#amyspeaksnonsense

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Thinking about cuddles with Lilia while cramping. Little stomach rubs as he hums some Briar Valley tune that always calmed his kids. He could only venture a guess that you might love them too.

When the smiles fade and your face crimps up in pain, all he can do is coo at you and reassure you that he's still here. That this will pass, that he has some pain killers and your drink of choice.

As he waves his hand and summons up some hot chocolate, he turns the TV on and Hushes Grim and lets the latest soap opera play in the background as he subtly soothes the pain with a little magic of his own....

If ya couldn't tell, I'm in pain and just want lilia to hold me for a while.

I have some full length oneshots panned for lilia but...the heat, dealing with family and, ofc, my own body plotting my demise, I will be a bit late on those....(totally not me looking at my wips folder and crying silently)

#lilia #amyspeaksnonsense #lilia vanrouge x reader #lilia fluff #slightly selfship coded #is this a drabble? i think it is #My Writing 💌

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Okay, i haven't read his story yet but....is the title 'first boy' Ymir because he was the first boy or because he is a little boy but first in his family?

Because he seems like a sweet little kid to me, like vali and mani, and i wanted to make sure i was reading his title right....my brain can't decide which way to interpret the title.

#amyspeaksnonsense #valkyrie connect #valkyrie connect questions

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The idea of little walks around the Windblume festival with Navia keeps floating by my brain randomly.

Taking Navia around to all the events and doing little games and helping her with aiming her arrows at the balloons and getting her flustered.

Taking Navia out to Good Hunter for Mondstadt food and then introducing her to Mondstadt friends.

Navia and Amber getting along as Amber pulls her around Mond to show her around and tell her stories and so on.

Navia meeting Lisa and Jean and just clicking with Lisa over books! I hc Navia as being an avid reader when she gets the smallest amount of alone time. So Lisa and Navia would get along and exchange their favorite books, poems, and so on. Poor Jean, she has to sit there and is lost until Navia brings up wanting to read about Vanessa and Jean knows all these books and poems and plays that Navia has a list written down to take with her.

Taking Navia to the Angels Share and then to the Cat's Tail to visit Diluc and Diona.

Diona gets to go on break and Navia gets to take the little girl out for some adventure away from the alcohol filled streets and the drunken revelry.

Oh! Taking Navia to Old Mondstadt and letting her see the old city and telling her what we know about it and the bard that helped win freedom for the Mondstadt we know today.

When the sun starts to set and you take her out to Starsnatch cliff to watch the moon and stars as the wind blows, causing the cecilia's to sway gently.

Taking Navia to the old Theater and taking out the Ruin Guard together before dancing in the old theater just like the Icewind Suite in Fontaine.

Promising Navia to take her to the Lantern Rite and showing her around and then on to the Sabzeruz Festival when it comes around next....

Just: Taking Navia on adventures outside of Fontaine and making memories outside of her home region.

Navia needs to come home quick so i can take her around Teyvat with Yelan and Dehya...dream team, just waiting for Arlecchino after Navia!

#amyspeaksnonsense #My Writing 💌 #Navia #navia x reader #drabble? ig

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Am thinking of venti and his pretty wings.

Am thinking about vaguely mentioning wing and/or feather related things in passing and venti not getting the hint at first (he totally knows but wants to hear me say it)

Venti who eventually decides he wants to tease about his wings and decides to forego the cape and shirt around the house for the day.

Venti who drapes himself over/around me while he whines about how his shoulder blades feel weird and that a back massage would be great

Venti who, once said massage is agreed to, materializes his wings and ruffles his feathers, occasionally making comments about how his wings need taken care of too

Venti who sighs in relief when i finally glide my hands over his pretty white feathers and the area between his wings and back

Venti who can't resist making a few comments about how wings are a point of pride and that some species will show off their wings to attract a mate

Venti who cannot resist asking if i like his wings because he needs to know

Venti who melts when told his wings are so beautiful and that they will always be adored

Venti with a german accent, just because

Venti who speaks and sings in all languages in Teyvat but still has a very specific accent that comes out thick in some words in other dialects of Teyvat's common tongue

Venti who loves baking but fails to get that damn cake to rise in the oven so it ends up looking like a pie instead

Venti who loves rainy days indoors as much as he loves splashing in puddles

Venti who likes to dance in the rain and lives for summer rain storms in particular

....just....Venti

#self ships #amyspeaksnonsense #venti #i love this man so much #let me love up on him

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Something Something, selfship

I hc that Wriothesley uses nicknames like darlin, sweetheart and love....you can pry that hc out of cold, dead, greasy grippers

Wriothesley walks through the door after a long day of helping people who were struggling to get by and having to deal with rich snobs.

