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my dad must’ve briefly forgotten how annoying I am bc he chose infinity war for our pizza & movie night as if I’m not about to spend the next 2.5 hrs interjecting with every bit of irondad lore I know

#it's his own fault for choosing *the* irondad movie #anyway gotta log off guys peter's about to run out of oxygen #irondad

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me: creates multiple complex outlines for all of my multichapter fics & spent $60 on scrivener to keep track of their moving parts

also me:

#soemtime u gotta make sure ur future self pays attention #unrelated #but once one of my cw profs was like #hey have you heard of scrivener? #& i was like #:) yeah i used it to write my fics :) #to which he instantly was like #.... how about you try using it... to write... your Book... #???? now sir why would i do that

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#HELP #y'all they're onto us #irondad

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s/o to the anonymous ao3 user who commented on That Which Binds Us & implied that I’ve never read anything by iron_spider, as if I wouldn’t literally sell my soul to them

#like good god man #the day i toured the college i ended up attending #i missed half of the goddamn information #bc just as we got there #iron_spider updated the rattle of their hearts #& i had priorities #the first fic i read after endgame was lazarus come forth #don't cite the old magic to me witch #i was there when it was written

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it’s so good to see u on my dash again!

not to be cheesy, but it's very nice to be back ❤

#how's febuwhump going #i miss those freaky little prompts

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Hi, just checking in on you. Are you doing ok?

I'm doing much, much better! All my love to everyone who tried to poke me w/ a stick during my "nobody physically saw me for a year" era. I thought of you often.

#to meilz in particular #thank you for checking in on me as many times as you have #I'm very happy to be able to finally report improvement to you lol #<3

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by losingmymindtonight

Peter dutifully moved through his basic guard poses. He was using his own lightsaber for these; its glow caught both of them in a soft blue haze. They would switch to training ‘sabers later, once Tony decided that his padawan had fairly earned himself a sparring session. Peter would lose, of course. He always did. The margins by which Tony disarmed him, however, were growing increasingly narrow. “Do you think they’ll send us, soon?” Peter asked, playfully spinning his ‘saber from one pose to another. Tony nudged Peter’s heel with his toe until he shifted his weight forward, into the correct position. “You have two more years of study in the Temple before you’re old enough for war front missions. Now focus on your vertical line. Keep your center steady.” — Or: it’s an irondad Clone Wars AU.

Words: 13558, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Emotion, Yet Peace

Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen

Characters: Peter Parker, Tony Stark, Original Clone Trooper Character(s) (Star Wars)

Relationships: Peter Parker & Tony Stark

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Star Wars Setting, Jedi Peter Parker, Jedi Tony Stark, The Clone Wars - Freeform, Space Battles, Force Bond (Star Wars), Master & Padawan Relationship(s), Hurt Peter Parker, Protective Tony Stark, Fever, Meditation, Conversations, seriously, most of this fic is just Tony & Peter talking lmfao, the rest is me waxing lyrical about the Star Wars universe, Canon-Typical Violence, [slaps fic], this baby can fit so much Attachment in it

#i'm back baby! #may you all travel to the deepest troughs of urself #& emerge knowing that survival is the greatest act of love #or whatever #you're not interested in my life philosophies #you're here for the Angst #for the Hurt/Comfort #for the Whump #don't worry #i gotcha

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Best Adoption Fic

THE MAKING IT OFFICAL ONE — Who doesn’t love an adopted Peter story? The magic when they sign those papers is just… aww. What’s the story that has that second-chance-home for you?

Winners: And You’ll Blow Us All Away by Losingmymindtonight  @losingmymindtonight​ & May Parker’s Complete Guide on How to Raise Your Spiderling by Embarrassing_Myself

Runner-Up: 5 Times Tony Hesitated to Touch Peter and 1 Time He Didn’t by Notapartytrick, Theoceanismyinkwell

#i'm so late on this one besties but #thank ! you ! so ! much ! #i have a pact w my fave cw prof that i'll email him whenever i get a pub or smthn #& when i saw this i was like #hmmm maybe i should let him know #i won't tho bc he's been trying to figure out this pseud for 2+ years #anyway #absolutely massive & targetted thank yous to all the runners of this thing #bc this must be SO MUCH WORK to orchestrate #& the lovely wonderful monireh for this art!!! #& all my love to my other besties here beside me #adore all of u #those fics SLAP #seriously i was looking thru the list of winners & i am in very good company

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actually guys while I’m here please read The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune if you haven’t because I put it off for ages and I regret that

#the found family is so good #somebody write an au w irondad too #if they haven't already

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Please please please say you have not given up on your Webcams and Webshooters series...

It really isn't abandoned! I'm just very depressed. I think of it constantly & I will finish it even if nobody reads it when I do.

#sorry y'all I promise if my pets stop dying & my relationships stop imploding & my mental health rises from the ashes like a phoenix #then we'll be golden

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Please come back even to say hi, your readers miss you. Hope you are ok.

hello ❤ I am alive (somehow) & love all of you just as dearly as ever

#here are some life updates for those interested #dead horse #dead 2nd horse #almost dead cat #dead dog #down to three (3) friends #unfortunately all blonde #one named after britney spears it's truly agony over here #thomas rhett fan #graduated college #decided to go full hands on for whump research and got a ptsd diagnosis #oh and autism but are any of u surprised #be sure to stream red (tv) #but despite it all #i do still love my stupid irondad so much #xoxo #hope you're all doing better than me #if not seek therapy immediately #but seriously thank u to everyone who worried abt me & commented & supported me etc

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I love getting comments on really old fics. It's like a little tap on the shoulder that says, "hey the art you create is going to last forever even if you don't think it matters anymore"

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It’s been a very rough weekend for Peter.

#are we still tagging nwh spoilers #idk #nwh #no way home #art

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it’s morgan’s favorite song 

#art

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“With great power, there must also come great responsibility.”

#art

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childhood emotion of wanting a dragon that is your friend so bad that it feels like there is a vacuum in your soul that only a dragon who is your friend can fill

#okay but how did this get plucked from my brain

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MCU Peter & his most important on-screen relationships