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* i was yours before you called me mine / but that now feels like another life ( jaime reyes/blue beetle x f!reader )

♫ "GLASGOW" YOU ME AT SIX

Fic Request: hihi! could u do a jaime reyes x f!reader where the reader is from gotham and is his ex girlfriend but still has feelings from him him, so when she gets stranded in his home town, he offers to let her stay for the night but one thing turns to another and they end up hooking up and maybe the aftermath? - Anonymous

A/N: Jaime Reyes/Blue Beetle Imagine. This one took a bit of time for me to get it right, I felt. The song...it means a lot to me lol personal reasons But! I felt it was super fitting for this! I hope the story fits your request :) Feedback is always welcomed and appreciated. Feel free to submit any requests. Thank you so much! ♥ [Warnings: too many feels, some language, light romance ]

“Tim. Tim. This was a stupid idea!” You yell out to the sky as you slip the backpack over your shoulders. “You need to travel, he said. Get out, he said. Where!” You walked along the sidewalk away from the bus stop. Your friend Tim Drake told you to travel, suggesting you needed some space away from Gotham. The city was becoming a little overwhelming for you. His intention wasn’t ill-spirited, but now you found yourself lost, in the middle of nowhere.

Cars zoomed by, a few honks and yells for you to get out of the way. You start giving yourself a little pep talk, flipping up the hood of your jacket. “You can do this. It’s not that bad! Come on. You live in Gotham…how can this be any worse, right? You chose this because your friend said it was a good idea for some stupid reason.” You pull out your phone, debating whether to text him, and cry that you want to go home. Instead of that debacle, you started searching for a restaurant. You were hungry.

Once you found one, you made your way to the diner. There weren’t too many people inside. A few families but everyone was spread out. You exhaled. “Come on in, sit anywhere you’d like, darling..” The waitress said as she walked over to one of the families. You grinned quickly and picked the booth in the corner. You set your backpack down and slid over the menu to be in front of you. “What can I get you?” The waitress asked startling you.

“Oh! Um… milkshake and fries. Please?” You grinned nervously for some reason. She gave you a welcoming smile, nodding, and went to go tell the cook. You rubbed your face frustrated with yourself. How in the world did you miss your bus? Oh right, because you decided to fall asleep in the station. And now - you weren’t sure where exactly the hell you were.

You scrolled down to Tim’s name but then stopped yourself when you heard a very familiar voice entering the diner. The waitress placed the milkshake and plate of fries in front of you. “Thanks…” you murmured, but your eyes followed the owner of the voice.

“The usual! Please!” They leaned over the counter as they waved cooly at the cook in the back.

“Got it, Jaime! ¿Qué tal la familia?” The cook asked as they nodded at him.

“Bien! Bien... Crazy as ever,” Jaime let out a small laugh as he checked his phone. His eyebrows pushed together as if he was taken aback by what appeared on his phone. Then, he started furiously typing a reply.

You heard a ding on your phone. You flipped it over and saw Tim’s name.

“So… I checked where you are… not in California. I think you can get help…”

Jaime and you looked up at the exact same time, locking eyes with each other. Crap.

This adventure was supposed to be an escape, a page from that movie with Reese Witherspoon, finding yourself, or whatever. It was supposed to be a break from yourself to find out what you wanted next. But no. As fate would have it, you were in the same town as your ex-boyfriend Jaime Reyes.

“You son of a…” you started to whisper keeping your eyes on Jaime as he walked in your direction. He smiled awkwardly at you and shoved his hands into his pockets. You raised your eyebrows waiting for him to start the conversation

“Hey” “Hi” you both started the conversations then stopped. You pressed your lips together, looking down at the plate of fries. He cleared his throat and slid across from you. He held up his hand signaling that he would go for first.

“Tim messaged me telling me you were kinda lost.”

“Yeah… I missed my bus and just let the driver take me here and there,” you tried to joke. You took a sip of your milkshake. “I do, you know, plan to go home,” you quickly said.

“Oh? Cool, cool,” Jaime tapped his knuckles against the table. He briefly turned his attention to the counter, then back at you. “When are you going?”

“I don’t know,” you sighed and shifted in your seat. “I need to look at the bus schedule or something. I was planning on California, at least for a few days. I needed a break from the shit happening back home.”

Jaime pressed his lips together looking like he was trying to figure out how much to ask or say to you. “I got fired from my job,” you blurted out and dipped a fry into the ketchup.

“Damn…. I’m sorry,” he leaned forward a little. Your eyes locked with his. His face read sincerity across it, something you always admired about him.

The reason why you broke up was the timing. You were working on a career, he was off being Blue Beetle. You weren’t going to tell him to stop but seeing him come home constantly hurt was worrying you. He was certainly not going to tell you to quit your career.

You didn’t think you could have a relationship with someone like him. You couldn’t sleep until he messaged you, letting you know he was okay. So, you fought about it and thought you could make it work. You were ready to commit, but then it would come up again. The only thing you could do was let him go.

“What happened to you?” You pushed off the sheets from the bed when Jaime came stumbling into your small studio apartment. His face was bleeding, he was cradling his arm but he still had a smug grin on his face.

“You should see the other guy,” he tried to laugh but winced when he breathed in. You shook your head, pulling out the first aid kit you kept handy in the kitchen.

“Stop. Just stop joking about this.” You guided him to the small sofa and knelt in from of him as you cleaned him up. “I-” You sucked in a breath. “I can’t keep watching you do this to yourself, Jaime. We need to find a way for it to pick someone else.”

“What?” Jaime’s face twisted in a confused fashion as he was trying to listen to what you were saying. “No. I’ve - I’ve accepted this. It’s who I am…it’s done.”

“I think I’m done,” your voice cracked as you said the words you never thought you would say.

Jaime and you had planned out your whole future. You even toyed with the idea of proposing to him. But you found yourself asking if you could continue to stand on the sidelines as your partner got tossed around and beaten. Then, he would come home nearly broken.

Was it a mistake? You didn’t want to know, the answer actually scared you.

You pushed the plate of fries in his direction. “Yeah… that’s what happens when you try to work in the news business. If you can’t keep up, boo. They can always find someone else,” you shrugged, playing it off like it didn’t bother you.

He took a fry popping into his mouth. “Bullshit. You’re good at your job. You've always been,” he said encouragingly. His mouth twitched in a small smile. Jaime was always the one to support you, he helped you research some of your articles. Granted, the information he would gather couldn’t always be used, since how he got it wasn’t legal, but he tried. “Do you have a place to stay?”

You shook your head. “Do you think I can hide in the bathroom here?” You let out a weak laugh.

“Ha! No. Come on, come on!” Jaime shook his head, sliding out of the booth when he heard his name. “Vamos. Luc, can we have to go boxes for this? Thank you!” Jaime smiled sweetly at the waitress as he went to pay for his food.

The waitress blushed and walked to your table. “I’ll get this to go for you,” she nodded. “Jaime does so much for us. He’s a great young man,” she whispered, smiled politely, and went to wrap up the fries, using a foam cup for your milkshake.

You swallowed watching the scene unravel in front of you. You weren’t surprised to hear how great Jaime was, you knew that. Stepping out of the booth, you grabbed your backpack and went to Jaime.

“See ya later! Thanks again,” Jaime smiled at the cook and then Luc. He turned to you when you retrieved your food. “I paid for you,” he nodded.

“You didn’t need to…” you started to say, exhaling. Too tired to put up a fight, you followed him out of the diner and then toward his truck. Opening the passenger door, you dropped your backpack on the floor and climbed in, buckling up. Jaime got into the driver’s side, started the truck, and pulled out of the parking lot.

You sipped your milkshake quietly. Maybe you should have put up more of an argument, but that would probably just cause a scene. And all you wanted was a shower and a bed. But with your ex wasn’t in your cards. It was actually a thought that was buried deep.

The drive was pretty quiet with the radio filling in the noise. You were grateful the drive wasn’t too far. You followed Jaime into his place. “So, I am going to eat up and check some things. You’re welcome to join me or-“

“Shower?” You finished the sentence before he did. He grinned nervously, setting the food down, and walked toward the bathroom. He flicked on the light. He retrieved a towel for you from the hall closet. You dropped your bag on the floor.

“It’s normal! Like. You know how to use it,” he said nervously pulling back the shower curtain. He moved his hands pointing out the soap and took a deep breath. “Do you need clothes? Or whatever?”

“Yeah… no! I mean… I have. I just need-“ You stopped talking for a moment looking from him to the door as he stood there.

“Right! Yeah. I- Duh!“ He put his foot forward and closed the door behind him. You finally breathed out, feeling as if you had been holding it for so long. You rubbed your face and stood in front of the mirror. You grinned encouragingly at yourself trying to give yourself a damn thumbs up.

This was going to be interesting. When you said you wanted to find yourself this wasn’t it. There wasn’t a plan to fall back into your ex’s life. “Don’t be stupid. Just act normal,” you muttered and started the shower.

It felt so good to take a nice warm shower. You felt yourself finally feeling relaxed. You took your time in the shower but you knew you couldn’t be in there forever. You knew you would have to face him. You turned off the shower and got changed.

