WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I MANAGED TO GET INTO DICE MAKING AND LONGSWORD FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!! had to drop the panel on hacking in fiction but WORTH IT
my new schedule. im going to have a very busy thursday, especially if i can get into sword (10 am) and knife (11 am) fighting. Worth It Tho.
now i have THREE!!! fighting courses. which is MUCH better. and also getting into the dice making <3333 that was a high priority bc that's already a hobby i wanna get into eventually. so im gonna cling to this event spot and Never Let Go (bc it sold out again IMMEDIATELY after i claimed it. aka it was a brief opening that i snatched right up heheh)
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Kacchan feelings very messy 😔 I think some part of him recognized that Deku was 100% going to fucking die if he tried anything or got too close with the condition he was in and - as we saw later with the self sacrifice and the "I have never felt closer to dying than that moment" - he is physically reactive to the idea of a dead Deku, he unconsciously rejects that possibility body, mind, and soul. At different points in his evolution, the root reason for that may have changed. At one point it may have been that - as he said - he wasn't able to fully get rid of the person that had been such a constant for him for so long. Later it may have been because he needed to prove himself and be better than Deku and he can't do that if Deku isn't around to beat - we saw in the Sports Festival how much he doesn't accept a win unless the other person was giving it their best, and Deku's best is better than dead. Later on than that it's obviously a deep care and desire to protect. But at the point of the camp arc, even if he couldn't understand or explain whatever that reaction was, his body was reacting for him in a wholly instinctual way acting on that bone deep rejection of Deku dying for one reason or another. Even at a point where he doesn't like him, some part of him has always needed him.
Bakugo definitely thought Deku was gonna die, but I don't quite agree that he has just always been physically reactive to the idea of Deku dying. His initial fear of Deku's heroism ever since the bridge incident wasn't out of fear for Deku, but because it exposed what he was lacking, his own weakness. I don't believe in "deep down he subconsciously always cared", because while his fear of Deku's heroism does indirectly lead to concern, he didn't fear it because he cared about him (in the early parts of MHA). And while it's true that Bakugo felt that Deku was always a pebble in his path, and it's true that he wanted to beat him, we don't have a hint of those leading to "instinctually caring about Deku" in the story. "My body moved on its own" was a result of his development as a hero and learning to care for Deku as a friend. I don't think it was an awakening of something that always there, since Bakugo feared Deku because he himself lacked that in the first place.
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