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Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 12

I’m sorry this took a while to post, I was unhappy with how it originally turned out and had to rewrite it a couple of times. Hope you enjoy it, next part will be up very soon, hopefully by tomorrow. The series is almost over :,)

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They lived happily ever after since then.

At least, that's what I’d like to tell you, but we both know that’s not how it’s going to go, don't we?

However, things did go perfectly right for quite some time and everything in Brian and Y/N’s lives was amazing, especially their relationship. As soon as Y/N started her master course she got right into it, arriving at every lecture on time and with all her work done and ready to hand in, much to Brian’s happiness. All he wanted was to see her succeed, after all. At first he had offered to help her do her school work, but she obviously refused to let him do so, her pride taking over her rational side which told her that getting help wouldn't be such a big deal after all. Even when she did have classes with him she always rejected any help Brian offered, which kind of frustrated him, but he was even more proud of her when she got things right knowing she did everything by herself.

Then, right after school, he would drive her back to their apartment and they would spend the afternoon together, sometimes baking cookies for Emily and sometimes having sex for hours on end, depending on their mood.

Mostly the ladder, though.

Y/N was in the second trimester of her course when something started feeling off.

She started waking up feeling something within her bugging her and she went to sleep feeling the same way.

She had been vocal about it with Brian, but even though he was keen on having a doctor visit her, she kept pushing her visit back, not wanting to cause any trouble to anyone and figuring whatever it was that made her sick would soon disappear.

knowing how easily she was affected by stress, she also figured that that could be the reason behind her sickness, after all she was still going through a hard time with her family and such, none of her relatives were particularly happy to find she was living with a man who was twice her age and had a daughter with another woman, but she couldn't be bothered to hide it either although she’d never told anyone that he was in fact her university professor, that was way too risky for anyone to be aware of. Still, most of her family were totally against it and a huge part of them had stopped talking to Y/N altogether, not that she was too sad about the loss, it was mostly just disappointment making her upset.

It could be the stress of knowing everything in your life is going great, cause that is in itself a reason to be stressed out, especially when you're used to dealing with constant chaos and people trying to mess you up.

It could be the immense love she felt for Brian moving around in her body everyday, which she often though would make her sick because she truly loved that man more than anything and anyone else.

It could be some of the things that little Emily offered her to eat when she played cook, they could absolutely be toxic for all she knew (she immediately felt silly for thinking something like that, knowing damn well how obsessed Brian was with double checking anything that came close to his daughter’s mouth to make sure it was safe).

It could be anything in the world and it was probably temporary anyway, so why would she worry the people around her? There was no need for it.

And maybe Y/N could have gotten away with it, if it hadn't been for her body giving up on her, quite literally.

It all started on a foggy winter morning, Y/N woke up feeling rather ill and couldn't bring herself to have anything for breakfast. Brian had tried to convince her over and over again, but there was no point in forcing her to get food in her system if she felt like she couldn't keep it down anyway.

She felt extremely nauseous and lightheaded, and Brian was worried knowing she was most likely not telling him just how sick she was really feeling, so he tried to convince her to stay home from school, even promising to collect all the worksheets she would need to catch up on her homework, but to no avail. Y/N was very stubborn and sometimes Brian wished she could just give into his requests when they came from a place of worry and care, but he knew it would be pointless to argue so he just forced her to take whatever medicine he had at home and got in the car with her and Emily.

The whole ride he kept an eye on the two girls in the backseat (Emily didn't like sitting by herself back there, so whenever Y/N was around she would always offer to keep her company) and soon realized Y/N seemed to be moving in slow motion, like she was too tired to react to what Em was talking to her about. Not that the little girl would notice anyway, she was rambling about something that had happened at daycare the day before and she had her usual bright smile taking over the features of her face. She was way too young to realize how pale Y/N looked and how distracted she was, especially because she tried her best to keep up with the conversation, mostly so she wouldn't worry Brian.

She even offered to walk Emily into the building where her daycare was, which Brian begged her not to do as a lot of people there knew who Emily’s mom was and he knew they wouldn't keep their stupid mouths shut.

He tried once more to convince his girl to get back home right before they got into the school parking lot.

“I can tell you're not feeling great, why do you do this to yourself? Just take a goddamn day off Y/N, you're not gonna miss that much anyway”

“Brian, you know how I feel about days off when they're not necessary”

“But right now it IS necessary! It’s basically written all over your face that you're sick, I've never seen you look this pale before and you haven't even had anything for breakfast, which is not only unhealthy but very unlike you. Please, I am begging you, just let me drive you back home, I don't care if I'm ten minutes late to my lecture, I'm sure everyone will understand”

“I’m not having this conversation with you again, Bri. I’m fine. I’ll see you in third period” was all she said before angrily stepping out of the car and slamming the door behind her, leaving Brian in his car to curse himself for pushing her too far. He should have just listened to her, if she needed something she would tell him without being forced to.

He pushed himself to get out of his vehicle and to stop thinking about Y/N, he had more important things to focus on: papers to grade, lessons to go over and his students’ questions to answer. He couldn't afford to let her distract him, no matter how much he cared for her wellbeing, after all she was a responsible adult.

They both went on with their day as normal, even though Y/N kept feeling worse by the minute. All the people who had seen her that morning could sense that something was going on, but only a few of them pointed it out to her, not wanting to seem rude. She had sighed deeply and ignored everyone’s questions, wondering if she really looked so bad that everyone in school seemed to be so interested in knowing how she was doing.

She almost got into an argument with Joe because he too tried to convince her to go back home. After their ‘date’ at the cinema, Y/N had tried her best to distance herself from him, not only because she knew Brian didn't love the idea of them hanging out, but also because she was almost positive Joe was crushing hard on her, and she didn't want to lead him on or have to deal with any jealousy issues. Still, he tried to talk to her almost on a daily basis and didn’t seem to get the memo that she just wasn't interested, so Y/N dealt with it and stopped complaining, knowing there was not much he could do once school was over. On that day, however, he had gotten so much on her nerves that she couldn't help but slightly lash out at him, it was none of his business how she was feeling and she didn't want to admit how seriously worried she was starting to become for her own health.

So, she just isolated herself until third period eventually came, and she made a mental note to herself to apply some makeup before entering the lecture hall so that maybe Brian wouldn't be too worried about her if she didn't look sick.

However, she never actually made it to the bathroom as she felt herself slowly slip out of consciousness right as she was getting there and her body fell limp on the hard floor.

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the next chapter is already half written and all I have to say is.... enjoy the calm while you can.

Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 11

Here’s a sweet and cheesy chapter for you all :) feedback is always welcomed tag list: @brighter-thanthe-sky @im-a-sheerheartattack @fruityfreddie @discodeakygotmorerhythm @killer-queen-xo @destiel-stucky4ever-loki-queen @alfinaldelarcoiriss @warren-lauren @kazzish @7-seas-of-fat-bottomed-girls @avengerraven1023 @imgonnabeyourslave If you want to be added, please message me

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Neither of them remember exactly how things evolved from there, but at some point they found themselves tangled up in Brian’s silky sheets, with most of their clothes scattered all over his bedroom floor and their hands all over each other, like they depended on them to live. It was the first time they let things escalate, they were usually quick to fight the sexual tension between them that would often spark itself at the most inappropriate of times. But this time around it was just the two of them and a whole lotta love in the air, so there was no reason to stop, even though Brian asked Y/N about it multiple times, just wanting to make sure everything they did she was okay with.

