#I hate this job so much I want to quit so bad

[queenofmistresses]

subby velvette… she’s getting ready, or trying to, and gets really frustrated n just hates everything she tries on until she’s crying and worked up so reader comforts her and coddles her… then absolutely brutally fucks the thoughts out of her head til she’s dumb and ditzy n no longer caring about her outfit please please please n lots of dumbification cause it’s cute <333

Late night writing with no previous thoughts about it? Would you have it any other way babes? Hope you like it 😚 i tried to be mean but it’s not my strength

A/n everything they do has previous been established as okay in the relationship and everything is completely consensual. That being said- warnings: dumbification, reader slaps velvette, umm that’s all I can really think of. Not proofread!

Watching Velvette do this incessant routine every morning was honestly exhausting. Every morning she spends an hour deciding what to wear and always thinks she looks awful in all of them. She doesn’t. She looks fucking hot in all of them. And then eventually she settles on something and gets on with her work.

For some reason though, it seems to be taking a lot longer to get to that last step than usual. Her entire wardrobe is on the floor, and that’s impressive considering the size of her wardrobe. I watch her rip the last dress off and collapse on the floor as choked sobs suddenly come out of her.

I sigh and walk over to her softly, sitting on the floor next to her and pulling her onto my lap with ease. Her entire body curls into me, like she wants to be as close as she possibly can. I hold her close by the waist and stroke her hair with my other hand, letting her sob into my shoulder. It’s unusual for Vel to break down like this, this has obviously been building up for a while, with all of the stress Vox has been causing with Alastor back and Val being his usual dick self I can’t say I’m that surprised.

“Why do I look so fucking awful in everything I wear?” As she says it I realise exactly what she needs to get over this. I tug on her hair slightly, getting her to sit back slightly to look at me.

“You want my complete honesty here sweetheart?” I ask as kindly as I can. Seeing her stare up at me and nod, I smile. “You don’t look awful, you look gorgeous. But you have too much going on right now, and you’re far too dumb to handle all of it! So your stupid little brain is telling you that you look bad to try and avoid leaving to do your work.” Yes some of that is bullshit, she’s a fucking genius, but where’s the fun in that? I much prefer her dumb and stupid for me.

She sniffs and then blinks, the crying seems to have taken it out of her a bit. “You think?” She asks, and there’s an almost innocence in the way she does and it only spurs me on further.

“I know.” I correct, “You do a great job of pretending to be smart but we both know it’s not the truth. You can’t function on your own, I mean look at you! You can’t even get dressed without needing me to dry your tears.” I stroke her cheek gently before holding her chin to make sure she’s looking at me. “Quite frankly it’s pathetic how much you need me, fucking co-dependent. You’re lucky I’m so good to you.”

Apparently I made the right call, because the next thing I know she’s sat up and straddling me, her arms wrapped around my shoulders with an excited look on her face. “Uh huh you’re right mommy, I need you so fucking bad-”

I press my thumb against her lip, effectively shutting her up, and she opens her mouth, letting my thumb press against her tongue as she sucks on it. “Uh uh,” I chastise, “No more swearing for you.” She nods frantically as I press my thumb further into her mouth, watching as she practically drools over it.

I slowly pull my thumb out letting her talk again- though she doesn’t seem too pleased at the lack of something in her mouth. “Please mommy, I want you to take care of me please, I can’t do it anymore. Just want to let you take over.”

I know that a part of her actually means it, it’s not just an in the moment thing for her anymore, she really can’t handle it for much longer. And if what she wants is for me to take over her life for her, then I’m more than happy to, but that’s a discussion for another time.

“Don’t you worry my little princess, mommy’s gonna take care of everything from now on. All you need to worry about is being dumb and pretty, and letting mommy use you, okay?” She nods again, “Words baby.”

