lola lola lola !!! hello 🤭 i've been so busy and distracted recently aaa i don't think i've read the lola newspaper in almost a week?? gonna have a lot of fun reading through it on the subway tomorrow 🥰 idk i just wanted to send something and say i hope you're doing well and that you've had a good week so far, i've missed chatting with u !! with winter break coming up soon, i hope i'll have time to be more relaxed and active 😁 it's almost 3:30am and i should definitely be sleeping sooooo i hope you're having sweet dreams of oscar as i'm typing this <3<3 have a good day love!!
Jackie, I’ve missed you 🥺🥺 oh I don’t really think there is much to catch up on 😅 I’ve been busy too, my boss is drowning me in work for the last two weeks before our holiday… so nice 🥴🥴🥴 literally was sitting on projects just to drop the bomb on me 🙃
So I have a stressful week and another one is coming up before I’m finally free for three weeks. Nothing to think about just enjoy time with family at home 🫶🏼
Why the hell were you up till 3:30?? Jesus, talking about fucked up sleeping schedules 😩😩
I didn’t have a dream at all since I dunno mid November or something 😅 and even that was nothing to do with Oscar 😵💫 so it’d be preferable 😌😌
I hope you’re doing alright too 🥺🥺🥺 and hope to chat more when you are off for holidays 🫶🏼
random thoughts and highlights about the gig at Tapiola Festivaali today 🖤
first fucking row 😭
so idk if it was that that made the show feel exceptionally good, and I find it difficult to rank the BC shows I've been to in any order of excellence, but I'd say this one would go pretty high on that list; their energy was unmatchable and, as always at BC gigs, I truly had the best fun I've ever had 🥺
(which is why I'm still a little dumbfounded and emptyheaded and will probably spend the entire tomorrow crying because I miss them so much and have no idea when I'm gonna see them again jdkdkfjkfkfkf can't they just drop some tour dates for next year soon or at least the "big show" they keep teasing us about so I can experience the serotonin boost of buying another BC concert ticket and have something to look forward to in my sad little life ahaha)
but yeah anyway I am so fucking horny for Aleksi y'all. Wanting him carnally was NOT on my bingo card for this year but here we are 🪦
like. He' just so confident and booby. You know? Cocky bastard. I'd let him *** inside.
@ss4nni caught his stick and we all got to hold and gawk at it. I may have even licked it a little (siis for real sillon kun mukamas nuolasin sitä ni mun kieli oikeesti koski sitä vahingossa lol sori Sanni 🙈)
(too Finnish didn’t understand: I pretended to lick it for the lols but accidentally licked it a little for real. Please pray for me to regain my sanity one of these days)
I definitely am may be a little delusional about a bunch of stuff but I feel like I made eye-contact with Olli one time and then another time when I was doing a little thigh exercise for Left Outside Alone (just pumping up and down instead of just squatting lol ain't just some random dudes gonna tell me what to do)
I waved at Aleksi one time when he came over because yes that's how desperate I was for an interaction with him and he mercifully acknowlwdged my efforts by looking at me and giving me the tiniest nod. So yeah I think I'll name our first-born son Tapio & y'all are invited to the christening 🥰
(unrelated to BC but Abreu performed before them and she winked at me because I'm hot stuff 😌)
got to witness many many many cute Olli/Allu moments (mostly touches) with my bare eyeballs, I feel so blessed and nourished I think I'll live on this for the rest of the year 💗 (she says, knowing very well she will indeed be sobbing her eyes off tomorrow and the whole next week most likely)
I think they all were genuinely impressed by the audience's energy (or at least the first row was fucking fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥) and I know they praise the audience at every show but I'm still gonna go ahead and take their every sweet word as a personal compliment <3
I loved seeing Niko so much? He's a tiny guy and loves crouching so it's not always easy to see him from farther away lol and he was wearing sunglasses the entire show (it was cloudy) but behind the glasses I like to believe he looked at me/us many many times Niko Niko Niko I love Niko 🥰
And Joel was so happy too 😭 happy Joel = happy me, automatically and every time, I need to know when I get to make him happy again by going to see their show, he deserves it and I deserve it 😭😭😭
So yeah, once again BC did what was said on the can: made me forget all about my pathetic little problems and I kinda need that in order to survive so if you need me I shall be refreshing their social media like a junkie asking random passers-by if they happen to have any speed on them, eyes red and visibly shaking because that's how bad I need my next fix
Many many thanks to everyone who hung out and came to say hi!! You all are some of the best people I know, I don't know how you tolerate me or if you even do lol but I'm always laughing so much when I'm with you and I'll miss you guys as much as I'll miss BC 💕💖💕💗💓💞💖
Hi...so I just wanted to say that I never thought I'd find myself OBSESSED with Feyd Rautha fanfic. Like, I found thrown to the wolves by chance while scrolling and was like "there's no way this is real" and then I read it cause why not...
