#and tell me about how much bleach she drank that night bc she was so upset that she didnt have a chance with me

[goodnightmoonvale]

92 truths tag

RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. at the end choose 25 people to be tagged.

Tagged by @radio-charlie . . . sort of

LAST:

drink: water

phone call: idk, I don't answer my phone

text message: to my husband to tell him I was on the way home from work

song you listened to:  There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet by Panic! At The Disco

time you cried: Tuesday at my therapy appointment

HAVE YOU EVER:

dated someone twice: no

been cheated on: probably. Given that I didn't realize what was probably happening until we were already broken up, I'll likely never know for sure

lost someone special: no one I love has died yet. I'm worried I'm not going to deal with it well when it finally does happen

been depressed: oh yeah

been drunk and thrown up: nope! I've never even been drunk, lmao

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

made a new friend: yes? I hope some of my Discord peeps would count me as a friend . . . 

fallen out of love: nope

laughed until you cried: I honestly don't remember. Probably. I get giggly when I'm tired and I've been tired a lot this past year

met someone who changed you: yeah, I mean every friend you make changes you a little, right?

found out who your true friends are: I honestly don't really label someone as a friend unless I am pretty sure I can call them a true friend for the most part

found out someone was talking about you : no, I am usually completely clueless if people are talking about me

GENERAL:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: Uh, well, there is exactly 1 person I follow on Tumblr who I went to high school with, but she doesn't know it's me (it's not weird; she's a semi-popular comic strip artist and lots of people follow her) Otherwise I keep my Tumblr pretty separate from my real life

do you have any pets?: nope, our apartment doesn't allow them and also my husband doesn't really like animals 

do you want to change your name?: Naw, my name is fine

what time did you wake up this morning: 6:30am

what were you doing last night: eating, putting the kids to bed, working on more work stuff, doing the dishes, staying up late for no reason

name something you cannot wait for: spring, I'm getting pretty sick of this Seasonal Affective Disorder shit, yo

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: Yep, one of my friends in highschool was named Tom. He was very tall and big and had a loud voice and played Gaston in Beauty and the Beast (but was actually one of the nicest guys I knew)

what’s getting on your nerves right now: my back/neck has been tense for like 3 days and it keeps giving me a headache

blood type: uh forgot, A+ maybe?

nickname: "Orenijūsu" by my dad when I was a kid, "Spiderman", "La Reine", and "Butterfingers", all by a particularly nickname-prone supervisor in college, "Moon" and "Moonie" by my Discord peeps. I don't have an actual nickname that someone calls me on a regular basis anymore (tbh my real name is fairly hard to nickname especially since I got married and changed my last name)

relationship status: married

zodiac sign: Scorpio

pronouns: she/her, they/them

favorite show: Mythbusters

college: Brigham Young University, aka BYU

hair color: brown and hot pink atm. Need to bleach the rest of it and dye it purple again.

do you have a crush on someone: nope

what do you like about yourself: my singing voice. 

FIRSTS:

first surgery: wisdom teeth (yeah, they put me all the way out because they had to chip my wisdom teeth out in little tiny pieces)

first piercing: the normal earlobes ones

first sport you joined: softball

first vacation: uh . . . I think we went to Disneyworld when I was 3 and don't remember; idk if that counts as a first vacation or not though

first pair of sneakers: literally no idea

RIGHT NOW:

eating: shredded wheat

drinking: the milk out of the bowl

i’m about to: take a shower and go to work

listening to: Effington by Ben Folds

want kids: yep! Got me some :) I'll probably have another one in a few years

get married: already am :)

career: marketing

WHICH IS BETTER:

lips or eyes: both are good ;)

hugs or kisses: hugs! You can get them from more people

shorter or taller: idk, I'm fairly short so not many guys are shorter than me 

older or younger: around my age? Not too much younger for sure, a couple years younger and everyone starts seeming like a baby. But I feel like dating someone too much older would be weird

romantic or spontaneous: are those opposites?

sensitive or loud: sensitive. Loud people make me nervous bc my family is fairly quiet

hookup or relationship : relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. I'm kind of terrified of getting in trouble, I don't want the person I'm with to rachet up my anxiety

