#Jenn speaks

[eureka-its-zico]

Whelp. I’ve finally finished writing chapter 8.

It’s currently sitting at 29.6k words.

I’m going to get some rest and when I wake up I’ll edit it. Will either be posted later today or tomorrow morning by 9 am.

#jenn speaks #Chaos in Their Bones #fingers crossed I don’t hate everything while editing it #opla

[runawayjay]

put in the tags where you’re from if you think that’s cool

#polls #polls to start fights #pajamas #tumblr polls #just for funsies #jenn speaks

[umelcom]

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#watched the one movie that always makes me horribly depressed #ive been in a funk and have had some #personal issues going on #and for some reason my brain decides that the only way to make itself feel better is to just wallow in that feeling #and i watch 'ive been thinking of ending things' #and then i just get idk #weird for a bit #but i cried which is nice because ive been wanting to cry but havent been able to in months #i didnt even cry when i got married #anyway #im fine dont worry about me #just going thru it rn #jenn speaks

[bvcky-brns]

Getting a hammock for my patio was the best adult money purchase I think I’ve made all year. ☀️

#Jenn speaks #and lounges #and should probably get a sweater because it’s goddamn cold out here

[imjustavenuxwithaboomerang]

my hsmtmts hot takes:

(im going to be stoned for this i know it)

i did not care about rina in the slightest until season 4

seblos (as a ship/couple) is just sort of...there for me. i have no big feelings towards or against them. they're definitely cute, they just don't stay on my mind

though i loved the fashion upgrade that came with it, i hated the way kourtney was written in season 4

i don't care about madlyn that much. (i also don't like call it what you want all that much)

season 4's hsm3 songs were not done well (save for can i have this dance, high school musical (the finale) and dani's high school musical, and now or never (auditions) the mixing was bad, they had dara sing too high for i want it all and the singing itself just wasn't that good

^i loved most of the original songs tho

they should've never brought in any of the original hsm actors (save for kaycee and lucas in s1) they made a corbin a twisted version of himself in s3 and the rest of the actors in s4 were so overhyped just for them to barely be there

i actually liked portwell together. they both seemed so happy and i will never forgive the writers for building them up just to ruin them in s3

^speaking of s3 portwell, i will also never forgive this fandom for treating ej like he was some old man preying on a child and treating him like the villain (this is a rant by itself so we'll tackle that some other time)

i've never liked nini (or rini)

the rina hat only works because they got together in the end. imagine if a friend put a secret love confession in a gift for you and you find it after both of you get with someone else. i just find it weird to do that sort of thing when you don't even know if there's mutual feelings

i was on ricky's side during most of the rini discourse (save for him going behind nini's back and getting her a part when she didn't want one)

while i love both jennzzara and jetney, both of them were quickly thrown together at the end with hints that there were crushes in the air for both of them

i will forever hate that they chose frozen as s3's musical. the only songs i liked were what do you know about love and love is an open door

for a show about students putting on a musical, they really just did not show a lot of the musicals

^for s2, i've been giving them a pass because it was during the first year of covid so they were probably limiting how long people could be dancing around without masks (but i was still robbed of belle's yellow dress on ashlyn and ej and biggie playing gaston and lefou)

and finally, this show pairs people up so fast with no real development for either the people or the couple itself. the show really could've benefited from growing their characters without a relationship being the driving force and then worked on building romantic relationships once they figured out what to do with each character

#if you agree lemme know #if you disagree lemme know too (just be respectful and don't start fuming at me) #im really out here being brave and for what? this fandom is clinging to life at this point #ricky bowen #nini salazar roberts #gina porter #ej caswell #rini #rina #portwell #seblos #carlos rodriguez #seb matthew smith #kourtney greene #jetney #madlyn #jennzzara #miss jenn #mr mazzara #hsmtmts jet #high school musical #high school musical 3 #ashlyn caswell #hsmtmts maddox #i was put on this earth to speak my truth in the privacy of my home from behind a screen #and i will do just that #hsmtmts #high school musical the musical the series #tell me why i forgot to tag the actual show itself... #frozen

[wiha-jun]

First look at MENA MASSOUD as Jude in THE SACRIFICE GAME (dir. Jenn Wexler, 2023)

#FINALLY #mena massoud #the sacrifice game #jenn wexler #menamassoudedit #filmedit #cinemaedit #mancandykings #dailymenedit #userfyp #pocsource #* #if i speak...

