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☾ Shadow and Bone ☾
do you understand or feel it? (Tolya Yul-Bataar x reader)
lady tidemaker (Tolya Yul-Bataar x reader)
you won't die (Kaz Brekker x reader)
jealous Nikolai (Nikolai Lantsov x reader)
Gold and silver
Prologue
Part one
☾ The Witcher ☾
When They Have A Crush On You...
sweet and innocent reader with black knight (Cahir x reader)
Their jealousy
when you get hurt
Cahir headcanons
Rience (Rience x reader)
flirt
lambert (Lambert x reader)
a bet? (Jaskier x reader)
☾ The House of the Dragon ☾
jealousy
when someone at the tournament asks for a sign of attention from their sweetheart
drunk confessions
☾ The Last Kingdom ☾
fool and coward (Sihtric x reader)
my mercian maid (athelflead x reader)
☾ Star Wars ☾
hux! hux? (Armitage Hux x reader)
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raparopa · 5 months
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Could I request a Tolya X reader where they are on Nikolai’s ship at night and reader can’t sleep so she stays up reading poetry and he joins her? 🤍🤍
a/n: I am alive☠️With all this studying, I was completely lost and I really want to get back into my rhythm! I don’t know if I will succeed, but I will try very hard, maybe slowly and not right away, but I will try. I've got a lot of requests, I'll try to sort them out for now, but if you have any ideas, don't hesitate
warnings: none (I had to use lines from poems by famous authors, because poetry is not my forte)
pairing: Tolya Yul-Bataar x reader
do you understand or feel it?
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I couldn’t find a place for myself: I tossed and turned in bed for an hour, drank tinctures for sleep, counted the crows that were jumping in my head - and none of these methods helped me. Didn't help me sleep.
Usually, sleeping on board our ship was more than good. The soft swaying of the waves, the light of the stars penetrating into the small porthole of my cabin - it was all so beautiful and good. Exactly until this evening. I don’t know what caused my insomnia, but not being able to just relax in a cloud of blankets and pillows, as well as one adorable heartrender by my side, was just killing me.
Therefore, I couldn’t find anything better than to walk along the empty deck and gaze at the stars, taking Tolya’s collection of poetry with me. He found something in the poems and I was wondering why exactly they amazed him so much, because before I had no time at all to escape from business and devote myself to... art?
I quietly walked along the creaking wood, plopped down on one of the boxes and turned my gaze to the clear, dark sky. The silver disk of the moon sparkled, surrounded by a vault of small stars, filling everything around with its cold light. There was a smell of salty breeze and oil, splashes of water could be heard somewhere, and I again thought how disappointing it was that on this good night I couldn’t just sleep.
-So, so... Let's see what we have here that makes Tolya go so crazy?-The book opened easily and I began to leaf through the pages, reading the first lines to find the poem I liked.
…And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes…*
I raised my eyebrows; the lines sounded promising.
...Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies...**
Poetry at night, in the light of the moon, absorbed me more and more, and now I understood why Tolya carries this little book with him everywhere and no longer understood why people did not allow him to read them out loud.
I re-read and re-read, looked for new things, mentally noted the works that were imprinted in my mind and heart, thought about how I would ask Tolya to buy a collection for me or tell me how to choose the most interesting one.
Immersed in my thoughts and tender lines of light poetry, I did not at all notice the cautious steps that appeared on the deck.
-...as fair art thou, my bonnie lass, so deep in luve am I...
-...and I will love thee still, my dear, till a' the seas gang dry.*** - a strange voice rang out over my ear and strange hands wrapped around my waist. - Good night, my heart.
I winced, immediately slamming the book shut and rolling my eyes in pseudo-annoyance, trying to hold back a smile.
-Tolya! You scared me, Saints, don't do that again or I'll hit you.
He laughed, pecking me on the cheek and resting his chin on my shoulder.
-You weren’t in bed, I thought something happened, and you’re sitting here and reading poetry.- Yul-Bataar giggled. -I expected anything, but not this, Y/N. You... pleasantly surprise me.
-I couldn’t sleep, I decided to take a walk and thought it would be nice to take something to read...
-And how? Poetry isn't for everyone, you know. Not every person is able to understand the meaning and feelings embedded in ordinary poetic lines, in ink written on paper. When you read poetry, you must either understand or feel.
I turned my head slightly to see his smiling face, clutching the volume of poetry in my hands.
-Well? And you?-Tolya asked again.
-What?
-Do you feel or understand, when you read these lines, my heart?- He quickly took his book from my hands, lovingly and gently opening it.
I thoughtfully followed his movements, digesting the words he said, trying to grasp their essence.
-Don't know. I haven't read enough to fully...dive into this. I think I need to get to know a lot more to feel poetry.
-Do you want to feel it?- Tolya’s warm embrace immediately disappeared, which made me instantly freeze. He walked around the chest on which I was sitting, opened the collection and began to look for something in it.
-What are you going to do?- I asked, admiring his silhouette, which so softly curved around the silver light of the cold stars. Tolya smiled mischievously, without taking his eyes off the pages.
-Once, you want to feel poetry in your heart, Y/N,-he put his palm to his chest. -Then let me show you this path and read some wonderful things?-He looked up at me and smiled tenderly.
I smiled back, bowing my head.
-I would be glad if you honored me with this, dear,- I responded, involuntarily giggling.
-Then, as expected, every bard is entitled to a reward. For each poem I want to receive... - Tolya thought theatrically, rubbing his chin. - For a kiss. Is the lady happy with this price?
-Cunning fox!- I laughed, squinting from the sharply elevated mood. -But, yes, the lady agrees to the conditions of the cunning bard.-I had to bite my lip so that my smile did not sparkle like a mirror reflecting the light of the sun.
-Then let's start! Bright star, would I be stedfast as thou art... ****
Or maybe this insomnia was not a punishment after all?
**“She Walks In Beauty” by Lord Byron
***“A Red, Red Rose” by Robert Burns
****“Bright Star” by John Keats
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raparopa · 8 months
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ok guys i went to university 😳😳😳😳
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raparopa · 9 months
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Hello! May I request general hux with a resistance reader who saves him like he's all bleeding out and dieing but the reader comes along and scoops him up to patch him up for whatever reason maybe they know he's the spy or smth? Anyway have a good day and take care of yourself :)
-🍷
a/n: I am very happy to write about star wars))) thanks for the request! Looking forward to more posts from you guys!
warnings: language (?), mention of blood and violence, reader's POV, I don't know what first order prison cells look like
pairing: Armitage Hux x fem!resistance!reader
hux! hux?
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All I found was blood running from my lip and dripping onto the floor of the cell the First Order put me in. In fact, there was nothing surprising in the fact that I was in captivity. When you fight for freedom, you prepare yourself for the fact that sooner or later you will have to give up your life or freedom for your goal.
They needed someone who has information, well, and in addition, someone who knows Rey and her plans (apparently for Kylo Ren's personal purposes, each time he can get it as he can).
I wiped the blood from my face with my palm and found scarlet spots on the skin. I've been in possession for so long that I've already lost track of time. But it was better than facing endless interrogations and forceful methods again. In order not to go crazy, I count the scratches on the seemingly safe walls of my cell and have almost reached a hundred ...
Out of my field of vision, hurried, ragged steps were heard, as if my unexpected guest doubted his actions. I was filled with curiosity, but I didn't move, only peering out of the corner of my eye at the metal that had replaced the wall that opened onto the corridor. But my brain suddenly flashed when something red flashed behind the wall. I turned my head too, extremely sharply when I realized who exactly disturbed my prison peace.
Hux.
Hux!
Hux?
The First Order general stood in front of the door that led to the cell, his face haughty and his chin held high. My brows furrowed as soon as I saw him. He was alone, unguarded, and not even Phasma was around. The corridor was completely empty, only two sides of the same war face to face, separated this time only by an iron grid of bars.
Something was clearly wrong, and you didn't have to be Force sensitive to feel it.
-You,- he said harshly to me. -Come here immediately.
I raised my eyebrows, amazed at the turn of events.
-For what? -I said with a stupid smile. -To what? He grinned viciously, quickly turning his head to the sides, surveying the corridor.
-Get over here quickly, Y/L!- he hissed angrily through his teeth, inaudibly hitting the iron with his fist.
The smile immediately disappeared from my face, and I cautiously got up from the bunk, striding over the distance between them, cautiously pushing my shoulder forward, as if for an attack.
-Closer! You want the entire First Order to run? Stupid revolutionary...!
