#and THEN I GOT SICK WHILE ON VACATION

[acekindaneat]

Good thing there's espers on board, no car crashes today everyone 👍

#serirei #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #tome kurata #hanazawa teruki #shigeo kageyama #ritsu kageyama #sho suzuki #ekubo #he's on the dashboard he's chilling #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mp100 fanart #sketches #comics #okay now the normal tags are done time to blabber #im very sorry for no art for a while pfft i was on vacation #I was away from home since Wednesday and the signal was so CHOPPY #and THEN I GOT SICK WHILE ON VACATION #we were on the road for a big portion of the vacation so i had this in mind #i had to go and find some paper and pen in my grandparent's house for this #i drew this while sick please be nice to me #anyway thats all thank you mwa #mi art stuff #i always add the dialogue in digital all my sketches have zero dialogues written on them #well there are but its on the side of the sketch psh

[babynapa]

have a friend who keeps talking about how they keep getting sick and im like this is a new development its not normal You Have Long Covid i really dont know why ppl seem to be so thick about covid in particular it makes me bonkers.

#didnt take a covid test when they got back from vacation #even though they were sick MULTIPLE times while in another country #im just like #jesus fucking christ dude #txt #i dont talk to them much anymore partially bc of this and other reasons i wont get into but damn lm fao #its particularly frustrating when they seemed to moralize abt the pandemic only at its peak and immediately when it was not trendy anymore #stopped wearing a mask indoors doesnt test etc #lol

[thelastspeecher]

welp I can no longer say I've never had a positive COVID test

#I got sick while visiting family and had a REALLY rough night last night #so I took a test this morning and it was positive #I took the week off work using vacation time so ofc I'm going to spend my days off sick #and my usual method of getting over illness #(soup and juice) #just isn't really feasible due to my new dietary restriction #I am. SO pissed. #speechie sucks at health #speecher speaks

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Being high energy while sick feels insane. Like my brain is telling me I should lay down and rest but is also telling me I should run around in circles and break things.

#i think im getting better tho. i mean i still can feel my warped sickyness but idk my hormones maybe have me all fucked up #but like i told my mum i get these insane little hypomanic-esque episodes and she was immediately like could b ur hormones #i know a number of ppl like that. and i was like YES. thats obviously what it is but nothing comes up when i try to google things abt it #so there must b others out there. and it also implies that theres sometimes fucked up about my serotonin receptors bc when im like kinda #positively disregard i feel happy and i never feel happy. my typical emotional state is indifferent and apathetic #and then dips into light misery and very miserable but not like clinically depressed. but i was even like that while on vacation so even #removed from the stresses in my life i still am not happy. which is y its so hard when ppl r like do what makes up happy. relax #and im like. ok but like nothing works??? its either fucked up hormones or my lantent anxiety just keeps me from being happy #but whatever. im gathering so much data. when i go see a doctor im gonna pull out a spreadsheet and graphs and notes like a lunatic #bwahhh i wanna run. i have too much energy. fuck being sick. fuck having to work on a day off. fuck this #also fuck my menstrual cycle for being so short. like so short its sometimes not listed with the healthy range but only sometimes #just to make me think. i should probably talk to a doctor but. like its probably fine. its consistent so its fine #annoying. annoying. got u can tell when out of wack bc i post too much and cant shut thr fuck up lol #unrelated

[seased]

if you wanna see what ded shit ive been up to in the mean time, actually i peeled them and made all my headcanons into an OBVIOUS DERIVATIVE oc for joking around, named 636

idk if i'll ever do real shit with 6er but i think theyre funny

#seas posts #636 is a riff on ded lol but its also kinda a cute logo face :) #mostly doodles and jokes tho. for example. ded (not ded) was before the idols were announced. but after purple/yellow reveal #6er actually started as a tma oc. not by any virtue of themself but bc i thought they made a funny foil to my tma oc merrick #6er has like lore... but it depends on which setting ive allowed them to vacation in. their primary one is shadowrun (cyberpunk ttrpg) - #- where theyre a literal burnout. had a computer installed in their brain and it fried. got into vinyl while recovering from sim-sickness

[floralsapphics]

