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Ok so I have started posting on ao3 because of the new guidelines, I'm not deleting my blog but i will only post links from now on.
This is a crossover fic its a past dean x reader with a current frank Castle x reader
I am also posting this fic on wattpad as well because i can add more gifs there
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So with tumblrs new guidelines I will be going through all fics and deleting any nsfw gifs
I don’t know how ao3 and Wattpad work as far as gifs but I’ll be looking into those to see if I can still produce content as I have before
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Imagine: the boys seeing to wear leggings
 Date: 10/3/18
 Paring: Dean x Reader
 Authors note: this was a request so hopefully this is what you had in mind
 Written by: Rose 
 Word count: 787
 Warnings: none 
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Imagine: the boys seeing to wear leggings
 Date: 10/3/18
 Paring: Dean x Reader
 Authors note: this was a request so hopefully this is what you had in mind
 Written by: Rose 
 Word count: 787
 Warnings: none 
The Winchesters were the kind of people that wake up with the sun and in something like five minutes are ready to go. Not you...  You were that kind of person who sits in bed staring the wall trying to convince your body that you were not at home and you needed to leave the motel bed. You needed to continue the hunt!
Today things were no different, but Dean kept rushing you, apparently he was hungry, as always... Anyway, you were in a bit of a jam, here you were with no clothes. When the angels brought you here they also brought wherever you were holding on to, that means the clothes you were wearing at the moment and a side bag with some personal stuff. You only had one pair of jeans here and the other pants that you brought on the trip was a pair of leggings and all the other clothes that you bought were in your room at the bunker.
You remember why you brought the leggings, they were more comfortable to wear in the car, but just like in the day you left the bunker you'd wear the Jeans again today if you could. Leggings made you feel like you had fat legs, even knowing that they are far more comfortable. Right now you were inside the bathroom getting dressed after the shower you took to try to wake up, the boys were putting the bags inside baby. You opened the door and left the bathroom, Sam was sitting at the table looking at something on the computer while Dean was laid out on the bed looking bored.
"Dean, do you need your shirt or can I use it until we get home? It's cold and I totally forgot about bringing something of my own." You asked, holding the shirt he let you use yesterday.
"You can keep it" He smiled.
You wore the shirt and turned around to fix your bag when you heard Sam's laugh. He was holding in his laughter when you looked back to him, while Dean was still looking at you with the same eyes he would give to you if you were a delicious cherry pie.
"What? " You asked
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"I didn't say anything." He argued.
You knew something was wrong, but somewhere during the day, you forgot. The three of you left the motel and got on the road back the Bunker, you laying in the back seat with your music, the boys talking about their hunting stuff in front, Things were calm for a while, then Dean started to pick on you for being so quiet. First, he was throwing little paper balls at you to get your attention, now that all the old paper and jellybeans he could throw at you had run out, he chose to intentionally increase the volume of the music just to make you take out your earphones.
"Are you ok kiddo? Come on, talk to us." He spoke, smiling at you, his olive eyes shining.
"No, I'm just hungry. I don't know how can you live off Jellybeans!" You answered a little cranky.
-Lucky you, cause we're heading right now to grab a bite." Dean said.
Once you left the car you started to notice how dean's looking at you. His eyes wandered on your body up and down more than once and looked away every time you looked at him, he was trying to hide. He tried hard not to look, but you left the table to go to the restroom and when you came back you caught him looking at you again, with the same look he would look to the most delicious pie.
Without even thinking he spoke, "Damn it!" He said, making Sam laughed. "What the hell is wrong with you? Are you two making fun of me?" Suddenly all the shyness you were losing after being with the boys came back.
"What?" Sam said, surprise evident on his face.
" Are you crazy kiddo?"Dean asked.
"So why are you acting like this?"You asked.
"Come on sweetheart, you that hot ass of yours with those tight pants, you make me  feel like a kid in a candy store."
" DEAN! "Sam scolded.
"Don't you pretend you are not thinking the same, I can see it in your eyes, Sammy!" Dean countered You looked at Sam, waiting for an answer.
" Well, it is quite... Sexy " He said avoiding eye contact.
The three of you left the table, Sam walking a little ahead of you and Dean right at your side.
"So, are you going to wear something like that on our first date?" He said, with a little smile in his face
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Imagine: the boys getting you a puppy
Date: 9/30/18
Paring: Dean x Reader
Authors note: new to this so please be gentle, but will have more one shots and gif imagines coming soon
Written by: Rose 
Word count: 776
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Imagine: the boys getting you a puppy
Date: 9/30/18
Paring: Dean x Reader
Authors note: new to this so please be gentle, but will have more one shots and gif imagines coming soon
Written by: Rose 
Word count: 776
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Since you got here things were difficult for you. You were not a hunter and because of that, your body demanded more sleep, and some healthy food every now and then. All these things were making you feel bad both physically and emotionally. Being with Dean and Sam , your idols, seemed like a dream come true when you first found yourself here but that dream started to look a little less "shiny" when you first noticed how afraid you were of not being good enough, and honestly: Lately you were feeling bad about the fact that you missed your family so much.
   This morning you remembered your dog, such a good boy, always with a smile in his little face. You knew he was ok, your mom would take good care of him, but Damn! You wanted a little puppy so much, but you know it was completely impossible, Dean made sure you heard him say "no dogs in the house" before you even could tell them you were considering that possibility. All because you said "I miss my dog",  that was enough to make him say how he can't deal with that, imagine what he would say about the idea of you actually getting one.
All those thoughts were running through your mind at the same time while you laid in the back seat of one of those old cars in the bunker's garage. That was the only place the boys couldn't find you and you could be alone to express all those feelings that were bottled up inside you now.  At least you thought you were alone...
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Your heart beats rapidly when you see Dean's face in the window, you're convinced you're going to have a heart attack. You couldn't believe he found out where you were hiding, but well... He was Dean Winchester, what did you expect??
He knocked in the window again and made a sign for you to open the door.
"What's going on kiddo?!" He asked, as soon as you opened the door.
"Not much, just wanted to be alone for a while"
"And with all the space in that bunker, you chose this dusty old car? I think you wanted a safe place to cry, sweetheart!"  He offered his hand to help you get out of the car.
"I just miss a lot of people, that's all. But I'm ok, I promise"
Once you were out the car Dean came close to you, your head close to his chest. You could smell his wooden cologne scent mixed with whiskey, and Damn that felt so good, especially when he kissed the top of your head and hugged you so tight.
"Come on Kid, I have just the thing to make you better" He took you all the way to the Library room by the hand.
"God I know I'm going to regret this," He said, once you got in the room. "Sammy bring him!"
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  Sam got down the stairs with something small wrapped in an old flannel shirt in his arms and brought close to you with happiness in his eyes. You could not believe in your own eyes, it was a puppy. Sam put him on the ground, he flapped his little ears and came right to your feet smelling your leg. You smiled before you could even notice, he was white with a brown spot over one of his eyes. You put him in your arms and he just rested his head against you, like a baby.