HAVE YOU EVER:

kissed a stranger: mmmmm, nope

drank hard liquor: nope

lost contacts/glasses: no, don't wear 'em

sex on first date: nope

broken someone’s heart: unfortunately. I was just out of a serious relationship and not looking for anything too serious and he sprung "I love you" on me like 3 days after we kissed for the first time. In retrospect it was probably good I got out but I did it in the most dickish way possible, so that's still one of those things that I think about at 3am when my brain is showing me a movie of all the awful and awkward things I've ever done in my life

been arrested: nope

turned someone down: see above

fallen for a friend: yes - was friends with my husband for a couple years before I realized I liked him

DO YOU BELIEVE:

in yourself: depends on what I'm doing, I suppose

miracles: theoretically yes. have I seen any in my own life? Not sure

love at first sight: attraction, yes, love, no

I don't think I have 25 individual people to tag in this so if you read this consider yourself tagged (seriously I would love reading your responses if you want to do this but I hate pressuring ppl into stuff and this is super long so only do it if you want to. But tag me if you do so I see it!)

[ask-artsy-oncie]

I guess it’s time to overshare again...

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. tagged by @duckybeth99​

LAST: Last drink: It was probably grapefruit juice lmao Last phone call: Mama Last text message: “https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQZ70ttAsjM I love you I love you I love you"
 (to my girlfriend) Last song you listened to: MapleStory’s Sleepywood Theme Last time I cried: I’m pretty sure a couple days ago...

HAVE YOU EVER:
 Dated someone twice: Nah, I mean, kinda? Me and my gf took a break a couple years back but it wasn’t like we weren’t planning on coming back to each other... Been cheated on: No. Kissed someone and regretted it: Not as far as I can remember... Lost someone special: Yes...
 Been depressed: :) Been drunk and thrown up: No, I haven’t even had an alcoholic bev outside of a few sips.

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
 Made a new friend: Yes...!! A few..!! Fallen out of love: Depends on what sense you mean that in... I’ve fallen out of love with certain media, a few people I used to call friends, a creative inspiration... but not with my girlfriend...! Laughed until you cried: Absolutely. I drown my sorrows in YouTube comedies. Met someone who changed you: Yeah. A few people, and in a few ways. Found out who your true friends were: I... guess...? I mean I went through that song and dance when I graduated high school so not much has changed... Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.

GENERAL:
 How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: I don’t know if you mean “outside of tumblr” (like an extensive social time on skype or discord) or literally I have physically met them. I’m just going to leave it to ��I can count the number on my hands” because either way that’s true. Do you have any pets?: I have had a lot of pets over the course of my life. My family loves animals and we need a cat to take care of the rodents. It’s mostly been cats, I’ve known... like five cats in the years I’ve been conscious..? We currently only have one left... and then we’ve had four dogs (three at the same time at one point) and currently only have one left. We also currently have a goldfish named Dimples. (who used to be a classroom pet in Mama’s classroom) Do you want to change your name?: Nah, I was named after my grandmother and I value that... The name means a lot to Papa and my family. I do have a masc./neutral name but I don’t consider my legal name my dead name?? Pls don’t be afraid to use it. What time did you wake up this morning?: lmao like 4:30 AM bc cramps are the worst. What were you doing last night?: I drew something right before I went to bed, but other than that, I got my hair bleached and dyed, and was in the process of dyeing some fabric.
 Name something you cannot wait for: halloween halloween hALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN!!!!! (+ Halloween at Disneyland lmao) Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes my cat’s name is Tom and I have to yell at him all the time. 
 What’s getting on your nerves right now?: If menstrual cramps and acne could both just stop existing I’d be really happy. Blood type: I don’t know, I got my blood tested recently and they wouldn’t fukcing tell me. All I know is that Papa is an O type so maybe I am too...?? Nickname: Fina/Artsy Relationship status: *inhales* I LOVE MY GF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Zodiac sign: Cancer Pronouns: he/him/she/her
 Favorite tv show: I’ve got a lot of favorites... too many favorites, really. I’ll have to compile a list someday... College: SF State. Hair color: Most of my hair is brown, but my bangs are pretty much the bisexual flag. Do you have a crush on someone: I mean....... @duckybeth99 is pretty damn cute~~ But I also have a long list of fictional character crushes too. What do you like about yourself: I guess... I.... like that I have really vivid, lucid dreams...? It’s entertaining, at least...

