#and its already monday tomorrow

[sollieeee]

this day sucked and i just wanna go sleep

#🍀:talks #and its already monday tomorrow #which also sucks #😩

[pyukumeru]

the girls are talking

#my posts #my art #my hero academia #himiko toga #ochako uraraka #(for a video i'm uploading on youtube on monday! aka tomorrow) #(its already on tiktok if youre curious :3)

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday. #but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its. #its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change. #whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#love that my body decided to incapacitate me the weekend before i have to read 5 different papers for classes #and it would b one thing to just read them but no for 3 of them i have to give detailed interpretation and 1 i have to present on #ive already failed to read one bc i forgot we had to do 2 papers for monday. oops. not that i could have done it anyway. i barely got 1 done #and im on track to fucking up the one due Tomorrow as well #im just fucking tired of reading fucking chemistry driven papers that i dont understand no matter how many times i read them #and everyones like oh itll get easier but no it fucking wont bc i cant fucking read right #its so fucking frustrating. why do i even bother? im so tried #i don't even have the paper im supposed to present on so ill have to do it all tomorrow. cool. great. not that i could do it today anyway #im just. this is gonna b a difficult week #and i misused my whole day by doing extractions bc i scheduled my training a week ago when i thought i would b fine over the weekend #nope. its fucking bullshit. this is y im like. y do i even want to b in academia? #how could i b a prof if i cant read well? its fine to b dyslexic as a math person but im like i have to read so much and so little gets thru #but then what the fuck else am i supposed to do? idk. im just gonna write down something for all these questions and go tf to sleep #ill get up at some horrible time in the morning to finish this. damn the consequences. ill see my therapist tomorrow anyway #and meet with my advisor like 🤪 yo guess what i made zero progress this week #sorry u got stuck with me while im going thru a year of fucking health problems #but whatever cant get rid of me now im already here. here and tired and i wanna go to bed #unrelated

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

My sibling brought home a stray cat? I'm deeply allergic to cats?? Why did they bring home a stray cat??????? I'm left with more questions than answers.

#i was at home and she texted that there was a stray cat in the park and i should go get it #of course i said no. because im hella allergic #then i got a text while i was at work from them telling me to grab allergy medicine #because they had brought home the stray cat #so now there's a cat in our bathroom #and its the prettiest cat ive ever seen in my life #but i cant get over the fact that we now have a random cat living in our bathroom #tomorrow or monday we're gonna try to see if it has a microchip #then put word out on facebook and to local shelters #im trying to convince my sibling to keep it but they said we already have too many pets #valid. so im gonna slyly bring it up to our roommate who has no pets and likes cats #anyway thats whats going on in my life rn

[the-kipsabian]

im gonna finish this fic before i sleep or im gonna die trying i swear to fuck

#final battle took much of my attention but i got over the major hurdle i had in this and its almost done #just the ending and epilogue and we are good to go #idk if im gonna post it tonight but its at least gonna get written. might let it sit until tomorrow to edit. we'll see #tbh i might be too impatient for that since its already been so long lmao #and i think this'll do better released on sunday evening vs monday morning idk #anyways. we'll see. its gonna be hanahaki hours soon either way i promise #night is an absolute mess on main

[faultsofyouth]

Okay I'm absolutely not waiting until morning to rinse the tie dye shirt I'm going to do it right after I complete this next assignment

#i just did 2 i'm on a roll #if i do one more then thats 1/2 of my homework assignments for the week already done #technically its more than that bc i had another ''homework'' assignment due tomorrow that my group and i did in class on monday

[seariii]

The weird mix of being stressed out, happy and exhausted... Gonna have to organize once more to get all of this sorted

#the event was scheduled for tomorrow and friday.... shit i was gonna do something on friday ill have to #set up the date for monday... and i just noticed an email i tried to send didnt go through and had to re send it #so i lost time in that.... #okay look seari. i know this is good but worst case scenario is that it doesn't happen because of the paperwork #and if that happens look you already started it and will be helpful for something else okay? for now lets focus on tje matters at hand #drink water because its almost 1pm and you hadnt drink any- oh shit- rest because we really need to recover our energy #and lets think and see what we are missing for the stressful stuff #... sigh... after friday we will know my fate... #seari talks #i forgot to schedule the appointment for today... that's okay we still have time... i think... i feel my stomach turning upside down wheb #thinking about the times and how a lot of stuff is out of my control... sigh.... anxiety be damned hahaaha it's okay... lets ACTUALLY rest #because you said you'd take a nao and instead started to do something else #alr alr mimir or rest time

[iguessitsjustme]

A conversation with my coworker:

Me: Be proud of me. They were selling inside out umbrellas and I didn’t buy one.

Coworker: I am very proud of you.

Me: I’ll buy one later though.

Coworker: Rae. Rae. No.

Me: Yes.

Coworker: How many umbrellas do you have?

Me: Right now? On my person?

Coworker: …

Coworker: Total???!!!!