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"He is amazing!!!" You said "Please tell me we can keep him"
"We will" Sam smiled at you
"Thaaaanks"
You threw herself in the arms of the younger Winchester.
"I love the attention sweetheart but to be honest, Dean had the idea!" He confesses.
You stopped for a while, took a while for you to believe Dean just gave you a dog.
You jumped in the older Winchester's arms, arms around his neck.
"Why?" You asked
"Well, we solved a case in a shelter and meet that little guy. He suffered some abuse from his mother's owner and the woman in the shelter told me he needed the owner with the best heart in the world to pay for what he suffered and well, that's you..." Dean spoke, eyes on your eyes and the arms around your waist.
"Come here, kiddo," He said, lifting you from the ground and giving you a kiss.
"Apparently now you're a dad "  Sam spoke looking at the puppy.
"Come here Patch, give him a kiss," you said.
"What a Dumb name..." Dean spoke, still smiling at the way Patch ran around the room.
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Blog change announcement
So this blog will now have two writers, myself and @msaquarius-moon who has chosen ”rose” as her pen name.
She is going to be handling all one shots, gif imagines and headcanons
I will still be doing my series's when I have a chance to work on them/ post them
And if anyone has a request for a full fic it will be worked on by the both of us.
Please make her feel welcome and show her the same love and support you have shown me
Max
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hello :) I was wondering if you had any advice of starting a fic blog? cause I'm so nervous but I want to put my writing out there and I don't know where to start
I would say I personally find it helpful to only to your writing on there. don’t be scared to share your art with your fandom get out there and give it your all. If you have the chance to join a writing group do it, you’ll get helpful tips and tricks as well as learning from others experience. Also find someone to beta your work, it’ll help more than you can imagine and if they are up to bounce ideas back and forth even better. But mostly just have fun, write what you’d want to read
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Ok everyone, now that I have WiFi again I’m thinking of trying gif one shots
If anyone has a gif they want used send them in
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Secrets in Blood part 2
Part 1
Summary: Dean and Sam take the reader shopping and Dean has to confront his own thoughts after a run in at a pizza place
Date: 8/3/18
Word Count: 3,041
Warnings: Language, reader not wearing a bra in one part and a bitchy waitress
Tags: @impalagirl94  @meganywinchester  @sammysgirl1997
Authors Note:  as always gifs are not mine but @impalagirl94 did make a few of them, aswell as helping me write this 
As you take the items from them, you let out a soft laugh as you unfold the pants. “ I’m going to have to roll these up like half the leg length just so I can move.” You chuckle again.
“ But I’ll let you boys get some rest, good night.” You say as you move into your room and close the door.
As you wake up you pull the pillow off your head, rolling over, you look at your phone to check the time, It's earlier than you usually wake up, but you don't feel the need to go back to sleep.
You move to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and to look for breakfast. You spot a yogurt in the fridge, and it'll make the perfect light breakfast. You move back to your room with your coffee and yogurt in hand, almost falling on your face twice due to the long pants Sam had given you, taking a quick look around to make sure no one is around, you set your items on the floor, you quickly take off the pants and drape them over your forearm. Once back in your room you get comfy laying on your stomach you prop a pillow under your chest for support and decide to watch some Netflix on your phone, enjoying your quiet time alone.
Halfway into your third episode of "Nailed it" your door swings open to reveal both Sam and Dean.
You roll over to look at them, and you notice Dean biting his lower lip and eyeing you up and down,
Sam, on the other hand, looks nervous and is looking anywhere but at you,
looking down you realize why you had yet to put on a bra. You feel your face heat up as you see that they see absolutely everything through your white shirt. " Sorry, let me just put on a bra really quick." You say as you move off the bed.
" It's a bit late for that sweetheart, but don't worry, we don't mind," Dean says with a smirk, but Sam just smacks his arm, causing his face to fall
You move away from them to turn around, facing the wall, you take your shirt over your head to fasten your bra, once you're finished you replace your shirt and turn back to continue your conversation.
Looking back at them you notice a slight frown on Dean's face before Sam speaks up.
" We umm... just came to see if you were ready to go shopping, but I'm thinking you need a bit longer, so we can just come back later." Sam says as he drags Dean out of the room.
After they leave, you move to the bathroom, you don't have anything to help get ready, but you can at least wash your face and use the extra toothbrush the boys gave you from the night before and trying to brush out your hair with your fingers.
You walk out into the kitchen seeing a breakfast laid out, you set down next to Sam as you steal a piece of bacon off Dean's plate and some avocado toast from Sam, you already had your yogurt so you don't need much more.
You all finish eating and head out to the car, you hop in the back as the boys shove their long legs into the front seat.
" Don't worry about the cost of anything today, it may not be exactly legal but we have more than a disposable income." Sam says as he turns around to look at you.
It takes Dean maybe 20 minutes to get to the mall, the drive is an easy one, the bys talking back and forth over random things as you just listen, trying to get to know them a bit more.
One thing you learn is they are 100% brothers, you can tell that even though there are times they want to fight each other, they'd fight the world for each other.
You laugh at their antics as you all walk into the store, Dean leading the way with Sam right beside you.
Inside the first store, you take in the many racks of colorful clothing, moving to the section for pants you start looking for jeans in your size, Sam following your lead and looking for the same thing he sees you grabbing, Dean, on the other hand, keeps grabbing booty shorts in different colors, as he puts them in your cart you put most of them back on the shelf and get a few more sensible pair. Because all brands fit differently you move to the changing rooms.  You try on around 7 pairs of pants, maybe 4 of them fit but unfortunately the ones Sam picked for you are way to long because he didn't know to grab short ones. Taking the ones that fit, you head to get shirts next, you grab everything from T's to tanks and anything else that catches your eye, you turn around to ask the boy's opinion on a shirt only to notice that Dean has disappeared, you think he just got bored or something.  
You haven't had this much fun in a very long time, you have to convince them to take you shopping more often.
A nervous feeling washes over you as you realize that you still need undergarments, you don't mind buying things like this but you feel weird having Sam with you for it.
" Hey, Sam, I need to go get...some.. uhh... other things, so if you want to go find Dean, I understand." You say blushing and avoiding eye contact.
"Hey, I don't mind, I'll go wherever you want, and besides I don't want to leave you alone, especially with angels still after you." Sam says and he moves your face to look at him.  He has such a soft touch that gives you a tingly feeling all through your body, you feel like crawling into his arms and just stay in his embrace all safe and warm.  
Snapping yourself out of the daze you're in, you move to find undergarments, you grab a few bras, one for workouts,  a couple for every day, one lacy for dressy outfits, and a few bralettes for easy days, you didn't have help looking for. You also slide over to grab panties, Sam remembered the size from when you were grabbing pants so he helps in grabbing different colors once he learns the kind you like, from cheekies to what you call " Lady boxers", Sam picks up a few pairs of sexy panties as a joke but you just look a way to hide your blush. The truth is you actually like things like that but you just feel weird about it when you don't have someone to wear it for.
You both finish your shopping adventure to find dean packing arms full of bags into baby's trunk, assuming he just bought stuff for him you put your things in the back seat with you to keep them separate.