FIRSTS:
 First surgery: I had to get a baby tooth removed because it refused to fall out. First piercing: I am a virgin in that regard... First sport you joined: I guess ballet/tap, but if you want like a non-performing arts sport, then basketball (which I ended up playing for like 8 years) First vacation: My family went to visit my grandmother in Warshington a couple months after 9/11 so like that was pretty wild... First pair of sneakers: Again like I don’t know how you expect anyone to remember that unless they had a vivid childhood memory concerning their sneakers. Dude, I remember the first time I ate a pack of instant ramen better than I remember my first sneakers. If I had to make an educated guess, they were probably Velcro sneakers because I had an abhorrence for tying my shoes.

Eating: I should be eating breakfast it’s like 6:55 rn... Drinking: And I’ll have some grapefruit juice with that breakfast I’m sure... I’m about to: Make breakfast fuck I’m hungry.... Listening to: The world waking up, birds chirping... and idk the sound of my keyboard is pretty nice too... Want kids: Yes. Get married: Absolutely. Career: Listen I would adore spending the rest of my life as a comic artist, storyboarder, or character designer... I really, that’s what I want to do with my whole entire life. But just... the way things are, doesn’t really feel like I’m going to be able to get there.... So I’ve set myself up a path of getting my credentials to become an art teacher at my local high school and replace the godawful one there now...

WHICH IS BETTER:
 Lips or eyes: Don’t make me choose between that. I love both of those things.... Hugs or kisses: Same. Shorter or taller: Really depends... I like taller guys and shorter girls... (or... I mean... I could BE the taller guy too I am 100% A-OK with that.) Older or younger: Yeah this makes me uncomfortable, so I’m gonna pretend this is a general life question and I gotta say adulthood is rather underrated if you can keep your childhood interests in your heart. Basically I have money now and that’s pretty baller. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive... Loud is fine but I like when people are emotionally open... Hook up or relationship: Mama always said not to date anyone I couldn’t see myself marrying... Troublemaker or hesitant: Idk I’m chill with both, but I guess with hesitant people you got yourself more of a chance of staying alive haha

HAVE YOU EVER:
 Kissed a stranger: No.
 Drank hard liquor: Nope. Lost glasses/contacts: Of course, I do that all the fucking time, all the FUCKING TIME. Sex on first date: ...I am a virgin in that regard, as well... Broken someone’s heart: Yes, I know for sure that I have. Been arrested: No. Turned someone down: Yes, and the entire situation was unpleasant as fuck please do not ask me to elaborate on that ever. Fallen for a friend: My girlfriend is my friend ;)

DO YOU BELIEVE:
 In yourself: Complicated, next question. Miracles: To a degree, yeah. Love at first sight: Yeah, but I’m a goddamned romantic *shrugs* Heaven: ehhh.... another Complicated.

TAG: I don’t know 25 people to tag. I guess some mutuals would be @tisbubb, @xxthederptorxx, @lastoneout, @ilananight, and @chanditoys (only if you guys want to!) other than that uuuuhhhhhhhh if you reading this and you wanna, go ahead lmao I can’t stop you.

#tagged #tmi...??

[untruthsteller]

Oh Shit it's P5 headcanon time

#Persona 5 #akira kusuru #ann takamaki #yusuke kitagawa #ryuji sakamoto #Morgana #p5 #headcanons #i'll have more for the other babes when i get further #i only just met goro and i hardly know nijima #and sae can fight me out behind the arby's #and i feel bad for the coffee man but he's very face value for me

[rockmymansae]

92 questions tag

@bangtanbombdotcom dang some of those questions were deep

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: my aunt 3. Text message: my brother 4. Song you listened to: hhu’s new mixtape 5. Time you cried: last month when i thought i had to drop out of college lol

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: kinda? i didn’t regret it at first but then i did and now i don’t regret it anymore 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: does my cat count? 10. Been depressed: never got diagnosed but i’m pretty sure i have/had depression. it’s a long story 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yap but no one saw it so it didn’t happen

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: purple, black, blue i guess?