She had obviously appreciated the thoughtfulness and caring side of Brian that always seemed to show when she needed it the most, but she was so head over heels for the man that she couldn’t find a reason to wait any longer to let him have her.

She wanted him to have everything, her body and soul considering her mind had been his from the moment they’d first met. She wanted to feel his skin on her own and his lips gently caressing each inch of her figure, and somehow Brian knew exactly what she wanted and what she needed. It was the most passionate he’d ever been towards anyone, he wanted to be delicate yet rough when it was okay for him to be.

It had been a while since the both of them had been intimate with anyone else, making things between them even more special and worthwhile. What Y/N loved the most was how simple everything seemed to be when he was around, she wasn’t scared that she would mess something up, move the wrong way or say the wrong thing, he would love her no matter what and it was unusual for her to feel so secure in any relationship, but it came naturally with him.

It was always him and it would always be him to her, him consuming her every thought and every fantasy.

That was the best night of both their lives, they were completely consumed in each other, letting their bodies intertwine, their breaths mix and their hands shake together in pleasure. She had had dreams about that moment for a very long time, so the fact that she was living it in real life was kind of mind-blowing and so incredibly exciting. Neither of them could believe how far their relationship had come, but they were so grateful for it.

She swore she’d never felt as great as the moment she felt him inside her for the first time filling her up in a way she could only describe as heavenly, especially when he let out such sweet moans and sounds from his throat as he slipped into her.

They had spent the whole afternoon and most of the night like that, switching positions every once in a while and only taking short breaks in between. They were both on cloud nine, but Y/N was the one needing the love and pleasure the most after the mess her life had been in the last few months.

The only thing that sort of worried her wasn’t the night of love making itself, but rather the morning after it.

How was she supposed to act around Brian? Would things be the same or would he act distant? But most importantly, did he want to seal the deal and actually be with her for good? It certainly seemed like it from the way he’d treated her in bed, but she didn’t want to assume anything in order to avoid being hurt in case that’s not what he wanted.

She was the first one to wake up the next morning as the light came in from the curtains.

She slowly turned her head around, finding Brian’s lanky figure right beside her, with his arms spread over the bedsheets in weird positions. He had fallen asleep holding her the previous night, but they had both moved around quite a while in their sleep, especially Y/N since her mind was sort of troubled and agitated.

She tried to get the covers off her body without waking him up, he looked so peaceful and soft in the yellow morning light that she wanted to admire him for the rest of her life, but she also wanted to get up before him to make him some well deserved breakfast after how hard he’d worked to pleasure her the previous night.

He had done everything right, putting her needs and wants before his own like the real gentleman he was. He had gone down on her over and over again to make her see more stars than he had ever studied in his whole career, and he claimed it was his favorite thing to do in bed, as looking up at her in such a vulnerable state with her eyes closed and her mouth parted open in fulfillment was better than any orgasm of his life. Except probably the one he’d had inside her, nothing in the world could beat that feeling, even though they were careful and used protection. The last thing he wanted was to risk getting her pregnant now that her life seemed to be going exactly where she wanted it to go.

He had done so much for her that the least she could do to show how grateful she was, was to fix him breakfast.

So she stole the shirt he had been wearing the previous day, which still held onto his sweet cologne, and put her panties back on, after looking for them for quite some time. She couldn’t remember where Brian had thrown them, she just remembered the hunger and desire in his eyes when he did so.

The kitchen table was full of toasted bread, fresh fruit, steaming coffee and homemade croissants when Brian joined Y/N at around 9 am. He wouldn’t have to be at school until around one in the afternoon so he had all the time in the world to enjoy both his breakfast and his girlfriend, and Y/N knew it.

“You didn’t have to do all of this, my love” where some of the first words he spoke to her, which also calmed her nerves a lot. Maybe he did want to be with her still, after all. He seemed to be very relaxed and in a great mood, so why was Y/N still a bit skeptical about his feelings for her? Why wasn’t she able to accept that someone truly loved her?

“I wanted to, last night was one of the best of my life” she said, making a cheeky grin appear on Brian’s unshaved face. She loved a bit of facial hair on him, and she loved it even more when his head was between her legs. It was pure ecstasy.

“Oh yeah, was it now? I’m very glad to hear that baby, the feeling is mutual”.

He couldn’t keep his eyes off her body for long, she just looked magnificent with bare legs and his shirt to cover the top half of her incredible body that he already wanted to have another round. She also looked well fucked, which was incredibly sexy and definitely something he could get used to waking up to.

“You look amazing this morning love, I should keep you up all night more often” her already swollen and reddened cheeks got even darker from embarrassment, making Brian let out a soft laugh and pull her in to sit on his lap from the back of her warm thighs.

She was just the most beautiful person he’s ever laid his eyes on, and even while they ate he always kept a hand somewhere on her body, to remind both her and himself that they belonged together.

Still, he could sense that there was something going on inside her mind, she was a little tense as she sat on his boney knees and he couldn’t figure out what could possibly be making her behave like that after the night they’d just shared.

“Everything okay Y/N? You seem a bit off”

“I’m fine, I just… this is gonna sound so stupid”

“Nothing you say could ever be stupid” he said encouragingly

“Well, I.. I just, I’m not sure how to act around you right now” she said, making a dumbfounded look appear on Brian’s only half awake face.

“What do you mean?” He asked as he slowly started rubbing her right arm in a comforting way, the last thing he wanted was to spark another discussion between them, and he was willing to do everything in his power to make her happy.

“I don’t know what last night meant to you Brian, but it seriously meant the world to me. You mean the world to me, and I guess I am just scared that you won’t be interested in actually being with me, I don’t even know why I feel this way, it’s just-”

“Hey, hey, Y/N, calm down, okay? Breathe” he lightly joked to ease some of the anxiety building up in her head.

He went to massage her shoulders with his big hands, making the girl gently moan in pleasure and throw her head back to lay on his chest.

“I don’t know what brought these thoughts into your pretty head, but you gotta tell them to shut up, okay? Stop doubting my feelings for you, I know you don’t mean to do that, but still. You need to trust me baby girl, I love you and yes, I want to be with you, day and night and the day after that and then the night after that and so on. I love you, I love you, I love you. Believe my words and my action, don’t trust your intrusive thoughts, alright?”

His words left her speechless, no one had ever taken into account her overbearing intrusive thoughts when talking to her, but Brian understood as he always did. He knew she didn’t mean to doubt him or his feelings, and he knew that she didn’t mean to come off as unloving when she distanced herself from him, it was all in her head and she didn’t know how to stop those thoughts. But she didn’t need to, because Brian fully understood.

All she did after that was turn around on his lap so she could hug him tightly, then she placed her forehead on his shoulder and closed her eyes as his extremely warm hands worked their way under her (his) shirt to rub her back reassuringly.

That morning was pure bliss for them, especially because right after breakfast Brian carried Y/N straight back into his bedroom and they spent the next two hours fucking each other recklessly once again.