You briefly gave yourself another pep talk before joining Jaime in the kitchen. “Thanks. It felt so good,” you half-grinned. You pulled back one of the chairs and plopped down. You took out the fries from your bag and started eating.

“So, finding yourself huh? How is that going?”

“Yeah… I know.” You rolled your eyes and set your phone down on the table. “After losing my job, it felt a bit of a spiral and I thought moving would help. There is only so much crime you can handle you know,” you joked. “And the only reason I got cut was because of budget. Well, that’s what they told me. It couldn’t be because I was working on a big story about some shady shit happening in the office,” you raised your eyebrows while taking a bite from a fry.

"I've always told you not to follow your hunches. Even though! You were always right," Jaime snorted a laugh. “It’s not so bad here. There is shit here and there. But! Much more chill than Gotham! I can promise you that.” He pointed out.

“That must be nice.” You grinned spinning your phone. “I have money for a hotel. Or I can call Tim or something.”

“Nah,” he scrunched up his face and shook his head. “Nonsense. You can stay here for as long as you need to find yourself.” He teased while looking at you.

It had been months, but he still made you feel a sense of ease. However, there was still something about being around him that made those butterflies flutter. You had worked hard on forgetting about him, attempting to move on, but you found yourself often comparing the newbies to him. “So, you and Tim?”

“What?” You couldn’t help but snort a laugh at that. “No. No way,” you shook your head and twirled the straw for your milkshake. “He’s – Tim. He's a great Tim,” you shrugged. However, the ting of jealousy that potentially sparked made you smirk.

“Ah! Yeah. He’s a cool guy.” He pushed the chair back, standing up crumpling up the papers and tossing them into the trash. “OK! So, now it’s my turn to get cleaned up. Make yourself at home in this... small apartment,” he gestured around.

“Thank you, Jaime.” You grinned graciously. He playfully saluted you and went to the bathroom. You ate a few more fries, before cleaning up your trash. You weren’t sure where you would sleep, pursing your lips and looking over the furniture. You breathed in, getting up from the table and walking to the couch. You plopped down, punching one of the pillows to fluff it up, and lay down.

Jaime walked out of the bathroom, wearing a loose-fitting muscle shirt and some sweatpants. “You can take the bed, I will sleep there,” he offered. He sat down on the floor in front of you, turning his attention to you. You shook your head in response.

“I’m fine here,” you answered. “Much more comfy than a damn bus bench at the station.”

“I won’t try to fight you,” he teased. “I’m glad you’re okay, you know? Well… not being lost or whatever. Just - alive?” He wrinkled his nose. “Is that right?”

You smiled watching him struggle for words. “I’m glad you’re alive too,” You reached out and ruffled his hair. He tilted his head to the side, giving you a lopsided smile. Suddenly, Jaime moved closer, as if something pushed him closer. His forehead gently pressed against yours.

“Sorry… I didn’t…It was…” Jaime murmured. You sucked in a breath, nodding a little. You searched his eyes trying to see if he was going to pull away. When he didn’t, your lips instinctively gently pressed against his. You could feel some hesitation at first but then he followed your lead. Your lips crushed against each other, with him standing on his knees so he was hovering over you.

His hands caressed your cheek, moving his fingertips down your neck. “Jaime,” you whispered his name.

“Sorry…” he started to say, but you stopped him, moving your body so you weren’t on your side anymore. You kissed him passionately, finding yourself beginning to roll off the couch. Soon you were both on the floor, and you let out a light laugh. He followed, pulling you closer so you were straddling him. A smirk was growing over his lips.

Your kisses were becoming more heated, and his hands slipped under your shirt and over the elastic of your shorts. You bumped your hips against his as an invitation to further explore your body.

He traced the space below your navel. You pulled back for a moment to pull off your shirt, he struggled to get his off. You smiled happily helping him get it off. “Some things never change,” you teased.

You kissed his shoulder, over his collarbone as you trailed your way down his chest. You nipped at his skin, getting excited when he began to groan your name.

Your mouth made its way back up kissing him deeply. The room was soon filled with ecstasy and excitement. This was what you missed. The comfort of being with someone who knew what you needed, what you could do to him, how to touch you. Jaime and your relationship was the best thing you had. You let it go, let it slip through your grasp because you found yourself scared to lose him. Was this what you were missing? Was this what you needed to find yourself?

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Bits of sunshine peeked through the slits of two black curtains revealing a messy floor. Clothes were thrown all over the place. You stared at the slits and took in the sun's rays, blinking every once in a while.

Your back arched as your arm stretched over your waist. You turned your head looking at a still-sleeping Jaime. You two moved your heated session to his bed. It was probably for the best, the floor wasn’t very comfortable.

You turned on your side admiring the sleeping man next to you. It started a debate about whether this was a mistake. Maybe it was, maybe it wasn’t. You leaned over to kiss his forehead softly.

“Mmm..” Jaime stirred rubbing his face, yawning. He stretched his arms up and then opened his eyes wide to adjust to the light. He peered over at you, smiling lazily. “Morning.”

“Morning,” you said in a groggy voice. You scooted up to sit up in the bed, reaching on the side to grab your t-shirt. You tugged it on. “So…last night huh?” You flexed your fingers, curling them back up.

“Last night… yeah…It was something,” Jaime sat up on his side of the bed, stretching his arms, leaving the sheet to cover his bottom half. You rolled off the bed to put on your clothes. You could feel Jaime watching you, his mouth opened but quickly shut. It was your turn to start the conversation.

“I don’t know what it was, Jaime. But… I don’t regret it. Should I?” You started picking at your fingernails, a nervous tic.

“I don’t regret it either. I want - I don’t know what I want. But I want to find out..with you. If you’ll let me.” His voice trembled as he spoke to you, the nerves inside you bounced around. He was saying what you wanted to hear. You paced in front of the bed, swallowing your words. Jaime still hadn’t moved from the spot on the bed, his brown eyes only followed you. “We lost each other once-”

“I-,” you started to say, but then shut your mouth. You held up your hand to stop him from talking. You owed it to him to be open and honest. Jaime wore his feelings. It wasn’t difficult to figure it out. “I lost you once. It was never you, Jaime. It was me. I let you go. Fuck. I’m a writer and I can’t find the words,” you laughed frustrated.

Jaime scratched the side of his. “Can I talk now?”

“Why don’t you hate me?” You asked bluntly. Jaime scooted toward the end of the mattress, taking hold of your hand to make you stop walking. You stood in front of him, bumping your knees against the edge of the mattress.

“I am not saying we’ll figure everything out. But don’t we owe it to ourselves to find out?”

”I don’t know what will happen. I’m going to fuck up. But would you let me back in?”

Jaime tugged you back on the bed and kissed your forehead lovingly. “You never left.”

#reblog #not piper #jaime reyes x reader #blue beetle x reader #FUCKING HELLLLL god i’m glad there’s more jaime content now #this author is great #alienstardust

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readsandbreeds · 2 years

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Mouse I have come with my Jason Todd request, like I said I would. Chubby reader, obvs /lh

Jason being a total asshole when it comes to being a dom, edging and mocking/degrading his chubby princess and just refusing to fuck reader properly. Just because he loves listening to you beg and cry for him. But you're a good sub so he rewards you...eventually. And when he does, it's all overstim just to make sure he makes up for the like hour of orgasm denial.

Pls I need more Jason in my life /hj

-cryptid

I knew you'd come through Duckyyyy!

I hope I've come through as well with this. 1500 words, dumbification and name calling, subtle breeding just how you like it /lh

“Are you crying?”

Of course you were fucking crying. Your clit was throbbing like a racing heartbeat, and your folds felt bruised and sore- even more than that time Jason spanked them. You lost any sense of time an hour into the session, you only knew that was half a dozen blocked orgasms ago. A sob tore itself from your throat as the thick fingers rolling your bud stopped just as you thought you might get to come. Instead, they came up to your cheek, smearing your own slick as he gave you a moderate slap. It stung, but your cheeks were already so red and puffy from crying you’d never see the mark.

“Answer me,” he tsked, grabbing your chin. He shoved his thumb into your mouth, pressing it down on your tongue and using it to pry your mouth open. He laughed as you simply hiccuped, cold and cruel as he used his grip on you to shake your head around like a rag doll. “Fucking stupid little doll can’t even admit it. What do you have to cry over, huh? You’ve got the fucking Red Hood playing with your cunt, and you’re crying? Are you that much of a whore, you need more?” Your tongue flattened further as he pinched your jaw, maneuvering you to nod. “‘Yes, sir,’” he cooed in a high-pitched mockery of your voice that made your thighs squeeze together. “‘I’m just a slutty little whore desperate for your thick cock. Please, please fuck me like a toy and turn me into a killer’s cum dumpster.’”

It was humiliating. It made you sob around his thumb. It made you wet. It made your walls quiver.

“Pleeth,” you tried to get out, tongue rolling against the pad of his thumb. You thought maybe he’d let go of your jaw to let you speak, let you beg for him the way he wanted, but he just laughed again.

