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I remember the fire… the heat. And then I carried you out the front door. — You did? — Yeah, what, you never knew that?

SAM AND DEAN 1.09, “HOME”

#sam and dean #season 1 #1x09

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Sam Winchester In Every Episode: 1x06 Skin

#him. he. babygirl #the coloring of these gifs is really nice #sam winchester #season 1 #1x06

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Supernatural S1E22 Devil's Trap

#god i love everything about this #this is the good stuff #i could stare at these gifs all day #sam and dean #season 1 #1x22 #hurt sam

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What happened to me?

SUPERNATURAL l S2E21 All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 1 l S2E22 All Hell Breaks Loose: Part 2

#i'm eating these pics they're all so great #sam winchester #dean winchester #sam and dean #season 2 #2x21 #2x22 #hurt sam

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I gave it a shot.

#lol #sam is absolutely the insane brother #unhinged #sam winchester #sam and dean #dean winchester #various

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#wincest #season 1 #1x10

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season 13 gag reel

#lol #jared padalecki

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#s1 hairstyle my beloved #the little curls at the back <3 #no but these are some really great shots #sam winchester #season 1

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3x11 // 4x09

#i promise i'm so normal about this mmhmm #sam winchester #hurt sam

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1x18 // 4x21 

#sam winchester #john winchester #mary winchester #various

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#sam and dean #season 1 #1x02

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#sam winchester #season 1 #1x06

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My pettiest and most tenacious gripe with supernatural is that when Lucifer is not taking a vessel but projecting his own image of himself, he should be played by Jared Padalecki. I know that for whatever mysterious reason they wanted Mark Pellegrino back but I just think this was a huge missed opportunity.

Lucifer considers Sam's body his rightful vessel, as much his own body as it ever was Sam's. In the cage he should have presented himself this way when he wasn't actively possessing Sam, and Sam's hallucinations should have been of his own cruel smirk. It's consistent with Lucifer's characterisation, his objectification of and entitlement to Sam. And it's impact on Sam would be so powerful.

After Lucifer, he avoids mirrors. Looks away from the impala's night-darkened windows lest he catch his reflection. His stomach turns at old photos of himself. He doesn't have many, but he's held onto some of his family. In one with Dean, his arm is slung easily around his brother's shoulder, both of them with beers in hand and matching smiles. It's a rare memory of peace, an image he's treasured for years, and when he looks at it now he feels panic crawling up his throat. He grits his teeth to hold back the snarl of "get away from him". He never looks at his hands any more, when he changes the car's oil or cleans the guns. He touches other people as little as possible. Everything's different. His body makes him an invader in his own life. He was born unclean, a soul tainted from the start, but now he looks into his eyes and sees a monster.

#YES #sam and lucifer #text #fic inspo

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I saw a post on here a while ago and wish I could find it again but basically it was about how OP doesn’t think wincest is unrequited so much as it is unspoken and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since. because like . Yes. Yes. Y es . i’m pretty much on board with any kind of wincest u present to me, platonic, romantic, familial, unrequited, requited, I’ll take the freaks in any form no notes. But. a version of samdean where they are both AGONIZINGLY in love with each other but believe there is no way the other feels the same OR that they both know exactly how weird they are about each other but are afraid to look at it directly or bring it into the light because the ramifications of doing so are so monumental and it doesn’t really matter anyway because they will never change. Like I’m personally a big fan of “nothing physical happened between them pre-Stanford but whatever WAS between them was so all-consuming and terrifying sam had to get away before it destroyed them both.” But then it destroyed them anyway. and it’s forever just this monster lurking that they know is there and it’s made all the larger because they will never speak of it. they speak around it, they cover for themselves with “he’s my brother” over and over and over he’s my brother. He’s my brother. He’s my BROTHER. but they can never say the words. They can never yank the sickness out. THAT. that. Thaht. DISCUSS

#asdfghjkl #yessssssssss #this a million times #text #wincest

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Supernatural S1E16 Shadow

#sam winchester #season 1 #1x16 #hurt!sam my beloved

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Only a power which springs from beyond the protagonist's creaturely existence could allow him to yield that existence up. The hero thus bears witness to his freedom in the very act of renouncing it, buckling on the harness of necessity and acknowledging his actions as his own. Terry Eagleton, Tragedy

#sam winchester

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#sam winchester