“Yes mommy, please.” She’s grinding on my lap now, her beautiful tits bouncing in my face from where she’s just wearing a bra and panties. It’s such a pretty sight, but it can only get better. I reach behind her with one hand and unclasp her bra, pulling it off her and watching her tits bounce even more. She lets out a sigh and just grinds against me even more, I know it won’t be long until she gets tired of this and needs me to take over, but it’s so pretty I let her keep trying to get herself off on me.

When I feel her slowing down, I stand up and take her with me, her legs quickly wrapping around me as she stops moving, “I didn’t say you could stop.” I look at her, raising my eyebrows as I can practically see her cheeks heat up as she nods and attempts to keep grinding against me. I can tell how humiliating it must be, especially as I can see her struggling, but I can also see how much she’s enjoying being humiliated like this. I carry her to the bedroom and lie her down on the bed, but she stays gripping onto me, desperately trying to get off on me. It’s cute. I pull her off me despite her whines of protest and begin to strip down, and get my strap on. She stops complaining once she sees that.

“You’re such a fucking whore princess aren’t you?” I tease as I bring myself onto the bed and play with her nipples, making her moan as she nods just barely. “Enjoying me telling you how fucking stupid you are? I know how much you love it when mommy takes control but this is pitiful. You’re such a needy bitch.” She practically groans at this.

I lie her down beneath me, pressing a hard kiss against her lips before trailing down to her neck. I slowly bring my hand down her body, making sure to pay attention to every part of her before my hand reaches her core. I slowly start teasing her clit, letting her close her eyes as her head leans back against the mattress, and I start to go faster.

She’s so needy it doesn’t take long to bring her close to the edge. “You better fucking ask before you cum you slut.” I practically spit at her, slowing down my assault on her swollen clit.

“Please, mommy please.” She tries but I don’t let her get away with it.

I slap her, not hard enough to leave anything permanent but the bright mark on her face is definitely hot. “That was pathetic, you ask properly or I leave you here to deal with yourself alone, is that what you want bitch?”

She starts to shake her head but quickly catches herself, “No mommy I-I don’t.” She swallows, “Please can I cum mommy? Please?” When I don’t immediately respond she quickly starts begging more, “Please mommy I’ll do anything, just wanna cum please, I’ve been so good.”

“Aw I suppose you have, haven’t you?” I rub my fingers faster against her clit watch her lose all trail of thought as she gets to the brink again and just as I can see she’s about to topple over I stop completely. “But I want you to cum on my cock baby.”

She pleads in desperation, a series of ‘please mommy’ and ‘was so close mommy’ chants leaving her pretty mouth. As she keeps talking I slide in 2 of my fingers to her mouth and watch as she starts to suck on them dutifully without a thought. I could watch that show for a very long time, but I’m in the middle of something.

I grab the lube from our side table and lather it on, making sure she won’t get actually hurt. Then I line my cock up with her pretty hole, watching it clench around nothing before I push myself inside with ease. Once I’ve given her a moment to get used to it, I pull out almost completely and slam back into her as she groans against my fingers.

As I set a fast rhythm in and out of her, I keep reminding her just how much of a slut she looks like, just how pathetic it is that she lets me do this to her.

This time when she gets to the edge I do let her cum, and fuck does she cum. When I pull out her legs are shaking and she looks so spaced out that I’d be surprised if she could form a sentence.

I clean her up with a towel and smile as she giggles at the feeling, then I lie down next to her and pull her into me, covering us in blankets and pressing a kiss to her as she dozes off

#hazbin hotel #hazbin velvette #hazbin hotel velvette #velvette x reader #velvette smut

[aberooski]

If I take a second to breathe and think and 3 seconds into it someone calls me over the radio to come clean something they could do themselves again I'm going to actually scream

