#Ex Back The Secret

[riacte]

the nature of mcytblr is that if you're in niche enough circles for enough time, and you see something that suspiciously suits your tastes, but it's made by "someone you don't know / anonymous", there is a good chance that you indeed know that someone. but no one outs each other so it's like an open secret. we are all terry godbless. we enjoy it but we Pretend We Do Not See It. anon to anon communication!

#i have been on both sides lmao #thinking about that time a blue9 mutual found me on my other ao3 acc and went back here and i was like WAIT i know you from another life #'i should've known you were in mcyttwt from your au' 😭😭😭 #having 'secret' identities is fun... words from a sxf / ex mlb fan #seeing something and going 👀 i Know who you are. i recognise the texting style. or wtv #atp my millennial emoji use is gonna give me away there's traces of it on every account i have #ria.txt #personal #mcytblr

[staringamassivemistakeintheface]

Here's my Valentines gift for @azurecake16!

It was supposed to be the first "panel" for a comic-like thing, but musical rehearsals have sucked my soul, inspiration, and free time right down the drain.

#mcyt valentines #gem and the scotts #secret life #it was supposed to be Scott looking into the audience and seeing someone with their bf #and then flashing back to working with Jimmy in a different band #are they exes? is Jimmy dead? did the band just break up? #i don't fucking know!

[musclesandhammering]

Loki deserves to have an active role in the multiversal war. He deserves to fight alongside the Avengers. He deserves to save the day, he deserves to use his new time powers against a big bad, he-

#listen I’ve heard people saying loki is way too OP now to be in anymore battle scenes #but LISTEN #he’s only omniscient and omnipotent while he’s holding the branches #if he leaves his throne yeah he’ll still be able to timeslip and freeze time and do telekinesis and stuff #but he won’t be so overpowered that he can’t still be realistically used in a fight scene #it’s just that the fight needs to be against someone who is also super powerful #I need a scene of kang realising that to take control of the multiverse he has to dethrone loki #so he shows up to where the citadel used to be with an army or a badass weapon or smth #and we get a loki v kang 1v1 fight scene in which loki kicks his ass #but then afterwards he realises that more trouble is brewing so the multiversal avengers have to be assembled #and he’s just like a Nick fury type person appearing via astral projections and stuff for most of the movie/saga/whatever #but then at then end when the big battle is going on and the avengers are losing #he has to get up and actually come to the battlefield to handle shit himself #like a deus ex machina #and then afterwards he goes back to the TVA and lives happily ever after the end #loki series #loki meta #loki finale spoilers #avengers kang dynasty #avengers secret wars

[sysig]

Let me chew you out a little, since we have a couple minutes (Patreon)

[Panel 1] Prismo: *mumble* *mumble*

[Panel 2] Prismo: *mumble*

[Panel 3] Simon: Hmph. “Just because it’s in your head-”

[Panel 4] Simon: “-Doesn’t mean it’s yours,” huh?

[Panel 5] Simon: Give me all the responsibility with none of the privileges?

[Panel 6] Simon: And then you get mad at me for trying to pick up your slack? Prismo: Hey...

[Panel 7] Simon: Clearly you already expect that much from me!

[Panel 8] Prismo: Hey, hey! I did the best with what I had! I didn’t expect any of this!

[Panel 9] Simon: And yet you didn’t even consider telling me, so we could’ve avoided this?

[Panel 10] Prismo: It’s not like I could’ve just- taken it out! I was locked out!

[Panel 11] Simon: You could’ve done something!

[Panel 12] Simon: Instead you let my life spiral around this thing, kept me tethered to Ice King’s Madness-

[Panel 13] Prismo: Fionna and Cake are real thou- Simon: NOW you tell me! After I find out for myself!

#Doodles #Adventure Time #Fionna and Cake #Simon Petrikov #Prismo #They have like two minutes where they're alone together that aren't directly shown onscreen: Allow me to insert some ideas lol #As long as Simon isn't so faded that he can't work the nerve up I Absolutely think he'd get mad at Prismo for all this #Not like he didn't just come back from a terrible experience trying to work around his terrible dregs! He's very miserable! #Honestly I think the anger would be good for him lol #He's had to live like this for years! Under Ice King's shadow for something that wasn't his doing! #And he knows Prismo - he met him - they talked - but not about this #And I mean I honestly don't blame Prismo - with everything going on and his own depression spiral he had a few things on his mind #It's in a bad way for everyone #That said he is a Wish Master he really could've told Simon at any point even if he couldn't take his little pet project out of him lol #Then again again what Was he supposed to do lol #As much as I would trust Simon to keep a secret I don't think either of them could've expected Simon trying to summon Golb to do this #Obviously it /did/ happen that way but could either of them have guessed?? I don't think so #''Don't go summoning your ex-'' ''She's not my ex >:('' '''Cause there's an illicit universe in your head and you might summon that instead' #Like what no I don't think Prismo could've just - guessed that! Lol #He did leave Simon out to dry vis a vis Ice King and Fionna and Cake tho which was Not cool and he Could've done something about that #Although I can also see Simon snapping and telling someone that it wasn't his own stories - there's no winning! #But that's what makes the argument fun haha #Man they're both fun to draw ♪ Simon in that dress and Prismo's tiiiiired tired eyes haha ♫ #It was shortlived but they have a fun dynamic :D Simon speaks so deadpan and sarcastic with Prismo haha <3 It's quite cute honestly

