#//fuck migraines all my homies hate migraines

[red-the-rose]

“Good morning…” Seems like someone didn’t get much sleep last night…

#//tfw you get the worst migraine in the world and you wake up several times in the night because of it ❤️ #//fuck migraines all my homies hate migraines #//this can be angst or lighthearted; either would fit lol #ic #open starter

[ppigtails]

“Good morning….” Seems like someone didn’t get much sleep last night… but did get major bed head.

#//tfw you get the worst migraine in the world for no reason and wake up several times in the night bc of it ❤️ #//fuck migraines all my homies hate migraines #ic #open starter

[asterlark]

forgot to update on here but i came home from the hospital yesterday afternoon! have mostly been playing video games and cuddling with my cat, recovery for this so far is not too bad and i've been able to manage pain decently well with meds & rest

#personal #i have had a multi day migraine on and off which is suuuper fun #but other than that i mostly just feel sore and tired #and i dont have to deal with drains this time so that's huge lol #fuck drains all my homies hate drains #but yeah just been resting and playing stardew valley and wingspan and watching drawfee #noodle has been a good recovery buddy so far; she loves when i lay down on the couch for long periods lol

[rxkuyo]

not so patiently waiting for the sun to set so that I can finally leave the house #vampirecore

#fuck daylight savings all my homies hate daylight savings #the only condition under with daylight savings is somewhat acceptable is on gloomy and/or rainy days #once that dumb bright orb in the sky is out ?? pain and suffering #why does daylight savings last for 8 months and then there's only 4 months of peaceful darkness #at least make it even ffs #like there is no reason for the sun to be out until like 9:30pm for a majority of the year #what the fuck kind of lunatic came up with this #migraine and sunburn weather for 8 months. so nice. very enjoyable. love it so much.

[lemememeringue]

I DID IT Y'ALL

FIRST DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT ALL BY MYSELF

AND

I GOT PILLS 🥳🥳

#mine #one small step for lem #YouShouldBlacklistThisKindOfThing #I couldn't fill out all my medical history but it's okay bc my primary doctor sent over the information #I was shaking the whole time but it rly wasn't a big deal lol the worst part was waiting #and labs. fuck labs. all my homies hate labs. #my exam was normal BUT bc my symptoms were so bad the doctor said I likely have PMDD and endometriosis #bc of my migraines I can't go on ''the pill'' bc estrogen increases risk of stroke so I'm on ''the minipill'' #which is progestin. explained this to cliff and he was like ''you're a real girl now'' bc that's what the trans girls on tumblr talk about #fkfjfjfjfj #anyway the doctor also offered to start me on an ssri but bc most of my thoughts are abt This Pain I opted to wait a few months #probably bc I'm not Actively Suicidal today. if this occurred two days ago I would've jumped on it #I just got home and I'm still shaking tbh #I have a milkshake tho #lem has a body

[feliosfarkus]

girls when their disability is disabling

#the cat rambles #fuck migraines #all my Homies hate migraines

[lovedtogekiss]

the painkillers killed the pain but unfortunatly the side effects stull persist

#lets take excedrin together #fuck mifraine all my homies hate migraine

[mars-ipan]

ougghh headache :((

#been fuzzy all day and now this shit. augh #gonna go to bed now. can’t risk nausea #fuck migraines all my homies hate migraines #uhhh goodnight tumblr

[hypeaholic]

Postdrome stage < migraine stage because at least when I have a migraine in full swing I take it easy and don't try to convince myself "it's not that bad I can totally do things like have loud sound pouring directly into my ears and run around in the loud and bright and smelly outside and stay awake for mor than 3 hours at a time"

#fuck me man #my body hurts #i hate migraines #fuck migraines #all my homies hate migraines

[solmesia]

all my homies hate migraines i only recently got medicated for mine- i hope you feel better the waiting game for release during the migraine is the worst

4 days dawg and im fucking expiring lmao

#stuff i say #asks #anon #thank you anon

[harley-quinns-girlfriend]

FUCK MIGRAINE

All my homies HATE migraines

#i am unwell #migraine are dumb #stupid #blah #pain

[pixiecaps]

fuck headaches fuck migraines all my homies hate painful sensations in the head

[imnotpayingforurtherapy]

EYYYYYY THE HALLUCINATIONS ARE BACK 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️

I HAVE A 103.2° F FEVER AND CANT SLEEP

STORY TIME/RANT/BRAIN VOMMIT SOUP UNDER CUT

So i havent been able to sleep in able three weeks, my scedule pretty much being wake up at 7am, get read for school, be at school till 5pm, get home at 6pm, maybe make food if i have the energy, if not bed rot and try to sleep until 6:45am when exhaustion finally takes over, sleep till alarm goes off at 7am, attempt to get up and black out till around my dad comes in my room to scream at me to get up, force my body to move and repeat.

My head hurts constantly which isn't new (I don't want to say they're migraines because they're undiagnosed because i live in the us and the health care is shitty but apparently your head hurting so badly everyday you involuntarily sob when you wake up until you run out of tears and learn to manage the pain isn't normal... ive been dealing with these off and on since 2nd grade and all the doctors have to say is 'Dehydration' IM NOT FUCKING DEHYDRATED)

