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marzipanlvr · 3 months

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Weeds

I’m scared to become a weed

To grow from a rose plant I once was

I’m scared to he unidentified

I hate to he unacknowledged

My friend, Grape

He looked at my petals

And flared at my thorns

We later together in the bed of poppies

Bleeding red and raw

Until now, when the crocodile tears became prominent and invisible

His bite was silent and poisonous

Affecting apart of me that I didn’t know existed

My crumpled stem and growing branches

Never knew the light of a friend again

Weeds are spotted by a gardener

My gardener, Amara

Who is loved by my fellow flowers

As she trims them neat and pretty all around

She helps my grow but lets my hide in my shade

I realize more about my body

I realized that my stems aren’t smooth

I have thorns surrounding my exterior

I realized that my petals have gashes

Eaten by caterpillars and gnats

Moths surround me whole

Protecting what lays

Flies eat my pollen

Taking what I give them

I realized that I’m very small

Compared to the others who are more than what they bargained for

They grow midway and stop

They grow taller and feel smaller

But I stay the same

Weirdly, I couldn’t see my roots in the dirt

I realized my dirt was perfect and damp

A perfect situation for a growing plant

I look at myself as a weed

This is because I feel a weed

I feel unwanted

And I feel replaced

I know my flower friends will burst into light

I shall remain in the darkness of their shadows

I wish I was a flower

So then I could be noticed and wanted and irreplaceable

Yet the prettiest flowers are picked

This is a risk I want to take

For what is the life of a weed

If it does not dream of the stars, clouds, sun, and desires of being something more?

I’m scared of being a weed

I never chose to be a weed

But then again, I don’t know how to grow

I don’t know how to use my soil

I don’t know how to be as pretty as the gardener

I don’t know how to be as nonchalant as the grape

I don’t know how to be as melodious as the birds above

I don’t know how to be a weed

That’s the point of a weed

I shrink and shrink and shrink

I kiss my feet in pity

Rain pours from my sky

Damping my soul and socks

The sun shines overhead the meadow

But I’m stuck in a never ending waterfall

Falling headfirst into a bed of poppies

That I once laid in

That I was once apart of

When I was a growing stem with petals sprouting from my center

Yet I didn’t know I was a weed

I shrink and shrink and shrink

I look up at the sky

The shadows engulf me more

I fall deeper and deeper and deeper

I can’t let go of my thick thorny branches

I can’t let go of my dreams

I can’t let go of my pride

I can’t let go

A weed shouldn’t feel these things

A weed is identified as a weed

A weed is smoked and used and chewed

A weed is discovered as a mistake

A weed is someone who feels things more than what you should

A weed doesn’t know who they are

A weed’s tolerance is taken for granted

A weed sinks in a bed of roses

A weed is scared to become a weed

A weed isn’t made

A weed isn’t real

A weed is a misconception

It’s a plot that thickens

It’s a potion that’s brewed

It’s someone you know

Nearby and crying

Close to dying

But close to flying

And seeing themselves

For not a weed

But a plant

That suffered too many for too much

An everlasting forever bed of weed is a treasure to many alike

weeds have To be spotted

but they want to be seen

#poetry #Weeds

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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i may or may not have a type….

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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REQ FOR FLUFFY FRIDAY

could u write a AU where reader and hobie are cats? Also it can literally be ANYTHING i just had a dream about this tho

ALSO CONGRATS ON 500 WHATT!!!!🩷

Thank you! Couldn't have done it without u ❤️ thank you for requesting! 😘

Pairing: Hobie Brown x gn! Reader/ Spider-Punk x gn! Reader

Tags: no use of Y/N, no specific physical description of the reader, violence mentioned, FLUFF.

It's Fluffy Friday!

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You meow a soft thank you to spider-cat for saving you from a mugger. The spikes on spider-cat's mask glinting in the low light of the street light. Looking at his menacing spikes, you're apprehensive to move towards him. Still shaking from the fear of almost getting robbed.

The cat in question wears a domino mask, black and white stripes on his sweater. He lays beaten on the cold concrete, his knife clattered on the ground a few feet away from him.

Spider-cat tilts his tiny head, striding slowly to you, purring, trying to calm you down. He watches you ease up to his presence, breathing slowing down to a normal beat. You sit down on your tiny paws, head down, embarrassed.

He mewls at you to get your attention, sitting next to you. Spider-cat waits for you to move on your accord. Making sure you're not alone after a terrifying encounter. You scooch closer to him.

