sagittariangirl27

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i wasn’t made for a 9-5 i was made to be naked waiting for you when you get home on my knees

#the fact that I just saw this post is just mind blowing #like I think the universe pours salt in my wounds sometimes #just to see what I will do #you win dude I give the fuck up

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Scorpio Full Moon 🌕

#I was trying to find a cute pic #I was actually going to use a crow #but this popped up #so it looks like we have a theme

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i need someone to lay on top of me like a weighted blanket my stress levels are way too high

#squish #I always think of the rolled up cat meme #I think because it really made him laugh #and those memories get like imprinted in my brain #but I'm ok with that

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Double penetration is when I stab you while I hate fuck you

#this made me laugh #tumblring #I needed this #realistically I know all of the people like me haven't disappeared #but object permanence is real #emotional permanence is also very real #It feels good to have a place I fit #It feels weird that I have been on this site for almost a decade #a lot of the old gifs are still here #it makes me miss the hard stuff a lot tho #hopefully that gets easier with time #I'm mot sure if I would take it better because I have developed so much trust #or if I would really suck because it's been so long #it's really hard to say #I've never trusted someone this much before #or gone this long without at least some major bruises #that made me sad #fucking tumblr #but I'm getting better at it #I need a place like this

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#these videos are actually really cute and fun

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Omg I have this thought every day.

it's not that I need a quiet day or a day off exactly; it's that I need a pocket of time that exists entirely outside of linear time as we know it that would allow me to get things done without time passing in the real world, and frankly, I don't think that's too much to ask.

#I came here for porn #but this #is important #lol

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Need a man to say "keep crying, I'm about to cum" while he repeatedly forces his fat cock into my tight holes

#ok maybe this popped up and I am ok with it #today I need a hug #or a punch in the face #please 🙏🏻 #either one is fine #just a quiet mind and oxytocin #I wonder if they make that into an antidepressant? #I don't need serotonin I just need to be touched on a daily basis #kind of wish I liked people touching me lol #that would make things a hell of a lot easier #I'm going to get up and get ready #I was too anxious about today to sleep #I just want to do a good job and not fuck it up #I am going to try to get in the right headspace #someone slamming my head into a wall by my hair would really fucking help #but I will save the fantasies as ammunition for later #I probably should have masturbated #I tried to save it #that never works when I'm depressed #I think I'm going to start boxing #for real for real #I would fight a bitch #now I'm the one hurting girls #my brain flips like that #I'm pretty sure I'm gay #I'm like the kind of bisexual that liked women and 1 man #I have been thinking about this a lot lately #I have not had gay sex in way too fucking long #or any of the fun kinky things #but being touched is enough for now

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I was looking for a random gif and the universe is fucking wild.🦇

#I just saw a tiktok that said the hanged man is Virgo Pisces energy #holy shit #I don't know everything about tarot #I know a lot #but knowing everything is kind of impossible #I didn't sleep #I have too much on my mind #feeling lonely but never actually getting to be alone is an extroverted introverts worst nightmare #I'm about to just start working again #it's all I could think about all night #and just trying not to cry #maybe I should just cry so I can sleep #I can't right now #i can't feel that much and be productive #Pisces Virgo energy lol #my moon is in Pisces #the feeliest weird person basically #this is where I get the archetype of the child and the sage simultaneously #also being a Sagittarius #I told my mom I don't believe in aging the other day lol #well changing how I dress for my age #this was about makeup in particular #Virgo is my midheaven #that is basically just a fancy word for how I work #perfectionism to a fault #hyper focus until it is done or die trying #I always said I wanted to be a housewife #which is kind of hilarious #because I don't think I realized what that meant #basically I just want to work from home

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#this is actually more fitting #love or money #both #Spotify

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#❤️‍🔥 #this is what I do when I'm making planners #balance #Virgo Pisces juxtaposition #is basically my whole life #Spotify

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Pisces new moon tonight. 🌑♓️🦇

