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arthur wearing gold accents not just as an artistic choice but because John is the one who ultimately picks any color they wear post The Horrors™️ and he matches it to their eyes (if they're still sharing a body) or uses it as a way to show the world that arthur is his and to keep them intertwined in a way post separation

#malevolent podcast #malevolent #john malevolent #arthur lester #arthur wearing gold accents is so important to me #its very cute #i also adore the idea of a possesive john post separation #these stupid gay people mean everything to me

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my finest creation

#hozier #white jesus #the hoziest #hozier is god #literally #i saw this candle and knew what i had to do #hozius #too sweet #take me to church #i dislike that the way hes know has changed from #take me to church guy #to too sweet guy #but im so excited about the new members joining our ranks because of that song

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thinking about how season 5 arthur is actually so fucked. no money. no appropriate clothes. no idea where he is or any way to find out. does he even understand middle English? do the people of the time understand him and his modern english? bro is going to get burned at the stake for fighting with John bc they're going to think he's possessed 😭

#and yet i still love kayne #malevolent season 5 #malevolent spoilers #john malevolent #arthur lester #malevolent podcast

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I NEED MORE BATMAN CONTENT IM OBSESSED AJ

begging the good people of Tumblr for batman content recommendations🙏🙏 im not really into the typical superhero stuff but I watched a batman movie for the first time 3 days ago and have become obsessed with the characters and their relationships

(I've already watched The Batman, Batman Begins, The Dark Knight, The Dark Knight Rises, and the 1989 Batman. im about 3/4 of the way through the animated series and plan to watch the New Batman Adventures next but I need more. Also interested in all of the Robins and any character- focused stuff. Very interested in the comics too but cant afford to buy and feel bad about pirating art-based mediums)

#i cant go to bed if theres more batman to watch

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begging the good people of Tumblr for batman content recommendations🙏🙏 im not really into the typical superhero stuff but I watched a batman movie for the first time 3 days ago and have become obsessed with the characters and their relationships

(I've already watched The Batman, Batman Begins, The Dark Knight, The Dark Knight Rises, and the 1989 Batman. im about 3/4 of the way through the animated series and plan to watch the New Batman Adventures next but I need more. Also interested in all of the Robins and any character- focused stuff. Very interested in the comics too but cant afford to buy and feel bad about pirating art-based mediums)

#batman #batman movies #batman animated series #begging for recommendations like a small victorian child #this whole obsession started with an argument under a tweet i made about the gotham fyp trend #it was about whether or not The Batman was a good movie #NO ONE bothered to tell me that catwoman is incredibly hot and worth watching the entire thing for #im going insane #these guys are eating my brain #bruce wayne #the man that you are #hes so bbg #and hes so bitchy sometimes i adore him #alfred is the og though #animated series really pulled through making him so cunty #enough yapping sorry im sleep deprived because i've done nothing but consume batman content

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my headcannon for gerry is not that he has natural hair color now but that it's just well dyed now because gee gee helps him

(or that because we no longer get the story through first person format and only get it through audio there's no normal way for Sam and Celia to say that his dye is horrible)

#tmagp #the magnus protocol #and gerry kaey #gerard keay #gertrude robinson #gee gee #i love the fact that gerry calls her that #i adore that hes happy now

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the fact that malevolent is constantly thematically grappling with what it means to be human is so important to me. like yes it's a silly little eldrich horror podcast, but also almost every main character, including antagonists, is an aspect of what it means to be human and they are constantly in conflict with that idea and it's so well done and RAHHHHHHH

#specifically the whole yellow arch #john is all yellow could have been and yellow is john without arthurs influence #and arthur has to recognize that and grapplw with it #and john knows that and has to look at what he was and what he could have become #its just so well done and its all of the characters and relationships and i adore it #i want to kiss harlan on the forehead for his writing its just so- #rahhhhhhhhhh #malevolent #arthur lester #john doe malevolent #yellow malevolent #the king in yellow #malevolent podcast

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nick from the great Gatsby literally has gay sex in chapter two and nobody talks about it.

like I dont care about the color symbolism!! (that's a lie I actually love it) let's talk about how nick describes every man he meets and the fact that he 100% had sex with that guy. let's talk about Jay's yearning for Daisy being more about the idea of her than actual love for her. these men are GAY!!

#the great gatsby #jay gatsby #nick carraway #theyre gay your honor

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Jay Gatsby yearns like a teenage lesbian and I love him for that

#the great gatsby #jay gatsby #hes gay #hes so gay and so silly #no straight man yearns for a woman like that #hes so over dramatic #teenage girl core

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happy death day to stupid idiot mother fucking Jurgen Leitner

#rot in hell #jurgen leitner #tma #the magnus archives

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obsessed with mass market paperbacks. their pleasing rectangular proportions. how they fit badly in a hoodie pocket so you can drag them around everywhere with you like a temporary little buddy. the way they fit in your hand because they're MADE for human hands and not as bookshelf decoration. the way the pages feel when you riffle them gently with your thumb. How pristine and crisp they look when you get them and how creased and folded they look when you're done, even if you try to be nice to them. how that wear is okay, how that's correct actually, because they're made with the philosophy that books aren't meant to be PRETTY, they're meant to be read. that little ripple new ones get on the left side from where you hold them when you're reading, the way the ripple only goes as far as you've read, because u change stories by reading as they are changing you. how you can find thousands of these creased and folded and loved little dudes in every thrift store and used book shop and neighborhood library and you can instantly see the ones that someone carried around in a backpack for weeks or read to pieces or gave up on halfway through because they wear being read like fresh snow wears footprints. I love these poorly made, subpar little rectangles so much. truly the people's books.

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no don't kill yourself babe! the magnus protocol updates every thursday for the foreseeable future. you need to be alive to keep up with the horrors!

#if i said this podcast is my reason to get theough each week... #the magnus protocol #tmagp #im obsessed #sam khalid #alice dyer #this podcast gives me the will to live

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nooo dont kill yourself part 40 of the hit podcast Malevolent drops February 29th

#this podcast is the only thing keeping me going #i love it with all of my soul #im so scared for the bbgs #malevolent #arthur lester #john doe malevolent

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Unprotected sex turns you blind

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bitches see fog and immediately think about The Lonely

#its me #im bitches #obviously #martin blackwood kinnie #the lonely tma #tma #the magnus archives #martin blackwood #peter lukas #fog #the lonely #im obsessed

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so so so worried about my bbgs Alice and Colin.... they're cursed by the narrative but I love them so much. I'm going to be devastated by their deaths

#the magnus protocol #tmagp #alice dyer #colin becher #alice is the love of my life #im so worried for her #shes the comedic releif written by jonathan sims.... #and colin is so silly! #hes doomed #i love him so much #i will be devastated by their deaths

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help I can't think of anything but the magnus protocol. these stupid gay people are eating my brain cells

#the magnus protocol #tmagp #sam khalid #alice dyer #alice is the love of my life #shes so cringefail #shes cursed by the narrative and it devastates me #i cant stop thinking about them #RAAAAAAAAAHHHHH #the brainrot is real #sam is my babygirl