#like god I knkw I'm the only usher here rn cuz im the opening usher on saturdays but FUCK #give me a second tk fucking BREATHE #I HATE when I'm doing something and one of the managers calls and is like actually can you stop what you're doing even though what you're- #-doing is more important and come sweep up this like 3 cernal popcorn spill literally right next to us that we could get ourselves but won' #I hate this job so much I want to quit so bad #somebody else hire me right now so I can leave this shithole #and also have a real job that pays mlre than 10 bucks and hour so I can actually pretend to be a semi functional adult #I can't even pretend right now #I've been stuck in limbo for the last 2 years at least and I really don't know how I'll ever get out #I probably won't let's be honest because I wasn’t born into a world where that's possible anymore #and my mental health has only been slowly but surely deteriorating for even longer than that but it's really crashed and burned lately #but i'm trying #and I honestly don't want to try anymore #I'm so tired

[rewritingcanon]

guess who just worked a 1am shift last week and didnt get a single dollar of it on payday 🤡🤡

#im gonna fucking kill something #i was supposed go get increased pay from this shift bc its a night shift too ru fucking kidding me #i feel like i will never see that money even when i have to inevitably ask for it #because somehow theyre going to blame it on the fact that i clocked in wrong since i was transfering to another store #even though i double checked with both managers and workers there #FUCK #i need to quit this job i dont get shifts anyways #fuck coles #the tags wont let me write ‘fuck coles’ again #IM MOVING TO FUCKING WOOLWORTHS BITCH #FUCK THIS SHIT I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT I CANT FUCKING STAND THIS SHIT #FUCK YOU COLES FUCK YOU RICKY WHEN I CATCH U RICKY #guys trust me when i say ive been having issues with this stupid fucking job all year. its why im angry not just this one instance #i just want to quit so bad and get a job that’ll actually give me shifts and PAY ME FOR THE SHIFTS I FUCKING DO IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR #BUT IT TOOK ME THREE HOURS TO APPLY TO STUPID FUCKING RETAIL STORES #WHY DO I HAVE TO WRITE A FUCKING COVER LETTER FOR THE REJECT SHOP. LAME ASS REJECT SHOP #fuck me. seriously #not hp #vent #i dont even have a fucking flybys card

[ofalltheginjoints]

#my fatal flaw is actually that i will never actually give anyone consequences for treating me like shit #like. you could stab me and i’d probably apologize to you #i got an uber bc i really didn’t want to wait 45min for the bus (plus the hour bus ride) #and like i literally hadn’t even buckled my seatbelt before the driver started complaining to me about how he’s losing so much money on #this trip and how lyft is screwing him over and that i should tip him $10 for his troubles and like. #i asked him if he wanted me to get out and find another one and he just kept avoiding the question #while still telling me how much this trip was costing him and quite literally making me feel like shit for requesting the ride #and i ended up changing the drop off location to somewhere that was like. closer bc i just didn’t want to be in the car anymore #and after i did that he was still going #like. i’m sitting in the back of his car on the fucking highway getting berated bc i just wanted to fucking go home after work #and you know what i did? #gave him 5 stars and 25% tip bc ‘well he shouldn’t lose his job just bc i had a bad experience’ #but now im sitting here at a mall waiting for my mom to come pick me up and trying not to cry #and i wish i would’ve like. given a truthful ride review or just skipped it bc like #no i don’t want him to lose his job and if i give him one star he possibly could #but also that guy was literally being a massive dick to me and i literally tipped him for it. #i want to be a nice person always but like. i think sometimes me being nice is just letting ppl do whatever the want and being complacent #and i fucking hate it #after like a while of him going on i stopped him and was like #hey man i get its tough and i feel for you but it’s not my fault and i really don’t feel like talking rn #so im gonna put my headphones in #and this motherfucker goes ‘umm ok i mean thats kind of awkward but ok’ #LIKE YOU DIDNT MAKE IT AWKWARD THE MOMENT I GOT IN YOUR CAR #expect maybe im overreacting????????? #anyway. um everything is bad and terrible rn and i just wanna go home but ive still got an hour before my mom gets off work :) #if you actually read all of this i 1) am so sorry and 2) literally love u and also im sorry

