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lonelydaydreams · 2 years

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I can’t lose you

A/N: This oneshot is right after they defeated the fury in 5x2, because I've always wondered what conversation would take place

(Little mention of swearing words)

They had just defeated the fury and Robin heard Regina asking Snow 'How did you know that would work?' Snow replied that it was just a lucky guess. Robin was curious about what was the lucky guess, so he asked Regina about it while they were walking towards her house.

'I heard Snow saying something about you guys being able to save me because of a lucky guess and I am wondering what that guess was'.

'Well, we found out that if we wanted to save you, someone else would have to give their life in return, so I went to place you and the fury had gone and told that monster to take my life instead. But Snow, Charming, king Arthur and even Leroy had followed me. Snow got a hunch that maybe if more than just one person would sacrifise their life, we could defeat the fury. Turned out she was right.'

Wait, so you went down there on your own and would just give up your life as if were nothing, Robin replied worriedly and a little angry. He was glad that they had been able to save him, but if it would've have cost his soulmates life, it wasn't worth it. He would never be able to forgive himself, never.

'Robin, you are worthy of being saved. I wasn't going to let Roland grow up as an orphan! He already lost him mother, he can't lose his father too. And I won't ever be able to look at myself in the mirror, knowing that you died because of me. I can't lose you Robin.' She had truly been so scared of actually losing him, she couldn't imagine a life without him anymore. And if the price was giving her life so he could live, Regina wouldn't have doubted for even a second.

'And it doesn't matter anyway, we are both still alive, so what's the problem?'

'WHAT IS THE PROBLEM, WHAT IS THE PROBLLEM? WELL THE DAMN PROBLEM IS THAT YOU COULD'VE FUCKING DIED!' He was yelling because he really couldn't believe that she would just throw her life away as if it were nothing, while it meant the world to him.

'WELL I DIDN'T SO CAN WE JUST MOVE ON AND PRETEND AS IF THIS NEVER HAPPENED?!' She was yelling as well now.

'YEAH SURE, JUST PRETEND AS IF MY SOULMATE DIDN'T JUST ALMOST DIE BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO SAVE ME AND EVEN BELIEVES IT TO BE HER FAULT IF I WOULD HAVE DIED INSTEAD!'

'IT WOULD'VE BEEN MY FAULT BECAUSE I HAD TO PAY A PRICE IN CAMELOT AND I DIDN'T. APPERANTLY THE PRICE WAS A LIFE AND SINCE IT WAS MY PRICE IT ONLY WOULD HAVE BEEN FAIR IF IT INCLUDED MY LIFE!'

'I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE FACT THAT IT WAS SUPPOSED BE YOUR DAMN PRICE! YOU KNOW I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO KEEP YOU SAFE!' He was telling the truth, Regina said she couldn't lose him, but he couldn't lose her either.

'I KNOW THAT BUT SO DO I! Now, can we please just go home, I'm tired.' She honestly was, but that wasn't the only thing. She also had a light concussion and a few bruised ribs from her fight with the fury earlier that day. Being slammed against a tree twice isn't exactly good for you she thought. But she wouldn't ever dare to tell Robin about it, he would compeltely lose his mind according to his reaction of this. He won't ever have to find out about it she thought, unless the Charmings would be stupid enough to spill the tea since that's their speciality she added to her thoughts.

'I know, so am I. But don't think this conversation is finished yet Regina.' He wasn't yelling anymore, but he was still clearly angry with her.

'Fine' she simply replied.

By the time they arrived at her house she could barely even stand upright anymore, the whole world was spinning and she found it hard to breathe. Robin noticed and even though he was tired as hell, he didn't hesitate for a moment and just simply took her in his arms and got to their bedroom. He saw she was about to pass out any moment, so he helped her changing into her pajamas. While doing that he noticed there were big bruises on the place of the her ribs.

'Oh my gosh' he just gasped. 'How did that happen?' Regina was afraid of his reaction if he'd find about this, so she looked at him but she only saw concern in his eyes.

She had to cough and she wasn't sure there had been a moment a life she'd felt physically worse than this, well except to Greg's torture then.