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#really struggling today #my vet suspects my cat has FIP and I’m crushed since that’s basically a death sentence and he only just turned 5 :( #I know GS-441524 is somewhat available in Canada now but since it’s not FDA approved it’s like 8k #what’s worse is my family and I have a 2 week vacation scheduled on May 11 #so even though there’s this drug with a 90% success rate it’s just so incredibly expensive I doubt we could afford it #even if we did manage to get our hands on it we wouldn’t be able to administer it to him for those 2 weeks #and even though he’s doing somewhat ok at the moment who knows what his condition will be like during those 2 weeks :( #ultimately we’re trying to decide whether or not to put him down before our trip #like if he does have it and died alone and in pain while we were out of the country I would be crushed #but I’d also be crushed if we put him down when there’s the chance he doesn’t have it since FIP is so hard to diagnose #it’s the not knowing what’s going on that makes it worse #it’s so hard because he’s still so sweet and curious and has really been my rock since we got him I’m just absolutely beside myself #like the whole day yesterday he’s done nothing but cuddle me and my mom like he knows we’re upset but doesn’t know why #I just feel like I’m abandoning and failing him in his time of need #I desperately don’t want to go on this trip so I can spend more time with him and maybe scrounge up enough money to buy the drugs #and give him a fighting chance #but I can’t and I feel sick and trapped about it

[albeckett]

feels bad man

#can't get a major project going at work (which im doing at home bc i got sick after vacation 🤪) and customers are saying we're too slow #which is like. lol fuck you. but it still kinda stings... and just being in the midst of this long slow collapse while people grow crueler #also simultaneously feeling like i have to manage everyone else's shit but also that i'm not doing ANYTHING well enough #and unfortunately i cannot smoke enough weed to really ignore all this. not that i want to because denial isn't how i wanna live. but yknow #well anyway. i haven't gotten my partners/family/friends sick (so far 🤞) so that's something to celebrate #and im gonna make some garlic broccoli which i love; im on that broccoli shit soooooo hard rn. ty for reading love you guys

[ellistocracy]

spent all your money on christmas and now have no money for my birthday present? not to worry! here is a short list of just some of the things you can give me for absolutely free!

a fucking break

#ellistocracy.txt #i will also accept attention praise and/or pictures of your pets #anyway sorry for posting about my birthday so much. stop reading here if you don't want to read my secret vent tags #but godddd okay so. it's not like my birthday has ever not been disappointing (considering when it is) #yknow. everyone being spent out and either still on christmas vacation or sick from being around so many people #and it's definitely gotten worse. like the year my family got covid. or the other year my family got covid #but uuuuuggggghhhhhhhhhh this year really takes the cake (the birthday cake even) #so please just bear with me while i overcompensate by not shutting up about it #and I don't even really have any close friends anymore. so i don't even know who i can talk to about this #this isn't a cry for help though im okay. like im not even disappointed this is pretty much how i expected things to go #if you do wanna reach out and wish me a happy birthday though its on the 30th. and i would appreciate it a lot #anyways thats all. for those still reading thanks for giving me a little of your time

[tinymarsupial]

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#tw vomit #ughhhhhhh i got so sick and threw up my drink from sonic which i only get like three times a year whyyyy #i think it might've been from how goddamn hot it is here plus my already shitty body but I'm not sure #we're at my brother's watching my baby niece while they're on vacation and i can't risk getting her sick #this sucksssss

[ghostfungus]

If I got covis I'm throwing myself into the sea

#rambles #i think its just a really shitty cold #but it would be sooo funny if i got it while home alone for a month #immediately after already taking a week off work for vacation #at my very new job #whadever #like tbh its good if no one is home so no one gets sick but. ugh #boyfrjend had to leave and my body went aha. die #i was masking everywhereeee

[agendratum]

watching markiplier while sick just like many many years ago. nostalgia ~

that's actually how i started watching him back then. i learned about him when 1st fnaf came out, but it wasn't until later that fall when i got sick and was looking for something chill to watch, and i remembered him and watched that game called knock knock where he made up a song cause the character's walk cycle was funny

#oversharing station time i guess #god that's a lot of years #i also haven't gotten that sick in a while and of course it happens now with the first day of my vacation #THANKS #anyway I'm potentially planning to use this terrible opportunity to start all these dramas i wouldn't start rn otherwise #buuuuut binge watching the entire dead space letsplay doesn't seem to be a bad idea either #ACTUALLY being sick and watching youtube is how i got into horror games at all #so fun fact #chattering

