#SCREECH WE ARE LIVE

[skitskatdacat63]

Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown

#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV #okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now #have been drawing them like its my god damn career #have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone #and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go! #BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL #I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR #*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these #yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had #i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :) #BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART #AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT #and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction' #and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL #i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic #like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening' #i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity' #and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn #if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor #UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them #im trying to be concise but i really cant #because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn #HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS??????????????? #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #2023 japanese gp #we do a little bit of f1

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Sebastian: COMPANY IS COMING! I WANT THIS PLACE LOOKING LIKE DISNEY ON ICE IN ONE MINUTE! Sebastian: DAZAI-SAN IF YOU HAVEN'T MADE YOUR BED THROW IT AWAY IT'S TOO LATE TO MAKE IT NOW! Sebastian: GET RID OF THE COUCHES, WE CAN'T LET PEOPLE KNOW WE S I T !

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp incorrect quotes #ikevamp sebastian #ikevamp dazai #i had a moment of divine intervention #and now i can't unsee it #i cant get over the fact that sebastian really said his life dream was to be a feral housewife in a mansion full of historical figures #I WANT THOSE PILLOWS LOOKING LIKE MICROWAVABLE POPCORN BAGS THREE MINUTES DEEP #literally i can take no comedic credit for this gayle is just iconic and sebastian is channeling their energy at any given moment #i dont care if we have to throw e v e r y t h i n g out. i want this place looking like a new mediterranean fusion restaurant by noon. AAAA #ISAAC PUT SEA SHELLS ON THE DOOR KNOBS #THIS IS A DISH TOWEL. WE NEED A HAND TOWEL. WHAT ARE WE BARBARIANS!!?!?! #WE LIVE OUTSIDE. WE EAT MUD AND STICKS. #i love how the poor puppy in the background is just watching them like ?????? King in the living room like 'bruh' while sebas has a meltdow #*looking at vlad's flowers that were sent as a gift* MC CAN WE GET THE LESBIAN PLANT OUT OF HERE #i dont care how many years pass its always funny #i feel like the comparison is really made by gayle's intermittent screeching throughout too #honorable mention: this is also theo when anything happens to vincent #I DON'T CARE IF ARTHUR'S BLEEDING OUT VINCENT'S PAPER CUT COULD GET INFECTED #SOUNDS LIKE A HIM PROBLEM NOW GET THE FIRST AID KIT HONDJE #WHAT? GAUZE? WHAT IS THIS 1632? YOU COULDN'T FIND A BAND-AID? STOP CRYING IM NOT DONE-- #source: “company is coming” / Chris Fleming

[monstersinthecosmos]

not to be discoursey but I just cannot stress enough that it wouldn't kill anybody to be mindful and kind and not dehumanize others in online spaces, and especially in fandom conversations, and especially especially in conversations about characters who do not exist.

Like there's a world of difference between "Character X is gross" and "Fans of Character X are gross" and there's no need to continually use language like this that only fuels drama.

It costs you nothing to be kind to people and it keeps fandoms so much safer. I've heard Brené Brown talk about this a few times and I super recommend this so we can all check ourselves and make sure we're still being kind.

Humiliation and dehumanizing are not accountability or social justice tools, they’re emotional off-loading at best, emotional self-indulgence at worst. And if our faith asks us to find the face of God in everyone we meet, that should include the politicians, media, and strangers on Twitter with whom we most violently disagree. When we desecrate their divinity, we desecrate our own, and we betray our humanity.

And like. IS FANDOM AS SERIOUS AS THE REAL WORLD OUTSIDE AND ACTUAL FORMS OF VIOLENCE AND OPPRESSION? Of course not.

But I don't think you can have it both ways. This is either your hobby that you spend hours of your day navigating, or it's not that serious. And your online friends are either the people that you have conversations with every day, or they're not. Just because it's a silly hobby doesn't make the time you spend here less real and doesn't mean you need to be shitting all over the carpet in your own house, yeah? There's already enough stigma from the outside world about your nerdy hobby being a stupid waste of time; you don't have to buy into that when you feel so passionate about the things you make, and read, and the friends you talk to every day.

Like, if you want to be that person, if you like starting drama, if you like hurting people's feelings, idk. That's a You Problem. And you need to work on that and it's not my business. That's such an extreme divorce from my values I'm not sure we have anything to gain from each other. But I'm not interested in harming you. I just want to feel like my hobby is a safe place.