BUT BASICALLY HEAD HURTS WORSE THAN USUAL LIKE IF MY TYPICAL PAIN IS AROUND A 7/10 AND ON PAR WITH GETTING HIT REALLY REALLY HARD WITH A BASEBALL AND BASKET BALL SIMULASULY WHICH SOMEONE POKES MY SOINE WITH A PENCIL MY CURRENT EVERY DAY PAIN IS AROUND A 15/10 AND IS IMPOSSIBLE TO DECRIVE BUT KINDA FEELS LIKE THERES A 50 POUND WEIGHT ON MY HEAD AND THE BASKET BALL GOT SWAPPED WITH A IRON SKILLET AND THE PENICL WITH A RED HOT STAKE

so... not fun... AND ON TOP OF THAT IM SO TIRED I CAN BARELY FUNCTION BUT IM USED TO IT SO I JUST HAVE TO KEEP GOING LIKE PHONE YOUVE HAD FOR OVER 10 YEARS RUNNING ON 5% WITH NO STORAGE SPACE, ONLY ABLE TO CHARGE IT FOR ABOUT 5 MINS BEFORE HAVING TO DEAK WITH AND PREDICT THE GLICTHES

Anyways~ the hallucinations✨✨

So since i share a room i cant have the lights on even if im suffering through really bad isomnia episodes and im so tired i've started to hallucinate this weird figure in the corner if my room

I've named him Jamal but homie just stares at me, can't make out his face to well just that blank stare, crooked smile and broken neck.... He just watches so not a threat, jusst makes my skin crawl OH AND HE KEEPS FUCKING WITH ME LIKE JUST STANDING OVER ME AND STROBING MY VISION OR GRABBING MY FEET UNDER THE COVERS

He's the closest thing i've had to a sleep paralysis demon but the problem is he's always there... every where i go I see him...

I think he used to be in a different form, he looks the same as a nice man I used to halluicate back in 8th grade but hells thats just my subconscious

but it is funny to think that maybe that nice man died and is mad now, still watching over me but just severly flawed now

I also keep hallucinating dead people and spirts... they might not be real but they feel so real... so full of grief and hatred for the world...

I hate cemeteries

I recently found out not all people felt this way but whenever i go to cemeteries i can feel them

same at church

same at a lot of places i go to

idk im rambling now but whatever

Im so tired i just want to sleep but i cant

im genuinely so numb all i can feel is panic and uselessness

the depression's getting bad again...

Theres mold everywhere, bugs flying all around, it smells fucking awful, I smell awful, haven't showered in like 2 weeks?? been too week to

My family doesn't give a shit unless it involves me not doing the chores even tho i have finals and they're all off work/school

I genuinely told them i was going to kill myself a few years ago, none of them cared, calling me dramatic

I ODed and passed out for two days, all my dad had to say when i woke up and couldn't move was 'to get my ass up because not 'daughter' of his was going to miss church'

I also have passed out from exhaustion in front of them multiple times, they just walk over me like im a vacuum in the middle of the floor

I want to hate them so much but my need to love them just rips me apart so im just and at them constantly which is really just me being mad at myself so im stuck in this constant state of grief

I hate being so disgustingly human

I hate all other people but at the same time i was someone in bed with me rn, someone to wrap their arms around me and just fall asleep with, nothing else

Someone thats gone in the morning

Someone to be vulnerable infront of and feel so incredibly comfortable its like my clone yet doesn't remember me when we cross paths again

I want a lover just so they can die a tragic death so i have something, someone to blame my sorrow upon

Hallucinations aren't scary

The images themselves are fine, dismembered bodies, dead people, things that aren't quite human, things that want me dead... images are just that... images

and even if they came to life, i wouldn't mind, like okay they're here now... so what? I die or escape, easy.

What makes the hallucinations scary is the fact that they aren't real... its like you're conscientiousness slipping out, something you've tried so hard to keep locked down deep within your soul

slipping out

escaping

breaking free

for the souk purpose of reminding you

You aren't sane :]

You never have been

#inp4ut insomnia thoughts

[apocalypticdemon]

fuck migraines, all my homies hate migraines

#i have to present in like 20 minutes....... #excedrin save me......... #it is doing a very slow job and i feel like hell. 0/10

[frenziedslashers]

Feeling kind of sad and goopy this Valentine's Day, reading through all your Borderlands stuff to feel less goopy <3 I hope you've had a good day! ❆

I am sorry to hear your Valentines Day was that way. Personally I hate the holiday for that reason lmao and I always spend it with friends or just doing something I like, because fuck relationships I have never had one for Valentines Day and ykw, that's perfectly fine. Because it just means I can spoil myself with the stuff I KNOW I like 🫶

I am glad that my pics were there to comfort and help you out buddy. That's what they're here for. For the comfort of others 🫶 and myself LMAO

I hope that you are having a good day today at least! I had a decent day yesterday. Spent the day playing BL2 with my homie, then went to bed early cause of a migraine 💀 but then I woke up again and read some Rick Grimes and Timothy recs I got 😩🫣

#borderlands asks #I literally despise this holiday sm #It's like it's telling everyone that's single/ace/aro that they're losers #LIKE HELLO NO #NONE OF US ARE LOSERS #❄️ anon

[emile-hides]

Vent sketching some tonight

#Emile's Arts #nothing actually bad is happening don't worry #My brother simply moved back in and he smokes weed all day every day #and the smell and smoke is just overloading me #I'm having the worst migraines my eyes always hurt and I can't breath very well #And I can't complain about it with anyone because my parents both come to his defense #And I don't really #know anyone else #dkgjkdfgjkfjgkfd #anyway I'm gonna be fine eventually it's just something I guess I have to get use to #but this really is solidifying my stance on weed #Personal stance nothing against people who self medicate with it #not that I understand that at all it really just brings me personally more pain #but whatever #I can literally never be close to someone who smokes weed at all ever #It's such. A toxic smell. And it hurts me too much like physically #Nor do I ever want to commune to someone who is currently high that's freaky please don't #Fuck drugs all my homies hate drugs or at least I do and all my homies are in different states so it doesn't matter #As long as I don't have to be physically close to it ever #TW drug mention #my head hurts so bad