wake from death (and return to life)
Summary: Zoro had always been told Kuina died falling down a flight of stairs. But she didn’t fall, and she wasn’t dead.
Rating: T for some violence/swearing
Word Count: 9300
AO3
Written for @codedredalert as thanks for putting on an amazing secret Santa event and for being an awesome person in general.
Kuina returned from her duel with Zoro hot, sweaty, and elated. She felt...settled. Sure of herself in a way she hadn’t been in months. With one hand wrapped firmly around Wado’s white sheath and the other clutching at the front of her shirt, Kuina felt the beat of her heart, slow and steady, for once able to ignore the small, obnoxious lumps that were her developing breasts.
Her dream wasn’t gone. It wasn’t out of reach or stupid. It didn’t matter if she was a girl; she could still be the best swordsman in the world.
Kuina repeated that thought like it were a prayer, hardening the fragile, tenuous thing that was her resolve until she mostly believed it. In the heat of the moment it was easy for Zoro’s words to drive out everything her father ever told her, but without his brash, almost senseless tenacity shouting in her ear the doubts came creeping back. Hovering in the recesses of her mind like a persistent fly, ready to poison her budding hope before it ever had a chance to take root.
Preoccupied with her thoughts, Kuina didn’t notice the intruder until it was too late. A shadow of a hand clasped itself around her mouth just as she was about to descend the stairs that led to Wado’s proper resting place, muffling her scream while another batted her sword out of her grasp. The sound of it clattering across the ground was amplified by the shattering of peace surrounding her father’s estate.
Kuina writhed against the hold, for a moment forgetting everything she’d been taught in favor of animalistic struggle. The attacker cursed as she managed to bite the hand that held her. It was enough of a distraction for Kuina to smash her heel against the instep of his foot. His hold loosened enough for Kuina to wiggle free, immediately darting or her sword.
Her attacker was quicker. Impossibly quick. Kuina barely saw him move as he snatched Wado off the ground, unsheathing its blade in a single, smooth motion. A beam of moonlight framed a tall, lanky frame, cords of hard muscle straining against tight-fitting black clothes.
“Who are you?” Kuina demanded. She’d thought at first it was one of her father’s students foolishly trying to steal Wado Ichimonji, but she had never seen this man before in her life. Not in the countless duels she’d fought, not when walking around the village, not even at the harbor during those rare days she watched ships come in and out of port.
“You don’t need to know that, little girl,” the man said. He held Wado up to the light, and when he spoke, Kuina could hear his smile. “What a magnificent blade. It’s a shame it’s wasted in this country backwater.”
“It’s mine,” Kuina hissed. “Give it back.”
The man chuckled. “Don’t you worry, girl. I’ll make sure to return it to its proper place.”
Kuina moved on instinct, reacting to his subtle change in posture, the shift of his feet and the movement in his hips before her conscious mind realized he was about to attack. But he was so damn fast. Faster than any of the adults she’d ever fought before, faster than Kuina ever thought possible, and she wasn’t able to dodge in time.
Instead of her neck, Wado Ichimonji bit into the flesh above Kuina’s clavicle. Time seemed to stop, forever freezing in her mind the man’s breathy laugh as her own sword traced a path of bloody violence from collarbone to hip. Dark blood bloomed from the cut, almost black under the bleached light of the moon.
Kuina fell. Her head cracked against the stairwell, sending a blinding pain through the back of her skull that was somehow worse than the deep gouge across her chest. She didn’t remember tumbling down the stairs, but when she looked up again she was laying flat on her back, the familiar ceiling of the dojo above her. From the corner of her flickering vision she could see Wado’s display stand, mocking her by its closeness.
Blood bubbled in Kuina’s throat as she gasped for air. She felt very little as her vision swam and pitched, and the small part of her mind that was still functioning couldn't decide whether or not that was a bad thing. Every heartbeat forced more of her lifeblood through her wound, which by sheer, dumb luck hadn’t gone deep enough to kill her.
The man took his time sauntering down the staircase. Kuina flinched as his shadow hovered over her vision, flinched again as he tossed Wado to the ground next to her.
“I saw your duel with the little green-haired boy. You’re quite good,” he said, almost conversationally. “It’s a shame you’ll never have a chance to hone that talent, I would have liked to see it fully bloomed. But,” he shrugged a little, as if he were discussing a vague annoyance rather than the fact he was trying to kill her, “you only have your father to blame. Tell him, if you live long enough, that this is what happens when you do business with the Revolution. And if you don’t…” He laughed again, a cruel, cold laugh that pierced deeper than any blade.
“Well, I think he’ll get the picture.”
***
Her father found her there, lying in a pool of her own blood and a death grip around Wado’s hilt. Kuina remembered very little of what happened after that, and woke an indeterminate time later in a haze of pain and confusion. She heard people talking, but they sounded distant, like her ears had been stuffed full of cotton. Any attempts to move were unsuccessful. Kuina couldn’t even open her eyes.
Her pulse hammered against the back of her skull while the entirety of her torso felt like it was on fire. More distantly, her stomach had decided now was the best time to revolt against the rest of her body. Dull, persistent nausea came in waves, growing in intensity like the tide pulled by a full moon. Kuina felt her insides fold in on themselves, a belly full of blood and chyme forcibly purged from her system.
“Someone turn her head! Don’t let her choke on it!”
Sudden motion caused pain to explode in her head. It was too much for Kuina to bear, and she let the blackness overtake her once more.
***
Awareness came slowly. For a long time Kuina felt herself hanging on a precipice, and knew somewhere deep inside that if she allowed herself to fall down it she would never come out again. Even so, it took every ounce of her will to inch away from the void, away from the oblivion that called her like a siren’s song.