" Thanks for helping me today, now I won't have to wear your stuff anymore." You say with a laugh.
" Who said you wearing our stuff was a bad thing? It's been a long time since I had a beautiful woman walking around in my clothes, and even longer for Sam." Dean assures you as he elbows Sam.
" Dean stop,you're going to embarrass her, and me." Sam returns, giving Dean a bitch face.
" She's fine and I didn't say anything that wasn't true." He defends
" It's ok Sammy, I'm a big girl well maybe not in hight." You say with a laugh " But how about some food, we've been shopping for 4 hours and I'm starving." You add as your stomach growls as if on cue.
" Sure, we can stop on the way home, what do you want?"  Sam asks.
" I think that actually, I'm kinda hungry for pizza, but we can get whatever, I'm not picky." You answer him.
"Pizza it is." Dean says as he speeds up.
It's half an hour drive from the mall to the restaurant, the ride is mostly quiet with the exception of Sam asking where Dean was when you were shopping but he just brushes it off by saying " you'll find out later."
Once you arrive you all get out and Dean leads the way in and then down to a table. A waitress brings over some menus for you all, she places them in front of you and you smile and thank her till you look down to notice a kids menu on the table before you. She begins taking your drink orders, water for Sam, and a beer for Dean.
" I'll take an Iced tea and is there any way I could get an adult menu?" You ask as you hand it back to her
"Sorry, kiddo, we only have kids menus till you're 15 here. "  She says looking rather pleased with herself.
" That wouldn't be a problem if I was under 15, but unlike you, I have aged with grace, so go back and take your dementia pills and get me the adults menu." You say with a glare.
She brings the drinks for you all, handing you an adult menu,  and takes your orders. " What can I get everyone tonight. appetizers, a booster seat maybe?" She asks looking right at Dean for the first part and then at you for the end, she looks a little too closely at Dean for your taste but you have no say in who she mentally undresses.
" I'll take the Caesar salad please," Sam says as he hands her his menu.
 " I'd like the pizza salad and is there any way I could order like 3 slices without getting a whole pizza?" You ask as you hand her yours as well.
" Well if you knew how to read maybe you would have seen that we don't sell by the slice, only by the pie. But don't sell yourself short, you think you're a big girl so just get a whole one." She says as she smirks a little
"Darling if you were a little less slutty and a LOT smarter you could notice that there is a lot of other ways to get those guy's attention. I'll give you one example: NOT BEING A RUDE BITCH !" You watch as her face turns redder with anger at each word passes your lips, and yes you may be going a little to far but she hit a nerve on this one and she's going to be knocked down a few pegs tonight.
" I'll take a whole pizza, but put three pieces on a plate for her, I'd also like another beer, and a new waitress, preferably one that's not a bitch, and if this place doesn't have that we're leaving. Either way, I want to speak with your manager before you put our order in." Dean butts in, breaking the standoff you're having with the waitress, he begins raising his voice with each word to sound more threatening and it gives you chills to hear the power he holds, he can be fucking scary and he knows it.
She leaves with a very scared look on her face, after a few short minutes she returns with a woman who's dressed a bit more Profesional.
"Hello, everyone, I hear that you aren't having a great dining experience tonight. May I ask what the problem is?" The woman whom you assume is a manager asks.
" Well it started as soon as we got here, first she brought Y/N a kids menu and then when asked if she could have an adult one she made a comment about how only kids menus are allowed to kids under 15, and she is very clearly not under 15. Next, when she brought the adult menu she asked if Y/N needed a booster seat, when someone is clearly old enough to not need a booster seat it's just rude to ask. Then when Y/N had a question about the menu she made a dumbass comment about how maybe if she learned to read she could read what the menu says and that since she " thinks she's a big girl" she can eat a whole pizza. This is very unprofessional and no one treats my girl like this!" Dean starts shouting toward the end and there's a panic in his eyes as he registers what just came out of his mouth, thankfully you don't seem to notice and he's grateful for that, Sam, on the other hand, does hear his comment but at least he doesn't say anything.
" I'm very sorry for this sir, we've had multiple problems with her in the past but I think this is it, she'll be fired right away and your meal will be on the house tonight." She says as she keeps apologizing.
The rest of your meal goes by without any problems, and you all have plenty of food to take home with you. Deciding to call it a day you all head back to the bunker. It's still another half hour back and with a full belly and the hum of babies engine, you soon fall asleep.
Dean's POV
I still can't believe i said that, I mean yes she's very attractive and given the chance I could actually see myself with someone like her for good, maybe settle down and quit hunting even, but who am I kidding, she probably doesn't even see me like that and this is only her second day here, I'm probably just going through a crush. 'Crush' now that's a thought that hasn't crossed my mind in years, but how has this little fisty thing gotten me so messed up when it comes to her?
"So, Dean, do you want to tell me why you called her 'your girl'?" Sam asks.   "Because I don't remember you ever asking her out, and you didn't even stick around when shopping, so please explain that to me." He adds
"I don't know Sam it just came out, I was pissed and had no filter, just be glad that's all I said." He answers as he pulls a store parking lot. "We have an extra mouth now so I'm going to get food while we're in town." I say as I get out.
Y/N POV
You wake up as the sound in the trunk slamming shut fills your ears, you quickly gather up your bags and follow behind as you and head inside.
Stepping in your room you see all the bags dean bought as well a few from the store you remember passing in town, opening the mall bags you find that there are not only more clothes but housewares as well. You see soft fluffy rugs and a couple extra pillows ( firm and soft), bedding sets and throw blankets, towels and a robe, all in random colors but you love the crazy look it'll add.
opening the store bags you see all the essentials you forgot about, hair products like shampoo and conditioner, bath supplies such as shower gel,bubble bath, sugar scrubs, shaving creams and razors, and then more personal products like pads and tampons along with heating pads, muscle rub and different painkillers, Dean thought of everything. You put it all away as you go through it, and once done you leave to look for the boys.
You find sam first in the library, walking up you wrap your arms around him in a big hug. " Thanks for the day out today Sam, I'm really grateful for it." You say as you release him,  looking up at him with a smile you attempt to kiss his cheek but considering the fact that you literally stand shorter than his shoulders on your tip toes, you definitely miss your mark. Pulling away with a blush you hide your gaze from his eyes. "So, umm, where's Dean?" You ask as you look around the library.
"Dean went out tonight, to a bar I think, I don't know when he'll be back, maybe morning if he finds a hookup." He says as reads off the text dean had sent him earlier.
