howdoyouknowaboutgandalf

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

I have returned.

And while yes, it doesn’t make a lick of difference if I write or not, I will be back to writing. I have re-entered my infatuation with marvel. Bucky Barnes specifically 🥲. To those who have continued to follow me, thank you for supporting my delusions. I will be taking fic requests. Leave me any and all questions, comments, and suggestions in my inbox. I have a whole summer ahead of me and lots of ideas.

@caritobbg @minoots

Here’s my masterlist of all my old garbage.

I promise I’m better at writing now.

#james bucky barnes #bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes smut #bucky barnes x reader #marvel

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

You know what sounds kinda sexy? No one hurting my feelings ever again

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Don't be sorry!! Writing should be a fun thing for you and you have other things to do than worry about getting rushed to so a fanfic. So don't feel too pressured 💗

Aww thank you so much!!! This is greatly appreciated💛💛

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

i wish that we were still uptown funking it up and not whatever this is

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

bucky in fic: steve u asshole u could’ve been killed! what were u thinking? let me bandage u up and get u a nice cup of tea, i love u so much

actual bucky:

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Soooo, maybe some Bucky Barnes x reader fluff with the prompts "you know we're meant to be" and "I'm going to marry you one day" from the prompt list you shared? Maybe 1940s Bucky or high school au Bucky? If you do this, then thank you so much 💜💜💜

“It’s a beautiful night out Bucky. Thank you for dinner.” Y/n whispered into the calm November air. “You’re welcome doll.” Bucky whispered back as he walked Y/n home. Y/n’s father would kill him if he had her home after 7:00. Lucky for him, it was just 6:30. They walked up to a cafe, the radio outside playing a soft, slow song. Bucky stopped. “Care to dance? We have a little bit.” Y/n nodded. Bucky spun her around and put his hands on her waist. He planted a peck on her jaw. “Cheeky bastard.” Y/n whispered. “Come on, you know we’re meant to be.” Y/n hummed in response. They swayed for a little bit, and the song came to an end. Bucky kissed her temple. “Lets get you home.” Bucky spoke as they were walking to her house. “I’m gonna marry you one day.”

Sorry its so short. 💕

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Do you remember me?

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

@caritobbg

Based on this ask; https://howdoyouknowaboutgandalf.tumblr.com/post/662794548148420608/hi-em-how-are-you-love-over-here-with

Warnings; guns, parental abuse, violence, death, mention of hospitals.

Word count; 1055

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

September 12th, 2015

“Please! I don’t hurt me!” Y/n cried. She was scared. She had so many many memories like this. Men in black suits and masked helmets dragging her from safety. She kicked and screamed, but the men were too strong, she was too weak. Her lungs burned, she felt she was running out of air. After an hour of struggle, it all went black.

Y/n woke up to the silence of a small room. White artificial lights blinded her. “Hello?” She asked. A blurry figure came towards her. “Miss Y/ln. You’re awake.” The man paused. He kneeled down. “My name is Tony. I need you to tell me everything you know about the Winter Soldier. Your family was connected to the program, correct?” Y/n shuddered. “Yes sir.” Tony noticed she was shaky. “You’re safe here.” He said softly. “Can you tell me a little about your past? Start as far as you can remember.”

Several hours passed. Y/n was exhausted. She had never had to share her past. But Tony was kind. For once in a long time, Y/n felt safe. “I’d like you to meet someone.” Tony led Y/n through long corridors. Y/n had never seen anything as advanced. They walked into a large room. It had pretty white couches and a large black tv. "Wanda?” Tony called out. A pretty women with dark brown hair and a heavy accent came around a corner. “Yes?” She locked eyes with Y/n. “Wanda, I’d like you to meet someone. She was found recently and has had some bad experiences, similar to yours. She needs a place to stay. Can you help her with clothes and other… lady things for the time being?” Wanda smiled. “Of course. You can come with me.” Tony watched as Y/n walked away with Wanda before moving on to another task.

“This is your bedroom. Don’t worry. You’re safe here. Hydra can’t reach this place.” Wanda spoke in a soft tone. “Thank you, I… how did you know?” Y/n glanced at Wanda. “Oh, my apologies, I’m a telepath.” Y/n began to worry. “You saw all of it?” Wanda looked shocked. “No, only who the victimizer was.” Y/n sighed. “Good night Wanda.”