There would be no more pain. No more agony of being born a girl in a world that catered itself to men. There would only be rest, and at that moment Kuina was so desperately tired.
I’m going to be the world’s greatest swordsman!
Wado Ichimonji weighed heavily in her hands, anchoring Kuina to the promise she made. To Zoro, to herself.
To the world.
Kuina woke. Every breath was agony, the simple action of expanding her ribs enough to draw in air almost too much for her to stand. The ache in her head was far more manageable in comparison, so she focused on that instead.
It took considerable effort for Kuina to open her eyes. The lashes were crusted over and heavy, but after several attempts she was able to pry them open to assess her surroundings. The room was dark, with its only curtain drawn and a single candle flickering in the corner. As far as Kuina could tell, she was alone.
But how had she gotten here? And why was she in so much pain? She scrambled for memories, but it was like trying to grab sand; the harder she tried to hold on the more slipped through her fingers. Kuina remembered agreeing to duel Zoro, thought she remembered the clash of live steel.
Had Zoro finally surpassed her? Had Kuina lost? The very idea offended her, despite how many times her father insisted that he was destined to become the better swordsman.
No, Kuina hadn’t lost. She was as sure of that as she was of her own name. An accident, then? She remembered standing at the top of the stairs after winning...and making her promise, Kuina’s mind unhelpfully supplied her...but she hadn’t been holding Wado when her head cracked against the hard, unforgiving ground.
Kuina jerked upright. Or attempted to, at least. She only managed to sit up forty-five degrees before a sharp, blinding pain across her abdomen forced her flat once more. Sparks danced across Kuina’s vision, but she hardly noticed as her breath hitched in her throat. She’d been attacked. A man had come at her with a sword. Not just any sword, Wado…
“Be still,” a voice said soothingly. “You’ll open your wounds.”
Kuina tried to say something, perhaps warn the voice that there was an intruder, but all that came out was a garbled moan.
Strong arms reached behind Kuina’s head, bracing her shoulders and helping her sit up. Kuina sobbed with pain as a glass was pressed against her lips.
“Drink,” he commanded.
Kuina managed only a few small swallows before she began to sputter and choke. With a resigned sigh, the man allowed her to lay back down. Kuina’s abdominal muscles thanked him for the kindness, but her mouth cursed him in every language she knew.
“Language, Kuina.”
“Dad…?”
Blinking bleary eyes, Kuina looked up at her father’s face. He was weary and wan, the creases around his mouth deeper than she remembered. He found a washcloth and wetted it, wiping the excess water from her mouth and the crusts from her eyes.
“I’m here,” he said thickly. “Kuina, I’m here.”
And then, for the first time in her life, he buried his head in his hands and wept.
Kuina was stunned speechless. She had never seen her father cry, let alone collapse with emotion like he was now. She didn’t understand, and couldn’t even move to comfort him. She was as weak as a newborn kitten, more powerless than she’d ever been before in her life.
Fear crept through the fog of pain and confusion, an icy finger tracing down her spine and making her shudder. Kuina laid her head back on her pillow, staring at the rafters so she didn’t have to look at her father. The cruel laugh of her attacker echoed in her mind.
“Dad, you have to hurry,” Kuina rasped. “Someone came to the dojo, they might still be here! You have to find them!”
Her father lifted his head from his hands, a broken man. “It’s too late. By the time I found you...it was too late.”
“But he knows who I am,” Kuina insisted. “He knows who Zoro is.”
Gods above, he’d seen her fight with Zoro. Kuina’s stomach shriveled with horror. If she wasn’t able to defend herself, what chance did Zoro have? Her attacker watched their entire fight without being noticed by either of them, had apparently been able to sneak into the dojo and out again without being seen.
“He said this is what happens when you deal with the Revolution. What did he mean?” Kuina asked. “You wouldn’t help out a bunch of criminals, would you?”
Her father’s face went ghost-white. Kuina saw his hands shake. Suddenly he stood, pacing a tight circle at the side of her bed.
“I need to get you out of here. Somewhere safe and far away.”
And just like that, Kuina’s world began to crumble around her.
“What are you saying?” Kuina asked. “Dad, you can’t mean that. You can’t just...force me away. I’ll get stronger, I promise. I-I won’t let anyone hurt me ever again.”
“This isn’t about strength,” her father said. His resolve hardened with every word, his decree set in stone. Kuina had never been able to change his mind once it was made up. She had hoped to one day by becoming the strongest swordsman in the world, but at that moment her dream was very far away. She was afraid of losing her father, her home.
Everything.
“Will you come with me?” Kuina asked, her voice tiny.
His expression crumpled into a picture of abject misery. “Kuina, love...I can’t.”
“Then I don’t want to go. I won’t, and you can’t make me,” Kuina said, hysteria threatening to take over her entirely. Ignoring every one of her body’s warnings to stay supine, she forced herself to sit up. “Dad, please, I don’t understand.”
Her vision went wet and misty as tears filled her eyes, spilling silently down her cheeks as she began to cry. She hated crying, hated the weakness it implied. Each halting breath shot a bolt of agony through her torso, her wound threatening to split against the strain of holding herself together.
Let it, Kuina thought wrathfully. It couldn’t hurt any more than having her heart torn in two.
Slowly, as if burdened by a great weight, her father sat down next to her. He removed his glasses and rubbed his eyes, the dark circles underneath contrasting sharply with his pallid complexion.
“I can’t, because I have received a letter from the World Government requesting I train their young soldiers in the way of the sword,” he said quietly.
“Just tell them no like you always have,” Kuina said.
