#PLS END ME I DESERVE IT

[badboysupr]

I have terrible news my dudes (and by saying “my dudes,” you can prolly guess this isn’t serious so dw)

if ya’ll wanna unfollow or remove me from social media, pls do

bc my gf and I have entered real hell. the kind of hell that comes from “lmao let’s watch this movie bc it looks stupid af and it’ll be funny”

😐😐😐😐😐

don’t look at us. don’t look at us and our new obsession with the fckn didney channel original movies ZOMBIES bc oh LAWD do I now have a zombie muse while my gf suffers with a werewolf

end us. delete our existence. remember me as I once was: maybe sorta somewhat not an embarrassment to nature as I have become

Edited: Capped “ZOMBIES” bc someone who shall not be named 😒😒😒 bullied me in private about it. SO THERE IT IS. ALL CAPS. DECLARATION OF MY SHAME. are you happy ???

#(ooc) #this is the darkest timeline ok #my gf’s last week here before she heads home and we decide #let’s watch this shitty musical #us after the first movie: … so like… we both unironically love this right ??? #i kid you not we’re garbage wtf even #not my gf waking up the next morning like ‘👀 so I wrote some hcs’ #WHAT ARE WE. WHAT HAS MY LIFE BECOME #PLS END ME I DESERVE IT #in other news hi I hope everyone is doing better than me and my shame

[ticklish-wallflower]

here’s @louderlaughter torturing me and making me say the word a bunch or whatever 🙄🫠

#my content #video #this is embarrassing!!!!! #pls ​be nice to me i deserve it after this #adam was incredibly rude 🙄 #just the meanest ever #this was at the end of a 6 hour session…. #louderlaughter #ticklishwallflower #tickles #tks #tickling #tickling content #tickle content #tummy tickles #tickling community #tickle community #tummy #tummy tickling #tickling video #upper body tickling #bellybutton tickles

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Transcript:

Who hell do you think you are? You’re any kind of artist? Anybody knows who you are?

Maybe everybody else wants to enjoy the peace and quiet. This is one of the most important places in North America, and who are you? Who are you? You miserable, presumptuous, no talent- you’re no artist. An artist respects the silence. It serves the foundation of creativity. 

You obviously don’t have the talent. You don’t have enough respect for yourself or other people to know what it means to respect yourself, in music or any form of creativity, and I’m an NYU film school graduate. Sucker. And the school of visual arts in the academy of art university in San Francisco.

You suck. You’re a no talent. If you really have talent go practice and then get yourself a gig instead of ruining the day for everybody down here. You disgrace. You are everything that’s gone wrong in this world. You’re a self consumed, no talent, mediocre piece of shit. And I’ve earned my right to say it, okay? In 1975, I walked Bob Dylan up on stage. Who the fuck are you? I knew the Grateful Dead from 1966.

Who the fuck are you?

You’re nothing. You are nothing. And you will never be anything. Never. How dare you? You miserable mediocre nothing. Shame on you. You crack a stupid little smile, you little pimp. Go learn to play. You’re flat. You can’t even carry a fucking note. I don’t care about your little horn lip, it doesn’t mean you know how to play. You’re flat. I’ve trained classically, I’ve trained contemporaneously, and

you suck. 

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Original video that's being referenced

#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #this one was so good it deserved a little effort. not too much though. you cant trick me into drawing that easily #pls dont ask why the style changes 3 times its just funnier that way (lie. i was testing brushes) #i need you to know that i go through these streams at work. and hearing this audio with 0 context almost killed me #filth was picked to be bullied because most enemies dont have mouths. filth also has no arms. which. makes it better tbh #no arms. no lips. worst trumpet player ever. asked to leave hell. #he doesn’t really do long requests so this one is probably the longest clip that will ever end up on here #voice post

[mochiiniko]

burning up in your mad iq

#rhythm doctor #chiimo art shenanigans #shoutout to idkhow for making me associate their songs with like 6 different fandoms theyre so cool #ada deserves to get a little silly #as a treat <3 #this was just supposed to follow a singular palette i found on coolors #but then i ended up rendering the whole thing 💀 #also lmao school is killing me rd pls save me thanj you

[pharawee]

I'm so happy we finally got more of a backstory and a happy ending for Namsom and Kor in City of Stars, even if some of the flashbacks were super painful to watch.

