since you said in your last post that you wanted to write some angry sam - PLEASE WRITE IT idc in what context or at whom
i love your writing and i love sam being angry lol
An alternate version of this post. Thanks @wabitham for the idea.
it’d be so fucking funny and sad at the same time that Tara came home not seeing Sam at first glance, and used the inhaler desperately while Sam just death stared at her doing all that
It's a long half an hour before the door creaks open
Sam's been stewing all the while. There's still a part of her desperate to be wrong, for there to be another explanation, for Tara to walk out of her bedroom and ask her what she's doing.
But Sam's not stupid. Her sister on the other hand might be after all.
Tara doesn't see her when she opens the door. She doesn't even have her eyes open. She just stumbles in, eyes closed and gasping. She goes straight for the sideboard table beside the door, dropping her keys and clutching for the inhaler that sits in the bowl.
Are. You. Fucking. Kidding. Me.
Sam's felt anger like this before. She's felt it a lot actually. A concerning amount. But she's never felt it directed at her sister. All she can see is her sister bent over and leaning heavily on the furniture, inhaler in her mouth. All she can think about is her little asthmatic sister smoking. Hurting herself on purpose.
She doesn't even realise she's moved until she's slamming Tara back against the door, both hands fisting her sleep shirt.
Her sister doesn't even fight back, and it only makes her angrier. What if Sam had been an intruder, someone who had come here to hurt her, kill her? What if Sam wanted to hurt her? Would she stand there, unstruggling, and simply let it happen?
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Sam growls. She realises she can smell the cigarette smoke on her. It knowledge seeps into her, burning through her veins.
Tara gapes at her, unable to form a response. She just stands there, under her sister's hands, staring up at her wide-eyed. She doesn't respond, can't respond. What can she say? Sam knows, she knows.
"Well?!" Sam demands from her, shaking her once.
Her lack of response brings tears to Sam's eyes, unable to take all of the feelings waging war inside of her. "Do you think I spend all this time protecting you for you to go and do this to yourself?" It hurts so much, to know that Tara would hurt herself before she confides in Sam, before she trusts her sister to take care of her.
"Sam..." she whispers, voice so small and sad and it makes her ache. "Why?" she asks, she's so desperate to know, but her sister is shaking her head and closing her eyes.
Sam pulls her forward and into her arms. She squeezes her tight and says "never again, do you hear me? You will never do this again." It's an order, and one she will ensure is followed. Sam knows it, Tara knows it. Her sister just nods into her shoulder, clinging to her. "Whatever it is, whatever is going on, I'll fix it, ok? Just let me fix it."
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Duh.
- says guy who couldn’t just get along with people in the first place and now that he’s stuck in limbo is using bald as his mouthpiece to lit out fluff pieces* and make the elite who are being totally reasonable seem unreasonable.
*which by the way lmfaooooo the boys get dinner but the girls get anonymous Starbucks cards. King of gender equality!!
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yknow. after thinking about it for a while . i think i just had a fundamentally different idea of who aziraphale is as a character and thats why i didnt like most of the choices that were made for his character in season two. season one was such a fantastic adaptation of the book with such brilliant additions to the plot and story of crowley n aziraphale in general (and im also a big fan of crowley/aziraphale being like an unspoken agreement between the two, where nothing much changes and they naturally come together in a romantic way) that i went in with higher expectations and less appreciation for any deviance from who they are in the book. i never saw aziraphale as someone who would be ashamed of his sexuality or needing time to come to terms w it but looking back at season one i can definitely see where the seeds were sewn and how it does, regrettably, make sense that he would act Like That in season two. im just.. well. im a book fan. and im so used to gaybaiting i wasnt prepared for gayreal and the conflict in that direction
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