Their bliss lasted pretty much until the last available minute, until Brian really had to leave if he wanted to make it to school on time. Y/N was able to stay behind, finally being done with the test meant not having any more classes for a couple of weeks at least, so Brian had told her to take it easy and make herself at home, then he had promised to be home early, before Emily was done at daycare, so that they could have some more alone time.

As she walked around his apartment by herself for the first time, Y/N felt the happiest she had ever been: she was spending most of her time with a man she loved in their little safe nest, her academic career was finally taking off and there wasn’t a single burden in her life, which was a new and strange feeling to her, but definitely something she was starting to let herself take in.

The afternoon flew by relatively quickly, after all she only stayed by herself for a little over four hours so it wasn’t a big deal.

She cooked herself some pasta with vegetables for lunch and poured herself a glass of wine to go with it, then she sat in Brian’s studio for a while to read one of the many books he had written that she knew she would have to study once her master program would begin. It was all about the Milky Way formation and evolution, and she was once again blown away by how incredibly smart and well spoken Brian really was, even in written form. She suddenly felt a wave of pride run over her, which she had never felt before, but all of a sudden she cared more about his accomplishments than she did her own. He really was the best part of her.

After a while, she got bored of reading so she put away his book and grabbed his guitar instead, the one she’d admired from afar many times before. Brian had been very clear that she was more than welcomed to play it if she so desired, but it had been so long since the last time she’d even handled a guitar that she didn’t feel like making a fool out of herself in front of him, who she knew very well was a sort of guitar god.

However, in that moment she was alone, so she decided to give in to her urges and place the instrument on her lap, gently stroking the strings with her fingers and humming a song by Bob Dylan, one of her favorite songwriters of all times.

She must have lost track of time from there, because when Brian finally got back home, he found her in that very same position, on his bed with her legs tucked beneath her body and softly playing his beloved guitar while only wearing his oversized shirt.

That sight made his heart so happy that he felt like he could start crying.

He swiftly placed his bag on the floor and started undressing himself, making the girl giggle in the most adorable way.

“Well, someone’s eager” Brian couldn’t even find it in himself to reply with a witty comment like he normally would have, he simply pulled all bis clothes off except his underwear, then took the guitar from Y/N’s lap and placed it on the floor so he could safely push her back into his mattress and climb over her body with his own, kissing her deeply and making her feeling how needy he was and how much he’d missed her during the day.

#hehehe #sorry but all writers like to make their readers suffer #it's just what we do

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Roger loves John’s smile and to make him smile:

look at that giggle oh my

oh yes he fitted in jdhdgj and that little touch

rog’s stare when he made him smile i’m-

again, roger’s stare ahh

these soft boys

and to make this post painful here’s the last one:

please add if you have more!❤️

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Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 11

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She had obviously appreciated the thoughtfulness and caring side of Brian that always seemed to show when she needed it the most, but she was so head over heels for the man that she couldn't find a reason to wait any longer to let him have her.

She wanted him to have everything, her body and soul considering her mind had been his from the moment they'd first met. She wanted to feel his skin on her own and his lips gently caressing each inch of her figure, and somehow Brian knew exactly what she wanted and what she needed. It was the most passionate he’d ever been towards anyone, he wanted to be delicate yet rough when it was okay for him to be.

It had been a while since the both of them had been intimate with anyone else, making things between them even more special and worthwhile. What Y/N loved the most was how simple everything seemed to be when he was around, she wasn't scared that she would mess something up, move the wrong way or say the wrong thing, he would love her no matter what and it was unusual for her to feel so secure in any relationship, but it came naturally with him.

It was always him and it would always be him to her, him consuming her every thought and every fantasy.

The only thing that sort of worried her wasn't the night of love making itself, but rather the morning after it.

How was she supposed to act around Brian? Would things be the same or would he act distant? But most importantly, did he want to seal the deal and actually be with her for good? It certainly seemed like it from the way he’d treated her in bed, but she didn't want to assume anything in order to avoid being hurt in case that's not what he wanted.

She was the first one to wake up the next morning as the light came in from the curtains.

He had done so much for her that the least she could do to show how grateful she was, was to fix him breakfast.

So she stole the shirt he had been wearing the previous day, which still held onto his sweet cologne, and put her panties back on, after looking for them for quite some time. She couldn't remember where Brian had thrown them, she just remembered the hunger and desire in his eyes when he did so.

The kitchen table was full of toasted bread, fresh fruit, steaming coffee and homemade croissants when Brian joined Y/N at around 9 am. He wouldn't have to be at school until around one in the afternoon so he had all the time in the world to enjoy both his breakfast and his girlfriend, and Y/N knew it.

“You didn't have to do all of this, my love” where some of the first words he spoke to her, which also calmed her nerves a lot. Maybe he did want to be with her still, after all. He seemed to be very relaxed and in a great mood, so why was Y/N still a bit skeptical about his feelings for her? Why wasn't she able to accept that someone truly loved her?

“Oh yeah, was it now? I’m very glad to hear that baby, the feeling is mutual”.

He couldn't keep his eyes off her body for long, she just looked magnificent with bare legs and his shirt to cover the top half of her incredible body that he already wanted to have another round. She also looked well fucked, which was incredibly sexy and definitely something he could get used to waking up to.

She was just the most beautiful person he’s ever laid his eyes on, and even while they ate he always kept a hand somewhere on her body, to remind both her and himself that they belonged together.

Still, he could sense that there was something going on inside her mind, she was a little tense as she sat on his boney knees and he couldn't figure out what could possibly be making her behave like that after the night they’d just shared.

“Everything okay Y/N? You seem a bit off”

“I’m fine, I just... this is gonna sound so stupid”

“Nothing you say could ever be stupid” he said encouragingly

“Well, I.. I just, I’m not sure how to act around you right now” she said, making a dumbfounded look appear on Brian’s only half awake face.

“Hey, hey, Y/N, calm down, okay? Breathe” he lightly joked to ease some of the anxiety building up in her head.

He went to massage her shoulders with his big hands, making the girl gently moan in pleasure and throw her head back to lay on his chest.

“I don't know what brought these thoughts into your pretty head, but you gotta tell them to shut up, okay? Stop doubting my feelings for you, I know you don't mean to do that, but still. You need to trust me baby girl, I love you and yes, I want to be with you, day and night and the day after that and then the night after that and so on. I love you, I love you, I love you. Believe my words and my action, don't trust your intrusive thoughts, alright?”

His words left her speechless, no one had ever taken into account her overbearing intrusive thoughts when talking to her, but Brian understood as he always did. He knew she didn't mean to doubt him or his feelings, and he knew that she didn't mean to come off as unloving when she distanced herself from him, it was all in her head and she didn't know how to stop those thoughts. But she didn't need to, because Brian fully understood.

As she walked around his apartment by herself for the first time, Y/N felt the happiest she had ever been: she was spending most of her time with a man she loved in their little safe nest, her academic career was finally taking off and there wasn't a single burden in her life, which was a new and strange feeling to her, but definitely something she was starting to let herself take in.

The afternoon flew by relatively quickly, after all she only stayed by herself for a little over four hours so it wasn't a big deal.

