ningningsdream

[ningningsdream]

the urge to make a dream!eXchange sm au 🫠

#anyone watching exchange?? #nct dream scenarios #nct dream sm au #nct dream imagines

[ningningsdream]

[4:28AM] "i still love you, y/n. it was dumb of me to let you go.", ex! jeno pleaded as he stood on your doorstep at an ungodly hour in the night, "everything i see reminds me of you. i've tried to move on but i can't help myself comparing everyone with you. i miss you even when i'm in a room full of people to distract me.", jeno rambled, his rosy cheeks hinting that he was probably a little tipsy.

today would've been your fifth-year anniversary if you stayed together.

"i thought of you every single day for almost a whole year after we broke up.", you said, looking at him.

"me-"

"let me finish.", you interrupted him, holding your index up, "i tried so hard not to, but it felt like the more i was trying to not think of you, the more i did. you were the first and last person i talked to every single day. some mornings, when i was still in a sleepy haze, i found myself looking at my phone to see if you had texted me and when reality hit me, it was another kind of pain. you were part of my everyday, you became a habit. it's hard getting rid of habits. i had to get used to say that i didn't have a boyfriend when asked about relationships, and i couldn't use 'my boyfriend and i already planned something' when i wanted to get out of things. i was wondering if i was the only one that had to hold myself back from sending you a text. i was wondering if you too, struggled with not having me in your life anymore."

"i did. i do. so much, y/n. you don't know how much i want to go back to slap some sense into myself and not break up with you. i was so overwhelmed with graduation, work and keeping up with family and friends that i thought i needed to get rid of something."

"so you got rid of me..."

"and i regret it so fucking much. the minute i saw the tears in your eyes i regretted it. i thought it was for the better, i was so busy i couldn't even be a proper boyfriend to you, and you deserved better than that. i thought letting you go was the best for the both of us."

"the best? i cried every single night for three months straight. not only because i missed you, but because as you said i deserved better. i knew that... i knew it but i also knew that if you showed up like this at my door back then i would've taken you back in a heartbeat. and it made me hate myself, because i loved you more than i loved myself."

"i'm so sorry, y/n. i really am-"

"babe! where are you?", you heard bf!renjun screaming from your room, with his sleepy and worried voice.

"i'll be right back, junnie.", you answered with a little smile on your face, imagining your boyfriend with his eyes closed and a pout on his face as his arm was lying on your empty side of the bed. you turned back to face jeno, whose face seemed like he saw a ghost, "jeno, i appreciate the apology... but you're a little too late. i've stopped waiting for you a long time ago.", you gave him a small apologetic smile.

jeno looked at you and realized how much he fucked up. you've rightfully moved on and he was the only one being stuck in something he created. when you replied to your boyfriend, that was when he noticed the smile on your face, the same smile that used to be directed to him, and that was the only time he saw you express happiness since he appeared on your doorstep.

"fuck, you're really here.", a familiar voice said right after you heard the elevator doors open.

"i really wished i was wrong.", another familiar voice said.

you turned your head and saw two people, you thought you wouldn't see again, walking towards your apartment.

"time to go home, samoyed."

"haechan. jaemin.", you greeted your ex's bestfriends.

"sorry for the disruption.", ex's bestfriend!haechan told you before grabbing jeno's arm and putting it around his shoulders, helping his friend walk away from your apartment and your life.

"how have you been ?", your old childhood bestfriend!jaemin said, letting jeno and haechan walk away first.

"great...you?"

"same."

the feeling of awkwardness and nostalgia could be sensed in the air. you looked at each other a few more seconds as all the memories of your friendship, from when you met in kindergarten to when he stayed by jeno's side when you two broke up, flashed through your eyes.

"baaaabeee!!", your boyfriend whined from far away, "come baaaack!"