'Regina, I think I got to take you to the hospital, you're seriously injured, you should have a doctor look at it.' He spoke calmly but his mind was racing. This looked seriously bad, what if he'd lose her? He was sure he wouldn't survive that.

'Robin I'm fine'. The hospital was the last place she wanted to go right now. Snow had told David to take her to the hosptal after her failed try to rescue Robin, but she had insisted them she was okay and could heal herself. Turned out she couldn't...

'Can you heal yourself'?

'No'

'Regina I don't want to scare you but this looks pretty bad. I can't lose you!' He didn't think there had been any moment in his life he had been more scared, oh wait there was! When Regina got stabbed and almost died in the alternate universe. That still haunted him, he even had nightmares about it. Not that he would tell her.

'Robin I'm sure I'll be just fine. If I get any worse I'll tell you, I promise.' She really hoped this would convince him. And truth be told, she actually thought it would turn out fine. It hurt a lot rigt now, yes. And she would definitely feel miserable for the next week, maybe even two. But it wasn't life threatening, it would heal.

'I know you think your life doesn't matter much, but to to me it means everything. And I'm sure it does to others as well. For sure Henry and Roland, but also Snow and Emma love you and hell probably even Hook cares about you! Even though he'd never admit it.

'You really think so?' She asked unbelievingly he could care so much about her. The former great and terrible Evil Queen. She couldn't really imagine someone could see through her sins and just admire her for who she is.

'I am certain of it.' He gave her a smirk and she couldn't help but laugh a little. Until her face twisted from the pain.

'Hey take it easy love, are you sure you're going to be alright?' He asked softly and worried.

'I will be Robin trust me, I am almost a 100 percent sure of it. And if I wont be I will tell you, I promise.'

'Okay, but if something's wrong you'll immidiately tell me, alright?' Of course he trusted her (with all his heart) but she was a stubborn woman, so he wasn't covinced really easily if she siad she was fine when he could clearly see she wasn't. But he had a feeling it really would be okay this time, so he agreed with it.

'Alright' she answered and gave him a assuring smile.

'Now let's go sleep m'lady.' He was also not at his best after everything that happened today, so he really wanted to sleep.

'Okay thief'. They got into their pajamas and once they were settled under the covers, Robin carefully (so he wouldn't hurt her) pulled her towards his chest and whispered softly in her ear: 'Sweet dreams darling'.

They drifted away after just a few minutes with both a big smile plastered on their faces

A/N: I really liked writing this, I made a scenario about it in my head and decided to write it out. I struggled a lot with how to write it so it's not really good, but I still hope you enjoyed it and if you want, would you please comment what you thought of this so I know what I can improve and if you liked it ;)

English isn't my first language so please let me know if there are any grammar of spelling mistakes, so I can fix it :))

xx E <3

#robinhood #reginamills #onceuponatime #ouat #snowwhiteouat #snowwhite #angst #season5 #season5a #s5a #littlefluff #hurtcomfort #outlawqueen #outlawqueenfic #fury #5x2 #fluff #injured #oq

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lonelydaydreams · 2 years

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Coming home part 2

A/N: Here is the new chapter of coming home. Y'all seemed to like this story so I decided to make it a multi-fic! Oh and btw, Zelena is in Marians body in this chapter, in case it could be a little confusing.

Later that night:

Robin couldn't sleep, his mind constantly drifted of. He was afraid of what Zelena was planning on to do. He knew that all she wanted was to see Regina suffer, so he would probably have to do something that would hurt her.

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Zelena didn't have to work the next day day, so they were all eating breakfast together. After that, Robin brought Roland to school. When he came home Zelena immediately started talking to him; 'You don't want me to cause harm to those you love right'?

'Just tell me what you want already' Robin said clearly annoyed.

'Break her heart'. Zelena replied.

'Please no Zelena, you said you wouldn't hurt her. You can also do that with words.' He was absolutely desperate. He wasn't going to break her heart again, because he was sure she was already enough hurt when he left town and never being able to come back. At least if she felt the same way he did about her. But he was almost entirely sure of that, because she had clearly been really upset about it all (just like he was).