Anyway, be nice to people please. 🫶

#i didnt want to go off on a side tangent but so much real world fascism trickles down into fandoms #so like sure it's not that serious #but sometimes it kinda is #like people screeching for censorship of the ao3 while florida is scrubbing queer lit from schools #proudly claiming that fans of a ship you don't like are groomers when that's the exact talking point being leveled at queer people outside #and drag story times being surrounded by armed protesters #and pride being sanitized #so like sure fandom is our nerdy silly hobby #but we're real people #and we live in this world #and you don't need to bring all that hatred into this space

[deepest-chambers-of-the-heart]

it's always crazy that my first thought about the end of the world or escaping or having to flee is: god i hope i die

does that make me a coward? i don't see myself living through fleeing if an earthquake collapses our house or something just please end it

being told everything is weird and unprecedented and that they're preparing for something just please i don't want to live through another global catastrophic event just let me die man

with my health problems already it's a struggle enough to get up and live i can't imagine bejng in a real crisis if my body is already taking this as a sign im going tk die

do i like how reactive i feel when ppl talk about the possible catastrophe of earthquakes or eclipses or preparing for some unknown something to happen? no. i don't like the fear and the immediate "i need to kill myself or ill suffer unknown tragedies" maybe ive read too much apocalypse fiction where the world ends and factions split and people run rampid

because i know im not built to survive it. im not and i cant. i don't want to live in fear again by the powers over me I don't want to be subject to cruelty and horror

#eughh. im not doing too hot. armageddon plus bad work day plus religious parent living in house until further notice equals metal screeching #brain is sobbing and writhing in trauma and fear im a little kid again waiting for the world to end but this time im not praying for safety #im staring up hoping its quick #i am spiralingggg oh gosh #took just a few minutes of talking to her and hearing “we need to be prepared and there's a x in the sky and they're spraying chem trails” #can't start crying like a bitch about it grow up hya don't melt into hysterics you dumb fuck you're never not gonna be suicidal but at least #get the fuck over it stuff it down or whatever #bunspeaks

[certified-anakinfucker]

ok this is unprompted but if you pride yourself on being the reason people leave a space for something they genuinely love and have done no objective wrong - youre a piece of shit btw. like full send youre horrible.

#cheeri rants #this is brought on by me finally letting myself get back into smth i loved for like 5-6 years #and got squicked out of by senseless witch hunts and trans/misogyny and the like #im really sitting here remembering all the nights i stayed up with amazing friends #the shoulders i cried on and the hands i held for others #the people who stood with me through some of the toughest times i can remember #we all loved the same silly things #we all poured bits of ourselves into everything we created and we shared that with everyone #i still so vividly remember lamenting that id never get to see our interest irl #and someone i didnt even know all that well dm’d me a few days later asking if i had venmo or paypal #because they were going to give me $50 to buy a ticket. they wanted to go but couldnt #for some reason i cant remember but they gave me their own money and told me to please enjoy in their place #and you know what? i fucking cried that night. you dont see that anymore #the all-nighters i pulled with my best friend watching the live reruns of our interest before we even got into the fandom #doing my homework while we were on facetime together squealing #and all of this came to a screeching halt because of some . PEOPLE. #who figured we were having fun the wrong way because they didnt like it #and we put up all the flashing neon signs to warn people #warn them of smth they should have already known #and just because people ignored those signs it was taken out on us anyway #and i have never been so heartbroken to watch one by one as some of the brightest people i ever knew #started leaving. breaking down. their light was being stomped out because some assholes cant mind their own #and i will be fucking damned before i stand by and let that happen again. to anyone.

[jerek]

the conservative reactionary vibe of all of kul tiras i will not explain

#Actually I will. #the unironic use of screeching saggy witches as the most common villain #the fact that they added a fat woman playable model but the only instance of that model w a double chin is lady ashvane #YET ANOTHER default european human kingdom with all white leadership #military style leadership #'we could have lived in peace if only the native drust weren't so violent and backwards!' #also being placed in opposition to zandalar. where they actually bothered to hire voice actors of color for once #instead of Jim 'The Caricature' Cummings

[liu-yu-xin]

Can i be honest i did not like nightwalker the song. The music video was ok but the song is just not something i would listen to again or even listen to at all if it wasnt ten. And now im scared i wont like the rest of the songs so im leaving them for friday night edible time so it can soften the blow if i end up not liking them