As Wriothesley takes his boots off, he can hear the sound of cutlery being placed on plates and smell the scent of bacon and eggs. Today must have been a long day for Lapis too...

As Wriothesley walks through the doorway to the kitchen to see Lapis putting out the flame of the burner, having just finished making dinner.

Lapis turns their head and smiles with a small gleam of warmth, despite the obvious tiredness in their face.

"How was work today, Wrio baby?"

He moves smoothly to their side and wrapped his scarred arms around their waist. He trails his hands up their back slowly, savoring the feeling of their skin that peeks out from their tank top.

"Darlin, people are tiring but you...you know that, don't ya?"

As Wriothesley holds them close, he places a kiss on their lips quickly before letting them go and turning to pull their chair out for them.

"Here darlin, let's eat. Your cookins always the best. You can tell me about your day while we eat."

Wriothesley smirks slightly as he plops himself down in his own seat to eat and listen to Lapis talk about a rather rude customer who wanted to pay them in exposure.

The night carries on with the bustle of the city as background noise.

Truly, Wriothesley loved coming home to his lover. They were his world and he really didn't think he wanted a world without them, ever again.

#amyspeaksnonsense #selfship type stuff #Wriothesley #wriothesley fluff #wriothesley x me #My Writing 💌

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Imagining Liesa and I walking around the gardens in Asgard while waiting for Odin and the others to get back to us about the next place our little ragtag group has to go to help stop the end of the worlds.

Liesa and Hel deciding to get up after not feeling me in between them anymore and smelling something from another part of the manor and hearing Loki's low murmurs.

They walk their way to the kitchen to find Loki without his signature yellow coat and green hair piece

Loki has his hair tied back and is making small, sly jokes about how "You are sweet enough already, you really don't need to make so many treats."

Hel rolls her eyes and floats her way into the kitchen with Liesa beside her as i turn around to plop a tray of strawberry cheesecake muffins onto the counter.

Hel sees the light pink in the muffins and her gaze softens because i remembered that she hates and has a borderline phobia of red things

Hel turns a bit pink in the cheeks as Liesa comes around the counter to place kisses on my cheeks before asking why I'm up and around

Loki would totally pipe up and make a sly comment about me coming out to have a romantic getaway with him

Liesa quirking a brow at him because "And you chose to have this 'romantic getaway' in the....kitchen?"

Hel makes a very sarcastic comment in her monotone voice about how Loki has never stepped foot in the kitchens before because he always had people to do it or always ate out before we all got together

Just.....time with my Valkyrie Connect f/o's

it will not let me put a :readmore: on my damn chromebook ffs

#amy's ramblings #amyspeaksnonsense #self ships #valkyrie connect #Twinblade Liesa #Loki valkyrie connect #Hel valkyrie connect #my writing 💌

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Ngl, I love Lunasmr and her concept of "I have put all my godly powers into this ring so that we may find one another in every lifetime, every reality and every part of the multiverse"

Love it so much. Want that type of love ngl.

But the others that give off that vibe, God or not, is; Xiao, Ei, Arlecchino, Columbina, Capitano, Neuvillette, Furina, Albedo, Wanderer, Lyney and Yelan.

Zhongli too but I'll leave that brainrot, along with the Capitano and Neuvillette, to my friends Hana and Ro. They would do it far more justice.

But now I'm imagining Yelan giving me one of her dice. As the Gambler of Liyue and an unofficial member of the Qixing...she can only hope to give comfort in giving me the Dice.

"So long as that die is glowing with my blue light, I'll come home to you, Doll face."

She ends up giving me a necklace (read as: collar) that has been imbued with a secret art that her clan has been using for centuries when giving gifts.

Not that she exactly tells me herself that this particular tradition is for a marriage/courting tradition.

Like, imagine: when those of Teyvat, human and gods alike, find the one they want for their own eternity, they give them jewelry made from/with Primordial Gemstones....which we use to wish for them and bring them home to us....the sagau brainrot is so real rn.

These very special pieces of Jewelry are imbued with a softly spoken oath to love one another for all times. Even in your next samsara......