Jason pulled your chin up, pressing your head back into the pillow as he roughly groped your tit with the other hand. His fingers were rough with callouses, years of training with any weapon he could get his hands on leaving their mark on him, and now leaving their mark on you as he swiped his thumb over your nipple. “You have to speak up,” he cooed, pinching your nipple. You could feel his grin in the air as you cried out, tongue moving uselessly under his thumb as you tried to form words. “Can’t believe you thought you could prance around my apartment in a fucking bikini without consequences.”

“Ith hot,”

“Such a dumb slut,” he scolded, but his voice had that deep rumble it always got when he was breaking- when he wanted to give you what you wanted. Still, he was a firm dom- it could be hours still before he gave into you, and he proved it by tweaking your neglected nipple. You flinched, legs trying to curl up to protect yourself, and Jason quickly yanked them back down, thick thighs straddling yours to hold you in place. “Thought you could flaunt this sexy ass body whenever you wanted? My body?”

His thumb slipped from between your lips, and coated in your spit, he used it and his fingers to squish your cheeks together. He leaned over you, nose brushing yours, and squeezed harder when he realized you were staring at the thick muscles in his arm holding him up beside your head. “Focus. You are mine, dollface, get that through your thick fucking skull. These perfect tits are for me to suck on, that gorgeous fucking ass is mine to spank, these cute rolls and tummy are for me to grab and hold you, and this slutty wet pussy is made for keeping my cock warm. Do you fucking understand me?”

You nodded as much as you could with your face in his hand, grinding up against him, knowing you were smearing your slick on his pants, but you couldn’t care when you could feel the imprint of his thick cock against your poor clit. “Yeees, sir,” you whined, feeling more tears burning at the corners of your eyes. “‘M yours, I’m your dumb whore! Please! You promised you were gonna make me your cum dumpster! I want it! Please, please, I need you to use me!”

“Fuck,” he hissed, eyes practically glowing as he watched you cry for him. Jason let go of your face and swung his leg off of you in one move, giving you barely a second to cry out at the loss before he flipped you onto your stomach with ease. “Hips up and spread yourself for me, doll.” The sound of his belt flying out of the loops spurred you into motion, using every aching muscle to arch your back. When your fingers found your folds, you couldn’t help the heat that came to your face- you were wet enough to drown someone. But you were a good slut- for Jason, at least- and spread your folds with two fingers, feeling your hole clench as the warm air felt like an ice-cold attack compared to your sweating body.

Jason took his place- his rightful place- behind you, broad hands rubbing over the soft fat of your ass. “There, someone’s learning how to take directions,” he mused. One hand gripped tighter and the other was pulled back before you heard him spit. His slick tip nestled against your entrance like a kiss as he used his spit to lube up the shaft, precum dripping out of him and down your folds, clinging to your skin as if it knew it belonged inside you. “I’m going to give you every orgasm I kept from you, baby. I’m not going to stop until you’re fucking collapsing with my cum pouring out of you, got that?”

You knew he was giving you a chance to call color. It was a chance to tell him you couldn’t do it, couldn’t handle it.

“Yes, sir,”

He slammed in to the hilt in one thrust, spreading your walls around him and sending a sharp pain from your cervix. “You’re such a good girl,” he purred as he gripped the headboard above you, starting a hard rhythm of spearing into your cunt. “You’re my precious little doll, you know that, baby? Gonna give you everything, sweet girl,”

The friction of cotton on your face told you that you were nodding, and the wet trails on your cheeks told you that you were crying, but you didn’t feel it. You only felt Jason, the way your walls wrapped around him, lighting every nerve he touched. After so long being denied, your orgasm came easily, and as you were finally allowed to come you felt positively heavenly. Jason growled above you as your walls sucked him in tighter, but you couldn’t care when you were finally getting the bliss you’d been craving for hours. Your second wave came before the first one ended, and after that each new orgasm became indiscernible- just a constant state of pure toe-curling pleasure.

It didn’t take long at all for you to collapse, but Jason’s hand moved from your ass to cupping your pudgy stomach, holding your hips up for him to continue fucking you just like he knew you wanted him to. Your cunt burned, and you were crying more than ever, but it was perfect.“I’m going to come, doll,” he promised, leaning down to press wet lips to the back of your neck. “Gonna fill you, just like you asked, since you’re such a good whore for me.”

And he did come, hard and hot, cock jerking inside you and covering your walls with his cum, so wonderfully it sent you tumbling after him, your last orgasm of the night ripping through you as you were pumped full like a breeding bitch, exactly how it should. His pace turned softer and shallower, easing you down from the painful pleasure as he slowly pulled out. He set your hips down slowly, trying not to disturb your full pussy.

You groaned as you were flipped onto your back, distantly hearing a gruff laugh, but your eyes refused to open. “Baby?” You let out another groan as tender fingers brushed the sweat-soaked hair out of your face. “Need to see those pretty eyes and make sure you’re okay, doll.” He gave a light pat to your cheek, the opposite one he slapped earlier. You painstakingly pried your eyelids apart, groaning as the dying sunlight leaked through the blinds and assaulted you, but it was worth it to see Jason’s sweet smile hovering over you. “You good?” You blinked slowly, feeling like you could fall asleep at any second. “Baby. Are. You. Oh. Kay.”

A dopey grin pulled at your lips, and you pried your fist out of the sheets to slowly and clumsily form a thumbs-up. “Gooood,” you slurred. Jason laughed, shaking his head, freeing his fluffy hair from where it’d been slicked back with sweat.

“God, I didn’t know you could get dumber.”

#AHA #aHAHAHAHAH #friends #jason todd x reader #jason todd smut #reblog

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readsandbreeds · 2 years

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A Tipping of the Scales

ao3 link ao3 profile ship: batcat (reeves verse) warnings: none, smut 18+ word count: 10.2k

Selina Kyle didn’t believe in fairytales. Fables? Sure. Cautionary tales and Bible stories were more up her alley. After all, she had walked into her former kingdom, the prodigal daughter returning to slay Goliath and steal his crown. But the Bat had stopped her, stolen her vengeance, just like he had stolen himself away from her.

Bludhaven was far more boring than she had expected. Despite housing the summer homes of the rich hedge fund types that she intended to knock down a peg, there were only so many jewels she could steal and resell. It didn’t bring her nearly the same amount of satisfaction as the Bat chasing her. Cat and mouse was the name of her game, or in this case, the cat and the bat.

She often daydreamed about that night in Mitchell’s house, him holding her against the wall, his hand slapped over her mouth. The smothering of his arms was satisfying, and although she hated to admit it, those thoughts eventually raced into her head as she slept.

That’s what had her returning to Gotham, and while she hated herself for being attention seeking, she couldn’t help herself. Something from the streets of Gotham would feel better than the empty loneliness she felt upstate. Even the strays she had found couldn’t fill the danger shaped hole in her heart.

Her first break in was a testament to her roots. Lowering herself precariously through a skylight on her trusty rope, she landed almost soundlessly on her feet into the home of one Harvey Dent. While he took over Coulson’s role as DA, Selina was more than sure he was just as corrupt as his predecessor. A few stolen items would be the perfect welcome to his new position.

It started with paintings. Forgeries of Rembrandts that were so close in detail that even curators couldn’t tell the difference. Somehow Dent never noticed, or maybe he didn’t even bother to check. She did replace the paintings, she wasn’t completely heartless. But… they were a tad explicit to say the least. Nudes of renaissance women were now completely scattered across the DA’s house. Maybe his coworkers would recognize him as a man with good taste. Or at least think he had a humorous interior designer.

This was her third time hitting Dent’s house. He was new in town so to speak, so his security protocols were nowhere near as intense as someone like Bruce Wayne. Sometimes easy options are the best way to get back into an old trade, and if she had to fish for minnows, she was more than willing to do so.

But the Bat caught up, something that both scared and thrilled Selina. Yes, he played into her hand, but she doubted he would chase after her so soon. Maybe it said something about both of them. Her desperation for him to arrive, his desperation for her to slip up.

“I didn’t think you’d stoop this low,” he said, revealing himself from the shadows of Dent’s dining room.

“Had to tell you I was back in town somehow,” Selina replied coolly. “Besides, a stolen inheritance only lasts for so long.”

“Then work with me again,” he replied. To anyone else’s ear he would’ve seemed nonchalant, but Selina had learned to read every little inflection of his voice and every single twitch on his masked face.

It was the same voice he used when he told her not to throw her life away. Those few sentences were the most vulnerable she had seen him and the most vulnerable she had allowed him to see.

This was his way of reminding her that she didn’t have to pay, no matter how she decided to do it.

“Now why would you want me to do a thing like that? Did you miss me Vengeance?” Selina tried to say coyly. The waver in her voice gave her away. He remained silent for a few moments, long enough that Selina felt the need to fill the silence.

“Yes,” he said. His heart was clearly pounding out of his chest. There was a crack as he said the word, both in his voice and in Selina’s heart. She felt herself step forward towards him, the Warhol she had intended to snatch ignored behind her.