[watermelinoe]

my niece once got upset w my dad bc he wouldn't buy her some overpriced drunk elephant skincare product. she was freaked out about getting wrinkles. at age eight. i wish her mom had never bought her that damn smartphone

#idk if my brother is dad of the year or anything but he didn't want her to have the smartphone so points for that #her mom bought it so she could track my niece whenever she's with her dad (my brother) and text her constantly #and considering she's so petty that she made my niece leave an easter gathering with a terminal family member early it's like #i'm sure she has her side of it and my brother was probably a dick somehow but girl you're punishing an eight year old about it #and i really don't think shit like ''ice age is for boys (so i won't watch it)'' came from my brother #i'm sure i'm biased bc it's my brother but genuinely i think she bought my niece that phone to spite him #and now she's just glued to it bc that's what smartphones are designed to do !!!! #you would really fuck up your own kid's attention span and self esteem just to get back at your ex??? #and this isn't even the worst parenting move on her part but luckily that guy died and can't be around my niece anymore ever <3 #but i just worry about her. since i moved away i don't really get to see her. #and not to be narcissistic but i feel like it's good for her to see women w short hair no makeup comfy clothes etc. #i wanna be a good example for her #i told her she should just worry about washing with soap wearing sunscreen and drinking lots of water #i just can't relate at all. at her age all my friends were boys and i was into dinosaurs and pokemon and werewolves #a lot of girls... didn't really like me 😔 i remember being upset bc one girl called me a tomboy #anyway if u read all this. secret radioactive kiss just for u. mwah 💚

[larphis]

You know since we already have pathetic break-up Ed in Stede’s secret closet confirmed I really desperately want one scene where he stops playing with the wedding toppers, turns around and hesitantly takes one of Stede’s fancy coats with the most gentle touch, like it is something holy and fragile between his fingers and could dissapear into thin air just as easily as Stede had, and then starts hugging and sniffing it while breaking down into an ugly sob.

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd 2 #our flag means death season 2 #Edward teach #ofmd headcanon #ofmd teaser #no you don’t understand #I need pathetic soft break up babygirl Ed more than anything #like please give us scenes where he is the most badass threatening pirate first #and then when he gets back to the ship he tells Izzy that he has ‘important buisness to attend’ and wishes not to be disturbed #‘important buisness’ being: going into Stede’s secret closet to wrap himself into his ex-boyfriends clothes and play with his dolls #Ed Teach? more like Babygirl Teach!

[alexis-royce]

💀 and ⚔️ for the ask game!

💀 What's their relationship with the Boatman like?

Post-Evolution? Not so hot! The Academic has helped along a few other Heart’s Desires, but man, what kind of scientist meddling in God’s domain would they be if they hadn’t taken a crack or two at horrible affronts to the natural process of death itself?

⚔️ — Do they have a particular fighting style/signature weapon?

Insults? Honestly, if they have to fight physically, then the situation has already gone deeply out of their control. They prefer to use nasty tricks like poison and red science, before an opponent has an opportunity to leverage superior strength or dexterity. They are much more Subtle than Forceful, so the last line of defense is usually impotent threatening and screaming.

The actual last line of defense are claws and teeth, like a cornered animal. That’s a very nasty shock for folks, because The Academic does not yet know their own Curator-treatment-strength, and is likely to rip off limbs in an ungainly and most ungentlemanly manner. This is worse for The Academic. A noble death and off to meet the boatman? Unfortunate, but acceptable.

A scandalous victory, sending them off to the Tomb-Colonies?

NONONONONOPLEASEPLEASENODON’TSENDMEBACKHELPHELPNONON-

#check back in a couple years if The Masters are kind enough to actually teach The Academic how to fight #Irons will likely be the first one to get fed up with a weakling coworker #Though Fires might if The Academic agrees to function as target practice for a weapon #Whether Pages would or not is such a wildcard after estival #Failbetter please give me the Combat Pages secrets #just drop a tiny hint somewhere just a little nudge please #Fans absolutely aren’t liars who are ravenous for their own specific interests at the cost of big-picture views on game design #PERISH the thought #Fallen London #The Ex-Disgraced Academic #asks

[theinkbunny]

”oh you want to keep that? It’s so girly are you even trans?”

