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camgirlkaminari · 1 year

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dabi stans look i love you guys but you are SO wrong about a guy who probably hasn't eaten anything more robust than raw instant ramen noodles since he was 8. that guy has NO muscles he's a delicate waif he's sustained by vengeance and vengeance ONLY. and possibly also propane. what im saying is im a skinty dabi truther first and a person second

#if i see one more fanart of dabi looking soooo meaty and sexy im gonna #im not gonna do anything but just know youve been Looked Upon and Known #not to get serious here but a guy who spent like six years in a coma is NOT gonna have an easy time gaining muscle mass #also his quirk is soooo op he probably NEVER works out #lazy delicate angey little runt my beloved 😍#also like he probably literally burns through any body fat he WOULD manage to gain and you need fat to grow muscle and #look im just saying dabi dont got it.#im so sorry for all those fat tiddie dabi enjoyers out there im so sorry theres just no way #dabi bnha #todoroki touya #bnha #evil words

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lucifer-kane · 8 days

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im so used to surrounding myself with people who are fat/don't talk negatively about being fat (in any way) that when I see skinny people talk about 'feeling fat' im blown away and feel a bit like this

#ik people have their own issues to work through in this regard but as a fat bitch i don't wanna see it #i've worked too long to finally be okay with being fat to end up feeling like im actually gross bc of the way i look #you can think what you want about yourself yeah that happens but for the love of god don't POST it where fat ppl are gonna see it #super thinking abt the phrase fellow fat ppl say 'why is your worst fear looking like me?' like. mmmmmmm #personal #it's mostly tiktok bc. well. tiktok as ass about this stuff

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niishi · 4 months

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Sensory issues that make me not want my hair to touch my neck/ears

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chronic migraine disorder that can be triggered by wearing my hair up for too long or wearing anything on my head at all

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ppl telling me they like me more with long hair&making me feel insecure about having short hair

#im gonna kms #its an every day issue #i dont have this problem when i have short hair #but i HATE feeling judged i get so hyperfocused on it and it makes me so sad and i cant cope w it tbh #its something i work tirelessly to change by trying to be mindful and not give a fuck but #its HARD #so many ppl express how much they like my long hair better and I just wish they'd keep it to themselves #bc now im like rlly insecure about having short hair again #idk.... i remember back in the day when i was working at the smoke shop and had short hair #there were a bunch of girls who would express how good it looked and how theyve always wanted short hair but #their face was too fat or it wouldnt look good on them #and i would encourage them and tell them if its what you want and it would make you happy then it will always suit you and look good #no one in this world has a “face” for short hair #all of our faces suit whatever hair we want for ourselves #but pol have this opinion based off of society constructed beauty standards #and will just outright way or imply #that you look better following those standards #i think ppl should find happiness and self confidence more attractive than adherence to beauty standards #i successfully convinced one of my coworkers and an old and younger customer to cut their hair short #and they were so bright and excited to show me after they did it #and i hyped them up to hell and back like it made me emotional bc it takes courage to embrace your happiness #despite others judgements #im just #not as brave anymore #im rlly tired tbh #anyways srry im just emotional bc my head hurts and im overstimulated from my hair touching my neck jshfjekduriwj

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bingobongobonko · 29 days

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damn i DID gain 10 pounds, but unsure if its muscle or fat here cuz. work been making me work like a dawg but also HAVE been eating more to circumvent having that exhaustion. scratching my head. now this isnt me complaining, im more or less trying to see whats more plausible.

#fool's monologue #im gonna say the fat but it is true that ive been working like a dog #i was curious cuz these specific shorts i have got tighter lol #not complaining either about that. it kinda looks hot #ig its more of a. i wanna keep track at least from where my weight comes from and where it may go

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catgirlhell · 9 months

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update stuff

because friday is my art posting day i've literally been in a conundrum about stuff... like not every commission that comes my way is some big bitch!!! and i kinda built a brand for awhile on posting my big beautiful catgirl on fridays. im slowly working through like. doing this stuff As A Job™ (which is insanely difficult believe me) while still being aware that im on a time limit because i'll be back at school in the fall...

but im almost through my queue! i'll be starting my last wips tomorrow and then probably reopening slots early on in the week! once im through this current queue honestly i'm probably gonna. not do stuff for a week or so as i take care of other stuff (i have a completely different job in ttrpg work, believe it or not).

the next batch of commission slots will be a bit pricier than the last and there'll be fewer, but its moreso because at my current rate its just not tenable! after i open slots again towards the end of this month, i'll probably open them one last time towards the latter half of august and that'll be it for the summer. i might take one or two here and there throughout the proceeding school year, but in all actuality im probably staring down the barrel of the most stressful one i've ever had.

ty to everyone who likes to come and look at my silly little drawings!!! getting to a stage in my life where it actually seems possible to subsist off of my commissions is really heartening, and i owe it to people who reblog and retweet and buy my services ;w;

happy fat girl friday night gay people!!!! im gonna keep drawing big bitches!!!!!!!!