“Yeah?” she whispered. Vengeance gave a nod so slight and short that she almost missed it.

“Okay,” Selina nodded, swallowing her pride and every little word she wanted to say to him. This was not the reaction she had expected. She had expected anger, a reenactment of that first night at Mitchell’s house, maybe ending with her bent over Dent’s desk.

She didn’t expect a confession between the two of them that only needed one word. Selina is snapped out of her thoughts as the Bat begins talking again.

“As in actually working together,” he said. “That means stopping… this.”

“A girl needs to make a living somehow,” Selina shrugged.

“Then I’ll pay you,” he said as though it barely meant anything.

“You really are a rich boy,” Selina scoffed, her eyes returning to the painting.

“I’m being serious, Selina,” he replied. “I’ll make you a real suit too.”

“Are you too scared to be associated with a cat burglar? You want a thief to play buddy-buddy with Gordon?”

“He saw you save my life and me save yours,” the Bat states. “If he doesn’t trust you, then he doesn’t get to trust me.”

“Wow, determined to lose one of your only friends if it means spending time with me, huh?” A smirk grows across Selina’s face.

“If that’s what it comes down to, I’d rather say I was trading one out for another.”

Selina refuses to acknowledge the blush that begins to spread across her face by staring at the Warhol, pretending to be intrigued.

“Can I take this one still? As a last hurrah?” The Bat simply shook his head.

“It’s not like you would listen to me, Selina. I know my place,” he said while walking towards her. A black leather glove tilts her chin up to look at him. “Do you know yours?”

Selina miraculously avoids leaning into the Bat’s touch. She thanks whatever God above is stopping her from doing so. She could get used to his hand on her cheek, used to someone pretending to care.

“I don’t go so easily,” she says instead.

“I wouldn’t expect any less of you,” Selina thinks that he gives her a hint of a smile. How is it possible that something so small could be so beautiful?

“You should leave,” Selina nods towards the skylight. “Before you’re accused of any implications.”

“You’re too smart to leave a trail behind,” he scoffs.

“And you’d ruin my life,” God, Selina thinks. As if he hasn’t already. He shakes his head.

“You don’t deserve that,” his hand trails down her shoulder, eventually gripping her own. “Especially after everything you’ve worked for.”

Her heart is in her throat, she’s mirroring the panic he felt the moment he landed besides her. She’s always seen him as nervous, as hidden. It’s unfair that she’s carrying those same traits because of him.

“Meet me at the signal, next time it’s on,” his voice is a whisper. It’s her final out, his final plea. She caves and gives him a nod. One motion, one silent agreement. Two people, one silent confession.

He goes right away, leaving her with her tools and the soon to be stolen Warhol. She sighs while she readjusts her gloves, carefully sliding the painting off of its place on top of the mantle. She puts a painting of a woman fingering herself in its place.

Just another day, but her final job. Her life was about to get much more interesting. To be fair, it was her own damn fault. Maybe she should’ve stayed in Bludhaven. Even cats have to be careful about what they wish for.

The signal is on the next night. Selina doesn’t know what she expected, he was spoken for, that was why he had stayed. Gotham needed its knight, and it looked like she was about to be his sidepiece.

She didn’t bother taking the elevator up to the signal, climbing the pulleys and scaling the building was much more fun. Gordon was already there, but the Bat was late. Typical.

“Well,” Selina sighed upon seeing Gordon next to the signal. She couldn’t think of anything to say to him. They had interacted only a handful of times, all of which were at a major low point of her life.

“You’re back in town,” Gordon nodded. “He didn’t tell me.”

“He only found out recently, even though all of the pieces were there,” Selina shakes her head. “He’s not nearly as smart as he pretends to be.”

She couldn’t tell if she said that to make her feel better about herself or if she truly believed it. The truth was that the Bat could have found her at any point. Hell, he could’ve been tracking her while she was upstate. He probably was.

“How… are you?” Gordon was clearly just as uncomfortable as she was. Thank God that was when the Bat decided to arrive.

His presence was not comforting, but it certainly made the tension in the air less thick. He nods at Gordon, who simply looks between the Bat and the Cat with a wary eye.

“What am I supposed to call you?” Gordon asks.

“... Cat,” she says, trying to stifle a laugh.

“Right,” Gordon turns his attention back to the Bat. “There’s been a series of robberies from Harvey Dent’s penthouse, would you happen to know anything about that?”

Bat’s eyes flicker towards Selina.

“The situation has already been dealt with,” he replies, voice steady yet full of gravel. “The thief has been apprehended, but the paintings will likely not be returned.”

“Let me guess, they’ve already been sold,” Gordon sighs. Selina has never had the urge to laugh this severely in her whole life. She notices Batman swallow. He clearly finds humor in this exchange as well.

“I would assume so.”

“And the thief?” Gordon says, pinching the bridge of his nose.

“Even some criminals are too slippery for my hands,” Batman replies. “But I swear that the issue is resolved.”

“But what if-”

“I made a deal,” he said, cutting Gordon off. “The thief is a source of intel now. They have very quick hands.”

Gordon looks over at Selina, whose face is red as a tomato at this point. He nods.

“I see,” he turns back to the Bat. “And would this thief happen to be a cat burglar of some kind?”

“I think that’s an accurate description, yes.”

Gordon’s sigh somehow becomes deeper. It isn’t out of frustration, more a sense of disappointment. Selina was clearly important to the Batman, and shutting her out would mean losing him as a resource.

“I have to tell the department and the DA something,” Gordon rubs his hands together. “Otherwise they’ll go sniffing around like hounds.”

Selina resisted the urge to make a comment about cops and bitches. Instead she offered a half assed solution.

“Well, I won’t pull any profitable pranks for the time being,” Selina began. “So you don’t need to worry about me. Maybe mention something about an art burglar in some city nearby. Throw them off their trail. There are other art thieves, I’m willing to expose a few of them.”

“Who knew that cats could become rats,” Gordon muttered. The joke didn’t seem to be out of malice, but Selina’s skin began to crawl.

“I prefer to catch them,” she said defiantly. “If I reveal someone, it’s a bitch that deserves it,” Selina stares pointedly at the Bat. “Are we done here?” Vengeance looks at Gordon in response.

“Yes,” Gordon nods, sighing at the two vigilantes in front of him. “I’ll see you next time the signal is lit. Get some rest.”

“Gotham never sleeps,” the Bat replies.

“Rich kid and you had an emo phase,” Selina grumbles. “Actually you’re still in your emo phase.” Ever perceptive, she notices a half smile on Gordon’s face as he takes the elevator down.

“Is it alright if I take your measurements?” the Bat asks quietly.

“I’m sorry?” This question hits Selina from left field, stunning her out of the witty quips she had been planning.

“For the suit,” he clarifies. Right, the suit. The special matching suit. The suit that he would make for her. His suit for her. And he would have to touch-

“Yeah,” her response thankfully stops her from overthinking too much. “That’s totally fine.”

The Bat had a goddamned measuring tape on his utility belt for some reason. God knows if he’s diligent enough to measure foot prints at crime scenes, trying to match shoe sizes with criminals. Selina wouldn’t put it past him.

“I need you to raise your arms,” his voice is too soft. Why is it so soft? Selina obeys his request so that her head will hopefully stop racing. Unfortunately, her heart begins to instead.

The tape goes around her throat, his lithe fingers carefully marking off the number of centimeters that would be required for the turtleneck hem that she'd grown to prefer. He’s careful every step of the way, from arm measurements to the tightness of her waist and hips. Selina prays for the first time in years that the Bat can’t magically sense her pulse as his hands gently touch her chest. It’s supposed to be a very clinical procedure, simply a girl and her caped seamstress. Yet every brush of his gloves against her body makes a part of her tense.

He shouldn’t have this effect on her. It’s not as though he’s special in any way. The Bat is a man that hides behind a mask and beats up thugs in tight fitting kevlar. Just because he wants Selina to help him with work does not mean he wants her in any other way. He saved her so she wouldn’t sin. He saved her from herself. That was all.

But it’s clear to Selina that touching her is having an effect on him as well. The Bat always tries his damndest to seem stoic, untouchable, unmovable, but Selina is more than sure that underneath his mask is a scared man. He was scared on that catwalk, enough to shoot his leg full of adrenaline to save her. He was scared that she’d say no as he found her in Dent’s dining room. And he was scared now, that she would leave, that this was too far.

“Are you almost done?” Selina asks sweetly, trying to not let her voice warble. It’s the same voice she uses on the strays she finds in street alleys, coaxing them towards her gently. Little does she know that she pulled this stray in a long time ago.

The Batman nods, putting the tape back into some unseeable part of the belt. Despite being around him for so long, Selina still couldn’t wrap her head around his equipment or how he got the funding for it. Maybe the rich kid theory wasn’t so far off.

“Any requests?” he asks.

“About the suit?” Batman nods. “Then no,” Selina replies. “What do I call you?”

“Excuse me?” Despite not being able to see them, Selina knows that his eyebrows are knitted together.