-Yes, I’m coming!”-I interrupted his angry tirade and slid closer to the grate, crossing my arms over my chest. -What owes such close attention to the general personally?
He rolled his eyes in annoyance at my outburst.
- What, the sadistic vein woke up? Came to take another session of torture? I said that I...
-I'm a spy.
I froze in mid-sentence, interrupted by his sharp, like a shot, statement, and my hands fell like those of a weak-willed rag doll.
-What?- I blurted out involuntarily.
-I'm a spy! How many more times do you have to say it before it gets to your rebel head? I am a spy for the First Order.
My face stretched and my stomach twisted into a tight tube as my mind frantically processed what it had just said and the full meaning finally dawned on me.
-It can not be...
-May be.
-But why?! How so?! - I had a hundred questions and a hundred words spinning on my tongue, but I managed to say only this, and that, with great difficulty. Hux chuckled, eyes flashing.
-I don't care who wins - the Resistance or the First Order, I want Kylo Ren to lose.
-Kriff…- I breathed. Armitage Hux was a fucking traitor, the one who sent data to the Resistance, helped us all along. It couldn't even be called a dream, more like a hallucination, a mirage that caused the hot sun if I was on Tatooine now.
-That changes everything... That's all...- I almost suffocated from everything that was happening. -Kriff...- I looked up at him, thinking that I would find at least a hint that he was lying, but at the mention of Kylo Ren, his face was contorted with such anger that there was no doubt left - he had just confessed to me that he was spying for the Resistance. -And now what? How can I use this information?
Hux lifted his chin again.
- I have data that will be useful to the Resistance. I will give them to you, and you will give them to your general.
-I don’t know if it’s noticeable or not,- I giggled nervously, leaning my shoulder against the cold wall. - But I'm still in the cell. I'm in prison. And a little shocked, but that doesn't matter. Now I wanted to laugh out loud, loud enough for the whole galaxy to hear. Kriff, Poe, and Finn will rip me to the bone if they find out!
Hux rolled his eyes in annoyance again.
- I'll help you leave so that you pay the least attention to yourself and make the least noise. As you usually do, children of Leia.
I thought.
-Why do you think I'll believe you, red-headed bastard?- I said low and softly, staring fixedly at his painfully pale face. He curled his lips arrogantly.
-Don't think. You have no other choice, rebel scum. Well, do you just rot here.
x x x
Surprisingly, this red-haired trickster kept his word and pulled me out of the cell. True, of course, damn it, it didn’t work out without noise, and we drew attention to ourselves. Both. And now Hux was called not a spy, but a traitor and a deserter.
I picked up the stunned stormtrooper's new blaster as I fired at the others around the corner. There was nothing left before the cherished ship, here they are, the cherished couple of meters to my freedom, a little more, and I will again be able to breathe deeply.
I pulled the trigger on the blaster again, glare flickered down the hallway. I saw that somewhere, among the stormtroopers, Hux was flickering - he was darting about in a black-orange spot against the background of light armor and it was hard not to notice him, but he worried me the least while I was fighting for my life again. My eyes were covered with a scarlet veil of excitement and hatred, while the blaster in my hands heated up, and the soldiers remained less and less. Somewhere I heard a loud exclamation, and a strange, dull thud, but I did not pay attention, jumping out from around the corner and removing the rest of the obstacles from the horizon, making my way to the ships.
I looked at every centimeter I passed—quickly, but quickly, adrenaline filled my limbs with unprecedented lightness, blood pounded in my ears, and then my eyes opened and closed several times.
-what, you got shot?- I asked for some reason, as if it was not obvious from Hux, who was pinned to the wall, and a pool of blood near him.
He didn't answer, just looking at me in fear.
-Kriff…- I muttered, shoving the Imperial blaster into my belt. -Where to?-Where is the injury?
He shook his head and I saw how his uniform was smoking in the area of ​​the left shoulder.
-Well, how is it ... - for some reason, I escaped with regret. -Give me a hand. I extended my hand to him.
-Go away,- he fished out a block with information from his pocket with great difficulty and jabbed it at my shoulder.
This made me angry. For some reason I wanted to help him stay alive, he would have died anyway, if I had left him here, he would either bleed out or be shot before I got to the base.
Why am I thinking about this?
I'm sure it's only because he pulled me out of the cell.
Only because of this.
I'm sure.
- And he said that I was a fool, - with an unprecedented force for myself, I grabbed his collar of a black uniform and pulled it towards me, putting the already former general on his feet. Hux immediately hunched over, almost collapsing. -Give at least a modicum of effort so I can help!- I barked at him.
He gave me a wild look, but complied, wrapping his good arm around me like a lifeline.
-You would have been killed here anyway, but at least there is a small chance that you will live longer ...- I muttered to myself under my breath, dragging him along with me. - I'm sure Leia will be very ... glad ...
-She'll kill me.- He protested weakly.
-She won’t kill you,- I drawled. -Other guys are doing this in the Resistance. Moreover, we value guys like you, well, who know a lot about the rear of the enemy. - The power slowly began to leave me, but there was not much left. -Besides, from our base it is much more interesting to watch the defeat of Kylo Ren than dangerously close to him.
Hux mumbled something incomprehensibly, hobbling, trying to echo my heavy steps. Probably agreed. How strange.
x x x
The troughs of the First Order weren't as disgusting as I had previously thought. The general collapsed on another seat, sighing as if he was about to split into two. The ship jumped into hyperspace and I jumped out of my pilot's seat, grabbing my first aid kit.
-Come on, taking off your tunic.-I ordered, and Hux immediately stopped dragging out his extreme drama, again looking at me in fear.
-You look like I haven’t seen naked men.- I grunted, sitting on the floor. -Come on, come on, I’ll treat you, General Hux.
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raparopa · 1 year
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a/n: @mischiefmanaged71 @crazyhorseforgot
warnings: Language, Squaller!OC
pairing: Nikolai Lantsov x OC!Dasha Romanov
summary: There is clearly an understatement between Nikolai and his childhood friend. But who knew that things could get even worse when the sun shines on the horizon?
gold and silver
part one. about meetings
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I looked at the stars. Silver jewels scattered over the blue velvet of the night sky - this was the sky above the sea, in which I spent almost all my time. And yet, accepting Nikolai's invitation was one of the best decisions of my life.
I have found a new family. Tolya and Tamar turned out to be some of the most incredible people I have ever met. Such a connection was for me...not new... The fact is that I myself experience such a connection, the only thing I do not know for one hundred percent is whether it is mutual.
During the time spent side by side on the ship, next to Sturmhond, I realized that I love Nikolai. And every day this feeling only intensified. I looked at him and tried to figure out if his feelings were similar to mine, or if Nikolai was acting like a little stinging fox as usual. But there was something in his actions, looks, words that made me suspect that we had a good chance.
We became much closer than in our youth, we were two parts of one whole, we were those who cannot live without each other. We never said anything that could indicate our feelings for each other. I don't know if it was necessary at this time? I did not want to destroy that wonderful peace between me and Nikolai, which we have been building and restoring for many years, and now we support it.
Each time, Tamar said with a cheerful smile how Nikolai's heart was beating, as soon as he thought of me. But how was I to know if she was joking or not? You can't tell these twins.
A cool sea breeze blew into my face. I smiled, twisting it with my fingers into a small whirlwind and letting it float through the water. But from the other side of the ship there were conversations. And several voices were clearly unfamiliar to me. I frowned and pushed off the deck with my hands, striding confidently there to understand what was happening. I don’t know what was going on, but my gut told me that something was going on that I obviously didn’t like. Because of this, the wind increased, rose, crashing into the sails.
I went to the other side of the deck and saw Tolya, Tamar and two strangers at the gangway. One of them was a tall, strong guy, next to him was a short girl with long, black hair. They talked about something very tensely.
-What's going on?-I shouted to be heard. All pairs of eyes immediately stared at me and at my menacing face.
-Dasha!- Tolya greeted joyfully, waving his hand to me. -We have unexpected passengers here,-he pointed to a couple of strangers.
-Yes, they want to charter our ship,- Tamar continued, showing me a gold hairpin that sparkled in the moonlight. -We need to take them to the captain. How is he? In what mood? - She smiled strangely at me.
I was embarrassed, but did not show it, only raising my eyebrows.
-As usual, in good health,-I said, folding my arms over my chest and carefully looking at the strangers. -Good, -I nodded. -Tolya?
He nodded to me.
-Take them to the captain.
It seemed to me that the issue was resolved, but then soldiers of the First Army appeared from the darkness.