“And have them come after you again?” he said. “After Zoro, or one of my other students? No. This is...this is my price for giving food and supplies to the Revolution. A life hung in the balance then, as it does now. You’ve seen too much, little bird. If the Government realizes you’re alive…” He hung his head.
The use of her childhood nickname, spoken for the first time since she was a girl, cut through Kuina’s remaining defenses like they were wet paper. The tears came faster, each breath more ragged.
“I don’t want to leave you,” Kuina repeated.
There was a deep sigh from her father. Then silence, save for the sound of Kuina’s sniveling. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, he said, “I wish I could have saved this from you a little longer. It’s time for you to understand the way things are.”
And then he told her everything.
***
Kuina didn’t have a chance to pack her own bags. She wasn’t allowed to say goodbye. No one could know what they were doing for fear of it reaching the World Government, and so, as soon as she was fit for travel, Kuina died.
She didn’t know the story that her father told. Infection, maybe. Perhaps he let everyone believe her wounds hadn’t healed right, and she bled out. Kuina didn’t care. All that mattered was that she was leaving everything she knew and loved behind.
Father wouldn’t even let her take Wado with her. It was too conspicuous, he said. The World Government had seen her wield it before, and if word got out about a young girl with a white-sheathed sword, then…
The sentence was left unfinished, the implication clear. There was a small, angry part of Kuina that wondered if this wasn’t her father’s last, desperate attempt to dissuade her for her dream once and for all. She focused on that anger, nursed it to a burning vengeance. If she didn’t the loss would overtake her completely, and Kuina had no intention of letting a few Government officials or her father dictate her future.
The only keepsake she took was an oni mask that had hung on the wall of the dojo for as long as she could remember. Her Father said it had been a gift from a dear friend, a memory of his time spent in a faraway land. Its fearsome visage made Kuina feel a little braver and a little less like the scared little girl she was.
Before stowing her away on the ship that would take her far away from the danger of Shimotsuki village, her father gifted her with a katana. Its scabbard was chipped and worn, but the blade felt perfectly balanced in her hands.
“The path that you walk will not be easy,” her father said. “You will need to be able to protect yourself.”
Kuina swallowed hard around the lump in her throat. She wouldn’t cry again. She wouldn’t.
But she did wrap her father in the strongest hug she could manage, ignoring the burning ache such simple exertion caused. “Promise me you’ll tell Zoro.”
“Kuina…”
“Promise me,” she repeated. “Maybe not today, or tomorrow...but when it’s safe. I’m not going to let that dunderhead make it to the top unchallenged.”
Her father sighed, carding his fingers through her hair before bending down to press his lips against the crown her her head. “I promise.”
***
The ship stopped at Loguetown.
Kuina wandered the city, hand clutching the scabbard of her katana. She’d never seen so many people congregated in one place before in her life. It was impossible to take it all in at once: the sights of buildings stretching up toward the heavens, the sound of a market that sold everything from food to jewelry to gunpowder, the smell of ocean brine that hung over the city like a pall.
And the pirates. Pirates everywhere.
Like Kuina, many wore weapons. Some stitched jolly rogers to their clothes, or had obnoxious tattoos that marked what crew they belonged to. Loguetown’s position at the foot of the Grand Line made the influx of piracy an inevitable reality, but Kuina was quietly amazed they were allowed to walk around the city, bold as brass. The townsfolk naturally shied away from them with practiced air of a population that had long-since learned how to mind their own business, but like a backed-up sewer their stench permeated everything.
The Government should be hunting them. Kuina wondered how many of these pirates her attacker could have struck down in the time it took him to gather information on her father’s one interaction with the Revolutionary Army.
Kuina shook that thought from her head. It wasn’t that simple. The Government had been trying to get her father to teach their marines for years. He had just been foolish enough to give them a reason to press the issue. Her father said that one way or another the Government always got what it wanted. It had just been a matter of time.
At least all the pirates kept her from sticking out too badly. Kuina only had a vague idea of where she was going and wanted to avoid seeming too conspicuous. Shifting her pack higher on her shoulder, she headed off for the town square. The backpack contained all her worldly possessions other than the clothes on her back and the sword in her hand. For the first time in her life, Kuina was well and truly alone.
Keeping her head down and doing her best not to be jostled by the crowd, she didn’t notice the execution tower at first. It wasn’t the tallest or most important building in the city, but once her eyes did catch notice of it she couldn’t look away. For something so monumental it was efficiently and practically made, metal scaffolding holding up the simple wooden platform where the Pirate King finally met his end.
This was where it all started. If not for Roger and his stupid treasure, maybe the Government would be less interested in the services of a local swordsman trying to mind his own damn business. Roger’s death led to the great pirate age, and the marines’ subsequent arms race.
Kuina wasn’t sure who she hated more, or if it even mattered.
Her wound pulsed with her anger, and Kuina forced herself to take a deep, cleansing breath. She’d seen how strong the Government was first hand. She had a long way to go before she could think of fighting back.
She tore her gaze away from that damned execution platform and wandered west. Her father occasionally did business with a weapons shop in the area, and that was her ultimate destination. He sent a letter calling in every favor he owed asking the shopkeep and his wife to watch over her until a more permanent solution could be found. The connection was obscure enough to hopefully throw the Government off the trail, and far enough away to prevent anyone from recognizing her.
It was a risk. Loguetown was home to a marine base, ineffective as that marine base was at keeping pirates out of the Grand Line. But it was the best her father could manage on short notice, and so Kuina went, hoping beyond hope that he knew what he was doing.
She found the shop easily enough. A crowd of five pirates were clustered around the entrance, and Kuina stayed well back of them. At first glance they didn’t seem to be causing any trouble, and she watched with a fighter’s eye as they showed off their new blades. At least one of them looked like he actually knew how to use a sword, while the rest had the lean, hungry look of predators looking for their next meal.
