hello. it’s been awhile since i’ve last gotten onto this blog. i still get so many notifications every single day from people liking all my writing, and i appreciate that so much! but, as i grow as a person and mature and figure out what i want to do with my life, i decided that i would no longer like to be associated with this blog, as i’ve had my real first name on here as well as my face plastered all over my blog. i have not come to a final conclusion yet, but i have decided that i will be going through all my posts (yes, all 4217 posts) and deleting everything that is not a fic. after that, i’m not too sure whether to still leave this up or not, but i’m sure i’ll figure out something.
to all my mutuals and followers who supported me the 6-7? months i was active, thank you. i appreciate all your kind words (and not so kind words i guess) that were sent to me and i’ll forever remember the love and support (and sometimes lack of) i received. it was a nice time on here despite the ups and downs, but i think i’m finally ready to let go. if we were close/interacted a lot and you want to keep in contact, please message me and i will give you my twitter or instagram!
i also would like to say i’m sorry. i’m sorry for the way i handled some things, i’m sorry i basically begged for attention at times, i’m sorry for the way i handled relationships, i’m sorry for the way i acted and handled things in general. if you couldn’t tell, i was not ready/mature enough to actively put things about me and my life out on here and i didn’t know how to limit what i said and what was appropriate and what wasn’t. and sadly, i didn’t realize that and my parents didn’t realize that until it was almost too late to pull me off of here. i did and said things that weren’t the smartest nor were the most mature. and i’m sorry. i want to let you all know that i have grown these past 10 months i’ve been off tumblr and while i still have lots of improvement, i can assure you all i am a better person than i was when i first started this blog.
if you have any questions, please feel free to send me an ask or message me! thank you for all the great memories on here, i’ll forever remember the events that happened on this app. i hope you all understand my decision and support me. thank you. <3