-You! Stop!- the old man in military uniform croaked.
- Do you want a fight? Huh?-Tamar said menacingly, pulling out her axe.
-This man is a deserter, he must be with us!- the old man continued.
-Is that so?- Tamar continued caustically. I rolled my eyes, rubbing the bridge of my nose. -They want a fight!- she roared, causing everyone who was carrying bags on deck to grab their weapons.
-Oh, Saints, help me...- I said to myself, mentally dreaming how I would conduct a conversation with them, and how I would ask Nikolai to give them a couple of diplomacy lessons.
-I don't want to aggravate the conflict with Shu Han...
It was a mistake. Mistake old man in uniform. Tolya took up the sword.
-We are not Shu Han,-Yul-Bataar said, approaching his sister. -We are on our own.
-Save your bullets for the war, and tell your soldiers to know their place.- I barked belligerently, stepping onto the gangplank. I was rather tired of this situation, and I wanted to exhale as soon as possible and calmly sail away. Both my words and my old caftan, with which I did not dare to part after the Second Army, were clearly a weighty argument. Ravka's soldiers retreated.
Strangers boarded.
They looked rumpled, but they were very smart. I slowly examined them from head to toe, trying to isolate at least something that could help me find out more information about them, but I did not find anything strange or unusual.
-We’ll go to the captain,- I said slowly and low, when Tolya and Tamar appeared behind me. - He will give his final verdict.
The guy jerked his shoulder in annoyance, glaring at me angrily, but I didn't care.
-Let's go. -I passed by, heading straight into the hall to Nikolai.
I physically felt the tension that was in the air. No one dared to utter a word, I think the twins and I looked menacing, so the strangers were silent.
Nobody ever tried to charter our ship, it was the first time, but it was...interesting.
We approached the doors when Tolya opened them.
-Captain,- he turned to Nikolai, going inside. -They want to charter our ship.
- And immediately. - Some unprecedented courage suddenly woke up in the boy. We were also in the room.
-We need to sail now!- the girl also flushed, stubbornly following her companion.
Nikolai chuckled.
-Let's get two things straight,- he braced his hands on the table. -I'm not given orders on my own ship.- His face immediately became tense.
It was always amazing how he switched from one state to another so quickly.
- And we're already sailing. Glad you joined. And now, maybe add some light to the cabin, - I frowned, not understanding what he was talking about. - Since you, Alina Starkov. Saint on twenty million kruge.
These words hung in the air like a thick fog. My face stretched in surprise, I felt something rising in my stomach. That was the last thing I expected to hear tonight, I would have been prepared for anything but this. I looked first at Alina, then at her companion, and in the end my eyes fixed on Nikolai, as if demanding an answer from him.
How did he know? How does he know the price for this girl? Why didn't he say anything to me... That is, to us.
Lantsov quickly shot his eyes in my direction, and again turned to the newcomers. He pulled a revolver out of its holster and placed it meaningfully on the table.
-Alive or dead.- His voice became low and almost menacing as she looked at Alina.
What the hell...
-It’s silly to play up, Starkov, you are a Sun Summoner,-Nikolai continued.
In surprise, I even had to lean my hand against the wall as thoughts raced feverishly through my aching head. I looked at Tolya, but judging by his expression, he was also, to put it mildly, shocked. We both stood with him, behind Alina Starkov's back, like fools, the only ones who didn't understand what the hell was going on.
-Yes, you are right,- Alina threw belligerently, throwing up her hands, from which light immediately escaped.
Nikolai whistled.
-Not bad,- he shook his head, with a meaningful smile. - I'm hard to impress.
But Sun Summoner clearly did not share Nikolai's fun.
-Let us go,- she hissed, -Or lose twenty million kruge and the ship. Her threats looked a little funny. No matter how saintly Alina was, she did not seem to me an experienced fighter, rather a chaotic bundle of energy.
The light burned in Alina's hands, like a real, living flame of light. I myself did not understand how I took a step forward, how my fingers froze in signs that they could summon a hurricane. But I was gently pulled by the shoulder.
-Don’t, Dasha,- Tolya whispered to me. -Don’t jump to conclusions, Romanov. We can always get into a fight. Where is your diplomacy?
I glared at him, reluctantly admitting that he was right.
-Let you,- Nikolai got up from his chair at the table. -You can sentence us to death in the sea desert,- he went to the table, pouring some amber alcohol into a crystal glass. - Please note that we are already far from the shore. Besides, I won't hand you over to the Fjordans.
-Really? -Alina immediately stopped releasing light from her palms.
-Yes, Saints forbid,- Nikolai simply threw, realizing in a moment that he had blurted out. -Or is it indecent to say this in front of a living saint?- He turned to me in a rhetorical question. I tilted my head, pursing my lips.
They continued talking, but the words slipped past me. The only thing I heard was Nikolai's cute tone when he spoke to Alina. I still tried furiously to grab at least one word of their conversation, but I couldn't. For some reason, I felt betrayed. Did Nikolai not trust me so much that he could not devote to his ingenious plan to "capture" the Sun Summoner? Am I not the kind of person he can share everything with? He knows that I will always be by his side.
I looked at Nicholai. I felt offended. I felt selfish. Why was my chest so empty? Why, as soon as Alina Starkov stepped on board, did it hurt so much?
Maybe I did something wrong, since Nikolai no longer trusts me? Did I say something that made him doubt me?
Someone touched my shoulder, and only then did I wake up.
Tolya looked at me with regret, nodding in the direction of the exit. Of course, damn it, he heard my heart. I quickly gathered myself together, gave him a forced smile and nodded, following him and our "guests" to show them their sleeping quarters.
-No, no, no,- we were all immediately interrupted by the voice of Nikolai. We turned to look at him at once. - You, - he pointed to me. - Dasha, stay for a minute. -he asked, trying not to smile.
Tolya smiled slyly at me and led the passengers out of the cabin. I carefully closed the door, turning to look at him.
- Nikolai. - I said evenly, straightening my back, and folding my hands behind my back, raising my eyes with an effort to look at him...
He finally allowed himself a wide smile as he walked up to me, taking my hand and leading me forward through the cabin.
- Nikolai, if you want to talk, then speak. - Sharper than you wanted, I said.
-What's the matter?- he asked softly, his blue eyes sparkling charmingly, the way he always did when he wanted to get something.
I exhaled heavily, disengaging from his grip and rubbing my wrists.
This gesture obviously did not please him. He stopped smiling.
- Dasha, what happened? Any problems?
I looked at him from under my brows.
-Well,- I began hard. -Tell me, Nikolai, do you trust me?- I decided to come from afar.
He opened his eyes in surprise.
-Of course I trust you. More than anyone, you know it дорогая. Ever since you didn't tell your nanny my name as a kid when she asked about the stolen cakes. -he said, grabbing my hand again. Those words made me smile faintly.
-Remember that?- he chuckled. -I remember well how you…
-...Saved your ass for the first time? Yes, such things are not forgotten, Nikolai. - I continued for him, forcing the prince to roll his eyes jokingly. -But... It's different. Why didn't you tell me about Alina Starkov? - I finally asked. -Do you think, - I swallowed a lump in my throat from the weight of my own words. - Do you think that I cannot help you? It was possible to devote, at least in general, to your incredible plan. - I turned up my nose.
Nicholai sighed softly.
-Everything had to be as natural as possible. No one should have suspected anything, Alina Starkov in particular. No, of course, I don’t doubt your acting skills, Romanov, but I already walked on the edge of a knife.- He said as his hands let go of my palms, gently wrapping around my waist. - I didn't know it would hurt you so much. I didn't think about your feelings, my mistake.
He shook her head. - Excuse me. - He looked into my eyes, and some mischievous sparks sparkled in his eyes. - Can you forgive me?- he smiled.
I closed my eyes.
-Promise to continue to share such things with me, Nikolai.- I asked quietly, blowing off the hair that had fallen on my face.
-I promise if you let me offer you a worthy apology. -He ran his fingers along my cheek.
Saints. Are my assumptions correct? Could it be that the connection I felt was shared by Nikolai?
-Watching what you mean? -Oh, dear Nikolai, don't think that I'll give you up so easily. - Everyone can say big words.
If I don't drive you crazy, Nikolai Lantsov, no one can do it.
