#But these are at the forefront of my mind rn

[rileykitty]

I can send asks! I've honestly been avoiding tumblr lately but boop day has made me remember why my younger self used to love tumblr.

But anyways what are your current fandom interests?

I think all of us are craving more interaction with each other when it comes to social media. It's so easy to get caught up in endlessly scrolling without interacting, but I try to make a conscious effort to break out of that and comment more. :'3 Makes me feel better even if I never get a reply, you know?

Scum Villain is my main fandom right now! The characters are just soooo much fun, I'm kind of insane about them. Cannot emphasize enough how much I love these weird little guys. I ADORE the fandom itself, as well. It's the most welcoming and enjoyable fandom I've been a part of in a long time tbh!!! <3 I like mxtx's other works too, but the fandom was a big part of svsss becoming the one I focused on the most.

Soulsborne is also something I'm absolutely in LOVE with--specifically Bloodborne and Elden Ring since those are the ones I've played but I wanna get into Dark Souls so bad when I have the chance. I'm obsessed with the monster designs and the lore, and Bloodborne instantly became my top fave game of all time the moment I finished it a few years ago. It's a truly incredible masterpiece.

Dungeon Meshi is the most recent thing I've gotten into. I finally had the chance to read the manga and finished it literally like two days ago! Still getting caught up on the anime. Really, really good read and I'm so glad it was just as weird as I was hoping it would be hahaha

Pokemon is still near and dear to my heart as well, but I've been taking a bit of a break from it since I'm a little burned out and wasn't really interested in playing ScarVi. Legends Arceus was easily my favorite pkmn game since Gen 5, though!

#riley text #ask #anonymous #not an exhaustive list but these are the ones at the forefront of my mind rn #please talk to me about any of them at any time <3 #also down for any recs for new stuff to check out ;3

[ikuhara]

STILL CANNOT BELIEVE OFF SEASON AND MONSTER SEASON ANIME IS REAL

#how can i possibly go to sleep now?! i'm too hyped up #the timing of this is crazy (or is making ME crazy) #i finished my rgu retwatch the other day and i've been thinking about it (especially mikamami ofc) nonstop since then #but with this announcement i will have to be equally rotating them both in my mind #in the end they really are my two favorite series of all time. they're the ones i go the most wild for #now they're both back in the forefront of my brain #the way it should be!!!!!!! #in the end rn its switching back and forth between thoughts about one gay mentally ill ghost boy (mikage) #to thoughts about a different gay mentally ill supernatural oddity (everyone in gatari)

[mtridactyla]

my #controversial atsv take is that if we are giving miguel a kid that is going to die for the sole purpose of him realizing he fucked up, the kid should have been a son. how many comic book women have been fridged for male character development or realizations or whatever the fuck else. we do not need another

#saying this like it's the only one it's definitely not but it's the one on the forefront of my mind rn

[cinnaminsvga]

hey ! I love La Douleur Exquise, are you planning on finishing it ?

SHIT THE COPS I GOTTA GET OUTTA HERE

#ok but to be serious... yeah i guess i do plan on finishing it lol #its actually got a couple thousand words already done but im just lazy kasdjaksjd #writing isnt really at the forefront of my mind rn but ig never say never #unlike my other series (like looh) i do have a concrete idea of how it ends so i wouldnt want to abandon it #(even though it technically already has been abandoned lol) #tldr yeah i'll get finished... someday #not today but yenno... it'll get there #lde #Anonymous #answered

[athetos]

Okay this is something that has taken me years to come to terms with and I just need to get off my chest especially since im not in therapy anymore and honestly only a few close friends know this but talking about it is still hard and I want to be able to better forgive myself and get rid of some of the internalized shame that plagues me because of this, and like, just be more comfortable admitting this fact to myself so I can better heal from it. And I know it’s also triggering to a lot of people so I never feel like it’s ever appropriate to discuss I should have a therapist again maybe sometime. But I’m gonna just say it and maybe delete this later. But I’m a rape + abuse survivor and it’s took me years to even “unlock” this trauma and properly process it. I’ve come a long way but idk I just wanted to get this off my chest because it’s been aching to come out but I also don’t wanna burden people.

#I want to ‘move on’ from this but I’m always gonna have ptsd and complicated triggers and. trying to make peace with that. #idk why it’s been at the forefront of my mind the past couple weeks #maybe because I’m yearning for a long term relationship rn and this is barriers I need to break through #like oh man if I wanna love someone and marry them I have to learn to trust them and take that leap #and the fact that I’m afraid of falling into an abusive relationship again #because as much as I tell myself I’d recognize the warning signs and would leave immediately #I truly will never know what I would do until it actually happens #and I think just the fear of falling for someone and having them turn out to be a scumbag is alone too much #I need to vet potential partners through multiple friend groups or something #my therapist always told me that the reason toxic and/or abusive people try to enter my life is because they can tell I’m vulnerable #like that I’m some sort of easy target because I was a people pleaser and empathize easily #and people realize they can get away with some shitty stuff and take advantage of me since I’m loyal and forgiving #I don’t think I’m like that anymore. I feel like I’m a lot more assertive and like. cognizant of red flags now. #but again… it’s a fear I have #idk what I’m even saying anymore.