....and now you could say I love him? And you're the one to blame? I've even looked into more fanfics about him but personally, none of them are as good as yours. There's something about the feuding families trope and the way you're handling the readers survival strategy and her relationship with egg head that I FUCKING LOVE I SWEAR TO GOD YOUR HONOR I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
So yeah,I hope these two get a happy ending, or as happy as you can except on this universe.
Personally, I'm dying to know what's gonna happen with Feyd's lovers, and how reader is gonna handle the news of her dad dying and potentially her brother too
Are we ever going to see her previous handmaids again? I hope they're OK but I know they probably aren't.
Seriously dude, I'm dying with the dynamics between reader and Feyd!!!
Thank you for taking the time to share the story with us!!
Also, this was me when Feyd woke her up to tell her he was leaving:
Bro, he's starting to care AAAAAAAAHHH
hello! 😇
lmao I chuckled while I imagined you scrolling through your dash and seeing someone simping over Feyd-Rautha and being like ARE THEY INSANE 😂 one friend in real life I showed him to said that she is surprised people can crush on a character like that and tbh maybe I'm weird but I love crushing on characters that make other people scared/disgusted that I crush on them 🤣 my mum disappointed me, though, because I expected her to tell me to seek therapy and she admitted he is hot instead 😳 (probably because he's got that skinhead vibe lmao)
if I really am the one to blame that you love him, then all I can say is SORRY NOT SORRY 😁🤭
I am very happy that you enjoy my story so much, it means a lot 😭💐 although I would argue if my fic is "the best" because I think the fandom is full of amazing and talented writers and I enjoyed a lot of Feyd fics myself (I'm trying to check the tag regularly) 😌
it is no secret I do prefer happy endings. not in a way "everybody lives" but in a way where my main character is somehow happy in the end in one way or another. because real life is tragic and painful enough…
I don't want to spoil too much… especially that the next chapter will be posted tomorrow 👀
thank you once again, love! receiving messages/comments/reblogs like this… that's what motivates me to keep going with the story 🤗
Just dropping by another au idea that i will not elaborate like, I'm thinking of a rise of the guardians! AU (hopefully at least you've watched the movie, like the books have more elaborate lore on the guardians but we're not gonna dive deep into all that)
anyway so, STYLE FIVE as the guardians. Like, each guardian (santa, Easter bunny, tooth fairy, sandman, and jack frost) represents a concept of childhood which is their core, the very thing that they must share with the world (also their abilities and duty stem from this core, lime how the tooth fairy is the guardian of memories and collects the teeth which contain glimpses of childhood memories etc.)
Sooo....
Santa claus = guardian of wonder = nagisa
Tooth fairy = guardian of memories = makoto
Sandman = guardian of dreams = rin
Easter bunny = guardian of hope = rei
Jack frost = guardian of fun = haru
I don't wanna say that the free boys correspond to the guardian character, but rather the concept they represent so... yeah. Thoughts? I really didn't give much thought to this so it's fair if you don't either 😭
OKAY HI HELLO I LOVE THIS!! I adore that movie and wanted to watch it again before responding to this, so here we are 😌
Having Haru step into the same position as Jack makes so much sense with how long it takes him to find his center or understand how he could be qualified to be any sort of guardian (being given high regard and responsibilities without knowing himself or the “why” behind it is just another way of being invisible, to him), and the answer lying in people seeing/believing in him most when he’s doing what he loves, having fun, and having an quiet sense of pride in it. Guardian!Haru works to bolster all of the other virtues the guardians are looking after (hopes, dreams, wonder, memories) by inspiring authenticity, in a way. That’s his strength, his center — he puts his all into the few things he does because he enjoys those things, or he knows what he’s doing will help in equally important goals/pursuits (aka, even if an action doesn’t bring him direct and immediate joy, that effort might help someone else have fun, and sharing in fun/joy is a very precious thing).
