#anyways ig im gonna tag 💀💀

[taikk0]

JUST SAYING ONCE I LEARN TO PRONOUNCE MY T'S PROPERLY ITS OVER FOR YOU BUTTNUGGETS

#IVE ALWAYS PRONOUNCED T'S WITH MY TONGUE AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FIX IT ITS BEEN THAT WAY FOR SO LONG #BUT ONE DAY. I WILL PRONOUNCE MY T'S SO GOOD YOULL THINK IM A WHITE PERSON #WHAT SUCKS TOO IS THAT IM BILINGUAL WHILE ENGLISH IS MY FIRST LANGUAGE I SPEAK TAGALOG MOST OF THE TIME BECAUSE OF MY ENVIRONMENT SO I- #-HAVE NO PROPER WAY OF PRACTICING IT BC FILIPINOS PRONOUNCE T'S DIFFERENTLY BC OF THE LANGUAGE AND UNLESS IM IN AN ENGLISH SPEAKING- #-SETTING THERES NO WAY IM GONNA BE ABLE TO PRACTICE CONSISTENTLY 💔💔 #even worse i slur over my words all the time. i have a stutter. i have VERY frequent voice cracks and when i try to suppress them i sound- #-ver odd. PLUS ADHD #idk if adhd might be one of the causes or of it gets added to the pile but dude i actually need help 💀💀 #but another problem is i dont think anyone would see the point in it #i communicate just fine its just that i have so much trouble communicating verbally (vocally?) in a way that isnt unnatural and in a way- #-that properly articulates what i want to say and how i say it. often i have so much trouble showing varied emotion to prove a point when- #-im referring or talking about something that isnt reactionary #LIKE DUDE WHY IS TALKING SO HARD 💔ALL PEOPLE CAN TALK WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER THROUGH ALL PF THIS THIS SUCKS #which might be why i prefer writing what i want to say bc unlike talking the way i speak has nothing to do with it. i get given time to- #-think. and with an adhd brain writing what you want to say is so much better because typing it out involves the conscious decision to- #-type it all out and it acts as a filter #BLEFGGGH SORRY I KEEP BLABBERING ON THIS WSS SUPPPSED TO BE A SILLY LITTLE POST IDK WHY I WENT HAM IN THE TAGS #anyways umm yeah i dont like talking. i like communicating and maybe socializing tho. but not talking. does that make sense??? #there r also times where i straightup cant speak at all. i want to speak and i want to say things but my brain feels too busy or ig blank- #-but not empty and i cant form words or sentences and all i have are thoughts and feelings #anyways i think asl is neat and i want to learn it not just for my benefit but also for accessibility #also filipino sign language if im up for it #man there is something wrong w my brain 💀 #mikyomix rambles #yeah this one was a true ramble but only in the tags

[indigodawns]

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#blabla vent tags incoming #but im just so tired HSNSJS i know part of it is probably genuinely my messed up sleeping schedule and not having anything to do rn #but i keep having okay/good moments vs moments of being completely Done for no reason #like oh i don't want to do this anymore. not in a concerning way dw dw but also??? #just so so sick of living with myself for no good reason rip #anyways this was gonna be a post abt how bls are making me Yearn again which is gross #and i might be going on a date this week with someone? bc i opened tinder etc again HSJSJDB rip #but now im suddenly hit by the. ohhhhhhh i wanna date/kiss a girl. im not going on a date with a girl #dhsjsbsbdndj rip for being bi ig i sure am flighty/flaky in everything 💀💀 #haven't followed any bts updates in weeks now either #and blasting through new hyperfixations at a wild pace which im sure is due to having too much time on my hands but cmon now 💀💀 #idk none of this is getting to the point i just. what's the yoongi quote? wanna throw myself away #and i can't explain it and this keeps hitting in moments and then im fine again but it's like ok ive tried it. can't make sense of it. #what now??? #but also like i just need to flip a switch and then ill be fine!!! just flip it!!! #i will say watching the eclipse had me there actually but what good does that do anyone dhsnsjdj

[kittyhazelnut]

society if the Tumblr block feature would keep people's posts off your dash so I could block the cringiest 25-year-old with the energy of a 13-year-old I have ever seen 💀

#like be as cringe as you want ig idk but i dont want to see it and on any functioning website I shouldn't have to 💀 #im gonna filter out their url and maybe it'll work #and tbh the odds of them showing up on my dash again anyway are slim but still #also their posts are tagged with ''check my pin before interacting'' #and their pinned post is links to four more posts #and each one of those posts is like five paragraphs #like bruh is it really that serious fbsjdhsjsjk #and again there's no reason they can't do that but I'm still gonna make fun of them for it bc I'm blocking them anyway so they wont see it #no harm no foul y'know

[king-krisu]

I PROMISE THIS IS LAST POST OF TONIGHT im sorry for polluting the tag so much tonight jesus christ

Anyway I have once again been Jere-approved:

I drew this shitty thing on IG saying "if this is what the Berlin Käärijä gig is gonna look like... lord imma pass" and then pointing to me and mutuals + Jere in his ever-present Nike underwear

Noway did he like it 3h after I'd posted 💀 bro really went through mentions huh

#käärijä #jere pöyhönen #cha cha cha #king stop babbling

[tujhse-raabta]

❝ it's an introductory post!