"well, it's late. we're going to let you go back to your night. sorry about that.", jaemin nodded towards your ex, "and everything else...", hinting at his own mistakes.

you nodded, acknowledging his apology, "bye, jaem.", you gave him one last smile. it had been a while since he heard his nickname coming out of your mouth.

"bye, y/n.", jaemin returned your smile.

you watched him walk away with his two other friends, knowing that your byes stood as an official farewell to your friendship and his presence in your life.

#nct dream scenarios #nct dream imagines #nct dream fluff #nct dream angst #nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct fluff #nct angst #lee jeno scenarios #lee jeno imagines #lee jeno timestamps #lee jeno fluff #lee jeno angst #jeno scenarios #jeno imagines #jeno timestamps #jeno fluff #jeno angst

[ningningsdream]

hi everyone!

i'll get straight to the point, i'm going through a pretty rough time lately and have not been able to write much....

not a lot of things are going my way but i'm slowly trying to get back up on my feet. writing has always been a way for me to express my feelings but until now, they've been kind of overwhelming.

i hope you can understand and that you're willing to be patient with me 💛

#nini's rants

[ningningsdream]

Are coming back :/

omg hiii!

i really hope i'll be able to! i've been so busy since i've started working (my corporate girly era) but i'm still writing from time to time when i can!!

i have 2 fics for my sweet home series and a sm au in writing but i have so little time that every time i start writing again, i almost a have to re read everything i wrote to make sure it makes sense 😭

thank you to everyone still interested in my work 🫶🏻 i promise i'll try my best to finish them 💛

#anon ask

[ningningsdream]

no but i've been so busy lately i'll have to read what i've written so far for my wips because i forgot everything

[ningningsdream]

the way i'm switching between writing my new smau and my 'sweet life' serie 💀 i'm sure i'm gonna end up mixing the stories

#nct dream scenarios #sweet life au

[ningningsdream]

no but scrolling through my tiktok for you page is crazy.

i'm here, starting to tear up because someone posted the bubble message jisung sent about him finally being able to rest and do nothing for an entire day and i was like you go, get the rest you deserve!!

and after that it was one about chen (exo) and his kids, and i was all emotional because yeah sometimes i forget he's got a whole ass family and i'm so happy for him.

but THEN, as my (happy) tears were on the verge of falling, i scrolled and it's a tiktok of mark dancing to booty wurk. took me right out of the mood i was in.

#nct dream #mark lee #park jisung #chen

[ningningsdream]

hiiiii, can you add me on "sweet life" taglist? thank u

hii, ofc !! 🩷

#sweet life ask #lovesuhng

[ningningsdream]

ngl i kinda miss dnyl era on here 🥹 i remember everyone doing their version of it and just the vibes were immaculate. best collab for real, it just gives me so much nostalgia rn.

i feels like reminiscing my youth even though im still young haha, more like my teenage years.

idek if people who used to write those fics are still active, most of the ones i followed weren't active anymore when i came back, and i don't blame them, even i thought i wouldn't come back on here.

i guess i just realized how fast those couple of years flew by and im getting in my feels lol

#nini's rants #dnyl era will always be iconic #nct dream scenarios #nct dream imagines #nct dream fluff #nct dream angst

[ningningsdream]

✧ nini's library ✧

a/n: making a new recs post because the other was so messy and old, lot of links don't work anymore.

i don't read as much anymore because i don't have a lot of time and would rather write than read lately so i don't know if this is going to be updated frequently.