I love the roles you chose for them because it works so well for each of them?? Like, it makes sense for Nagisa to be a guardian with endless ideas and huge eyes, encouraging people to be constantly curious. It makes sense for Rei to be a guardian for hope, for trying again, for seeing each hard misstep as a lesson moving forward, and hard seasons and nights survived as changes for bright mornings and new beginnings. It makes sense for Rin to protect the dreamers, the hopeless romantics, the people with aspirations and borderline impossible ideas bigger than themselves, pushing them to find something to hold onto in the whirlwind that’ll drive them endlessly forward. It makes sense for Makoto to be the grounding and steadying force in all of these virtues that push people forward by preserving the reminders of who they once were, where their old dreams and hopes and wonders lead them in the past, what inspires them to have fun or dare to live in the first place. They’re the protectors of tomorrows, of yesterdays, of the joyous possibilities and intriguing impossibilities of todays. AND THAT IS SO FUN
There’s also just the interesting character dynamics that emerge from those respective values, all working together but distinct enough to still cause some friction. I can see Haru and Rin butting heads like they did in ES (and other times, but most noticeably here) where Haru perceives things through preserving the fun of the present, while Rin often has his eyes glued to the path forward or to the sky. One forgets what it’s like to aspire for more, and one forgets what it’s like plants roots or settle where you are. It isn’t a set dichotomy, but Nagisa’s guardianship over wonder meshes more with Haru’s domain of fun (relishing in all of the whimsy of the present), and Rei’s propensity for hope leans more into Rin’s domain of dreams (both rooted in the delight of striving for change, for more). Makoto’s position in all of this becomes complex because he understands both pulls, because memories aren’t just objective points from the past planted on timelines, but stories formed by who someone is now and all they imagine themselves to be. Memories are proof that even in the perilous march of time, even in the inevitability of change, we’re allowed to preserve bits of those things we loved and carry them with us for strength wherever we may go next. His center makes him the glue, or the thread that connects them all together (and for angst reasons, it may not always work, but dang if he isn’t trying).
I don’t have much thought on character positions for them (like, taking over different holiday mascot roles as opposed to being their own original guardians or something), but the sheer vibes of it all and what they can all learn from each other are just !!!! Chef’s kiss, dude
(and if somebody constructed a loose plot with Ryuuji or Hiyori or Sousuke taking on the role of Pitch Black where they have to maybe break away from their reign over [and reliance on] isolation/fear/nightmares I’d be 👀 intrigued)
"Oh great Abby, possessor of The Braincell.I am in love with your fic, that is with" The Abigail Agreste AU
"Oh things are getting more emotionalEvery chapter you write outdoes your last. I can't tell you how excited I get when I get a notification that you posted" The Abigail Agreste AU
"BYE MIDDLE SCHOOL ME WOULD BE SO HAPPY TO KNOW THIS EXISTS" One Year Later
"anyway— this is so???? good???? like sjdjsjdj this almost made me cry???? the angst was *chef’s kiss* and legit what I imagine Eli to feel like after the factAND TULIP STOP <3<3<3 PLS I’M IN LOVE" One Year Later
"OMYGOODGODS ITS UP- amazing, fantastic, wonderful, show stopping, breathe taking, never the same-
ALSO, I'm very happy my ideas helped so much to build this story :,) I'd love to help more (lemme go see how on earth to turn on co-creation) (EDIT: OKEY I AM NOW CO-CREATEABLE)
ANYWAYS SO AMAZINGLY FANTASTIC THAT IT HAS BEEN POSTED DJLHBFVDBVJ" The Arrangement (from @whatsitzface)
"Im begging please release a full story this was my dream!!! You read my mind. I never read a fic this perfect!" The Future, Not a Wish
"Tendría que ser Bow quien descubriera todo de esta forma, solo espero que no esté cerca cuando esas dos tengan un momento más íntimo <3" Melog's Heart (this was my first comment in another language)
"I know absolutely nothing about the show or the characters, but great writing as always Darcy" For a Genius, You Can Be Pretty Stupid (from @whatsitzface)
"The dinner she makes is perfect and I love how you turned the "worrying" trope on it's head. So lovely" Really, Really (from @bacchicly)
