#( FUCK I FORGOT THE ONE FOR RANDOM )

[front-facing-pokemon]

#bouffalant #i forgot this pokémon existed. i don't even know what type it is #ground?? ground/normal?? #okay no it's just pure normal. this is like tauros's cool cousin #Tau Ross. 'cause. he has bob ross hair. :)! #did you guys know that the bob ross show was actually filmed at my alma mater #yeah. the college that i'm doing finals for Right Now. the joy of painting was filmed there i think #no one talks about it and i had to find out from random anecdotal evidence from my mom when we were on a road trip #dunno how SHE knew but no one who goes to this college ever talks about it. they only ever wanna talk about david letterman #i hate it here. so glad to be graduating soon #the only reason i'm okay with telling you all where i go to college is because as of this posting (december 13th) i will literally #be graduating in three days. that'll be commencement. which i'm not even going to because fuck commencement

[mockingspider]

since the spiderverse fandom is dying out, i have a confession to make

i thought gwen and miles were already dating until i saw the clocktower scene and was like "wait.. they're just friend?"

#OKAY OKAY OKAY BACKGROUND INFO #THE ONLY THING I EVER SAW FROM SPIDERVERSE BEFORE I WATCHED ATSV WAS 2 SCENES FROM ITSV #AND ONE OF THOSE GWEN WAS THERE AND I JUST ASSUMED SHE WAS DATING MILES #SO I GO INTO ATSV KNOWING NOTHING #AND I SEE THE INTRO AND GO “bro where tf ur man at?” #BUT I DIDNT KNOW THEY WERENT DATING #i was FOOLED #also i yelled at my sister when she said “oh forgot to mention this was part 1” #and my thoughts during the last scene was “YES IM IN BITCH GO SAVE YOUR FRIEND!” #i was so fucking hyped towards the end just for it to end on a cliffhanger #but thats a separate post for another time #ghostflower #gwen stacy #miles morales #across the spiderverse #erin talks abt random stuff #into the spider verse

[computerboyboobs]

my bad guys

#my pictures #ultrakill #gabv1el #context behind this one is that i got unfathomably fucking seething mad at a random thing and my one coping mechanism is drawing goofy shit #expect a gabv1el hey best friend lets see those molars in the coming days #maybe dont. i dont know i am not consistent #i need to go to bed</3 #I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT THE FUCKING MICS ON THE HEADPHONES #GOD DAMNIT

[lord-squiggletits]

Today I went absolutely nuts over Pharma on main in Discord lmao. He should've gotten to kill more people just as reparations for all the shit he went through and then being completely ditched by his best friend and the cause he spent almost his entire life serving.

Like it really does suck how everyone including Ratchet (and Ambulon too???) heard about Pharma harvesting organs for the DJD and just immediately assumed Pharma was a traitor/double agent like.... THAT Pharma. Notorious Decepticon-hater Pharma. Pharma who's been an Autobot since the start of the war and is best friends with another loyal Autobot. That Pharma. Tooootally the most reasonable explanation is that he's a traitor and not. Y'know. That the DJD are a bunch of drug-addicted cultist freaks who literally practice torture, murder, and war crimes as their entire jobs. Couldn't be it. Pharma is just Doctor DJD I guess

#like fuck morality if my lifelong best friend ditched me like ratchet did to pharma i wouldve gone homicidal too #i had a funnier and/or more meaningful rant but it's tired and i forgot #squiggposting #pharma apologism #you really have to wonder if JRO wrote pharma as like the wettest of wet cats on purpose #or if he just like. didn't care and wrote pharma as he needed for a plot #and just never addressed the implications of pharma's miserable life bc it just wasn't a priority or he didn't think of it #that's not an insult btw i just like. genuinely wonder if JRO knew what he was doing when he made pharma #one of the most tragic characters in the story despite only having a few random cameos and 3 major appearances

[doodlelots]

day 14

#drawtober #daarintober #i fucking forgot about this blog forgive me. #gonna catch up posting these lalalalaaa #thank you random person who helped me remember i need to update this via an etsy comment #youre a real one

[maledistributionsystem]

Heyy i have a question for you bro. First of all i love your posts, it's so encouraging and makes me feel genuely better abt myself. My question is how do i make up for a boyhood i never had? I'm 18 and transitioning isn't available to me, my country is extremely homophobic and id simply need someone to tell me my chest doesn't make me a girl etc but i don't know any queer folks irl and it feels like im missing out

Thank you for contacting the Male Distribution System Bark Line. Remember: Mens bodies come in many shapes, sizes, colors, and heights. Being unconventional does not detract from your validity. Your message is in the queue...

hey man whats good!