There's this part when that horrible, hateful aunt is being intentionally cruel and transphobic, and I think the translator did a really good job of substituting cultural differences and a lack of gendered pronouns by having the aunt intentionally misgender Namsom:

Still, I don't think the subs quite manage to bring across how incredibly rude and hurtful and transphobic (and homophobic too btw) she really is.

Because in Thailand/Theravada Buddhism sons often ordain for a few weeks or months to honour their parents/family. This isn't expected of daughters. See where this is going?*

(*That being said, some conservative temples/monasteries might not want trans or queer people in general to ordain either because they view queerness as a distraction and/or a bad karma.)

Then there's this bit where the English subs again intentionally use the wrong pronouns but in the Thai original the horrible aunt calls Namsom a slur (tut/ตุ๊ด - which afaik is used for [effeminate] men only) along with kathoey (กะเทย - which is NOT a slur, even if that horrible woman meant it that way) - making it very clear what exactly she thinks of her.

And later, when Namsom tells Kor that she is kathoey (and negl that scene almost broke my heart for so many different reasons 😭), she shows him her ID card.*

Currently there is no way for trans folk in Thailand to change their legal sex, meaning that whenever they have to show any kind of ID (which afaik happens quite often in professional environments) they automatically out themselves. The marriage equality bill that's currently underway will hopefully change that soon. 🙏

(*This was also a plot point in My Ride when one of the moto-taxi drivers discovered that his crush was trans when he found her purse - and he didn't care either. 🥰)

#city of stars #city of stars the series #jane watches stuff #queer stuff #i was about ready to throw hands when that disgusting aunt opened her filthy mouth #and the way she expected namsom to just take it and pretend that nothing happened #shows how normalised she thinks her behaviour is #kudos to star hunter for adding namsom (and sand) and giving her the best of endings 💜💜 #also pls let me know if you want any added cw tags #as an nb person i find this upsetting but also important so i understand 💜💜 #to those of you who don't watch city of stars: #namsom is a character who is cherished and loved and gets a well-deserved romantic happy ending

[yourlowkeyidiot3]

Yes I know Rouxls is supposed to be a joke character but his relationship with Lancer is very serious and precious to me

#i think of them #it's kinda sad tbh #In the end maybe they like eachother bcs they know what it's like to not be liked by anyone else #Rouxls seemed to speak about lancer more in ch2 #I hope that by end of deltarune he'll finally admit that he cares #yes even the joke character deserves character development #pls Toby Im dying more this found family dymatic #with rouxls lancer and queen #and susie like some kind of big sister #u don't know me and if u say you do ur lying

[zerodaryls]

it's so funny (read: sad) that if bigoted fuckheads didn't insist i was a woman simply by virtue of my body at birth, i'd probably be chill with she/her pronouns in addition to he/they. if my mom didn't insist i was her daughter, i'd probably let her call me that, and we could still have a relationship.

i'm nonbinary and 'gendered' words are hypothetically meaningless, but because there are so many people who are more interested in telling me who i am rather than lovingly and curiously letting me express my own sense of self, those words carry trauma.

there's no reason a nonbinary person like myself can't be a son and a child and a daughter. there's no reason a nonbinary person like me can't go by he, they, and she.

'she' is not a slur. 'daughter' is not derogatory. 'beautiful' 'pretty' 'gorgeous' 'feminine' are not insults.

to the contrary, they're parts of language that express certain facets of a multi-faceted human existence, like mine.

and i have this sad, mournful feeling that if it weren't for unloving, condescending people, i'd probably be down to be called any of those things alongside my usual masculine/neutral terminology.

but i'd rather die than let anyone tell me what i have to be called.