"Lovely and sweet. Beautiful work! Merci merci!" At Sunset (from @bacchicly because she is the only one who actually commented on this one and I am grateful)
"BUDDY. This is so sugar." When Paths Cross (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"Ok, I came back to say, this is a super cute premise and i'm so excited to see what the other two parts are :DI love that in this world profilers who know them both extremely well couldn't figure it tf out because they didn't change how they act around each other." Unintentional Secret (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"QUEEN OF TOOTH ACHES 👑 "pulled out a little statue of a cat holding a gift box." <--- fucking LOVE it. NOOOOO open the box! "I was expecting her to open the little gift box so she would find the ring box inside" <--- me tooo "She pointed at the little gift box the cat was holding. "Does this open? Did he put anything in it?"" <--- THANKS, JENNA. "Yeah, you were supposed to open it at home." 😂 😂 "No, I'm not proposing to you if you're gonna call me Newbie. Absolutely not." <--Good on you, Luke, stand that sea-saw of a ground. 😆 "I love you," he whispered into her lips." <- Mush. absolute MUSH. Whisper kisses, my weakness. "see you again when I inevitably find the irresistible urge to write Garvez again!" <--- Tomorrow? 😌 😉 Full disclosure I mixed up this and Las Vegas Surprise Wedding and was really confused for a minute." Unintentional Secret (my first essay comment from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails 😌)
"OMFG I JUST LOVE THESE FANFICS OF YOURS!! THAT PART WHERE HE SAID HIS FAV COLOR IS BROWN BC IF GARCIAS EYESSSSSS😭😭😭🤌AND THE PART HE TEXTED DEREJ WAS JUST CHIEF KISSES!!! ISTFG HE'D DO THAAAAT!!" Many Tear-Stained Cheeks
"This is both really sweet and devastating. I loved that he was initially reluctant to call her but knew he needed her and the way she comforted him was perfect 💖 the ending was so lovely and hopefully next time she says it Luke will be awake" Many Tear-Stained Cheeks (from @whitecrossgirl)
"took her hand, placing it back on his heart. "This beating heart? It beats only for you."IM SCREAAAAAMING AND CRYIIIING AT THE SAME TIME!! I NEED TO SEE THIS SCENE LIVE ON TV! THE WRITERS DID US DIRTYYYYY😭😭😭😭" Heartbeat
"SHUT THE FRONT DOOR YOU"LL BE IN MY HEART IS FUCKING PERFECT FOR THEM!!!!! That whole plus one bonus section gutted me like a fish lmao I am literally ill with how much I love this, thank you for writing this!!!!!!!" To Sir, With Love (really all of @dungeons-are-too-cold's comments on this fic)
"Mate it is too early in the morning for this amount of feels 😭😭😭 they are such a fantastic duo and Rossi’s transformation from “The fuck is a team” to “These are all my kids” is my favourite thing about his character" To Sir, With Love (from @whitecrossgirl)
"sobbing. crying. shaking. sliding down a wall and poinding my fist on it. THIS IS SO STUNNING. I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND YOUR WRITING IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. THANK YOU FOR THIS MAJESTIC FIC." To Sir, With Love
"This was great, loved every minute of it, would snort this." Secrets Exposed (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"Why are you just the beeeeeest?! You angel you." Secrets Exposed (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"When you go to hit that kudos button and the red bar pops up. RUDE." Secrets Exposed (from, guess who, @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"I know this was a time consuming task and took a lot of work. So thank you for this, it's unique and fun. :)" Secrets Exposed (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"i'mdonei'mdonei'mdone i'm done i'm done i'm done i'm done. I'm done. I'm done. I'm DONE. wow. just wow. yeah so anyways this is canon now and explains A LOT about jj's faces in the show" Secrets Exposed
"You literally always know what I need in a fic before I even think about it, this is everything!!!!" Partner's Brunch (from @dungeons-are-too-cold)
"U really need to be the main writer of the revival for garvez ✨ my heart is flipping I was lit blushing the whole damn time!!!🥺😍🥰🤭" Two Can Play at This Game
"I really enjoyed this! I can completely see them trying to one up each other like this! (I swear, if the revival does them dirty…)" Two Can Play at This Game (Helsinkibaby on Ao3 left this comment… and they used to post so much amazing stuff, so I totally fangirled upon seeing this. Ao3 Garvezers, I guarantee you've read their stuff.)