#i begged for no screeching and that song was So much screeching #tens voice is already so high and theyre having him hit notes that are on the verge of his voice cutting out #has has other things he can do with his voice why all the falsettos #and a pet peeve i have with a lot of kpop songs is theres always a note in it thats like theres a 95% chance u will never hit that note live #so what are we doing here. another little thing for me to suspend my disbelief over #sidney talks shit #ten

[saltynovember]

But imagine,

what if...Yugi accidentally kisses Kaiba when he’s attending a super serious online meeting

or Kaiba accidentally on purpose kisses Yugi when he’s on a group chat with his friends

#they live together au #Jounouchi screams like a little girl #kc ceos wear their normal 'we saw nothing' masks #rivalshipping #Bakura 'did you stick in your tongue into Yugi's mouth? I'm sure you stuck it in' #Joey screeches #fic ideas

[pepprs]

also the favoritism thing is still making me so fucking mad and insane btw. im not jealous / resentful of my brother bc he deserves her love and is also burdened in his own ways by it and bc i think my drama w my mom has shaped my life in profound ways and given me friends i cherish and i would never trade any of that for the world but jesus fucking christ. why do i have to beg you to interact with me like a mother. why do i have to talk to me at all beyond asking me to do you 847439473 favors a day. why do i have to beg you to take an interest in my life and apologize when you hurt me and be nurturing and perceptive for once in your fucking life. like it hurts to hear her asking him about his classes and whatever bc she didn’t think i was stressed out w school but i had to talk to a ****** hotline last decemver when i couldn’t take it anymore and my mental health was crashing and burning and it doesn’t even fucking matter to her at all and she’s going to get him the nice gifts and throw him the nice parties and whatever because she hates me and my sister for… and let me get this straight… being complicated and anxious and depressed and also girls. lol!

#purrs #delete later #sorry i knowive been insane about momposting but this shit has me screeching like an ape. the way when my brother was born she decided me #and my sister would be okay with each other bc we were twins and meanwhile she was leaving my sister to have anxiety attacks and me to take #care of her and all of this happening at like 7 years old and she would come into my brothers room every single night and kiss him goodnight #and talk to him for a long time and she wouldn’t even come in and say goodnight to us. LOL. ok. like our room being a depression nest is not #an excuse. us not helping out much in the kitchen or around the house (which is bad but also we have reasons for it that i think are valid #and i only do it here and not elsewhere btw.) is not a good excuse. you can’t decide you love your one kid more because he helps out and #keeps his room clean and whatever. maybe he is normal because you made it very clear from the time that he was born that he was your top #priority and you gave him your attention and didn’t take it away meanwhile my sister and i have always had to share bc we’re twins and she #cast us aside when he was born and has fucking tormented both of us for years over who we like what we want where we go all of that shit and #then has the AUDACITY to call herself a good mother. being a good mother is more than feeding your kid and projecting your childhood trauma #onto them by preventing them from ever developing cancer to the point where they’re afraid fo like. go outside. you have to be patient and #nurturing and kind and like.. motherly. ans i know no one can be a perfect mother and she has been hurt so badly and she is dealing with a l #lot right now but COME ON. for gods SAKE. i am right fucking here. why don’t you care about me? why do you make it clearer every day? #ask to tag #like the way she would say when my sister and i were growing up and going through it that she wished she could book a hotel and live there f #far away from us and miss out on us growing up so she wouldn’t have to deal with us being anxious and hormonal because we were teenage girls #LOL. totally did not impact me at all. totally is not a wound that informs every breath i take and every thought i have. not at all #* like maybe he is normal because you uh… idk. just a guess here. actually gave him the motherlove people need to be functioning healthy #human beings? idk. just a silly thought. haha

[wisemins]

MEGA UPDATE!!!!