'You're right, that is exactly the reason why you are going to do it for me. And I am sure this will ll hurt her even more.' Zelena said with a very wicked smirk on her face. Gosh, how much he just wanted to punch her right in the face. But he couldn't do that, he wasn't sure if her magic still worked here. But if it did, it would only cause even bigger trouble.

'You wicked b*tch!' He was so angry with the woman right now, but then he reminded himself that he had to stay calm.

'Oh I like it when people call me that!' She exclaimed excitedly. 'It makes me feel so ... wicked!'

'Oh please just shut up!' He was getting angrier with every minute passing.

'Being angry isn't going to solve any problem for you outlaw. You will do exactly as I say or else I could just take Roland and go back to Storybrooke. Oops!' She was widely smiling right now and he would have wiped it right of her face if that had been possible.

'Zelena do with me whatever you want just please leave them all out of it. Please!' He felt extremely vulnerable but he couldn't care less if the people he loved were on the line.

'BREAK HER HEART OR I WILL DO SOMETHING MUCH WORSE' He then knew that he didn't have a choice so he had to it.

'Okay, but that's the only thing that is going to hurt her, you will also stop hitting my son and never hurt him ever again!' He was demanding things now because he couldn't hurt her any more than that and he needed his son to be safe, he wouldn't survive if anything else would happen to them.

'Fine, I just want to destroy her and I think this will be enough. Let's get started then! Such a good thing I wrote her phone number on paper. I'll go get it.' She walked away and he was silently praying she didn't remember where she put it. But unfortunately, that wasn't the case. She came back with the paper in less than a minute.

'You just have to tell her she was such a fool because she thought you could love her but you never loved her and that you only got into a relationship with her because not everybody could make the evil queen fall in love with someone. And that you told her you chose her so we would all be safe. And don't forget to tell her you couldn't be happier now'.

God, he really was going to say something he would regret instantly after he said it. But it would mean she was safe so he had no choice. So he grabbed his phone, dialed the number and after three rings she already answered. 'Robin?' She sounded so desperate and broken. He felt so guilty because he was the reason of it and he was only going to break her even more.

'Hello Regina'

'Why are you calling'? And oh god just how much he missed hearing that angelic voice. It would be the last time for him to hear it so he would better this it while it lasted.

'I need to tell you something'

'Okay, go ahead'. And here was the moment he would shatter the world of his soulmate and with that, also his.

'I thought you deserved to know you can move on with someone else and not think about us anymore'.

'Robin. You know I can't do that.' And he could hear her trying to muffle the sobs in vain.

'Well you better do because I don't want you to dwell on the past which was only a lie.'

'What? What do you mean?'

'Everything between us was a lie. Did you really think someone could fall for the evil queen? I just faked it so everyone would see what I could make the evil queen do; thinking she could be loved. God did you really believe that I fell for you?!' He immediatley regretted every single word he said but Zelena wasn't satisfied yet so he had to continue.

'I-Do you really mean that?'

'Yes, yes I do. That stupid lion tattoo thing only made things easier for me. You really are a fool Regina, to think I loved you!'

'But what about that day in the vault and when you said you chose me?' She was crying now.

'Well not everybody can say they fucked the queen. And I had to protect my family from you! If I said I chose you instead of her, you would think I only left out of obligation but I didn't. I love Marian and only Marian. She and Roland mean everything to me. I am so happy here in New York, I couldn't wish for a better life.'

'Oh uhm okay, just know that I'm glad you're happy. I-I won't ever disturb you again. Goodbye Robin.' She was entirely sobbing right now, he could hear that. He felt so extremely guilty. She sounded so heartbroken and he was the reason.

'Goodbye Regina'. And then he ended the call. 'Well done thief, didn't know you had it in you!' And he wanted to beat the hell out of her, no he wanted to kill her! But he couldn't. So he sat there, trying to hold his tears back. So he said that he needed a moment alone and thank god she'd let him. He then walked away to the appletree that reminded him of his soulmate, who was now most certainly lost to him forever. He couldn't hold the tears back any longer, so he sat there, crying, no sobbing against the appletree for the next few hours.