» ok, hi, my name's ro - or, it's the name i feel more comfortable being referred to as, though my irl name is somewhere on the blog.

» she/they pronouns, gender neutral/feminine titles please!

» labels make me personally itchy so the only ones im comfortable using are queer and lesbian ig

» i'm in my twenties, my timezone is indian standard, my birthday is in april, and i use endearments!!! sorry but all of you are now my darlings, my lovely loves, my hearts, my sweeties, and more.

» my fandoms are my life<3 hyperfix rn is good omens and lucifer, but other ones are tvd and tw and pjo. also, marvel, but more in the detached sense these days.

» im admin for like, 4 rp accounts now? my main (from which i follow) is actually @morningbloodystar [Lucifer Morningstar], and my side blogs (which I've been neglecting OVKELVOR) are @three-surnames [Trixie Espinoza], @maze-of-bad-bitches [Mazikeen Smith] and @real-and-imaginary [the Personification of Reality]

» i also roleplay as my own (lucifer's) child! self parenting ftw ✊✊ ok time to go into the 'ro morningstar' lore

and I don't know what to say💀

ig ro's just. me? but a little more high on life? a little more fourth wall-y then others too, ig! the tag used is #ro morningstar and #good omens rp , though that second one is a bit more for general interactions that run parallel to it lmaooo

basically i exist as a person in the rp LMAOO.

lucifer kept on running into me at a coffee shop a concerning number of times, he somehow roped my introverted ass into a conversation, and i told him about tumblr. proceeded to make him an account (which i still have the password to. i keep dadifer on his toes<3)

so ro morningstar is mostly just normal human, with a little bit of unhinged sprinkled in. ALTHOUGH

they're gonna be cryptic and confusing as fuck at some point <3 what's the point of having an alternative self that runs lucifer morningstar, and not taking advantage of the knowledge that gives you?

im thinking.. dream/instinctual knowledge of Shit They Should Not Know. we can give ro a midlife crisis to match mine💕

so yeah. think deadpool. without the immortality.

anyways I'll add more when my braincells spark,, bye!!!

OH and she has loads of siblings, of course! no version of me is ever going to remember them all, but they all exist and they are all loved<3

oh and now remove all that I just said from your brain. there was a body swap. the person in their body fucking DIED. so now ro has a dead body, and an eternity as an Eldritch being to look forward to!

their mental state is : fucked. there are no more accurate descriptors.

#intro #lucifer morningstar #ro morningstar #trixie espinoza #mazikeen of the lilim #good omens rp

[germanyballartsandanimations]

🌻🇨🇭✨️likes, shares, shares to stories, saves and comments are highly appreciated!✨️🇨🇭🌻 Congrats on 3k @star_mochii1b 👁👅👁 💗💗💗 Finally decided to hop onto a dtiys bandwagon aaaaaaaaaaa this one took quite a while but i love it 👹👹👹👹👹 if i spot a mistake afterwards i will implode (Coloured some parts of it in a train 💀) (HOW DOES ONE DRAW THIS BEAUTIFUL ON IBISPAINT?????????tysm for getring me out of a semi-art block btw 👯‍♂️👯‍♂️👯‍♂️) Second half of slides onwards is cityhumans (what do u expect from me anyway /lh), kept it long enough to finally see the light of day 😈 (yes it's meant to be crooked af, i love metaphors) 🪳🪳🪳 If you guys are expecting me to draw smth abt the world cup oh boy do i have news for yall🧍‍♀️ Rendered drawings will never be promised but i do have a few doodles in preparation ig... HOW DO PEOPLE DRAW THAT QUICKLY?????????like bro ive seen them and im not gonna speak of a certain portion of them HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA My interest on this event is more of an inside joke with my twin🗿🗿🗿we're being super cringe but super free LOL the nostalgia is real Anyways besides this i plan to change my schedule to a 'post whenever i want to' kind of thing eeeeeeeeeeee (either that or still saturdays 😭😭😭), idk if i could tho man (SOMEBODY REMIND ME TO DO UR REQUESTS TYSM) 🦟🦟🦟 That's probaly all for today- tysm for passing by!!! Have a great day/morning/afternoon/evening/night ahead! >:))) Tags: #countryhumans #countryhuman #countryhumansswitzerland #countryhumanswitzerland #switzerlandcountryhumans #countryhumanssuiza #countryhumansdtiys #dtiys #drawthisinyourstyle #cityhumansvienna #countryhumansvienna (???) #cityhumansberlin #countryhumansberlin #cityhumansbudapest #countryhumansbudapest #cityhumans #countryhumansaustria #countryhumansgermany #countryhumanshungary #countryhumansart #countryhumansfanart #countryhumansdrawing #art #digitalart #drawing #fanart #artwork #medibang #medibangpaint #artistsoninstagram ⚰️... (at Felling Happy and Wonderful) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClaAMG1J0G6/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#countryhumans #countryhuman #countryhumansswitzerland #countryhumanswitzerland #switzerlandcountryhumans #countryhumanssuiza #countryhumansdtiys #dtiys #drawthisinyourstyle #cityhumansvienna #countryhumansvienna #cityhumansberlin #countryhumansberlin #cityhumansbudapest #countryhumansbudapest #cityhumans #countryhumansaustria #countryhumansgermany #countryhumanshungary #countryhumansart #countryhumansfanart #countryhumansdrawing #art #digitalart #drawing #fanart #artwork #medibang #medibangpaint #artistsoninstagram