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raparopa · 1 year
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Omgg could you write about nikolai lanstov and how he has known reader his whole life and they are together but not oficially and then alina comes and yk what happens and reader thought that they could handle it because it's a political marriage but then they end things and then nikolai one night can't take it anymore and so he goes to her room and begs her, quite literally on his knees to get back together, and maybe end it with some smut or fluff however you feel like doing but I just need him begging 😭
a/n: Crap! I really liked the idea of your request, so I thought about it and decided to make some changes. First, I thought about it and decided that I would most likely make a mini-series (big story) of several parts. Secondly, I realized that it is easier for me to fulfill your request with an !Original Character! not marked "reader" or "Y/N" And thirdly, of course, I had to change some details of the canon in order to somehow structurally introduce the hero into the story. Hope you enjoy what I do! let me know if you like it?(!)
warnings: Language, Squaller!OC (idk)
pairing: Nikolai Lantsov x OC!Dasha Romanov
summary: There is clearly an understatement between Nikolai and his childhood friend. But who knew that things could get even worse when the sun shines on the horizon?
gold and silver
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I knew Nikolai, without exaggeration, all my conscious life. We met when we were just children, when I was brought to serve in the palace (sensible squaller are needed everywhere, especially when the queen wants the sun on a cloudy day). He was the most restless boy I have ever seen in my whole life: he caused trouble for his whole family, nannies and tutors, but he was a fun guy, with an adventurous spirit and a good heart. Therefore, the fact that we found a common language did not take long. We would run away from classes together, I would show him tricks with the wind and clouds, and he would teach me how to shoot and even show me a couple of tricks so that I could protect myself with more than just my abilities.
And then the service began. His and mine. Nikolai and Dominic signed up for the First Army, while I was accepted into the Second Army, where my hard and fun life began. At first, Nikolai and I kept in touch, tried to keep in touch, but time passed, everything changed, we grew up and over the course of our destinies we changed a lot. Our communication slowly faded away. Of course, I heard rumors about what happened to the prince, and I'm sure he also heard rumors about me. I have long lost the habit of having Lantsov around, but still my heart ached every time I heard the news about him.
But in one moment everything changed. More time passed when Nikolai himself found me. True, now he was no longer Nikolai, but asked everyone to call himself Sturmhond. He was a privateer, with his own ship and crew, and kindly invited me to join the crew of the "Hummingbird".
How long did I think? Yes. It would be strange to immediately agree to such an adventurous proposal from someone whom I had not seen for several years. But Saints!
No matter how many years, centuries, centuries have passed; no matter what happens to me, I will always continue to adore Nikolai.
He still managed to convince me to join his crew. And I climbed the "Hummingbird", starting a new page in my life, but again next to Nikolai.
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raparopa · 1 year
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could you do Tolya Yul-Bataar x Grisha!fem!reader
you walk around the ballroom, you simply trip that someone was holding your waist it was Tolya, you apologize, you seem so nervous to see him but he very kind to you, so you two talk and lots of chemistry together *fluffiness*
(hope you will write it, thanks and have a lovely day)
a/n: I continue the marathon
warnings: alcohol
pairing: Tolya Yul-Bataar x reader
lady tidemaker
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I really love the balls that the Lantsov family has always arranged. It was one of the great advantages of friendship with Nikolai, when you can freely have fun and have a good time during noisy holidays; walk the golden halls and dance with the lords or other Grisha.
And tonight was great. Nikolai returned, he was no longer called Sturmhond, he brought with him the Sun Summoner and now we could not sit out in observatory, hiding from Vasily's tyranny.
I grabbed a glass of champagne from one table, looking at my reflection in the cloche, admiring how beautiful my blue and blue caftan looks in this gold madness. The drink was sweet in taste, with small bubbles and a fruity aroma. I greeted and nodded to the Grisha, chatted with Nadia, even got to know Alina better, who turned out to be a very nice girl; I even managed to exchange a few words with Nikolai and scold him for disappearing somewhere for so long and not even sending a message.
I was glad, calm and a little drunk on good champagne. But who cares, right?
I walked around the hall until some lady blocked my way with her huge, pink dress, the train of which trailed behind her like a peacock's tail. I tried to make a clever maneuver so as not to run into this (wonderful) woman, but my legs had already decided everything for me: the heel treacherously slid on the pink fabric of the hem, and I barely had time to squeak something and mentally prepare for the fall as ...
Nothing happened? The only thing I heard was a splash: the champagne from my glass was on the floor.
I could hardly exhale: someone held me by the arms so easily, as if I were a feather. When I opened my eyes, I saw no one in front of me, but the voice of my savior came from behind.
-Is everything all right, tidemaker? - they asked me with a sneer, returning to a vertical position. I awkwardly turned to look at my savior and realized that I was feeling bad and good at the same time.
Tolya Yul-Bataar.
Oh no. Oh no. OH NO NO NO. My heart skipped a beat and then pounded like a drum.
Of course I knew who it was. I saw him and his sister next to Nikolai when they arrived. But close he was... Saints...
-Yes, thank you,- I said, not knowing where to put my hands and an empty glass. He silently looked at me for a moment, and then his smile turned a little sad.
-You got scared? Your heart ... - he put his hand to his chest, on the side of his heart. I blinked incomprehensibly. - Beats harder, faster than before. Are you sure you're alright, torrential? -he said, looking at me worriedly. I wanted to answer him, but his words made me think for a moment, and then my lips stretched into a sly smile.
-Sounds like you've been following my heart all evening,- I teased. Tolya's face fell for a moment, and then he laughed, awkwardly rubbing his neck.
-Y/N. - I said, holding out my free hand to him.
-Tolya,- he answered, shaking my hand. He had strong, but surprisingly soft and light hands. -Very glad to meet you, Y/N.
- Mutually. - I smiled. Why are my cheeks and ears burning so insanely?! - How do you like the evening?
Tolya shrugged.
-Now she has become much more charming Y/N. Even the appetizers are not so terrible. And the champagne is quite good.
I giggled at his words.
- Champagne is excellent. - I answered, twirling an empty glass in my hand. - It's a pity that now the floor will enjoy it, and not me. Thanks to that beautiful lady in the wonderful pink dress. I nodded my head at the culprit of our acquaintance, who now flickered at the other end of the hall.
Tolya laughed heartily.
Saints, are all heartrenders so adorable?
-I think the champagne problem is easy to fix. Unless, of course, the lady will allow me? - He bowed theatrically to me, winking playfully.
-ABOUT! Please! - I waved away embarrassedly. - I'm not a lady at all. Not at all. I doubt that Grisha can even be called a lady. - I justified myself, which undoubtedly amused Tolya again.
-Still, will you allow me to supply you with champagne again?
- How much help in one evening, Tolya.
-I like to help people. Especially so charming. Lady tidemaker.
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raparopa · 1 year
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I saw you want shadow and bone requests so here I come. Could you do a kaz x reader where the reader is stabbed/shot during a heist and kaz needs to fight his touch aversion to help them?
a/n: Yes! I started running a marathon. I have a lot of requests and I don't think I can complete them ALL (yet). Perhaps some of them I will have to postpone for another time. But thank you for continuing to send in your ideas!
warnings: blood, trauma, language
pairing: Kaz Brekker x fem!reader (beginning, implied)
you won't die
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It was terrible. This was not what Kaz Brekker expected from this case. He calculated everything to the smallest detail, he thought through every detail, every fucking moment, but fate and the Saints apparently had other plans.
Someone's bullet ricocheted and hit Y/N, penetrating her body. Kaz saw it. She didn't fall right away. She did not immediately understand what had happened. Her eyes opened like two fans; she looked where the bullet had hit, lightly touching the wound with her fingers, they were stained with hot, scarlet blood. Her last glance, before she collapsed to the floor like a sack of cereal, was fixed on Kaz. A pleading, frightened look that demands an answer.
There were two of them, no one could help them. Nina, Inej, Jasper and Wylan were scattered around the building, trying to save their lives. Trying not to repeat the fate of Y/N.
He managed to close and barricade the doors, but that wouldn't last long.
-Hey, Y/N, -called Brekker moving away from the door. But there was no answer.
From Y/N came a hiss and a low curse, which was hardly fashionable to hear. Kaz didn't like it; something in his stomach went cold. He clenched his jaw and turned around, feeling like the opening picture made him want to jump out the window to hell.
Y/N helplessly pressed her back against the wall, along which there was a trail of blood, and tried to stop the blood from the wound. True, these attempts were in vain - blood flowed through her fingers, collecting on the floor in a small, scarlet lake. Her chest heaved rapidly with sharp, painful breaths.
-Saints...- she muttered.
-Damn…- Kaz repeated, hobbling over to her. -Don't even think about losing your mind, loser.