[tvrningout-a]

so!! a little housekeeping is in order!!

i'm gonna be here kinda off and on bc i'm going to work on school stuff! and bc my inspiration's been decent, i might reblog a lil spicy meme over on @tvrningon and something fluffy here, though ofc you're free to send in any meme i've reblogged in the past <3 i also have an inbox call that i'll probably work on sometime later today!

and just to kinda share where my head's at, my muse for kny hasn't been very high lately, so i'm thinking of changing my muse list in a way that reflects that. i just!! haven't figured out how exactly. i might categorize the lists by fandom and then by primary, secondary, and tertiary/request. i just want to show that my focus is on chiyo/modern muses, fantasy, and even s.piderverse stuff atm but without shoving all my other muses off the list or into the request category. i can definitely still write everybody!! the muse just isn't there like it used to be.

this doesn't affect many people here, but i may also edit chiyo's bio to make her fandomless again; i just don't interact with hq!! muses very often anymore, and her story isn't one that necessarily needs to be connected to hq!! to work.

i apologize if any of this disappoints anybody btw! i know this blog used to be very kny-centered, and a lot of people followed me for that originally. but i need to do what's going to make being here fun for me, which means changing things. if you need to soft/hardblock me, there's no hard feelings, and i wish you the best <3

#like i said i can absolutely still write my kny muses but they're not at the forefront of my mind rn and changing the visuals of the blog #helped a lot with feeling like i was falsely advertising my kny muses #but i feel like i really need to change stuff more so reflect just how focused i am on other content #chiyo's muse is the loudest it's been for a while and that!! makes me so happy!! i love writing her and tbh would really like #to make her the main muse of this blog #i also want to focus on my lore and fantasy and i wanna see if i can't reinvigorate spiderverse stuff bc i'm still!! very into that uvu #and i just needed to get this off my chest bc i've had it on my mind for a while bc i haven't felt inspired by my kny muses for a bit #once again i'm sorry if y'all are disappointed!! and i'm not saying i won't write them or won't accept new interactions for them #i'm just not focusing on them for now #sorry if i repeated myself a bunch asdf i feel like i'm not saying what i mean clearly and i just feel a bit bad so i'm probably #talking more than i need to asdf #get ready to ramble | ooc

[forbiddennhoney]

srry for the sad posting

#personal #i cant believe I'm crying in the work bathroom over this #i wish i could just feel mt feelings rn abt this instead of having all the nuances pop into my hear #i desperately wish she hadnt apologized yet #she put a ball in my court that i didnt want yet bc i still needed to ice my ankle and do PT before playing again #<< metaphor in case its unclear to the like 1 or 2 ppl who might read this #but like i cant stop thinking about this stupid apology #ik she said it bc she probably meant it #but i wasnt READY FOR THAT #the only reason i even reached out was to say “hey give me my stuff back im giving you yours back” #i tried so hard NOT to engage with the emotional side of the convo bc i did NOT have the space for it #and now i feel like the bad guy bc im not answering her for this apology #bc im not READY #and its been in the forefront of my mind for literally like 48hrs now #oughghgh

[heartbeetz]

I know it's a stylistic thing (and I like it) but Anton's tiny little hard hat is soooo funny. Girl that is NOT protecting you. Steel beam to the head attack 💥

#guy who sets off a detonator and gets hit in the head with airborne concrete debris bc he's not wearing proper ppe ://// #there's been construction in the townhouse complex my folks' place is in for the past couple months (including on my bedroom wall 😔) #so I've seen guys in their stuff 5 days a week for like 8 weeks straight now #it is at the forefront of my mind whether I want it to be or not #they're repainting the ouside walls rn so my bedroom windows have been covered in plastic for over a week. PLEASE I want air in here ough #roz posts #♡: 🔨🎰🥃

[temunitu]

I wanna know, what is the most obscure piece of turtle knowledge you posses? I am curious

kevin eastman bought a tank with the money he made after the 1987 show took off :)

#tmnt #ask #anon #that’s what’s at the forefront of my mind rn

[savefrog]

me: okay we need to clean

stupid brain: i dont want to clean i only want to look at fish

me: if we clean we can get more fish

stupid brain: GO GO GO LETS CLEAN LETS GO

#petco has their tank sale rn... #got a 10 gal for a betta and a 20 long for an eventual river setup with hillstream loachies #i have a 10 gal in backup already but its got so much crust on it i think it's better off as a quarantine tank #i mean. at least if the replacement is 12$ thats like less than i bought that tank USED from a neighborhood store lol #ok wait no i think i got it for 10. but anyway. new tnak for almost the same price as an old crusty one #ive been scouring fb marketplace for used tanks and its hard finding one without some sort of drawback #anyway i listened to fish history while i cleaned im just going to use this hyperfixation to my advantage while its in the forefront #ive had aquarium hyperfixation come and go several times now so i think its safe to say itll be a recurring fixture #and therefore its safe to actually get tanks and not worry about dropping it later #this is all after a shrimp disaster...im just determined to do things better #also panicking bc i have 200000 scuds in my shrimp tank and i need something that eats them STAT #i dont mind the scuds and i dont rlly wanna just kill them but my shrimp just had a massive die off and i dont want them competing rn #my poor shrimpies ): #dont leave veggies in the tank for too long. even if they are tiny #also clean the tank BEFORE the shrimps have their babies and ur too scared to clean #also. have a backup air pump for the filter #you can see the series of events that went wrong ): #dullblogging