"Do you think I should wait up for him? What if he's really drunk and falls down the stairs? Shouldn't one of us wait for him?" You ask not knowing what you're supposed to do
"Yeah, I definitely wouldn't recommend that he could be gone for a couple days depending on the hookup. Look, it's late how about we all go to bed and tomorrow we can go do something without Dean, something you like?" He compromises
"Oh,OK, that sounds like a nice plan. I'm going to head to bed though. Good night Sam, I'll see you in the morning." You say as you turn to leave
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Gods and Lovers  Dean x Reader (Asgard!reader,eventual smut, angst and fluff)
Secrets in Blood   Sam x Reader X Dean  ( Smut, fluff, domestic-ness witchcraft and gypsy-ness) 
Part of Your World  Dean x Reader ( Very domestic full show rewrite with a transported reader)
Unexpected Mate Part 1, Part 2  Omega!captain america, Alpha!Reader, Omega!Dean ( No paring yet, very slow burn)
Laws of Love part 2   AU!Dean x Reader (Smut fluff)
The Road So Far (My Masterlist)
Witch Hunt Gone Wrong Dean x Reader x Sam (Smut)
Forever Yours  Dean x Reader(Angst) 
Love And War  Dean x Reader(Smut)
Let Me Show You  Dean x Reader(Smut)
Special Night   Dean x Reader(Smut)
The Bucket List  Dean xReader(Angst)
Little Problems  Dean x Reader +Sam (Fluff)
Those Ducking Angels Cas + Gabe + Dean + Reader + Sam (Fluffy Drabble )
Five Years: Part One  Part Two   Part Three Dean x (OC) X Reader (Fluffy/Angsty)
Irresistible  Dean X Reader (Smut)
One Week  Sam X Reader (Smut)
Promises  Dean X Reader  (Smut)
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Song Dabbles 
Dean X Reader Fluff
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Gods and Lovers
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 Word Count: 2.021
Date:7/25/2018
Characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby, Cas, Non-human reader
Warnings: Language, Bit of monster death 
Tags: @sammysgirl1997  @meganywinchester @impalagirl94
Authors Note: I’m sorry it took so long to get this out, life is crazy and really really sucks.
Also this is set in season six but in my head they have the bunker already
Summary: Between family drama and the hunting life you lead you deal with many problems, one think you didn’t think would be a problem is falling in love again.
You were always different from your siblings, one loved death and pain to much, another was to prideful and the last was to envious, your downfall, however, was that you loved humanity to much, the pure simpleness of it and how it made such meaningless things seem so monumental. You were very young the first time your father took you to see that strange and simple world and you fell in love from the first glance. Returning home, however, was a different story, your mother was furious that he took you on such a dangerous trip and she forbade any traveling for you till you were much older. But after all, you were her only remaining little girl after your older sister was banished, and while she loved your younger brothers she just didn’t have the bond with them she had with you.
You hated the feeling of being confined though and you longed for the adventure of learning of a whole new world, you counted down the days, the months and the years until you were finally able to explore. Your mother didn’t like your plans but she could no longer stop you, and your father embraced your want for knowledge.
  Soon you were ready to set out on your quest, you had planned a decade-long trip, planing one year one each of the realms with a few trips home to check in. All those plans came crashing down when you got pregnant, soon after giving birth to your two children you ran away to a far-off realm to raise them alone. Once old enough you let them go their separate ways and you returned home.
You picked up life as though nothing had ever happened, but even as bad as you tried things were not the same, your mother now favored your youngest brother and your father had plans for your older brother. It hurt to not even be truly seen by your parents anymore but there was nothing you could do, you were still welcomed there so you knew they weren’t upset enough to banish you but they were still disappointed. So you did the only thing that made sense at the time, you ran.
   You ended up settling on earth and even though you went home once in a while for things like holidays and birthdays it was still not the same. You adapted well to your new life, of course being from Asgard you didn’t age as humans did so you got used to relocating and changing your name often.
   Life wasn’t all that easy for you, marrying someone and then having to watch them fade took a toll on your heart but after a while you became numb, you kept doing it mostly out of need for companionship, You’ve never actually been “in love” but close once or twice, you just couldn’t seem to make yourself stay with those ones because you knew it would hurt to much. After a while you mostly just skimmed through life, yes you were there and you still did things but centuries took a toll on to the point where you didn’t feel like you were LIVING anymore, that is until you discovered the monsters that roamed the earth. It was exhilarating and pure adrenaline when you took off the head of your first vamp, it was totally by chance that you killed in the right way but you threw your life into studying up on monsters that were around and then how to kill them. The problem was at that time there wasn’t much lore or myths on things so you started writing down every little thing you saw when hunting, that meant what went wrong and what went right. By the end of your first century hunting, you had written over 500 journals and had honed your skills better than you had ever imagined. As time progressed you eventually met other hunters and were even made a member of a secret society called “The Men Of Letters” and you quickly made your ways up the ranks before realizing that you didn’t agree with the way that they did things, and at some point they’d notice you not aging which would lead to them finding out what you are and then trying to kill you, so once again you ran but not before faking your death so they wouldn’t suspect anything.
More years went by and you now found yourself in yet another hunters community, this one was different though, they cared about each other and treated everyone like family, and you soon grew very close to Mary Campbell but lost touch when she married and “quit” the hunting life, you did visit her once after she had her baby, her little boy was truly a sweetheart and it made you long for the days when your children were small
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You never got a chance to talk to her again after that, you heard she had another baby boy and you were going to make plans with her to meet this one too but she died shortly after. You felt sorry for the kids but you assumed their father would raise them the best he could.
Your path surprisingly never crossed theirs until you got wind of something ancient, very very ancient disrupting the monster world. After extensive research, you worked out that this was actually Eve the mother of all monsters that was causing all those strange events.
Because you knew Bobby he called you in to help track her down, this was the second time you met Dean Winchester. He looked skeptical at first about bringing you into the loop but soon warmed up to you once he realized how vast your knowledge was, you knew things off the top of your head that would take him, Sam and Bobby days to find out.  
They caught you up on the plan they had to take her out, they already had the phoenix ash that could kill her but they were having trouble finding her.
You went into town with the cover of going to look up things to give you a clue to her whereabouts but really you were going to hide away and use your powers to find her.
You locked yourself away in a private room at the library and closed your eyes, you took yourself forward in time three days, the world was in shambles she had made hundreds of new monsters and thousands of each kind, you had to make your plan work or there would be nothing left for anyone, you started going back in time to see where she had been in those last three days and you got an exact location for 12 hours from your current time so you’d know when and where to strike.
  “OK guys it looks like I got a lock on her, she stays in one place for 24 hours and she`s been there just at 12, so we have time but not much so we should get going,” you say as you get packed. 
You all took the one car and you remember it being parked outside Mary’s when you met Dean for the first time, it looked in a very well kept condition if not better. It was very roomy when you consider you were all crammed into it, Sam and Dean were not small men by any means and with Bobby in the back with you, you were really afraid there wasn’t going to be room.
When you arrive at the dinner she’s located at  Bobby and Cas wait outside while you, Sam and Dean head in. Once inside Sam begins scanning the people in the dinner, noting that everyone seems to be Eve’s new kind of monsters you all turn to leave, but they stop you and force you back to the counter before you have a chance to reach the door. You feel a sudden twinge of fear strike through you as she has all your weapons taken away, she starts into a big monolog about why she’s doing the things she’s doing and you mentally start forming a plan to get you all out of this mess. She and Dean argue back and forth about how things are going to go and the next thing you know she’s changed her face to look like Mary. You know both the boys were very little when she passed so you don’t how this will affect them. Before you can come up with a plan she has moved around to the other side and placed her hands on his shoulders, you’re just about to jump at her and pull her off him by force when she embeds her teeth into the side of his neck.