They laughed with one another, calling each other crude names and doing whatever it was pirates did when they were with their friends. Kuina allowed herself to relax marginally. All she had to do was walk past them and she’d be in the clear…
She made it about three steps before she was noticed. A scrawny pirate perked his head, sheathing his new dagger at his waist before leering down at her. “Are you lost, little girl?”
Kuina was beginning to resent being called little. Without bothering to answer, she moved to go around them. A second pirate grabbed her roughly by the arm and spun her around. He was slow. Sloppy. But so soon after being nearly cut in half, so was Kuina.
“My friend asked you a question,” the pirate said, leaning down close enough for Kuina to smell his rancid breath. “In my day children were taught to respect their elders.”
His eyes slid to Kuina’s sword, still hidden away in its sheath. He snorted derisively. “You carrying that around for your daddy? Or do you think you actually know how--”
Kuina acted without thinking. Drawing her sword halfway, she smashed its hilt into the pirate’s nose. Blood spurted as he howled in pain, but Kuina was already moving. Pivoting sharply, she slashed at the first pirate. He tried to dodge, but Kuina still managed to clip his bicep with the tip of her blade.
Kuina had never been in a real fight with real steel. The surge of adrenaline was greater than anything she’d ever felt before, outstripping even her midnight duel with Zoro. Each movement was frozen in sublime clarity, like she was looking at the world through clear, perfect glass. She shifted to avoid a wild slash, ducked beneath an errant punch.
But she was still outnumbered five to one, and still very much recovering from her wounds. A second pivot brought her directly in the path of a pirate’s foot, and she took the brunt of the attack where stitches still kept her intestines from spilling out of her belly. Kuina crumpled like a ragdoll, and another pirate -- she wasn’t sure which one -- kicked her sword out of her hand.
“Stupid bitch,” one huffed while clutching his bloodied nose. “Stupid, crazy bitch.”
He kicked Kuina in the side. She was able to roll just enough, absorbing the worst of the blow with the large muscles of her back instead of her vulnerable ribs. It still hurt like hell, and the two kicks that followed weren’t any better.
“God’s above, she’s just a kid,” another one of the pirates said, pulling him back before he could do any more. “Do you want to be known as the kind of guy who murders helpless girls in broad daylight?”
“Doesn’t look all that helpless to me,” the first said darkly.
“We’re out in the open,” a third murmured.
The first, who appeared to be their leader, growled in frustration. “Fine. Grab her stuff and get back to the ship. Captain doesn’t want any trouble if he can help it.”
Kuina moaned as her backpack was ripped from her shoulders. The pirate whose nose she bloodied scooped up her sword, whistling softly as he held it up to the light.
“Nice blade, kid. Deserves a better master than some brat who doesn’t know how to pick her battles.”
They laughed as they walked away and were quickly swallowed by the crowd. Kuina tried to call them back, but all that came out was a strangled wheeze. The people of Loguetown stepped around her like she was a piece of garbage, going out of their way not to look at her, let alone help her stand.
Kuina’s hands clenched into fists and she gathered every scrap of her flagging strength. She wouldn’t let them get away with this. Wouldn’t lose again to a few upstart pirates. Slowly, painfully, she forced herself to her knees.
They’d taken everything. Her sword, her money, her clothes...it was all gone. All that was left behind was the blue and red oni mask. It must have fallen out of her bag while they were stealing it from her.
Kuina cradled it close to her chest. She couldn’t keep losing if she wanted to be the strongest swordsman in the world. What would her father say if he saw her now? What would Zoro say?
He’d tell her to get her ass off the ground and stop feeling sorry for herself. Gritting her teeth, Kuina forced herself to her feet and limped into the weapon shop.
The owner hadn’t moved from behind the register, though it would have been impossible for him not to have heard the commotion right outside his door. At the sight of her he frowned, taking in her disheveled appearance, her labored breathing, before finally settling on the determined gleam in her eyes.
“I need...a sword,” Kuina panted.
“Excuse me?”
“I said, I need a sword,” Kuina forced herself to stand up straight, though it sent bolts of lightning from her chest through her back. “I’ll pay you back later, I promise.”
She grabbed a sword at random from the discount barrel and limped back to the door. When the shopkeeper finally realized what she was doing he hurdled over his register, but it was too late.
Kuina was gone.
***
It was nearing dark when she found the right ship. It had taken ages of asking and searching through local bounties to figure out who had stolen her sword. From then it had been a matter of taking what precautions she could: stealing linens to bind her seeping wounds as best she could, scouting where the pirate’s ship was docked, experimenting with her borrowed sword until it felt comfortable in her hand.
It seemed like she had chosen well in that regard. Kuina was startled by the edge it held, cutting through whatever it touched with ridiculous ease. It gave off a sinister energy that suited her purposes just fine. It was a sword that thirsted for blood, blood she was more than happy to deliver.
If all went well Kuina would only need it for a moment. If things didn’t go well, then...Kuina supposed it wouldn’t matter, because she’d be dead.
The sun cast a golden glow across the water, the sky a painting of pink, blue, and orange. Kuina’s shadow stretched out behind her like a giant, and she fixed the oni mask firmly on her face.
She didn’t bother trying to hide herself after that. Walking with more confidence than she felt, Kuina stepped out in front of the docked ship. The pirates on deck stopped to stare at her. She supposed she made a strange figure with her mask, naked blade in her hand.
“Tobias Thornhill, I challenge you to a duel!” Kuina called out. “You’ve brought shame on swordsmen everywhere, and if you have an honorable bone left in your body you’ll come down here and fight me.”