“I can’t call you Bat all the time. Or Batsy, or Vengeance. The nicknames clearly annoy you, and while annoying you is one of my favorite pastimes, I’d like a piece of you that’s exclusively mine,” she finishes.

Selina lets her nails trail up the Bat’s chest, running her hands slowly across his shoulders. She’s reaching up to him, like a sinner up to heaven. He’s so tall, she wonders how it would feel to cower under him.

“I-”

“It doesn’t have to be too much,” she says, her voice once again turning to honey. “I understand the secrets. I kept mine from you, and yours certainly have more weight.”

“Secrets always matter,” he whispers. “No matter the size. No matter who they protect.”

Did he mean her or him? Did he mean Gordon? Did he have anyone else to protect at all? She doubted it. Cracks of loneliness broke out of him every time she was near. He needed a way to get it all out. Not only was he clearly touch starved, he needed some form of love to fill in the gaps.

“I’ll call you whatever you want,” Selina smiles. “It can be as ridiculous as you like. Honey-bunches of oats, sweetie pie, pumpkin, twat waffle, banana-”

“B,” he finally cuts her off before she can say something even more dumb. “You can call me B.”

“Not V for Vengeance? B for Batman,” she teases.

“No, B for me,” he says. It’s one less secret for him, and one more for her. She nods.

“I’ll see you at the next light, B,” she whispers. He disappears into the shadows.

Selina turns over a single initial in her head. B is what she has been allowed to call him. B is her name for him. It’s also clearly the start of his first name. Not B for the Bat, B for him.

Her thoughts are disrupted by a knock at her door. She rushes to answer it, but is tentative as she peers through the peephole. A man walks away with a parcel in front of her door. She quickly opens it, trying to get a better look at the man.

“Hey!” she calls, stopping him in his tracks. She picks up the parcel, looking at a sticky note on the front. The man doesn’t make any moves to run away. He simply stares as she reads the note.

“Let me know if it fits, B.”

“You know him?” Selina stares at the man. She gets a closer look at him. Salt and pepper hair and a clearly pressed suit. This was not her Bat.

“Yes,” his British accent startles her.

“How so?” she asks right away. Everyday her theories about the Batman were becoming more plausible, yet they were always an inch or two off.

“I’m an associate of your partner, Miss Kyle,” the man says. He seems to be very straight forward, not hiding behind words like the Bat often does.

“So he talks about me,” Selina says, inspecting the box. “I’m flattered.”

“Well, he does not get out much. I would be remiss not to notice a new person in his life.”

“What do I call you?” Selina asks, trying to ignore that she must bring some sort of comfort to the Bat. “I have a feeling I’ll be seeing you around much more.”

“Alfred,” the man says with a curt nod. “I look forward to working with you Miss Selina.”

“Likewise,” she replies. “Thank you.”

“My pleasure,” Alfred says. He walks down the shabby hallway, his oxfords the only nice thing to be seen in her apartment complex.

Selina walks back into the apartment, opening her new package with care. Even the box seems special, not a reused Amazon parcel. It feels like she’s opening a gift from Tiffany’s as she pulls at the rope like twine holding the carefully wrapped box together.

The suit is much more lightweight than she expected. The Bat must pay more attention to the way she works than she thought. The suit is paneled with kevlar in the most vulnerable and damageable places. It reminds her of the shoulder and knee pads she would wear as a child while roller skating. Of course the suit is heavier, but it’s breathable. She’d be able to move in it swiftly and wouldn’t have to adapt her style of attack. The Bat’s fighting strategy fit the bulkiness of his suit. Strong and armored to match the hard hitting punches he pulled.

It fit perfectly, hugging her body skin tight. She didn’t ask for this specific fit. Perhaps the Bat was being self indulgent. Selina shook her head, he was just being practical. Something that hung off her even slightly would be uncomfortable, clinging to her skin with sweat like a wedgie.

The material was so soft that part of her wanted to fall asleep in it, but she knew if she didn’t return the suit back into its box, it would be covered in cat hair in no time. Selina put away her suit, placing it with care at the top of her closet before going to feed her harem of cats. They were constantly needy, but she didn’t mind. She needed them just as much as they needed her. She wondered if the Bat was the same way.

Another day and she was back at the signal, sitting cross legged on the concrete floor as she and Gordon waited for the Bat to arrive.

“Is he always this late?” she asked.

“Yes,” Gordon says. “I don’t mind, he’s likely in the middle of a street fight.”

“I wonder if the Bat was this tardy at prep school,” Selina says off handedly as she inspects her nails.

“What makes him so sure that he’s rich?”

“When you don’t grow up well off, you tend to notice the little details. Besides, his budget seems insane,” Selina says all of this as though it’s incredibly obvious. “Also I think I met his butler the other day.” Gordon nods throughout her explanation.

“I can see that. Any ideas as to who he would be?” Selina simply shakes her head.

This is a lie. Every night she tries to pair the letter B. She thinks of bright blue eyes emphasized by black makeup. His jawline is sharp and his body is likely littered with scars. Selina isn’t sure whether or not he’s lean yet built underneath his armor or simply awkwardly bulky. It’s frustrating to her in a way. She can’t picture him clearly when she. . .

The sound of the elevator snaps her out of her thoughts.

“I got your message,” Gordon says.

“You get actual messages from him?” Selina replies, mildly incredulous. “He just shows up at my house unannounced.” The Bat ignores her.

“Have you heard anything else about the gas?” he asks. Gordon nods.

“There’s been a few incidents on the Eastside of town. The standard green type poison.”

“Care to fill me in?” Selina looks between the two of them.

“Mysterious gaseous poison is showing up around town, usually around poorer neighborhoods,” the Batman explains.

“Do you think the targeting is intentional?” Gordon asks. Some detective he was.

“It wouldn’t make sense after the Riddler’s message. If it was a follower of his, the chemical weapons would likely target the upper class.”

“Do you know the effects?” Selina didn’t live on the Eastside of town, but she could already tell that she would be sent there as an on the ground scout.

“It’s been different for the victims so far,” Gordon says. “All have been sent to Gotham General Hospital and are being monitored 24/7. The most common symptom is disfigurement, which makes sense. That being said, many of the victims are gaining… for a lack of better words, powers.”

“What, like superheroes?” Selina lets out a singular short laugh. “What lame fanboy is behind this shit?”

“I reckon it’s a scientist,” Gordon replies. “The goal is clearly experimentation. Maybe making some sort of army to infiltrate Gotham’s streets.”

Selina watches the Bat close his eyes for a moment, too fleeting for Gordon to notice. He had inspired the Riddler. He had inspired thugs. Maybe he was still Vengeance. Maybe he was too late to become Hope.

“The chemical composition is particularly advanced,” the Bat says before he can overthink. “I’ve been trying to analyze samples at home, but I’ll need more. Since different types of gasses have different effects on victims, I should try to breakdown every type.”

“GCPD forensics is also on the case,” Gordon replies. “I’ll try to snag different samples of the variants for you.”

“I’m assuming you want me on the ground?” Selina says with a raised brow. Gordon nods, but the Bat’s jaw tenses.

“I’ll take care of it,” she confirms before heading to drop down from the pulley. The Bat snatches her hand as she turns.

“Can I have a word with you?” he asks softly. Selina nods.

“I’ll see the two of you later,” Gordon says, looking between the pair. The Bat does not release his grip on Selina until he hears the elevator begin to creak downstairs.

“I don’t want you gathering samples,” he says immediately.

“I’m sorry what?”

“You’ll be put in danger.” Selina looks around in confusion, half of her wanting to scream ‘what’ and the other half wanting to scream ‘the fuck’.

“B, you’re the one who asked me to be your partner.”

“Yes-”

“You literally attract danger B,” Selina says. “If you didn’t want me in danger, you wouldn’t have asked me to be here.”

“That’s different,” he insists.

“How?” Selina almost yells. Her voice grows louder by the sentence. “You asked me to be a part of this team, that means contributing. You want me to be your bait every single time? Put me in the club to drag out the goons under Oz? What do you want from me B?”

“I want you safe-”

“Then why did you ask for me back?” Selina cuts him off. “The other day you asked me if I knew my place. I do, and that’s here.” She walks closer to him, trying to sooth herself and hide the rage that had bubbled up moments ago.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers back. “I promise I want you here, I do, I just-”

“Just what?” There is no malice in her interruption this time. If only people could see how truly expressive the Bat was. Everytime he and Selina meet, she notices the cracks within him growing and growing.

“I almost lost you during the flood,” his voice still low. That softness is back, the kind that contradicts his entire appearance. “I almost lost so many people, and that is a sort of fear that I cannot let constrict myself while I protect this city.”

“B,” Selina walks closer, the two of them almost chest to chest. “Whether you like it or not, you are danger, and the people around you know that. They would willingly risk everything to be by your side.”

“Why do you think I keep my circle so small?” She can’t tell if this is a joke or a sad confession.

“Either way,” Selina says, shaking herself from her thoughts. “I’m honored to be a part of it. And I want to be. I want to be here.”

He knows this, no matter how much she doubts herself. Selina is a stubborn woman, and like a cat, she does not come quickly. He had given her several outs, but the Bat always had a way of talking himself down.