Y/N looked up at him with wild eyes, reproachfully burning Brekker with her gaze.
-You are tactful as always, boss,- she said with difficulty, pressing her palms to the wound in order to at least somehow correct the situation.
-It will be sad if you die here,- Kaz said, avoiding his gaze. His sharp face was as serious as always, but it seemed extremely tense, even too much.
-Ah, damn it!-Y/N twitched again, hissing in pain. -I won’t last long, Saints, I need to…-she took a breath, squinting her eyes in pain, and throwing her head back against the wall. Sweat broke out on her face, streaks stuck to her forehead, her lips and cheeks turned pale.-...Something must be done about the wound... bandage... tighten...
-We don't even have rags, Y/N, let's have the next brilliant idea,-Kaz snapped.
-J-jacket…- Y/N weakly pointed with her eyes at the item of her wardrobe, which was lying on the side. Forces rapidly left her along with the blood; hand stopped pressing on the wound.
-Y/N, hold the wound tight, don't get lost...- Kaz barked, grabbing her jacket. But Y/N did not answer, she was barely breathing. -Y/N, clamp your wound, immediately!- he hissed, trying to tear the twist into shreds.
She weakly moved her hand, trying to do something, but the movement came out so feeble... Kaz was still fiddling with his jacket with hysterical movements. Y/N didn't move.
-Damn…- the raven croaked, instinctively stretching his hand forward to somehow stop the blood, but immediately stopped.
The body of Jordie and the bodies around him flashed before his eyes, the muddy water seemed to be splashing again in his face, the phantom smell of dead flesh in his nose. He could not. He just couldn't touch her...
Only now the dilemma was that he was not ready to lose Y/N. Certainly not now. He looked at his hand. Time was running out. Life flowed before him.
-I'm wearing gloves,- Kaz thought quickly. -I can do this... I have to do this.
Hesitating for a couple more moments, he sharply pressed his hand to the wound Y/N, turning his head to the side, trying to calm the trembling in his body. Clamping the jacket with his knee, he finally managed to tear off a decent piece of fabric from it, which could be used to bandage Y/N's body.
-Fuck,- Brekker creaked under his breath, cursing everyone and everything in the world. - You're not going to die, fucking girl.
Kaz Brekker took a few deep breaths and pulled Y/N towards him, which rested her forehead against his shoulder like a limp doll, while he tugged a strip of stiff fabric around her waist with trembling limbs, trying to be as far from her face as possible. He seemed to be acting on some animal instincts that he had not noticed before. Or maybe he just didn't remember.
Quickly fastening the bandage, he carefully returned Y/N to the position she had been in before. As her body settled into a safe position, Kaz sprang to his feet, clutching at his head, trying to ward off the visions of the past. The blood from the gloves was on his hair, temples and cheeks.
-You won't die, you fucking girl...
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raparopa · 1 year
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Headcanons of a what a jealous Nikolai Lanstov would look like and bonus points if we see how he apologizes for thinking you were flirting with some other guy🙏🙏🙏TYSM!!!!
a/n: ok guys! I've already received a decent number of requests, and I think I'll wait until there are about 10 of them or something no MORE! let's call it the "Shadow and Bone" marathon. I sincerely hope that I will be able to fulfill ALL of your requests! Love you 🫀
warnings: none
pairing: Nikolai Lantsov x reader
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  ҉ Tolya is very nice. He is fond of poetry, he is cheerful and strong, and in general, Tolya is Tolya. You won't get bored with Tolya, that's for sure. But why did Nikolai so sharply began to despise all these feelings in his friend? How did this happen in just...a moment?
  ҉ Aha! Maybe it's because instead of spending a royal evening in the arms of your prince (privateer), you, my dear, preferred to exchange something incredibly fun with Mr. Hearttender?
  ҉ At first, Nikolai does not notice this. You are all friends for a long time and for a long time, and Tolya is your mutual friend, but the longer the evening goes on, the more restless the beautiful Николаша* feels. He finds you in the crowd, exhaling with relief, seeing you in the company of such a reliable guy as Tolya, exchanges smiles with you and continues his rest.
  ҉ But...
  ҉ What are you laughing at so loudly? You never laughed like that when Nikolai said... What's going on between you two?
  ҉ Why are you standing so close? He clearly doesn't like the fact that you're not sitting next to him.
  ҉ He catches your eye again, but this time with a message like, "Girl, are you serious?" What do you prefer to simply brush aside, not noticing the change in Lantsov's mood.
  ҉ Saints, what's going on? Why don't you even look at him? He crumples for a couple of minutes, thinking: how and what.
  ҉ Nikolai is clearly uncomfortable with your conversations with Tolya. He gets up from the table and walks over to you, putting on the widest, MOST insincere smile he has in his arsenal.
  ҉ - Oh, Tolya! - Sturmhond sings sweetly. - Oh, Y/N, - he takes you by the hand. - I'm so sorry that I spoil this wonderful and fun evening for you, - Saints, Nikolai, you sound so affected and implausible that my head is spinning. - And I certainly would not want to spoil your leisure time with my inappropriate presence, Tolya ...
  ҉ He emphasizes his name on purpose, looking meaningfully at his friend. Tolya did not understand anything. You guessed right away.
  ҉ -Once again, I sincerely apologize, but let me steal my missus Y/N from you, of course, she will not have as much fun with me as with you, but I would like to make at least a small attempt to get closer to your…-he is tense exhales.-...charm.
  ҉ Tolya understood. And Tolya is clearly amused. He giggles into his fist, glancing at you and Nikolai. - Of course, Nikolai. I'll go check the snack table, see if something happened to it. -Tolya simply answers, nodding again.
  ҉ Jealous Nikolai is a wonderful miracle, the best performance you have ever seen in your life.
x x x
-That was stupid, Nikolai,- you say, folding your arms over your chest. Nikolai just looks up at you, sitting on the bed, wringing his fingers. ---Коля*, you are a fool,- you say, trying to speak more strictly. -I will omit the fact that I considered me a person capable of such a terrible betrayal.
Nikolai rolled his eyes at your words.
-Yes, please forgive me, dear, I just...
-Just what?- you pressed, no longer trying to hide a smile. -Behaved like an idiot, you're right, as always right. he smirks. -Am I officially forgiven?
You stare thoughtfully at the ceiling.
- You will. As soon as you dance with me, мой царевич*.
Николаша*-Nicolasha
Коля*-Kolya
Мой Царевич*-my prince
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raparopa · 1 year
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Hey there :) I hope you’re having a great day :) please could I request headcanons for hotd characters where they find their crush drunk after a banquet and when she sees them she runs up to them and says I’m in love with you 💙💙
a/n: I didn't die (thanks for the request 🫀)
warnings: alcohol, femslash
drunk confessions
daemon targaryen
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He perfectly saw what condition you were in, but unfortunately, he missed the moment when you disappeared from the hall. At first, he simply tried to find you with his eyes from his place, but when he realized that you were not there, he simply put down his glass and went to look for you along the corridors. And he was lucky to find you on the very first couch, in a state where you were already catching little invisible dragons above your head. He just chuckled as he knelt down in front of you.
-Y/N…
-Daemon!- you yelled, immediately throwing yourself on his neck, and almost knocking him onto his back. -It's you! I love you so much! Do you know how much I love you? More life! (approximately this is what you said, if you translate from a drunken language)
- Of course you do, lassy. I would have expected something else. - Daemon just said, dragging your drunk, screaming love messages, body to the chambers.
criston cole
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He did not leave your side throughout the entire banquet, but still, you managed to slip away unnoticed to the balcony, taking a jug of wine with you) and he caught himself too late. The knight found you on the floor, leaning back against the partition, hugging the jug.
- Milady, I think you're a little drunk. Let me help you. -He barely lifted you to your feet when your eyes cleared for a moment and you saw who was in front of you.
-Help me with the power of your love, oh incredible knight ... After all, my love for you is limitless!- you shouted, which made Criston, of course, pleased, and his ears even turned pink, but at the same time he wanted to fall through the ground.
-Shhhhh...Y/N, don't shout...
-But I want to scream about my feelings, my life, my soul,-you purred, grabbing his cheeks.
- It can be done not where half the kingdom has gathered, dear lady.
aemond targaryen
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I certainly doubt very much that he would let you drink yourself unconscious, but oh well. Let's imagine that you really managed to outdrink his brother and were now looking for adventure on the... head. And you would have found them if you had not been grabbed by the hand and dragged in another direction, past the adventure.
- What are you doing, my lady? How much did you drink?-Aemond asked, almost worried, holding your shoulders to keep you on your feet. -Y/N, dear, please tell me something.