The cat burglar suddenly twitches in his unconscious state. You jump fearfully from his movement, spider-cat blocks you from the cat, ready to pounce if need be. The hero hisses at the villian. You Snuggle on spider-cat's side, you find the harsh leather of his vest comforting.

Spider-cat bumps his head on yours, telling you it's okay. You purr loudly as you rub your head against him, he reciprocates, nuzzling your tiny face. Spider-cat purrs back, paw over yours.

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You wake up with a small smile, Hobie stirs you awake with his sleepy kisses over your cheek.

"Finally, you sleep like the dead, love" He says groggily, voice deeper with sleep. Laying back on the crook of your neck, he nuzzles over your soft skin. You get reminded of your adorable dream.

"I had such a cute dream," you hug him, palms resting over his bare back, fingers tracing his muscles.

"Tell me" Hobie says against your skin, eyes closed, listening to your breathing. Sleep still clinging to him.

"We were cats and you saved me from a cat burglar" you chuckle softly, fighting a yawn.

"Yeah? Was I still fit? Even for a cat?" He peppers your neck with kisses, encouraging you to continue.

You giggle at his comment, entertaining his question. "Yeah, I was all over you"

"It's that kind of dream, huh?" He leans up, arms around your head, smirking down at you.

You roll your eyes, hand reaching up to wipe the gunk on his eye. "We were cats, Hobie. You weirdo"

"You're the weirdo" He lovingly rests his forehead against yours.

"I can't help what my subconscious cooks up in there" you poke your temple.

"I think your dream is trying to tell you somethin'" he pulls away from your forehead, blindly looking for your hand on your side, when he finally finds it, he intertwines his fingers with yours.

"What is it, Spider-cat?" You tilt your head, smiling at his new nickname.

He chuckles, "that you want me to roleplay in be–" you clamp his mouth shut with your hand before the word escapes him.

"You read that as that?!" You laugh loudly as you see him smile with his eyes.

Hobie moves your hand away, laughing with you. Waking you up more with his sticky kisses.

What a great start to your morning.

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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I hate the implication that the Spider-Man in our universe is the goddamn popsicle

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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Marine Biologist Percy this, Stay at Home Husband Percy that, it doesn't matter. If you ask him what his job is he'll tell you that taking care of Annabeth is his full time job.

Because Annabeth Chase is a feral autistic workaholic who never takes care of herself and probably doesn't know how to make anything more complicated than scrambled eggs. It's up to Percy to make sure she eats and sleeps and washes her hair.

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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people seem to forget how smart Percy is. he's not book smart, but then, that's not the kind of smart he has to be, that's not the kind of smart his survival depends on.

Percy is an insanely good strategist. we don't often pick up on it, because he's placed himself right next to the smartest strategist at Camp, but he's a veritable chess master. book one, at twelve years old, we see him manipulate Procrustes to fall for his own trap in minutes. book two, he manipulates Luke into confessing his entire evil plan in front of the whole Camp, instantly clearing Chiron's name and revealing that hey there's a storm coming. we see that trend continuing all the way up until House of Hades, where Annabeth herself has to take a step back and reevaluate how she sees him.

Percy can be oblivious, certainly, but any time he acts downright dumb, he's doing so to make his opponent underestimate him or annoy them. he's loud, and brash, and speaks before he thinks, and honestly his sarcasm may get him killed one day, but all of that meshes together into a facade that he's happy to hide behind so that no one knows how smart he really is.

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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Annabeth called Chiron dad once

And only once

But Chiron will never let her live it down

He introduces her as his daughter now and he doesn’t say her name when he is calling her

Annabeth will hear him shout “daughter!” from the other side of camp and she knows he’s calling her so she makes the walk of shame towards him

In reality Chiron cried after she called him dad

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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percy jackson. percy jackson who loved to eat blue food in spite of his stepfather. percy jackson whose eyes always glowed mischievously. percy jackson whose laugh could make the whole word join. percy jackson who chopped off a strand of his hair using riptide cause it kept tickling his forehead while he tried to do math homework. percy jackson who thought he didn’t deserve his friends. percy jackson who did anything and everything he could to show his friends that he loves them, like randomly buy annabeth a book, make a little bouquet for grover, a ring for nico, hand-drawn cards for his mom. percy jackson who adored to teach new campers how to work with swords. percy jackson who held the younger new campers that felt homesick when they cried. percy jackson who was forever loyal to the people he loved.

percy jackson who deserved to live out his childhood.

percy jackson who deserved better.