Sweat trickled down her neck and she heard the men on the ship laugh. One raised his gun to shoot her where she stood, and Kuina yelled, “Thornhill, get your ass down here right now! Or are you too much of a coward to finish the fight you started?”
The laughter died, and a hush fell over the dock. For a moment the only sound was the ocean waves splashing against the wooden hull of their ship. Even the gulls had gone quiet, as if the world itself was holding its breath waiting for an answer.
Kuina saw a few of the men scurry below deck, emerging a moment later with Thornhill. Rage bubbled within her when she saw her sword hanging at his hip, and it took a small measure of will not to storm the ship right then and there.
Thornhill leaned over the railing, squinting down at her. “I don’t know you, boy. You’ve got the wrong man.”
Kuina’s gaze flickered down at her torso. She’d bound her chest in the hopes of keeping herself from bleeding to death, but it seemed like it had the double effect of hiding her gender as well.
Contrarily, Kuina was annoyed that he didn’t recognize her, but she quickly realized this was another advantage. Before leaving home her father had done his best to hammer in her head the terrible power of the World Government. There weren’t many girls her age who were competent swordsmen; it was better to take whatever steps she could to protect her identity against the faint possibility of the Government finding her all the way in Loguetown.
“You know what you’ve done,” Kuina said. She raised her sword in clear challenge. “Now come down and fight me, swordsman to swordsman. Or are you too much of a coward?”
Kuina smirked with satisfaction as Thornhill’s mouth twisted in fury. If there was anything she had learned from her father’s dojo, it was that calling a man a coward was one of the worst insults he could receive and the easiest way to stir up a fight. But before Thronhill could respond, he was stopped by another pirate.
The newcomer was the biggest and ugliest of them all, so of course he was their captain. Kuina recognized his picture from the bounties and knew he was worth twelve million berries. She wasn’t sure she could fight someone that strong in her current state, but there was no backing down now.
“What’s the meaning of this, Tobe?” the captain said.
“Dunno, Captain, I swear. This bastard says I’ve done ‘em wrong, but I have no idea who he is. Never seen him before in my life.”
The captain scowled, squinting down at Kuina. “Who’re you calling a coward? Why don't you show your face, and we’ll see who’s done who wrong.”
Kuina’s gaze never left Thornhill. “Are you scared of a little duel? The Grand Line is no place for scaredy cats or weaklings. I can’t say I’m surprised, but I thought a wanted man would have a little more pride than that.”
She turned away and pretended to leave. She heard the captain say, his voice loud and clear, “Tobe? I want you to kill ‘em. Make sure it hurts.”
“Yes, sir.”
Kuina smiled behind her mask. It was time to get her sword back.
***
It was well after dark before Kuina limped back to the weapons shop. Blood leaked down her leg from a cut in her thigh, soaking her boot and leaving a bloody print with every step she took. The front of her shirt was stained red from where several of her stitches had popped. She felt like she was floating through a haze, half-delirious with only a single goal driving her forward.
Of course the store was closed. Kuina pressed her forehead against the doorframe, fighting back tears. Since her duel with Zoro nothing had gone the way it was supposed to, as if the universe itself was rebelling against her preposterous dream.
The universe could go to hell for all she cared. With the last of her strength, Kuina banged on the door, making as much noise as she was able. It was a two-story shop, but from what little Kuina had seen, only the ground floor sold merchandise. Either the shopkeep slept on the second floor, or he rented the place to someone who did. Either way, she was getting inside tonight.
It was impossible to say how long Kuina stood there pounding on that door before she heard someone on the other side. She kept pounding until it opened, her momentum making her fall into the arms of the man inside.
“Mr. Ipponmatsu?” Kuina said, suddenly weary. “Hi. I’ve come to give back your sword.”
“Oh my god, you’re covered in blood,” Ipponmatsu said. There was a beat of silence as he took in her appearance. “Oh my god, my sword’s covered in blood! What happened? Who are you?!”
Belatedly, Kuina remembered she was still wearing her mask. She slipped it off and let it clatter to the floor. “Sorry to meet this way. Did you get my dad’s letter?”
It was only after she said it that Kuina remembered she wasn’t supposed to be her father’s daughter anymore. Too late. As the floor tilted and pitched under her feet, Kuina could only hope that the little shop owner knew how to keep a secret, because she didn’t think she could fight her way out of any more trouble tonight.
“Sorry, Dad,” Kuina mumbled as the darkness swallowed her completely.
***
“You should be dead. You know that, right?”
From her cot, Kuina groaned. Taking that as an affirmation, Ipponmatsu’s wife continued changing the dressing on her leg.
“Of all the foolish, ill-considered, selfish stunts I’ve seen, yours takes the cake. You’re lucky we don’t throw you out on your head.”
For all her scolding, her hands were gentle as she worked. Kuina hissed as iodine was painted over the wound to keep it from festering. Ipponume clucked her disapproval.
“If you’re old enough to go out swinging swords, you’re old enough to deal with the consequences. I suppose that’s how you hurt your chest?”
“No,” Kuina said through gritted teeth.
“Well, I suppose it’s none of my business.” She taped down the last of the bandage and rose to her feet. “You stay right where you are. My husband wants a word.”
Kuina watched her leave, a pit of dread forming in her stomach. She strained her ears as husband and wife exchanged heated whispers, but she wasn’t able to hear anything distinct before Ipponmatsu entered the small room and closed the door behind him.
They kept her in what amounted to be a storage closet, which probably should have offended Kuina but didn’t. She felt perfectly at home surrounded by polish, scabbards, whetstones, and whatever random crap Ipponmatsu sold in addition to weapons.
