#also what the fuck that's SUPER SCARY

[andthebeanstalk]

It's difficult to describe growing up my entire life thinking my copy of All Dogs Go to Heaven 2 was in fact simply All Dogs Go To Heaven.

The last thing I remember from this property was watching An All Dogs Christmas Carol.

I have located the first movie, which I have never seen.

THE TONE SHIFT. IS. RATHER JARRING, FOLKS.

Imagine if you always thought that The Secret of Nimh 2 was the actual movie The Secret of Nimh... and then one day you saw the original.

#original #all dogs go to heaven #don bluth #dom deluise #what the FUCK is going on?? did this dog jusf a #*did this dog just ADOPT A HUMAN CHILD #I'll be honest I'm skimming because I'm afraid of getting too sad right before bed. #it is by its nature about dogs dying so #but also it about HELL maybe #so #I mean so is the 2nd one but there were some weird 90s animated animal sequel Vibes that are a different flavor to this #this is like some secret of nimh shit. don bluth you old rascal you! #as I remember at the original secret of nimh is a super dark intense SCARY animated kids movie that I grew up on and have fond feelings on #and the sequel to this chilling tale of animal experimentation and mutation and torture and magic... #a big ol' MUSICAL with funny animal friends! - mind you it has been a minute... #the secret of nimh #secret of nimh #I remember the animation being fucking beautiful. I'll have to check it out again. #okay great [sarcasm] it's time for some racist animation bc ofc it is. skipping ahead to cat satan.... #oh jesus even on fast forward this is very bad #this dog is her dad i giess #*i guess #that's fine. i mean he's a bad father but #is Charlie a fucking mob boss what is happening i skipped too far ahead i will watch it thru later the edibles haaave hit #omg charlie is a terrible father #unrelated but the way they animate this anthro dog in this movie would have turned me into a furry for sure if i had seen it as a kid #which if anything is a missed opportunity. I'd probably be a better artist if i was! someday they'll accept my application...😤 #these dogs are gay

[anotherpapercut]

if you think there should be an upper age limit for holding office your politics are based on finding the right people to discriminate against and you're annoying. there are other far better ways to determine if a person is competent enough to hold office

#lowkey weird as fuck how y'all are super cool discriminating against disabled people as long as theyre old #the mitch mcconnell thing is making people stupid. first of all that man was absolutely having a seizure or TIA or something #i mean fuck him and if he dies thats a ok with me but first of all thats kind of scary no matter who it is #and 2nd of all its absolutely not exclusive to old people #old people are also like human people with needs and interests to protect. less diversity is literally never the solution #what we need is more people of ALL ages not just no old people whatsoever lmao what the fuck is wrong with you people #youve seriously never met a mentally competent person over age 75?? i knew a guy who died at 94 #and couldve handle the presidency up until like age 92. dude was sharper than most 25 year olds #conversely i know 27 year olds who are less mentally and physically competent than mitch mcconnell :/ #to be clear tho i also think 18-35 year olds should be able to be president because fuck it am i right

[artist-rat]

have realised i've felt like my art should only stick to certain niches... you know? but how i'd love to not stress it so much 👉👈 thinking i'd love to do even more backgrounds! also want to start drawing prehistoric beasts and more animals in general! also perhaps more furry art?? want to share more abt d&d campaigns, more random meme redraw bullshit etc etc. mayhaps, if i get to it all😳 MAYBE

also just rly on the verge of starting to talk more... i genuinely love minding my own business but the allure of sharing random things is starting to get too much!! (might start on twitter tho bc it's already on fire anyway... maybe i could yell about creatures and stuff there while keeping my tumblr a bit cleaner since this is my main platform... idk!!)

#rat.pov #extremely torn bc i'm genuinely super private but on the other hand really crave silly lil interactions with ppl... #and i rly mean just random rambles and commenting nice things on ppls art etc. which is like what.... most ppl just do i guess #idk why it's so scary to me lol #also i dont mean this all as in i want to stop drawing fandom stuff i just mean adding more stuff that i like :) and not being so #stuck on thinking what i can and what i can't post. just being sillier. where's my fucking whimsy

[moe-broey]

It's not a direct one-to-one since Moe is firmly on the side of The Power of Friendship, but I do think it has the exact energy as The Devil from The Bible (Shadow fandub) when pressed a little too much and a mask slips