You blinked a couple of times, noticed the silver sheen of your hair.
-I can only say that I love you, my prince. This is the most important thing that can happen right now. -You grumbled as you fell into his arms. He froze. Did you only say that because you were drunk? Because he was a little angry because of your behavior? Why you… You snorted something, kissed him on the cheek, and began to sniff again, hanging on him like a squirrel collar. And his heart stopped. Okay, he'll deal with it tomorrow. Now it is important that you do not fall asleep in the garden.
aegon targaryen
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Guys, I know you got drunk together. But do not underestimate his merits! His experience is much greater than yours. So, if he could still connect words into sentences, then we communicated in separate words with an interval of several minutes. He didn’t have to look for you anywhere, since you both sat down in some corner with a wine supply, emptying the bottles. And while he was complaining about his life to you, you were just tired. Your body has already ceased to obey you, there was not enough air from the corset, and all you wanted to do was sleep. But you did not find anything soft, except for Aegon's shoulder, so it was decided to lie down there. Your head fell helplessly on his shoulder, and for some reason you decided that it would be great to take his hand. -
I love you.-You muttered, drifting off to sleep.
-What? What did you say?-He sobered up.-Hey, Y/N, what did you just say?-Aegon was scared that he didn't hear you or misinterpreted your words. He shook his shoulder, hoping to get an answer out of you, but you did not respond, seeing the hundredth dream.
-Hey Y/N!- he leaned over to make sure you were probably playing him, but seeing that you were asleep made him almost cry at the absurdity of the situation.
And what should he do now?
alicent hightower
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-Come, dear, it's time to rest. -she gently led you into the room, making sure that you did not run into the column. - I think we should give up this type of wine for a while. It's too strong for such holidays. - Alicente giggled, and you echoed her laughter, holding onto the wall. When you finally passed the corridor and ended up in your bed, the Queen kindly helped you get rid of all the things that prevented you from sleeping.
-I hope you'll be in good health tomorrow.- She ran her hand through your hair.
-Me t-too… Your Majesty,- you giggled again. What have I done to deserve your love?
- With your love, Y/N. Rest.
lucerys velaryon
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Nothing. Both of you just got drunk, as if you were seeing alcohol for the first time, secretly from your mothers, and fell asleep two meters from the door on top of each other. 🐻
jacaerys velaryon
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-JACAERYS!- You yelled as soon as he appeared from around the corner. He stopped in amazement, not understanding what was happening. You rushed to him, jumping into his arms, causing Jace to spin in place, with you in his arms.
-Y/N, where have you been? I was looking for you everywhere. - he said, returning you to the ground. Your eyes sparkled, you smiled slyly.
-Walked.
He blinked several times, peering into your face.
- Are you drunk?
-NOT AT ALL! ONLY IF FROM LOVE TO YOU! -You burst out laughing, grabbing his hands and happily showering his face with small kisses.
- Oh gods, Y/N ... - the prince was embarrassed, trying to hide a smile. - You drank... “
-Oh no!- you screamed theatrically, pouting your lips in resentment. -My prince is in doubt because of my love!- Is he really sure that I don’t love him at all!?
- I didn't say that. I just assumed. - Jacaerys was embarrassed, slightly squeezing your hand. - This does not mean that I do not love you. Quite the opposite. You smiled happily, again drowning him in kisses.
rhaenyra targaryen
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She was standing on the balcony, breathing in the cool air, when you crept up behind and hugged her from behind, resting your chin on her shoulder. You slightly swayed from drunk alcohol.
-Y/N. - she grinned, stroking your hands a little. - What are you doing here? I thought you were having fun today in the company of wine. - she pricked. You muttered something unhappily, which made Rhaenyra laugh.
-I prefer the company of my beloved heiress. - you answered, feeling your tongue tangle.
-Really? Can I take this as a kind of recognition?
-Well, of course. I can say this tens of thousands of times until you are sure my princess. But, only when the company of good wine will let me go.
She laughed again, intertwining your fingers.
- I love you too, Y/N.
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a/n: i love house of the dragon that's all
warnings: fem!reader, some femslash
when someone at the tournament asks for a sign of attention from their sweetheart
daemon targaryen
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Daemon thinks this is funny. What a fearless, and it seems, immortal knight. Of course, he knows that his lover is beautiful, and he also knows that men pay attention to her. When a knight in a tournament asks his beloved for a sign of attention, Daemon ostentatiously, so that everyone can see, holds out his S/O wreath, which he himself chose in front of everyone, nodding with a smirk at the knight, who already regretted his decision.
- Come on, accept a gift from my wife, youngster. Isn't that what you wanted? -For the rest of the tournament, he will taunt in the ear of his woman, pointing to the impudent little knight, who had his head blown off after two races. 💕
criston cole
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Criston immediately gets angry. All he will feel is irritation and terrible anger. He can't do anything - he's just a White Cape who can't even throw something offensive at a bastard who dares to covet his beautiful lady. But his anger will subside a little when he sees his beautiful woman in a flowing dress, with flowing hair and ribbons, with a beautiful wreath in her hands - he just cannot help but smile, looking at his goddess. But the knight who asked for her courtesy is first on Criston Cole's list. Let him get ready.
aemond targaryen
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He didn't understand at all at first. Tournaments are generally the last thing Aemond cares about, he only came for his S/O. And when some man in armor asks his lover to give him a token, Aemond just:🤨
He looks at his happy, embarrassed companion, then at the impudent one, and silently clenches his fists, waiting for this ridiculous trick on the part of the knight to end. It's not like he's angry... He's ten times more tense, because usually she only smiles like that for him; and when his lady returns to him, he will be silent and look ahead of him for a long time. (slightly regretting not participating in the tournament, you get the idea)
aegon targaryen
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In the morning a knight fights with a wreath from his wife on a spear; in the evening his head rolls in the mud. It's all.
alicent hightower
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She is calm enough, because she knows that this is just a tradition. When she sees that her S/O has been chosen to give her a token of attention, she will smile gently at her, nod her head, and I think she will be proud that she has got such a beautiful treasure for a long time. When her lady returns to her, they will imperceptibly join their fingers, continuing to smile and giggle at each other, completely forgetting about the tournament.
lucerys velaryon
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Luke is the biggest kitten in the world. PERIODT. 😼
I think he really likes tournaments (he likes to have fun and family evenings in general). He likes to place bets (in secret) on knights, whistle and clap loudly. But he never paid attention to the wreath moment until he had his S/O. When a man asks her to give him a token, Luke is surprised. He will ask her a lot of questions.
- Did he like you? Why did you choose this particular wreath? Does he think you are beautiful? And you him? What if I asked for a wreath?
-Luke, if you want me to give you a wreath, I'll give you a hundred of them, please don't take it personally.
After such a promise, he will sit with a proud smile and your hand in his palm.
jacaerys velaryon
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He is surprised. He doesn't even want to let go of his S/O's hand at first, opening his mouth to say something. He sits with his mouth open and large, round eyes all the time, while his beloved, to the general applause, gives the knight her sign of attention. He glances at the man, clenching and unclenching his fingers. When his lady returns to him, he will simply continue to stare at her questioningly, making her laugh.
-Y/N!
- Do you want flowers in your hair too, honey?
rhaenyra targaryen
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If the word "pride" was a person, it would be Rhaenyra. She proudly raises her chin, grins at the knight, as if showing with whom this wonderful S/O is here today, and the rest of the time in general, too. She has a beautiful companion, in silks and gold, who makes these unworthy ones drool over her. She perfectly remembers such moments in her life, and understands how such a request elevates you above other women who did not receive this.
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two best friends in a room
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i really think this is funny I found a worthy opponent (Yes, this is my face. On the right, if anything)
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raparopa · 1 year
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Helllllooo ☺️
I'm so glad I somehow got you to watch TLK and more you love it! I hope to read TLK from you and i have so many ideas but I don't want to annoy you, so just one request: maybe more if you allow. I Love your writing💓
Sihtric x F!Reader
Both still live with Kjartan, Reader is the healer or something and is almost always treated well. However, Sven has his eye 👁️ on her. (She don't like him) Sihtric is mean to her because he doesn't want to tell his feelings about her. He protects her, but even with small things. With a good end? Oh wait No ... A Bad end? Aaaah i leave it to you 😫
a/n: I tried to put all my work into it, but I didn't really like it. I hope you will have a different opinion and you will like it, because I rarely write such great works BUT feel free to ask more
@popcorn1989
warnings: Sihtric acting like a little shit, understatement, Sven
pairing: Sihtric x fem!reader (interactions)
fool and coward
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Life has taught Y/N to be attentive. The way and where she lived made her grow eyes on the back of her head, as every step of the people around her could become fatal for her. Even though she was worth her weight in gold here, it would be foolish not to be afraid.