Ipponmatsu stepped around a stack of supplies and sat cross legged at the foot of Kuina’s cot. “Explain.”
“My father said--”
“I know what your father said, and it’s a load of crock,” Ipponmatsu interrupted sharply. “What’s he doing sending me his daughter? What are you doing hunting pirates? Do you realize you could have been killed?”
Kuina opened her mouth to argue, then saw the worry in his eyes. Her defensiveness left her in a rush, and she clutched the blanket around her waist. “I know.”
“You could have led those pirates back to me,” Ipponmatsu said. “Half my clientele has a bounty these days. You don’t mess with pirates in this town, girl. That’s suicide.”
“I’m not a girl!” Kuina shouted. She struggled to sit up properly. “Look, if it’s a problem I’ll take my sword and leave. I didn’t mean to get you into trouble, but I couldn’t let them win. I don’t need your help. I don’t need anyone’s help.”
“Calm down, gir--er, what did you say your name was?”
“Kuina.”
“Okay then, Kuina, calm down. I’m not letting you go out there in the shape you’re in. Even if my wife would let me, my pride wouldn’t.” Ipponmatsu puffed his chest with self-importance. “But if you’re going to stay then I’ve got to know what in the hell is going on. Why did Koshiro send you here? I know it’s not just because you’re an annoying brat, though he’d have all my sympathies if it was.”
Kuina looked down at the floor, hot shame flooding her cheeks. “I can’t say.”
“Sure you can. You just open your mouth and tell me.”
“No, that’s not it,” Kuina said. “I don’t want to cause any trouble for you.”
Ipponmatsu’s eyes narrowed. “You’ve caused me plenty of trouble already.”
“Worse trouble, then. I’m truly grateful for all you’ve done, but I’m sorry. I can’t...I can’t say any more than that.”
A brittle silence fell over the room, tense and brooding. Ipponmatsu’s eyes bored a hole through Kuina, as if he could find the answers he wanted by staring at her. She could only meet his gaze for a moment before looking away. She found where her sword was propped against the wall next to the deep red scabbard of the katana she’d borrowed, both freshly cleaned and gleaming.
“You’re serious,” Ipponmatsu said. “You think whatever it is your father’s done will put me at risk.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Don’t call me that,” Ipponmatsu said. “It makes me feel old.”
He rose to his feet and walked to where the two swords lay. He picked up the borrowed katana, the cross-shaped guard gleaming in the light. Drawing the blade part way, Kuina could see the reflection of his eyes amidst the distinctive flames of the hamon.
“You should have been killed,” he repeated quietly. With a sharp clack he sheathed the sword once more.
“I’d say I’m sorry, but I’m not,” Kuina said. “The bastard stole my sword.”
“That I understand. Your father sent you out with some quality steel. It doesn’t have any name that I’m aware of, but the blade appears new. Perhaps it hasn’t earned one yet.”
He sighed and set the blade back in its place. “I’ll be honest, I don’t know what to do with you, but you can stay here until you heal. I don’t want any dead children on my conscience.”
He tossed a stack of bills at Kuina’s feet. “That’s for taking care of Thornhill. The Government takes a cut when they’re not brought in alive for execution -- highway robbery if you ask me -- but there’s the rest. It’ll be enough to get you started if you need to.”
Kuina picked up the money with shaking hands. “Thank you, sir--I mean, Mr. Ipponmatsu.”
He made a gesture like he was flicking away an annoying fly. “I need to get back to the shop. Try not to bleed to death while I’m gone.”
***
Kuina planned to stay only as long as it took for her to stand up without feeling like she was going to pass out. What started as a week’s recovery turned to two, then three, and before she knew what was happening months and years had passed, and she still hadn’t left.
Ipponmatsu put her to work, and Kuina was grateful for the distraction. The wound across her chest healed to an angry red scar that crossed diagonally from collarbone to hip. If she moved wrong she could feel it pull taunt, and when the weather changed it ached terribly.
She learned her lesson, and for the most part left Ipponmatsu’s clientele alone. It was funny, she always felt more nervous talking with marines. While the immediate fear of being found out faded over time, like her scar it never went away entirely. Pirates were easier to manage by far.
Besides, Kuina still had her mask. When trouble came for Ipponmatsu that the marines couldn’t handle, she knew what to do. Kuina didn’t resort to such drastic measures often; Ipponmatsu did have a reputation to uphold and she an identity to protect, but it was good practice.
Kuina waited for a swordsman as skilled as the man who attacked her all those years ago, but none ever came. She wasn’t sure one existed in the East Blue. As time passed, she felt herself growing restless, her dreams calling her to the Grand Line.
Still, she waited. There was someone else she knew who would be heading to Paradise, and it wouldn’t do to get a head start.
***
The day started simply enough. Kuina had the morning off work and spent her time wandering the city while her scars itched ahead of a building storm. Later on she might stop by the local dojo and knock a few overly smug upstarts down a peg or two, but going up against the local talent had long-since lost its charm. What she wanted more than anything was a real, honest-to-gods challenge, and she wasn’t likely to find that here.
Not that anyone ever knew they were fighting her. Kuina kept her identity as a swordsman secret from everyone except Ipponmatsu. She hunted bounties with a bound chest and her oni mask obscuring her face. There were all sorts of rumors that circulated about the demon that hunted the streets of Loguetown that she did nothing to discourage. It was better if no one knew who she was.
That was especially true now that Loguetown was under the protection of newly-installed Captain Smoker and his subordinates. There’d been a great deal of confusion the first time Master Chief Petty Officer Tashigi stepped into Ipponmatsu’s shop several months previous, both Kuina and Tashigi baffled by having a doppelganger with such similar interests to their own. It would be troublesome if the marines found out she did more than just sell swords.