[livelaughlovekill]

panic

#landlord wants to move us to a month to month lease and i am #losing my mind panicking #why would they do this if not to kick us out later #i can't afford to move #i. the deal here was so good. i won't be able to afford another place half as nice or big. #how will i do my business without the square footage? i can't afford a more expensive place. we'll never find somewhere this cheap. #this house is perfect. i love it. I've lived here almost 5 years. it's mine. it's perfect. i can't lose it #will i have to quit my business to get more hours at my day job? #can we offer to buy the house? is that feasible? is that even within the realm of possibility? will we have time to find a new place? #i don't want to move i have so much stuff #i hate moving i hate looking at new homes #what did we do wrong #weren't we model tenants? #i can't afford a new safety deposit #will i have to give up my plan of getting a new car? i just reached my savings goals for that #but if we don't get the safety deposit back here i don't know if i can afford a new one #oh god are we going to be homeless #I've taken my anxiety meds and they aren't hitting fast enough #I'm so scared #and I'm so tired. my fatigue is so bad this week. i feel so weak. my brain so fuzzy. how am i supposed to concentrate on anything #i need to answer my emails and i need to write a newsletter and I need to order supplies and yet #I'm back in bed sobbing and i can't think and I'm so scared #got my breathing under control a little but . fuck . #fuck. #fuck! #fuck my stupid baka life

[sovonight]

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#ohhhhhhh i really do dislike the tonal shift in bg2/tob so much........ and by that i mean mostly in xan's mod 😭 #i mean maybe the sense of betrayal and disappointment is immersive but it really leaves me with No idea what to do with him #in my version of radri's story. like. do i do my best even with all the parts i find ooc? do i cherry pick what i want and forget the rest? #and even after all my complaints i keep thinking back to his author. the fact that somehow this is the *intended* experience #currently feeling like the necromancer who resurrected their wife and is convinced she came back wrong but who just never truly knew her #i keep going back to 'estel'amin'. the fact that xan named charname his hope--and then quickly stopped using that name for her #once her bhaalspawn nature continued to affect her life after the conclusion of bg1 #so--basically--i'm to assume that he changed his mind? she's no longer his hope; his light; and if she is it's rare #he just calls her beautiful now; something far more shallow #and the fact that in tob he vacillates between subtly criticizing her for her nature which she has no control over #(and which in radri's case she has never even willingly given in to)-- #and attempting to comfort her after her nature makes bad things happen to her & around her #--but then his comfort is once again undermined by the aforementioned shallow compliments #it's coming across as 'i love your body despite what you are in spirit' and really isn't a great look at all #look maybe i'm crazy but in bg1 i got the impression that he was able to accept and move past it fairly quickly #like 'ok you're a bhaalspawn so now let's move into problem solving. obviously i have to quit my job and travel with you full time' #but in bg2 he spends most of his time lamenting about how hard it must be for her to live like this #while also pointing it out as a personal flaw of hers. as if she'd had any say in who her father was #like there are npcs literally shouting 'i hate all bhaalspawn!' and here he is--supposedly her closest supporter-- #also subtly saying 'i hate bhaalspawn' right to her face #when literally as a neutral alignment and as a companion of 1-2 years-- he should actually have THE most nuanced take on her??? #in bg1 he says murder is unavoidable in the life of an adventurer. then in tob he comments that charname kills everyone haphazardly-- #--as though in another jab to her nature. meanwhile as a constant companion he should know better than anyone that it wasn't so simple #idk. i'm almost feeling gaslighted by the narrative in a sense #because when everyone else talks about xan in bg2/tob--including charname via the dialogue options/written internal dialogue-- #they say that he's ~gray~ and calm and collected and emotionless etc #meanwhile he's literally the most emotional guy in the game. like. he's freaked out SO many times #so?? how am i supposed to take anything here genuinely?? how am i supposed to engage??? SIGH #anyway today's my first day at my new job and i have to wake up in 2 hours & im certain that i'll be too nervous to eat today #my goal for today is just to not be fired 👍 12 hours from now it will be over...