…

March 2nd, 2016

“I’m going to look!” Y/n yelled in Bucky’s direction. “I’ll guard you!” He yelled back. Y/n was standing at a computer with a flash drive when she heard the most deafening crack. “Bucky!” She screamed. Her ears were ringing. She ran around the corner. “No!” Bucky was nearly unconscious , he had been obliterated. If his arm wasn’t already metal, he would have lost it. His entire left side had been hit with an array of bullets. Luckily, y/n found they had all missed his heart. The man who shot him was already dead. “I love you.” Bucky’s eyes closed. Y/n grabbed her headset. “I need medical! As soon as you can!”

Once they had arrived back at the compound they immediately took Bucky to the hospital. Steve walked to Y/n. “What did you do?” Steve had never looked so hostile. He had never liked Y/n, but now he was starting to scare her. “I.. told Buck I was going to look. I don’t know what happened.” Y/n shook. She was on the brink of tears. “Give me the flash drive.” Steve growled. “There’s nothing on it.” Y/n lied. “Give it to me now.” Y/n refused. Steve ripped it out of her tactical pocket. “Wait!” Y/n yelled, “You don’t need it. I know everything.” Steve glanced at her. “It was me,”Y/n started, “I was his nurse. He doesn’t remember, but I remember all of it. I didn’t want to tell you.��� Steve calmed a little. “That’s impossible, what are you 25?” Y/n looked at the floor. “I’m 79. I was put in cryo too.” Steve’s eyebrows furrowed. “It was you. You escaped. Why did you leave him? You did nothing. You knew everything that happened.” Y/n looked confused. “I couldn’t have.” Steve huffed. “Yes you could. You could have said something. If it weren’t for your selfishness we would have found him sooner.” Wanda walked in. “Steve! Enough! It wasn’t her fault. She was just a girl.” Y/n was crying now. She always had that guilt. She just hadn’t been confronted about it. “Can I see him? Please?” Steve glanced at her, “Absolutely not.” he said. Wanda stepped over. “She can. Move or I’ll make you.” Steve shut up after that. “Come on.” Wanda said softly. Y/n glanced through a window into his hospital room. She gasped at the sight of him. She watched as the doctors preformed surgery. His heartbeat was slowing. She was already crying, but Y/n started to weep. Her vision went blurry, she started to fall. Wanda picked her up. “Tony!” She yelled.

…

“She’s waking up.” The doctor spoke to Tony, Wanda, Steve, Sam, and Natasha. Y/n eyes opened. “Is Bucky ok?” Tony nodded. “He woke up a few hours ago.” Y/n spoke up. “Hours? How long was I out?” Wanda answered. “2 days.” Y/n’s eyes widened. “Can I see him?” She asked. “We’ll bring you to him in a wheelchair.” Tony went to the corner to grab it. Steve lifted her up and placed her in it. “I’m sorry for earlier. I really didn’t know what all you’ve been through. Can you forgive me.” Y/n let out a soft, “yes”. He wheeled her through the hall to Bucky’s hospital room. Steve pushed her through the door just before leaving. “Y/n.” Bucky said, “You’re ok.” Y/n stood up. She asked first, then softly bent down to hug him. “I need to tell you something.” She whispered. “It was me. I was your nurse. I didn’t want to say anything because I thought you’d hate me. I couldn’t handle it because I’m in love with you. I have been for a long time. They wanted me to fear you. But I never could. You were to broken. I’m so sorry I left you there.” Y/n was crying again, and so was Bucky. “It’s all coming back. It was you. You were the only semblance of kindness I had. Thank you. I could never blame you. You just found a chance and you took it. I’m here now, please don’t feel guilty.” They both smiled. Bucky spoke again. “I love you too.” Y/n looked at him. “May I kiss you?”

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Disclaimer: Bucky DID NOT fall in love with reader when she was 14. Reader is supposed to be in her 20’s in this fic. (Out of cryo age) So really the age gap would be less than ten years. Don’t come at me. This IS NOT depicting pedophilia.

