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Take time for yourself. ❤️
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This will remove all of your problems, just look at them and embrace the beauty of our nature. 🌸
#feelings#nonchalant#sad thoughts#emotions#motivation#rant about love#photography#picture#my pictures
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Be bold enough.
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If I choose you and him, I would freely look up into the sky and I'll choose the sunset. 🌅
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seize the moment, now and then...
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Treasure those moments. ✨
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Stay lowkey. Not everyone needs to know what's happening in your life. ❤️
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— FREE YOURSELF —
Time flies too fast.
Everything has changed.
Since the day that you let yourself free.
Free from burdens.
It wasn't easy.
I know.
However, you need to be brave.
For yourself.
Let go of the people that hurts you.
Let go of the people that doesn't care for you.
Let go of the people that makes you unhappy and unsure.
Let go of the people that doesn't love you.
Time flies too fast.
Make yourself busy.
Conquer your dreams and goals in life.
Make your parents proud.
— thea
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My love for you was passionate and genuine but traumatizing.
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— SWEETNESS TURNS TO BITTERNESS —
Have you ever felt unloved?. If you do, so do I. I myself felt unloved, too, this past couple of years and present. But these one is rare. She was she and she's the last person that I loved secretly but she knows it. She was aware and I told her so. She's kind, loving, and caring person, she has this clingy side with mixes sweetness and bitterness at the same time and that's the personality that I loved from her secretly. When I first saw you, you were nothing to me I mean like you're a stranger to me at first because I don't know you.
But then, it all started when our ate's teased us and one of them told me that you liked me and I was like 'Weeehh! Balitaw gad?'. I didn't believed that because your just new and you didn't barely know me yet. But then, later on, somebody told me again that you liked me, because you confessed to her and that person confessed to me too. I'm aware of that, because sometimes I caught you staring at me. But I didn't take that serious.
That all started our closeness. We talked a lot, we love teasing each other and I had fun to be around with you. You were amazing person and you shared a lot about yourself and that makes me impressed. How brave you are. I'm so comfortable when I'm with you. You make me laugh, and you don't annoy me either just like our ate's do.
I was kinda anxious when you insist to join me to walk home. You're so talkative and I didn't know that. You even stole a kiss from me like 2 times. I was shocked and I don't know what to react about that kiss. When I got home, I'm still confused and wondering, why did you do that like you can ask me politely (kidding!) but then, I didn't mind (I do mind, that was my first kiss from a girl) because that was just a kiss.
You're my comfort zone just so you know. You're also my shoulder to cry on when I'm down and broken. You even saw me crying because of heart ache. You always there for me when I needed someone the most. Even though I'm not into sharing problems or anything but still, you understand me.
I found myself pathetic and stupid for loving the person that doesn't care and love my existence. You witness it. You saw it. You feel it through my eyes. I don't regret that because I'm just a person. I do mistakes and I'm not perfect. Do you still remember the motor incident?. That was insane. I thought we're gonna crashed that night but God is good. The next morning, I had lots of bruises on my feet and you're wounded. It was quite fun for me because it was my 2nd time of motor accident.
I love hanging out with you. Like eating burgers is one of my favorite because I do love burgers. Drinking 'juice' with our friends and you know that I'm not a good drinker. It was my first time to get drunk totally and the last thing was you received a slapped by your girlfriend, and I didn't see that coming. But you still manage to smile and laugh about that situation in the next morning.
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Then one night, when we were at Ate Rowella's boarding house then you guys are drinking liquor with Kuya Raymond and I saw you crying secretly at the door and you were hiding on the curtain. It was my first time that I saw you crying. I don't know how comfort but I just rubbed your back to know that I'm always here for you. I was sad when I saw your tears falling from your cheeks. It turns out that you and your girlfriend had a argument. It even get worst, that's the thing that she slapped your face pretty hard. I hope that everything's gonna be okay.
I promised myself that I don't want to get attached to a girl ever again because I've been there before and it has a huge impact to me. When I love someone, I totally give everything, my time and attention. Even though there's nothing left for me but it makes me happy. I can't say it in person but through this it could be.
Then, the December came. I had a conversation with you. A serious conversation. I confessed to you that I just wanna make sure about my feelings for you. I was literally confuse at that time. I got shy after I say that it was kinda awkward for me though. I even ignored you through the awkwardness. You tried to approach me but it ended up like an invisible. However, I felt happiness that I talked to you about my feelings. Full of joy I guess.
26th of December 2023, I confessed, and this one is for real. I even asked you a question like 'Kun sumiring ako nga gusto ko na ikaw, matuod ka kaya?' I don't know why I asked you that but I know to myself that that question is real. I feel ashamed. How I wish that I didn't ask you that question.
29th of December 2023, that is the day that I got confuse and that is the day that we ended up. You might ask why I said 'I got confuse' it's because of the last message that you chatted me. You got tired of me. It hurt me so much and ended up crying every night. You are no longer love me and it makes my heart broken again.
My new year's eve is unhappy due to the message that you sent me. I just watched the fireworks for minute and then get inside to my room like a kid who got scolded. I restricted you in messenger but I secretly open our conversation and expecting that I might received a message from you, but expectation vs. reality hit pretty hard though.
25th of January 2024, I visited at Ate Melanie's house because she misses me. We just sang and ate some dinner too. After the dinner, Ate Melanie and I visited you at your house because someone told Ate Melanie that you had a black eye so, we visited you. I may sound like cheesy right now and that's not my style but I might say that my heart skipped so fast when I saw you.
That's why I looked away and not being able to get a eye contact or being near with you. Don't know what to do and don't know what to say. I was speechless. If I get a chance, I might hug you because I misses you so much. I wanted to talk to you but my mouth won't speak up.
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Before I leave the city, maybe this year or next year, I just want you to know that I'm gonna miss you so much even though diri na gud kita nagkaka istorya nor nagkikita man lang. It doesn't mean that our friendship ends here, you're still my friend, damo na tat random memories nga nahimo, bisan damot hadlang, ngan bisan sayop. I consider you as a lesson as well same gihap ha imo. Maybe someday, makakaistorya gihap naton it tagsa-tagsa pero as for now, let's just be a strangers lang muna and focus to ourselves as well, para sa ika-bubuti nimo ngan haak. 🙂
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