Y/N did not know how to handle a sword, fought absolutely terribly and generally preferred quiet walks to noisy feasts. But on the other hand, it was she who pulled out arrows and fragments of swords from the warriors of Kjarton, healed deep wounds and cuts, set dislocated limbs and prepared drugs for the wild hangover that ale brought on the warriors.
It was difficult to find a good healer, but Kjarton succeeded, and he was ready to take care of this girl like hundreds of chests of silver. Like the apple of an eye.
And the healer Y/N enjoyed respect and even some reverence, which seemed to be shared by everyone except Sven.
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Y/N sat at a table in the darkest corner, while the hall and people were drowning in a feast. With her head propped on her hand, she examined the shiny apple, thinking about whether to bite into it or throw it at someone's head.
- Such a holiday, and the little healer is sitting alone, - someone plopped down next to her on the bench, wrapping his arm around her shoulders. -Instead of having a good time.
-Sven,- Y/N turned, clenching her teeth and clenching an apple in her hands. - Fuck off, okay? I'm not in the mood to have fun.
-What about entertaining? For example, me? - Sven grinned nastily, moving closer so that his blond beard tickled her cheek. Y/N twitched, trying to wriggle out of his grip, but it didn't work. But this action made Sven laugh a lot.
-Come on, Y/N, - Sven whispered. - You're so beautiful, so cold... I just want to warm you up a little.
From this phrase Y/N wanted to die on the spot from horror and disgust.
-Go, take a dip in a barrel of water, you drunken pig.- A metallic voice came from opposite.
Opposite, resting his hands on the table, and hanging like a kite over his prey, stood Sihtric. From his look and tone, he clearly wasn't saying this in a friendly manner, rather he was waiting for an excuse from Sven to use his knife.
-Find yourself another girl, you bastard,- Sven waved him off. Y/N twitched even harder, feeling anger rising in her throat.
- You, piece of shit, told you to get lost. Otherwise, the feast in honor of the holiday will turn into a feast in honor of the funeral. Sihtric jerked sharply towards Sven, causing him to cowardly recoil from the girl.
- That's it, I understand. - He raised his hands, got up from the table, looking at Y/N for the last time and silently left.
Y/N also jumped up from the bench, dropping an apple on the table.
-Thank you, Sihtric.- She thanked.
He didn't answer, only nodding his head, still glaring at the healer with hostility.
- Will you walk me to my room? If it's not difficult for you?
He immediately nodded without thinking for a second, and Y/N and Sihtric strode down the empty corridors to the healer's room. Sitric was silent.
- Sven is an idiot. - said Y/ N, quietly. Sihtric made a strange sound.
-He wouldn’t have climbed to you if you had made more efforts not to see him next to you.- The warrior replied low.
Hearing these words, Y/N stopped.
-What are you talking about? -She was indignant. -Do you want to say that it's my fault?
-I said something else, you just...
-I'll go by myself. And I will think about how to make more efforts in order to save my life from drunken freaks. - Y/ N twitched away from Sihtric, feeling like she wants to cry at his unfair words.
-Y/N, wait.- Sihtric breathed heavily, remaining standing in the corridor, realizing how big he screwed up.
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-Hurry up, Y/N! - the maid was dragging her along the corridor by the sleeve.
-Yes, what is it, Oda, what's the hurry?
- Sven sent me for you. He received some serious injury, a healer is indispensable.
Y/N rolled her eyes, but tightened her grip on her supply bundle.
They went downstairs to the main hall, where several of Kjarton's men were sitting.
-What happened? -Y/N frowned, going up to Sven, putting his things next to him.
- Call to Eir, healer, - Sven's voice was so feigned that I wanted to cry. - It seems... It seems that my arm was broken, and the pain pierces my body. Save me, beautiful maiden!-He grabbed Y/N by the waist.
-Don't talk nonsense,- Sihtric approached them, slapping Sven on the shoulder, which supposedly hurt. - You just tripped over a root and fell into the hole like a bag of shit. Go, Y/n, you are not needed here.
Y/N's eyebrows twitched. She turned slowly to Sihtric, burning him with her eyes. He looked anywhere but at her.
- No, Y/N, don't go. I didn't let you go.- Sven grumbled.
- I have patients with more serious problems than lying in a hole, Sven. I'm really leaving, thanks for the tip, Sihtric. -Y/N gathered her things and hid in the doorway.
The first snow fell from the sky, it was cool. Y/N twitched her nose at the smell of frost.
-Wait,- Sihtric caught up with her.
-Wait.-Y/N stopped abruptly, turning to face him. -What to expect? So that you say something nice again, how can you?
Sihtric rolled his eyes.
-I just want to say that you see how Sven behaves. Can you just...just not give in to his provocations? You're a smart girl, but you're acting like a little fool who doesn't understand what's going on.
-Since when do you worry so much about this?- Y/N chuckled.
Sihtric rolled his eyes.
-Apparently, you really are a fool, Y/N. - He spat sharply, turning around and leaving.
The blood boiled in the veins of Y/N. Why has he been acting like this lately? What's going on with Sihtric?
- Sihtric!
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Y/N hasn't seen Sihtric for several days. But she saw Sven perfectly every time she left her room. And every time the Gods sent Y/N more and more fears, the soul told her that something was brewing.
Y/N looked out the window. The snow was falling even harder, turning into a snowfall. The trembling made its way to the very bones, the frost pinched the skin, I wanted to sleep.
-You will freeze and die.- Sihtric said as he approached her.
- Yes ... it’s sad to die a complete fool. - Y/N answered.
Sihtric exhaled noisily.
-Come on, tell me that everywhere and everywhere I am to blame, Sihtric. And tell Sven the only time he can hit on me is when I learn how to kick him in the balls.
-I was rude to you...
-That's putting it mildly! -Y/N turned to face him. -All you've been telling me for the last month is that I'm a fool who is to blame for the fact that my master's son, a one-eyed bastard, wants to turn me into a comfort rag doll. Thank you Sihtric, I've heard that from you before.
-I got excited.
-Thanks for acknowledging. I will comfort myself with this.
Sihtric opened his mouth as if about to say something. He tightly gripped his ax in his hands, looking at Y/N's face.
- We'll talk later, Y/N. I still have things to do.” He lowered his head as he said it low.
-But…-Y/N's shoulders slumped, and her eyes widened in disappointment, as if expecting what Sihtric hadn't told her. -But I…
But Sihtric had already left, burning with the desire to open his chest from his own stupidity, tear out the heart and present it to her. Instead of a thousand words.
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raparopa · 1 year
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a/n: consider this my rebirth (it's quite a bit)
@popcorn1989 (hi)
warnings: femslash, little agnst (?), awareness of feelings
pairing: athelflead x fem!reader
my mercian maid
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Y/n looked around, it was empty. The torches flickered like red eyes in the semi-darkness of the corridor. She listened, a strange silence filled everything around her. Y/n, deeply inspired, went to one of the doors, exploring to knock. Her fist paused for a moment, but that momentum vanished and she knocked. A dull "come in" was her answer, and Y/n entered. Aethelfead turned to the front doors, and immediately smiled happily when she saw Y/n.
-Y/n! - the Mercian maiden immediately threw herself into the arms of the guest who had just entered.
-Aethelfead. I'm glad to see you. - Y/n said nervously, also pressing her in her arms. -I came to visit you…I saw…I heard what Uhtred did. You are now the ruler of Mercia. I'm proud of you, you deserve it. - They pulled away a little, still holding hands only. - More precisely, it was you who was worthy.
Aethelflaed giggled, her cheeks flushed. Or from the heat, or from the words of the Y/n.
-Thank you dear. I am very pleased to hear your words, especially after what the aldermen said in the hall.
-Let's sit down,- Y/n advised almost exhaustedly, feeling her fingers go cold. Aethelflaed caught her eyes flashing, closing her eyes. They walked over to the bed and sat next to each other, holding hands.
-That's not all,- Y/n returned in a low voice. “I also heard about the vow you made in exchange for the crown. It was strong. You are very strong.
Aethelfead is grateful to the expert.
-Thank you, Y/n. It was a recovery. - she bit her lip. - I realized a lot.