[daughterofhecata]

Weil ich gerade eine alte Fanfiktion mal wieder gelesen habe, die so ziemlich alles für mich ist: Wäre es langweilig, dasselbe Konzept einer Fic (fünf Kapitel, jeweils eins pro Sinn - sehen, hören, riechen, schmecken, fühlen) für mehrere Ships zu benutzen oder ist der Unterschied in den Ships genug um es trotzdem interessant zu machen? 🤔

#weil ich mich nicht entscheiden kann ob das konzept schöner wäre/mehr spaß machen würde mir peter/skinny oder cotta/goodween #(oder vielleicht cotta/victor weil victor immer noch ziemlich an der forefront meines minds ist rn) #anyway. opinions? #kaj rambles #(fun fact i never figured out if my brain has always been wired the same as that author's brain or if her fic actually *re*wired my brain) #to delete later

[recentlylocal]

Top 5 books!!

This is functionally impossible to answer because I’ve read so many books and I love them in very different ways, so I’m going to limit myself to fictional novels only and Make An Attempt:

5. Record of a Spaceborn Few by Becky Chambers

4. One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston

3. The Titan’s Curse by Rick Riordan

2. Les Miserables by Victor Hugo

1. Nona the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

#three of these I have read in the last two years which is coloring my perspective a lot here #because there at the forefront of my mind #if I stewed on this question for a long time I’d probably come up with older titles that I also love #but just off the cuff #honorable mention to ivy aberdeens letter to the world #and every day #nona the ninth is getting no 1 spot rn for altering my brain chemistry #and for the line life is too short and love is too long #asks

[shshshshshowrunner]

@stanleysbuttonblog ,,,, would you be interested in coexisting with me. I am hanging out in the (empty, redecorated) lab,,,, would you like to come down here be near each other just kind of vibing.

#xigbar is with paph and riku doing gods know what. 'hunting' like okay. #just had a Revelation of something which is Not Great #im doing research into deer lore rn. would you like to come down and do whatever you want to do but near me? #fair warning i dont think I'll ask about will issues but theyre st the forefront of my mind right now. #mine. that is. my will issues from forever ago. #anyway. #if you do it's level 10 security clearance but let me know when the kins stop you and ill come get you okay? #its way downstairs. #but I'm cool and epic so i just made some portal windows. they open to a different part of the arena. #fresh air if we want it

[elmelloill]

hm. hmmmm. more than anything else, i think...el-melloi ii case files...is like if layton games were Fate.

#I WANNA DRAW HIM LAYTON STYLE SO BAD RN BUT. i have not spent years cultivating that ability. #will try anyway perhaps. for fun. this weekend. #key difference: waver actually teaches his classes #and i mean this in a vibes way more than a literall parallels way but you can ALMOST draw parallels #spooky towns where he finds his sidekick case. train case. REUINITE WITH DEAD LOVE CASE??? #case where there are two pretty girls where one dies and one pretends to be the other?????? #layton wasn't in the forefront of my mind for a long time so i failed to draw this fun parallel #levblogging

[cozycreaturescorner]

i'm realizing i had all these classic-yet-missable signs of some EDS subtype as a kid like

-a Lot of really bad growing pains, despite never reaching over 4'10"

-complained about nondescript stomach aches throughout my childhood

-had recurring ear and sinus infections (on a few occasions leading to pneumonia) a later recurring strep throat infections

-my ribs were easily bent out of shape (it's very noticeable if i suck in my stomach) by binding

-problems with mh urinary tract

-hitchkiker's thumb, finger tips that bend a but backwards, can touch fully with my palms while bent at the waist, touch thumb tip to arm, etc.

-eczema (used to be Much worse)

-exercise and sickness enduced asthma

-stretchy skin that always has mysterious bruises on it

-always seemed to get more easily fatigued and sore from the same amount of exercise as my peers

-small, crowded teeth and and overbite (and now 4 sideways-growing, impacted wisdom teeth)

-heavy, painful, and completely irregular periods

#emmett is yelling #the things i can remember rn that is aggsjhc i may add to this but #damn i just realized how many little seemingly random unrelated health things make complete sense now when i consider eds #i feel like this has become part chronic illness blog i hope you don't mind #it's just what's at the forefront a lot in my life rn and itd be nice if any other hypermobile or otherwise disabled folks liked/related #to these kinds of posts

[i4sgwr]

i’m actually not normal about Reigen at all. i lied </3

#he is at the forefront of my mind rn #and has been for the past few days #i don’t know why 💀 #actually i do it’s bc i love him but that’s not the point #he’s just so silly and weird and like ??? #he’s just some fucking guy y’know #he’s not even attractive like 😭 #literally the most average yet simultaneously eccentric person #i adore him. a whole lot #[❕] txt.