"Ok, look, i'm one of those who will not read a pregnancy story, but this: "Well, it's comforting to hear you say that. Because Luke is the father." <---- perfect ending, perfect pacing my friend. And Krystall's voice *chef kiss*" Oh Baby, Oh Baby (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"Seeing a new story from you makes me happy! Loved the conversation between Penelope and krystal. Looking forward to reading more the last exchange with the was perfect." Oh Baby, Oh Baby
"i almost made a fool of myself while reading this in a mcdonalds" Welcome Home
"#It was a spite request your honor
#because they were never friends your honor
#certainly not best friends, Adam" (Not) Just a Friend (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"I am so honored. 😂 I love you I love you I love you. This was excellent. Platonic Morvez! Thank you for playing along with my asinine requests. 💗 💗 💗" Open Ears (from @snailsandpuppy-dogtails)
"I'm sorry I'm writing not having read the fic yet though I've been loving the works you did so far for this pairing but the "sorry it took me more than 24h hours"????? Mate, you've written so many pieces for this otp ate the speed of light what are u talking about??? Take your time, sweetie, do your thing don't feel pressured to do/write/create more than you feel comfortable with, we've been loving it so far just keep doing your thing! Thanks so much for writing for us! Xx" Girls' Night Out (this person thought snails was pressuring me to write and came RUNNING to my defense 😂)
"Oh my days, Luke calling her "Chica" as a term of endearment/pet name was something i wished so much that the writers kept in the show *deep sigh* guess that's one more thing left for the fans/shippers to take over. But i love it tho! 😫❤️" Girls' Night Out
"Luke Alvez's tool kit for keeping Penelope Garcia happy:1. Roxy 2. Allowing her to call him Newbie 3. Ice cream 4. Kevin Lynch's head on a spike (if requested)" Ice Cream and I Love Yous (from @whitecrossgirl)
"omg I'm literally DYING ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!! I'm obsessed with the way you write them, it's so like heartstopper, literally obsessed with the drama" We Fell in Love in October (from @dungeons-are-too-cold)
1. new friend and i talked monday again!! mostly about the state fair, not being able to meet up with friends because no one drives or has a car, and black panther because that's what we watched lol. she emailed the professor about the creep guy but he hasn't gotten back with her which is apparently on par for him:( i suggested emailing one of the tas or talking with them (i offered to go with her), but she said it's fine and she's gonna do her best to avoid him:( so hopefully professor sees her email and can do something 🤞🏻
2. talked with cute ta!! convo was longer than the others but still short. just talked about how to access the movies from the screenings (which is great because i have to test for covid tomorrow morning 🙃 hung with a friend sunday and her boyfriend tested positive today but she's negative so 🤞🏻🤞🏻). he said everything should be up on canvas but to email him or the other ta if i have access issues. that was funny because he was literally like "if you have trouble text me- wait, no, /email/ me." i know he wasn't serious, but watching him have that "fuck, wrong thing" moment was so funny
3. my tues/thurs classes were funny today because we had a little debate on women's suffrage and how wwi (it's a wwi class) impacted it and the No Vote and Wishy-washy About Vote groups (i was in the Yes Vote!) just channeled that Old Timey Sexist Guy and a couple of people struggled to keep a straight face. the professor at the end of us giving our arguments asked if anyone was convinced by another group and a guy from No Vote went all "MY group is stuck in their ways but I'M not", a guy from my group said he agreed with Wishy-washy because "i don't want my wife to come home covered in soot and mud like my boys and me accidentally call her greg", and the older guy in class just sat up straight and said "I Am A /Starch/ Wishy-washy" and each one resulted in just about all of us giggling 😭 then in the next class our professor was going over the russian revolution(s) and the second she mentioned rasputin, someone immediately brought up the song then we convinced her to play it because It's Vital To Our Understanding (that point was made by the same guy who talked about calling his wife greg, lol)
that's the update for now! hopefully my test comes back negative or i will be so fucking sad 😭
hi bri!! sounds like a very exciting week so far!
wait what creepy guy?? I don't think I've heard about this yet?
omg when he said "text me, wait no email" you should've been like noooo I'd rather text you!! 😌😇
omg those guy sound kinda irritating as heck. big misogynistic history major douchebag vibes lol
I hope very much that you're negative. please let me know when you know! 💕💕
anyway, since you reblogged that thing asking about questions... how about why valkyrie are your favorite unit? or some of your favorite things about your culture/the country you live in if you're willing to share~? (i'm so curious and you talk about it a lot!!)
WE GOT ANOTHER ONE (interested in the culture) LADS /lh
Okay but wait hiiiii!! I'm doing quite well, resting up😌 I hope you're still fine, too!
Firstly, Valkyrie. Valkyrie. [Screams] okay, to understand why I love Valkyrie, you need to understand me on a molecular level. Not really, just some key facts - n°1 I am unfortunately very into steampunk, have been for ages, it's peak aesthetics to me. Victorian era in general, too, but specifically, like, the 1860s and 70s and 80s were a blessing for western european fashion, and you cannot change my mind. I love crinolines and bustles and corsets and I want them back soooo bad. But then steampunk is like. Personally, I think industrialisation was a mistake (/hj), but steampunk aesthetics? The bronze, the cogs, the goggles, the clocks, the myriad of belts? Yeah. Go off. N°2 so my music taste is questionable, a singular "kpop" band, videogame soundtracks and anime rappers, mostly. But the one thing I'm willing to call my taste superior over is the fact that I love chamber pop and adore baroque and classicism especially.