[lavender---sunshine]

in all seriousness i 90% sure im going to quit my job tomorrow and for a while i will have just enough money to live on and will have to spruce up my resume and job hunt and stress but MY GOD i need to do something else because this is making me suicidal

#like actively suicidal. wanting to die in a way i have not since highschool. literally woke up and thought 'i dont want to be here anymore' #and then couldnt make myself get out of bed until like 10 minutes before i had to leave the house for job 2 #i know its unprofessional but i pretty much...quiet quit i guess. i worked from home for like a month straight without telling my boss #and she called yesterday wondering about it and the whole time the only thing i could think of was 'you didnt even know for a MONTH #thats how little people communicate around here #the office culture is toxic. the people are self absorbed and shut me out. ive gone through like 6 big life events and no one knows because #no one in that office cares enough to ask. and even if i volunteer the most i get is a 'wow that wild look at this tiktok yeah anyway' #im so burnt out. i have 1 day of rest and i dont get to do that at all. so no like im not going to get up get dressed sit in traffic park #on the street because a year later they still havent given me a clicker for the parking lot and sit in the back of a warehouse for hours #talking to no one. ive literally gone days without talking to anyone there. its so lonely. #theres only so many audiobooks and podcasts and albums you can listen to before you think 'i would be ok getting hit by a truck tomorrow' #im going to hate these next few months but i just need time #and the lord works in mysterious ways because my other boss just started talking about hiring for mon/tues which are the days i work bad jo #so i would at least get those hours until i find something else stable. im going to try very hard not to be mean about it but im like... #hey girl this place sucks ass and you know it. im not negotiating #but thanks for that raise 9 months late #im giving you three weeks for find a replacement and i dont care if you fire me in that time #il work from home or panera or starbucks or library but im not stepping in that office again unless its for my minifridge and heater

[koishua]

three families came over for the first iftar today and they just left and i have to come here and let y'all know that i just about died from how cute all of the children were. literally none of them were my age they were all between two and seven and i was THRIVING we played in my room and they gushed over my guitar and i let them play some with their itty bitty fingers and they spoke russian to me which i understood with some difficulty but couldn't reply back to so i just spoke german to them and they had the cutest looks on their faces and one of the boys said to me that everyone in his class played the piano or the guitar during music class and he could only sit there and watch everyone in the corner and my something in my heart broke into tiny pieces so now im thinking wether or not i should get the little guy a guitar of his own bc he's just so so sweet and adorable :(( and there was the Mose sweetest most adorable little three year old girl who made so many hand hearts at me and she'd run up to me, look at me for a second, and then run off and then come back again two minutes later to do the exact same thing and she did that an honest six times before they had to go and she came to me, looked up and said paka which is basically goodbye and i just about CRIED

#tp #i love kids so much they just make me melt #i just cant understand how people hate kids so much #you were once a child too #imagine if no one wanted to take care of you and look after you #kills me how im commited to med bc it's always been a dream of mine to teach kids #super sad i had to quit my weekend daycare job #and my english tutoring part time gig #i missed my students :< #kind of ironic how my friend who quite literally cant stand kids (but is obviously not bad to them lmao) had to be the one to #stay at the daycare lmaoo #HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE LIVING MY DREAM⁉️ #now i dont see anyone else besides my internship and family

[spade-club]

Reminding myself that I did all of my goals I had for this year. Even if some of them turned out to be mistakes, I've come a long way in the past half a year especially, and even if I am currently struggling with the weight of it all right now, these achievements are nothing to ignore or take value away from.