“Okay,” he whispers. Selina is satisfied with his answer for the time being. She resists the urge to touch his face. To test him in the same way he had tested her at their reunion. Would he lean into her touch? Would he fail the task that she had succeeded?

She gives in, her gloves in her back pocket long ago. Her skin is on his, and despite the December chill, his face is warm. His scruff pricks at her fingers and Selina knows that her thoughts will be full of this interaction for the next few weeks. The Bat swallows, Adam’s apple bobbing at the sudden touch. She can tell that he’s starved of this. If his inner circle is as small as he suggests, there’s likely no one else tending to his physical needs.

“I-” he begins, voice half choked from such a simple touch. He clears his throat, hoping to get rid of the noise. “Alfred wanted me to give you something.”

His comment doesn’t deter Selina. Instead she trails her hand down from his jawline to his chest, resting her hand over the sharp emblem plastered across it.

“And what would that be?” The Bat produces an envelope for her from God knows where.

“I don’t know what it says,” he promises. Alfred has insisted that he not read it. Somehow, his self control won.

“I’ll open it later,” Selina stares at the stationary. “You can always reach me.”

“I know,” he nods. She feels dumb for stating the obvious. They both knew that she still had the contacts. The moment is over, they both should leave. Neither of them moves to do so.

“I’ll be safe,” She only says it to reassure him. It doesn’t work.

“You’re too curious for your own good.” Selina lets a puff of air come out of her nose.

“Well you know what they say…” She trails off.

“I don’t want you to kill the Cat.”

“You do know the rest of the saying? Right?” It’s a genuine question on her part.

“Of course.”

“Then you know that I’ll put myself in harm's way despite your warning,” Selina says. “I’ll keep putting myself in danger.”

They both know what she means. There’s far too many of these between them. These unspoken promises. But there’s a sense of relief in knowing that she will stay. That she won’t run off to Bludhaven again. Selina hopes that she won’t break that promise, but fleeing is unfortunately in her nature. She flees now, nodding and trying desperately to ruin the moment. To ignore the feeling blossoming in her cheeks, her heart, her stomach.

The two of them don’t say a verbal goodbye, simply scaling down the building. It’s better practice than taking the elevator. It’s much more practical.

She opens the envelope when she gets home. Selina isn’t quite sure what she expected. Envelopes remind her of long meandering letters and missed bills. There’s only a small note inside with a phone number scrawled across it in perfectly neat cursive.

“For emergencies, Alfred.”

“Thanks Alfred,” she whispers to herself. She’s sure that the Bat would disapprove if he knew she had this information. Not because he’s worried about risking his identity, but because it was one more tug into his world. Into danger.

Selina promised herself she would only use the number in emergencies, just like Alfred had asked. She only wondered how much trouble the two of them would get into

The next time she sees him is two days later. Gordon has her number now. Not only is it a way to keep her in the loop, but it also seems like a way to keep her on a leash.

They start planning simple patrols on the Eastside of town. The Bat has designed a mask to go with Selina’s suit that should filter any toxic gas she comes in contact with. He fusses over her suit, worried about how breathable the fabric is. Something about gasses seeping through the material and touching her skin.

She doesn’t let him alter it, embarking on the mission with only the face mask as her newest wardrobe addition. It goes off without a hitch. She manages to capture several of the toxins successfully. Gordon takes any duplicates with him to the forensics lab for study, while the Bat takes his own samples home to analyze himself. Selina thinks he’s anal retentive, but understands his suspicions. Corruption does not go so easily.

The third mission, he insists on going on the ground with her. It’s clearly a protective part of him. Despite their conversation, her words have not comforted him completely. It’s disappointing to Selina, perhaps she misread the level of trust in their relationship. Would there ever be a day where he could open himself up to her completely?

The two of them stake out on different parts of the Eastside. Selina stays north while the Bat remains south. Selina tries to rationalize why he was doing physical work with her instead of analyzing her movements behind a computer screen.

Part of her understands, he hasn’t done any ground work since Gordon, him, and Selina had started looking into this case. He was probably itching for a fight and in a sense, redemption. Being on the street means protecting the victims of Gotham’s brutality. It means gaining the faith of the city’s population. The flood was just the first step. Every day she sees the guilt behind his eyes, the thought that he has yet to do enough. As often as she calls him Vengeance, she knows that he is trying to distance himself from the moniker. Calling him Hope feels too personal, no matter how much she wants to know more about the man behind the mask.

He is distant. He is the watchful eye at the side of rooms, calculating every single move, hearing every single whisper. Selina prefers to be in on the action, collecting the information first hand. She supposed that was why he eventually caved in to her pleas of doing groundwork. To be fair, he had given her that position first, long ago when she put on her earpiece at the Iceberg Lounge for the first time.

Coms are set as they prowl the town, his voice in her ear and hers in his. Selina had always thought of the Bat’s voice as gravel. Hard yet small rocks that could cause you to slip, crafty enough to stick in your skin for days on end. She now realizes he is sand. Some call it coarse and rough, once again clinging on in the most irritating of ways, making its mark on those who dare touch it. But Selina has always loved escaping to the beach. Keeping the sand between her toes, soft like a blanket despite the heat of the sun.

Cats did like to sunbathe.

“See anything on your end?” his voice startles her from her thoughts.

“Nothing of note. The blocks seem fairly clear at the moment, nothing rising up from the sewers just yet.”

Victims had described the way that the gas had surrounded them, coming from potholes and sewer grates as they walked to corner side bodegas. The Bat had theorized about the creator of this weapon before. Experimenting on members of Gotham’s higher society would cause too much attention. However, the chemist's attempts had been successful so far, with almost every victim gaining some sort of ability after their attack. The disfigurement was the one constant among the patients.

“I think I’ll move back to your side of town,” Selina says. “He’s been striking over here most often. I wouldn’t be surprised if he wants to test a different sample size.”

The Bat makes an affirmative noise in response, giving Selina the go ahead to jump on her motorcycle and speed across the Eastside of Gotham. All was well, the engine of her motorcycle the only noise comforting her as she rode.

Suddenly there was a yelp. The Batman does not yelp, he barely even winces through pain unless he is knocked down flat on his back.

“Baby?” Selina says. She is not panicking, there is no need to panic, she’s simply overthinking.

“Selina,” he almost whimpers. The reassuring lies she had told herself immediately disappear. She can panic now.

“I’m coming baby,” she says, voice steady. “I’m coming, tell me where you are. I need to know where you are.”

The Bat lists off street names, teeth obviously grit together. Selina weaves through cars, her speedometer rising and rising and rising. She literally dumps her bike when she sees him lying down in an alley. A green liquid seeps through the mesh parts of his suit and realizes the horrible smell that’s wafting over her is the scent of burning skin.

“B,” she practically screams as she runs towards him. “Oh my god. Okay, this is gonna be okay baby, you’re gonna be okay.” She still can’t tell if she’s telling herself this or him.

She realizes what she must do. Her fingers swiftly dial the phone number Alfred gave her.

“Miss Selina,” Alfred says after the first ring. “Is everything alright?”

“There’s been an incident with the chemicals. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know where to go-”

“Are you safe?” His voice is surprisingly level.

“It’s not me, it’s him,” she tries not to cry.

“Who, who are you talking, t-to-” her Bats manages to spit out.

“He took the car, correct?” Alfred’s voice still sounds calm, but there’s a hidden fear behind his sterile words.

“Did you take the car?” she asks him. He only nods in response, the movement jagged and sharp. She doesn’t bother asking him if he can move.

Selina drags him towards the Batmobile, his arm draped over her shoulder as he limps along to help her carry his weight. She finds his keys on his belt before hauling him into the passenger seat and putting it down in a lying position. Selina straps him down in every possible area. By this time, the poison is no longer visible, likely soaking into his bloodstream from some unhealed open wound on his body.

“Where do I go?” Selina chokes out to Alfred. He’s silent. He has a choice to make.

“Turn on the car, plug your number into the touch screen,” he orders. She obeys at once. “I’ll send you directions. I’m sure you know how to drive a manual car?” Selina nods before she remembers that Alfred can’t see her.

“Yes.”

“Good. The mechanics of the vehicle are simple despite its appearance,” the directions suddenly appear on the screen. Alfred’s voice suddenly runs through the speakers once she starts driving.

“Alfred,” Bats’ voice growing raspier by the minute. The poison must have some control over his airways as well. “Don’t let her see, don’t let-”

His eyes begin to close and Selina silently prays that he’s merely passing out. With the amount of times she’s prayed to God recently, she might have to take up mass again.

The map leads her down into a subway system and she speeds despite the bumpiness of the tracks. She’s driving too fast to notice the name Wayne Enterprises plastered across the walls. Alfred is waiting for as she pulls in. The only sounds keeping her focused is the stall of the mobile’s engine and the screeching of bats.

Alfred rushes over to the passenger side, unbuckling the Bat. Selina moves towards him, holding his feet as Alfred carries his head. He’s placed on top of a table and Alfred begins to dismantle the kevlar suit of armor that hides him from Selina.