So. like yesterday I came home from the airport after being in a whole other state with my lovely, amazing, beautiful and effervescent partner @shinyeeveelynn who flew me out to where she lived and I spent the week by her side <3 it was just about the most amazing experience I've ever had and I think I'll hold it close to my heart for as long as I live. I'm excited for our future together and the many more trips to come!! We got to go to Disneyland! I met my wizard mans, St.ephen St.range and gave him a hug, got chased around by my dark sided bf Ben So.lo TWICE, gave my bf Tony Sta.rk attitude in public (haha, nerd.), and got to spend a wonderful walk-ful 13 hours with my magnificent partner. I also saw a certain pirate...if ykyk. It was beyond fun and I cannot wait to go again! I'm still sore from walking that much. gah damn. Also flying for the first time was like, hella scary but also not. But jesus christ turbulence makes me so unbelievably sick, good to know! Being so close to my partner all the while having somewhere safe and comfortable to stay was just the experience I needed me thinks. I'm so beyond grateful for that week, despite it being short and feeling like it passed all too fast, was the best thing ever to me. I also screamed the most I ever have in my life. Thanks In.diana Jo.nes. Didn't know I could scream like that! Also sorry not many good pictures to even share here, I was too busy being shocked by the environment and sipping blue milk FIOJHUASD Welp, that's just my little life update. You can expect more activity again, I've just been a bit busy suffocating @shinyeeveelynn with my love <3

#starshine rambles #This is definitely one to remember #what brought us together doesn't matter #its what we do now that does! #Leaving is hard but I know I have a whole life to live with you from now on. I'm so grateful <3 #HASHTAG BLESSED HASHTAG LIVE LAUGH LOVE #the mouse got my money. not much of it but some. #*throwing around my ben plushie followed by autistic screeching*

[jjuniehao]

guys i’m seeing dream on monday and i’m already nauseous just thinking about it i’m so excited i might just faint

#.screeching #i’m going to the concert alone too so i might actually just die 😭 #ANYTHING FOR MY DREAMIES!! #better than gold & we go up live you will be reason to continue living

[bemorekleinman]

WAIT hold on ive seen you mention stuff with ur bf and like im curious if its the guy u crush rambled a lot before??? if ur comfortable answering ofc also not sure bf meaning boyfriend or bestfriend but either way IM HAPPY FOR YOU

YES THATS THE GUY he asked me out almost exactly two months ago AGBSGSG the crush rambles aged well I suppose :D

#TY BTW <3333 #it’s truly a miracle he puts up with me seeing as I spend half my life screeching about bway and simping for anime girls #I’m trying to convince him to watch hamilton or something with me….. it’s not working :( #oh well I can live #now we just hope the crush rambles don’t age poorly 😟 LMAO #rambles from katie #asks

[lunarflwrs]

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#animal death #grief #// #idkkk chocolate was 14 and he lived 4 months after we learned he would die soon. #mimi was TWO and he took ill FIVE DAYS before and he couldn't be saved it's just unfair and awful and despicable to take him so young #just last week i posted about him being on the bathroom rug! #just last week he jumped into the library bag! #just last week he was birdwatching and clicking his tongue to let us know there were birds! #just last week he was exploring the christmas tree! #just last week he was perfectly alright as usual! #i need. a dorian grey portrait of my kitties so they will never grow old or sick and instead only the painting will i #i need this new yearly ritual of a cat dying to stop immediately. #i need to stop all feelings i #literally screeching like a banshee but in its original context not a humorous one #i watched whisper of the heart and it's soooo feel good thank god for ghibli #i need to rewatch howls and totoro and kiki's and their entire filmography except the sad violent ones #im gonna make an emogothic mourning playlist and feel shitty and awful and wronged brb #&

[twigstarpikachutroll22]

EXCUSE THE FRICK--

#*RAGE SCREECHING AS LOUD AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE* #capitalism #we live in a society #i don't know what to tag this

[psychosomaticdeicide]

Maybe the American people (besides the ones with a grieving process built into their culture) don’t have a good relationship with death and grieving.

#incoherent screeching into the abyss #idk how to react to being told someone wished for 5 years and those 5 years are up #I started avoiding but I know that’s not the best thing to do #but everything has been fucked #by previous interactions that resulted in thoughts that were more than bad #and we live in the same fucking house so it’s not like I can fucking leave

[iamsecretlyabagel]

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#my mother has GOT to stop inviting my cousin's feral fucking children over #it's not their fault that he's done meth for like 90% of their lives #but they're screeching and running around and baiting my dog to do shit we made clear we don't want him doing #they're both in school now so I KNOW they are capable mentally of following basic instructions #I get that kids will be kids but jesus christ #if she invites them again I'm gonna take the dog and just go sit in a parking lot for a couple hours. walk him probably #my posts