After a while, she got bored of reading so she put away his book and grabbed his guitar instead, the one she’d admired from afar many times before. Brian had been very clear that she was more than welcomed to play it if she so desired, but it had been so long since the last time she’d even handled a guitar that she didn't feel like making a fool out of herself in front of him, who she knew very well was a sort of guitar god.

That sight made his heart so happy that he felt like he could start crying.

He swiftly placed his bag on the floor and started undressing himself, making the girl giggle in the most adorable way.

“Well, someone’s eager” Brian couldn't even find it in himself to reply with a witty comment like he normally would have, he simply pulled all bis clothes off except his underwear, then took the guitar from Y/N’s lap and placed it on the floor so he could safely push her back into his mattress and climb over her body with his own, kissing her deeply and making her feeling how needy he was and how much he’d missed her during the day.

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This comment made my whole day, month and even year, thank you for taking the time to write it out. As a reader, I don't love stories based mostly on dialogues, but it’s obviously a personal preference so not everyone is going to like my writing style and that's okay, but I’m so glad someone seems to enjoy it so much! thank you, people like you are what keeps me going when I feel uninspired.

Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 10

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Y/N wished so badly she could have stayed behind to talk to Brian right after the end of the test, but she knew how risky it would be with all the people getting in and out of the classroom, someone could have walked in on them at any given moment. So when she handed in the test and he didn’t even look her in the eyes, she had no choice but to leave.

Truth is, Brian wanted nothing more than to look at her and talk to her again, and even hold her and kiss her again, but he was afraid she could be mad at him for helping her out and breaking the rules. He didn’t regret it though, he would have done it again a million times, without thinking twice. She deserved to pass and he was madly in love, willing to risk his whole career for her. But there was still a chance of her hating him and he wasn’t ready to face the possibility.

So he tried his best to ignore both her and the knot in his throat, then let her walk out without a word.

As she walked back to her friend’s place where she was currently staying, Y/N had some time to think about everything that had happened between her and Brian, and wondered to herself how in the world she could have been so stupid to get upset over a night out with Joe. Yes, she’d had fun, but it hadn’t been worth losing the best thing in her life over.

In that moment she made up her mind and decided she was going to go back to Brian’s and apologize for everything, in hopes he would still love her and she could move back in with him and little Emily, who she missed just as much as she missed him.

She was so tired of going back and forth between all her friends’ tiny college apartments, trying to figure out a place where she could spend the next couple of days. She was currently living with Mary, a girl that she’d known since high school who had kindly told her she was more than welcome to stay as long as she needed, but Y/N knew that she was becoming a nuisance and that’s the last thing she wanted. Why did everything in her life have to be so complicated?

As she stepped into Mary’s apartment, she heard her friend call her name.

“Y/N, thank God you’re back! Your mother just called saying that the school called her looking for you, I don’t know why. She said you should call them back as soon as possible”.

The girl could feel her heart sink deeper and deeper, with anxious thoughts running through her head. Her heart felt too heavy for her chest and she was lightheaded.

Had they found out she cheated? She didn’t exactly mean to cheat, but when offered the chance she took it, so she was to blame either way. Did they figure something out? Were they going to expel her? Was it gonna be the end for her?

She couldn’t stop her heart from racing, but she still picked up the phone to call her school office number, which she knew by heart by then. If something was wrong, might as well find out immediately and get it over with.

“Hello this is the London University office speaking, how may I help you?”

“Hi, it’s Y/N Y/L/N, I was told you called looking for me earlier” the uncertainty was obvious in her voice and she seriously hoped the lady on the phone wouldn’t be able to tell. Not that she would give a damn either way, but still.

“Ah yes Miss Y/L/N, the exam committee already went over your test today because it happened to be the first of the pile and they simply wanted to let your know that you passed it with great results! Congratulations! In fact, they were delighted to see that your test was pretty much perfect and wanted you to be made aware immediately”.

Y/N couldn’t believe what she was hearing and she felt her inner self squeak from joy.

“Really? Oh my…. I can’t believe it”

“Congratulations again, you may come collect your result at our office anytime Miss. Have a great afternoon”

“You too, thank you so much”

As she hung up the phone, she felt Mary’s arms wrap tightly around her torso, her friend had managed to hear the whole conversation and couldn’t be more proud.

“I’m so happy for you Y/N, you deserve this more than anyone else after how hard you worked. Mister May will be so proud of you too, I’m sure, I think he took a liking to you”.

You could say that he did.

She wanted to tell Brian as soon as possible, he was the main reason she hadn’t failed twice and he deserved to know from her. She was so over the moon that she didn’t even care about anything that had happened between them, she just wanted to run into his arms and kiss him again.

“Mary I have something that I really need to do, I gotta go” she said as she quickly grabbed her bag once more.

“I don’t know at what time I’ll be back, but I’ll try to call you whenever I know for sure”

“Is everything okay?”

Everything was more than okay. Everything was great, she just needed Brian in her life again.

“Yes, I just need to talk to someone. I’ll see you soon”.

The whole subway ride was hectic for Y/N, she felt like she was living in a different reality and she smiled at everyone looking her way, wanting to share her happiness with the world and hold on to such a perfect moment in time.

It didn’t take long for her to get to Brian’s, and when she did she felt some of that careless joy fade away as she was fairly sure Brian would slam the door in her face.

He had every right to, but she needed to fight for their relationship.

So she rang the doorbell and waited. Then waited some more and waited again until the door opened.

The first thing she noticed was that Brian looked extremely tired, like someone had sucked all the life right out of him. He had deep purple shadows under his eyes and swollen red cheeks, like he had spent a lot of time crying during the previous days. How had she not noticed the change in his appearance at school? How could she have been so oblivious?

She immediately forgot the main reason she was even looking for him, and she cupped his face in her hands to try and rub some of the tiredness away, ignoring his starstruck expression as he realized she was real and she was standing in front of him at his house.

“Y/N? What…. What are you doing here?” He asked in a low voice as he wrapped his hands around her own that were still sitting on his face. He couldn’t believe she was back, he couldn’t believe she was touching him and he certainly had no intention of letting go.

“I came back. I came back for you, if you still want me. I came back because I love you Brian, and I can’t stand to spend another minute of my life pretending I don't”.

He still held onto her hands as he gently remove them from his face and pulled her into his apartment locking the door behind her. As soon as the door was closed, he wasted no time and kissed his girl with all the love and passion he had in himself as he felt he’d waited far too long for that moment to arrive.

The both of them could not keep their hands off each other and Y/N ran her chilly hands under Brian’s shirt up and down his torso, making him shiver.

“Wait, Brian, wait. What about Emily?” She couldn’t help but feel scared that the little girl would run down the staircase looking for her daddy and catch them passionately making out. Y/N didn’t feel like being questioned by a five year old at the moment.

“She’s still at daycare, we don’t need to worry about her”

“Are you saying you want me back?”

Brian was genuinely confused by her question, how in the world could she doubt that he would want her back? Of course he did, the last couple of months without her had been a living hell for him to get through, all he wanted was for her to love him again.

