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i just want someone to see this PLZ it took me 2 hours😭😭

#oh wow this is AWESOME #six of crows #shadow and bone #shadowandboneedit #grishaverse

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If this gets enough notes, I will ask Callahan to make a video of him reciting the "meeting you was a disaster" and hopefully he'll do it.

Edit: By enough I mean (expect) at least 200, if I am to do something like this (I feel it's pretty embarrassing)

#aakgjsitkfif omg op pleaseee do #six of crows #matthias helvar #shadow and bone

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at a certain point, it became painful to look into his eyes 🤧

#ahhh hes so prettyy #all for the game #aftg fanart #the sunshine court #jean moreau

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hey sorry we put your boyfriend under a readmore

[GIF ID: Rick Astley singing Never Gonna Give You Up /end]

#okay wow. why did i do this to myself #reblogging so more people have to see this <3 #boyfriend meme

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jeremy the type of guy to get up and turn barkbark to face away from them when he and jean fuck

#this is so funny and so accurate #the sunshine court #tsc #aftg #jeremy knox #jean moreau #jerejean

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Heartrender Kaz

Hmmm… Heartrender Kaz who subtly uses his powers every day. To detect when people are lying, to make each hit hurt worse and do more damage, who is able to push himself further by stitching the damaged muscles in his leg back together just enough to get through the job. And in turn, Heartrender Kaz who grows more and more powerful without even noticing. It only adds to his reputation as the demon who just won’t die. Mortal wounds seem to never be quite fatal enough. Dirtyhands can kill a man just by looking at him. They die of pure fright (or so they say). It’s only when it becomes evident that he isn’t aging quite as he should, that Kaz realizes the consequences of his actions. He should be 60 now, but he looks the same as he has since the day he turned 20. The horror that seeped into his veins as he watched the years appear in lines on the faces of his lover and his friends. The boy who always regretted surviving would outlive them all.

#okay WOW #this hurts and i need a fic like this asap #grishaverse #six of crows #kaz brekker

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adopting a Gansey mannerism by replying “🫵🏻” to messages when any of my friends say something true, i agree with etc.

#gansey just pointing is me now #i need to finish my reread of trc 😭 #the raven cycle #trc #richard campbell gansey the third #the gangsey

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“All these subjects and I’d rather study you” and they don’t think nerds have rizz

#hehe… now i just gotta work up the nerve to actually tell someone that #LMAO 😭

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#i want to put him under a microscope and study him #i gotta know what his deal is #all for the game #aftg #the sunshine court #tsc #jeremy knox

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Thinking about The Sunshine Court for too long makes me feel like my guts are being torn out

#…this is great good job nora you’ve gotten me captivated and in emotional agony already #another post? yes #i will not be shutting up about this book anytime soon dearies #nora sakavic #all for the game #aftg #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau

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Sooooooooo I’m now reading the sample of The Sunshine Court on Amazon. And-

“Jean couldn’t remember the last time he’d been allowed to wear color.” Gray. He was wearing gray pants.

i’m going to destroy something (:

#screaming crying throwing up #my HEART :( #i don’t know what else to say #ugh. this book is going to END me #all for the game #aftg #the sunshine court #the sunshine court spoilers #jean moreau

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Torn between laughing and crying because I’m Looking at The Sunshine Court content??? Why am I doing this to myself???? I have yet to get my hands on a copy but I literally cannot stop looking at Things. If I’m this obsessed with snippets and commentary now, I can’t imagine how I’ll be when I can read it. Heaven help me, because rn I feel like I’m gonna start vibrating like I chugged 23 coffees in a row, and it’s only going to get worse better

#haha its me the Loser who can’t control herself #clawing at the walls chewing on drywall rn #hrrnghh… #all for the game #aftg #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau #jeremy knox

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My name is Jean Moreau. My place is at Evermore. I belong to the Moriyamas.

I will endure.

#yo this is STUNNING?!?! im not okay #all for the game #aftg fanart #the sunshine court #jean moreau

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falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat

#i NEED to get my hands on an ebook copy at the very least #but alas i am broke #but anyway this is STUNNING and i am SOBBING THANK U OP #all for the game #aftg fanart #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau #jeremy knox #jerejean

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So, this may not be the typical iteration of this character that people would have expected, but I’d like to introduce my own version of our beloved Fjerdan, Matthias Helvar!!

Now, I’m neither 6’4” nor super hench like Calahan Skogman, so I kind of took that as the go ahead to make this version of Matthias completely my own. I was inspired by a lot of different fan art and then some specific details about druskelle taken from the books (and of course I had to fit Trassel in there too!!)

Getting to meet Freddy and Amita in this cosplay at MegaCon was so wild, and Freddy recognising it as Matthias was really really special. When I though it couldn’t get any better, I got to show Danielle pictures of the cosplay at the play she and Freddy were a part of, and she LOVED IT!! She even took photos on her phone to show to Cal!! (My friend managed to get some pictures of her reaction and it was the best thing ever!!!)

And to top it all off, Leigh Bardugo herself has now seen and liked my photos on Instagram… I don’t think I’m ever going to get over how WILD these last few days have been!

So with that being said, hope you all enjoy my Matthias as much as Leigh and the cast have :)) 🐺🤍

#i love this smmmm omgg #matthias helvar #grishaverse #six of crows #shadow and bone #cosplay

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maybe I'm reading into this too hard but... we clown on kaz for the sheer irony of “the trick is not to love anything, rollins", and considering this is not long after the bathroom scene, yeah lol, HOT bit of irony there. but... kaz said the trick.

yes, the overt meaning is the strategy, the way to do it, but... kaz said the trick, and this is kaz 'nothing up my sleeves' brekker, the sleight of hand magician. I think he meant that it only has to look that way. you'll see what kaz damn well wants you to see; he knows how to constantly turn up the face of the dirtyhands card while never letting you get so much as a look at kaz rietveld, even if he's somewhere in the deck. it's all about illusions, street magic, trickery! rollins' mistake was not loving his son, it was making it too visible, accidentally showing his hand. you only have to think the coin has disappeared; you can't see the coin, or the card, or the woman in the box, but they haven't really vanished. they're still there, somewhere, slipped away to maintain the illusion. kaz's love isn't visible, anymore... but that doesn't mean it's nonexistent.

(incidentally, what is kaz's greatest trick, if not finding the girl who seems to have vanished?)

#i can’t put into words how this is making me feel rn #i can however #*shrieking* #six of crows #soc #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #shadow and bone

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Hello I come bearing the gift of a sad Six of Crows edit, hope you enjoy

(Actually really really hope you enjoy; it took 3 and a half hours)

Song: Drinking Song by House Phone

(Also, thanks to @lunarthecorvus because your post about Kaz/Matthias parallels partially inspired some of this)

#oh my god. wow #banging my head against the wall #this is beautiful and AAAAHHHH #six of crows #grishaverse #shadow and bone edit