A/N: I am so sorry for this guys ( I almost cried while writing it), but I promise, I always write a happy ending for my characters!

As always, revieuws are always appreciated. To let me know if there are any grammer/spelling mistakes (English isn't my first language), to leave some new prompts and of course to tell what you think of the story! <33

#ouat #outlaw queen #oq #robinhood #reginamills #zelena mills

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lonelydaydreams · 2 years

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Prompts oq

If anybody has some prompts for oq fics (I prefer in the canon divergence AU)

#outlaw queen #ouat #robin hood #regina mills #prompts #oq #canon divergence #canon divergent au

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lonelydaydreams · 2 years

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Coming home

Season 4b AU

Just to clear some things up: Robin lives in NYC with Marian (who is actually Zelena but they don't know it yet) and Roland for six weeks now. 'Marian' works at a hospital while Robin takes care of Roland.

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It was a usual Monday evening, Marian was at the hospital so Robin read his son a story. 'They got married and lived happily ever after.'

'Daddy, when are you and Gina getting married?' Roland asked his father and looked at him with his big innocent brown eyes. Robin was little taken back by his question because he knew that Roland couldn't really bond with his mother, that was the main reason Marian got a job so Robin could be with Roland. But the thought never really crossed his mind that Roland saw Regina as his mother. Although it wasn't weird at all since she was the only motherfigure he ever had.

Robins heart fluttered a little when he thought about the beautiful moments he had with Roland, Regina and Henry. Robin wanted nothing more then to make more of these memories, but that could never be.

Of course he still loved Marian, but not the way he used to. He knew that his heart had moved on to another person; Regina. He thought about her all day and even dreamed about her. His mind was literally Regina, Regina and again Regina. Every night, Robin would wait until he was sure Marian was asleep, so he could sneak out the house and walk to the nearest appletree because it reminded him of her. It was the only place where he would let his emotions go. He was sure that this was even worse than when Marian had died.

'Daddy'? Roland asked and Robin got lost out of his thoughts. 'Yes Roland, what is it?'

'I was asking when Gina and you are getting married.'

'But I am already married to your mama Roland.' Robin would like nothing more then to marry his soulmate but that would never happen. He crossed the town line and there was no possibility to ever return, so he just had to try to move on with Marian. But I don't like mama Roland replied.

'Why not son?'

'I can't tell you' Roland answered with tears pouring in his eyes. Robin got really confused. Roland didn't like Marian but he couldn't tell why. 'Roland I promise I won't get mad at you, could you just please explain this to me?'

'Mama says I'm not supposed to tell you'. What? Robin thought, Marian was hiding something from him, that was nothing for her to do. 'I think it would be best if you do my boy'.

'You promsise nothing bad will happen?'

'Yes'

'Mama hits me sometimes'.

'SHE DOES WHAT?!' Robin raised his voice, he was boiling of anger. Nobody would ever harm his son. He calmed down a bit when he saw that Roland had started to cry. He put him ons his lap and started rocking him 'Shshh, I'm sorry my boy, I didn't mean to yell at you'.

When Roland finally calmed down and fell asleep, Robin waited for Marian to come home because they had quite a thing to discuss. When his wife arrived he immediately confronted her with it. 'You hit our son?! Are you out of your mind, what parent would do that to their own child!' Robin was furious, but he had to keep his voice down because he didn't want to wake Roland.

'That idiot told you?! I literally told him not to but he didn't listen, obviously.'

'Don't blame him for telling he gets hurt, certainly if it by his mom'

'Well you see, that's the funny thing, what if I tell you I am not his mom.' She replied wickedly.

'Then who the hell are you?' Robin got a really bad feeling in his gut that he knew who it was.

'Marian' took her necklace and transformed into Zelena. Robin was to stunned to speak at that moment. 'Hello my dear husband'.

'You stay away from my son'. He was already rushing to get his son and leave the apartment as soon as possible.

'I wouldn't do that if I were you'

'And why not? You don't get to tell me what if I have to do and what I don't.' He spat out these words with as much venom as he could.