“What kind of question is that? Of course I do, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me Y/N. And I know… I know this relationship is going to be hard, for the both of us. It’s hard for me to not be able to just go out with you any time I want to, and I know damn well it’s incredibly frustrating for you too, but if you’re willing to give this a go then just know you’ll always have me. Always, I promise you”

He had decided to wear his heart on his sleeve around her, after all she deserved to know the truth, she deserved to know that even if sometimes he was forced to act against his will and keep her hidden away like a stolen painting, he loved her more than anything else in the world.

“I love you Brian, so much it could drive me crazy”

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Y/N wished so badly she could have stayed behind to talk to Brian right after the end of the test, but she knew how risky it would be with all the people getting in and out of the classroom, someone could have walked in on them at any given moment. So when she handed in the test and he didn't even look her in the eyes, she had no choice but to leave.

Truth is, Brian wanted nothing more than to look at her and talk to her again, and even hold her and kiss her again, but he was afraid she could be mad at him for helping her out and breaking the rules. He didn't regret it though, he would have done it again a million times, without thinking twice. She deserved to pass and he was madly in love, willing to risk his whole career for her. But there was still a chance of her hating him and he wasn't ready to face the possibility.

So he tried his best to ignore both her and the knot in his throat, then let her walk out without a word.

As she walked back to her friend’s place where she was currently staying, Y/N had some time to think about everything that had happened between her and Brian, and wondered to herself how in the world she could have been so stupid to get upset over a night out with Joe. Yes, she’d had fun, but it hadn't been worth losing the best thing in her life over.

She was so tired of going back and forth between all her friends’ tiny college apartments, trying to figure out a place where she could spend the next couple of days. She was currently living with Mary, a girl that she’d known since high school who had kindly told her she was more than welcome to stay as long as she needed, but Y/N knew that she was becoming a nuisance and that's the last thing she wanted. Why did everything in her life have to be so complicated?

As she stepped into Mary’s apartment, she heard her friend call her name.

“Y/N, thank God you’re back! Your mother just called saying that the school called her looking for you, I don't know why. She said you should call them back as soon as possible”.

The girl could feel her heart sink deeper and deeper, with anxious thoughts running through her head. Her heart felt too heavy for her chest and she was lightheaded.

Had they found out she cheated? She didn't exactly mean to cheat, but when offered the chance she took it, so she was to blame either way. Did they figure something out? Were they going to expel her? Was it gonna be the end for her?

She couldn't stop her heart from racing, but she still picked up the phone to call her school office number, which she knew by heart by then. If something was wrong, might as well find out immediately and get it over with.

“Hello this is the London University office speaking, how may I help you?”

Y/N couldn't believe what she was hearing and she felt her inner self squeak from joy.

“Really? Oh my.... I can't believe it”

“Congratulations again, you may come collect your result at our office anytime Miss. Have a great afternoon”

“You too, thank you so much”

As she hung up the phone, she felt Mary’s arms wrap tightly around her torso, her friend had managed to hear the whole conversation and couldn't be more proud.

“I’m so happy for you Y/N, you deserve this more than anyone else after how hard you worked. Mister May will be so proud of you too, I’m sure, I think he took a liking to you”.

You could say that he did.

She wanted to tell Brian as soon as possible, he was the main reason she hadn't failed twice and he deserved to know from her. She was so over the moon that she didn't even care about anything that had happened between them, she just wanted to run into his arms and kiss him again.

“Mary I have something that I really need to do, I gotta go” she said as she quickly grabbed her bag once more.

“I don't know at what time I’ll be back, but I’ll try to call you whenever I know for sure”

“Is everything okay?”

Everything was more than okay. Everything was great, she just needed Brian in her life again.

“Yes, I just need to talk to someone. I’ll see you soon”.

It didn't take long for her to get to Brian’s, and when she did she felt some of that careless joy fade away as she was fairly sure Brian would slam the door in her face.

He had every right to, but she needed to fight for their relationship.

So she rang the doorbell and waited. Then waited some more and waited again until the door opened.

“Y/N? What.... What are you doing here?” He asked in a low voice as he wrapped his hands around her own that were still sitting on his face. He couldn't believe she was back, he couldn't believe she was touching him and he certainly had no intention of letting go.

“I came back. I came back for you, if you still want me. I came back because I love you Brian, and I can't stand to spend another minute of my life pretending I don't”.

The both of them could not keep their hands off each other and Y/N ran her chilly hands under Brian’s shirt up and down his torso, making him shiver.

“Wait, Brian, wait. What about Emily?” She couldn't help but feel scared that the little girl would run down the staircase looking for her daddy and catch them passionately making out. Y/N didn't feel like being questioned by a five year old at the moment.

“She’s still at daycare, we don't need to worry about her”

“Are you saying you want me back?”

“What kind of question is that? Of course I do, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me Y/N. And I know... I know this relationship is going to be hard, for the both of us. It’s hard for me to not be able to just go out with you any time I want to, and I know damn well it’s incredibly frustrating for you too, but if you're willing to give this a go then just know you'll always have me. Always, I promise you”

“I love you Brian, so much it could drive me crazy”

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Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 9

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Brian had fucked up. Real bad. And he knew that from the beginning but his deepest fears were confirmed when one day, roughly a week after his argument with Y/N, he had come home to find all her stuff gone. She had left nothing there that could help him find comfort on the lonely cold nights that followed those events, not a scarf, not a shirt and not a sock. The only thing she had left was a pack full of candy for Emily, because after all she loved the little girl and didn't want to leave for good without properly saying goodbye to her, she deserved somewhat of an explanation, so she had come to pick all her stuff up on a day when she knew Brian had most likely left her home alone while he went grocery shopping for the week. She had walked in using the spare key Brian had left under the mat for her in hopes that she’d be back soon, and immediately felt Emily’s tiny arms wrap around her left leg making her heart grow three times its size.

“Y/N, you’re back! Where were you? I wanted to play princesses with you but daddy didn't tell me where you were”“I know baby girl, but that’s just because I didn't tell daddy where I was either! You see, we’re playing hide and seek so I couldn’t really tell him, but I’ve come back here to let you know about that and to bring you some candy so you don't forget about me in case I have to hide for a long time”.How do you tell a five year old child what really happened? How do you explain sadness, regret and heartbreak to such an innocent creature? Emily didn't deserve to know that there were awful things and awful feelings in the outside world, Y/N tried her best to hide it from her. She brought a lollipop, a teddybear and the largest sized bag of candy she could find, grabbed all her stuff in a hurry and left her spare key on the kitchen counter for Brian to find, then closed the entry door behind her back one last time, saying goodbye to a wide eyed Emily who still thought she’d be seeing her again soon.Brian hated the hopeful look on his daughter’s face whenever Y/N was brought up, but he knew it was entirely his fault if they were in such a bad place and it wasn't his place to be mad, angry or upset about it.