#fire emblem #feh #moe voice every day i wake up i have fun and be myself and attempt to select the correct dialogue options and be personable #while also maintaining that i'm fucked up and evil and super scary actually. i'm both god's favorite AND condemned and abhorred #and if i show any signs of weakness the self fulfilling prophecy will fulfill itself. everyone WILL hate me but like isn't that??? good???? #seclusion is safety after all. and i'm undoing all the damage done and becoming unacceptable. #AND YET. i wake up every day and i have fun and be myself and i stay silly and i hang out and have a good time. #through gritted teeth i am. SO LAID BACK. and SO SILLY. #and what are YOU doing. giving into despair????? couldn't be me. i am sooooooo much better than that. #idk if i'm gonna help you or make you worse but for one thing i WILL outdo you. i am soooo put together. #anyways. sorry about your boyfriend. that really sucks. when things happen involving loved ones that's out of your control. #fe alfonse #moe tag #summoner oc #my art

[oatbugs]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡ #crushposting

[bangcakes]

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#personal #ladies... its lovesickness on the menu again tn NDNNDNDNDMDMDNDMDMDMDM #god help me #i made it like 29 years without this. why now NFNDNDNNDNDNDNDMD #like ok im happy to be experiencing this in the sense that like... now ik what it feels like to really like someone #but man oh man is it... A Lot #and like maybe its this intense at any age. but idk..... it feels like So Much..... #and im freaking out bc i talk to my mom about it ok. and shes like oh ya that reminds me of how i felt with ur dad in the beginning n im #just... like ... o #bc my parents were like friends first and are like in Love love and have a v happy marriage so im just #the... Potential of having that n like oh god idk. i just dont know its all too much...... #and im also like what if its all in my head. but then again like why is he waiting around for me n messaging me out of the blue. #i also caught him staring at me n looking away after i caught him. i just..... idk like i wanna Believe so bad but im so scared too........ #im all over the place JDJDDMDMDMDMDMDMDNJDND #but i also am just..... i'll be patient .... bc rushing is no good #like idk. i feel like things have been Moving. and its not super fast but its a pace i can handle #bc ok say i Do ask him out or he asks me.... then oh fuck. then all the Scary things happen. like ok not scary #i dint think itd be scary with him #but idk.... physical... things. would start happening n like. id l9ve to hold his hand n like k___ him ok OK. but at the same time i just.. #idk !!!!!!! im v shy !!!!!@@@@@ and ya. ....... idk 😭😭😭 #like i like him so much that i think id want him to .... i just .. ya idk. #getting kind of ahead of myself here but what else is new

[musubiki]

how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?

ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')

but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!

storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO

and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him

#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else #im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae #(and sampo) #everyone else i can go without #so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet #overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part #i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka??? #cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable #not here hueheuhe #also i love that they actually kill off playable characters #(spoilers from here on out) #i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO #i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY #i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!) #that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad #i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them #and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long #now if march died that would be a whole different story #but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her #im loving the penacony quest so far though #any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me #especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit #the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy #i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units #like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng #so characters arnt stagnent forever #everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march #cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear #i just did her luofu memory quest #and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............

[c-kiddo]

oh, one-shot plot (though i don’t think it’d even fit into one episode lol) that’d guarantee me watching: savalirwood/molaesmyr exploration.. . i would be insufferable. like,, travelling into a wilderness, largely untouched by civilisation for over a century, thats been permanently changed by an explosion and a poisoning born from an artefact from a pre-apocalypse city.. its invisible and yet its changed everything. are you kidding me. i’d be like “this is just like in Annihilation when-” constantly. there’d be a fucked up beast and i’d be like wow this is just like the moaning creature . it’d be so annoying of me and i’d have such a great time. ALSO ludinus was involved. i just rly want them to go , the forest still needs cleaning up. .. it’s wildemount’s version of the chernobyl disaster they should do something about the top-soil* : ( 

(*just kidding i think that whatever it was leached into the groundwater and thats how all the trees, the animals and plants are changed and effected by it.. even the air is dark and heavy. light spells don’t work as well, they’re dimmer.. all of the ecosystem, magical and non-magical is changed there)

#kiddo say #fully acknowledge that it might be cooler in my brain #HOWEVER i think itd be so super cool none the less #and i want to see more of what th fuck happened. . .. ouu abandoned cities oo oo o #so cool . so scary i lov it #also cad deserves to have his home permanently safe instead of those crystals just being extra wards. ..