“Dean!” you scream as you lunge at her but stop in your tracks as you see her start to curl into herself and she slowly disintegrates before your eyes.
You quickly move to Dean to put pressure on the wound before he bleeds out, Cas yells for everyone to shut their eyes, you do as you’re told as Dean buries his face in your chest to protect himself from the blinding light that Cas uses to destroy her monsters. Dean looks up and around at the bodies lying around you before giving you a soft smile as he puts his hand over yours on his neck.
“ Thank you, hey Cas do you think you could fix me up? I’m bleeding pretty good and I think she turned me.”  Dean asks
Cas moves over and brushes his hand across his shoulder and just like that Dean’s neck is like nothing ever happened. Cas leaves to look for Crowley and you all head out to the car once again.
Back at Bobby’s, you all set around having a celebratory drink, they all bicker back and forth over the fact that some think Cas lied about taking out Crowley, after a good 10 minutes of them Bobby calls it a night and goes to his room. Sam remains another half hour before he joins as well leaving you and Dean alone, you move to refill your drink and he follows, once in the kitchen he fills both of your glasses. “ Thank you, would you like to get some fresh air? It’s a  bit warm in here tonight.” You ask as you take off your flannel.
“ Yeah, that sounds good.” He says as he leads the way
Once outside you take a deep breath, the cool night air filling your lungs, you let out a sigh finally relaxing a little. You both continue walking around the yard until you find an old car to set on.
After setting in silence for awhile you speak up. “ So what exactly was your plan tonight? Was it just to piss her off till she tried to kill you?” You ask genuinely curious about his thought prosses.
“I was honestly winging it, I did have that as a backup that’s why I took the worlds nastiest shot but it wasn’t the first plan.” He answers.
“ But what if she had them kill you another way, or what if the ash wasn’t enough because it was diluted by your blood? You could have been killed, Dean.” You say.
“Ok, so I didn’t think that far ahead but what matters is it didn’t happen, not only that but it’s not like it would be the first time I died.” He answers looking down.
“ I’ve just seen a lot of hunters die in my time and I was really worried that tonight was going to be another one, I wasn’t just scared for myself but for all of us, and the way you were pissing her off I thought you were a  goner for sure.” You say as you down the last of your drink.
“ I know the feeling, trust me. But how about I make up for that by taking you out? I mean only if you want.” He says shyly as he looks down. 
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Gods and Lovers
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 Word Count: 2.021
Date:7/25/2018
Characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby, Cas, Non-human reader
Warnings: Language, Bit of monster death 
Tags: @sammysgirl1997  @meganywinchester @impalagirl94
Authors Note: I’m sorry it took so long to get this out, life is crazy and really really sucks.
Also this is set in season six but in my head they have the bunker already
Summary: Between family drama and the hunting life you lead you deal with many problems, one think you didn’t think would be a problem is falling in love again.
You were always different from your siblings, one loved death and pain to much, another was to prideful and the last was to envious, your downfall, however, was that you loved humanity to much, the pure simpleness of it and how it made such meaningless things seem so monumental. You were very young the first time your father took you to see that strange and simple world and you fell in love from the first glance. Returning home, however, was a different story, your mother was furious that he took you on such a dangerous trip and she forbade any traveling for you till you were much older. But after all, you were her only remaining little girl after your older sister was banished, and while she loved your younger brothers she just didn’t have the bond with them she had with you.
You hated the feeling of being confined though and you longed for the adventure of learning of a whole new world, you counted down the days, the months and the years until you were finally able to explore. Your mother didn’t like your plans but she could no longer stop you, and your father embraced your want for knowledge.
  Soon you were ready to set out on your quest, you had planned a decade-long trip, planing one year one each of the realms with a few trips home to check in. All those plans came crashing down when you got pregnant, soon after giving birth to your two children you ran away to a far-off realm to raise them alone. Once old enough you let them go their separate ways and you returned home.
You picked up life as though nothing had ever happened, but even as bad as you tried things were not the same, your mother now favored your youngest brother and your father had plans for your older brother. It hurt to not even be truly seen by your parents anymore but there was nothing you could do, you were still welcomed there so you knew they weren’t upset enough to banish you but they were still disappointed. So you did the only thing that made sense at the time, you ran.
   You ended up settling on earth and even though you went home once in a while for things like holidays and birthdays it was still not the same. You adapted well to your new life, of course being from Asgard you didn’t age as humans did so you got used to relocating and changing your name often.
   Life wasn’t all that easy for you, marrying someone and then having to watch them fade took a toll on your heart but after a while you became numb, you kept doing it mostly out of need for companionship, You’ve never actually been “in love” but close once or twice, you just couldn’t seem to make yourself stay with those ones because you knew it would hurt to much. After a while you mostly just skimmed through life, yes you were there and you still did things but centuries took a toll on to the point where you didn’t feel like you were LIVING anymore, that is until you discovered the monsters that roamed the earth. It was exhilarating and pure adrenaline when you took off the head of your first vamp, it was totally by chance that you killed in the right way but you threw your life into studying up on monsters that were around and then how to kill them. The problem was at that time there wasn’t much lore or myths on things so you started writing down every little thing you saw when hunting, that meant what went wrong and what went right. By the end of your first century hunting, you had written over 500 journals and had honed your skills better than you had ever imagined. As time progressed you eventually met other hunters and were even made a member of a secret society called “The Men Of Letters” and you quickly made your ways up the ranks before realizing that you didn’t agree with the way that they did things, and at some point they’d notice you not aging which would lead to them finding out what you are and then trying to kill you, so once again you ran but not before faking your death so they wouldn’t suspect anything.
More years went by and you now found yourself in yet another hunters community, this one was different though, they cared about each other and treated everyone like family, and you soon grew very close to Mary Campbell but lost touch when she married and “quit” the hunting life, you did visit her once after she had her baby, her little boy was truly a sweetheart and it made you long for the days when your children were small
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You never got a chance to talk to her again after that, you heard she had another baby boy and you were going to make plans with her to meet this one too but she died shortly after. You felt sorry for the kids but you assumed their father would raise them the best he could.
Your path surprisingly never crossed theirs until you got wind of something ancient, very very ancient disrupting the monster world. After extensive research, you worked out that this was actually Eve the mother of all monsters that was causing all those strange events.
Because you knew Bobby he called you in to help track her down, this was the second time you met Dean Winchester. He looked skeptical at first about bringing you into the loop but soon warmed up to you once he realized how vast your knowledge was, you knew things off the top of your head that would take him, Sam and Bobby days to find out.  
They caught you up on the plan they had to take her out, they already had the phoenix ash that could kill her but they were having trouble finding her.
You went into town with the cover of going to look up things to give you a clue to her whereabouts but really you were going to hide away and use your powers to find her.
You locked yourself away in a private room at the library and closed your eyes, you took yourself forward in time three days, the world was in shambles she had made hundreds of new monsters and thousands of each kind, you had to make your plan work or there would be nothing left for anyone, you started going back in time to see where she had been in those last three days and you got an exact location for 12 hours from your current time so you’d know when and where to strike.