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Hi Em!!!!!!!!! How are you love!!?? Over here with the worst month of my life 💔😓

Can I request a Bucky x Fem! Reader oneshot?? ✨❤️

Everyone except Tony and Wanda hated the reader because of her family, who had been part of the creation of the winter soldier. When a simple mission goes awry and Bucky is seriously injured, Steve, Nat, and Sam blame the reader for breaking away from him while she was downloading information about the Winter Soldier's mysterious nurse. Y/n tries to get close to him and Steve doesn't allow it, she gets really upset and confesses that she was Bucky's nurse, that it was that project and that her family never loved her, but they didn't believe her until she put a hand in Bucky (her crush) who, when he wakes up, watches her fall to the ground and panics for not knowing what had happened and the last thing she said before everything's went black is that she loves him. Once the tower, they explain everything that had happened while they are in the medical wing waiting for her to open her eyes and tell him everything she feels for her.

Something like enemies to lovers? Hahahahahaha

Thank you so much beauty ✨❤️ greetings from Argentina ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Of course! Starting now! 💕

Heres the fic!

https://howdoyouknowaboutgandalf.tumblr.com/post/662870012013445120/do-you-remember

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot #enemies to lovers

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Send innnn! 💛🌻

fluffy prompts

“You know we’re meant to be.”

“The thought of losing you scares me.”

“Would you just shut up and kiss me already?”

“You’re staring again.”

“Wow. you look stunning.”

“What are you doing here? It’s late.”

“I missed you so much.”

“Don’t smile at me like that. You know it drives me crazy.”

“Mine.”

“I’m going to marry you one day.”

“You cant banish me! This is my bed/bedroom too!”

“You’re seriously like a man-child.”

“Stop being so cute.”

“I feel like i cant breathe when i’m around you.”

“It was a joke, baby. I swear.”

“Are you seriously giving me the silent treatment?”

“Will you just hold me?”

“What do you have behind your back?”

“Not to toot my own horn or anything, but the dog loves me more.”

“You look really good in my sweater.”

“No, i’m not letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.”

“I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.”

“You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this.”

“Lets just stay in bed.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“No, like..its just, i cant believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

“Can you stop playing connect the dots with my freckles?”

“Are you planning to stay glued to my side the whole day?”

“Wow- you look…amazing.”

“I’m not jealous! Its just..you’re mine!”

“You snuck into my room, at 4am…to cuddle?”

“This is gonna sound cheesy but….I love when you’re half asleep and talking nonsense.”

“What? No! I wasn’t staring…I-I was looking at something behind you!”

“Stop being so cute.”

“Tell me again.”

“Can’t you stay a little longer?”

“Because i love you god damnit!”

“Wait a minute.. are you jealous?”

“I really want to kiss you right now.”

“Then do it.”

“I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.”

“I heard that!”

“You were supposed to!”

“I turned out liking you a lot more than i originally planned.”

“Even when we were kids, i always kicked your ass!”

“Why should we date?”

“Because we’re attracted to each other.”

“I’m attracted to pie, but i do not feel the need to date pie.”

“Where have you been all my life?”

“Hiding from you.”

“Somehow, i always seem to end up here. With you.”

“Soulmate shit, it’s hardcore as hell.”

“I love you.”

“Thats nice.”

“How do i look?”

“If i didn’t know you better, i’d say you were trying to flirt by giving me books.”

“No! It’s your turn!”

“Enjoying the view, beautiful?”

“Be careful, he’s so sweet you might get diabetes.”

“I cant sleep without you. I need my personal body heater and cuddles.”

“How am i supposed to spoil you when you wont accept my gifts?”

“While i do enjoy the silent treatment, i wasn’t aware i had done anything to you.”

“What, you’ve never thought about us?”

“Why is your hand sweating so much?”

“So, we’re just going to ignore the fact that you drunk-dialed me to tell me you love me?”

“Im pretty sure your mom hates me.”

these are pretty loosely categorized as fluff but oh well. if you request from this list then please say “fluff; 34″ or something like that, just make sure you tell us what list its from so we dont get it confused with a different list.

admin Charlie💕

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Congratulations!!! I feel like I would ship you with Bucky or Peter Parker, you just give me those vibes lol

Thanks! You’re getting the right vibes!