This is something I've been doing/thinking about for years, and honestly I'm not sure how applicable my advice is, but i'll still try :^)

I grew up real sheltered and closed away from the world, there's a lot that I never got the chance to experience or be taught that I've had to make up for. I'll ask ya, What weren't you allowed to do due to your socialization/upbringing? for me the answers are: Tackle football, watching star wars, playing with "boy toys" from fast food meals, walking around shirtless, wearing "simple" clothes, stuff like that.

Dont be afraid to derive gender euphoria from shit thats uselessly gendered. I still use Old Spice deoderant because it was Boy Deoderant and i really liked the way it smelled when i was 17 lol. Buy "mens" body wash, use "mens" razors, stuff like that! (In america all these things are less than 10$ so im very sorry if thats bad advice for you)

My answer for experiencing boyhood is: Let yourself be free in all the ways you wish you could have at that age. Collect monster trucks, build lego sets, watch wrestling or mma or boxing or [insert overwhelmingly male-dominated physical sport here], engage with hobbies that are male-dominated and feel good about talking to other men online who participate too.

honestly on that note, make a social media account divorced from any of your other ones with no indicators whatsoever that you're trans, just say you're a man (if you specify at all) and interact with dudes anonymously, kinda like you did me here. It's such a quiet and hidden thing to do, but when i was in highschool (14-17 years old for me) it was one of the most validating things i did for myself. I was just one of the guys, because i literally am.

But also, that boy needs to cry. I'm serious, let him scream and be angry and punch things, let him be sad and ask "why couldnt i have this before?". That little boy inside you could use the aknowledgement.

Also hey, i know you dont got no IRL queer folks to say it to you, so i will: having a chest dont make you any less of a man. Wearing a binder hurts my back, badly. So i stopped wearing them and havent worn a binder in a few years now. I still correct people to tell them im a dude. I just let them hang about freely. I'm just a dude with a chest, and i make people deal with seeing that. Even if you can't go around correcting people and shit, i want you to know it in your heart. Dudes have chests sometimes. Not even just trans dudes! Cis dudes get gynecomastia at varying (but usually a bit older) ages and have to get surgery too. Hell, even those gymrats addicted to roids get tit fat that need to be removed. They're all still men, and so are you. I dont care what it looks like, you're still a man.

I'm sorry if this wasn't quite what you was looking for, but i hope you know you're a brother to us all, and like any brother would, i hope you get what you're looking for out of your life. You deserve it.

Be easy, now ☆

#Bark Line #had to redo my tags on this one bc i forgot using quotations fucks them up. gods i hate tumblr sometimes #anyways #it might look stupid or childish to other people to see me sitting here like #'play into gender roles to make yourself feel better' #but im actually serious it feels so good and the unnecessary gendering of random shit isnt going away #might as well use it to make yourself feel better lol

[thrilling-oneway]

tsukasa is a transguy in the same way apollo justice is a transguy but he's also the token cis for literally no reason other than it would be funny

#this is a 1am thought from a week ago i forgot to post so fuck it it's now an 8:42am post #tsukasa being implied canonically cishet is something that i find incredibly funny #because not to stereotype but say prsk was an american cartoon he would be the one that parents pick out as gay #but also him being cishet just is a believable thing that the prsk writers would do considering the amount of random stuff #that's canon about tsukasa. comedic relief character moment or smth #mine #project sekai #tenma tsukasa

[skitskatdacat63]

Hiii CATIE!!!!! HIII

Im pretty pretty sure people have already asked BUT HOW WAS ATTENDING THE US GP LIVE!!!! WAS???? TELL ME!! DO YOU HAVE PICS??? I know I know im late.