[geolyte]

Yo!! Responding to the tags you added to your reblog, you are so right! I feel like I’d have to clarify it’s not a ship cus I know there’s gonna be someone out there who would.. uh, unfortunately mistake it as one 💀

And that not being the intention of my doodle, it’s be kinda weird?? You know?? Anyways tldr yeah you got the facts and I agree 👍

i like to think im pretty based

(for anyone curious this is about dont tag as ship etc etc and i am just very tired of how so many people are so like... idk how to say it... hyper dedicated to shipping ig)

#hex's internal dialogue #viewer mailtime with asclepihex saucellini

[hottest-mf-that-has-ever-existed]

i love chili (childe x zhongli) they are just so funny to me, silly men 💕

Zhongli, who hasnt learned how to live like a human yet (example: constantly forgets mora cuz he could just make it on spot, hes not dumb guys 😐 he just hasnt learned yet!!) so of course he isnt that familiar w human customs regarding relationships, especially romantic ones bc he has to learn other stuff first, and Childe, who is just unhinged bc of his trauma and from a different culture all together and also rich and ready to do everything for the people he holds close to his heart, just ugh!!!! love them

i can imagine them just walking together, zhongli noticing something he likes while childe buys that for him and then zhongli rambles about that thing while childe listens and shares his own thoughts.

then they go to buy food and zhongli trying to teach childe how to hold chopsticks but then childe sometimes not learning on purpose so zhongli feeds him ❤

most of liyue people are already used to the fatui scum and funeral consultant just being in their own bubble and they dont mind much cuz hey! childe pays really well so they get money, economy is thriving even

also they probably spar after zhongli's identity reveal and exchange fighting technique knowledge cuz im sure zhongli isnt that familiar w ALL fighting techniques so they just talk 💕

also zhongli unintentionally making childe flustered and then childe making zhongli feel nice when they are just hanging out :)

zhongli agreeing to spar bc it brings some life in childe's dead looking eyes but eventually when zhongli becomes family to childe, childe having a small spark in his eyes even without it because he loves family and i hc that family makes him feel alive too bc they are important to him end of story.

also zhongli was the god of war so i feel like he probably doesnt mind childe liking murder that much bc he only fights strong opponents and doesnt touch the common folk

their relationship isnt "normal" and i feel like they might have never put a label on it bc zhongli probably didnt think of it bc he doesnt know and childe probably not feeling the need to label it 🤨 also he'd probably wouldnt feel the need to put a label that zhongli wouldnt fully understand yknow?? like they would take it at their own pace cuz both would probably learn new stuff along the way

childe would probably eventually have to leave liyue so they'd write letters to each other :)

traveler just asking both of them to help on commissions together so they can meet and stop being sad and pathetic 🙄🙄

gets kinda sad after this aka time exists and childe is a mortal... i hope you get what i mean

foul legacy would probably eventually injure childe so bad that he wouldnt be able to continue to be a harbinger anymore so he and zhongli would start living together probably near childe's family

or childe would die in battle and it would be sad so i wont think about it

anyways

they would probably still spar n shit if childe wasnt too badly injured after that, yknow its just their thing and they find it enjoyable, also childe just doesnt want to lose his skill yknow

they would probably live a pretty peaceful life afterwards as they cant really do anything about it, not much excitement

they would still visit liyue few times a year of course!! it's zhongli's pride and joy after all and he needs to see it himself outside of others updates and childe just likes enabling him in stores so they always go back w a bunch of stuff

childe would probably grow old tho (well not too old, he probably wouldnt live past 60 considering how he's living 💀💀)

zhongli would try his best to take good care of him till his final hours :((

tho i feel like childe wouldnt like getting old tho especially w his mindset, his injury was probably bad enough on his mental state