(Rant in tags if you wanna read it ig)

#Mom yelled at me bc I wanted to keep a dress that had memories attached to it #I hate dresses but look. #It has a stain on it where my friend who moved far away dropped some paint on it where my thigh would be #It has a loose string tied sloppily into a flower from a friend who had issues speaking her feelings and instead acted them #It has discoloured patches from my old friend who I haven’t been able to talk to in months hugging me and her bracelets rubbing against it #It has memories attached to it #Just like how my purple coat does #I always have a bag of mint tea in it because a while back somebody got me a huge pack of it during a secret Santa because they noticed - #- i had a stuffy nose during the winter due to allergy’s and often couldn’t breathe properly #I have thousand of sticky notes of a made up language somebody in my class made and wanted me to be in #Hell even my shoes show this sorts of stuff. #My converse that I wore for so long the laces tore? They’re covered in writing from my friend who’s a poet at heart #My big #chunky platforms? Filled with sparkles and dust from a party my friend had #For crying out loud soon I’m gonna be filling my room with Sanrio and feather stickers #Because everytime my ex gf sees me (we’re still friends btw) she always manages to put a sticker somewhere on me #MY SKETCHBOOKS TOO. Full of little doodles and hearts and paint splatters and everything you can think of. #My notebooks for writing? I forgot it a week i went off for surgery and I came back to it full of stories I liked and stores that had them- #For cheap because they knew my family wasn’t doing too well. And full of notes of them missing me #Seriously like I have a string on my wall full of notes from them because that’s been my pickmeup for whenever I’m not on here #It’s pathetic I know I just don’t care. I love them and I know they love me too. I hope they’re well

[sadieshavingsex]

aaaaaaa so many years of my life secretly overrun by the private fear of everyone hating me if I revealed at all that I was a sexual being!!!! love the memories😀

#mine #exvangelical #sex therapy #sexually repressed #religious trauma #purity culture #ex fundie #ex christian #christian purity culture #relationship anxiety #man idk I was just thinking about this in the car like it’s crazy how many years of your life you were so anxious so often #in the back of your mind #and nobody knew and nobody helped and you just. had a huge ass secret that you constantly tried to confess appropriately #godddddd what is wrong with the world!!!!! #the way I imagine THRIVING if I had learned about sex in an age appropriate way with an accepting environment #holy shit like I just want to go back in time and shake myself and say ITS OKAY!!!!!! THIS THING THAT SEEMS SO BIG AND BAD. IS SO NORMAL. #YOURE OKAY!!!!!!!

[alangdorf]

Yessssss the legs are done so I can finish stuff that‘s not just boss fight second phase and the immediate aftermath now!! So here’s the normal Magolor ref. The prosthetic design was a commission from lovely friend Cozzymandias (@cozzymandiesque on twt I believe) who designs and draws a lot of mechs, check him out!

#art #digital #kirby #kirby gijinka #magolor #for further context see my previous post #also sorry I had to explode him a little bit I didn't feel like adding another column just for the legs without plating #and I didn't feel like drawing the legs from the back either so I comporomised #the traitor magolor/EX piece is almost done just gotta color the legs and tweak some things #I tried to design the legs myself at first but they were not very good and then I remembered I have a friend who does mech commissions #and I've been on the lookout for a solid excuse to commission a friend for a while anyways #very happy with the results #I love how the hips are so cool but literally nobody is ever going to see them #this is like wearing heart-print boxers. To him #oh and the plating is also held on with magn- I mean magic so that during the Epilogue some pieces can either be lost #or he just doesn't have enough magic to spare to keep all of them on #I like how the legs look at a glance like they could be fully mechanical but they barely are at all. It's all about facades with Maggie #although in Deluxe it's not really much of a secret that he's a wizard #that's also why they're made to look like cat legs #because I decided the Ancients are actual catboys LOL #I don't know why he lost his legs btw I just though prosthetics would be nice for all the logistical and character and aesthetic reasons #he can still fly/levitate without them btw it's just less taxing this way and he doesn't have to have his wings out. Win-win! #will add the alt text in a minute the mobile app was just being weird about not saving or posting my draft and I dunno how to add it desktop #alt text in reblogs now cause it was continuing to be weird

[blunderpuff]

what if i went back to livejournal...

#the secret world of merry mac #please read this post in the following tone: 'strong independent woman thinks about going back to her stupid abusive ex'

[batcavescolony]

911

My favorite thing to do after I finished a show is to go back to the first few episodes and rewatch them. To see the characters, I've just spent hours and hours getting to know and see grow, at their first appearance. They're so different, they've changed so much.