I ALSO HOPE YOU GOT HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND THAT YOU ARE RESTING NOW+!!!(I saw the chaos you went through im deeply sorry for you :( )

ANYWAYS HOW WAS THE RACE? HOW WAS EXPERIENCING STROLLONSO LIVE?????? AND omg did you get pics of drivers??? :00

You must must share pleaseeeeee.wax.poet

OH MY GOD ELLE SORRY THIS IS SO LATE!!! IT WAS VERY COOL!!!!! VERY SURREAL!!!!!! I've taken a week to answer this but uhhhh yes I am in fact home now 🥰 I got home at like 1 am which was cool....

First of all I have to mention this! I was fighting for my life walking thru the Austin airport(from sleep deprivation), and I had my Fernando hat on my backpack, right? Some girl comes up to me and asks if I'm going to the GP, I say yes. SHE GAVE ME A FRIENDSHIP BRACELET, I COULD'VE SOBBED 🥹 It says on it "wtf is a km", I'm still so happy

COTA was the first race I ever watched, so to be actually at that track and watch a race live there was extremely surreal! Very hot though my god 😵‍💫 I think last year it was pretty hot, right? And my brother kept sending me the temp and it was pretty okay, and then of fucking course the temp leaps up to 89-97°(31-36° Celsius btw) right in time for the gp....so that was nice(I say as I burn in the sun like a vampire. But don't worry I didn't even really tan at all 😭 I always wore a hat and a lot of sunscreen. And meanwhile my brother was literally a lobster)

(This is a long post):

So unfortunately I missed the drivers parade because my brother and I were dying on Saturday night and his friends wanted to go first thing in the morning, and we're like "we will go later actually 😊" and missed it entirely 😭😭😭 but his friends took pics of Mclaren and Aston for me!!!!! But unfortunately I havent gotten them still, so I'll have to reblog this later with those! I took a lot of pictures of the cars I took from behind the fence, which I think I've posted some of? Lmk if anyone wants those!! They're very random, I just thought it was very surreal to see the cars flying past, so I took a million.

The coolest part was definitely running on track after the race was over!!! Soooooo surreal, and so I'm only gonna post pics rn from Sunday(bcs pic limit on phone) and also I think everything else kinda pales in comparison(but of course lmk if there's anything you're interested in seeing 🤭)

Okay and did I see any drivers...? ONLY ONE BUT AAAAHHHH I DID SEE LANDO!!! Not even one of my favs but it was soooooo surreal to see him, even from afar. As you can see above, everyone standing on the fences was blocking the view 🙄, but during the podium, I was focusing my camera btwn their legs and got literally one second of Lando 😭 I think its a pretty aesthetic clip, so I gifed it!!

It was so funny, I went to the gp with my brother and friends, so all these older guys yeah. And I was showing this off to them on the ride home, and his one friend was praising me so much for it 😭😭 like: "oh my god!!!! You could put this in an edit !!! This is so sick!!!!"

Oh one other thing!!! I think I've mentioned it before but my god, my favorite f1 podiums are always the ones with confetti, right?? AND THERE WAS CONFETTI AT THIS RACE!!!

LOOK AT HOW PRETTYYYYY!!!! And so anyways, I picked up so much confetti off the ground and now it lives forever in my phone case 🥰🥰🥰 I have no other room for pics on this post(for now) but oh my godddddddddd most of the confetti were just rectangles BUT THERE WAS ALSO ONES SHAPED LIKE TEXAS!!! SO COOL!!!!! And I also picked up a bunch of tire marbles off the ground!!! And a piece of plastic that probably came off some car. It was so funny when all of us were just scrounging off the ground. My bro's one friend somehow found a piece of carbon fiber, and we're all like "how can I kill him in his sleep and steal this from him..." But no the highlight actually of that process was watching my brother sprint to the podium, but stopping and grabbing a bunch of gravel first to shove in his pocket 😭😭😭

The other two days were fun as well, but also a lot of just dying in the heat and drinking a fuckton of red bull, so there's not too much specifically to say! I really liked hearing the cars. I think if you wanna know what's actually going on in a race, watching from home is better, but hearing the cars go by and seeing them is just so fucking sick. It was so funny to see grown men be like "I think I'm going to cry hearing these cars." I was really flexing on them with "uhhh yeah I've already been to a gp already 🙄🙄"

Anyways I ended the day by breaking bank by buying my dad and myself Fernando shirts because he is of course Fernando's biggest fan 🥰🥰 and I bought the most delicious overpriced lemonade, which I only drank half of bcs my brother proceeded to accidentally elbow it out of my hand....