He still saw Y/N every day at school, she tried to hide but wasn't very successful.She had switched desk with one of her classmates so she could sit at the back of the room and not have to stare directly into Brian’s eyes, and she made sure to never be the last one to leave the room so he couldn't try and talk to her.It broke his heart to see her become more and more distant by the day, he kept trying to tell himself that it was for the best and that she deserved much more than he could have ever given her, but the truth was that he had seriously considered quitting his job to be with her, so he didn't know if he would ever be able to move on.Emily had told him about the hide and seek thing that Y/N had made up and although it shattered him to know Y/N didn't want him to know where she was, every day he would tell his baby girl that he was getting close to finding her for good and that soon she would be back home with them. It was painful to lie to his kid, but he was hoping she would eventually forget and not ask any more questions, what else was he supposed to do after all? No matter what had happened between the two of them, Brian was dying to know where Y/N was staying and if she was okay, he doubted that she would be back with her parents after all they had done to tear her down, but then again where else could she be? At one of her friends’ place? Was she safe? Was she eating and drinking enough?He knew he had no right to be wondering about her whereabouts, but he still tried to find clues that would let him know a bit more about her situation. He just wanted to know she was doing okay.

Y/N, on the other hand, was not doing okay at all. She had been couch surfing from one place to the other, not wanting anything to do with her parents anymore. Thankfully she had a lot of friends in college, who all offered her the best they could, but she still felt that something was missing from her life and she blamed herself for it every day. Had she not been as pushy with Brian she would still spend her nights lying in his arms and kissing his bare torso lovingly. She even had dreams about it. She dreamt of long nights spent taking each other in, making love until the morning light and taking small breaks in between to talk about life and the universe. That's all she wanted. The only thing keeping her from making those dreams her reality again was partially her own pride and unwillingness to admit that she was also to blame, and partially the fact that she thought Brian was mad at her and wanted nothing more to do with her. She couldn't have been more wrong, of course. Every single day he would wait fifteen minutes after the end of his lesson to leave the classroom, in hopes that Y/N would burst back in and finally talk to him. He didn't know what else he could have done, she was unreachable and he was helpless, so he just waited for her. And he waited some more.

He waited until the day his class could finally retake the exam they’d all been waiting for, on a very humid June morning, at around 9 am. He knew there was no more hope after that, she would move on and he would have to pretend he did too.It had been two months, eight days and ten hours since he’d last spoken to her and he felt himself go crazy without her by his side. Nevertheless, he had to be professional on such a day, he couldn't let his thoughts carry him back to where she was sitting, even though he lingered around her for as long as possible as he handed out the test.He was of course hoping for the best for her, he wanted to see her succeed and be proud of herself and the strong woman she had become, but he couldn't help but think about all the time they had wasted being away from each other when he could have helped her more with her school work. He felt like such an asshole, letting her go when she needed him the most. All he could do was hope that what they had done was enough this time around.He could tell that Y/N had not slept in a while, which was bad and he’d told her about it a million times, but he didn't have much time to think thongs through before the test began.

The students had a little more than an hour to go over thirty questions. Brian had personally been previously selected to go over the test before it was given out to the students to make sure it was all correct and reasonably doable for their standards, so he knew very well what they were dealing with, he remembered most of the questions almost by heart. He knew from the very first moment that Y/N was doing better than last time, the determined look on her face was a huge relief for him considering how worried he’d been about her mental, physical and emotional health in the past few weeks, but he still decided to keep an eye on her for the whole time, just to make sure everything ran smoothly. And for the most part, it seemed to him that everything did run smoothly, at least until the moment he noticed her suddenly stop writing for quite some time, and he got worried all over again. Brian didn't know quite how to handle the situation, he felt it in his bones that she was struggling and he wanted to help, but how was he supposed to do that without raising suspicions or getting caught? He started walking around the classroom with his hands behind his back like he normally would and as he did that he realized that no one was really paying attention to whatever it was he was doing, after all they were way too busy focusing on their test to really give a damn about what their professor did, so he kept walking until he reached Y/N’s desk.

He knew he had to be quick, so he glanced over to her sheet to figure out where she was stuck and saw that it was the last exercise of the bunch, specifically the third point of the last exercise which required to calculate the values of two variables in an equation for an ellipse that was pictured. Easy enough, at least for him. Y/N could feel him stare at her paper and she couldn’t really make a scene in the classroom so she kept silent, but she felt extremely self conscious. What was he trying to do? Make fun of her for not knowing the formula and getting it wrong once again? Was he going to use that against her in any way? Why would he? But then again, why wouldn’t he, after all she had been quite mean to him and he had every reason to be pissed. Brian walked around some more then headed right back to the big front desk where he was supposed to sit for the entirety of the test as Y/N kept her eyes fixated on him, wondering what the hell was going on in his head. He took out pen and paper and wrote down a little something to help his girl out. Morally speaking he felt quite bad doing that, but he just couldn't have her fail again and he felt that after the way he had behaved with her, she deserved his aid. Fuck the test, fuck the system, fuck everything other than his girl, she was all that mattered to him, it was about time for him to prove it.

X squared over 1 squared, plus Y squared over 3 squared equal 1. That was the last answer she needed to get the test over and done with and Y/N found it written on a tiny piece of paper that Brian had ‘accidentally’ dropped on her desk as he walked around the class once more, pretending to make sure that everyone was doing alright when he really couldn't have cared less. As she wrote the answer on her sheet she almost felt like crying from relief and couldn't believe Brian had actually done something like that for her. Her heart swelled with love for the man, she had no doubts anymore.

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Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 8

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Y/N felt like she was living a double life, the first being her regular life when she was at school and the second being the new life she had started to create with Brian.

From 9 am to 5 pm she was old regular Y/N, who was your typical college student, and she talked to all her old friends like she always used to, even though she kept the biggest secret from them. In fact, she had not told anyone about what was going on in her private life, not even Joe knew about it, no matter how much she truly cared for him and trusted him.

All she had told him was that she was going through some family problems and that she was staying with a friend for some time, which wasn't a complete lie after all.

Except her ‘friend’ was their professor, but that wasn't important.

Her ‘friend’ was someone she’d been building such a great relationship with every day from 5 pm until the morning.

Her new life was exciting and terrifying at the same time, she helped him out with Emily as much as she could, picking her up from daycare and secretly taking her to get ice cream (if she promised not to tell Brian) (he actually knew but he just pretended he didn't because they were far too adorable for him to mind it), helping her get dressed in the morning and brush her teeth at night. She had become a motherly figure for Emily and she loved it, although the idea of children had never been much appealing to her in the past.

Every night her and Brian would take some time after putting Em to bed to go over all the notes she had been taking during lectures and he made sure to explain everything throughly more than once, taking small breaks in between chapters to drink some tea and make out on the couch. They had never gone any further than that and Brian wanted to, God only knows how much he wanted to, but he just wasn’t sure how to bring it up casually, without embarrassing her or making her feel like he was being pushy and desperate, so he kept to himself and tried to hide his excitement whenever they kissed, both fiscal and emotional.

Was she his girlfriend? He had no idea, they never talked about it in depth, only agreeing to keeping things between them as secret as possible, but they were pretty much living together at that point and that's all that mattered to him.

He never wanted to let her go, and every time she told him she could go home if he had gotten tired of her, he just pulled her into his chest and kissed her so deeply that all her thoughts got lost in translation.