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yap! real life and internet friends :D 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: i think? but i can’t tell you when 18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes? but in a good way? 19. Met someone who changed you: nope 20. Found out who your friends are: not in the last year 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: haven’t kissed a person in quite some time

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them  23. Do you have any pets: used to have a cat now i take care of my friend’s cat once or twice a year 24. Do you want to change your name: no 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: bought red velvet cake and ate it alone in my room. great birthday tbh 26. What time did you wake up: 8.30ish 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i definitely was awake, maybe watching videos 28. Name something you can’t wait for: to move out again!!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: tuesday afternoon

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i wouldn’t procrastinate as much...

31. What are you listening right now: nothing 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i feel like i have but i can’t remember 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the blister on my foot 34. Most visited Website: this hellsite and youtube

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: loads 36. Mark/s: i have a couple of scars bc i was a clumsy child and also had chicken pox and my cat gave me some scars  37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a designer, physiotherapist, architect  38. Haircolor: a very dirty blonde 39. Long or short hair: short!!!! 40. Do you have a crush on someone: right now? no

41. What do you like about yourself: i’m very self-sufficient and adaptable  

42. Piercings: 3 in my earlobes, cartilage, forward helix and septum  43. Bloodtype: B?? 44. Nickname: Nata, Nats, my last name and most recently Nat ;) 45. Relationship status: single 46. Zodiac: gemini 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: i can’t pick favorites to save my life but avatar: the last airbender maybe? 49. Tattoos: 2, one on each ankle  50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: had to get polyps removed when i was like 5 52. Hair dyed in different color: used to have pink then green tips, then bleached my hair and dyed all of it pink 53. Sport: i used to swim 55. Vacation: i’ve been to a lot of european countries, i wanna go to scandinavia  56. Pair of trainers: how many i have? what counts as trainers?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: i eat and like almost everything 58. Drinking: any form of black tea 59. I’m about to: good question edit:turns out the answer was eat 61. Waiting for: godot hehe  62. Want: weather that isn’t this humid 63. Get married: nah 64. Career: something that allows me to have my own apartment and 2 cats

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: no preference 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: don’t care 68. Older or younger: also don’t care 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i do like nice arms and shoulders 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

72. Hook up or relationship: again no preference

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: breaking news i do not care!

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: yeah 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t need em  77. Turned someone down: kinda? try explaining to someone who has a crush on you that you have a crush on their flatmate/best friend 78. Sex on the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: not that i know of 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: no even tho i’ve done some pretty illegal shit

82. Cried when someone died: yeah 83. Fallen for a friend: i’ve had crushes on friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i’m working on it 85. Miracles: not really 86. Love at first sight: no 87. Santa Claus: i don’t know if i ever believed in santa claus? 88. Kiss in the first date: sure 89. Angels: nope

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: (in order of how long i have known them) xenia, vera, natalie, franzi, karina, anja, clara 91. Eyecolor: hazel 92. Favorite movie: by now everyone should know that i can’t pick my favorite anything but a movie i love is howl’s moving castle 

yay i did it!!

#tag game #mine

[tash737]