I can only imagine the stories and legends that created these traditions..maybe something that I'll expand on with my Pyro Archon and Sea Goddess fic...

#amyspeaksnonsense #My Writing 💌 #genshin impact #selfship #world building ideas?

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I'm so happy to have visual hints at Peruere being gay! I still don't ship her with anyone but myself but it does open up some great heartwarming and heartbreaking scenario routes for future writing and self ship stuff!

#self ships #self ship chatter #arlecchino x me #amyspeaksnonsense

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Hello there! I wanted to thank you for your tags. They really made me smile. ❤️

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Hi! I was not expecting this but omg! I love all your writing and you seem like such a sweetie!

I'm happy that i was able to make you smile!

Seriously though, your writing is so good and i reread your fics constantly. I can confidently say that, while others fic writers are amazing and i love their stuff, i think you take the cake as my favorite wanderer/scaramouche fic writer 🥰

I hoe your day/night is going good or gets better!

PS. You have not lost your touch at all, every word is still golden

#amyspeaksnonsense #am totally not fangirling rn omg

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Something for my new selfship

Freminet x me! Selfships because I can

Freminet looks out toward the water, the blue tides sparkling as the summer sun glows brightly in the sky just outside of the city of Muse.

As he looks over the water, Freminet smiles as Lapis dances over the waters surface. The sight of them twirling, their skirt flowing in hues of purple and orange.

As Lapis twirled, the sun created golden beams that warmed their skin. The only thing he could do was stare in awe as the skirt raised to reveal their knees and the star shaped freckles that littered their skin.

As Freminet stood up, walking slowly over to his dear dancer, tracing his eyes over their closed eyes and gentle smile. Such a calm scene despite the crowd of onlookers who were used to this dance.

As Freminet slowed to a stop in front of Lapis, he was met with dual sunset eyes. One of a deep blue and the other of a soft orange gradient, how he loved their soft eyes.

Freminet lifts his hand shyly to help Lapis down from the water that was still raising them into the air slightly. As Lapis takes his hand, Freminet wraps one arm around their waist and when their bare feet finally hit the sand, their cheek comes to rest against his shoulder with a sigh.

"Did...did you like the show, Freminet?"

Lapis breathes out a shaky question, looking anywhere but at him.

"You were quite ethereal, Lai Lai."

Freminet was not usually one to enjoy lots of attention but for Lapis? He could handle the stares of the people that came to watch her 'Dance of the Beginning'. They were worth the feeling of eyes on him.

"I'm glad you came, Freminet. I had worried that you would be busy..."

As Lapis raises their head to stare at his unique eyes, Freminet lowers his lips to his lovers cheek, placing a small kiss on their reddened skin.

"I will make as much time for you as I possibly can, Lapis."

Freminet tightens his arm around her waist and brings his other hand up to rest on the back of their cotton candy colored hair and placing one final kiss on their forehead.

"This was a big thing, to show me your dance and your home city."

Freminet smiles and follows along as they pull him towards the city center.

So long as they continued to smile at him, his world would remain bright and warm, a glaring difference from the cold and dark depths of the waters of Fontaine.

#amyspeaksnonsense #genshin impact selfships #freminet #freminet x me #freminet selfship #freminet fluff #My Writing 💌

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Now that I am awake.......OMG SHE'S SO GORGEOUS AND I AM FOAMING AT THE MF MOUTH

I take back what i said a day or two ago. The back turned, looking over her shoulder looks so nice on her! Her hand?! Like she's reaching out to take my hand or some documents?! Phenomenal...stunning...perfect!

The introduction from Pierro of all people?!

Her dragging herself out of the memory of her becoming the Knave?!

Her children just changing their expressions in an instant?!

Wonder what intel she sent them to retrieve.....

I'm glad they're keeping her rather morally gray and that she cares for the kids but really takes her job seriously.

Wonder if we'll deal with what happened in the fortune slip quest? She needs to deal with such a problem before any of the older 'children' follow after Teacher....

Wonder if she's dealt with that but I'm certain she knows what's going on there.

Love the fact that she loves black tea specifically.

And her 'Ignis Purgatorious'?! She definitely seems like it'll be that hand of glory in between Columbina and Wanderer. I think i got her story spoiled to me ages ago....because that bible reference and the whole 'cleansing flame' might mean she really is what that leaker said she is......but if that's true, I am gonna scream because that would mean I had her story spoiled to me months ago!!