And when my friend showed me Valkyrie, who do (livelier - very, yes i'll say this again, baroque of them) chamber pop with steampunk aesthetics, what was I supposed to do? Not install Ensemble Stars then and there? But! I could have just been a ValkyrieP without being a Shu and MikaP so I'll also say why I'm a ValkyrieP both as in "I have all of their songs downloaded on my phone" and "I'm tempted to throw my actual irl money at happyele if it's to get Shu or Mika cards". But if I said all the reasons, we'd be here until tomorrow, so I'll keep it brief: I fucking love well-written conflict and a satisfactory conclusion to a story. Granted, enstars is ongoing, but I'm mainly talking ab their growth during ! here. The contrast between early ! and early !! ... it's like. It makes me want to send flowers and chocolates to Akira, because the character development is immaculate, makes sense, it's well-written, and well-paced. Like, it takes a while, and they're still not quite "there" yet, but you can taste and feel the progress. It makes you want to root for them imo bc you see how much they've already done.
Is this already getting too long? Maybe. ANYWAY I recognise you put "or" between the two, but guess what, I'm gonna tell you about a proposal tradition that I've been going insane about for a month now. Nobody does it anymore (but I better be proposed to that way or I'm rejecting smh), but like. So, in Croatian, "engaged" is hard to literally translate. Zaručiti, can be separated into za and ručiti, and ručiti comes from ruke. Za ruke (and zaruke means "engagement"), would mean "hands" but you gotta use a verb. As in, "hold hands" or "take [someone's] hands" - držati za ruke, uzeti za ruke. I always thought this was metaphorical, like, taking your s/o's hands as a symbol of going into life together. Anyway. In ye olden times, proposing would be like. The couple literally joins hands and pledges love to one another (which used to be the marriage rite itself), and the girl gets gifted an apple, money and/or a ring. And then gets spun around in the direction of the Sun, which I thought was hilarious, but also cute. The old wedding traditions are cute, too (personal fave: best man has to tie the couple together with rope), but modern weddings are more like drink and party until you see the Sun, and then some more.
I gen always thoughts of myself as the underdog, but more and more people recognize me as that one who likes solidwood
It does surprise me everytime, bc I don't necessarily want to be known 😭
I remember I even had a chat about it with my friend way back, like when I was JUST starting to make my blog. He was all like "You gonna get fans" but I've refused that.
He was right. I was wrong.
It does feel good to be recognized! But at the same time, it's kind of overwhelming.
At this point, I've been recognized as that mirror birds guy more then 10 times!
But I'm having fun here so that's all that matters.
I do actually have an idea for another mirror birds art that I will hopefully make soon 👀
But I have another finished art that I'm gonna post tomorrow morning!
In this round: Everyone acquiesces to Kaleigh's spelling superiority when she wins her second individual immunity; Kaleigh steals Zee's vote; and Zee joins the jury
Zee
Whaddup my name's Jared I'm 19 and I never fuckin learned how to read
Michael
Honestly not much to report! I'm going to try and stay strong with Alex and Kaleigh. Tony left but I'm sure that's a big relief for him, he did great for his first game.
Jack
Hey babes, so I’m SOOO HAPPY to be back and I’m with my hot gurlzzz and I love them. Im so happy Tony got out cause he didn’t vote w me (that’s what he gets 😌). At this point anyone but me, champ, or zee going home is the best for my game cause it’s gonna be a 3-3 tie. IM READY FOR ROCKS☠️😈
Kaleigh
woooooo another immunity win, i woulda been so shocked if someone could beat me at a spelling bee. ACQUIESCE BABY!!! my deranged cobwebby brain is good at one thing and one thing only… and that’s spelling. i’m jk i’m good at other things too but wow lol ok. so i’m immune tonight. zee is asking me and alex to flip on michael, and its just condescending at this point :( like i know what i’m doing babe and idgaf if u think michael is gonna win. i’m fine with that LMAO why would i flip on my allies to be at the bottom of ur 3? like? no??? but i told her it’s a possibility but i think i’ll probably just steal a vote tonight and get zee out. please god don’t let her have another stinking advantage !! also i finished that book and it was extremely good. and it’s my niece’s 4th birthday.