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marzipanlvr · 4 months

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Headcanon that if Percy joined Kronos or just turned against the gods, he would be known as "Godslayer"

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marzipanlvr · 5 months

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texts with e-42 miles

these are definitely if they were a chaotic couple. (ik i made so many typos.. i noticed right after i posted PLZ)

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marzipanlvr · 5 months

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Miles Morales headcannons cause omg.

(1610 Miles btw)

(1, Ima minor as well and 2, not sexualizing)

Fem reader, fluff things (Miles IS SO BF LIKE MDJDBSVHD

I’ll probably make one of Hobie brown cus I’m so down bad for him too.

THESE ARE EITHER DATING ONES OR JST HIM AS A PERSON (idk)

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He draws tf out of you, like there are millions of drawings in diff styles, as if he tests new markers/pencils in ways of drawing you

He’s always saying ‘fun facts’, even if y’all are actually together already he always says shit like: ‘did you know that ___’ to seem smart and try to impress you with smartness

Wouldn’t per say ‘delay’ having you meet his parents but when you FINALLY do, he would physically tense up if you call his parents by their first name (..don’t do that shit.)

He like spicy food but isn’t a huge fan + hardly has spice immunity, like- hot Cheeto type spice at most (if you’re Mexican he would wanna try more food of your culture and awkwardly ask if normal food like birria was spicy)

His parents don’t let y’all hang out w the door closed and his mom comes in to check in on y’all

Hardly likes energy drinks cuz they’re so FIZZY

Was hella picky as a lil kid but’ll eat anything now

He has a sticker on the Statue of Liberty but is semi-paranoid that that’ll apear on the news and his dad would recognize it

If you have piercings/tattoos he’s hella interested in them, subtle and he wouldn’t ever get one for himself but he loves seeing them on you

Hopeless romantic

I feel like his love language is: acts of services, physical touch and words of affirmation (if he knows your love languages then he would actually get so soft/happy whenever you do one)

had a nightlight, and when he didn’t pack it when he first went to visions he was ‘relieved’ In a way that his roommate studied with the computer screen semi-bright.

If you don’t know he’s Spider-Man he would try to act cool/flex and shi whenever you and ‘Spider-Man’ interacted and Miles would put good word (if that makes sense)

Human embodiment of overthinking. If you text a one word response this mf would zoom across Brooklyn (webbing or something) to your door w flowers thinking you’re mad or sum

He always gives lil things, wether flowers or kisses on the cheek.

Silently admires you, always has his eyes on you. He may not always say lovey-dovey things but he shows how much he cares.

Is SO LOYAL. LIKE- he would deadass always be beside you and would be so awkward if he’s asked out (he’s so polite and I can imagine him trying to be so polite when rejecting some1)

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marzipanlvr · 5 months

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marzipanlvr · 5 months

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persassy

#persassy #percy jackson #pjo #percy my boy #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson disney+#pjo hoo toa

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marzipanlvr · 6 months

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I KNOW PERCY I KNOW

#percy jackson #rick riordan #pjo fandom #riordanverse #pjo #annabeth chase #Percy I’m in love with you #Live laugh love sally Jackson

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marzipanlvr · 6 months

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HEAR ME OUT PERCY JACKSON

HES THE TYPE OF GUY IN BEGIN AGAIN (TV)

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And we walked down the block, to my car And I almost brought him up But you start to talk about the movies That your family watches every single Christmas

And I want to talk about that

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marzipanlvr · 6 months

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can we pause and talk about Priscilla Presley for a sec

priscilla lived through it all. she lived before elvis, she lived during elvis, she lived when lisa was born, she lived when he passed on, she lived when lisa passed on due to the same cause, she's living now in the year 2023 seeing multiple movies and remakes of her life, of elvis' life. while i was watching the recent vogue video, i couldnt help but notice the reason why she's always been put in the spotlight was because of elvis and thats it. she was always known as the lucky girl, elvis' wife. yet, no one really bothered to know more about the dear woman besides the press which isn't even valid. this woman lived through everything, seen a lot, been through too much. she is so strong. im excited to see the new sofia coppola movie in hopes that a skilled director would be able to show us her soft glow this time, its about HER just HER!! i hope we get to see her more clearly this time, she walks this earth with grace shes more than what the media portrays her to be!! shes still here and her story is already being told, im so excited for the film!!! :))

btw!! i have no intention to shame any other elvis film or priscilla film in the past or for future makings!! :))