#i try to reclaim 'feminine' words for myself in private #calling myself 'babygirl' when i need to chill out. or saying i feel pretty. or going 'she needs help' when i'm struggling lmao. #but there's still so much fucking trauma in those words from the people who've forced them on me #who've snarled in my face that GOD made me ONE THING and ONE THING ONLY and that's a WOMAN (stepdad) #who've guilted me for taking their precious perfect daughter away as if i'm fucking dead (mother) #who've mocked me and everyone like me as if we're not the experts on our own sense of self (general transphobic public) #like. i'm not a fucking man. i'm not a fucking woman. i'm nonbinary. gender is absurdity as a concept. i'm done with it. #but being called a man or a son or a guy or 'he' or WHATEVER in that vein is fine and dandy because i've never had anyone say #'that is all you can EVER be'. or worse: 'that is what GOD made you to be and you have a ROLE to fill' #(christianity pls die approximately yesterday thanku 💖) #so yeah. idk. ranting yet again about Cis Audacity. #the complete lack of empathy. the lack of curiosity even. #the condescending bullshit. the 'i understand you better than you do'. the fucking AUDACITY. #i am the expert on myself. i am the ONLY expert on myself. period. no contest. not a debate. #i understand myself better than anyone else is CAPABLE of understanding me. #i could call myself 'she' and understand that i meant it in a nonbinary way. #in fact i could even see myself letting other trans people call me feminine terms at some point in the future. when i've healed more. #but cis people? probably not. they can call me 'he' or 'they' or they can fuck off & never get to know me because they don't wanna know ME #/end rant #any terfs/bigots that try to touch this post will be swiftly blocked and quite possibly cursed. have the day you deserve <3

[urwendii]

Fanfiction Bingo

Tagged by @theriverwild 🥰

Oh boii

Tagging: err 🥲 @helenvader @starlady66 @hazelmaines @aearyn

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#im always leaving 2 kudos. log out and log in #also u calo deserves more attention #i love researching too much bc then i never actually write lmao #and im always down for fluff im the sheer opposite of a dark fic enjoyer. give me all the happy endings please #and i have too many unfinished stories 😭😭😭😭 #tagged things #edit: guys pls make your own post its not a reblog chain. its clogging my notifs so bad. thanks

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: d.p. 2 [6/6] ⟣

closure

#d.p. 2 #korean drama #jung hae in #koo kyo hwan #mygif #mmkfav #d.p.2hoth #this scene broke me in a good way :(( #i might have shed a few tears #it was part of the credit scene but still it deserved to be the final hoth for the final ep #the second season was just as good as the first #enjoyed the consistency the music the directing the acting #i lowkey never want this drama to end #i really hope theres a season 3 #i need to see my two partner in crimes reunite again PLS #PLS #like this cannot be the end between ajh and hhy #now i wanna go back and rewatch seasons 1 and 2 in a row! :]

[kerorowhump]

ive talked in the past about keroro's desire to keep things as they are, static, because it's the only way he can have both keron and earth, but while rewatching ep140b I realized it shows the opposite side of this struggle

that no matter his efforts, it's a futile attempt and nothing is improving because everything is staying exactly the same. he spent a week racking his brain for a solution but the episode ends by showing us that he doesn't find one. could it be because the whole time he was fighting alone?

(his voice breaks in the first screenshot...) this to me feels like the same motivation he would have for invading. wanting to leave a mark, making something of yourself, mattering.

chibikero is in shadow, like the gunpla's shadow. he's not real anymore but he represents all the expectations and lost potential on his shoulders. while the small gunpla is in light like keroro. that's the reality of it. but that's also how he feels. small. he hasn't achieved any of his goals. he hasn't lived up to anything he said he would, everything he based his identity on. he's a "pitiful invader". his desire to matter perfectly encapsulates his abandonment issues too.

this collection will outlive him. it will speak of his greatness when he's gone. it's as much his identity as the invasion. it's also his tomb in the exact same way.

he's so happy for a moment organizing his whole collection on the shelves that he thought were gonna solve everything, enjoying the moment as it was, but in the end nothing changed.

is it because he's expendable? easily replaceable, like by a clone? is it because he doesn't see his own worth, so he has to get some (the keron star, his collection, the invasion)? because if he's not useful, he'll be thrown out? or because he doesn't want to be forgotten and left behind?

and yet

he remains insignificant and his fight is fruitless.