[therealnoodleman]

I just heard sap burst into tears in the other room I think he found his actual present lol

#I spent weeks on it #idk how 2 sew so I got niki to show me before she went on vacation #and the headband is actually made of an old t-shirt he burned up while he was sick a while ago #it’s what was left over #so that means it’s a little piece of him

[bibiana112]

Sick :<

#I hate it here I hate how bad my ears hurt every time #or well ear singular I suppose the other one got better already but yesterday sucked #I thought I was having feelings yesterday and then realized oh wait it's actually just sickness™ #but now I don't know if I should do something about the thing I was sad about too :< #i mean. I should find a therapist but unfortunately that one didn't answer me so it'll be haha a while #how to even begin trying to find one that won't make my skin crawl I suppose I do go on vacation #like early. so #hm #adulting hard #trauma is a fuck

[legobabyofficial]

well i have my kids stomach flu, made a fool of myself at work today, and want to die

#i just came back from a long weekend and didnt feel well but there was a ton of shit i HAD to do this morning #and then i had a 1:1 with my boss and she spent the first 10 minutes just fucking. rattling off every single thing i had done wrong #and like there WAS some stuff that needed to be dine differently #but then she started talking about a metric that i genuinely CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT because my team is SEVERELT understaffed and i just. #i started fucking crying. #because its too much pressure #and this past weekend was supposed to be really restful and good for me. #and my kid got sick. #and my husband had to work 3 doubles in a row. #so what was supposed to be a mental health vacation turned into solo parenting a sick kid #all while worrying about the work that was building up for me #and she told me that the numbers we'e putting out were unacceptable and i just. it broke me man #ive been throwing up all morning then i get chewed out for my 4 person staff not being able to do the work of 8..... #it just fucking broke me man #then she told me to just log off and that i shouldnt have been working if i were sick and fuck man #i feel so small and shitty #and bad at my job #im fucjing spiraling yall sorry

[bloodyke]

this bed is uncomfortable the pillows suck theres no blankets and it hot with no fan i hate it here

#zenith.txt #I WANNA GO HOME AND I JUST GOT HERE #i literally shouldve told them to fuck off and let me be stay home alone like i always do #day one into the vacation and it already sucks #spent 17 hours in a car while being motion sick then slept ON THE FLOOR in the hotel room #and now at the actual place the bed is a cheap ass hard squeaky pos that didnt even come with a comforter #i got stick with the shitty room while everyone else gets a normal room and they didnt even ask me first they all collectively decided #without telling me that yeah xena can have the shit ass room they wont be mad about that

[lavender---sunshine]

i am so deep in my feelings right now, i both sad and mad enough that i cannot sleep

#ive been angry oscillating between angry and sad pretty much the whole day #i had a rare saturday off and i feel like i wasted half of it for my mom and she didnt appreciate it #i wanted to take her to somewhere new for brunch and a cool bookstore and to get our nails donw #and she drove like 30 minutes in the wrong direction and wouldnt listen to me and tried to blame it on me #im not allowed to be sick on my own. she has to be sick too. if i have a headache so does she and worse #if im nauseous in the afternoon she 'threw up' that morning. she'll say its something we ate even if we ate nothing in common #ive broken our in hives that keep popping up and the whole day she was acting as if she was itchy too AND dizzy. #we had to stop multiple times because she was so dizzy. im not saying she was lying but it stopped her from cleaning #she didnt want the original breakfast place near the bookstore and salon and when we got to the second one it was closed #found a third but she didnt want to deal with parking. went to option 4 and she didnt like her food. #she also kept asking me what she was getting instead of just ordering herself. 'what was it that i wanted? yes can you tell her i want xyz' #(and let me just say i have 0 patience left for people who cant do anything themselves. helplessness is a hard hard no for me #we didnt go to the bookstore or the salon and shes like oh okay tomorrow. i told her i had plans and shes like oh you always make plans #with your friends and none with me. Girlfriend. what are we doing right now? #went home to try to clean up our apartment and got overwhelmed when i realized i have to do everything myself because she no help #while she laid down and watched pitch perfect for the 1000th time #im also trying to figure out how to tell an ex friend i dont want them back in my life because theyre so much work #but i dont have room in my life to have that conversation. im also probably going to start looking for a different job soon #i just want my parents gone. my apartment furnished. free time. and a vacation.