(reblogs > ningningsdreamisreading)

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── ✧ scenarios ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

↳ RENJUN

all’s fair (on the silver screen and the red carpet) | @cherryeoniis

pairings; soloist!renjun x actress!reader

genre; strangers to lovers, romantic-comedy, fluff, angst

summary;  when you get involved in a paparazzi shitstorm, the last person you expect to save your image is huang renjun.

walls, brawls, & sudden rainfalls | @jishyucks

pairings; renjun x fem!reader

genre; enemies-to-friends-to-lovers, fluff!, slow burn (!), college au

summary; your first impression of huang renjun wasn’t the greatest. in fact, the first two encounters you did have with him were enough for you to conclude that he was just some cold-blooded boy who genuinely didn’t care about anyone else but himself. that was, of course, before the (damn) universe brings you both together to work on the local daycare’s mural.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

↳ HAECHAN

all is fair in love and war | @ahgase55g7

pairings; co-worker!haechan x fem!reader

genre; fluff, college!au, (sort of)  coworkers!au

summary; none

the deal. | @cannedapricot

pairings; neighbor!donghyuck x fem!reader

genre; fluff at the end, smidge of angst, slice of life, neighbor!au, high school!au, one sided enemies to lovers, mistaking admiration for love, very romcom movie there's a kiss in the rain scene somewhere in here (mark lee is in the same grade as the 00s for plot purposes)

summary; in which you never wanted to ask your stupid neighbor for help in chasing your dream man - but desperate times call for desperate measures - even if that meant giving lee donghyuck the satisfaction of parking his car in your spot.

free trial wedding style | @liliansun

pairings; fake bf/new neighbor!haechan x fem!reader

genre; fluff, comedy, fake dating au, slice of life (?), wedding au

summary; when a random, cute, guy comes up to you and practically asks for you to follow along, you do so without much thought. that is until you get home and see he’s your new neighbor who just might need your help a little more than you expected.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

↳ JENO

pussy blocked. | @luvdsc

pairings; fuckboy!jeno x fuckgirl!reader

genre; angst, comedy, fluff, college au

summary; y/n’s unofficial guide on how to be a heartbreaker:

1. have fun. 2. never stay the night. 3. always be the first one to leave. 4. never hook up with the same person twice. 5. don’t fall in love with boys like lee jeno.

the perks of having a hot best friend | @jaeyunverse

pairings; bff!jeno x fem!reader

genre; fluff, crack, mild angst, best friends to lovers, college au

summary; having a hot best friend is nice until you start getting butterflies in your stomach every single time you look at them.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

↳ JAEMIN

take the stairs | @rrxnjun

pairings; neurophysiology student!jaemin x fem!literature student! reader

genre; college au, strangers to lovers. fluff, comedy, suggestive.

summary; after having an unexpected guest witness the neverending quarrels with your roommate, na jaemin starts to practically live at your place— or— where yizhuo’s flegmatic project partner starts to put a suspicious amout of effort into their assignment. [part of simplify romance series]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

✧ smaus ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

↳ RENJUN

crush culture | @suhnshinehaos

pairings; renjun x gn!reader

genre; university!au, student council!au, fluff, angst, pining, humor, slice of life

summary; ln which yn has always flirted with huang renjun. but they do that with literally everyone else too, they couldn’t possibly be serious about pursuing him, right? on their final year of university, yn is determined to show that they are. with all the walls that renjun has built around himself, will they be strong enough to succeed in tearing them down?

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

↳ HAECHAN

manifesting mayhem | @suhnshinehaos

pairings; haechan x gn!reader

genre; mini smau, university au, mostly fluff, a little bit of angst, humor

summary; the one where all of haechan's friends is in a relationship and yn just happens to know how to manifest romance

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

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[ningningsdream]

this is giving me nostalgia from 2019-2020 🥹🫶🏼

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[ningningsdream]

i would like to take a moment to thank haechan for reminding me that dream are indeed men.