He had also finally grown the balls to tell her he loved her, which had first happened a couple of weeks after she told him first. Not that she minded being the only one to say it, she knew how hard it was for him to open up and let his emotions free, she was familiar with the heartbreaks and demons of his past, so she was absolutely okay with him taking his time to sort his feelings out. Needless to say, she was over the moon when he first told her he loved her after a heated make out session. She was on cloud nine.

As long as there was love between them, their relationship didn't need labels.

The only thing about them that kinda bothered Y/N was how secretive they had to be all the time.

Of course when they were both at school and she had to act like nothing more than a student she was careful, but he never wanted her to go out with him at all. If she was picking up Em after school, then he wasn’t going with her, if either of them went grocery shopping they had to go by themselves and they couldn't even go out for dinner together once in a while.

Brian was scared to death that someone from school would see them and spread the word, and that would mean losing everything they had both worked so hard for, so he wasn't willing to take any risks.

And Y/N understood, she really did, but at the same time she often felt like a prisoner because she wanted to spend all her spare time with Brian and being with him meant staying home, which got quite tough after a while.

She became more irritable and all her friends had notice a change in her attitude, especially Joe with whom she spent most of her time in school. He was so used to being made aware of mostly everything that went on in Y/N’s life that he could immediately tell when something wasn't right, and he couldn’t help but notice how stressed and tired she had been looking most of the time lately.

What he didn't know was that it wasn't just the pressure of having to retake the exam to keep her up at night, but also her anxiety about the relationship with Brian and where it was headed.

Her and Brian had even had a small argument about it, he’d lost his patience and raised his voice at her more than he’d ever done before, which obviously scared her because it was almost impossible for him to lose his patience.

He had profusely apologized for it right after of course, plus it is normal for people who live together all the time to have discussions every once in a while, right?

No matter what, Joe could sense something in her head was bothering her and he knew just what he needed to do to help her out.

“Hey Y/N, would you like to come to the movies with me tonight? It’s been a while since we’ve last hung out together after all and maybe it would be useful for you to go out every once in a while”.

He wasn't wrong after all. She had been so busy with her new life that she had almost forgotten how to live for herself, how to just go out for fun and not think about anything stressing her out for a while.

“Hey Joe, yeah I would love to go! Any particular movie you have in mind?”

“I was thinking of getting tickets for the new Star Wars movie if that's okay with you of course”

Y/N had not even seen the first couple of Star Wars movie and quite frankly she wasn't all that interested, but she was so happy to just be spending time with her friend and finally be a normal twenty something year old for a night that she didn't even try to question it, she would have watched any movie about anything. She just agreed, pretending to know what the saga was about and figuring she would just try not to fall asleep if the movie ended up being boring.

“Should I come pick you up at around seven?” She shivered at his question, of course he didn’t know any better but the thought alone of him picking her up from their professor’s house was horror movie worthy to her.

“No, don’t even worry about it, I’ll just get my mom to drop me off at whichever movie theatre we decide to go, it’s no big deal”.

Joe only insisted for a while before giving up on trying to argue and letting her get back to her lecture, which she knew was going to be one of the longest of her life.

Brian could tell she was in a great mood as soon as she stepped into the apartment later that day, and started questioning her about it soon enough.

“So, what's gotten you in such an amazing mood baby?”

“Joe asked me to go see the new Star Wars movie with him tonight, and I’m so happy I could cry. It’s been a while since I’ve taken some time off to be with my friends, you know”.

Brian didn't immediately figure out who she was talking about, not used to remembering his students’ first names, but then it hit him since she had briefly talked about him before.

“Joe as in Mr. Stevenson who used to attend my lectures last semester with you?”

“Well yes, but he did end up passing the test so that's why you haven't seen much of him lately. You can just call him Joe now” she laughed at the last part.

He was perplexed for some reason. It felt weird to know that she was going to go out with someone other than him, especially someone who he could tell had a crush on Y/N. He left a sudden wave of jealousy run through his veins, and he hated himself for it because after all she was free to hang out with whoever she wanted, but he couldn’t help it.

Of course he wanted her to have a good time, he just wanted her to have it with him in the comfort of his house (actually, to him it was their house by then, he considered her part of the family without a doubt).

“Wouldn’t you rather stay home with me? We can watch a movie and I can go grab us some dinner! Maybe Italian food? That's your favorite, isn't it?”

“Well, yeah, but I mean I haven't been out with Joe in so long and I honestly miss him, I’m going to be watching a movie either way, it’s just that I always do that with you”

“You don't even like Star Wars”

“It’s not that I don't like it, I have just never cared for it, but who’s to say that can't change?” She was starting to get irritated at him, after all he wasn't her father and he had no right to act so protective of her when she wasn't even doing anything that she needed protection from.

“But why won’t you just stay here with me? We have to go over some lectures from this week, you need to study for your test!” Truth is he was jealous of the kind of relationship Joe could offer her.

It was no issue for them to be seen in public together, he could take her out and make her happy any time he wanted to, and Brian couldn't. He just couldn't risk being seen by someone and he knew that it was taking a toll on Y/N, but the last thing he wanted was for her to realize that he wasn't worth the hustle and that Joe was a much better party.

“Oh come on Brian, don’t be like that! I am spending all of my free time here with you and Emily lately, and I don't mind that but sometimes I would like to go out with my friends and be normal for once”.

That last part hit Brian differently, and he felt like he was on the verge of tears.

“So you don't think our relationship is normal enough for you?”

“Of course it’s not, and you know that very well. You know, because you’re the one always telling me that we have to keep it a secret like we’re some sort of spies that work for the government or whatever. You’re the one always lecturing me on the risks of going out together and all of that, you know for a fact this isn't what a normal relationship is like”.

He didn't know what to say to that. She was right and he hated it, he wanted to be able to give her the world, but felt stuck inside a small box that he was forcing her to stay in with him, and that was a very unfair way of treating her, especially considering how much he really loved her.

“Then... then why are you still here Y/N?”

She couldn't believe what she was hearing.

“What do you mean why am I still here?”

“Why haven't you gone back to your parents yet? Why is all of your stuff still in my apartment if you feel like you're so unhappy here?” He knew that the words coming out of his mouth were most likely untrue, but it didn't matter to the anger and sadness coming from inside of him.

“Because I love you Brian, and you know”

“Do I?” Why was he being so spiteful to her? Of course he knew she loved him, she showed him every fucking day. Why was he being so difficult? He didn't know the answer.

Y/N was left speechless after that, feeling the weight of a thousand stones drop on her heart. She didn't know where to look or how to act, afraid of setting him off even more and afraid of what he might do, after all she had never seen him that upset before. She quickly grabbed her backpack and wallet from her room, which actually used to be sort of like a storage room that Brian had redecorated for her to feel at home in, took one last look at him and left without another word being said.

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rogsclogs · 5 years

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New chapter of Some Day One Day coming later today!

Should I also post a tease of the new story I am working on? I’m so excited about it and I wanna know what you guys think of it so badly!

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rogsclogs · 5 years

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okay but !!!! your comment made my day !!!!! when these things happen I always get so so happy and feel so motivated so thank you so much :,) you’re the best! I can’t wait to post the next chapters

Some Day One Day (Brian May x Reader); part 7

I kept you all waiting long enough. Enjoy :)

All other parts are under the ‘Some day one day’ tag

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Brian stayed up all night with her, listening to her rant and wiping away all the tears her eyes released, which never seemed to end. He hated seeing her like that, but she needed an anchor and he was willing to drown for her, so he made her some more tea and gave up on all of his sleeping time.

