#Enden'nira Faelock

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WIP Whenever

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"Are you alright, my love?"

"I will be. . . in time." Feeling his hand settle gently on her bare shoulder, she found she couldn't resist a faint smile, twisting to find his warm gaze soaking in her moonlit features. With scarred fingers she carefully stroked back his hair, scratching her nails against his scalp. "Rest, my light. You needn't be awake simply because I cannot sleep."

"Nonsense." Rather ungracefully, he flopped back against the pillows, opening his arms with an inviting smile. "Lay with me?"

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#tagged #tag meme #thank you for the ask! #hydra speaks #my writing #the elder scrolls online #the elder scrolls #i have a few of these #and I'm going to do them all separately sgsgsfdhs #(◕ᴗ◕✿) #Enden'nira Faelock

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Why Do You Hurt?

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The Link.

Kida Lavellan

you're choking on how much you have to try

you have tried. you have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders and accepted more responsibilities than you have ever wanted, even intended to gain. it isn't crushing - you are strong enough to hold it - but you are choking. you don't know what to do with it. you don't know where it goes, how to move this weight everyone knows you can hold onto, and do you even want to get rid of it? Never. You would not give this to - force this on - anyone else. but you /can't/. but you are choking on it. your body will hold it up even when you lose all the air in your lungs, and your footing, and your courage. it does not mind choking you. it seems almost designed to do so. if you weren't wrung out you wouldn't be doing this thing properly.

Edith Hawke

you swallow pain & fold around it

you have always hurt. you hold it carefully, and twisted in such a way that other people don't have to see it. you don't choke on it. you don't drown. you just have it, the way some people have freckles, this is a thing that lives in your bones. you fold instead of fighting because you know how to make yourself small, tuck away the places where they have clawed at, swallow the bruises so you seem clean. nobody needs to see it. you will live through this on your own. you know what you need, and relief isn't it. this doesn't mean you cannot reach out - it means it is not in your nature to do so. you should. hiding does not mean you won't be seen.

Twig Moonrest

this isn't enough for you

the words creep into your head in the dead of night one night and you cannot get rid of them. 'this isn't enough for me anymore'. you thought this was enough for you at some point, or maybe you hoped that it would be, but it isn't, and it hurts. you need to change something, or die trying. this - life like this - does not make life worth living. there is a lump in your throat that demands attention every waking moment of the day. there is pain in your body like a cavernous maw you cannot keep balance over. this is not what you wanted. you need to change. you can't stay here. it is not a character flaw you want more.

Enden'nira Faelock

you were meant to

it was built into you. designed for you. there is pain here because it was meant for you, and how fucking dare they. your suffering is not their right. you hurt because they gave you ways to suffer and carved it into you when you could not breathe, because the intention always was that they could weaponize your pain against you. it is Yours. You are Yours. How fucking dare they. they cannot make you theirs; do not let them try.

Witcher Abel

because you have made mistakes you cannot swallow

mistakes come back to you like echoes in an empty cave. you have been trying since you started but does trying count? is trying good enough? every night it visits you, the pain that you have caused with your clumsy hands and venom-tongue. life careens onward, onward, with the moon hung in the sky and the sun the day after, but you walk backwards on this path so you can keep sight of what you did. the destruction still feels fresh. it still feels like fire, where you burned them. fire is supposed to be warm. it burned them, and it will swallow you. blow out the candle. let it rest. some things are better left behind in the dark.

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#Twig Moonrest #Kida Lavellan #Edith Hawke #tagged #tag meme #thank you for the tag! #hydra speaks #these all hit very close to home #i love it #my pictures #not my pictures #click for better quality #Enden'nira Faelock #Witcher Abel

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Describe Your OTP In One Gif

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Ashanti Iretaravel & Martin Septim

Vaughn Bushida & Johnny Silverhand

Enden'nira Faelock & Prince Naemon

Mune Mahariel & Zevran Arainai

Indigo Amell & Nathaniel Howe

Kalifreya Iretaravel & Lucien Lachance

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#tagged #tag meme #thank you for the tag! #hydra speaks #Ashanti Iretaravel #Kalifreya Iretaravel #Vaughn Bushida #Indigo Amell #Mune Mahariel #Enden'nira Faelock #not my gifs #click for better quality

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Enden'nira Faelock

#Enden'nira Faelock #my pictures #click for better quality #hydra speaks #the elder scrolls online #the elder scrolls #my gorl #finally got some screenshots ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

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Enden'nira Faelock

#my pictures #my edits #hydra speaks #Enden'nira Faelock #the elder scrolls online #the elder scrolls #i love her your honor #she's a necromancer 👀

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#my pictures #my edits #Enden'nira Faelock #the elder scrolls online #the elder scrolls #hydra speaks #click for better quality #it's been years since she's been back and it looks the same yet everything is different ;3;

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OC Picrew

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The Link.

|| Kida Lavellan || Vestal Adaar || Edith Hawke || Mune Mahariel ||

|| Ahearn Mahariel || Ezmeralda Cousland || Farren Surana || Indigo Amell ||

|| Lialwyn Tabris || Anson Brosca || Cam'helin || Irrdan ||

|| Egypt Shepard || Rivera Ryder || Rome Ryder || Sara Ryder ||

|| Witcher Abel || Mirah || Yeiren Muircetach || Yibo Moonrest ||

|| Twig Moonrest || Enden'nira Faelock || Yarrow Faelock || Ashanti Iretaravel ||

|| Kalifraya Iretaravel || Azel Stormcrow ||

Anyway, here's most of my children.

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#tagged #tag meme #thank you for the tag! #hydra speaks #and hey guess what #i have more i haven't talked about yet #:3 #dragon age #the witcher #pathfinder kingmaker #mass effect #the elder scrolls #greedfall #pillars of eternity #Lialwyn and Cam'helin are darker than that but the next setting was kinda red and anything else was darker than they are so >.> #i wanted to do them all but then it was taking forever and i literally forgot this was in my drafts until now so #here sksksks