Alex
Ugh, this vote still feels tenuous. Champ said today she wanted to take Zee out last vote (not that it would have mattered, ultimately - I KNEW she had a second idol lol). She's flat out lied to me so many times at this point, but she also knows how big of a threat Zee is. Finding the time to actually talk game with her feels like it will be impossible, though. I finally reached out to Zee last night to compliment her on still trying to unify the tribe like with the game night. She used the words 'icing out' to describe how quiet chat has been between sides, which is fair. I don't know if it was directed only at me, but even if that wasn't what I was trying to do I can see how she felt that way. It just felt like there was not even, like, pretended level of potential to work together and I didn't know how to bridge the gap of "hey even though we won't tell each other anything in-game, how's life?" and have it not seem disingenuous. So I'm glad that came out of last night. The Tony blindside definitely surprised me, and Jack coming back into the game over Colin. It really feels like it's Champ or bust with this vote but if we come to the risk of rocks, I see them possibly flipping. Now that I'm at Actual Final 6 I don't actually want to go to rocks anymore lol. It just feels like if we can get through tomorrow's vote we could get the rest of the way but who knows. If Zee has a third idol I'll lose my mind lmao. The way Kaleigh's still got her steal a vote and idol and I'm sitting over here with my flopped advantages. Sigh. Kind of incredible of her to only have one vote against her so far AND IT'S FROM ME. She's killing it. Wait. Do I have the most votes out of our 3? I do! Well, that's something I guess. Maybe I could have played a more fluid game, and tried to get the majority alliance to eat each other from the inside of it, but there's no point in thinking about that now. I'm at Final 6 and that's very neat.
Champ
I’m running late again for the confession, anyways here for a good time! Not a long time LMFAO
Zee
Haven't heard from Jack all day, Champ messaged once. I'm pretty sure I'm going home tonight
Tribal Council
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Zee: LOST VOTE
Champ: Alex (ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS)
Kaleigh: Zee (IF YOU HAVE A THIRD IDOL ISTG)
Kaleigh (Zee’s Stolen Vote): Zee
Alex: Zee (You’ve played SUCH a good game, and for all I know, you could still be here after this vote. It genuinely wouldn’t surprise me lmao. But here’s hoping this works. I enjoyed our pre-swap talks.)
Michael: Zee (you’ve played a wonderful game, sorry we didn’t really play together but that’s how it goes 🤷🏾♂️)
Jack: Alex (sorry babes we ain’t working together)
My heart is still not over Axia but HAHA HEY NEW EN WAVE AMIRITE
XSOLEIL is so cute but kinda wish Hex didnt strain his voice 🥹 He's doing what Fulgur used to do, straining a deep voice. You can hear it pretty obviously in his teaser line & in his singing, the difference plus the strain.
I really hope he let's up on that after debut and gives his voice some good TLC 😭
In other news, when I see XSOLEIL, all I see is Hypmic (design) and Paradox Live (vibes/aesthetics)
Hex = Rosho
Doppio = Doppo
Meloco = Otome
LOL but their MV dropped + song is out on spotify. A whole bop. I was surprised they didn't incorporate any japanese considering the only other song that was full English was DCL
AND AND AND ALSO KAGAMI SHACHO BEING THE PROUDEST OLDER BROTHER MOMENT?! ON THE DAY OF XSOLEIL TEASER, HE MADE SUCH A CUTE TWEET!!
(I can't attach pictures but I can ctrl c ctrl v his tweet and do a rough translation of the tweet. My nihongo is yabai desu HAHAHA)
"皆さま、こんばんは🏢🌙
弟が出来た気配がして嬉しい加賀美です(デビューおめでとうございます!)😌
本日は、恐れ入りますが配信をお休みさせて頂きます!
明日夜は配信予定ですのでよろしくお願い致します!!"
"Good evening everyone
I, Kagami Hayato, am happy to have a little brother (Congratulations on your debut)
I apologise for the inconvenience but there won't be a stream today. Stream will be resumed tomorrow so I hope you look forward to it!"
HIS TWEET IS SO CUTE IM CRYING SJXNXNS
Ah in other news, I hope the other anon (was it dango anon?) dont mind me replying but I think a new wave actually makes it harder to choose a favourite?
Because you won't have much to base off on. And because EN is unhinged HAHAHAHA
In my own opinion at the very least, it's actually easier to pick someone randomly. What I did, was to choose a game/stream I liked (for e.g, how I knew Axia was because Pokemon, Vox because Fnaf. Things like that)
You can browse to see if they have something you like, watch a vod or two from there and then slowly branch out! Because at least for Wave 1 - 6 now, they have had a variety of content to choose to start from so it's much easier to pick out a 'favourite'. You don't even have to just choose one because god knows how chaotic EN is HAHAHA
Of course, this is only my opinion so feel free to take that with a grain of salt!