[sergle]

Hugo just scared THEE PISS out of me on our walk

#I was walking him around the block and at the exact same area on all 3 loops we took around the block he started acting REALLY NERVOUS #and flighty #leaning down slightly and glancing towards a certain direction super frequently one time even speeding up and pulling me #I'm all like it's fine Hugo gets scared of everything but I kept looking in all the directions he was looking and I didn't see NOTHING #Not a plastic bag on the ground that could be scaring him not a possum not another dog not a person. #He did this every time in the same spot on that block and on our last loop while I was guiding him past the Scary Zone #he suddenly STANCED his legs and did a snort/growl out of absolutely fucking nowhere causing me to die of fear #He responded like he'd just been jumpscared by something but again I DON'T SEE ANYTHING #but I still walked home really fast after that lmao #and by walked I mean ran. it's fine #Hugo never ever ever growls and his whole body responded like he'd seen smth #Also of course this all happened at night. It was dark the whole time. he truly scared the fuck outta me for NOTHIN #I'm sure it was nothing but also OH MY GOD he activated my adrenaline #idk what that was about #sergle.txt

[trans-estinien]

its so wild seeing how non mmo players exist and well. i dont like it!

#i saw an iceberg bass by and i. dont want to be anywhere near that iceberg #if youve never played over 100 hours of any mmo. i dont trust you or your opinions about video games tbh. #like sorry talking to people on a video game is scary. skill issue. #also. also. also. controversial opinion but subscription based games arent actually bad. shocking i know #its a super big pet peeve when people hate on mmos for being. mmos. like. what did you expect lol??? #or they hate on mmos for. gasp. needing consistent funding to keep running #if i said my opinions about single player games yall would attack me with hammers #single player games are boring as FUCK #ive only ever beaten two singleplayer games and it was hollow knight and nier replicant #i cant bring myself to play any other ones cause theyre just not interesting #like in theory i like bg3 but in practice i cant. be fucking bothered #that game is just. Too Much #which is rich coming from a FFXIV player who LOVES Bozja but like #i love being around people at all times and i hate doing things alone on the account of the autism #and unless i drag people into playing bg3 with me when i want to play it its just not worth it #i have to figure out the systems by myself and i have no motivation to keep playing (yeah i could just google it but. thats not my point) #like honestly. singleplayer games make me feel like im wasting my time. #why would i play bg3 by myself when i could be afk in limsa watching people argue in shout chat. which is much more fun

[wyrm-with-a-why]

Driving home at night so scary :(

#not transformers #it’s mostly because I’m super tired that it’s scary #night driving itself isn’t scary #but when you’re sleepy it is #luckily it’s so freaking cold and cold #my teeth chattering the whole way down #also I said to me parents ‘don’t lock the door because I need to get in’ #guess what they did #that’s right #locked the fucking door #then he got mad when I rang the doorbell a bunch #like why didn’t you just listen ;3 #anyways I’m so eepy waaaa #stardew valley was so fun tho #ugh and I went to TOWN today #so scary :( #I went to a restaurant and the waitress wasn’t nice #I don’t like going out #I don’t even have money for it ugh #bad restaurant experience #honestly today was kinda mid #ugh

[bojackhorsemanobviously]

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#there's all this talk in the show about the power he had over people but none about the women who had power over him #note im not saying that it excuses his shit either im just saying the eshow never really holds the women accountable #as a woman that annoys me #esp as one with a mom who has often made me feel worthless #i also found the writers to get way too insecure in s5 about how people viewed their main character that they felt the need to double down #give mc a sympathic backstory and will feel bad for him what were they expecting? #heck i felt kinda bad for beatrice and i dont hate her but her dad sucked you cant help but pity her esp as an old lady #angela diaz #scary women #she was so damn convincing #for a show about accountabiity its justall on one mans shoulder and it just doesnt feel like it was that fair shrugs #dont believe me? #ana his publist sexually assaults BJ #this is ignored and brushed off as if it never happened #beatrice his biggest abuser next to his father is given the sad old lady treatment that he acutally ends up being kind too #diane fucks pb who is with pickles and is mostly absolved of any wrong doing on her end #pc agrees to work with vance gets bj to a doc that gives him the opiums and does nothing to stop him from hurting gina #angela is gay the whole time and still fires herb then berates and offers a man who is mentally unstable more alchhol #it also felt tacked on in ep 10 of s5 to me like it came of super insecure #oh he def did shitty sshit that is unforgiveable but it felt like they were just throwing a bunc of random x//a/s to double down

[fyodorkitkat]