#batcavescolony watches 911 #batcavescolony watches #911 #911 fox #911 abc #oh look its abby before she dated and strung buck a long 😡 #but also ✨Carla✨ my beloved ❤❤❤ #and you get to see buck having hook up after hook up knowing he doesn't know eddie yet or doesn't know his families secret #chimney is dating Tatiana and making up heroic stories #like look how far they've come #bobby isnt telling his firekids anything about his past. #screaming at hen not to sleap with her ex #their all so shiny #what i wouldn't give for a fic about like s6 firefam going back to s1 to see themselves. they've changed so much

[ark1os]

.

I didnt know the tags woulr be so much i shouldve just wrote a long vent 😭😭😭 rip

#lol. there are still times where my brain goes omg what if you’re really a narc #and then i go out of my way to make sure my friends are as comfortable as possible and thati meet all their needs and i apologize every few #minutes for something silly or for maybe hurting them unintentionally and then i remember of #every fallout w people in my life where i was always taking responsibility for my actions n for my role to what led to the fallouts no #matter how toxic the person was and i remember all the times i geniunely apologized to my siblings for my mistakes (without them pointing #out i did smth wrong) and i remember all the tomes someone told me i hurt them and i owned up to it and apologized and then i go #oh ywa. maybe not ? #bonus: all the times i helped someone out in secret to bring some ease in their life without ever telling them or bragging eith it or #using it against them or reminding them that i did x y z for them #and then all the times where my guilt ate me up at nights and i cried and the times where i brought out the best of people because my love #is Nuturing. yea #AND I GUESS THE FACT THAT MY EX BEST FRIEND TOLD ME IM A NARC AND I STRAIGHT UP WENT OMG YEA! PROBABLY! BECAUSE I WOULDVE BELIEVED HER #ANYTHING 😭😭😭😭 BECAUSE INWAS SO SURE SHE KNEW ME BETTER THAN I KNEW MYSELF! 😭😭😭 #BECAUSE I HAD LOST MYSELF COMPLETELY IN THE FRIENDSHIP 😭😭😭😭 NOT VERY NARC OF ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #but yea. i guess abandonment issues apathy and lack of communication skills (which leads to passive aggressivness) will make you look like a #narc i get where she came from! but still. if i ever see someone diagnose other people i will simply tell them to shut up #especially based on sentences taken out of context. not very sexy #and also very stupid. #rationally seen i shouldve kicked out the thought that im probably not one when my therapist told me theres no chance i am but. when you get #treated like a freaking mondter from the people you’ve trusted deeply. it does something to you >.> #also when my therapist said that she has No rights to make Any diagnosis or statements about other people because whatever i tell her its #going to tell her more about me than them. i shouldve just dtopped believing it honestly. like freaking sideeye to those therapists thst #told my ex friends im a narc. and a big fat kiss to my therapist for being such a beautiful empathstic underztanding patient beautiful and #kind person #alhamdulillah ^-^ #kicked out the thought thst i am one * #and also a big fat sorry for being hsving no empathy. my communication skills are getting brtter and im working on my abandonment issues #(sfter being abandoned by my closest friends and family hello this is so sexy of me) and im soooo much more st peace w myself n i like and #care aboyt myself ^-^ even just writing a list of positive things ahout me is smth i wouldve never done two years ago #(also my family took me back alhamdulillah eheh)

[eric-the-bmo]

every once in a while i take a step back and realize how fucked up Lovers Reversed is

#and I come back with a renewed hatred for Jeremiah #eric finally speaks #i still maintain the fact that i wish i had more time to develop leo's core character traits before i played him but oh well #i work with what i have and rn that's an impulsive and obsessive man who refuses to let go of his abusive ex #and he also just wont tell people shit about J huh whats up with that? #do you want all the knowledge about him to be yours? like some kinda special secret that is yours to keep? whats wrong with you #smthn smthn he's so used to j being there he has no idea what it would be like without him and thats rlly tragic actually considering...yk #oops i made a super fucked up man #oc rambling

[vampiremansionpoolboy-moved]

xavier blorbo of all time

#he’s fruity he’s tall he got long hair he wears buns he’s got a secret little she shed with paintings of his tortured visions he’s got #daddy issues he’s got trust issues he’s a simp he’s a bit of a creep he’d do anything for his friends he’s kinda insane he got framed for #murder by the dude who assaulted him and got turned in by the girl he loves his ex wanted him back but when he wanted her back for a #distraction she left his pathetic self alone he’s a painter his drawings come to life and attack him sometimes he’s got rlly soggy eyes he #was so deranged when he was chained up in jail he lets a girl use him bc he likes her he tries to save her and ends up shooting her with an #arrow and finally bc he’s rich he buys her a phone as a thank u even tho i’m p sure they were even but anyways #i just love him #he’s my new meow meow #toad talks #wednesday #wednesday spoilers #xavier thorpe