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes smut #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

FMK Winter Soldier Bucky, 1940’s Bucky and Civil War Bucky

F: 40s Bucky

M: civil war Bucky 🥵

K: winter soldier Bucky. He’s kinda scary

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes smut #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

You’re welcome doll🌸💕

may i request a roomate!bucky headcanon because i read two fics involving the idea and like im obsessed (please and thank you :))

Roommate!Bucky headcanon

Of course doll. Sorry it took me so long.

Just a note. I always imagine roommate!bucky as fatws Bucky.

When Bucky gets comfy living with you his quirks really start to show

He giggles to himself watching cat videos on his phone

Every time he goes to the store he brings back something that wasn’t on the shopping list

Like a throw pillow or a new mug

He says he buys them because he “thought you’d like them” but really it’s because he thought they were cute

He lovesss wearing sweaters in the fall and winter

He loves to read too

Bucky loves to go shopping

He loves the freedom of having his own money and getting to spend it on whatever he wants

Bucky loves milkshakes

He loves to bake with you

He adores chocolate chip cookies

He’s the purest thing

He gives you hugs a lot for “no reason” but he’s actually really grateful you opened up your home to him

That you’ve accepted him

Sometimes he gets overwhelmed by his gratitude and tears fall

He loves to lay his head in your lap so you can play with his cropped hair and scratch his scalp

You bought him a record player for his birthday and he almost cryed

To sum it up i love him. I hope you enjoyed.

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Emma’s 120 follower sleepover!!!

Send in:

Ships (who you’d ship me with)

Random questions

FMKs

Your thoughts on me

Your unpopular opinions

Or anything you can think of!

I love you guys so much!

@caritobbg @victoriatheestallion @buckys-blue-eyes @msmarvelwrites @angel-of-hell-cece1967 @i-feel-so-vintage-baby @im-a-person-yaknow @buckys2thicc

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes smut #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

may i request a roomate!bucky headcanon because i read two fics involving the idea and like im obsessed (please and thank you :))

Roommate!Bucky headcanon

Of course doll. Sorry it took me so long.

Just a note. I always imagine roommate!bucky as fatws Bucky.

When Bucky gets comfy living with you his quirks really start to show

He giggles to himself watching cat videos on his phone

Every time he goes to the store he brings back something that wasn’t on the shopping list

Like a throw pillow or a new mug

He says he buys them because he “thought you’d like them” but really it’s because he thought they were cute

He lovesss wearing sweaters in the fall and winter

He loves to read too

Bucky loves to go shopping

He loves the freedom of having his own money and getting to spend it on whatever he wants

Bucky loves milkshakes

He loves to bake with you

He adores chocolate chip cookies

He’s the purest thing

He gives you hugs a lot for “no reason” but he’s actually really grateful you opened up your home to him

That you’ve accepted him

Sometimes he gets overwhelmed by his gratitude and tears fall

He loves to lay his head in your lap so you can play with his cropped hair and scratch his scalp

You bought him a record player for his birthday and he almost cried

To sum it up i love him. I hope you enjoyed.

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes smut #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

i literally love you.

I have 111 followers. Something I never thought I would achieve. Should I do something to celebrate? I’m taking suggestions. A sleepover maybe?

@buckys-blue-eyes @sah1x1s @i-feel-so-vintage-baby @buckys2thicc @angel-of-hell-cece1967 @winter-soldier-vibes

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

Thanks!! Any ideas?

Hopefully it’ll be fun lol. I am the goddess of chaos and idiocy after all.

I have 111 followers. Something I never thought I would achieve. Should I do something to celebrate? I’m taking suggestions. A sleepover maybe?

@buckys-blue-eyes @sah1x1s @i-feel-so-vintage-baby @buckys2thicc @angel-of-hell-cece1967 @winter-soldier-vibes

[howdoyouknowaboutgandalf]

I have 111 followers. Something I never thought I would achieve. Should I do something to celebrate? I’m taking suggestions. A sleepover maybe?

@buckys-blue-eyes @sah1x1s @i-feel-so-vintage-baby @buckys2thicc @angel-of-hell-cece1967 @winter-soldier-vibes

#bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes one shot #bucky barnes smut #bucky drabble #bucky oneshot #bucky x female reader #bucky x reader angst #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot