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asterekmess · 3 years
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Been seeing you getting hate mail and while I absolutely can't understand why anyone would go to all the trouble to make some one else feel bad... I also kinda really love the discourse on Scott? Like YOUR RANTS oh man. On point. Always. Tbh I tried giving Scott a chance... He is the main char after all... But I was like??? Wtf? That dude does nothing but refute others and does whatever he wants. And this was when I didn't particularly like Stiles either (first time watching Teen Wolf). But then I got to know more of him and like Tony he went asshole to lovable asshole—seriously, Stiles might not be the ‘nicest’ but he tries and his heart is in good place—while Scott is just... self-righteous. Someone pointed out that he sees people as possessions and that irks me too that I can actually see it being true. The dude has literally nothing going on except for being the one that gets bitten. And the Romeo-and-Juliet-esque romance he has.
Okay, okay, where was I going with this?? Right. LOVE YOUR RANTS. People need to understand that Scott not being liked isn't because of his race or anything trivial like it—he just happens to be—but because of his actions. Or inactions, as it were. *remembers the pool scene and Scott saying he's busy and resists the urge to chuck a shoe at him*
Basically, love you, love your work, and love your words! ❤️
I've talked with some friends about it, and our number one issue sort of...boiled down to the hypocrisy of the show? I....sort of rant a lot here, and I would add a Read More, but I can't find the option anymore?? I fucking hate Tumblr. EDIT: I found a post that told me how to do it!
So, since he's the character I focus on the most, let's talk about Stiles' morality. Because, you're right. Stiles is an asshole. He does some fucking awful shit in the first season, and even if he had a Reason to do it, it was still bad. And I still don't like it. But I understand it.
Stiles' lack of shits about what is 'lawful' is literally established in the first ten seconds of the show. He's a sheriff's son who sneaks onto people's roofs in the middle of the night bc they aren't answering his calls, who listens in on his dad's work conversations and is willing to fuck up a crime scene because he's so excited about getting to see a dead body. He doesn't care about laws. He doesn't even care about most basic manners (invasion of privacy much, with having Scott sniff Lydia to see if she liked him?). He's a dickhead, even to the people he cares about sometimes. But personality and morality aren't the same. Stiles' entire actual morality system is based around whatever he needs to do to keep the people he loves safe and happy. Lying to his dad so he doesn't get murdered by hunters? Totally fine. Telling Scott that it was "Jackson's own fault" that Scott attacked him with superstrength and dislocated his shoulder, so Scott doesn't feel like an asshole? That's just best friend duties! He will lie, steal, cheat, and he will kill to keep his loved ones safe (let's not forget this boy threw molotovs at Peter, knowing damn well what they would do to him). We can headcanon all we want about all the different people who are in this group of loved ones, but the list is canonically very short: Scott, his dad, and Lydia. Later on, like, past s3B? It includes Derek. Canonically. Stiles puts his life and the lives of others he cares about on the line while he lies to the matriarch of the Calavera hunter clan, to save Derek Hale. Derek is just canonically a part of that group now, and he fucking knows it bc Stiles is his anchor (that's canon too bb). End of Story, Sterek or no Sterek. It's why we get that insane number of lookbacks when Derek is dying before his evolution. Because Stiles is being forced to choose between two people who are BOTH in his ride-or-die group. He Cannot Pick between Scott and Derek, until Derek begs him to leave.
SO, yes, Stiles does fuckface things, and I don't always agree with what he does, but it is ACCURATE TO HIS CHARACTER. He is morally grey. He NEVER CLAIMS to be pure or good or just or righteous. Stiles knows who he is, and he stays true to himself. And I love him for that.
The same goes for a bunch of other characters! For Peter, who is strikingly similar to Stiles, in that family goes above literally everything. Screw the idea that he was following Derek around waiting for the chance to steal back the Alpha spark. That man put his life on the line (his second life, no less) to get the shit beaten out of him until Derek let him help save Derek's life Again and Again. Family Comes First.
Scott's morality is...confusing as fuck. I thought at first he was similar to Stiles, in that family came first, but...while he's protective of his mother, he also does a lot of stuff that puts her at risk without seeming to care/worry (like leaving Peter alone with her once Stiles hits their car, so he can chase Jackson) (or asking her to come to the high school when he's convinced there's a bomber in it)? Seriously, he's more protective over Allison, than his mother. It's very black and white the rest of the time. Very "this bad" "this good." And if you do "bad" then you are bad forever, while if you do "good" you are only good until you do "bad." The Betas were "good" until they asked for the bite, and then they were "Bad." Derek was "bad" when Scott met him and scared him, so after that, no matter how much "good" he did, he remained "bad." But only when it suits him. Allison is good even when she does bad, because he wants her to be good. Chris is good even though he's done mountains of bad, because of the minuscule amount of good that Scott has seen him do, because Scott wants him to be good. Even DEUCALION is good, despite the crazy CRAZY amount of bad he's done and despite having seen him do NO GOOD, just because Scott wants him to be good. Lying to those closest to you is bad, unless Scott is doing it, and then it's good, because he knows HE is good. Killing people is bad, unless Scott is doing it. Letting villains go is bad, unless Scott is doing it. Biting people is bad, unless Scott is doing it. Protecting family is good even if it requires killing or lying, unless it's not Scott doing it. Revenge for past slights is good, unless it's not SCOTT doing it. And you try to understand it! You try to say, okay, then he's morally grey, got it. He plays with the rules to suit his own morality, whatever. Except that Scott, the other characters, and THE SHOW ITSELF, are all telling you otherwise! They all say that Scott is morally pure. That he is good and righteous and lawful. That he always does the "right" thing, and that when he does "bad" things, it's justified and he had to. THE HEAVENS THEMSELVES say Scott is somehow better or more righteous than the other characters by MAKING HIM AN ALPHA OUT OF NOWHERE. (I'm talking abt canon here, not going into deaton conspiracy theories) It's like....Like in the hate mail response I did, where I pointed out that Every Single Thing people get angry at Derek for doing, Scott did too. Lying, killing (or at least attempting it), attacking innocents, losing his temper, keeping secrets, refusing to work with someone who could help, etc etc etc. Everything Derek has done that is morally "wrong," Scott has also done. And that's okay! Doing a bad thing doesn't make you a bad person, and even if it did, Scott is ALLOWED to be bad! GO FOR IT.
Except that he is sinless. It isn't that he learns from the bad things he does, it's that they aren't treated like bad things in the first place. Because Scott did it, and Scott always does the right thing.
Derek's behavior is reprehensible at times, but the show ADMITS that and frames it as bad. Frames it as him doing a bad thing when he scares Isaac or throws Peter or tells Erica who to date. And that's fine, because Derek is established as not being morally pure.
But SCOTT IS. And because they were so desperate to make him continue being "Pure" they didn't frame the things he did as wrong, or if they did, they absolved him of it immediately, using the exact same reasoning that works for Derek's situations, but this time Actually Accepting it.
He scares Stiles, well it's because he's scared. He throws Isaac, it's because he's upset. He attacks Jackson well it's because Jackson was being a dick. He orders Allison to date Matt, well he had a goal to accomplish. Every reason is treated like a fucking doctor's note that erases the bad things he does.
Being scared, or angry, or retaliating to someone being an asshole, or trying to protect himself, was NEVER a good enough reason for Derek to do ANYTHING "Bad." It was never an acceptable excuse.
IF IT WERE: If the show were making a statement about how fallable people are, how they do bad things, but they do them for a REASON. How people will do wild and terrible things out of fear, and how that doesn't make it less bad, but it makes it understandable, so don't demonize them out of nowhere. If that were the case, I would HAVE BEEN FINE WITH IT.
Scott is held to COMPLETELY different standards than everyone else in the show! And I DON'T mean that people held him to higher ones. They dropped that bar so fucking low. Anything was allowed, and any excuse was good enough.
He made out with a girl who was dating someone else, who his best friend was in love with? It's just the full moon, he's angsty about losing Allison. He ducttapes Liam to a bathtub and starts throwing random phrases at him that he hated Derek for saying to him? He's freaked out! He doesn't know what to do with a bitten wolf! It was an accident! He works with a mass murderer behind people's backs without telling them the whole story? Am I talking about Gerard or Deucalion? Who fucking knows. Either way, it's okay, because he was protecting his family. He plots to murder a cancer patient slowly and painfully by replacing meds that likely included painkillers with mountain ash, and the uses someone else's body to deliver the killing blow, and it's okay because he was just being smart! He was just working ten steps ahead! He was saving his mom and the whole town! Who cares if it DIDN"T WORK?
He walks into his ex-girlfriend's hotel room and scares the SHIT out of her while she's naked and alone in the shower? It was the wolfsbane. It doesn't matter that no one else's impulses included HARASSING someone. He lies to his girlfriend's face about her own life because he doesn't think it's important enough for her to know (who am I talking about, come on, take a guess, which one is it? Allison or Kira? Trick question: it's both). He was just being kind! He didn't want to worry her! He didn't want to make her feel bad! She didn't need to know!
I'm so far off track it's not even funny. My point was that Everything the other characters in the show are demonized for or framed as evil or bad or wrong for doing, Scott is shown to do and it's treated like at minimum a comedy, if not a Perfect Brilliant Strategic Move.
God, fucking hell. I mean, the PARALLELS you see in this show, between Scott and others. The scene of Alexander Argent going to the hotel after being bit? That bit where he pulls his shirt up in the mirror? It's a near PERFECT replica of Scott looking at his bite at Deaton's. They paralleled SCOTT MCCALL with AN ARGENT. Deaton has this whole line in S2 where he's bitching at Derek about "the person you should trust the most doesn't trust you at all" And then seasons later, we have Scott look his best friend in the eye and refuse to trust him, only to get upset later because Stiles doesn't want to work with him anymore and he "lost them." Scott goes running into Derek's house in S1 to accuse him of killing the bus driver, and when he can't get a real response, he EGGS HIM ON by accusing him of Murdering his SISTER, just to get Derek to react. Which is the EXACT same thing Kate did when she showed up and wanted Derek to lose his temper. Scott is CONSTANTLY paralleled with villains and assholes, and constantly does the things that others are persecuted for. But instead of feeling regret or learning something from it, instead of growing AT ALL. Those actions are treated as good. We are told they are righteous. And clever. That they are what heroes do. AND YES: There are parallels between Derek and Stiles' behaviors and villains/morally grey characters! Of course there are!
BUT THEY AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THE TRUE ALPHA MAIN CHARACTER. SCOTT IS SUPPOSED TO BE THE GOOD GUY. HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO MIMIC/EMULATE THE VILLAINS, AND HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE REWARDED WHEN HE DOES IT ANYWAY.
I've said it before, and I'll say it again; I understand the urge to think that the Teen Wolf writers did all of this on purpose. That they built Scott up as an unreliable narrator, so that we're forced to come to terms with a protagonist who isn't good, and we watch them fall into a villainous role while thinking all the while they are a hero. That all these parallels are intentional and the writers just couldn't Tell us what was going on bc they didn't have enough power.
And sometimes I play into it. I will lie to myself about Scott being the 'narrator' of the entire show, and that we're seeing it all through his eyes so of course things are biased and conflicting, just so I can actually Enjoy watching it.
But I think it's absolute bullshit that this was done on purpose. It wasn't. The parallels appeared because they Wanted Scott to do the badass things that they had all the villains doing, throwing people and being sneaky and clever, and stopping the bad guy, and they didn't want to deal with the fact that they were having him do bad things. So they just pretended he wasn't and refused to acknowledge that they'd already punished other people for doing the same exact shit, but somehow Scott was getting rewarded. They wanted Scott to be the hero, so they made him the hero, and screw everybody else.
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Sherlock SSN 4 ‘Live’ Blog
Sherlock
Season 4: The Six Thatchers
‘Live’ Blog
Fair Warning, below the line are spoilers. If you’ve not watched the episode yet (which you probably have) then do not read below the line. Else wise - this is my ‘live’ blog of T6T (aka, my comments and thoughts as I am watching).
Fair Warning 2, there’s a lot surrounding John that I don’t like and I get kind of angry about it. Like, a lot angry.
Continue if you dare ;)
 Shout out to @heroofthreefaces for telling me where to find the episode! Sometimes I don’t have the mental energy to sort through the safe options, so I appreciate such a kind and helpful fandom. Thanks lovely.
  Ugh, I have missed Sherlock so fucking much, guys! I feel like I’m riding a trike without two wheels because Sherlock has been gone – Doctor Who has been gone – and the wheel remaining (SPN) has been a bit lacking (imho). So this is like getting a new used trike that’s working with a wobbly wheel. YUS>>>
 BROTHERS
MY GODS IT IS LOVELY
 Sherlock is such a piece of work. It is crazy how bleh
 THEY HAVE TUMBLR USERS WORKING FOR THEM! WE CAN TWIST ANYTHING TO MAKE SHERLOCK INNOCENT!
 Targets wait.
“I’ll know when it begins.”
“I always know when the game is on.”
“Because I love it.”
Oh Sherl.
 While the openingcredits roll – I’m going to say that I hate Moffat so much.
I’ve seen a lot of OOC content – and I don’t know if it’s fan manips or if it’s 100% honest representatives of the content. So I’m curious what taste this episode will leave in my mouth.
 Sherlock narrating with Sharks swimming in the background – that is my new aesthetic for sure.
Are there any Sherlock!Shark fics?
 Mary seems more interested than even Sherlock.
 I love that Sherlock is tweeting. It’s adorable.
I also love John’s silver hair. It’s distinguished, as we’ve always read, but Martin wears it so well. Yays.
 59 Missed Calls.
BABY!
BABY IS COMING!
JOHN IS NOT AN OB DOCTOR.
 GODFATHER
Did they agree to do this? Did they agree that Sherlock is a fitting Godfather?
 Sherlock is my husband in that scenario, honestly.
But I feel like they should have known as much.
 SHERLOCK AS A GODFATHER IS SO FUCKING ADORABLE!
SHERLOCK!DAD IS A THING I NEED DID YOU KNOW?! YOU SHOULD KNOW!
 DAD!LOCK
 Sleepy Watsons.
 I love that Sherlock already checked with Mary.
Is John going to flirt with the Rowena-wannabe?
BITCH IS GONNA GIVE HIS NUMBER TO HER
PLEASE NO HALP
SHE GOTTA BE BAD BAD BAD TO THE BONE
 Oh it must have been the flower that she was staring at, right?
Not because she’s admiring our distinguished Watson Doctor.
 Charlie’s son is in danger I think.
He’s in danger for sure.
Lestrade says weird and danger.
 SPLOSION
 Sherlock laughing; “I thought it would tickle you.”
 Oh, I have missed this so very much. I can’t cope with this being the end. I truly cannot.
 “Is it is my birthday.”
“Take all the credit.”
 “Definitely a sore spot.”
 Lestrade genuinely believes Sherlock doesn’t know his name.
BUT HE DOES – he just doesn’t want anyone to know he knows stuff about them.
 Can we say it is canon that Mary breastfeeds?
It looks like maybe she does but I can’t be certain. It would mean a lot if we just had a line or a passing snapshot about it.
 Is Sherlock having a vision? Is he hallucinating? What’s happening here? Are the objects speaking to him? What – is –happening?
 SHERLOCK USING HIS INTUITION?!
I am calling OOC on this one.
 Lestrade is such a fucking attractive person.
 Smiling offends Sherlock, apparently.
 His son meant to surprise his father and as a parent I want to cries lots.
SO CRIES.
 IT CANNOT BE THAT EASY AND OH NOOOOOOO PLEASE HELP ME
It’s going to feel awful no matter what.
 Husband & Mrs. Husband.
He actually almost tried there. It was sort of sweet of him. He used a soft voice.
 VERY FULLY FUNCTIONING
He’s even worse than Sherlock, oh my god.
 The water thing is weird.
 CALL HIM ON IT MARK – I MEAN MYCROFT.
 Sherlock’s love of pirates is adorable.
Can it be a headcanon that Sherlock spends his free time watching Pirates of the Caribbean? I kind of want that to be a thing.
 Lestrade. Do the flirts.
DO THE FLIRTS LESTRADE.
 And since when does Sherlock consult with not Lestrade?
WHEN DID THAT BECOME A THING?
 THE BALLOON JOHN
HAHAHAHA – That guy is mentally unstable, it feels.
The hell is Sherlock doing – what is he telling to this man for why?
He’s gone bonkers, hasn’t he?
 Oh he was doing a funny.
Sherlock doing a funny is funny. In a strange way.
 LESTRADE KNOWS SHERLOCK SO WELL AND I JUST FEELL IKE HE DOESN’T GET ENOUGH CREDIT!
 “have a good time”
 kid I know – hacker – brilliant
Sherlock would know a hacker.
 He looks like Sherlock’s old dog, my goodness.
 “Don’t wait up.”
 ROSIE IS CUTE AS A BUTTON SAVE FOR HER FAKENESS.
John running about with the Rosie doll is fucking great. They are definitely every bit the parents you would expect.
I can’t get over how bad the baby thing is though – very obviously fake – the way the hood was sitting is stupidly horrible. It would be dead.
 They’re saying they’re child is a bit of a rotten piece of flesh in bed – my goodness! As a parent I can tell you I have not done this. Not even when my babe was that smol.
 I like that last name: Harker. I’ll have to use it sometime as a throwback to SH.
 I glanced back up and I thought this was an odd photo shoot but it’s a dead body.
What does that say about me… probably nothing good.
 THE FUCK SHERLOCK?!
 Is anyone else not impressed with this fight scene? Like, it definitely felt artificial.
I mean, all fight scenes are, but they were maybe a little too safe with that one.
 Does the man know about this fight is happening in his house?
 There should be blood on that dudes face.
 I can only assume the guy didn’t necessarily know – or at least knew to call the police? I’m intrigued.
 I ache for what I know is going ot happen man, I don’t want to know it.
But I know it.
And I know what John says to Sherlock.
And I HURT FOR MY SHERL.
 Our Sherl, really.
Let me be selfish at this moment.
 SHOOTING STUFFS HAPPENIGN PEOPLES DEAD.
 That must have been Mary?
Yes.
Yes it was.
Those two were partners, then, and it must have gone south.
 That was a pretty wide stand for general lap top use.
Anyone else feel uncomfortable about that?
 Okay, so that’s not Mary’s JD.
That’s just the JD of one of her partners – the partner trying to murder her.
That’s why he was looking for the statues. Okay dokay.
 Are we to believe as the viewers that the person hanging up that they were punching was Mary? Because she got some seriously repressed issues if it was – like I hope John is gentle with her.
 No Entry naturally means ENTER ALL THE TIMES.
 What an odd rendezvous..
 Necessary, of course.
 Sherlock is being a good friend right now.
 “Polite title.”
 Yeah, really wrong is a way to put it.
 She’s excited for him to be alive.
But she don’t know – She doesn’t know – he wants to murder her.
 Sherlock is trying so hard to keep her safe.
 That’s a considerable amount of bronzer on her cheeks. Beautiful woman she is, though. Make-up or not.
 SHERLOCK THE DRAGONSLAYER IS MY FAVE EVER
 My husband just told me it looks like I’ve just found a way to connect Sherlock and Merlin.
 DID THIS BITCH DRUG HIM?
MARY YOU FUCKING BITCH HE WAS TRYING TO BE A GOOD FRIEND AND YOU DID THE BAD FRIEND BITCH BYE DON’T COME BACK
 You are going to die.
You are GOING to do the DIE.
 DOES JOHN KNOW SHE DRUGGED HIS BEST FRIEND?
 “I love an acronym.”
 “It went horribly wrong.”
WHAT A WAY TO PUT IT AGAIN
 “Difficult to tell the difference these days.”
Mycroft calling out the OOC like a boss.
 The retired in a permanent sort of way. Oh gosh.
 Is this Mary?
Oh gods it is.
 Poor John.
 GIVE JOHN THE HUGGLES.
GIVE HIM A SHOT OF WHISKY AND A HUGGLE.
 John is a single dad, oh lawd help.
 I’m curious where this gun business is going.
 OF FUCKING COURSE
GODDAMN SHERLOCK WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING
 “How the fuck” indeed princess.
 They’re having a laugh.
I love them having a laugh.
 JOHN
JOHN YOU SHOULD PUNCH HER SHOULDER PLAYFULLY AND THEN KISS HER FACE.
 John deserves better, and I want him to be happy, and if he wants to be happy with her – that’s great – but he’s not getting everything he deserves in the relationship.
BITCH NO YOU DO NOT DESERVE JOHN WATSON.
YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND BUT NOT THE BEST WIFE.
I’m not the best wife either, so I feel you girl, but please be better to John.
With the time that you have left – be good to him.
BE SO GOOD TO HIM!
 Is this bro mad because he thought she knew he was alive?
OKAY THAT WAS NO MARY.
 So bro is mad because she fled for her life.
I can understand being mad about that – but if someone is really family to you – like – wouldn’t you want that person to do what saves them
 I AM SO STRESSED BY THIS SITUATION
 MY HEART IS RACING
I WANT TO DO THE CRIES.
 So he has legitimate reason to believe that the British woman betrayed them.
 Ammo.
Ammo in latin.
 John is such a smol bean.
PLEASE DO NOT DO THE BAD THING JOHN
DO NOT CHEAT ON YOUR WIFE
 I HOPE YOU DID NOT CHEAT ON YOUR WIFE JOHn
ESPECIALLY WITH NOT SHERLOCK
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   NO
DO NOT
 THROW THAT SHIT AWAY JOHN
 FUCKING DAMN DAMN DAMN JOHN
MARY DESERVES BETTER
 I CANNOT FUCKING DO THIS
 I TAKE AWAY THE SMOL BEAN STATEMENT
WHAT A FUCK
 WHAT A FUCK
 OOC
OOC
OOC
OOC
OOC
OOC
OOc
NO
 Ajs;ldkfja;sdkljfas;kldfasklfasdlkfj;adghwlkajefa
 FUCKING NOW
I HATE EVERYTHING
 I should have known.
I should have known the way they laid in bed
I thought it was strange
And now it is strange
BECAUSE JOHN IS SUCH A FUCK
 THESE TWO FUCKS DESERVE EACH OTHER BECAUSE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK
    I FUCKING HATE THIS
I FUCKING HATE MOFFAT
WHAT ON EARTH MAD THIS FUCKING OKAY
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 FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK THIS
 Does Sherlock know?
Is this why he’s been involving Mary in his case?
IS SHERLOCK TRYING TO HELP JOHN MAKE BAD CHOICES.
 I am so mad.
SO
FUCKING
MAD
SO FUCKING MAD
I should have KnoWN
MOFFAT TOUCHES IT
IT IS RUINED
BECAUSE HE CANNOT LEAVE GOOD ENOUGH ALONE
 I CANNOT BREATHE BECAUSE I AM SO RAGE
 HOW THE HELL CAN I LOOK AT JOHN NOW WITHOUT WANTING TO PUNCH
JOHN IS NOT THAT KIND OF MAN
HE IS NOT THE KIND OF MAN TO DO THAT BECAUSE HE IS TOO GOOD HE IS TOO LOYAL
THAT IS SO OOC THAT I CANNOT ACCEPT ANY OF THIS SEASON AS CANNON NOW BECAUSE THAT SHIT IS FUCKED UP
 GOOD MEN MAKE BAD MISTAKES BUT THIS WAS NOT NO NO NO
This is not John.
John would make a stupid mistake like – putting the wrong fuel in a car.
 ICE LOLLY LADY
Sherlock should have brought an ICE LOLLY
 I cannot handle this.
I don’t mean to shame people who have affairs – because it happens. It’s a natural thing that happens – IN STRAINED RELATIONSHIPS if the people are good people – and I would not be surprised that Mary and John have a fractures relationship on a good day. So I get it – I understand – I think it happens more often than not. But dammnit, John Watson is loyal to the Nth degree. He wouldn’t sell out his mates if it meant his death. What bothers me about this is that I can’t imagine any alternate universe – no other time line – NOTHING – nowhere would John do this to Mary.
 He loves her so much he was willing to let her past be in the past so he could marry her. HE LOVES HER SO MUCH that she holds her on the same pedestal as Sherlock – letting her be a proper git running around the world to ‘solve’ her problem.
John.
Watson.
Would.
Not.
Do.
This.
To.
Mary.
 FUCKING NO
  The gun is pointed at Sherlock
And now it’s not Sherlock dying.
 Sherlock called for the ambulance.
 “Come on Doctor you can do better.”
 Oh my gods.
I’m not crying – you’re crying.
 “I’m sorry for shooting you, that time.”
 Come on Doctor you can do metter.
 John is disturbingly calm.
 His screaming is frightening.
Scary John Watson is Scary.
I’m shaking.
 Side note, I’m surprised that martin wasn’t more emotional watching he love die like that – fake or not. The Phelps twins had a very difficult time after the death scene in Deathly Hallows – and I thought this would have been equally as difficult for Martin and Amanda.
 John is so angry.
I am so legitimately scared.
Martin would play the villain quite well.
 HOLY SHIT. Sherlock is the one in therapy.
That is super groundbreaking.
A more human Sherlock Holmes is such a crazy thing.
 Mycroft looks like he lives in the basement of his work building.
Headcannon?
 Will John move back to 221 with Rosie? Probably not – not safe. Not safe at all.
 “Work is the best antidote to sorrow.”
That is true, for me.
 NORBURY
NORBARRY
NORBURRY
NORBERRY
 Miss Me disc.
Miss Me disc.
Fucking hell.
 “Thought that would get your attention.”
 I am permanently fucked up.
 Molly doesn’t look impressed to have Sherlock around.
 I don’t like how brash she’s being. I know of all people she has every right to be – but she’s been just as dedicated to him as anyone else. I don’t like it. I know everyone reaches a point of no tolerance.
 “Save John Watson.”
 Save him from what – oh gods.
 SAVE HIM FROM WHAT
 John needs to stop. PLEASE STAHP JOHN.
 “Go to hell, Sherlock.”
 THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT ABOUT
FUCK
FUCKING ME UP
ALL OF IT FUCKING ME UP GODDAMN
  SO – A brief reflection of the episode.
 So, all in all it wasn’t as terrible as I was expecting. I don’t lie when I say I hate Moffat. He convolutes things and leaves plot holes galore. He has this way of leaving POC out of his work and being a general twat about LGBT. The episode was well done.
 I’m a bit rusty, of course, and feel poorly about my ability to foretell the events of the episodes as well as I have in the past. (I’ve not read all of the Sherlock Holmes stories).
 Back to content, I think they humanized Sherlock in a beautiful way – and it did seem OOC but it was OOC in the right way. Transitions always feel off and ill-placed. We as people have to make changes and it shows, we are always uncomfortable in the early stages of change – doubtful of ourselves. So Sherlock’s OOC nature was not a problem for me.
 But John… I don’t like what is happening with him. I don’t like the shady affair business. I don’t like him deferring and submitting to Mary and Sherlock. I don’t like his shutting Sherlock out for something that wasn’t even his fault. JOHN TOLD MARY TO GO – and were John there he’d have done exactly as Mary did. John is a smart man, emotional to boot, but intelligent and reasonable. Whatever is happening with his character reeks of poor writing. I’m not particularly excited to see what becomes of his character.
This may be the season that taints Johnlock for me – as a friendship or otherwise.
 This episode made me appreciate Mary more, and I hadn’t liked her at all. Not because she was a bad character or anything. I didn’t like her for John, it never felt right. But now – I have a lot of respect for her because she did give John the option of knowing what she came from. He chose not to know. So I feel she’d been fairly transparent from that point on. I don’t agree with her choices but she clearly was trying harder that I believed prior to the whole random affair that had 0% purpose to the story.
 IT DID NOT BELONG.
 And Molly, she’s cold. She felt off. She’ll bit at Sherlock for being a git, but it’s almost like she’s eaten up this false story of Sherlock being a villain – some poppycock John is surely spouting off in his fits of rage. And John has those, those complaints about Sherlock and his work and his flaws… But nothing that would convince anyone he genuinely hates Sherlock. This just…
 I feel like Sherlock has gained some humanity to appease those around him, but not the people around him have decided “Just kidding, we’re still over it.” Like, I don’t know. Maybe I’m seeing through a lens that holds Sherlock on high… But these characters are turning on him, it feels, right? Not like in season two when Moriarty ripped apart his reputation – but genuine friends turning their back to him.
 Like I said, I know people reach a point where they can give no more tolerance. There is a point in time where we can’t give any more of ourselves to a toxic person or a toxic relationship; and it is good to walk away when it becomes an issue for him. But I cannot believe that is what is happening.
 And return to the point of John’s affair.
What poor writing – unless it gets addressed in the next episode.
Sherlock didn’t hint to knowing.
Mary didn’t hint to knowing. If anyone would know – those two would know.
And I don’t feel confidently any lines in this episode suggest that either Mary or Sherlock actually know. I had my theory that Sherlock did know and was encouraging John (or rather protecting Mary by keeping her busy – he did seem more protective and invested in Mary than John this episode, and he’s even been someone inclined towards Mary over John in the past in one way or another).
That’s the sort of stuff that bothers me about projects Moffat is associated with… There’s also something missing that makes the project feel wrong. Incomplete. Wrong.
 As for the plot – it was nice to have more about Mary revealed. It was nice to not be delving right back into the Moriarty business. It’s also nice to have more domesticity in the show – a way to keep older characters relevant who don’t feel quite as important anymore with the case searching that Sherlock does on his own. And there didn’t even need to be a compromise to the content that people actually watch Sherlock for: a mystery.
 If I had to give this work a grade or a rating – I think I’ll give is a solid A- or 8/10.
It’s hard to say for sure because I couldn’t read all the text because of my live blogging and details surely went unnoticed. For now I’m pretty impressed. It exceeded my expectations but didn’t completely “wow” in any way except this affair nonsense that will eat away at me for the rest of all eternity.
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waddlesdpig · 5 years
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DELTARUNE RUN THROUGH ( Or how quiet silence can speak volumes)
*The following is a opinionated writeup about Delta Rune, spoilers and bad jokes ahead.*
SO, October 31st, Toby Fox stealth dropped a follow up to the smash success that is Undertale. The reaction to this of course was hype of unparalleled levels, Goat Mom’s, Skelebro’s, Socially anxious lizard people, whatever this guy is, everyone was and still are going nuts about DeltaRune. ( Even Jerry! EVEN JERRY!) And what’s not to like? Ya got a brand new story, brand new cast of characters with a unique spin on the returning favorites, new and improved battle system and animation, of course that sweet sweet music, and they even added a run button! ( Video games? Saveeeed!) 
However as i played Delta Rune more and more, i found myself notably less charmed as a whole when compared to my time with Undertale. Don’t get me wrong here, i fully understand that in terms of production and story subject, these are two very different games. Undertale was a complete experience when it was released, while my judgements on Delta Rune so far are based on what is essentially a demo with the promise of a full game later on. 
However i would argue that both Undertale and Delta Rune share a common element which in one elevated the experience, and in the other detracted from the overall enjoyment.
This element being the Player Character ( which will be refereed to as “ PC” from now on cause i’m hella lazy). Given both game’s protagonists are silent, it might be laughable to suggest that UT/DR’s PC effectiveness could vary so much that one would serve as a hinderance in one title or as a boon in the other. However in terms of levels of engagement i feel though that this is just the case.
This is evident firstly in the character design of each game’s respective PC. On a purely surface level Frisk is a blank slate, pure and simple. Though Frisk sports the simpler and albeit rougher design of the two PC’s, his neutral expression goes a long way in allowing the player to imprint their desired personality onto Frisk without having too many mental hoops to jump through. 
Kris on the other hand, despite having the more interesting design and much cleaner sprite work, is harder for the player to grasp onto. His face being mostly covered by shadow, conveys a sense of aloofness and detachment, which plays into the early Delta Rune’s depiction of him as the odd man out in his class. But ( so far) fails to capitalize on turning him into a successfully likable character that can work on his own. In the same way Suzie’s change in appearance signaled a satisfying development in her character, i feel DR could have done something where Kris’s design evolved with his character. Instead it only serves to act a twist at the end of the game, letting us know that Kris is actually the embodiment of all that is evil. 
If the contrast between these two PC’s went only this far, i’d say more than likely i would have enjoyed my time DR at least marginally more than i already did. However the differences goes beyond that, permeating the depth of Delta Rune.  
Going back to Frisk, despite being a silent protagonist, throughout the game of Undertale we can see facets of him having a personality of his own. Frisk is curious about the world, has a sense of humor, ( in non-genocide runs) shows a determination to fight without harming others, and genuinely cares about those he comes across. He makes choices and those choices affect the world around him. Granted aside from Frisk’s merciful nature, ( which is a integral part of UT’s gameplay) most of what i just listed is all implied. Implied through his actions to be fair, but implied nonetheless. But there exists enough of these breadcrumbs of emotion that the player’s mind could fill in the blanks and create a version of Frisk that most appeals to them. 
Kris-py Kreme lacks these facets completely, in fact of all the things he lacks, the most distinct thing he lacks is choice. ( Yes i know surprise surprise, don’t need me to tell you that.) While i say this, that last statement isn’t technically true. In DR you have a variety of choices, you can choose to explore the environments, when engaging with NPC’s you can choose how to respond in conversations, you can choose to ignore NPC’s all together, and famously you can choose to fight or mercy your way through enemy encounters throughout the game.
So what i really mean is in most aspects, the choices Kris makes are never truly his own. This is mainly due to having an active party accompanying the PC. In UT Frisk was on his own for a majority of the journey, ( Shoutouts to Monster Kid) and as a result near every major turning point is affected by Frisk’s choices alone. Meanwhile Kris faces every decision is with a green Jiminy Cricket on his side encouraging him to be a gud boi and get dem brownie points.
I’d be amiss to suggest that Ralsei wasn’t likable in his own right, but his role in the group dynamic completely negates any presence Kris may have had. Serving neither as the aggressor nor the voice of reason, Kris’s silence unfortunately causes him to slip through the cracks when it comes to interactions with Suzie and or Lancer. 
Furthermore Ralsei’s cuddling extends to the choices the players themselves make. Booting up the game the first time i was fully prepared to play passively, it’s freakin Undertale 2 ( The pre-sequel-progressive-alternative-child-timeline-universe-and-knuckles-do-you-know-the-way-to-end-my-suffering) for crying out loud. Yet it’s not till Ralsei quite literally tells you that you don’t have to kill anyone, that you are presented with a non-scripted battle. Which immediately dampened my enjoyment to that point. To play a pacifist route was no longer a self determined course of action, it was a direction the player was pushed towards multiple times throughout the game. 
In UT solving fights by talking and sparing your enemies was encouraged in the beginning. Now i’m sure most approached combat in UT as a standard RPG, spam attack, get exp, level up, rinse and repeat. It was only later in the starting area that many understood that ACTing and mercy was a viable way to play the game. To act in this way was a CHOICE made all your own, a choice that was unfortunately robbed in DR as sparing is something heavily encouraged throughout the game.
As an example to illustrate my point, think back to the Pacifist Undyne fight. After a frantic escape and running sequence, you cross past the bridge into hotland and Undyne passes out due to the heat and conveniently next to you is a office water cooler. Now it wouldn’t be a stretch to imagine many players would simply move on, unaware that saving Undyne was even a possibility. While on the flipside i’m sure it dawned on many what they could do and did so. Whatever the action, this something we had to decide on our own.
Conversely i’m confident that if this sequence had occurred in DR, Undyne would have fainted, with Ralsei immediately exclaiming that Kris needs to do something pls halp. Though the choice is still technically there, it is no longer your own. In fact i would go so far to say that if one were to take Kris out of DR completely, the story and character interactions play out without skipping a beat. Which is the last thing you want in a story-driven RPG.
In this way i feel that not all silent protagonists are born equal. UT was built knowing Frisk wouldn’t utter a word and as such was able to give him a sense of presence both in the story and the character interactions. While Kris ( for now) as failed to be nothing more than a blank slate with a sweet cape that takes up a character spot. 
EPILOUGE
As much as it might seem that i’m beating up on Delta Rune cause “ It’s not mah undertale!” I sincerely had a good time with it, and i’m excited for more. ( Pls no lynch) I do feel a bit guilty judging a character who hasn’t had a chance to finish his story yet. Also recognizing the high possibility that Kris is exactly how Toby Fox wanted him to be, i would not be surprise if this usage of the PC was his way of hammering in the theme of choices being a fallacy. More than anything the purpose of this writeup was to explain my feelings why in my opinion Frisk is the more well utilized character.
Thanks for reading.
TL:DR Frisk > Kris
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ebonyeagle · 6 years
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DETROIT DIARY
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Did this with Mankind Divided and thought it could be fun to do again! I’ve gone through this game twice already with friends (Both Pacifist runs) so I’m quite familiar with that part of the story. What I do want to explore now is all the bad choices which I’m an expert in (at least in real life) so let’s see where this adventure will go! Have fun guessing what scenarios I’m playing
NO NONSENSE, SAVE THE FISH
Aquarium must be a Heavy Rain throw back
“My name is Connor, I’m the android send by Cyberlife”
Connor, you know I love you but I’ll throw you off this building for fun, no hard feelings
Weee Todd time, I can’t wait to punch him. Or shoot. Or whatever it is you can
Hmmm this reminds me of something but I can’t put my finger on it
Wow, littering asshole! Pick that one up right now you lazy fuck
Let’s try and avoid that angry mop this time
Wow, getting mad at the Roomba now as well? Poor Roomba, it did nothing wrong 8C
Fuck this shit
Y ARE THERE DRUGS IN THE WASHING POWDER THAT NASTY LEARN TO HIDE STUFF  PROPERLY
Gun and anti-depressants, we all know what a good combo that is
I hope this means what I think it does
STOP! But can we all just take a moment to appreciate how beautiful the soundtrack is for this game?! <3
ANDROID BIRDS ANDROID BIRDS
Speed chess, is that an actual thing??
Okay, but how fun could it be if you could fuck up the painting quick time event and paint like, a blob or a stick figure!?
COOKIECUT
Alright, I like Hank and Connors relationship and it’s gonna be weird to knock it down in hostile territory
Oh, that’s a valid point. Not only are you a good boi, you are an expensive AF boi as well. Good luck paying the bill, Hank
ATMOSPHERE! RAIN! LIGHTNING!
Stormy night! Been looking forward to replay this; what other outcomes are there!?
Gonna move, bitch
As a good American, let’s grab the gun first
GODDAMMIT KARA Y DIDN’T U JUST SHOOT!? U HAD ONE FUCKING JOB
….Well, that was anti-climatic….
Seen both outcomes for this but for the sake fucking up the relationship with Carl  - PUSH!
MOVE, I GOT THE DADDY PANTS ON
STRESS, SHOOTING, DEATH
Would have loved to try the Motel but for the sake of Connor and Ralph, CREEPY HOUSE
Mud intensifies
Jayden did that much better, Markus
OMG HE’S SO CUTE I CAN’T EVEN!
Only thing here is trying to be douchebag towards Gavin?  -Did not go as planned, I am disappointed ;C
Sorry Connor but I am doing this for the lols
Ralph just needs a hug :C
THIS OST IS NICE
Run Kara run, I have much more fun stuff planned for you guys! I think. Actually, I don’t know what to do with you yet.
FUCK THIS PART
Wow, this scene is so much shorter now lol
Hmmm had hoped for some variation in the interactions here :/
Birds birds birds
Do we save or do we not? Let’s do none of it
This is just sad
Always trust a shady dude named Zlatko
is it actually possible to escape the reset? It is but gotta be quick!
Wow, so much shit is stored here - is that a cyborg polar bear???
I just ripped a dude’s heart out :D
Does that make me a murderer? Oh wait already killed Todd! I’m a good mother! Be proud of me Alice 
What do I want? Saving my child from a psychopathic mad man as time is running out! When do I want to do it? Just after I’ve read these magazines and watched TV
I wanna get Alice and Kara killed here, science you know
When you wanna kill your character but you are SAVED BY A GODDAMN POLAR BEAR
I find the doorbell hilarious - my humor is beyond salvation
The slap as well… I need help
Whatever, just kill the guy
Shooting people in the back since 2k38, true hero
No differences really but whatever, that merry-go-round scene is beautiful
This scenery is beautiful as well T_T I live for the snow in this game. And headshots  
Markus, this is Adam calling, he wants his coat and fashion style back
TRUMP
That was sarcasm, Connor. Know where to stick it?
Not much new stuff here really but for the sake of the graveyard, let’s do this
I feel this would have worked much better in the previous run
this is just sad
HELLO POLICEMAN
Hide evidence? Nah fuck it, let’s see what happens!
Oh, I got Luther murdered SORRY ALICE
I’m gonna burn this place to the ground
VIOLENCE
I guess the true way to go is pacifist but damn, violence just suits Markus so much better
Okay this relationship thing is getting painful :C
Hmmmmmm
VIOLENCE! I like this Markus much better!
I think North is pissed
Fuck u North
I’m going South
No, wait Hank D:
OH MY GOD HE ACTUALLY SAID BROMANCE AND THAT FUCKING SMILE
Okay this is so messed up but badass as well  
Oh, well fuck you too!!
….Oh….
Oh, so Lucy is Luther’s stand in! Hmmm liked Luther better here, sounds weird with her
Okay I lowkey hope MB will make a Detroit collection as they did with Deus Ex!  Who am I kidding, I’ll never be able to afford anything… RIP Hengsha-dream still crying for you
Lol, I don’t even have the deviant option
This is like an episode of Game of Thrones
But at least my bromance with Simon is evolving… I think?
Hmmmmm
I’m a horrible human being but my Markus is anger Markus
Bye Carl
Oh
:CCCCCCCCC
T_T T_T T_T
WHY!?
Okay, revolution Markus is sooo much cooler than pacifist Markus!
DO YOU HEAR THE PEOPLE SING?
I don’t remember your name but killing you + your henchmen was awesome!
This is so messed up
PRESS X TO ALICE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SHOULD FEEL BAD FOR LAUGHING
Oh hi Ralph, fancy meeting you here!
Taking control of ma boi because fuck you guys!
So I know successfully hitting all the buttons will result in headshotting Markus but I accidentally missed some and that was extra fun!!! I got to rip off his arm and break his neck :DDD And of course shoot him in the head for a good measure :DD I’m enjoying this way too much….. halp
Hmmm picking you Ralph because character development!
What a sad sad scenery…. I can’t imagine what it would feel like to be tossed out like garbage
Wow wow something is wrong with your face!! And what’s up with that high collar thing!? This looks weird, please go away you are not my Connor!!
Okay so to sum it up:
I made Markus die hated and cursed by basically everyone including teammates and Jericho. Deliberately killed Carl, Josh, North, Simon and half of Jericho because I’m an angry ball of vengeance. 
Kara tried her best to be a good mum but kinda fucked it up and got Luther killed. Left alone with Alice as the sole survivors in a massgrave knowing she had to let friend die in order to escape.
Connor was cold AF, made Hank commit suicide and killed everything in the name of Cyberlife only to be tossed out like garbage in the end.
All in all, I would say I got a pretty good ending, 10/10 :DDDD
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