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Punk Vampire adoptable is LIVE on my Ko-fi! He comes with 2 extra outfits and a chibi drawing of himself including the psd files!

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#adoptable #adopts #open adoptable #oc adopt #adopt #vampire #vampire oc #oc #original character #artist on tumblr

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I’m going to go insane why are so few people talking about him LOOK AT HIM.

#he is so important to me #he is literally me fr #maximus fallout #the man you are

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OP SAYING EVERYTHING IM THINKING!!! THIS IS WHY I LOVE MAXIMUS!!! he just feels so incredibly human, he is the kind of character that I can look at and unironically say "That's me!"

Regardless of my feelings about the BoS as a whole in the Fallout series, Maximus as a character exceeded all my expectations.

Maximus, honestly, to me, was the most nuanced and best acted character in the series. His situations were fantastical and yet the way he reacted to it all was so grounded. He was like a prestige drama character in a series full of cartoons. Don't get me wrong, I like the cartoons. Fallout leans heavily into parody and it's totally on brand. But Maximus' entire emotional arc was so understated and I really appreciated it.

He isn't a very vocal OR excessively emotive character because he knows being vulnerable hurts him. He shapes himself to that idealized memory of the knight in the armor even as he doesn't seem to really understand or care for the beliefs behind the armor. He's failing his classes as an aspirant. When talking of the BoS beliefs, he throws in a "or whatever". That part of it doesn't matter to him. The armor IS his belief system.

His whole story is about the cycle of violence and toxicity. The bullies who beat him. The abuse he endures. He wants power so that he can escape it but once he gets that chance he's doomed to perpetuate it, because that power is coming from the system. It's tainted. Deep down he doesn't want revenge, he doesn't even want power for power's sake, he wants safety. And he wants to be the hero from his memory, he wants the strength to save himself from this cycle.

And yet, he just keeps making he wrong choices. Over and over and over. He can't get out of it.

And then Lucy throws him a lifeline. And it takes someone from outside of the cycle to break through. And then he makes the choice to do the right thing even though it means making himself weaker, making himself less safe. He chooses to do the right thing for the first time in the show. And it means finally letting go of his dream, the armor.

And he sees a light at the end of the tunnel. He thinks his reward is going to be Vault 33, he's going to be safe and happy with someone who cares about him and makes him feel like a real, good person.

And by the end of the series, he's trapped in the cycle again.

There is just something so delicious about someone getting everything they wanted at the start and being miserable about it. There's something so REAL about wanting to be something but every instinct makes you sabotage yourself every step of the way.

And the thing is, he had all of these little moments of genuineness, selfishness, pettiness, virtue, I genuinely didn't know what he was going to do for most of the show. I thought he might turn on Lucy at some point. I honestly, truly thought he had sabotaged Dane even though Dane was his only friend. He is so morally hard to pin down because he's so full of life's little hypocrisies. His ideals and his feelings are in conflict so much and he doesn't have to look anguished for you to understand that. You just see it in his resigned stares, in his hesitance and his ultimate actions.

I just... I really loved Maximus. Bravo to Aaron Moten.

#fallout #fallout show #fallout amazon #maximus fallout

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From last night

#MAXDANE ON THE TL LETS GOOO #look at them! #them!!! #fallout

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my love for y'all (and him) is infinitive

#this is bbygirl #the things i would do to him #indescribable

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vera told me to post this.

#VOTE THE GHOUL #VOTE THE GHOULL!!! #This is my elections...

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I can only play fo4 in two ways, insane mother set on a war path fueled by pure hatred, revenge and absolutely high on jet (romancing hancock) or unnecessarily pretty husband who due to the amount of grief he feels from losing his wife turns his way back to what he knows (the army) and joins the BOS only to fall hopelessly in love with a paladin (Danse)

#fallout #fallout 4 #game lacks so many rp aspects gotta make up my own crazy lore #fallout 4 is like playing the sims 4 to me #in the sense that the story is so lackluster i gotta create my own lore in my head #and then i act like the lore i created in my head is the best thing since sliced bread #anyways i love fallout 4 but not for its rp aspects

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Got some more art of wyll lined up that I made last December and a month or two or so ago which I will be sharing btw!!! Just taking my time with it else I will run out of fuel

(BTW on an unrelated note for some reason my phone autocorrected 'art' to the name of an oomfie of mine and I think that's so funny)

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WYLL BABY YOU ARE MY SHINING STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRAHHHH I LOVE DRAWING HIM SO MUCH... his puppy dog eyes and sharp teeth as so important and near and dear to me

#wyll ravengard #bg3 #wyll #bg3 wyll #wyll fanart #bg3fan #bg3 fanart #baldurs gate 3 #baby #he really is my babygirl #like thats babygirl

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fnv doodles

#THAT THIRD ONE MAKES ME GO INSANE #THAT POSE IS SO NICE HOLY SHIT #the vibe is immaculate

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hello new fallout fans! here is some of my compiled That Old Man art.

#nick valentine #favorite old man #!!

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havent drawn this guy in a long while

#might be the coolest ghoul every holy shit

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omg husbands in the mojave wasteland???? Striker and MArcos my most beloved

#fallout oc #fallout nv #fallout new vegas #fallout new vegas oc #cowboy oc #mojave wasteland #LOOK AT THEM! #they are husbands

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í cant even begin to explain the joy that drawing ghouls give me like this might be my new calling this is all i will do from now on

#fallout ghouls #fallout #fallout art #fallout oc #like their skin is so crusty its so delicious #to draw #especially love drawing oc striker though because of his exposed teeth #i cant explain it #there is something hot about it

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Eva and Hancock's dynamic will never not be funny to me because here she is, infiltrating the brotherhood just so she can use their power armor and then the next thing she does is riz up the mayor of goodneighbor

#fallout 4 #fallout art #fo4 #hancock fo4 #john hancock #fallout 4 oc #fallout oc #eva became a chem addict for this man she has her priorities so right #so called free thinker when ghouls

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john hancock wip.. he truly is my babygirl

#fallout 4 #fo4 companions #john hancock #hancock fo4 #like thats babygirl #HE IS VERY GORGEOUS TO ME!!!!!

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i need to get back into drawing someone push me to my limit