On the plus side....soon, I'll be able to finish my Arlecchino ballroom fic! I really want her portrayal to be accurate as possible.

#amyspeaksnonsense #I love Arlecchino sm #she looks phenomenal and she was so worth the wait #I really hope they do with her like they did with the others and give her a different splash art to her drip marketing

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Leaks about arlecchino's con ahead!!!

Her con being a black widow makes sense but like...the harbingers we know of so far and have playable all have their cons on the fatui wheel.

There is no spider on this damn wheel at all!

Is she a neuvi case where she hides her real con for some reason? I was hoping she was the clawed hand of glory because that one feels right for her. But it could also work with tha harbinger some of us think hasn't been shown yet.

Fatui Wheel! These have been accurate so far.

#amyspeaksnonsense #genshin leaks #spoilers #i guess

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Tale as old as Time

Lilia x reader...bc I cannot stay away from this short bat king

All your friends could do was watch as you cried into their shoulders, no one expected this to happen. How could they have ever guessed?

No one knew much about lilia vanrouge, by design he kept it that way for this reason. Yet, somehow, you wormed your way into his long gone cold heart. He doesn't want to hurt you but it was going to happen no matter how much distance he tried to put between you two. He just kept coming back.

Now your heart was paying the price for his fist truly selfish act in the last few hundred years...maybe even the first selfish act of his life.

Your friends were surprised when they found you, knocked out, on the side of the road in front of your apartment.

You had been missing for a year and a half! Then you suddenly pop up, unconscious, outside your apartment. To say that your friends were shocked was an understatement.

When you finally woke up, you looked around and called for people that they had never heard of before.

"Lilia!" Looking around frantically and looking quite frazzled, they became worried, whoever lilia was, they meant an awful lot to you.

"Calm down, your home now." As they tried to soothe you, it seemed to make you more frantic.

''Where is lilia? Where did he...?" You seemed to finally start calming down. Looking downcast and on the verge of tears, they watch you get up and look at your kitchen and then at the stairs leading up to your bedroom.

"I'm back? Did he push me through?" As they sat and listened to your rambling, they all looked at each other with concern. You looked so shaken.

TBC....teaser time for a longer story I got the thought to write.

Lilia...what HAVE you done?

We shall see ig

I'm actually really excited to flesh out this one

#lilia x reader #amyspeaksnonsense #twst lilia #i'm so excited for this one #i am still working on the reincarnation one but damn

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Lilia with Dark Paradise by Lana Del Rey....

This lilia was....different from my lilia.

My Lilia was kind and playfully, loved his sons and even adored me. How much can one person change in a few hundred years? He went through a lot, that I knew, but to hate children?

It just seemed so...alien. This Lilia sneered at me when i seemed happy to see him. When I slipped up and called his name happily...he seemed almost cruel.

This Lilia may be handsome, but he lacked what really drew me to my Lilia. The funny, humble (sometimes) father of two (three). It made me wonder...did the centuries change him? Or was he pretending this whole time?

His voice is deeper, and while it is an attractive thing, he also lacks the softness of tone that I have grown so used to.

I know he doesn't know me yet, but this dream is starting to make my chest ache...please, wake up, Lilia...my love.

#amyspeaksnonsense #small blurb #wanted to get this out #lilia #lilia vanrouge #twisted wonderland

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I am tired and currently filled with thoughts of playing with Arlecchino's hair as we lay together in bed and the rain bounces off the window pane and the rooftops.

Raking my fingers through her long, multicolored hair as she rests on my chest for the first time in a while.

Having come back to Fontaine to help Lumi and after dealing with Neuvillette and the rest of Fontaines court, laying in bed with Arlecchino as the rain washes away the stress and fatigue of the day. I can imagine Arle wrapping one arm around my waist and using her clawed fingers to trace thin shapes over my side and hip as she finally lulls me into sleep.

The insomnia seems to ease a bit when thinking of being wrapped in Arelcchinos' arms for the night..

Alright, i'm gonna head to bed so goodnight to anyone who sees this.

Sleep well and sweet dreams all! 💙❤🖤

#amyspeaksnonsense #self shipping #self ship #arlecchino #My Writing 💌

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Am yearning for Xiao tonight so here are some Modern!Xiao thoughts!

Late night drive with Xiao. He may look like a motorcycle rider (which he is, he learned from his father Zhongli) but he actually drives a sleek black car. It isn't the newest sports car or the newest anything. But it gets the job done and he takes immaculate care of it.