#rae irl #i know i said i was gonna be too busy to really post but this was too good not to share #and obviously im checking tumblr today cause of the boops #but tomorrow i will probably be a bit mia #not like taking a break from it but not as present as i normally am #work is already kicking my ass and its only monday #this week is gonna be insane

[audiovisualrecall]

Also I don't expect the parentals to focus on me at all today but I am used to one of them calling a good morning up the stairs if I'm home. But it's 10am and nothing yet despite them being awake. Oh well up go down soon and say good morning to them instead

#i wanted to bake today but that seems unfair bc dad cant have any of it but will smell it #so maybe I'll do it tomorrow #also i forgot the dentist isnt open on weekends and didnt confirm or cancel my monday appointment when i should have on friday oops #so i guess i have to leave a nessage today either way #i dont Want to go tomorrow not least bc i have to get myself there and back #and idk if i want to do any dental work when i can only chew on the left side still bc i dont have a last tooth on the right side #abd I'm afraid that the two wisdom teeth on the left side have to go and idr which 2 teeth he already identified as needing work done as wel #I'm like its complicated!!! i cant verbalize my concern/issue/???

[beauceronn]

My friend mentioned possible PUPPIES on FB and now I need to reach out. OUGH

#remind me in the morning she has had a big day and i dont want to bother her at this hour #but OUGH!!!!!!!!! #maybe next weekend. theres a random match next weekend but its being put on by a breed club i am totally uninvolved with so i probably wont #go #im really bummed about work right now for a plethora of reasons but one major one is i cant go to any dog events during the week period #i wasnt supposed to work mornings this semester but im working tomorrow morning... and #for the foreseeable future. #so my schedule is basically work-school-work school-work ... etc ... work-homework #i wont lie i need the money and i love my job but i tend to work overtime as it is. i mean alas but it is a hassle #i only get sunday blues over school too. going to work on monday is awesome and cool if that's all im up to #but i hate school so much #i want to graduate already 🤪 so i can just work

[life-of-kalos]

Sorry for how quiet I've been recently, work is kicking my ass and it's way too hot OTL

#bluetalks #dl #ooc #like #2 people got fired for not showing up #and another is having personal issues #and its been 80s-90s #so the kitchen is boiling hot #and i get home after midnight #shower and unwind and its already like 2am #so i sleep to do it all again the next day #i was supposed to have tomorrow and monday off #but now i have to work tomorrow #the hottest day #because we're too short staffed #lord help me #anyway #ill draw when i can #until then #pray to the gods for me

[brittapcrrys]

Wait is the strike NOW or is it starting in a few hours? I was reading it as, like, 11th in US /UK timezones, so tomorrow 12th for me in Australia but idk....?

#it's 6pm Monday 11th for me rn like everything ive seen is readin TO ME #as “in america its starting tomorrow” meaning monday meaning soon if not in the wee morning hrs already #so HERE to be somewhat synched/coordibated it would fall tomorrow 12th but idfk

[itachikun]

getting this business case done since tuesday and im being so brave about it

#i spent the entire week anxious and thinking i wouldnt be able to do it #but i asked for help to my bf and to my friend and things came together 🥹 #theres still a lot i need to do on my own to prepare the dashes for the slides and the storytelling #but i think i can finish it all tomorrow night and send it on monday morning the latest i hope #just to double check on everything #even if i dont get accepted NOW thats also fine cause i already feel im doing my best #its for a position ive never been in so if i make it awesome but if i dont then someone whos got more experience at it did #and itll be well deserved #mr

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#holy fuck. i dont think ive ever been so angry for so long #i got the email abt the change to the end of this experiment at like 7.30am and i was like crying while i was watering #and that dispair consolidated into anger over the course of the day. by like 2pm i was like possessed #by the spirit of a angsty teen boy and wanted to punch some holes in drywall. i was so fucking angry #and the 1st email i got back was like: well u can do sunday/monday for extra measurements if u want #and i was like fucking WHAT? why the fuck cant i just start thr fucking dry down tomorrow? #literally why??? fucking why????? the other half of the experiment is drying tomorrow so what the actual fuck??? #and apparently it just didnt occure to them that we could do both at once. and they wanted to give me the option of a break #which. i appreciate the sentiment but jesus fucking christ u have no idea the atrocity we just avoided #if i had to drag this out until Wednesday i genuinely dont know what i woulf have done. if i had to drag this out until Wednesday only to #find out i didnt have to. i dunno. i would probably have thrown a tantrum like a child. god. ive been here like 10.5hrs now and 1 more to #go. fucking editing and emailing and fixing stupid shit. and my boss is like: email the editor both proofs so he can show reviewers the #changes. as he stated in his email. and im like fucking: ok. ok. ok. ill fucking do it but he has the 1st fucking proof already and the #fucking production office just asked me to send the 2nd proof which i already fucking sent. so maybe its just i cant fucking read #ugh. im not mad at her. this isnt her fault. im just unwell. ugh. i dont wanna b around ppl this week. i dont wanna have to pretend to be #a person. just leave me alone to cry in my freezing apartment as i let all my problems boil over #unrelated

[cherry-shipping]

hnnfghn. NVER MIND actually i cant do this. takingabreakokbyebye

#cherry chats #cant do it. cant do it. ill finisj it some other time……… #unless i decide to post the already finished doodles separately then you prolly wont see amytjing until next week #cuz im visiting my friend tomorrow. and ill be away until monday #either way. iccany fycking do this #even when i finish this mini comic idk if ill be able 2 post it…….ITS EMBARRASSING. AUGHH #ok break time Im gonna go out amd play cigarettes. hnnnnnnnnhgfggghh <- 100% of teir blood is currently in their head