  “OK guys it looks like I got a lock on her, she stays in one place for 24 hours and she`s been there just at 12, so we have time but not much so we should get going,” you say as you get packed. 
You all took the one car and you remember it being parked outside Mary’s when you met Dean for the first time, it looked in a very well kept condition if not better. It was very roomy when you consider you were all crammed into it, Sam and Dean were not small men by any means and with Bobby in the back with you, you were really afraid there wasn’t going to be room.
When you arrive at the dinner she’s located at  Bobby and Cas wait outside while you, Sam and Dean head in. Once inside Sam begins scanning the people in the dinner, noting that everyone seems to be Eve’s new kind of monsters you all turn to leave, but they stop you and force you back to the counter before you have a chance to reach the door. You feel a sudden twinge of fear strike through you as she has all your weapons taken away, she starts into a big monolog about why she’s doing the things she’s doing and you mentally start forming a plan to get you all out of this mess. She and Dean argue back and forth about how things are going to go and the next thing you know she’s changed her face to look like Mary. You know both the boys were very little when she passed so you don’t how this will affect them. Before you can come up with a plan she has moved around to the other side and placed her hands on his shoulders, you’re just about to jump at her and pull her off him by force when she embeds her teeth into the side of his neck.
“Dean!” you scream as you lunge at her but stop in your tracks as you see her start to curl into herself and she slowly disintegrates before your eyes.
You quickly move to Dean to put pressure on the wound before he bleeds out, Cas yells for everyone to shut their eyes, you do as you’re told as Dean buries his face in your chest to protect himself from the blinding light that Cas uses to destroy her monsters. Dean looks up and around at the bodies lying around you before giving you a soft smile as he puts his hand over yours on his neck.
“ Thank you, hey Cas do you think you could fix me up? I’m bleeding pretty good and I think she turned me.”  Dean asks
Cas moves over and brushes his hand across his shoulder and just like that Dean’s neck is like nothing ever happened. Cas leaves to look for Crowley and you all head out to the car once again.
Back at Bobby’s, you all set around having a celebratory drink, they all bicker back and forth over the fact that some think Cas lied about taking out Crowley, after a good 10 minutes of them Bobby calls it a night and goes to his room. Sam remains another half hour before he joins as well leaving you and Dean alone, you move to refill your drink and he follows, once in the kitchen he fills both of your glasses. “ Thank you, would you like to get some fresh air? It’s a  bit warm in here tonight.” You ask as you take off your flannel.
“ Yeah, that sounds good.” He says as he leads the way
Once outside you take a deep breath, the cool night air filling your lungs, you let out a sigh finally relaxing a little. You both continue walking around the yard until you find an old car to set on.
After setting in silence for awhile you speak up. “ So what exactly was your plan tonight? Was it just to piss her off till she tried to kill you?” You ask genuinely curious about his thought prosses.
“I was honestly winging it, I did have that as a backup that’s why I took the worlds nastiest shot but it wasn’t the first plan.” He answers.
“ But what if she had them kill you another way, or what if the ash wasn’t enough because it was diluted by your blood? You could have been killed, Dean.” You say.
“Ok, so I didn’t think that far ahead but what matters is it didn’t happen, not only that but it’s not like it would be the first time I died.” He answers looking down.
“ I’ve just seen a lot of hunters die in my time and I was really worried that tonight was going to be another one, I wasn’t just scared for myself but for all of us, and the way you were pissing her off I thought you were a  goner for sure.” You say as you down the last of your drink.
“ I know the feeling, trust me. But how about I make up for that by taking you out? I mean only if you want.” He says shyly as he looks down. 
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Gods and Lovers
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 Word Count: 2.021
Date:7/25/2018
Characters: Dean, Sam, Bobby, Cas, Non-human reader
Warnings: Language, Bit of monster death 
Tags: @sammysgirl1997  @meganywinchester @impalagirl94
Authors Note: I’m sorry it took so long to get this out, life is crazy and really really sucks.
Also this is set in season six but in my head they have the bunker already
Summary: Between family drama and the hunting life you lead you deal with many problems, one think you didn’t think would be a problem is falling in love again.
You were always different from your siblings, one loved death and pain to much, another was to prideful and the last was to envious, your downfall, however, was that you loved humanity to much, the pure simpleness of it and how it made such meaningless things seem so monumental. You were very young the first time your father took you to see that strange and simple world and you fell in love from the first glance. Returning home, however, was a different story, your mother was furious that he took you on such a dangerous trip and she forbade any traveling for you till you were much older. But after all, you were her only remaining little girl after your older sister was banished, and while she loved your younger brothers she just didn’t have the bond with them she had with you.
You hated the feeling of being confined though and you longed for the adventure of learning of a whole new world, you counted down the days, the months and the years until you were finally able to explore. Your mother didn’t like your plans but she could no longer stop you, and your father embraced your want for knowledge.
  Soon you were ready to set out on your quest, you had planned a decade-long trip, planing one year one each of the realms with a few trips home to check in. All those plans came crashing down when you got pregnant, soon after giving birth to your two children you ran away to a far-off realm to raise them alone. Once old enough you let them go their separate ways and you returned home.
You picked up life as though nothing had ever happened, but even as bad as you tried things were not the same, your mother now favored your youngest brother and your father had plans for your older brother. It hurt to not even be truly seen by your parents anymore but there was nothing you could do, you were still welcomed there so you knew they weren’t upset enough to banish you but they were still disappointed. So you did the only thing that made sense at the time, you ran.
   You ended up settling on earth and even though you went home once in a while for things like holidays and birthdays it was still not the same. You adapted well to your new life, of course being from Asgard you didn’t age as humans did so you got used to relocating and changing your name often.
   Life wasn’t all that easy for you, marrying someone and then having to watch them fade took a toll on your heart but after a while you became numb, you kept doing it mostly out of need for companionship, You’ve never actually been “in love” but close once or twice, you just couldn’t seem to make yourself stay with those ones because you knew it would hurt to much. After a while you mostly just skimmed through life, yes you were there and you still did things but centuries took a toll on to the point where you didn’t feel like you were LIVING anymore, that is until you discovered the monsters that roamed the earth. It was exhilarating and pure adrenaline when you took off the head of your first vamp, it was totally by chance that you killed in the right way but you threw your life into studying up on monsters that were around and then how to kill them. The problem was at that time there wasn’t much lore or myths on things so you started writing down every little thing you saw when hunting, that meant what went wrong and what went right. By the end of your first century hunting, you had written over 500 journals and had honed your skills better than you had ever imagined. As time progressed you eventually met other hunters and were even made a member of a secret society called “The Men Of Letters” and you quickly made your ways up the ranks before realizing that you didn’t agree with the way that they did things, and at some point they’d notice you not aging which would lead to them finding out what you are and then trying to kill you, so once again you ran but not before faking your death so they wouldn’t suspect anything.