I wish I could block out all the submarine accident stuff goddamn

#absolute horror show like to me it isnt funny at fucking all even thinking about it is nightmare scenario i dont want to think about it #but it keeps happening i might have to like. bail on tumblr for a bit or something idk #also as much as im like yeah eat the rich fuck ppls hubris when they flaunt regulations i cant take glee in someone dying from what is #a horrific and scary death in a metal tube like fuck #anyways so i am super claustrophobic ��� and i hope if they died it was very very quick and they didnt know it was happening 🙏 #this is my sign to go be productive and have a social media diet though for a bit i think

[femmeidiot]

I also really want to try to have an edible again sometime soon I was thinking about tomorrow but I'm worried because I've been having issues with like sometimes I basically have like hallucinations? Or I remember things that are triggering? Or some combination of both things? Also was dealing with a lot of intrusive thoughts. But then sometimes I'm also fine but it's like idk what to expect so it's kind of scary? I spend a lot of time being scared lately and it was getting better but I'm worried it'll get bad again.

#I think some of it was when I started taking my lexapro again #I was sober other than taking my prescription meds but I was having like insane scary thoughts #my mind was a terrible place to be and I couldn't escape it and I don't know if I could handle feeling that way ever again #I'm also SO BAD at paying attention to how I'm feeling and stuff and I'm bad at telling is something is a side effect or just like my brain #naturally doing something fucked up #same with my body it's like idk what normal is and I can't put two and two together to realize it shaky cause I haven't eaten #so how the fuck am I supposed to be like my brain is doing insane things because I'm on medication #anyway super sorry I'm like diary posting extra vulnerable stuff I should look for a therapist

[grimmjowjaegerjaquez]

if i was someone with any kind of consistency i couldve been known for ach'm. my stupid sexy frog man. (who is also a cyborg)

#he literally had like no backstory when i made him #but i was also 12/13 when i made him #imagine the world where i didnt have adhd and couldve drawn him like. every year. consistently. #imagine the world where i didnt have adhd and i was actually able to properly develop him as a character #you know what fuck it maybe i should just make the story about him and his brother. what the fuck. #he could still join a scary fight club circus. i feel like thats still crucial. he could think he dies in it and wake up like WAH #(the secret lore of both ach'm AND me is that i originally made ach'm to participate in an OCT on dA) #(it was called tapestry of horror) #(and the funniest fucking thing ever happened: #another contestant took a shine to ach'm and thought his crush on her character was funny #and used him as a side character in her entries. #13 year old me was super fucking stoked about this #BUT WHAT ENDED UP HAPPENING WAS: even though she credited him to me in every single entry #people still didnt know that he was NOT her character?? #funniest shit ever. i dont blame her for that at all and we were friends for a time after the oct was over #tbf she gave him way more personality and nuance than i ever did (i mean i was 13 i didnt know how to do anything yet) #OCTs kinda. bring back some unpleasantness but the idea of them is still really fun to me. wistful days...

[kelprot-old]

i feel like i look at shit like the backrooms and what the internet has done 2 it and i go ok. how many times are we gonna deep-fry concepts in irony while just like fucking. wringing them of any potential subtlety or whatevr the fuck

#i say the backrooms since it's an easy example of this #a cool-ish concept that grew in popularity until it became this inflated husk of just kinda. nothing #iirc it started out as a sorta like ''hey endless halls of surface-level familiarity but No Really They're just Endless'' #while maybe not the most Super Incredible Deep and Full Of Meaning Thing (at least without like. tearing into it) it was still an - #- interesting idea. and i think. while it makes sense. it's still disappointing to see what it got reduced to in the end #it still has value ofc. it's stupid silly fun #but part of me still feels. frustrated that lots of these things dont gain mass appeal until it's like. SCARY MONSTER CHASE!!! WHATTT!!!! #idk smthn about how people simultaneously enjoy this ''new'' version of the backrooms for its simplicity while also showing weariness of it #like in the post. it just feels like a concept deep fucking fried in irony. the original purpose was lost and turned into simple horror #its just like. 2 million roblox clone games ''ESCAPE SIRENHEAD IN THE BACKROOMS!!!'' #this isnt me asking people to all enjoy the original version of the concept it's more me jsut like rambling or fucking whatever #something about how warped things have to become before they can be paraded around with their head on a stick #like girl that is a false self!!!! you are celebrating and simultaneously mocking this freak evil clone twin !!!! #^^ nonsensical ramblings. im gonna go make another cheese toastie #idgaf abt this stuff btw. hope thats clear. every day i spin a wheel of 10 trillion topics and pick one to throw a truck at