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man I just need somewhere to put my feelings. I’m just so tired of feeling lonely all the time and not being sure of how to make better friends with people or make new friends. It’s so hard.

It’s hard for me to talk about because I feel so selfish wanting to feel like I’m important to someone, and I never want to make anyone feel bad… but sighs.

Sometimes it feels like it would be so much easier to disappear and start over.

#Mir vents #it’s bc I tried infodumping to my brother and it just. #set off dominoes in my head idk. #I. HATE. venting publicly. #but tonight is one of those nights I at least want to know my feelings are seen #by anyone #maybe it’s a bit of a cry for help. idk. #I just hate having to burden people one on one by talking about this stuff #I don’t want anyone to feel bad or like they’re not doing enough because I feel like this so often

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Isn't it amazing that we have a preferred side of the bed and then we meet someone whose side of the bed is the other one and when we sleep together its perfect. And then we invented hand-holding that serves no real purpose other than being close and bring comfort. And then maybe we meet someone that eats the parts of the food we don't like. Isn't it amazing how we keep finding new ways to fit ourselves in and around the people we love?

#GRRR ME AND WHO ME AND FUCKING WHO #(I’m having one of those incredibly lonely nights lol) #(can I PLEASE get a boyfriend or a qpp or something) #one day I can have this………… #txt

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Instead of apologizing for liking "trashy" media, consider: what is it doing well? If you like it, if it's making you feel pleasure and interest, then it must be succeeding at something. Is it shaping a set of emotional beats that you find satisfying to watch play out? Did it craft a character you find really compelling? Is something in the styling and aesthetics speaking to you? Did it unexpectedly resonate with a mood or experience you needed to see reflected right then?

However shallow or flawed a piece of media is, if you like it, it's because of something it did well - at least well enough to affect you, on the day that you encountered it.

There are a lot of good reasons to acknowledge this. One is about gratitude and manners: someone worked hard on that thing, and if they provided something that gave you happiness and pleasure, it's nice to honor that. Another is about breaking down the insidious habit of sorting everything into simple good/bad boxes. A piece of media, like a person, can do a lot of things wrong and a lot of things right, and the things on one side do not magically erase the other.

But the most important reason, I believe, is to get in the habit of celebrating what brings you pleasure and happiness. All your life there have been and there will be people telling you that you find joy in the wrong things, that if a particular thing makes you feel good it shows that there's something wrong with you. I reject that utterly. If a particular thing makes you feel good then there's something right, about you and about that thing. I'm not saying that pleasure is the only important thing or that every pleasure should be indulged indiscriminately. All I'm saying is that pleasure is in and of itself a good thing, and deserves notice.

#txt

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people watching

#THIS IS INCREDIBLE… #especially with having Superman front and center in front of him #really speaks to me #how they’re the same but different #I loooove this #insp #dc #martian manhunter

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kisses!

#AWWW SO CUTE #i do particularly love the faces in the one with butch LOL #art #insp #pokemon

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Nijiyon Animation | 2x03 "The School Idol Club and Hanpen"

#KITTY SETSUNAAAAA #love live #gif #setsuna yuki

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me: I have GOT to get weirder!

also me when I do get weirder: *visibly shaking* I'm going to be killed with hammers by everyone for being a freak.

#I REPEAT DOES ANYONE WANT TO BE WEIRD FREAKS WITH ME #txt #I need to learn how to make friends so bad #and to stop getting shyer approaching people I wanna be friends with waaaaugh

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plus a bonus riddler:

#as a genius of intelligents #is killing me #dc #the riddler #the penguin

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Since my birthday post died down I am posting this again, as these two women still need to get their families out of Gaza:

Rawda and Enas are single mothers with children who are stranded, unable to cross the border, without medical supplies, food, and proper shelter.

These fundraisers are being organized by Maha Saymeh and Dina Zaazaa, Canadian family members of Rawda and Enas, who are currently working to get them out of Gaza. Both were found under the Gaza Evacuation Fund Relief Fund page, which was verified by the Ottawa4Palestine team.

Here is Maha Saymeh's Instragram page.

Dina Zaazaa is an elementary school teacher in Ontario (x).

Both fundraisers have still have a long way to go before they reach their goal, so please reblog if you see this, and d0n@te if you can, even if it's just a dollar or two.

#palestine #txt

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Hey guys, I have a priority fundraiser rotation for you:

Fadi & Shahed: 2,044 USD out of 62.5k

Sana'a & Sujood: 12,016 £ out of 50k

Mahmoud Qassas: 9,994$ out of 200k

Ezzideen Shehab: 10,296€ out of 32.5k.

Hussam Aburamadan: 16,374€ out of 148k.

Hamdi Hijazi: 1,511$ out of 25k.

Suheir Hojok: 16,897 AUD out of 70k.

Madleen Abu Jayyab: 29,005$ out of 70k.

I have personally verified every one of these campaigns listed here.

As Mona's campaign nears completion I'm preparing for you this list so we can show these families the same amazing and unbelievable support we showed Mona and her family.

Version date: April 25th 2024.

#Palestine #txt

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#art #insp #THIS DESIGN. IS EVERYTHING.

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in my head the star wars equivalent of tswift is some human woman named tay’lor spiff or something and her stans are losing their minds over theories that she’s secretly a jedi singing about the horrors of war, even though she’s from a neutral system that hasn’t seen so much as a moral panic in 50 years

#Star Wars #CRYINH

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#GOD THESE BOTH RULE SO HARD #dc #teen titans

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everyone say in the tags what their current custom discord status is

#i’m scarecrow’s right hand arm. man. #i’m scarecrow’s everything. #i’m his confidant. his best friend. his silly rabbit. #txt #tag game

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Rejoice, for the yellow lantern ring has returned!

Sinestro #19

#HERE’S WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR #so I could see what comic it’s from #also hes kinda…………. 🫣 #scarecrow #dc

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I thought that Batman didn’t kill…I guess poor Scarecrow doesn’t count!

Batman and Robin Adventures #13 || Scanned at 300dpi

#HE’S SUUUUUCH A LITTLE SCAREDY BABY I LOVE WHEN THE COWARDICE JUMPS OUT #YOU ARE ONLY HUMAN YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO FEAR!!!!! #dc #scarecrow #batman

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“They are a cowardly and superstitious lot. The faithful, that is. Angry and terrified over their own impending deaths, those who turn to myths of eternal salvation to comfort themselves must also assuage their guilt with fantasies of perpetual damnation.”

Batman #564 || Scanned at 300dpi

#throws this one onto my to read #scarecrow #dc