[spannardnation]

pour one out for the biggest missed opportunity in the history of sitcom

#SpanNard #oscar x andy #andy x oscar #SpanNard Nation #Andy Bernard #Oscar Martinez #i dont tag things normally ok iv got jenn in my support group helping me rn as we speak #they should always be kissing or about to kiss or have just kissed #my art

[organic-guacamole]

hey so yknow how Ricky has kinda been through a lot? like, idk, parents divorce, everything that happened with Nini, Gina, Lily, miss Jenn targeting him, being told to jump off something high, generally being treated like a burden?

yeah so Ricky needs therapy, we all knew that, what if we're actually getting set up to see that happening?

maybe it's irrelevant and never will be touched again but Val said that she's a psych major now, which made me think of that scene still of Val and Ricky sitting together. people started shipping them from that but now I'm thinking maybe Val is offering an ear to Ricky? like not necessarily to be a therapist but just being understanding, which I feel like not many people have been to Ricky for a long time.

anyways that's my two cents.

#as a psych major i would also like to speak with ricky #this kid has been through too much to bruch off anymore #imagine blaming yourself for the harness thing and ms jenn saying that and then finding out y #the girl youre trying to be happy with took the harness in the firat place??? #um anyways #hsmtmts #hsmtmts s3 #hsmtmts season 3

[worldsubmerge]

Can’t believe my dog does the “this bitch empty? YEET”

#the metal dog pan is flying around the kitchen as we speak #don’t mind jenn

[eureka-its-zico]

I’m sorry I’ve been m.i.a as of late.

A very close friend of mine that I’ve known since 2015, who I met on tumblr, recently passed away after being diagnosed with cancer. She was such a major part of this blog when I first started writing again. Our friendship started all because she asked me to write her some Tabi smut and, like magic, we became such wonderful friends. I’ve created other works on here that are hard to look at; hard to notice. Suddenly I See You was something she loved and asked me dozens of times to please finish it. Even the week before she passed away. It’s silly, but such a large part of me feels guilty for not indulging her in something she loved one last time. In writing her an Astarion one shot to bring her happiness in moments when she could’ve used it.

The world is such a dimmer place without a soul like hers in it.

I’ve been trying to figure out how to be a person not hollowed out by grief, but I’ve learned grief is a process. That there is no balm that can easily be placed over the pain of losing someone who was such an important part of shaping who you are as a person.

All I ask is that you please bear with me. I know a lot of you have been waiting and I apologize.

#jenn speaks #I’m not sure what to say #getting on here is very hard right now like getting on insta #her icons pop up or knowing I didn’t do one last thing for her splits me in two #I wish everyone had a chance to know her #she was such a genuine and lovely soul and I miss her beyond comprehension

[runawayjay]

im rereading aftg for the nth time and the moment in tfc where wymack throws the coffee at neil? and neil flinches at wymack’s reaction? and neil’s body language, looking at wymack while not looking at wymack, apologizing when he realized wymack was waiting for him to speak?

parallel that with the moment in tkm where neil is nathaniel and nathan walks down to the basement barefoot and he looks at his father without looking at his father and responds when he knows is appropriate?

same behavior towards different men, and devastating.

#but also incredible characterization and what a foil wymack and nathan are #aftg #jenn speaks

[umelcom]

Drinking isnt enough anymore, I need to take 17 Benadryl and see the tall hat man

#just kidding #I’ve had wine the past two nights for the the first time in a couple months? #bc work had been absolute hell the past couple of days #bc everyone took off so I was in the only person in my department #Jenn speaks

[that-darn-clown]

Watching the carpetbagger and crying over his latest Marvin's marvelous mechanical museum video?? It's more likely than you think

#the clown! it speaks! #im just so hurt to think that we might lose mmmm. it hurts me so bad you have no idea #but him and jenn getting an auto-wedding was so cute #ough- i just love jacob and hope hes well. he brings so much joy to so many people #and i hope mmmm gets one billion dollars every day forever and stays around for 50 generations

[the-proofreader]

"i should be responsible about my phone usage, I don't know if we'll lose power overnight" she says as she shit posts on Tumblr dot com

#the proofreader speaks #go tf to sleep jenn

[zourried]

you're a bully and all your followers should know.

YOU LITERALLY JUST BULLIED ME FOR THE WAY I SAY “WA-TER” WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT

#BLOCKING YOUR GINGER ASS AS WE SPEAK #jenn🤍 #lovely mutuals

[spannardnation]

the thing is i want to SHARE all these wips but

1 its all porn 2 i dont like sharing WIPs too much bc the things that are messy make me upsetti after 5 seconds even tho i know it;s not done yet

BUT

i have a fucking burning NEED to share my awesome art bc itS SO GOOD

#jenn is asleep and needs to drive for 10 hrs when she gets up #polly is probably?? working???? #and theres noBODY ELSE i speak to regularly who goes here who i can share with #do u know how TRAGIC this is