#synchronicity #I thought about posting here but didn't really know what #.5 seconds later I scrolled past this #I wish there was a way for me to explain the magic of this world without sounding crazy #I need proof of everything and got dragged into spirituality kicking and screaming #I have always seen myself as more of a logical person than a creative #the last few years have literally been insanity #relearning everything that I ever knew about myself #pulling it all out and picking out the good pieces #there are things I miss about myself so much #and I am grateful to get those parts back while shedding the things that never felt authentic #I have been meeting myself again a lot lately #the craziest thing to me is how fast the years fly by #i don't sleep anymore #I was doing well with that for a while #but I know all of the work I am doing will mean so much #I basically got put in speed mode in my healing journey #it's crazy to look back only months ago and feel like a whole new human being #the moral of the story is I have no idea what I am doing or what is going on #but something is guiding me #and it is the scariest coolest weirdest most terrifying thing #that's the hardest part to keep inside I think #I have to figure out what to do with all of this knowledge #and I still have no fucking idea #it's going to slap me in the face because that's how they do this shit #and then I will be like omg my whole life makes sense #this has happened more times than I can count #a lot of people wonder how the spiritual people suffer so much if they have all of this knowledge #how the fuck do you think we got that? #I have been to hell and back more times than I can count

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#is there still hardcore stuff on tumblr #not that this picture really is #but it very much hints at that #I'm at a stage where I need it #where are all of the fucked up things? #I mean I guess I haven't really looked #but I think I can start #the sight of rope doesn't make me cry anymore #growth #maybe that's a lie but it is like 85% true #you can't really avoid it when you're into the things I am #there are metal things and cages and leather things too #but then it is there among them #I feel very vanilla #I'm watching girls get beat up by hand #I need some weird shit #I feel like I have always had a very generous idea of what vanilla is #what I just posted about was a joke #but I honestly thought stuff like that for the longest time #I never really watched porn #because I just had a lot of sex #so when I started in probably like my mid 20s #I was like I don't understand doesn't everyone do this? #I also thought missionary was girl on top #because I always heard jokes about it being like the go to position #the internet didn't exactly ruin me #it just poured gasoline on the flame I think #I am going to be manic soon I think #good I will get a lot done #also I may also want to get water boarded but that is beside the point

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#pretty sure the symbolism for the hanged man #and how much I have been craving suspension lately #actually are the same #I specifically searched for girls in rope #the aerialist is in my deck #I was just talking about buying one of those #because I just want to hang upside down sometimes #that's not a weird thing to say at all #it is peaceful #I don't think I could actually even do it right now if I tried #I remember hanging from my leg #and I really liked that #once I gave up control and sunk into it #it's so funny that I see blue with him when I close my eyes #because it is literally the same as when I meditate #that was related #the adhd just makes it sound like it's not #it confirms that subspace is a form of meditation #I'm going to get my rope out of the storage unit #I will probably cry for a few days #and once I process that I will start tying myself I think #I like doing the photoshoots #but it doesn't really scratch the itch #if anything it amplifies it #the bat is just an adorable little addition look at him #I could be a bat #I am currently in a nocturnal cycle #I'm aware of why that is though #so hopefully I'll be able to fix it soon #I don't think I will be able to until I live alone again

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#I can't stop listening to this #put it on my meditation playlist #daily dance party #somatic therapy #Spotify

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Get him hard while he’s at work so he has to go jerk off in the bathroom

#this is the video I deleted #that I regret sosososo much #him cumming on the counter is burned in my mind forever #that was like the only porn I used for months #I was like no I am not addicted to your cock #I can totally get rid of this and it's fine #this is YEARS later #😂 #pour one out for the homies #oh god now I'm thinking about when we fucked on the casket #Jesus Christ #🫠 #anyway #he's still the only one I think about 4 years later #which is absolutely insane #like my body chose monogamy #not me #lol #except for girls #that doesn't count #because that is a different need #I'm masturbating #if it wasn't obvious #I got fucked finally #I was so scared lol #I hadn't even put a finger in me for 2 months #worth it #now I'm thinking about #you know what #that one stays with me lol

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This is me trying to sleep because I'm so happy. 🐨💓

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