#anyway considering quitting my new job because I almost died for it already and I cant handle all of the all of it. #I had to call out sick today and I got told off and a manager basically said he thought I was lying because I didnt want to work there. #it felt so bad and I just.... ugh #its just all so overwhelming #like. I'm incredibly sick right now. dealing with a whole cheating scandal going on. Christmas was hard as fuck. this new job is overwhelm #I just... cant handle it all. #plus my old job never gave me my last paycheck so I have to deal with that #and I am trying so hard to get in contact with this new therapist guy but I keep just not having time to set things up. #im overwhelmed. so much. #the one good thing I have going for me is my friends and even then I'm starting to feel like a burden on them for struggling so much #idk! its just a lot! #but hey. I didnt kill myself this year! and instead I have been living a life and thats not nothing #checked *kiss a second person* off my list. yeah they were also kissing many people I didnt know about including their girlfriend but ! yk #things happen haha (im devistated) #and I checked off *get a job* and *leave the state I was living in* and *start driving* #and two of those are still going well! #mostly I mean. I do still kinda hate driving and have almost killed myself on accident twice #but really the point is im trying lots of new things and figuring out what works and what doesnt! #im not just living but im alive and thats all that needs to matter #the pain of all of this is the proof im alive and I can still feel. I just am convincing myself thats a good thing

[nataliewaitegf]

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#if insurance ppl don’t get back to me this week istg im just gonna book a doc appt + pay out of pocket somehow i cannot continue like this #i hate being stuck laying down in bed all the time bc i can’t walk I hate it I hate it #also im srsly debating quitting my job at the end of the month whether or not i have sth else in place #bc i cannotttttt keep spending 5-6 hours a day on my feet any day let alone 4-5 days a week it’s destroying my body + ability to function #i hate this so much i just want Help and i don’t know how to get it when everything is just waiting !!! i need help Now !!!!!!!!!! :( #anyway i have to pee but my legs hurt sososo bad so i cant get out of bed yet 👍 gm

[jessss-ica]

Can a bitch just catch a break? (It’s me, I’m bitch)

#fr tho I hate my job so much #i honestly want to quit so bad but I can’t

[sweet-iced-chai]

this was the worst /srs

#i hate this job (i love my job) i want to quit so bad (i find purpose in being helpful) i am full of rage and evil (i’m so built for custom #er service because i have so much practice pleasing people and fake empathizing) i hate all these responsibilities (it was kinda fun but i #wish my pay reflected the job i’m doing #)

[binch-i-might-be]

okay so the they FINALLY managed to put up the schedule for next week and it ✨sucks fucking ass✨

first of all they gave me a shift on monday, which okay I said a late shift should be manageable but the day off would be better because I come back from berlin that day

and ✨then✨ they gave me the almost earliest shift they possibly could the next day <3333

so basically I've been getting up at four am yesterday and today to come to this shit ass fucking hellhole, tomorrow I'll probably get up before five to catch my train, then I'll go to a literal concert on sunday which is exhausting as fuck, getting back on the train on monday and probably getting home at about one pm, having to leave for work again at two thirty, working until eight, and THEN. THEN I'LL HAVE TO GET UP AT 4:30 THE NEXT MORNING. TO WORK A SIX AM SHIFT

I'm going to kill everyone in this store and then myself

#no. no literally what the fuck are rhey thinking. what the fuck are they thinking #if i went to bed the MINUTE i came home on monday i would barely get eight hours of sleep #which of course i can't because like any other real flesh person i have SHIT TO DO???? #i hate these people so much it's unreal of i ever off myself it'll be their fault #i'm going insane i'm going actually insane i want to quit this shithole job so bad i want to set the store on fire and watch it burn #i hope they all choke on a dick and fucking die #vent

[friendofthecrows]

Gkxkhxkhxkydkyd so much stuff to do before I can travel to see my partner that it will probably happen in NOVEMBER but I can't think of anything else ♡