'I think you're wrong with that, you see what if I tell you Regina is involved' Robin turned around to face her, he was terrified of what she might have done with her or was planning on to do, so he said braver then he actaully was: 'I swear to god if you hurt her!'

'Oh don't worry my dear'- But Robin interrupted her 'Don't call me that'!

'Oh you are going to do exactly as I say if you don't want your precious soulmate or son getting harmed' Robin saw no other way then to actually do as she wants beacuse he can not take the risk to get any of them in trouble. He wanted nothing more then to take Roland in his arms, go back to Storybrooke, reunite with Regina and never have to leave her side ever again. But this was the harsh reality, he was here now, in New York and he has to do everything Zelena wants.

A/N: Sorry for that cliffhanger tho, I think I will turn this into a multi-chapter shot if y'all like this story. So please just leave a comment if this is good and if I should continue.

Also let me know if there are any writing mistakes because English isn't my first language :)

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lonelydaydreams · 3 years

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Telling a secret

TW: Mentions of rape and infertility

Short A/N: I don't like the fact that Regina never really got to tell Robin she can't have children so that's why I fixed it

Takes place at 4x21 at the bar in the cafe in New York. It's from Robin's POV because I think the writers really needed tot show us how he felt about this situation as well.

You're tied together in a way... in a way we'll never be.'

Regina spat out these words. I was confused what she was talking about, so I looked at her and I saw nothing but pain in her eyes. I thought about how much I'd hurt her and was angry with myself because I should've noticed Marian wasn't really Marian. God, how could I've been such a fool!

I thought about what regina had just said again and I finally understood what she was trying to tell me, she can't have children. 'Regina, I'm so sorry, I-I.' I tried to say something to comfort her but it seemed like the more I said, the worse it got. At that moment, I wanted nothing more than to pull her in my arms and tell her that everything would be okay, but I wasn't so sure that it actually would be.

'It's not your fault, I did this to myself, so I have to bear the consquenses of it. I was such a fool thinking live wouldn't kick me in the face again.' I saw a tear running down her face. I felt the urge to cry as well, I did not only hurt by getting her wicked sister pregnant (which makes me feel disgusting), but also the fact that her sister is carrying my child and she would never be able do that. 'I understand if you want to move on with her you know'. What did she just say, did she really think I would choose that witch above her?! God, how much had I hurt her?

'Don't ever think she can replace you Regina, you may not be able to give birth to a child but we already have Henry and Roland and you're an amazing mom to them. Just as long as we're together, I'm happy, really.' I saw a watery but genuine smile appearing on her face. Oh just how much I missed that face.

Even though I said I had moved on with 'Marian' that wasn't true. All I could think of was Regina and wondering if I would ever be able to see her again. When she knocked on that door and I saw her, I was so happy but I also knew I couldn't leave 'Marian' because she was carrying our child. I was so wrong, even if had been really Marian, I said I chose Regina and that was true, but I still had sex with Marian two weeks after we left Storybrooke. It was because I thought I would never see her again and that thought was too much too bear, so I thought if I would try to move on with Marian and have a another child, it was possible for me to forget about Regina. But it only made things worse. I felt so bad after I made 'love' to Marian, knowing that I had betrayed Regina. And when she told me she was pregnant, I could only think about how much I wished it was Regina telling me that.

But it was neither of them, no it was Regina's wicked sister Zelena. I felt disgusted knowing that I had sex with her, that she tricked me into thinking it was my wife.

But this was the situation right now and we had to make the best out of it. The best I could make out of this is that Regina would become the mother of my child, no our chid. But I thought it was a little too early too ask her that, which I understood completely.

'Robin are you okay, you're zoning out.'

'Yes I'm fine' because I'm with you now (I only finished that sentence in my head). But I wanted to be with her forever so I asked her: 'Between us, are we together again?'.

'Only if you want to'.

'I would love that more than anything milady', I replied (and it was the truth). I saw a beautiful smile appearing on her face and there appeared one on mine as well.

And maybe it was only for this moment, but I got the feeling that maybe, just maybe everything really would be okay.

#outlawqueen #reginamills #robinhood #4x21

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