92 Truths

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag! I was tagged by: @lumielwinchester <3 <3 <3 LAST… [1] drink: Appletizer [2] phone call: my grandpa [3] text message: @swagfambeef [4] song you listened to: A song covered by panic at the disco [5] time you cried: Today lol I'm always crying HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: Uhhhh well I've been on two dates with someone [7] been cheated on: I should HOPE NOT [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Nope ☺️ [9] lost someone special: yeh [10] lost yourself: This is so deep idk [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nope LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] all of them [13] all of them [14] all of them IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: [15] made new friends: yes! [16] fallen out of love: nope [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: yep 👀 [19] met someone who changed you: Maybe lol I'm bad at keeping track of when I meet people [20] found out who your true friends are: nah I already sorted that out [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Yep GENERAL: [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: Like..... 2? [23] do you have any pets: Not anymore ;-; unless you count the fucking quails [24] do you want to change your name: nah I'm good [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Nothing. Oops. Maybe I went somewhere with dave I can't remember [26] what time did you wake up: at like 8am and then at like 11am bc daylight savings [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: tumblr or having some weird dreams [28] name something you cannot wait for: SUMMER!!! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Like an hour ago [30] what is one thing you wish that you could change about your life: Can I be skinny and good at exams pls lol [31] what are you listening to right now: Nothing I'm just sat here with earphones in [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes, several and they're all quite different [33] something that is getting on your nerves: A guy I'm not gonna name even though he won't see this lol. Oh and exams [35] elementary: like primary school? Take me back lol [36] high school: ready to leave tbh [37] college: Can't wait! [38] hair colour: Dark brown with some shite bleach at the ends [39] long or short hair: long and short at the same time! I have a very badly maintained undercut ;) [40] do you have a crush on someone: Yeah his name is dave omf it's so embarrassing pls don't tell him [41] what do you like about yourself: Uh. My um. Uh. I guess I'm good at hugs [42] piercings: I had a nose piercing for literally 24 hours [43] blood type: O [44] nickname: Tash [45] relationship status: In a relationship [46] zodiac sign: Taurus [47] pronouns: she/her/they [48] fav tv show: The Simpsons I guess, I don't watch that much TV. Actually 3 percent on Netflix is really good. And humans on channel 4 [49] tattoos: one day [50] right or left handed: Right! FIRST… [51] surgery: never had any [52] piercing: nose [53] best friend: A girl called Helen (why is everyone called Helen) [54] sport: ballet [55] vacation: probably Hong Kong [56] pair of trainers: how am I gonna remember this? RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: nothing [59] i’m about to: brush my teeth/reply to dave (sorry I'm taking so long) [60] listening to: nothing [61] waiting for: A hug [62] want a hug: see above [63] get married: After uni! [64] career: zoology :) WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: BOTH [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: idc [68] older or younger: neither tbh [69] romantic or spontaneous: both [70] nice arms or nice stomach: nice personality [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: depends lol [73] troublemaker or hesitant: both...? HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger: nope [75] drank hard liquor: yep [76] lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah lol [77] turned someone down: yep hahahaha awks [78] sex on a first date: noop [79] broken someone’s heart: maybe lol who knows [80] had your own heart broken: My heart is always broken 💔💔💔 [81] been arrested: lol no [82] cried when someone died: yes [83] fallen for a friend: yes DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself: no [85] miracles: no [86] love at first sight: no [87] santa claus: save me Santa [88] kiss on the first date: this is a belief? [89] angels: Meh OTHER… [90] current best friend: if I had to choose? Probably @kumo-no-yuri or @sachikoyagami [91] eye colour: mine? Dark dark dark brown [92] favourite movie: hahahahahahahahaha kingsman I guess Tagging @kumo-no-yuri @xjolo @swagfambeef @sachikoyagami

#text post #long #about me

[illnameitlast-blog]

OMG it’s been more than a week since I’ve started this personal project.

I’m going to retry calling as much as I can remember up to today.. 9/11/2017. Might not finish. 

so 

the original plan for that Thursday was to connect two friends in the music industry at 2, clothing photo shoot w a Postmates driver, L, who I quickly befriended at work (a cafe in Brentwood) at 5, and then around 8pm I was going to sleep over at a coworker’s house so that she could bleach and re-color my hair. 

..here’s what really happened. 

I woke up somewhat early, maybe around 9:30/10am. Currently my long-time high school friend Kristine is going to move in with me into the small studio I live in. Her lease ends the last day of August, & that’s today, Thursday. The night before, my friend Taylor said last-minute she needed a place to couch surf after all & will be putting her room up for Airbnb. [Taylor lives in a master bedroom by herself in a large apartment right next to The Grove. The last time I saw her a few months ago I told her I would be down to move in with her and she agreed it would be cool. We agreed she’d Airbnb her room for extra money for September, while I saved rent money to move in with her in October.] 

