truly let it be over.

At home, she might fall asleep with her hand still tucked in her undergarments, or maybe on top of her pillow with it still between her legs, depending on how she decided to get off that day. If at work, she moves through the rest of her day a master of deceit with not one soul having a clue what she’s just done.

#self reblog #for timezone reasons. you know. yeah. #accidentally put on my main blog and only mildly mortified

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Portia: J/O Headcanons

Mature content warning. 18+ only!

Mutters to herself, playing out whatever fantasies she’s had on her mind—typically a one-sided “conversation” while her vivid imagination handles the rest. If she’s feeling particularly dramatic, she might just voice all parts of the fantasy out loud.

Pulls out all the stops when it comes to self-foreplay. On a lazy day, she’ll take her time getting undressed to really feel herself throughout the process. Or after she’s toweled off from a bath, a smooth and fragrant body cream would become the vehicle for sensual exploration of her arms, her thighs, her chest. Inevitably, either of these options would result in her teasing and squeezing her nipples until she can barely handle anymore.

Typical position: face down into pillowy abyss, often with her knees bent to prop herself up for a wide range of access.

Grinds on her own fingers, toys, pillows, or any given number of random objects she might have at her disposal—might even swing a leg off the side of the bed and use the edge of the mattress to her advantage.

Starts a bit slow as she finds what position and pressure best suit her that day, but quickly picks up speed once she gets what she’s searching for. Not too keen on making herself wait very long, especially not after making herself unbearably aroused, she keeps a medium-to-fast pace overall, following a percussive rhythm accompanied by her wild and yearning vocals.

Portia can come so quickly yet always so intensely (and so often) that the length of time spent before an orgasm doesn’t really matter to her. Even without much buildup, say a quick break at work, she’s perfectly content to rub one out and thoroughly enjoy every fleeting second.

Sometimes, she tries—she tries to hold off, but deep within her rapidly beating heart she knows that there is no part of her that truly wants to stop.

And so, ultimately, she does not.

Continuously and with such vigor, she strokes, or grinds, or pounds through the entire orgasm no longer with any rhythm of which to speak. A steady pace means nothing in these moments as she is alternately halted and jolted with the coming and going of full-body spasms.

Even after she’s melted into a puddle of her own making, she does not stop—touching herself slower yet still with irregularity as the slightly electric sense of overstimulation first prolongs her fall from the high, then begins to deter further movement.

She finishes with her eyes shut and body still as it was, just finding her breath once more, idling and embracing calm while the dense cloud of sensations dissipates, reluctant to truly let it be over.

At home, she might fall asleep with her hand still tucked in her undergarments, or maybe on top of her pillow with it still between her legs, depending on how she decided to get off that day. If at work, she moves through the rest of her day a master of deceit with not one soul having a clue what she’s just done.

#kept body stuff a bit ambiguous 😉 #the arcana #portia devorak #portia headcanons #the arcana headcanons #my headcanons #i am most certainly not back as a regular functioning member of fandom but i will share things when i have things to share lol #i have so many things half written or in planning stages or almost complete. and several things i want to write. i think of my wives daily. #is this ALLOWED on here anymore??? i don't know how bad ce/nsor/ship has gotten since i stopped posting regularly #spicy #text #masturbation

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Girlfriends and wives. Lovely ladies.

#yes Portia has toe beans on her feet I took her shoes off to check #haven’t picked up the game in forever but I still think about Nadia and Portia DAILY. #the arcana #portia devorak #nadia satrinava #photo #the arcana op

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Oh gosh Portia’s hot

#I saw the new CG on Twitter for 5 seconds and I’m done for #every day I’m thinking about Nadia and Portia #but new official art melted my brain for a minute #the arcana #portia devorak #text #the arcana op

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Dia, engineer and our wife lounging on the dash.

#the arcana #nadia satrinava #photo #fanart #I mean it’s not necessarily spicy but I don’t think I have a tag for stuff like this #... #spicy #I suppose. just to be safe.

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Not me gushing about Nadia Satrinava to everyone I meet on dating apps...

#the arcana #nadia satrinava #it’s inevitable #they’ve gotta be aware of who they’re competing with #okay that part is a stretch but I feel that talking about her helps them to understand me #except one woman I matched with only declared that I was a bottom and that’s it lol #text #the arcana op

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That’s me honestly, fuck you Lucio leave this woman in p e a c e

#the arcana #nadia satrinava #photo #arcana meme

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#Nadia with her ‘‘disguise’’ is so much fun #the arcana #nadia satrinava #photo #arcana meme #Thor #queue

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I do not know what the point of this is, but there is one.

#we love shoulders #I also love how despite the images being cropped you can still feel the confidence in her posture and positions #like fully #the arcana #nadia satrinava #photo #fanart

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Have you drank water yet today? When’s the last time you had a stretch? Have you told Portia and Nadia that you love them? Be well, friends.

#being away from tumblr is good for my mental health but just know I’m still in love with Nadia and Portia my wives #the arcana #nadia satrinava #portia devorak #the arcana op #text

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Dating apps annoy me but a woman I matched with told me “never be afraid to speak your mind even if you think I might disagree” and that was the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me in my life

#listen I wanted to drop my pants so fast you have no idea... #healthy communication is my kink LOL jk but... maybe not jk 😂 #that was a few months ago and I still think about it almost daily #text #personal

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Nadia Appreciation Week Day 3: Dreams

@nadia-appreciation-week 

Sleep Headcanons

She’s a side sleeper who is quite stationary throughout the night. She doesn’t hog the covers and rarely rolls over. Despite having a bed that could fit several adult humans, she only sprawls out across the bed when she’s feeling particularly light-hearted and playful. 

Nadia cannot and will not sleep flat on her back. Being in a magic-induced coma for any amount of time is enough to make rest impossible in that position. For her, sleeping on her back is almost a guarantee for nightmares and sleep paralysis. 

Nightmares. They don’t happen often anymore, and they are certainly nothing like her precognitive visions from when she first awoke, but they do persist. Nadia may shoot awake at night, sweat on her brow, panting for air as she grasps at the sheets to find you, to make sure you haven’t been taken from her, to make sure she isn’t alone. She hates waking you in such a manner, and it’s never her actual intention to do so. She will apologize no matter how many times you gently shush her and tell her it’s okay, that you’re okay, that she’s going to be okay. For her to feel safe and sleeping again, you can be the big spoon for once and cradle her, brush your fingers in her hair, lock your fingers with hers. Whisper little nothings against the back of her neck until she finally nods off. 

Sleep in general is a complicated subject for Nadia. It’s incredibly difficult for her to sleep by herself after being locked away, helpless and alone and stripped of all autonomy, in her own mind for years. But she finds ways to deal with that when you’re not around to accompany her in bed. 

She keeps a lantern by her bedside for those nights when the darkness is too much to bear. Her windows and balcony, when opened, are saviors for drowning out the overwhelming silence of night with the soothing, ambient sounds of nature in the garden or the occasional gentle bustling from night-duty guards making their rounds outside. 

But when you are with her, she will be out like a light if she’s tired enough. And how could she not? She’s safe and secure knowing you’re beside her, and it can sometimes be hard to fight off the exhaustion of a countess’ duties when the bed and your embrace are so comfortable and familiar.

A little bonus: Modern!Nadia listens to no-talking ASMR. Or, at the very least, she has a noise machine to play the sounds of the ocean. 

#forgot I did this. feelin soft wife feelings. #self reblog

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She will listen to your petition.

I did not draw enough Devil Nadias.

#i have no petition i just wanna tell her i love her #the arcana #nadia satrinava #photo #fanart #queue