And really, these days there were few bounties to hunt as Tashigi and her captain were the first marines in living memory to do their damn jobs. As much as Ipponmatsu raved about lost business, the city was safer under the White Hunter’s watch. It was rare for pirates to walk out in the open, and the few who did were always put down quickly.
Which, in a way, made the excitement around the execution stand all the more interesting.
Kuina was drawn by the growing crowd. Rain began to fall in fat, stinging drops as a boy in a scraggly straw hat desecrated Loguetown’s greatest monument, an act Kuina heartily approved of. She laughed while policemen shouted at him to get off the platform, only to be completely ignored by the boy as he surveyed the city.
Perching herself at the edge of the fountain Kuina watched the exchange play out, yelling encouragement the straw-hatted boy probably couldn’t hear while garnering scathing looks from passersby. She ignored them. Straw Hat was the most interesting thing to happen all week, she might as well enjoy the spectacle while it lasted.
Suddenly there was a scream. Gunshots fired, followed by the clash of steel against steel. The crowd panicked, people running in droves away from the execution platform. Kuina was too far away to see what was going on and climbed onto the rain-slicked fountain for a better view.
Pirates. A whole gang of them, many most wearing cheap grease paint and jester’s hats. They were headed by a woman in a billowing cloak and a pirate with a great red nose. The woman was new to Kuina, but she recognized the face of Buggy the Clown from the bounties posted near the marine base.
Before she could move, another one of the Buggy Pirates attacked from above, trapping the boy in stocks while the clown himself raved about a public execution. Kuina didn’t have a sword on her. She never did unless she was wearing her mask. Cursing her own bad luck and unpreparedness she ran against the fleeing crowd, ducking under the first pirate she saw and clocking him square in the nose, stealing his blade before he ever hit the ground.
“Sorry not sorry,” Kuina shouted as she cut her way through swarths of pirates. The cutlass felt awkward in her hands, the balance all wrong compared to her katana. But apparently Buggy didn’t choose his crew based on competence, and she was able to cut through opponents like hot butter.
There were too many. She heard someone behind her shout for Luffy, looked up in time to see the straw-hatted boy yell,
“I’M GONNA BE KING OF THE PIRATES!”
Kuina stopped dead in her tracks. Pirate? Him? He didn’t look old enough to shave.
The boy, Luffy, seemed to see someone out in the crowd. “Sanji, Zoro, save me!”
All at once Kuina’s heart stopped beating. On base instinct she dodged the slash of a pirate, not paying enough attention to counterattack. She was searching through the people, trying to look past the dizzying array of color for that familiar shade of green.
She heard the voice behind her shout once more. Kuina tracked the sound, ignoring the sting as a blade grazed her arm. He was close, so close after all these years.
The boy in the straw hat laughed, clear and pure. “Sorry guys, I’m dead.”
Kuina shot a questioning glance, and gasped as she saw Buggy’s sword descend toward his neck. At that moment there was a clap of thunder louder than any she had heard in her life, electric white light flashing down on the execution platform.
The thunder boomed, rolling down the streets of Loguetown long after the flash of lightning struck. The heavens opened in a deluge that instantly put out the fire of the bolt, but there wasn’t a force in the world that could have kept that execution platform from falling. Metal groaned as rivets were forced loose, the wood that wasn’t blasted into oblivion cracking and splintering, the entire structure leaning sideways as if pushed by a divine hand. For the briefest moment Kuina thought it might steady itself, but it swayed an inch too far, reaching its tipping point before collapsing into a mess of rubble and smoke.
Kuina was stunned. The pirates were stunned. Everyone in the world save for Straw Hat Luffy was stunned. The boy...no, the pirate...was somehow able to jump to his feet unscathed, dust off his pants, and laugh, pausing just long enough to return his hat to its rightful place on his head.
He was crazy. He had to be. But he was also somehow connected to Roronoa Zoro, a fact that was painfully obvious when Luffy grabbed him and a blond man by the shoulder and ran into the rainy streets, still laughing like a madman.
It was the first time Kuina had seen Zoro in years, but it was impossible to mistake him for anyone else, for all that he’d grown up to be square-jawed and muscular in a way that would have been attractive if she didn’t remember him best as a scrawny green shrimp. She recognized his surly expression, as well as the white sword he wore at his hip.
Wado Ichimonji.
They were gone before Kuina could regather her senses, disappearing in the throngs of people still trying to escape the chaos, but she’d seen the direction they went. There weren’t many safe places for a pirate to dock, and Kuina thought she knew where they were headed.
The familiar hum of adrenaline filled her veins, and she ran through the pouring rain to Ipponmatsu’s shop. It was only a few minutes from the square at a dead sprint, and she forced everything from her mind except catching up to Zoro in time. The questions -- why was he traveling with pirates? Who was that straw-hatted kid? -- could wait.
Kuina burst through the door of Ipponmatsu’s shop with her lungs burning and heart pounding. She ran to the converted storeroom where she still slept, grabbing her sword and -- after a moment’s hesitation -- her blue oni mask.
“Kuina?” Ipponmatsu called. “Kuina, what’s going on?”
“I’ll tell you later!” Kuina shouted, before sprinting back out into the rain.
Straw Hat Luffy had run west, so that’s the direction Kuina went, cutting through backstreets and alleyways until she made it back on the main street where they had initially fled. Straw Hat and Zoro didn’t know the city like a local would and weren’t likely to stray from the bigger streets for fear of getting lost. That was the hope, anyway. Kuina had lost valuable minutes retrieving her sword and didn’t have time to second-guess her instincts.