I walked less than 10 minutes to get a bunch of breakfast for myself. I’m talking about pancakes, toast, eggs, hashbrowns, bacon, and sausage. When I come back, I eat about 3/4 of what I ordered and eat half of an acid-laced sour patch kid, roughly equivalent to half a tab (I’d like to think). It’s about 12:30. 

Alright, now I need to start getting ready as fast as possible before the acid hits. First I talk to house owners Danny & Tara about Taylor moving into the studio with Kristine & I. A little unsure at first, they eventually agree. I go back to getting ready. 

The acid doesn’t hit until about an hour later, when I’m about to leave for my 2pm froyo meeting with friends Yael & Josephine. After getting Pressed Juicery’s matcha “froyo” w almond butter, pineapple, & extra pineapple, we walk withYael to some place she knows of where we can hang out. We’re on Abbot Kinney and arrive at the TOMS store. As you walk in, there’s a coffee bar. Past it, a seating area with tables on the right side and shoes for sale on display on the left side. Past THAT, you go down a few stairs onto grass turf with tall, stair-like seating all against the right side with a couple tables & chairs on the floor against the wall across the entrance of area. We all sit & talk for a bit, where I find out that Yael will be at the Anaheim House of Blues the next day, Friday, where I’ll also be to support a friend’s band that’ll be performing. We agree to try to see each other the next night. Around 3:30/4, we leave to walk back towards our cars. On our way back, we pass the Wheel of Fortune that seems to be some type of known landmark? I spin the wheel, first getting WISDOM but then it quickly switched over to FUN. currently, I do not disagree. maybe later in life I might. 

I get back to my car. right before meeting Yael & Josephine, L texted me asking to rain check the photo shoot. since I was free & I knew Kristine needed some help bringing things to my place, I decide to go over to her apartment in Westwood. when I get there, I’m feeling amazing. I had just linked two amazing people in the music industry and that was the first meeting I’d ever scheduled. I was ecstatic! earlier in my day I had come up w the idea that instead of Taylor putting her room up for Airbnb, Kristine & I could just move in instead. I was going to move in October anyways. I needed to check with Kristine first, & she was for it. So I called Taylor & told her my idea. Taylor loved it! In the span of about a 5 minute phone call, we were moving to West Hollywood. Because of that I was also able to help another one of my friends that was looking for a place to stay for the month of September! ***side note about the weather, during my phone conversation with said friend, that was the day when there was like, apocalyptic weather going on, where it was very warm & humid, but pretty windy & even started raining at some points during the day. I say this because I was observing the weather from the open window at the moment***  during my time there I created this tumblr on impulse. eventually Kristine’s roommate finally left for home & it was just the two of us. it was starting to get late & nothing had been put away in the car yet. WE NEEDED TO BE OUT & DONE BY SUNRISE.

I start packing things in the car. We need to start moving. Once we finished, we drove to Kristine’s home home, about 1:15 hour drive away. We got back to the apartment around 4am I believe. I’ve never mentally pushed myself that hard before, I was so freaking EXHAUSTED moving everything to the car while Kristine cleaned, back & forth, from the 3rd floor (but thankfully had an elevator). We didn’t finish til 7am. I ordered food around 7:30 for pickup on my way home. 

I leave Kristine around 8am. She’ll meet me at my place for food & a shower soon. I get home, scarf my breakfast sandwich down, eyes-closed, hoping to simulate resting. As soon as I finish I hop in the shower right away. I get ready, tell Kristine how to lock up, then leave. I go to work from 10am-6:30pm. 

I’m EXHAUSTED. I magically make it on time. Work is rough. After about an hour, I use the bathroom & check my messages for anything important. Tara is very upset about Kristine leaving her burrito leftovers & the dog got to it, after just telling me the other day to make sure the rules about food in the studio were known. I don’t have time to reply, so I just go back to work & go back to cutting the watermelon up for juice, since we didn’t have any ready. I’m extremely stressed at that point & start tearing up. My coworker/big brother figure Isa sees me, takes over, & sends me to the bathroom. I’m crying. The only 2 bathroom stalls are occupied. I’m crying. A woman on the phone walks into the bathroom & is in line now. I’m still crying. One of the shift leaders Val comes in, hugs me, & takes me to the office in the back. She’s had enough breakdowns to know what was happening with me & I’m thankful for the care she showed me. FINALLY, I’m done crying. I go back to work, feeling better, and finish the rest of my shift. 