More years went by and you now found yourself in yet another hunters community, this one was different though, they cared about each other and treated everyone like family, and you soon grew very close to Mary Campbell but lost touch when she married and "quit" the hunting life, you did visit her once after she had her baby, her little boy was truly a sweetheart and it made you long for the days when your children were small
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You never got a chance to talk to her again after that, you heard she had another baby boy and you were going to make plans with her to meet this one too but she died shortly after. You felt sorry for the kids but you assumed their father would raise them the best he could.
Your path surprisingly never crossed theirs until you got wind of something ancient, very very ancient disrupting the monster world. After extensive research, you worked out that this was actually Eve the mother of all monsters that was causing all those strange events.
Because you knew Bobby he called you in to help track her down, this was the second time you met Dean Winchester. He looked skeptical at first about bringing you into the loop but soon warmed up to you once he realized how vast your knowledge was, you knew things off the top of your head that would take him, Sam and Bobby days to find out.  
They caught you up on the plan they had to take her out, they already had the phoenix ash that could kill her but they were having trouble finding her.
You went into town with the cover of going to look up things to give you a clue to her whereabouts but really you were going to hide away and use your powers to find her.
You locked yourself away in a private room at the library and closed your eyes, you took yourself forward in time three days, the world was in shambles she had made hundreds of new monsters and thousands of each kind, you had to make your plan work or there would be nothing left for anyone, you started going back in time to see where she had been in those last three days and you got an exact location for 12 hours from your current time so you’d know when and where to strike.
  “OK guys it looks like I got a lock on her, she stays in one place for 24 hours and she`s been there just at 12, so we have time but not much so we should get going,” you say as you get packed. 
You all took the one car and you remember it being parked outside Mary's when you met Dean for the first time, it looked in a very well kept condition if not better. It was very roomy when you consider you were all crammed into it, Sam and Dean were not small men by any means and with Bobby in the back with you, you were really afraid there wasn't going to be room.
When you arrive at the dinner she's located at  Bobby and Cas wait outside while you, Sam and Dean head in. Once inside Sam begins scanning the people in the dinner, noting that everyone seems to be Eve's new kind of monsters you all turn to leave, but they stop you and force you back to the counter before you have a chance to reach the door. You feel a sudden twinge of fear strike through you as she has all your weapons taken away, she starts into a big monolog about why she's doing the things she's doing and you mentally start forming a plan to get you all out of this mess. She and Dean argue back and forth about how things are going to go and the next thing you know she's changed her face to look like Mary. You know both the boys were very little when she passed so you don't how this will affect them. Before you can come up with a plan she has moved around to the other side and placed her hands on his shoulders, you're just about to jump at her and pull her off him by force when she embeds her teeth into the side of his neck.
"Dean!" you scream as you lunge at her but stop in your tracks as you see her start to curl into herself and she slowly disintegrates before your eyes.
You quickly move to Dean to put pressure on the wound before he bleeds out, Cas yells for everyone to shut their eyes, you do as you're told as Dean buries his face in your chest to protect himself from the blinding light that Cas uses to destroy her monsters. Dean looks up and around at the bodies lying around you before giving you a soft smile as he puts his hand over yours on his neck.
" Thank you, hey Cas do you think you could fix me up? I'm bleeding pretty good and I think she turned me."  Dean asks
Cas moves over and brushes his hand across his shoulder and just like that Dean's neck is like nothing ever happened. Cas leaves to look for Crowley and you all head out to the car once again.
Back at Bobby's, you all set around having a celebratory drink, they all bicker back and forth over the fact that some think Cas lied about taking out Crowley, after a good 10 minutes of them Bobby calls it a night and goes to his room. Sam remains another half hour before he joins as well leaving you and Dean alone, you move to refill your drink and he follows, once in the kitchen he fills both of your glasses. " Thank you, would you like to get some fresh air? It's a  bit warm in here tonight." You ask as you take off your flannel.
" Yeah, that sounds good." He says as he leads the way
Once outside you take a deep breath, the cool night air filling your lungs, you let out a sigh finally relaxing a little. You both continue walking around the yard until you find an old car to set on.
After setting in silence for awhile you speak up. " So what exactly was your plan tonight? Was it just to piss her off till she tried to kill you?" You ask genuinely curious about his thought prosses.
"I was honestly winging it, I did have that as a backup that's why I took the worlds nastiest shot but it wasn't the first plan." He answers.
" But what if she had them kill you another way, or what if the ash wasn't enough because it was diluted by your blood? You could have been killed, Dean." You say.
"Ok, so I didn't think that far ahead but what matters is it didn't happen, not only that but it's not like it would be the first time I died." He answers looking down.
" I've just seen a lot of hunters die in my time and I was really worried that tonight was going to be another one, I wasn't just scared for myself but for all of us, and the way you were pissing her off I thought you were a  goner for sure." You say as you down the last of your drink.
" I know the feeling, trust me. But how about I make up for that by taking you out? I mean only if you want." He says shyly as he looks down. 
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Summary: the Winchesters and cas rescue you from your kidnappers and take you to the bunker for your protection, little do you know you’re about you discover the biggest secret of your life
Date: 7/23/2018
Word Count:2,062
Characters; Sam, Dean, cas, Reader and a few baddies
Warnings: some torture, kidnapping, a panic attack and maybe some language (I don’t remember)
Authors Note GIFs are not mine and I co-wrote this with @impalagirl94
Tags; @sammysgirl1997 @meganywinchester & @impalagirl94
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Summary: the Winchesters and cas rescue you from your kidnappers and take you to the bunker for your protection, little do you know you’re about you discover the biggest secret of your life
Date: 7/23/2018
Word Count:2,062
Characters; Sam, Dean, cas, Reader and a few baddies
Warnings: some torture, kidnapping, a panic attack and maybe some language (I don’t remember)
Authors Note GIFs are not mine and I co-wrote this with @impalagirl94
Tags; @sammysgirl1997 @meganywinchester & @impalagirl94
You were walking home on a normal Monday night after work when you hear a strange sound that resembles a bird, turning around to check your surroundings just as everything goes dark.
When you come to you take a look around the room, you see three figures arguing just out of earshot, one of the three points in your direction so you fake sleep, closing your eyes you hear footsteps move toward you as one touches your head and you fall unconscious once again.
The next time you come to you hear faint screaming and someone moving you out of the building and then setting you on the trunk of a muscle car.
A strange man in a trench coat comes over to stand next to the long-haired man who carried you out.
" Who are you people? More importantly who were THOSE people?" You ask.
"I'm Sam and this is Cas, and my brother Dean is coming up the hill. Those people were... well they aren't people, they were angels, very bad angels. Cas here is an angel too but he's good I promise." He says as he holds up his hands in a reassuring way.
" Those angels took you for a reason, they needed your blood I don't know why yet but I'm going to find out. Until then they will keep you safe." Cas says before he vanishes.
"So, what now? Where do I go? Where even am I?" You ask
"Honestly I'm not even sure where we are, we just followed Cas." Dean said looking around
"We can take you to stay with us in the bunker till he finds something out. It may not be 5 stars but we have  a lot of room and you'll be safe." Sam smiled at you, he seemed to try to make you more comfortable.