Her guesswork paid off moments later as a group of marines clustered around a pair of dueling figures emerged from the storm. Master Chief Petty Officer Tashigi had been disarmed and pinned to a wall by Zoro, who was wielding only one of his three (three?) swords. Straw Hat and the blond man were nowhere to be seen, nor was Captain Smoker or the pirates who attacked the square.
“I can’t stand you!” Zoro shouted. “You have the same face as a friend who died years ago! You even say the same things as her, and I can’t stand it!”
Neither of them noticed when Kuina came up behind them, taking out the marine grunts with the back of her blade. “I’m not dead you moron!”
Zoro whirled. “I don’t know who the hell you are, but stay out of my business!”
“For god’s sake, Zoro, I always knew you were an idiot. I told you, I’m not dead!” Kuina tore the mask off her face, grinning wildly as all the color left his cheeks. “What, did you not believe Dad when he said I was alive? Did you think he just saw my ghost or something?”
Zoro looked from Kuina to Tashigi and back again. For a fraction of a second his blade wavered, and that was all Tashigi needed to break his hold. She dove for her sword, but Kuina was faster. A moment later Kuina had her pinned to the ground with her katana at her throat, blade so close Tashigi nearly cut herself breathing.
“I’ve got no quarrel with you, Petty Officer,” Kuina said, her voice deathly calm, “but if you raise your blade at my friend again you won’t live long enough to regret it.”
“You’re a swordsman?” Tashigi said. “You’re the Demon of Loguetown?”
“Wait, no, you don’t get to ask questions,” Zoro snapped. “Why are you not dead? Why didn’t you tell me you weren’t dead?!”
Kuina blinked rain out of her eyes. “Dad didn’t tell you?”
“No, your dad didn’t tell me!” Zoro exclaimed, throwing his arms to the heavens in exasperation.
“When I saw you with that kid I figured that’s why you were here,” Kuina said. “To see me.”
It felt so stupid to say it out loud like that, but why else would he be here? With pirates, no less? Kuina studied Zoro’s face, so familiar and yet not after all these years, not sure what else she was supposed to say. For whatever reason, her father hadn’t passed on her last request.
He had spent the last nine years thinking she was dead.
“Roronoa has been sailing as a bounty hunter for more than a year,” Tashigi said. “Everyone who reads a newspaper knows that.”
“And what makes you think I read the fucking paper?” Kuina snapped. “All that’s in there are lies and garbage promoting the World Government.” She pushed herself off of Tashigi and stood up straight, careful to kick Tashigi’s sword far out of reach.
“I’m sorry,” she said to Zoro, more softly. “I thought you knew.”
“Well I didn’t,” Zoro said. He his arms dangled from his sides numbly, his blade barely hanging from limp fingers. “But I’m glad you’re not dead.”
“Me too.”
Without thinking, Kuina wrapped him in a tight embrace. She felt Zoro stiffen under the contact, then slowly relax before patting her awkwardly on the back.
“I, uh, really need to go. My captain needs me,” Zoro said.
“So it’s true. You’re a pirate?” Kuina said, looking up at him properly.
He shrugged. “Yeah. It’s kind of a long story. I’ll tell you about it next time.” He swallowed hard. “I mean, you are still aiming for the top? Right?”
“Of course, you big green goober.”
She felt him smile. “Then we’ll see each other again. You owe me a rematch.”
“Anytime,” Kuina said. She released him, glad that it was raining so he couldn’t see her cry. As he turned to run off toward that strange, straw-hatted kid, she said, “Um, Zoro, why are there bite marks on the hilt of my sword?”
Zoro reddened from his scalp down to his neck, his blush clashing horribly with his hair. “Gotta go, bye! See ya around! Come find us on the Grand Line!”
Kuina watched him run until he was swallowed by the dark grey of the storm. Despite the wet and the cold, she smiled. Zoro was okay. He might not have known she was alive, but he was okay, and he was still aiming for the top.
When Kuina turned around Tashigi was struggling to sit up, holding a baby den-den mushi to her ear. Through the static and wind she heard Captain Smoker barking orders. Kuina only sighed and found her mask, fitting it back over her face before turning back towards Ipponmatsu’s shop. She supposed helping Zoro escape made her a criminal. She’d have to hurry before they raided the store to arrest her.
“Where are you going?” Tashigi demanded.
To get money and some clothes. Maybe pack a bit of food if she thought she had the time. But the Petty Officer didn’t need to know any of that, so Kuina shrugged. “To the top.”
Kuina felt the tiniest bit guilty leaving her like that. She gathered Tashigi’s katana, freshly sharpened just that morning, and handed it to her. “A word of advice, Petty Officer, since you seem like a nice enough person. The World Government isn’t what you think it is, and if there’s any justice at all in the world, the whole thing would burn to the ground.”
A strong westren wind gusted through the streets, swallowing any answer Tashigi might have given, and Kuina didn’t care enough to ask her to repeat herself. Hand firmly around her sword, Kuina began walking home for the final time.
And as she walked, something dormant within her began to stir. Her dream, after being stifled and pushed back for so long, roared to life. Storm or no storm, marines or no marines, Kuina couldn’t imagine herself staying in Loguetown another day longer. Not when she knew who was waiting for her on the Grand Line.
Kuina had weathered her father’s disparaging opinions of her ambition, tempering the pain that should have stopped her until it was her greatest weapon. She had survived the crime of being at the wrong place at the wrong time and rebuilt her life from the smoldering ashes left behind by a cruel and unjust regime. It didn’t matter if she was a girl, or that the World Government wanted her dead. She didn’t care what anyone else thought she should be, because she had chosen her own path.
Kuina was going to be the strongest swordsman in the world.
And in the end, that was all that mattered.
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