#keroro #musing #i love chewing on keroro meta analysis especially visual and size related. being too small and insignificant or being so big u - #take up too much space and are a weight to everyone #i need to know the meaning of the single red zaku in his terracotta army. i will not believe it's just a char nod #and also what in the fuck is the string chibikero wiggles. please help i wanna know so bad. like that does that MEAN #this episode holds so many misteries still #ep 140b #i rewatched it bc ya gurl spent a lil too much money on keromerch after the dramatic incident so i was like oh he just like me fr #i have been so so busy these days that i cant keep my watch and it's killing me. let me watch keroro in peace pls... i hate studying #i did not mean to make a musing post but it just happened it came outta me on its own #the way keroro's room looks is EVERY TIME a meta thing on its own. it says something of his emotions. thats why he stands on top of- #the boxes at the end when he thinks he has overcome it and solved it. wait no this deserves better than tags i will make a separate post #about this

[aq2003]

series 3 is so frustrating because there is like a shining core of pure diamond underneath the problems . like conceptually it rocks so incredibly hard. but the problems

#dr who #i am being so honest when i say ten should have gotten on his knees and begged for simm!master's life #they should have framed the bit between him and martha's mom so different #like yes it is 10000% in character that the doctor with his bleeding heart and loneliness wouldn't want to kill him #even after everything that happened. because he's the only person he has left. 'i forgive you' was PERFECT. #but literally anyone else that suffered from what the master did. Deserves to rip him to shreds. so very obviously #and like i know.i KNOW that i am watching the 'funny immortal alien saves people through time and space' show #but i actually despise the doctor being framed as like an all powerful savior. or treated like one. even for a little bit. is Annoying #the first part of the series 3 finale having martha be humanity's last hope was SO GOOD bc it like kind of set her up as like #having to grapple with all that responsibility and attention like the doctor does. everyone's lives are in her hands. so crunchy #but when it like slides into 'everyone pls believe in our specialest boy in the world The Doctor <3' it just. falls flat #i feel like with a couple tweaks here and there in the execution and like actual fuckinnn people of color in the writer's room #series 3 would be PEAK media. but as it is it's just. falling short. #i do really appreciate martha deciding to leave ten on her own though. first of all. qpp down. second of all #she's realized that she can't keep traveling with him. bc (as i mentioned) hes someone who simultaneously needs saving #and refuses to be saved in the ways that matter. Yes im fucking ignoring the unrequited romance angle i think #it does a gigantic disservice to martha's character if u boil her down to that. fight me i dont care if that was the authorial intent #martha in the end is too kind to ten and ten keeps making her watch his meandering path of self destruction. toxic doomed qprism to ME. #anyway fuck. idk man series 2 consensus was that im dead inside and series 3 consensus is that the version i have of it in my head is peak #series 2 is better but i think because of my ten martha insanity i actually enjoyed watching series 3 more than series 2. #even if i got mad at it more than any other season. i think something is wrong with me. um. lmao #ten and martha #10 era

[thutner]

thirteen & kutner appreciation post!

i'm going to have to be honest with you all: when i first watched house m.d., i thought thirteen and kutner would've been endgame.

not just in a "i think they look cute together when they're in the same scene"; it goes even deeper than that. AND IN THIS ESSAY, I WILL - i will definitely be making a more detailed post once my exam is over.

please give credits if you save/use! 𖹭

#house md #house md gifs #remy hadley #thirteen #thirteen gifs #lawrence kutner #kutner #kutner gifs #THEY MAKE SENSE TO ME I SWEAR #pls tell me im not the only one who sees the potential here #ANYWAYS #THEM #i would've done anything to give them the happy ending they deserved #LIKE #they BOTH deserved sm better

[epicfirestormer]

How do you do Katana ZERO fandom

#*taps mic* is this fandom alive? pls say yes #I've bought this game this week and already finished it three times over and I'm still not over the ending #I got like 12 hours on this game and already I've made theories and speculations over this #katana zero is brilliant and it caught me by the neck #anyway zero didn't deserve half of the shit that he went through in this game #actually scratch that; none of the nulls deserve this #can't wait for the dlc to drop #bought it for the aesthetic; stayed for the story #katana zero #katana zero zero #katana zero fifteen #katana zero the dragon #katana zero little girl #does she have a name in the fandom? has anyone agreed on a fanon name for her or #fifteen #zero #the little girl #the fire burns #the fire crackles with joy #low quality memes #low quality shitpost

[discount-kirishima]

what we really need is shoko to bring back nobara so they can have a bonding moment about being the underappreciated unshakeable girlboss holding the main guys together

#shoko and nobara you guys are so real to me #my love for you knows no bounds #shoko ieiri #nobara kugisaki #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #i want shoko to show nobara her high school trio photos #and be like :') it's always me in the end it's always me picking up the pieces #ok fuck im crying now #they deserved so much better GODDDDDD #bring nobara back to break the cycle and give the new trio a happy ending #i am BEGGING gege pls say womens rights and let my girls be happy