You all climb into the car, inside of the car smelling like a mix of the leather seats and their cologne  and Dean starts driving away, you don't even pay attention to where you're going because even though you're in a car with two strange men you've never felt safer and at home, besides, you could not take your eyes from them. Letting your mind wander you rethink the events you've just gone through over and over again until you're completely exhausted, the hum of the road and the quiet music playing through the car soon lulls you to sleep. You wake with the smell of the gasoline stuck in your head, as Dean pulls into a gas station. You step out to stretch your legs and grab something to eat considering you haven't eaten in god knows how long. As soon as your legs hit the pavement you feel a soft breeze blow your long curls out of your face, but before you can take a step you have both of them on either side of you. " Umm, did you need something?" you ask looking from one to the other.
"Well, you did just get kidnaped by angels so we aren't letting you out our line of sight. Till we get back to the bunker one of us will be with you at all times."  Sam speaks up.
" Well can I at least get some food? I don't remember the last time I ate and I can definitely feel that." You say softly as you feel your stomach growl once again.
" Sure sweetheart, one of us will go with you in with you in a minute." Dean says as he finishes pumping fuel.
They both ended up going in with you and everyone chooses snacks, them only slightly complaining about you having to read all the packaging. Once you all have made your way to check out, you reach into your back pocket for your wallet out of habit when you discover your phone and headsets, looking at the date you do the math and make a mental note of the fact that you were knocked out for 3 days.
You all make it back to the car that Dean has informed you can only to be called " Baby", your fingers ache from the bag of snacks you bought, along with a charger since you don't seem to have yours.
Your body lurches back as Dean speeds out of the station,
you watch trees pass for 20 minutes before you open your phone, you keep yourself busy for 2 more hours till your phone dies so you break the silence " So how much longer till we get to this bunker of yours?" you ask.
"Well we actually won't be home till tomorrow, it's too late to drive any farther so we'll probably stop for rooms tonight." Sam answers.  
"How much longer is it before we stop?" you ask already feeling tired.
" About another hour or so " Dean cuts in.
Dean continues driving as the music softly flows over the speakers,  you dig into your snacks and pull out Y/F/S and start eating, you finish half a package before you notice Dean pulling into a motel. Dean runs into the office and comes back with two keys, he gives you yours and him and Sam head to their room.
You turn the key in the lock and feel the door open as you hear the tumblers click, entering the room you can smell the dust and already feel your eyes getting itchy. Walking around the room you take it all in, there are old water stains on the walls, flat pillows and weird stains on the crumpled sheets. You take off your pants and shirt to inspect the damage made when you were unconscious, you see a few bruises and a couple cuts. You let out a soft sigh as you begin cleaning the wounds, as you replace your shirt you think back to what you remember when they had you captive. You remember them with strange long knives asking you questions about a book and something to do with your blood. The next thing you register is no longer feeling your fingers and not being able to breathe, as the tears stream down your face you know what comes next, vomiting. You hate that part most of all but you can't seem to calm down as you sink to the floor curling into your knees. Sobbing uncontrollably you suddenly feel someone pick you up and move you to the bedroom, clutching his chest you feel big warm hands move to your back and start rubbing soft circles on your back.
" It's ok Y/N I'm right here, just breathe with me, come on." Dean says as he pulls you closer to feel his chest move in and out.
A good 10 minutes pass before you start to feel better again.
" Thank you, Dean I just started remembering things that happened and I lost it." You say softly
"It's ok these things happen sometimes, especially with what you just went through."  Dean assures you " Are you going to be ok?" He asks with concern as he moves to a more comfortable position on the bed but still trying to hold you
"Well I struggle with some stuff so maybe but I have times when I'm not ok too." She answers.
" So do you think you can tell me what happened?" he asks
" Well, I don't remember all that much just a lot of questions and cutting." You say as more tears start to escape  
" Hey, hey, it's ok, I'm right here and nothing is going to get you again, Sammy and I will make sure of that." He says pulling you closer once again. Before you know it you've fallen asleep, the exhaustion of the day and tonight's panic attack completely wiping you out.
You woke up still curled up into Dean's chest, you slip out of the warmth of the bed to get yourself ready for the day. When you come back out Dean is no longer there, assuming he went back to his room you gather your remaining stuff you make your way over as well. Standing outside the door you hear Dean telling Sam about the events of the previous night. "I'm telling you, Sam, they really got to her, she had a full on panic attack last night. I did everything I could to help her last night but she's still going to be dealing with this for a while, I hope Cas finds something soon." He explains
Not wanting to hear any more you turn and walk to the car, you know you have your issues but you don't want everyone knowing about it.
Back out in the car, you don't know how long it'll be before they come out but you have your phone to distract yourself as well as leftover snacks and you look forward to the alone time to put your thoughts back together. It takes them about 45 minutes to finally emerge and you can't help but watch the way they strut out of the room, you can't deny their attractiveness as your mind wanders to different fantasies.
The doors slamming shut pulls you from your own mind.
"You ok back there?" Sam asks looking concerned
" Yeah, I'm ok just a bit lost in my head." You say with a fake smile, Sam just nods and looks to his own phone. As Dean pulls out of the parking lot you catch him glancing back at you from time to time.
The trip drags on and on as you pass through towns left and right, you consider calling your parents but knowing angels are after you it's probably not a good idea to get in touch with them.
Before you know it the sky turns golden-red and then it's pitch black,as lightning cracks and thunder booms all around you, soon the sky let’s go and you hear the unending sound of raindrops hitting the roof of the car.
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You feel yourself grow sleepy as a yawn passes your lips, the sound already lulling you to sleep but you are determined to stay awake till you reach their home, as another hour passes you try to think of what this bunker will be like, will it have a homey touch, will it be like some military base, is it some old leaky hole in the ground, you ask yourself as you think it all over.
Soon Dean pulls into a garage full of cars of any kind, you are amazed. Curious as to what other surprises it holds for you, you exit the car as soon as Dean puts the car in park, Sam lets out a soft chuckle at your actions. You follow closely behind the Winchesters as they lead you farther into the place they call home, they first show you the library, then the kitchen and finally to the room you'll be staying in. "Thank you both so much for this, you'll never know what it means to me that you took me in like this." You say as you pull each of them down to your hight for a hug.
"It's no problem, we're happy to have you here. If you need anything my room is right down here and Dean's room is that way."  Sam says as he points in both directions
"Well, umm... I was actually hoping that we could go shopping tomorrow? In case you hadn't noticed I don't exactly have any clothes. Also, do you think it would be ok if I borrowed something from you guys? I really don't want to sleep in this shirt another night, it smells like that old barn they had me in." You ask them  
" Sure sweetheart, we'll go see if we can find you something." Dean says as he walks away.
They return in just a few minutes Dean with a white tank-top and Sam with a pair of very comfortable looking sweats.
As you take the items from them you let out a soft laugh as you unfold the pants " I'm going to have to roll these up like half the leg length just so I can move." You chuckle again. " But I'll let you boys get some rest, good night." You say as you move into your room and close the door.
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