“How can I help?” Selina forces herself to ask. Focusing on the task at hand may help her forget the severe extent her emotions are having on her.

“There’s charcoal water in the fridge. We’ll need to force feed it to him. If not, an IV. Hopefully it will bind it to the poison and stop further absorption into his blood,” Alfred says as he takes off the shoulder pads. “There should be a ventilator in the closet door by the elevator.”

Selina does as he says, pushing the ventilator on rolling wheels towards the table before dashing to a mini fridge close by. When she arrives, the Bat is completely shirtless. Her eyes widened for a split moment as she took him in. He is lean like he had suspected, but defined and bulky around the muscles that he most often uses while fighting. She shakes her head before setting the water on the table next to Alfred, who has begun to run blood tests. He stops once a needle is placed into the Bat’s vein.

He stares at Selina. He looks as though he is about to cave in.

“I need to run upstairs,” he says, looking between the body on the table and Selina. “I…”

“I won’t look at him,” Selina swallows. No matter how curious she has become, she knows that curiosity would kill her. And her curiosity could also kill him. “I promise.”

“That is the issue Miss Kyle,” Alfred says. “I need you to check for head wounds.” Selina tries and fails to stop her mouth from gaping.

“I, I-” Selina begins to stutter. She berates herself. This was not the time to be at a loss for words and she quickly attempted to pull herself together. “Why can’t you do that?”

“Either way you will see his face, Miss Kyle,” Alfred says. “This is a two person job and our maid Dory is squeamish around blood.”

“I can’t break his trust like that,” she says, tears beginning to prick at the corners of her eyes. “I can’t take a secret with that much weight. He isn’t ready-”

“We have no choice,” Alfred says firmly. “I will gather supplies upstairs while you check. I know you are far too intelligent to run off with this information.” Alfred begins to head towards the elevator before stopping in his tracks. His eyes soften as he turns around to look at her. “I also know you care far too much about him to tip the scales in your favor.”

Selina nods and waits for Alfred to go upstairs before turning back to face her Bat. Her B.

“Please forgive me,” she whispers. “I understand if you never can. You have given me bits at a time and now I have to take this, for your sake.”

She slowly removes his cowl, much like a child refusing to rip off a bandaid. Selina doesn’t dare look into his eyes once it is removed, making herself move around parts of his hair to look for blood. There seems to be none as she maneuvers his head in her hands. After five minutes of avoidance she forces herself to finally look at his face.

Selina gets to swim in those blue eyes up close. His makeup is smeared down the sides of his cheeks, raccoonish in a way that would be adorable if not for the circumstances the two of them were in. His hair is flopping down into his face now, covering his eyebrows. The Bat does not move at all as she investigates him. His skin is still soft despite the familiar stubble.

There’s a flicker of recognition as she stares and stares and stares. Whatever could the letter B mean? He has a maid, he has a butler, and he clearly has connections. The rich part of her theory is correct.

It hits her all at once. A man that she had once despised pops into her mind. This is Bruce Wayne.

This is where the money goes. After the flood, the Wayne Foundation began to rebuild, donating millions of dollars to the rebuilding of Gotham. Wayne made frequent public appearances, moving onto the front lines to pull civilians out of the wreckage. His waders and mask made him fairly unrecognizable, but the media soon caught wind. It was clear that his actions weren’t meant as a publicity stunt. He gave no comment of his on the ground work when pestered by multiple journalists at press conferences. These small acts of kindness were what turned the tide on Selina’s opinion of Bruce Wayne. She had not been completely won over, but his dedication certainly made her heart crumble.

It seems that the Batman was not just a nocturnal animal, but rather a lonely child trying to fix his family’s broken legacy. The Bat began it all and the flood began to finish it.

“Bruce,” she tries the name on her tongue. Despite her attempts to deny it, she had always found the man quite handsome.

“Bruce,” Alfred whispers from behind her. She turns to face him, heart in her throat.

“I…” Selina doesn’t know what to say.

“Any head injuries?” Alfred may be asking out of concern for his adopted son, but also to distract Selina from the thoughts racing in her head.

“No,” she says.

“Well,” Alfred replies before changing into a new set of gloves. “Help me stitch him up.”

Bruce wakes up with a gasp and the weight of the world on his chest. Needles are pressed into both of his arms and he can feel cool sweat dripping down his forehead despite feeling overheated.

He does not care about his condition, he only cares about-

“Selina,” Bruce yells, whipping his head around the room. Alfred, who had been sitting beside him, wakes up with a start. His hands instantly push Bruce back down on the table.

“She’s safe,” he says. “She’s upstairs. I told her to go to sleep.”

“She knows, doesn’t she?” Alfred nods. “How could you?” Bruce’s voice cracks. “Do you understand what you have done? The kind of people that she hates? I am dead to her now. I am nothing to her because that is what I have always been.”

“If you are nothing then why did I have to drag her upstairs?” Alfred asks. “Why did I have to force her away from your bedside so she could finally rest? Bruce, that woman has been beside you since she dragged you from that alleyway thirty six hours ago.”

Bruce swallows, looking down at the burn marks scattered across his chest.

“Drink,” Alfred hands him a bottle of water. Despite wanting to spite the man, thirst takes over.

“Were you able to take any of the poison?” Asking about the case will distract him from Selina.

“I was able to separate some from your bloodstream. I wasn’t able to get much, but I sent a vial over to your friend at the GCPD and put the other in your lab.”

“Thank you.” Bruce says. He genuinely means it, but his voice is still flat. Selina won’t be able to leave his mind for quite some time.

“I’ll leave you alone for now,” Alfred says. “You should get some more rest before we move you upstairs to your room.”

Bruce stares at the wires and tubes extending from his body. He knows he has no choice but to comply.

“Bruce,” his head snaps up to look at Alfred. “She cares about you.”

“She cares about the Bat,” Bruce says definitively.

“No,” Alfred shakes his head. “Miss Kyle did not stop once she saw your face Bruce. She did not stop once. That worry she had when she took you home remained level the whole time. I dare say it increased once she saw the complete state you were in.”

Bruce tries to find comfort in Alfred’s words, but once again fails. Alfred leaves before Bruce can get another word out. He remains anxious until sleep overtakes him half an hour later.

He sleeps in his room now. Alfred checks his vitals every day and brings him breakfast in bed. Selina has not visited despite living in the tower for several days. Part of Bruce wants to leap out of bed and confront her in his guest room, but cats spook easily, and miraculously he has yet to scare her off. He’d like to keep it that way.

There’s an old episode of Buffy playing on the TV in his room. He’s too lazy to change the channel. Thankfully Alfred no longer forces him to have the IVs in at all times, giving him the chance to toss around in his sleep like he usually does. He tends to curl into a ball or sleep on his front, murmuring about case information as he barely gets rest.

It’s while he turns over to the side that he hears a knock at his bedroom door.

“What, Alfred?” Bruce grumbles.

“Not Alfred,” Selina replies, taking it as her cue to enter the room. Bruce’s head shoots up instantly, staring wide eyed at his partner standing in his room as though this was something that happened regularly. He might be clothed, but without the mask on he felt naked in front of her.

“Selina,” he whispers.

“B,” she whispers back, walking towards him. She carefully sits down next to him on the edge of the bed. There are words coming up her throat and she’s terrified they will come spilling out without rehearsal.

“Why didn’t you leave?” Bruce’s voice cracks. Her eyes soften, just another tear for her to patch up.

“You’re someone I care about,” Selina says, her hand reaching for Bruce’s. Her fingers carefully wrap around his. “I took something from you without your say. Secrets shouldn’t be stripped away like that.”

“You don’t owe me anything,” Bruce replies. If this was the only reason she was here, he’d prefer for her to leave.

“I’m here because you are a solace,” she admits. “You are a rope to cling onto while we race through the streets and I cannot let you go.”

“You can’t let him go,” Bruce says. Selina shakes her head, a breathy sad laugh leaving her.

“No,” she replies. “I can’t leave you. Not the Bat, not Bruce, I can’t leave you.”

Her hand moves from his back to his cheek. She’ll never get tired of touching him, never get tired of his reactions to the feeling. He gives instead of holding out like the two of them have done before, leaning into her palm. He has some control, as he tells himself not to nuzzle into it.

She rubs her thumb gently over his lip before pulling herself completely onto his bed, legs folded over each other. Bruce lays back down from his upright position, head on the pillow as she plays with his hair. It’s tender, it’s sweet. The sound of the television makes the whole exchange feel domestic and Selina can’t help but to place a kiss on Bruce’s forehead. He audibly sighs at the feeling of her lips touching his brow. It makes her laugh just a little.

“You truly are touch starved, aren’t you?” Bruce scowls at her words. “I’m just teasing you. Besides, I can change that.”

A sweet sigh leaves Bruce’s mouth at Selina’s words.

“You’d like that wouldn’t you baby?” Bruce can only nod. “Let me know if I hurt you, or if it’s too much.”