She felt so detached from her home, and didn’t know how in the world she could have gone straight back to her parents’ place after their heated discussion, but then again she didn’t have another place in the world that she could call home so was there really anything to even discuss?

She should have just gone back to her parents and accept the months and months of emotional and psychological harassment that were very likely to come.

But Brian didn’t fully agree with that.

“Y/N, I’m not sure if this is what you truly need right now, but please know that you can always call my house a home. There will always be a key under the mat for you and I’ll always be here to dry your tears and help you out, no matter what. It may not be the best option, but it’s an option that will always be available to you”.

The poor girl had endured so much emotionally speaking that she couldn’t help but burst out into tears once more when those words left Brian’s mouth (she seemed to be doing that a lot lately, but hey that’s how life goes sometimes).

“Hey, no, no baby, did I say something wrong? Why are you crying now?”

For some reason the concern and slight exasperation in his voice made Y/N start to giggle uncontrollably, maybe it was due to the release of all the tension she’d had to hold in during the day or maybe it was the irony of the situation she found herself in, in her college professor’s kitchen at 5 am telling him about all of her life problems like he was her childhood friend, but she let herself be happy and okay for the first time in so long, and let her giggles take control of her, no matter how much her stomach would hurt later.

Seeing her like that made a smile bloom on Brian’s face as well, and he immediately joined her and started laughing along.

The two of them realized how odd that situation might have looked to someone else, and they both tried to stifle their laughs to not wake little Emily up, but they were so incredibly happy and lighthearted for once, so they couldn’t find it in them to really care.

That was the moment Brian realized how truly in love he was with her, there was no point denying that anymore, she lit up every room she walked into and his whole world, so what if she was younger and the odds weren’t exactly in their favor? He loved her, it was time for him to man up and prove it to her.

He had to collect every ounce of courage he could find in himself to lean in, but eventually he did.

He cupped the side of Y/N’s face with his right hand, maybe to show her his intentions and maybe to prove to himself she was in fact real and in sat in front of him (sometimes he felt that she was too good to be real and that she was just a product of his imagination), which quieted her giggles down and brought her big eyes onto his own.

Brian couldn’t take the staring and the pressure in his chest for too long, so he decided to just go for it and press his lips on hers, not giving himself the chance to think twice about it and chicken out.

Y/N was surprised to say the least, and let out a little gasp as she felt his mouth connect to hers, but that soon turned into a tiny moan, after all she had been dreaming and wishing for that to happen for so long, it didn’t seem like real life to her.

She held onto Brian’s hand which was still placed on her right cheek and closed her eyes, taking the moment in and savoring the very taste of him that she’d been fantasizing about during his lectures so many times before.

As he felt her kiss back, every fear in the back of Brian’s mind disappeared and all that was left was pure ecstasy and fulfillment. They were making out, she felt the same about him, everything in the world was right.

Y/N felt an unknown energy rise inside of her as she kept on kissing him with all that she had, and she soon climbed on Brian’s lap and straddled him, suddenly wanting to be as close to him as she physically could, but not knowing how far she was ready to push him, and that made him break the kiss for the first time.

“Y/N…” His tone was almost concerned, he too felt like he didn’t want to push her out of her comfort zone and he didn’t want to make her uncomfortable at any time so he wasn’t sure how to act with her sitting on his lap.

“I just want you close Bri, we don’t have to do anythi-”

She wasn’t able to finish what she had to say as Brian reconnected their lips once more and shut her up. He just couldn’t get enough of her and now that he knew he could have her he never wanted to let go.

She giggled as he pecked her lips over and over after making out for what felt like forever, they were still sitting there in his tiny kitchen just enjoying each other’s presence and ignoring the rest of the world outside.

They stayed like that for so long that it eventually came time for Brian to get ready for work and wake Emily up, so Y/N had to let go of him and get off his lap, which she definitely wasn’t happy about.

She followed him around the house as he got ready for the day at school, watching him shave the few hair he had on his face while she brushed her teeth and helping him pick his clothes out. Neither of them mentioned their heated make out session or what that meant for their relationship, Brian really wanted to talk about it with her but he figured the conversation could wait another day or two and she needed to take some time off and not worry about anything for a while.

He knew they would have to keep their heads low, he could not risk losing his job after how hard he’d worked to get it ever since he was in his early twenties, so that meant no kissing or holding hands in public or anything of the sort, which he knew would probably hurt Y/N’s feelings, but there was little that could be done and he figured that she would understand and that if they really wanted to make it work, they would find a way.

They had both agreed that she needed some rest after the rough day she’d had, so Brian had offered her to stay at his place all day while there was nobody there and just take some time for herself, sleep as much as she wanted, shower and just relax, which she was extremely thankful for.

She helped him fix breakfast and then they woke Emily up together, which strangely went unnoticed by the little girl who acted like that was a normal part of her routine, warming Y/N’s heart so much. She even held onto her hand as they walked down the stairs and asked to be sitting close to her at the breakfast table much to Y/N’s surprised.

Brian took his time to observe the two girls in front of him, fondly remembering all the times he’d talked to Emily about Y/N, which were probably the reason why she felt somewhat comfortable around her already, and all the times the little girl had asked about her herself. For some reason she was very curious about Y/N: what she did during her days, what she wore to class and what she talked to her dad about, it was all fascinating to her, who thought of Y/N as some sort of Wonder Woman. Brian couldn’t agree more with that, but he would probably never admit that.

Emily asked Y/N to do her hair that morning and the girl happily complied, gently combing it all and easily fixing them in the very same braid that Brian had struggled so much to learn how to do.

He was on top of the world seeing how much his little girl seem to be at ease around Y/N, it was crucial to him that if their relationship was ever to get serious Emily approved of her and she clearly did.

In fact, she got all excited telling Y/N about what she’d be doing in daycare and she even told her about a small crush she had on a boy in her class, to which Brian acted all protective and strict, even though he found it adorable.

When it was time for the two of them to leave, he asked his daughter to go wait for him in the car so he could have a few spare minutes with Y/N.

“Make yourself at home today, alright? Take all the food you want, watch tv, read some books, do whatever you want and I’ll be back as soon as I can. I’ll ask my parents to look after Emily for the night so we can have the house for ourselves, does that sound good?”

Y/N tiredly smiled at him as she couldn’t believe just how fortunate she was to be around someone with a heart as big as his, someone who had managed to make her feel at home in less than a day.

“We can talk things through tonight, alright? Everything will work out, we’ll figure something out. You can stay here as long as you want and I can keep tutoring you so you can pass the next exam, you will be fine. I’ll see you tonight, okay?”

“Yes Brian, thank you so much for everything you’re doing for me, I will never be able to properly pay you back but just know I am truly grateful and happy around you”.

He really wanted to tell her that he loved her, but kept his mouth shut thinking that it would probably scare her away to be so blunt so soon, so he just kissed her forehead and held her close to his chest.

“Have a great day at school Brian…I love you”

Well then, that’s settled.

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