Xiao who, while driving me to the next town over to help a friend move house. He didn't want me to go out with someone a town over with it being winter and the sun already going down. So he decides to drive me over and help out.

Xiao who places his hand on my thigh and rubs his thumb over the skin that is covered by my jeans. He listens to the music on the radio as i sing along and nods his head when i say something and will add his own musings in.

Xiao who, once we get to the house and sees the ice covered stairs. He walks over and holds my hand, helping me up the icy porch as the sun has gone down completely.

Xiao who helps my friend and i disassemble a bed frame, multiple pieces of childrens furniture, and getting then into the bed of the friends truck and some in the trunk of his car.

Xiao who makes sure my friend gets into her truck safely and can drive off of the snow covered lawn before getting back into the car and driving behind her back to town where we both help her get all her stuff into her new place for the night.

Xiao who calls for pizza and wings (wings for Xiao which he orders another batch for me because he knows i'll want some)

Xiao who takes my coat once he realizes that i forgot to take it off as i was doing the actual ordering on the phone because he knows i'm used to doing it for my family so he let's me do it for us too.

Xiao who wraps his arms around my waist from behind and places small kisses on the freckles scattered across my shoulder before whispering soft words of love for only my ears to hear.

Xiao who sits down and watches all my favorite disney princess movies with me.

Xiao whose favorite princess is Tiana.

Xiao who loves candles because he is always reminded of me whenever he sees or smells them because i have one lit at all times.

Xiao who scolds me sternly yet lightly, never raising his voice, because i fell asleep with a candle burning.

Xiao who knows that i hate alcohol because of my childhood.

Xiao who knows that i hate yelling because of childhood.

Xiao who makes a list in secret (not really, it's just in his notes app) of all the experiences i never got as a kid/teen that he is certain he wants to experience with me.

Xiao who introduces me to his father Zhongli and is slightly horrified when Zhongli and I start playfully arguing and only slightly calms when he sees the two of us laughing and swapping viewpoints.

Xiao who decides he really does need to get out just a tiny bit more, if it means that i'll smile more often.

Xiao who looks up the games i talk/have talked about and decides to read up on the lore and characters so that he can talk with me about them.

Xiao who reluctantly starts playing some of those same games when i start getting into some of his hobbies.

Xiao who, when we were still in high school together and just friends, always picked me up from my career training course at the end of the day and drive us to go get some things to make whatever we were craving that day (we were both branching out on what we wanted to eat) and already having a vanilla iced cappuccino for me.

Xiao who, unironically, loves the final fantasy 13 triology and final fantasy 10-2.

Xiao who always plays at least 1 match of Mortal Kombat with me because he remembers i told him about my grandpa loving mortal kombat.

Xiao who always uses my favorite lady (mileena) to whoop my ass....am a kitana main.

Xiao who learns about my two most visited summer spots, both ice cream shops, and decides that we'll go back to my hometown to get some ice cream.

Xiao who, when he sees a spiritual shop in my hometown, which he knows is new from my bemoanment of the lack of them, nods at it and slides my hand in his as he tugs me towards it with a short "c'mon".

Xiao who sees a tarot deck that feels right and buys it in secret as a birthday present for me.

Xiao who sees my ex and holds me a little closer as we walk out of the shop and over to his car.

Xiao who asks softly if now would be a good time for him to meet my family.

Xiao who is nervous but moreso worried for me because he knows that things aren't always great between me and my mother.

Xiao who stops off on the opposite side of town from my childhood home at the park that i always wanted to go to but only ever seen in passing.

Xiao who sees the swing set and knows that that is where i would want to go but worried others would look at me weird.

Xiao who pulls me over to it and takes the swing next to me as the sun starts to set.

Xiao who asks after about an hour if i'm ready yet or if i need more time.

Xiao how ushers me over to the picnic tables to hold me and let me cry.

Xiao who kisses my forehead and rocks me back and forth as i thank him for loving me as much as he does.

Xiao decides now is a good time to take us home and put on a nice warm bath before turning the bedroom tv on to the princess and the frog as we munch on strawberry cheesecake tubs from the local grocery store.

Xiao who braids my hair while the Evangeline song is sang.

Xiao who finds himself singing along under his breath because he knows it's my favorite song.

#amyspeaksnonsense #self ships #Xiao x Persephone #Xiasephone #self ship chatter #Modern!Xiao #this is essentially just me needing and yearning for Xiao's comfort tonight