#I'm going *whether or not* I can raise funds to help me not lose too much money on plane tickets and such #I'm happy to empty my bank account to go see her #but anyways #yeah that might be a reason I'm pushing for people to ask me to draw/write/etc in exchange for maybe a tip if you can? #it is seriously fun though I'm having a great time doing these requests #it's also finals week for this semester so aaaaaa #I'm busy #stuff is going to take a while 😅 #i was spending this whole morning drawing and my mom was like 'time to stop and do your schoolwork' #but I want to see her so bad #I'm literally going to quit (my admittedly shitty) job to go #because I can't take that many vacations (just went to see my grandma who has cancer) #so like. bitch I'm out I hated this place anyways #like the people are nice #job itself isn't #and I understand why any boss can't afford their employees to be gone all the time lol #so I figured all just solve all these problems by putting in my notice <3 #I'm only making like $40 a week on it anyways lol #hal rambles #hope my manager doesn't see this #quitting over Tumblr tags would not be the best way to go #but! this is the place where I say Anything and I'm pretty sure she's not on her #and I'm really excited to go!! #like i said the people are great #but I'm gonna see my partner 💕 #i love her 💕 #my mom keeps making jokes about me proposing like offering to make a ring and stuff lol #I'm not going to ofc bc we're like 20 and I haven't even lived with her yet #I'm going to be seeing her in person for the first time soon!!! (≧▽≦) #we've literally been Together and in a band together for so long and yet we've never shared the same air lol

[schmope-is-dead]

GOD. I KNOW THIS IS JUST PERIOD EMOTIONS OR WHATEVER BUT DO YOU EVER JUST WANNA GO APESHIT. DON'T YOU WANNA GO CRAZY

#caps tw #I HATE OUR THERAPIST AND I HATE OUR MOM #LITERALLY THE ONLY GOOD ADULTS IN OUR LIFE ARE OUR DAD OUR AUNT AND OUR UNCLE #BUT EVEN THEY'RE MORALLY... DUBIOUS TO SAY THE LEAST #OUR THERAPIST JUST STRAIGHT UP SUCKS. LIKE PUTTING ASIDE HOW HER MORALS ARE SHITTY #SHE'S LIKE. REALLY BAD AT HER JOB TOO #ONE TIME WE WERE VENTING TO HER ABOUT BEING MISGENDERED AND SHE JUST SAID WE WERE #GETTING TOO OFFENDED OVER IT #LIKE WHAT THE FUCK #AND A LITTLE EXPERIMENT WE'VE BEEN DOING #SHE THINKS THAT WE DON'T SHOW SYMPTOMS OF DID #SO WE JUST PRESENT OUR SYMPTOMS TO HER WITHOUT TELLING HER THAT WE KNOW IT'S BECAUSE OF DID #AND SHE ONLY ACCEPTS THEM AS SYMPTOMS THEN #SHE SAYS THAT SHE BELIEVES WE'RE PROBABLY AUTISTIC BUT THEN SHE JUST ACTS SURPRISED WHEN WE SHOW SYMPTOMS OF IT #AND I JUST WANT TO FUCKING SNAP. I WANT TO TELL HER TO HER FACE THAT SHE'S A SHITTY THERAPIST #SHE'S SURE AS HELL RESILIENT. WE'VE MADE A THERAPIST DISLIKE US SO MUCH THEY RECOMMENDED WE #CHANGED THERAPISTS #BUT SHE'S WEIRD. SHE'S THE OUTLIER. #SHE AND US DISAGREE A LOT. SHE'S CALLED US CHALLENGING. BUT SHE NEVER QUITS #LIKE I'M GENUINELY MAD AT HER BUT I HAVE TO RESPECT HER COMMITMENT #ANYWAY THAT'S ALL I'M EMOTIONALLY READY TO SAY. LOL. #vent #blurry.txt

[loverofallthingssmart]

tired of working. i want to quit so bad

#i’m not saying i hate my job bc i definitely don’t it’s JUST today… #i wanted to quit so bad an hour ago but now i think i’ve mellowed out… #i can feel the hate receding the more i think abt how i can do whatever at my job 😭 but god i hate working i need a job that doesn’t even #feel like work…….. #or i just need to spend more time w the children i love the children sooo so much highlight of my day fr #after the fact that i can go on tumblr whenever i’m on shift like 24/7 no repercussions KDBGSHDVR #EDIT: we got cookies i never want to quit ever the benefits are TOO good