Okay it is 1am as of now I should really go sleep because I have work in a few hours HAHAHA IM SORRY IT'S ANOTHER LONG ONE TODAY EVE
DONT FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!! DRINK LOTS OF WATER, EAT REGULARLY AND TAKE BREAKS WHEN NEEDED LOVE YOU TAKE CARE
- 🌸
(kinda unrelated to what i've been rambling but thinking about Axia and how he failed 5 times before joining Niji makes me more motivated to try joining. (I've applied like 3 times and failed but I'm not discouraged!!) It's a dream I'm willing to chase! I swear in the future if
Or i guess I should say when because i'm gonna make it happen, but when i get in, I hope you know I'm still going to be stalking your blog Eve because I am a fangirl and will still simp. Also because anonymity got me so I can simp in peace 🥲)
THANK YOUUU🫶🏼
i was taken aback by Hex's voice too pslsjckslc
AND KAGAMI PLSHQIXOD HE'S SO PRECIOUS I'M GLAD HE'S GOT A BROTHER NOW 🥹
omg am i talking to a future vtuber? now I'm nervous HAHAHA if u ever become a vtuber pls don't expose my blogs to the other vtubers 👩🏽🦯
I am okay, did some chores and hung some of the art stuff on the wall. How are you and what you do today?
Yes hahaha I'd rather listen to the other person anyways. I would act like I am still wide awake but then fail. 😅
I am stubborn. I never listen to people when they tell me to go to the doctor if I'm not feeling well.
No, I didn't go out today. I'll probably get the stuff for baking next week. Are you a dessert person or do you like savory stuff more?
Hahaha I do that Thor impression a lot. A few years ago, we were out at a restaurant and we decided to do some drinking and just have fun. So we had some shots, and it was so good, I think it was called something like gummi bears. But anyway, we took it and I almost threw the shot glass on the floor while yelling ANOTHER! 😅
Why did the banana go to the doctor? Because it wasn't peeling well 🤣🤣🤣
Do you buy girl scout cookies a lot? I like the samoas.
Yes haha I can go to the movies for free if I was invisible! But I would do that too, listen in on people. Then freak them out later by spilling the stuff they were talking about in secret haha.
I'd give up coffee. I love my snacks. Do you have any favorite snacks?
Would you rather be in the hanging out with the wizards and witches from Harry Potter or the vampires from Twilight?
- CuriousGeorge
Hello! I'm back! :D
I'm okay, just tired and a little moody / down, probably just because it's almost that time of the month. I dont know. but oh well..
Had a busy day today, took em to the park for quite a bit. We played catch while em ran around. I love playing catch although one time the baseball slipped out of my baseball gloves n hit my nose n it bled. lol. then after we got back from the park, i made dinner and clean the kitchen n dishes. Did some laundry. so not much different, same shit different day. lol.
oh thats nice, I actually love have pictures or arts on the wall of my house.
haha i dont remember if i ever talk all night n fell asleep. I always tell the person I talk to that im sleepy n need to hang up.
ough, you are that kind of stubborn person, huh? well, me too. lol. but sometimes i will get iritated when someone being like that, it's because i care n i got worried.
oh let me know if tomorrow you really gonna end up baking something. i wanna know. hahahaha. I like both, savory and sweet. depends on my mood. but mostly when I crave something when it's almost to my period time, I crave meat or something savory. I think when I'm drunk I also crave savory. but i love my desert too though. :D what about you?
oooh i know that shots. I love it! hahaha were you really drunk that u almost throw that shot glass? thats so funny.
hahaha not peeling well. that's so funny. i love corny or cheesy jokes. oh I got one! What do u call an angry carrot? a steamed veggie! lol
not really, but sometimes i buy those cookies. the chocolate mint girl scout cookies are so good n dangerous. it should be illegal. lol because once u eat it, u cant stop. samoa is the purple one? I never try it before. isnt it the one with peanut butter and oatmeal or something?
hahah thats a good plan if u hv invisibility. I didnt even think about it. lol.
I like snacks but i think i dont snacks often. I like pringles and original ruffles. or something chocolatey. I think i prefer to drink something cold n sweet for my "snack". Thats all i can think of the snacks i like. whats urs?
oh for chocolate chips cookie, do u like the soft one or the crispy one? for brownies, do u like the edge one or the middle one?
hmmm i would pick both if i can. lol. I like vampires but i think learning magic sounds more fun. what about u?