OH WAIT ONE MORE DETAIL LOL. On Friday, my brother and his friend were waiting in line for smth and I was talking to them outside of the barrier. I look down, hmm theres a red cap abandoned on the ground, I pick it up, it is in fact a Ferrari hat. And that is how my brother acquired a $40+ dollar hat for free. Lucky bastard....I was the who found it!

#there is my experience kinda summed up???? i #i wanted to wait to answer this until i got all the random misc photos but alas i sitll havent #but its still very sweet to me that theu took pics of the drivers parade for me 🥺🥺 #he was like “here is mclaren!!! and here is aston!!!!” THANK YOU STILL 🥹🥹 #oh fuck wait i forgot to mention a crucial detail #on the wah home from the gp my brother's tire popped 😭😭😭😭 #and im ofc chilling in the car while these three car men(horse girls tbf) change the tire #and theyre all covered in grease and i say “what a great way to end the day!' and his friend turns around anf gives me this face: 😐 #various misfortunes but it was fine!!! it was great!!!!! just tiring #OH YEAH THE KILLERS WAS PRETTY COOL AS WELL!!!!! #basically: everything was sick 😎 #except every time oscar and nando did badly and i would fall dramatically onto the ground bcs that's the type of persom i am #thank you so much for asking elle 🥺🥺🥺 #if you hadnt prompted i prob wouldve never ended up recapping it #all i can say is im incredibly lucky to have all the experiences i did this year #catie.rambling.txt #catie.asks. #*OH MY GOD YEAH ONE THIGN #*i bought a new phone beforew this gp. for this gp tbh. bcs of the camers. i think it paid off pretty well no? 🤭

[astronomicalunit32]

In my motivic analysis phase. When did we decide to stop listening to the hamilton soundtrack.

#this is so fucking good #it came out when i was a wee one and i listened to it all the time #but now im old enough to actually appreciate the intricacies #like how the maria reynolds in say no to this tries to mimic some of elizas melodies in helpless but it isnt quite right #like a beat is off or its too low #and the satisfied piano intro plays during take a break and is also the intro to burn #which is like. damn that song really is just foreshadowing and highlighting hamiltons relationship with angelica as like. lost love. #also in take a break when hamilton quotes macbeth (more specifically the actual character macbeth) #in his letters to angelica #when she visits she tells him screw your courage to the sticking place #which is like shakespeare fanception but also thats a lady macbeth line #like. his fuckint wife who actually was the reason he could do all the dumb shit he does. #screaming crying throwing up #au rants #i forgot to tag that in my ranting haste. like the most important tag for people who dont care about my analysis of random shit

[yeonban]

Sometimes I think about posting the one meme which goes "I want to ____ you" and see what your muses fill it in with for my muses but knowing my muses, I can already foresee an army of "kick" "beat" and "kill" <- in that order

#tbd. #* ooc. / posts. #ADHUISADHASUHDSAHD to be fair I too would beat them all up! ^_^ maybe kiss their wounds afterwards idk but FIRST. kick!!! #Anw I've been legit fighting for my life irl for the past few days and am being tortured by my own traitorous body as we speak #but I hope against hope that I'll soon be free to write and reply to dms bc lord knows when I last was able to... #My profs are the personification of irritating bc the SECOND we think we finished all our assignments and can breathe for 2 seconds #we receive 30 new emails saying hi! forgot to tell you this but you have a 12 page long assignment by the (checks watch) end of this week #like??!??!?!!? did ~3 of them for last Thursday now I have another 5 for Tuesday; 1 for Wednesday; 2 more for this Thursday #and then a random RNG one I guess bc my prof told us about it but then never posted the deadline. only an eerie 'by next week' #(aka this upcoming week) so fuck me I suppose AHDIUASHDISAHD #I just want to talk w my beloved friends and write silly things on tumblr dot com is that so much to ask for............. gawd

[avianii]

To all my aviation obsessed mutuals, does anyone have any aviation related resources like youtube channels or websites that would be interesting to a group of depressed highschoolers?

We finally got our new aviation club approved!! And so far what we're planning on doing is having presentations or interviews (already contacted a bunch of local organizations) each week but I wanted to add in some stuff for the 2 people who would be interested lol.