#kakitalk #update post #as much as i enjoy drawing other people's characters its been grating on me for awhile now that i havent had time to draw my own #which i was looking forward to for summer!!! its a lot to go through 9 months of hell in academia #and then to inflict another 3 of intense work upon yourself #also figuring out rates and payment stuff and taxes... self-employment is scary and it makes my head hurt #ive had a few people ask at this point about a patreon??? which im totally open to #but i probably wouldnt be able to really futz around with it again until next year #the hell school which i cannot name because it is infamously litigious likes to work each student to the very literal brink of heart failur #so doing lots of actual Work™ that people pay me for is functionally impossible when im in class #that being said #i'm gonna graduate in like a year or so! i've got four quarters left #so about fall of *next* year i'll be taking my last classes for my bachelors #inbetween now and then i'll be working to do a number of things #INCLUDING setting up a patreon and a shop!#it'll be stuff i workshop in my free time probably but i'll do polls every now and again on stuff people would enjoy buying from me #nota fakename pinup calendar....#anyway these tags are an abyss at this point #happy fat girl friday gay people have a good one!!!!!#long post

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fatcowboys · 2 months

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my PA for ajovy got denied (booo) but the reason it did was bc a neurologist needed to prescribe it which i already had an apt set up for and gad yesterday (yay!) and the appointment went really well and i like the provider a LOT of migraine management (YAY!!!) so now i am once again waiting for an ajovy PA to be approved lmao

#nervous abt needles but jax offered to help plus ajovy has auto injectors so we are going for it #but i really liked the provider she was good and very easy to talk to and stuff!! and am excited to work w her and try things #also got a referral to their sleep clinic bc my sleep is still Bad and also sleep is a big trigger for me #so im hopeful to see what i can figure out/learn from that #this is the year of blue getting health shit figured out lmak gonna get my tonsils removed etc etc lets Go #she also said i could be a candidate for botox if that seemed interesting but i like how like. open ended she was w things #like she gave me a lot of good info but also everything was my call #she also was good when looking at my mri and explained why she isnt concerned abt ms based on mri and symptoms #and in a way where i actually agree lol like. esp bc i get so anxious i can just latch on to something #but she took the time to answer my questions and explain and show what theyd see if it was ms vs my brain lesions from migraines #and Yeah! i was super stressed and like gad cleared my whole afternoon in case it was a bad time #but it wasnt! im v happy w my new neurologist!#wild to have TWO whole doctors on my care team who i like and trust???? as a fat person??? wow #(trust is w a grain of salt lol i dint entirely trust any doctor But)

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quasieli · 11 months

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Yay I'm drawing something thats actually making me feel good. I think drawing Fitz has been really good for me cause their lines and curves just scratch that good itch in my brain. Also gender, they are incredibly gender and I'm living vicariously through them

#Eli Speaks #Fitz #drawing a very shapey pose that makes my brain feel good #and its working really well in helping me figure out their body type and how to draw said body type #cause i dont wanna sacrifice their fatness for making a pose 'look right'#cause most pose refs i find have skinny models #but they deserve cool shapey poses too!#gd they look so hot and gender #am i projecting onto them? mayhaps #do i care? nah #im gonna experience this gender one way or another lol

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rosesradio · 4 months

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#i never post about this kind of stuff but just to vent.#i’m having body image issues again #i was pretty skinny my whole life until later high school & then i just gained like 20-30 pounds because my metabolism slowed #i feel like if you all actually saw me you’d say im fine. im technically five pounds overweight for my height but my weight fluctuates #a lot of my clothes are tight on me and i keep getting bigger/baggy clothes because i feel comfortable covering up #(though that’s somewhat a gender thing as well)#i feel like people think certain things when they look at me even if they probably don’t #when i see someone cute i think they wouldn’t be interested in me not just because of my weight but also my face/hair/etc #i want to lose like ten pounds at least. that’s it. but I have a hard time with that #because i like food and don’t like working out tbh. even though i can restrict my food when needed (healthily)#i can’t even reread the hoo books because it’s all just ‘x character was a fat fucking idiot while y character was skinny & attractive’#i’m sick of the kind of world around me and how this is how im gonna feel for the rest of my life and it’s gonna get worse #everyone in every tv show ever is so skinny or built or sometimes the token fat character but the diversity of bodies in media is not good #and i don’t think anything badly of anyone overweight. it’s just me #tw vent

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slimeciclecock · 8 months

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pac is actually kinda attractive, i wish i had more time to watch multiple qsmp creators

