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A poster from the 1918-1920 flu pandemic in Japan shows germs infecting the air around a maskless man on a train. The text reads: 'Underestimated flu bacteria! Not wearing a mask is reckless!' (Public domain)

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swatting away the darkness & pain with a broom, dead-eyed, automated, rote, as if shooing pests out & away from my kitchen trying to not let despair consume me. doing my best. persisting.

#barking into the void #proud of myself for not self harming today. #proud of myself for going to the grocery store even as im on the brink of tears. #im trying.

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Chefchaouen 2023

#good colors

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another fabulous planthopper from Costa Rica, Biolleyana costalis. juveniles are colorful, with a plume of shiny blue wax filaments on their tails.

later in life they will adopt a different, more modest color scheme in exchange for elaborately veined wings. a hint of the old self remains—a tiny orange crescent on each forewing matching the markings on juveniles’ wing buds.

#bugs #good colors

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Japanese Ivory Seal Early 20thC

#good colors #items

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to all the gay trans guys out there: you don’t need a cis gay man to be sexually interested in you to be a ‘real’ gay man. you are not defined by another person’s sexual feelings to you, let alone a cis person’s.

#psa

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I'm hot. I'm fat. I'm trans.

This is a love letter to myself.

I may not have a flesh and blood cock, I may not be sculpted with abs. But I'm worthy of love, attraction. Worthy of desire. Worthy of being wanted. Worthy of being seen. Being known.

You were right! You would be an idiot to fuck this up. And you did. I hope that 50 year old cis gay man gives you everything you wanted!

I'm sexy. I'm smart. I'm kind. I'm compassionate. I'm cool. I'm fun. And I'm hot as hell.

#barking into the void #me #actually me #bear #t4t #t 4 t #transgender #trans guy #trans #gender nonconforming #self love #queer

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LIVE (nothing wrong with me)

LAUGH (nothing wrong with me)

LOVE (nothing wrong with me)

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#psa

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Customer: THIS IS ME WHEN I VISIT MY FRIEND DMV: THE FRIENDFUL VISITOR

Verdict: DENIED

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Actually, people are good by nature and you’re a fool if you think otherwise.

#peace & love

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#gif #phantasy star online #pso #psobb #blue burst

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when i say i like hiking, i don’t mean “eight mile backpacking trip with special gear and an emergency beacon” sort of hiking, i mean a three mile loop to go look at pretty things and then a huge brunch after.

#ME

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I feel like asking for a partner who is kind, empathetic, communicative, and attracted to me is asking for the world at this point when it's. the bare fucking minimum for me. and somehow I keep finding ppl who see me as a physically unattractive emotional punching bag and expect me to put up with it bc im fat and ugly (by normative gay standards). and when I assert my self worth and my boundaries they get nasty with me. lmfao I think I'm cursed! fuck my life! FUCK! MY LIFE :)

#i'm so tired. #I want love so badly but like... this recent catastrophe makes me never fucking want to be with someone again. cause this KEEPS HAPPENING. #it feels sisiphean. I feel like I will never find someone. it's been years. fucking years. #barking into the void #crying a bit as I type this 🤙 fucking disappointed

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