He once again nods, too nervous to say anything. Selina pulls the covers off of Bruce gently before straddling his waist. She’s still cradling his head in her hands like a delicate piece of china. It’s then that she decides to kiss him. A small press of her lips against his, her hands moving down his chest as she leans into him. Bruce is quick to reciprocate, wrapping an arm around her waist, trying to find a way to deepen it. Selina laughs against his lips. A part of it is out of joy that she’s with him, the other at his endearing eagerness.

“Slow down cowboy,” she mumbles, her smile still pressed against his.

“I’m trying, I swear,” he presses a kiss against her jawline to emphasize his point. The soft presses travel down her neck, nothing open mouthed, no teeth in sight. He’s simply applying pressure to one of the most modest yet sensitive parts of her, and it seems like he can’t get enough.

“You can give me more,” Selina softly sighs. “I can handle it.” Bruce blushes.

“I’m not entirely sure I know how,” he mumbles into her skin. God was his inexperience cute.

“Let me show you,” Selina all but purrs, pushing Bruce gently against the headboard and pulling his shirt off. Bruce freezes slightly once the shirt is off, but doesn’t make any effort to stop her. Selina herself decides to stop moving her wandering hands.

She stares across his chest. A treasure map of bruises, scars, stitches and the recent burns. She understands now why he stopped. Bruce looks down at her to see not disgust, but pleading eyes.

“You’re not hideously scarred,” she whispers. Her fingers trail across a prominent scar just under his collarbone. She kisses it gently before moving onto one mark after another, almost as if her love could heal every single one. Bruce runs a hand over her short hair as she travels across his skin, trying not to tear up at her actions.

“I want to take care of you,” he says, hands moving down her waist. “Let me take care of you. You’ve taken care of me.”

Just like she did, Bruce carefully removes her top. He seems to be a student who responds quickly by watching and learning. She guides his hands up and down her chest, moving one of his hands to unclasp her bra. It takes him a few tries but soon enough it’s off and discarded, leaving her torso completely exposed to him.

He stares. It’s the only thing he knows how to do. Selina remains a patient teacher, moving to lay on her back so he can kiss down her chest just like she did to him. His tongue swirls a nipple, experimenting gently. Blue eyes watch her every move, searching for every little twitch and whine. His hands grip her closer, a desperate plea to make sure she doesn’t squirm away. He can’t have her escape now.

They move down to the waistband of her leggings, teasing and snapping as he places kisses along her stomach now. Selina moves her legs wider in anticipation, not truly expecting him to make a move, but preparing in case he gathered the courage to pull her bottoms off.

“It’s okay,” she whispers. “You can do whatever you’d like.”

“Do you promise to teach me?” Selina melts.

“Whatever you want baby,” she rises back up to give him a soft kiss. “I’ll help you with whatever you want.”

That’s all Bruce needs to desperately pull off her leggings and panties. He spreads her legs, hands gripping her thighs tightly, already leaving red marks against her. He falters a bit, clearly realizing the situation he’s in.

“You don’t have t-”

“I want to,” Bruce nods enthusiastically. “I want to taste all of you.” Those words should not leave a shiver running down Selina’s spine, but they get to her nevertheless.

Bruce situates himself back between her legs, pressing a kiss against the curls guarding her. He licks once, ever so slowly up against her cunt and feels Selina’s thighs begin to clench around his head. He takes this as a good sign, moving to do the action once again. This time Bruce stops at the little pearl at the top of Selina’s pussy. He was a smart man, he knew basic female anatomy, so Bruce decided that his best course of action was to suck. His tongue swirled around Selina’s clit, gathering the taste of girl onto his lips, leaving Selina to moan and beg and put her hands in his hair.

“Fuck, you’re doing so good,” Selina whimpered. “That’s it baby, such a good boy.”

Bruce tries to ignore the way her praise goes straight to his cock. He distracts himself by tracing little figure eights on her hips, spelling her name out with his fingers. He kisses her hip bone, nipping at the fat of her thigh before tugging with his teeth. His tongue immediately soothes the red spot that follows.

“Fingers?” He whispers against her skin.

“Please,” she gasps out. “Fuck, please B.” Even as she lays in her bed Selina uses his name. Not the name he was given at birth, not the name that Gotham had given him, Selina uses his name.

He fulfills her wish, his index finger breaching her and slowly moving in and out. He begins to explore, ever perceptive, ever the experimenter. Small crooks of his finger have her gasping and moaning the most. Her breathing halts when he touches a particular spot and that’s when he decides to abuse it. Adding a second finger into her, he pries her way open. The way she clenches around his fingers is delicious, but the taste of her is so much better.

Bruce decides to dive back in, her clit on his tongue as his lithe fingers continue to play with her.

“Jesus Christ baby,” Selina groans. “Gonna cum if you keep touching me like that.”

“Isn’t that the goal?” Bruce replies, face slick with her. Selina nods vigorously.

“Yes, yes please, ye-” Bruce laps at her before she can continue to beg. She sounds like the crescendo in a symphony, rising higher and higher and higher before one final crest. Her breathing is a whole rest. Her sigh, the end.

“Are you sure you haven’t done that before?” Selina asks with a breathy laugh.

“Don’t feed my ego like that,” Bruce says, chin still glistening. Selina kisses him then, the taste of her shared on their tongues as she grinds on his lap. She can feel his cock salivatingly hard through his boxers.

“It’s unfair that I’m completely bare for you and I don’t get to see…” She plays with his waistband just as he had played with hers. Bruce gulps, simply out of nerves and the pleasure of being teased. “We don’t have to go further-”

“I need you to go further,” Bruce whispers. Selina obliges, taking his cock out with a gentle pull and tugging him up and down slowly. She doesn’t bother looking, she’d prefer to see this sight. Bruce Wayne in front of her with his eyes closed, head only supported by the headboard behind him. The first moan he unleashes at her first touch could easily be her favorite sound. She needs to ride him.

“Where do you want me baby?” She asks sweetly. She knows exactly where she wants to be.

“Wanna feel, w-wanna-” It’s Bruce’s turn to stutter now. A time for him to get a taste of his own medicine.

“Feel what angel?” Selina coos. “You can’t get it unless you tell me.”

“In you,” Bruce manages to sigh out. “Wanna be in you.”

“But where in me?” Selina asks coyly. She’s playing with her food just for the fun of it. “Come on baby, tell me.”

“Wanna feel your pussy,” Bruce whimpers, truly and beautifully whimpers. Selina has no choice but to say yes.

“Of course baby,” Selina says, moving to put him inside of her. “How could I ever deny you?”

It’s then that she decides to finally look at his length, and God was it just the way she liked it. A little bit thick, a few extra inches, and enough for her to take everyday without being in pain.

She sits herself down slowly, enjoying every single bit of the stretch. The noise Bruce makes when she gently puts the tip of his cock in is unhinged. Part growl, part gasp, Bruce swears that he is in heaven. Selina is the closest he would ever reach to it, and that was more than enough for him.

“You want me to move B?” Selina asks when she’s fully seated down. Bruce can only nod, too scared at what noise might come out of his mouth. She doesn’t tease him this time, merely beginning the slow bounce up and down as she rests her hands on his shoulders.

Bruce reaches out to pull her flush against his chest, a hand on her back as he begins to thrust up into her, matching her rhythm. Selina sighs into his shoulders, clutching and desperately grabbing at his back. Despite her resolve, she claws at him. Long red marks traveling across his shoulder blades and spine. The pain seems to only encourage Bruce. It’s a sign that she’s more than enjoying herself.

“Don’t know if I can-”

“It’s okay baby,” Selina coos. “You can cum in me.”

“Should’ve asked if-” Bruce gets out. “If safe, if-”

“I’m safe Bruce, I promise,” Selina presses a kiss to his shoulder. He was far more considerate than any man had been to her before when it came to protection. “You can cum in me, I want you to. Can you do that for me B?”

And Bruce could never deny her, just as he could never deny him. He finishes inside her with a sob, feeling slightly embarrassed at how soon the pleasure was over. Selina strokes his hair as he comes down, making no attempt to get off of him.

“You okay baby?” Selina caresses his face. It’s become one of her favorite things to do. Bruce is unable to speak, he only nods. “Do you wanna sleep?”

“Yeah,” his voice comes out hoarse.

“Okay babe, let’s get you cleaned up,” Selina goes to move off before she’s tugged back against Bruce’s chest.

“No,” he grumbles. “Just stay.” He pulls the sheets up over them, maneuvering the two of them on their sides. Bruce’s cock remains in Selina as she wraps her legs around her waist. She’s too pleasure drunk to disagree, and if she felt this fuzzy, she could only imagine the high Bruce was going through.

“Okay baby,” Selina pressed a kiss to Bruce’s head. “Sleep now.”

“Sleep now,” he mumbled.

Selina remembered tragedy. She remembered her mother and Annika and the flood. She remembered the Waynes dead in the street and their son watching them carried in caskets down Main.

She remembers that it brought the two of them together. That the scales would not have been balanced if not for their secrets.

Selina Kyle may not believe in fairy tales, but maybe she could finally believe in the kindness of familiar yet distant strangers.

She could finally rest.

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