#already added the big ones like real engineering and threw the FAA in there for good measure #super excited and really nervous and fuck i forgot to add our slide to the club presentation but ITS FINE WE DID IT #and also already got a response from the local EAA chapter!!! #anii's random thoughts

[cold-open]

trying to figure out how to draw this dude in a way i'm happy with. think i'm getting closer to it. also i haven't drawn in literally months but the pizza energy overcame me hi. feels good to open mspaint again.

play pizza tower, ok?

#pizza tower #peppino #my art #not pictured: the fucking struggle i was facing drawing with actual pen earlier #felt bad #mspaint feels good #my home. #he's supposed to have toppins under his arm there #i just didn't really bother to clean it up. at all. lol #i was forcing myself to do more fun things #by drawing a random shape and turning it into drawing #i liked that one enough to actually show it to other people #ok enough tags chatter goodnight #mspaint #<- almost forgot my mspaint tag oops

[the-punforgiven]

I fucking hate filling out government applications stop fucking asking me for shit, you've got enough fucking documents already, stop asking me for more

#I have nothing but tv static behind my eyes #It's like oh grab this grab that take a fucking photo of a form you got last year that you OBVIOUSLY still have #we're gonna need a tiny little piece of paper you forgot about immediately and don't remember where you got it from #we're gonna need more numbers than we can possibly expect any fucking human to ever keep in their brain #and some random barely-relevant information you don't even remember that no one ever wrote down because why the fuck would you #and if you take more than 45 seconds to summon this information we log you out and you have to start all over again :) Fuck you :) #Pun's text Posts #I'm taking active stress damage from form after form after form after fucking form #How the fuck do people do this shit without their tearing their eyes out

[jorvikzelda]

had a dream I called the Danish emergency services (I was in Denmark) and they hung up on me :(

#was trying to tell them about leads i found in a murder #i also dreamed I had my hair cut and the hairdresser cut it way too long #(different dream) #also I kept biking to some church that doesn’t exist irl. not sure what i was doing there. going to concerts i think? #i am not religious never have been #was wearing my winter coat and a wool hat and embarrassed i was wearing that much so early in the year #even though it was cold as balls in the dream #also my bike had two really big lamps #but only one of them worked. or. so i assumed. didn’t actually try #OH and then i dreamed manda was recommended a random funny facebook post about one of my family members with like 900 likes #and sent it to me because it was funny also not realising it was my family member #creeped dream me out to hell and back #anyway big night for dreams idk why i’m using tumblr as my dream journal felt important #don’t usually dream this much/vividly/remember all of them at all #i did wake up in mis murder mystery dream though so maybe that’s why #oh yeah the murder mystery dream was like fucking. point and click video game format. i was walking around the apartment where the murder #happened just poking around shit until i found 3 leads which was my. goal? and then i called the police #and actually at first i accidentally called the swedish police. i forgot to put the danish country code in front of the number. so i hung up #on them and called the danish police instead #i’m not sure that’s how it actually works #like idk if you need the country code or if your phone will recognise what country you’re in i feel like it’s the latter #also the cell coverage was really bad so i heard like half of. what the emergency responder was saying #z talks #not horse game #sso spoilers #WILD FUCKING NIGHT IM GONNA GO BACK TO SLEEP NOW

[spring-lxcked]

i know it's so early and nobody's on and also that the post i'm referring to is scheduled and hasn't posted yet but i need y'all to understand that, in my movie verse, if mike isn't an af.ton, if he asks abt garrett? william is genuinely sincerely wholeheartedly going to be like "who the fuck is garrett"

#—— ✧ ooc » #.tbd. #movie!will remembering a singular random victim's first and last name #meanwhile my william is in uc.n like who THE FUCK is the one i shouldn't have killed i didn't keep track of you wtf #he learned names as far as it was convenient and then that information became irrelevant and he forgot #anyway i think the ghosts and mike and abby should take turns beating his ass before he gets springl.ocked

[socksoinabox]

converstations

#Aw damn #Forgot to post this #Thought it was nice cause of som formatting practice #love when dialouge bubbles are part of the art #Like a seperate but vital element #Also random doodle on the left #whisper #tangle #whisper fanart #whisper the wolf #tangle the lemur #sth #sth doodles #sth fanart #sth idw #It feels weird that these characters are only in the comics and i think one moblie game??? #thank fuck for mods