-Me too,- she interrupted. “I'm not here just to express my interest to you,- Y/n swallowed.
Aethelflaed frowned as she heard these incomprehensible words.
-Don't interrupt me.- Y/n clenched her teeth. -But over time… I began to feel the essence… Something more. I know that this is completely wrong, God will punish me for my thoughts, for my feelings, for my desires, but I can no longer ruin myself by hiding the truth from you.
Aethelflaed was silent.
-We have been through a lot together, experienced a lot, and have always been there. And now I realize that I feel great, deep love for you, Aethelfead. And she is unknown.
Those words were like a hiss. Y/n bowed her head, and a hot tear fell on Aethelfead's hand.
I know how it sounds. Forgive me, dear Aethelfead, but I cannot. She suddenly shook her head sharply. A tear rolled down Aethelfead's cheek, too, her lips pursed, her eyebrows quivering.
-I will leave Mercia at once. I will disappear from your eyes, I will disappear from your life. Never torture you and myself too.-Y/n wrenched her hands free and jumped to her feet. Tears welled up with even greater resilience.
-Y/n…- Aethelfead croaked.
-Farewell, my dear Aethelflaed,- said Y/n, and with a swift step disappeared behind the door.
Aethelfead jumped up onto the skin, grabbing her arm, but her fingers touched only the silk sleeve, the sensation of which immediately disappeared.
-Y/n!
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raparopa · 1 year
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a/n: you won't believe who's still alive
a/n 2: I remind you that my English is still bad
a/n 3: PLEASE write if you want to see beautiful women from this series too (yes i write femslash)
warnings: murders? (?not romantic guys?)
jealousy
daemon targaryen
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-good. daemon targryen psycho (my opinion, you know). if he has real feelings for you, then his jealousy, well, how to say ... he will not say this directly, rather he will mockingly hint to you that he is dissatisfied with this or that action of another person.
-I think he will actually react with ridicule. first he will humiliate the one who dared to disturb your peace of mind, this, of course, will attract the attention of everyone
-if the guy realizes that it's time to leave, the daemon will throw a couple of barbs at you after all this. if not...then god forbid someone meet with an annoyed daemon.
-do you remember the scene with velaryon? repeat it in your head with double brutality and ten times
-daemon - a man with an eternal sword in his hands. so I doubt that if someone knows about your connection with the targaryen, he will climb to you)))))
criston cole
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- in my head criston cole-yandere. and do what you want with me ok? he is not a reserved person. he is a walking bomb that will explode from a small spark. he attaches too much to those he loves, and this attachment is not entirely healthy
-everything can make him jealous. EVERYTHING. did someone look at you for more than two seconds? did someone touch you? someone complimented you and you smiled? killing machine mode enabled.
-he will immediately get into a fight. if he doesn’t get into a fight, he will challenge him to a fight. if he doesn’t call for a fight, he will blow his head off, while no one sees.
-you are everything for him that exists. there is nothing else but you. after he has dealt with the threat on the horizon, in the form of someone else near you, he will be angry enough not to speak to you for several days, also suffering from his actions.
-everything you do should be directed towards him and only him. it is not discussed. and it doesn't matter who you are or what you are.
aemond targaryen
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- looks at the opponent for a long time and menacingly, making everyone within a mile radius nervous. I think he's poking his knife into the table, making everyone JUST MORE nervous.
-long and absolute destruction of his opponent. such that poor alicent wants to turn into something round and roll away to hell from the king's landing. everyone is silent while the prince speaks. he deliberately ignores you and your presence, your entreaties, your requests. he has one goal - to destroy the one who thought too much of himself.
-I love this guy very much, but let's not deny that he has certain problems with affection and feelings (like all other relatives). he is very painfully worried inside himself that someone can steal you from him. he's so deeply insecure because of his eye...why does the only person he's revealed to prefer someone else?
-when he finishes talking, the person talking to you will be dead. typical outcome.
-and you? a serious conversation awaits you. and you will also get some unpleasant offers. unconscious of course. (followed by the meanest apologies)
aegon targaryen
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-he immediately starts pouting like a small child. how DARE you be with someone else instead of him?! how dare someone steal you away from him?! how is that even possible?
-I think he even cries a little. just for a second. and then immediately orders to destroy the person who interfered with his personal happiness.
-he will be offended. and will be convinced that it is you who are to blame for this. you will not be able to find him for several days, and if you meet, he will defiantly pretend that you do not exist.
-yes, you will have to apologize on your own.
-and say that he is the most wonderful in the world. just say the sweetest things about him, hold him in your hand, stroke his hair, comfort him. and only then will you be forgiven.
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raparopa · 2 years
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Can I request a fictional with Jaskier x reader where the reader is a bard who's a rival for popularity?
a/n: Okay, yes, I was trying to write a gender-neutral reader...this is my first such experience. I hope it didn't spoil the experience.(part 2?)
warnings: none
pairing: jaskier x gender-neutral!reader
a bet?
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Jaskier was completely sure that he was the one and only. That they are the most talented bard in the whole world (modest position, don't you think?). Almost all the taverns of the Continent knew about him, but his plans were to take over the whole world with his songs, to make sure that everyone could hear his best ballads. And here is his new goal.
He flung open the door imposingly, smiling radiantly and slowly entering the tavern, which he had not been to before; and was already ready to receive praise and honors, when he heard someone's melodious, iridescent voice and the sounds of a lute. Jaskier froze. The eyes of everyone who had the honor of being in this place now were fixed on someone else, someone of immense talent.
Jaskier squeezed closer to the impromptu stage, a look of complete confusion on his face and a curiosity that filled him to the brim. There, in the soft, honey light, sat a beautiful figure, carefully holding a lute, smiling reverently and beautifully singing a song unknown to the bard. Jaskier stopped breathing for a moment. What he saw was so strangely beautiful that it was impossible to describe in words: light, music, romantic atmosphere created by an unfamiliar creator overwhelmed him at the same moment. He couldn't take his eyes off the calm scene on the stage.
But the admiration lasted a few moments - the music died down, applause and approving applause were heard. The stranger bard rose from his chair, barely bowed, nodded to his spectators, and went down to the bar, where a refreshing ale was already waiting. Only then did Julian come to his senses. He tried to put on a mask of displeasure. He walked to the bar, standing imposingly in front of the musician.
-Good performance. Of course, not perfect, but there is no limit to perfection. - He grinned. - Really?
-Excuse me, - the stranger broke away from his thoughts and ale. - Are we familiar? - A barely caustic mockery was felt in them voice.
-Oh! Well, of course, - these words clearly embarrassed Dandelion. - My name is Julian Alfred Pankraz Vicomte de Lettenhof, but everyone knows me as Jaskier. I think you might have heard "Toss a Coin" or "Burn, butcher, burn." Maybe "Her Sweet Kiss"?
-Jaskier? Really.-The stranger nodded. -My name is Y/N. Me too, kind of a bard, if you notice. Them lips twisted into a strange smirk. What's this? Superiority?
-I heard you sing. Jaskier nodded. -I repeat, not bad. he snorted, brushing his hair back from his forehead.
-Yes? Thank you for such a valuable opinion on your part. - Y / N examined Jaskier from head to toe. - Except… I hear hostility in your voice. Or maybe envy?
Jaskier opened his mouth indignantly, unable to respond to the shameless barb.
“Stupidity!” he hissed. -One muzzle is not enough, you need talent!
Y/N laughed.
Well, apparently we have a different concept of talent. There was silence for a moment. - I don't like arguing with people. Just. I offer a bet.
-Bet?
-Bet. Whoever gets the most applause from the venerable audience wins the title of Best Bard. Albeit in our narrow circle. The loser…. The loser admits, in front of everyone, - Y/N nodded at the guests. - his lack of talent.
Jaskier twitched.
-Or is it too difficult and scary? We can change something. I remember playing kissing as a kid. Maybe this does not scare the great Jaskier, who sings of the witcher?
-I'm not going to prove anything to anyone. I'm much better than some unknown…
Y/N's bright eyes flashed with a strange gleam that looked like anger. It seemed so…unusual. Usually they did not argue with Jaskier, but flirted. The person he saw in front of him was terribly incomprehensible. Let them know each other for only a couple of minutes. It was definitely a spark. that two felt.
"Well," Y/N straightened up, shaking them hair. - Shake hands, or admit that you really are a coward, Jaskier.
-I accept the challenge.
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raparopa · 2 years
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в твоих глазах плавают черные лебеди
и тени твоих ресниц
надломлено отражаются в обнаженных оранжевых лесах
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