#or any qsmp creators for that matter #literally the only person i watch is charlie and its just because he streams so sporadically that i can catch up #(technically im still in the middle of his gegg died vod but i already watched the bday stream so im caught up)#i tried catching up with jaiden's qsmp journey especially after bobby died #but then she did those cucurucho missions and i havent had time to catch up since #anyone else i genuinely cant find the time to sit down and watch because no one streams for a regular two hours #no they're streaming for a fat six hours brother i don't have the time 😭#tazercraft vods are a couple of hours long though .... i could be persuaded just because i want an excuse to look at pac #although idk what lore qsmp is dishing out now ...#unfortunately qsmp creators stream at ungodly times for me so i can never catch them at a good time 🤒#or. okay a lot of times i actually can catch a stream because someone's streaming at 10am for me #the problem is i have work and i start too late to look forward to a stream and end too late to remember that someone streamed #waiting for the day asian creators with gmt+9 timezones get added to the server and i breathe a sigh of relief-#-of finally getting to catch a stream at a decent time. only to realise those streamers probably have shitty stream schedules #me when i thought pearlescentmoon was normal with her australian timezone and then she ends up streaming at fucking 5am 😭😭😭#im gonna speak the 'asian creators having shit schedules' into existence i just know its gonna happen

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dinopant · 9 months

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Iv been crying so much more recently int he past few month I feel like I'm going crazy, I keep freaking out and losing it and hating myself more and more

And now my eyes sting while I'm crying and that hurts and I don't know what to do I don't know

#i gained so much weight in the new two days what happened #i didnt eat more than normal i feel #im never going to be normal and ok looking again i put on all this stupis weight #becuaae of my birth control and its never going to go away #and i feel it bwijg like a slippeely slop into bad habits to deapratly loose weight #but it wont ever fucking work #because i also suck and cant stop doing shit that makes me ugly #im just an ugly gross person and no ones ever going to want to put up with me foe more than a quick few hours #im not built to be enjoyed for long periods of times for intimately #just as the silly friend of the group that you can only put up with till you cant stand them #im nothing #i literally have nothing going for me #what? i can draw a little? so can fucking anyone and everyone #ans way better than me #im fat and gross and spell bad and have bad habits and i cry all the time #and somethings always wrong with my lifand i have adhd so i tend to leave ahit undone forever #thank god im a coward and im not gonna like #do anything to myself #but i fr have been having morw and more days where i just wish #idk #i dont wish i was dead but i do wish i didnt exist #just sidnt have to think about shit #but i am here and i do havw to think about sjit #and im just gonna have to keep crying snd dealing with shit and feeling miserable for however many fucking yeads im gonna be on this earth

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this-doesnt-endd · 1 year

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I am also not feeling the best because of the fact that like nowadays unless im making a conscious effort to do so i cant walk in a straight line and its so embarrasing to me

#as if its not due to a literal tbi #like im walking to work and i feel myself veering or if im walking to work and im tryna chnage the music or look on my phone i veer a lot #and its not like im walking thru a crowded street or anything #and its so embarrasing for some reason #i feel like some old person is gonna come out of their house one day and be like i see you walk past every day #and you cant even walk straight whats wrong with you and like start bullying me or something #tbh ive felt like that abt a bunch of people lately like some stranger is gonna make it their mission to torment me #or the nice girls at starbucks are gonna turn on me #im very worried im gonna be victim to someones like bad day #like ill be at the mall in clairs and someones gonna call me fat and ugly #or ill be at the movies and someone is gonna hear me talk abt it and come up to me and be like how stupid are you #and everyones gonna watch and do nothing about it #im not having a good night i also feel like i wanna puke actually so getting worse by the minute

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vamptastic · 2 years

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vampire fangs and binder ordered. it's all coming up leonard

#getting a 2xl underworks for now gonna see how it does #im fat and a DDD binding is NOT for me usually but its been bothering me lately #been goin with a plus size compression sports bra and it brings me down to like a C but it's also really heavy n gets uncomfortable #if it doesn't work well i'm going to get a shapewear one instead i think #its expensive but they seem really high quality and i'm pretty far from using up the 10% i set aside from my job #i refuse to look at my finances in detail i definitely don't have enough for top surgery and document changes

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autism-corner · 2 months

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guy has discovered looking at houses...

#dude theres this one... and i cannot stop thinking about it.....#im not in any place yet to move out + need to work up a bit more money + need a better job BEFORE i can even think about going anywhere.#but atm i think i might go straight into buying a house. renting just does NOT look good atm.#idk if that smart but. watcha gonna do.#also. i know nothing about any legal stuff i need to do. nothing. so =w=.#i am currently pretty sure where i want to go so =w=b #dude the one house......#the only downside is that it doesnt have a garden so =3=.....#augh but.... a house.......#:( praying. PRAYING that it doesnt sell for at least 1+ year but. :) yaknow. fat chance.#i mean. its not a ~normal~ house so maybe... but its not nearly weird enough for me to have any chance :(#oh well....#im sure that once i am ready i there'll be something i like.... surely......#sillyposting

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