heartstringsandbrokenthings

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this is my only reason to live

and this is my only reason to die

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no matter how obsessed you’ve been with your own vanishing, there will always be someone who still wants you whole

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i didn’t know

how badly,

i wanted someone

to look at me that way,

until you did,

you saw right through

into the centre of me,

like you knew my soul

from the very first second,

you were the last thing

that i ever saw coming

— S

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grief is love with nowhere to go

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We went from skin to skin to you never want to see me again

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but he was the only person who'd always chose me

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you’ve ruined me for anyone else

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i hate you for loving me

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Susan Abulhawa, from Against the Loveless World: A Novel

[Text ID: “I knew that, despite everything, I was loved. I was loved hard. At once and forever against the loveless world.”]

[heartstringsandbrokenthings]

All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

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…and then i get so lonely for you i feel sick.

#love #unrequited love #excerpt from a story i'll never write #you #spilled ink #spilled words #lost #excerpts from my journal #useless words #excerpt from my diary #scars #stars burn #lonely #im alone

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you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you’ve committed.

#scars #love #unrequited love #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled ink #spilled words #lost #excerpts from my journal #useless words #excerpt from my diary #hurt #universe #flaws and sins #sinner #broken promises

[heartstringsandbrokenthings]

"tum chaaho to phir bichhad jaana,

mujhe tum bas pehle jaisa kar do"

- Wajid Shaikh

[heartstringsandbrokenthings]

did he really love me, or did I love him enough to pretend that he loved me as much as I loved him?

#love #unrequited love #excerpt from a story i'll never write #you #spilled ink #spilled words #lost #excerpts from my journal #useless words #excerpt from my diary

[heartstringsandbrokenthings]

i need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life

[heartstringsandbrokenthings]

i love you too

i love you so much.

[heartstringsandbrokenthings]

kissing you in the rain