[khruschevshoe]

My Complicated Feelings on Angels Take Manhattan/How Amy's Story Should Have Ended

You know I think the reason why Angels Take Manhattan has always felt off to me (other than the logical gaps/statue of liberty Weeping angel/why couldn't eleven just fly to New Jersey in the 1940s and then just bus in) is that all of Amy's arc up literally beginning in Eleventh Hour/Amy's Choice going through God Complex and Dinosaurs In A Spaceship and the Power of Three feels like it's building up to Amy finally choosing her domestic life/growing up over travelling with the Doctor. Like, it feels like it's building up to a "Martha leaves the Doctor" type ending where Amy decides to choose her normal life and growing up over the Doctor, the kind of situation where he will always be her friend but that she has decided to make her life in the here and now. Something that might feel bittersweet, but ultimately satisfying.

But instead Angels Take Manhattan is about the Doctor and Amy/Rory getting ripped apart ala Ten/Rose or Ten&Donna and it just doesn't quite fit right? Like, Amy gets to choose to stay with Rory but it's framed as more of a tragedy from the Doctor's end? And it's still a repeat of the whole "Rory died so I won't live a life without him" dilemma in Amy's Choice rather than "I choose to grow up on my own terms of my own free will." Like, they were attempting the "choosing to grow up" bit with the final afterword by Amelia Williams part of the story but Rory doesn't get to make a choice over anything. He gets no agency. Hell, Amy doesn't get to choose the life she and Rory were building for themselves so carefully in the Power of Three- that gets ripped away from her, too.

I honestly love the storyline that Amy and Rory and Eleven had, buried between all of the Silence plots and the weird way it ended. I liked the idea of growing up and choosing to settle down while still keeping friends with the stars. And I feel like the need to make their ending tragic kind of undercut some of the impact that Amy getting to make her choice to build something of her own and choose that could have had.

#amy pond #rory williams #amy x rory #doctor who #eleventh doctor #amy deserved a martha ending #pls tell me this makes sense #meta #angels take manhattan #my feelings on this episode/her arc have changed over time #i like this episode more than i like the wedding of river song or the time of the doctor to be SURE #but there's just something that could have been executed a little better #amy pond growing up #i also wanted her to keep her name #i get what they were trying to do i just feel like it undercut her arc #power of three #Amy's choice wasn't about rory/the Doctor it was about staying that child in the garden or growing up #and the story decided her tragedy was still being the girl in the garden ripped away from the Doctor #angels take manhattan is still “rory died so I won't live this life” rather than “i picked this for myself of my own free will” #tagging this moffat critical feels strange #Amy's choice

[dramarants]

ah they just had the fiancee cheat with arguably the slimiest character in the show to try and balance out the leads finally kissing, all of a sudden spells aren't real and the curse is entirely forgotten they're solving everything with lazy ass writing okay

#don't get me wrong - shinyu trying to leave hongjo alone while desperately yearning being protective and playfully possessive/jealous #only to kiss her when he's so overcome with accepting his (and realizing her) truth SHOULD be delicious #and yet... once my bi heart looks past the chemistry/visuals... 😐 #destined with you #also implicating hongjo as stealing 2nd fl's man twice for so long and having her slapped - make it make sense pls #like yes she's lonely immature and being wooed made her feel good inside but she never encouraged shinyu's behavior #hasn't even figured out she doesn't like jae kyung or whatever anymore for herself #technically shinyu's feelings aren't her responsibility esp w/o magic but the show's premise rn makes her the 'other woman' to blame #we're in the middle of things unravelling but i s2g if she doesn't have agency or a modicum or self respect/honesty in the next eps.. 🤦🏾‍♀️ #but going back to the post - the show could have justified shinyu's breakup with the fact that he wasn't invested from the beginning #or that 2nd fl is a two faced bully and show that forcing relationships bc of status/attraction/history/family pressure ends poorly #but instead it's taking a female character who would be justifiably upset and vilifying her so that her pain seems deserved #she's already unlikable and pitiful (there's like only two women in this entire show portrayed positively) but no #let's make her as 2d & evil as possible to uplift hongjo instead of putting in work to develop the lead/story & appeal to the audience #writers prove me wrong challenge