As soon as I clock out, I change outfits & head to the House of Blues Anaheim to see birthday! I saw birthday @ SXSW earlier that year, where I also met the frontman, Duran. Although I was DEAD & exhausted, I had this show in my calendar for about 2 months, had told them I would be going the same day they announced it, & refused to flake on them. Their last show I’d missed their set, but I’m so glad I saw this one. The energy was amazing, & it made me want to introduce him to Yael even more for potential booking purposes. Unfortunately, Yael was in a different room than me & couldn’t leave, since she was there as Production Assistant for the show. After birthday’s set, Duran & I catch up a little & watch a few songs of the next opener. It was very interesting. 

Duran says there’s a band he wants to see in a different room & is going to find the stage hand to see if we’d be able to go check it out. The guy gives us two shiny pink wristbands & we head outside towards the entrance to the Foundation Room. This is the room Yael is in! I’m STOKED. We go past the door, it’s immediately an elevator. Take the elevator to the 2nd floor. Exit, walk across the catwalk above/between the stage downstairs & the ramp entrance to the room I saw birthday perform in. 

We enter the room, which is in the shape of a rotunda. Very nice. Duran is standing behind my shoulder. I ask the girl at the front desk if we just walk in. 

Girl: “Do you have tickets for the show?” 

Me: *shows wristbands* 

Girl: “Oh! You’re a member?” 

Me: *quick pause of hesitation* ... “Yes! :D” 

Girl: “Would you like a glass of champagne?” 

Me: “If you would like to pour it for me, thank you so much!!!” 

Duran & I walk in, both holding a glass of champagne. Eventually I introduce Yael & Duran to each other. Towards the end of that show I run into Alexa / Plexxaglass! Shortly after, Duran & I dipped. we went back to the first room we were in. He gets me backstage, into the green room. I help the boys put away their things to leave. In the next room over, Bro Safari is playing.. & Duran has 4 tickets. It’s about 11:30pm. As much as I really wanted to go, I knew I couldn’t let myself, unless I wanted to LITERALLY die of exhaustion. Also, I worked the next day 8am-4:30pm. Duran offers to walk me to my car, except we actually literally walk down the ramps instead of take the stairs to the floor I needed lol. Long story short, I lost my car, we looked for it for about 20 minutes including one of the other boys in the group, then found it on the floor beneath the floor we were looking all over. 

I get into my car, & check my messages. Turns out my friend had moved into the studio already, meaning to me that I couldn’t sleep over there that night. Kristine was at her old apartment where her friends had moved into, but there was no furniture yet meaning there was only hardwood floor to sleep on. Taylor’s place wasn’t an option yet, as she was still cleaning her stuff for us to move in. On my way to Anaheim I’d seen a sign to Riverside & thought about sleeping over @ my best guy friend’s house. Except he’s in Vegas for the weekend. I didn’t wanna go back home home to Rancho/Fontana bc that was way farther than Riv & I know I was already so tired.. So I texted my coworker Bekah, who was supposed to color my hair the other day, to see if I could sleep over for the night. I got to her place at about 1. Her cute ass bought me granola bars & milk in case if I wanted cereal in the morning. (’: We talked a bit, drank wine in bed, then I FINALLY passed out. I woke up the next morning, left around 7:30, and there was ash on my car bc apparently that day there was a fire nearby. Nature is being hella crazy as of lately. 