#no but what was the barking for 💀 #i mean you go i guess #but still a very questionable behavior #nct dream #this is a joke #as long as they're happy they can woof woof bark bark all they want #but let them rest i beg you sm

[ningningsdream]

im finally catching up on all the going seventeen episode i missed and i forgot how funny they are. they're soooo entertaining for real 🤭

[ningningsdream]

hey nini 🫶🏻

omg yesssss im actually really in love with sns au so i enjoyed reading ur series so much 🥹🫶🏻 i might actually rereading all ur series tho i missed them so much alr (esp bcs im a 00z stan👀) anddddd i dont really remember any mistakes or error from kdrama but if there's an error i still could understand it bcs i enjoyed it way too much 🫂💕

yayyyyyyyyy im looking forward to sweet life to be completed but no rush okay nini pls take all the time you need and if you're tired or burn out please take a rest !! don't force yourself if you don't have motivation 🫂✨

-🍬

hii 🍬!!

you're so sweet for real 🥹 this gave me so much energy already 💛 and don't worry, writing is kind of a way for me to relax as well haha

also, i love all the interactions i get from my works so it gives me motivation to write things i love and share them with everyone 🩷

im sure dream's comeback is gonna give me ideas for other fics so i really hope i can finish everything i have in mind 🤗

i hope you take care of yourself as well, and don't skip your meals!! 🫂

#🍬 anon #ask

[ningningsdream]

hello there !!!!! what can i call you?

umMmMmm anyway i just done read we go up, kdrama and tviys and i want to say that you got the sexiest smartest brain ever !! i want to thank you a lot for the fics bcs it makes me really happy 😭💕 i was having a tough time recently and reading ur fics really brighten my days so much 🥹🫂 THANK YOU and i hope god ease everything in your life and you're always in a great condition 🪄🎀

i want to ask are you currently continue writing for sweet life or its discontinued? no pressure anyway !!

- 🍬

omg hiii!!!

i usually wanted to go with my initials yn, but it would've confusing w 'y/n' so you can call me by my nicknames, ni or nini

you managed to go through all my biggest works damn 🥹 (i haven't got the time to proofread kdrama yet, it must've been a pain to read sometimes 😭)

and thank you sooo muchhh you're so sweet 🥺 im happy it helped you feel better! making them made me feel better so im glad they could do the same for others!!

i am still writing sweet life, yes! i have all the plots layed out, i just have to write them, but im currently working on a new smau, so i really want to finish that before losing my inspiration. smaus are easier for me to make bc i can work as fast as my brain thinks, while for full written fics, my brain is too fast x)

but do not worry! i intend on finishing it as long as i keep this blog open!

have a great day/night ~

#🍬 anon #ask

[ningningsdream]

hiii how are youu? i hope you're happy and doing well ^^ i found this fanmade trailer of nct dream's broken melodies and IT'S SOOO GOOD i thought it would be a perfect angsty plot for smau/sns au! perhaps if you accept requests can you start a series based on this trailer? 🥹

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSLS2gaDh/

-😺

hiii!!! im doing great!! i hope you too!

omg this fanmade trailer is so good??? the vibe is immaculate, i love this kind of stories!

i'll try to keep this in mind if i run out of ideas but i'm currently working on a new au, and have ideas for other ones.

thank you for suggesting this though 💛

(the trailer is so good, nctzens are so talented wtf 🤩)

#😺 anon #ask

[ningningsdream]

i am also conflicted between either the surprise element versus the upfront route, bc yk like the surprise route is nice bc imo, it's almost similar to reading an actual physical book yk? leaves room for character development and keeps the reader on their toes and keeps readers wondering n stuff

HOWEVER! fanfic readers usually steer towards reading ab their favs, and im not saying that they'd be discouraged from reading if the [main] love interest(s) isn't who they think it is, but it definitely is a possibility and overall could feel err..anticlimactic (?) i don't think thats the right word but basically doesn't feel great if the person theyre rooting for isn't endgame(?) (unless ur making multiple endings, that's different)

i think you could always experiment with a short fic and see how ppl react to it! i look forward to whatever u decide to put out<3

yes!! that's exactly what im thinking!

i don't want people to get discouraged by the fact that they don't know who the main ships are, especially if they just read for specific members.

i thought about maybe starting with the ships being a mystery but then when it's finished, i can add them to the description of the au for future readers?

idk i just don't want to confuse anyone :/

#anon ask #ask