#acid

[bunnyjins]

92 STATEMENTS

Tagged by @sleepyw0ns, @urmomstax and @monjinki (I am so sorry for doing this so late ;-;) so uhhh here we go guys 92 STATEMENTS TAG

LAST




1. Drink: Café Latte




2. Phone call: My dad, telling him my math exam result




3. Text message: my only irl meme friend




4. Song you listened to: Grim - Lund (it’s such a good song listen to it if you can 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼)




5. Time you cried: like two days ago, bc i love Autumn Leaves by bts so much




6. Dated someone twice: who is dating? idk her




7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah




8. Been cheated on: no




9. Lost someone special: yes




10. Been depressed: no, never




11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: lmaoo no




LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: black, burgundy and green




IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:




15. Made new friends: hell yeah, some that i wish to talk more with but i’m so shyyyy T-T




16. Fallen out of love: no




17. Laughed until you cried: yes at a shitty spanish and norwegian joke




18. Found out someone was talking about you: no




19. Met someone who changed you: ofc yes i luv my new friends




20. Found out who your friends are: i have an idea with my irl friends, but not really




21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: lmaoo no




GENERAL:




22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 40% maybe




23. Do you have any pets: two cats called Spraglen and Dingo




24. Do you want to change your name: i used to, but not now




25. What did you do for your last Birthday: had my norwegian midterm >_> but other than that I don’t remember




26. What time did you wake up: 11am but my mom should’ve let me sleep bc i was cranky A F




27. What were you doing at midnight last night: making mbs




28. Name something you can’t wait for: sleep




29. When was the last time you saw your mom: I’m staring at her rn




30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i could list some things but idek, then i’m not me anymore




31. What are you listening right now: Shine Forever - Monsta x




32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I know a dude who has Tom as his first three letters




33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my sister needing to explain everything and apologizing 25/8




34. Most visited Website: youtube




35. Elementary: don’t really remember




36. High School: starting soon




37. College: yes i would like that




38. Hair color: brown but bleached the tips so i have an ombre




39. Long or short hair: L O N G




40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah




41. What do you like about yourself: my eyes




42. Piercings: 1 in both ears, a fake septum bc my dad hates it and won’t really let me have a real one




43. Bloodtype: idek, one that mosqitos hATE bc i never get bit by them :D




44. Nickname: Ellow, Eyeliner, Elbow




45. Relationship status: rElATioNsHiP StaTus…. single




47. Pronouns: she/her




48. Favorite TV Show: Game of thrones




49. Tattoos: none




50. Right or left: left




51. Surgery: yeah, two




52. Piercing: answered




53. Sport: did dancing and i want to start gymnastic but my mom don’t think it’s a good idea




55. Vacation: I’m in Denmark rn




56. Pair of trainers: Nike, if your wondering what shoes I wear




MORE GENERAL:




57. Eating: i love meat




58. Drinking: coffee




59. I’m about to: post some mbs and edits




61. Waiting for: sleep




62. Want: sleep




63. Get married: yes




64. Career: something with technology and productions idek




65. Hugs or kisses: B O T H




66. Lips or eyes: both




67. Shorter or taller: taller




68. Older or younger: older




70. Nice arms or nice stomach?: don’t really care




71. Sensitive or loud: sensetive




72. Hook up or relationship: relationship ples




73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesutant




74. Kissed a stranger: no




75. Drank hard liquor: no




76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I’ve lost both, I used to lose them A L L T H E T I M E




77. Turned someone down: no




78. Sex in the first date: If my date is great then i might




79. Broken someones heart: don’t think so




80. Had your heart broken: nah




81. Been arrested: hdjdjd no




82. Cried when someone died: yes




83. Fallen for a friend: no




84. Yourself: ehhh maybe




85. Miracles: no




86. Love at first sight: nah




87. Santa Claus: you, me an intelectual: Siaint Nicolas




88. Kiss in the first date: yeah maybe




89. Angels: angel of sleep plz come to me




OTHER:




90. Current best friends name: idek




91. Eyecolor: Green




92. Favorite movie: The Nightmare before Christmas, I’m down to watch it all day err day

if you read through all that congratz 👏🏼👏🏼

I’m tagging @sweetjooheonie@princesssjoy@guksuu@xiiumiins @hyungwvn @aegyojin890 @94wons @smol-kihyuns @polyglotal @sweetjooheonie @hyunqvwon @iminterstellar @floofta-x @lostinmonstax (if you’ve already been tagged, I’m sorry)

#thanks for the tag y'all!! #:D #and again sorry for doing this so late >_> #tag #sleepyw0ns #monjinki #urmomstax