so childe's final wish (if he wouldnt have mellowed out or just didnt care about zhongli's feelings in this matter that much) to zhongli would be a spar to death without holding back so he doesnt have to wait for his death. he would make it a contract so none of them could back out

but i feel like he'd most likely die surrounded by family and friends cuz yknow, im soft and he loves them very much and zhongli wouldnt agree to that wish (at least not easily cuz he'd have to live w it for the rest of the time and considering how good his memory is it would be painful even if it would make childe happy)

afterwards zhongli would probably move back to liyue (bc theres nothing holding him in the country of a different archon and they didnt have children so theres just no point) w all of the knowledge he earned and keeps childe in his heart or even a locket near his heart since they can take pics in genshin 🤨

but he would visit his grave every year at least once on his bday, if he could make time he'd go there as often as possible and just tell him things and bring flowers and other small things from liyue since childe probably liked it too

zhongli would live on forever w childe in his heart, maybe he'd find different lovers but i'd doubt it since childe was One Of A Kind yknow,,, idk i feel like zhongli wouldnt want to experience that pain again of losing a lover, at least a mortal one

fucj this made my cry why am i like this!!!!

tldr:

i feel like their relationship is far from conventional considering who they are but thats what i like about them

#this was supposed to be cute or whatever but i just couldnt shut up about them bc i cant tell my friends about all of this its silly #anyways ig im gonna tag 💀💀 #chili #childe #zhongli #zhongchi #genshin impact

[sad--tree]

got my booster shot yesterday and hoo boy its not kicking my ass as bad as my second shot but i DO feel sort of like a walking bruise :(

#i had/have all kinds of Mixèd Feelings abt getting a booster shot when So Fucking Much of the world is unvaccinated and not by choice #and even lots of ppl here who are probably more vulnerable than me n therefore need it more cant get a booster bc of too much demand #but my mum booked the appt bc her and my dad have been. hm. a teensy bit obsessive abt it. so ig i mostly did it 4 her /shrug #was interesting 2 find out theyre only giving pfizer to ppl under 30/kids bc of sliiiiightly reduced risk of myocarditis (sp?) or w/e #like ik a lil awhile ago on the pharmacy websites they said that but it was for ppl under 26 i think #also im gonna hide this in the tags as a lil bonus 4 ppl who read All O That^ but i had my dignity absolutely Destroyed #at the clinic yesterday. the older lady who was directing ppl in the small waiting area of the gym (its at a ymca) turned to my mum #(since we were there together) and said. in reference 2 me: is [she] over 12? #💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 H E L P IM 24!!!!!! ''over 12'' what the fuuuuuuuck 😭😭😭😭 like ik i was wearing a mask but come ON #i was. so in shock. i just nodded and went yes im 24 and then just. walked away 2 sit down where she'd pointed #she came up after and was very apologetic and i said the stuff i usually default 2 in these situations #which is ''haha yeah im sure ill appreciate it when im older :)'' bc thats what older ppl are always saying to me -_- #still. its usually being mistaken for only a few years younger or like. a teenager. #NOT POTENTIALLY AN 11 YR OLD #anyways..... 😶 my arm hurts :( not even 2 move its fine 2 move its just a general. radiating pain :(

[bunkernine]

hey i was looking at your tags because that's what i do, but...why would someone fail you because you used a pen?

😠😠😠 MR DAVE 😠😠😠

okay okayokay, to clarify, I have never failed a class: it was math class lol, and the second year i had him (not because I failed, but because he moved to the next math level that year lolol). so me and him already had this argument because he HATES when people use pen in his class, except im annoying, I had gotten used to using a pen in EVERYTHING. the math class the year before I had him, my previous teacher didn't care because i was still correct and did my work ig. idk he just liked me lol

anyway. before every test, mr dave would say "NO PEN" and stare straight at me because i was the only one using pen. and so most of my classwork would be in pen because he never collected it, but my tests would begin with me frantically asking my classmates for a pencil. so i guess one day, I just forgot to use pencil and took his stupid lil quiz. the quiz was hard. half of the class failed. he's very diligent about making corrections on people's work and showing them why they got a half point off or whatever. he grades really hard but lol, im fine with math ig

i was sitting back in my chair, cocky as fuck knowing i was gonna pass. he looked at me and then handed me the test upside down (😒). a fat zero. he didn't even grade the rest of it, there were no marks. normally i doodle on math quizzes and he would interact or color them in but he gave me nothing!!! just a 0 and that was it. i shoved it in my bag and ignored my math bros who asked me about the grade. gonna pretend like i didn't feel the hot sting of tears and angrily glared out the window for the rest of class. he sat down at his desk and looked at me for my reaction and I had to act like I wasn't affected and my hp didn't drop to 0. fucking critical hit, KO

so after class i went to him and was like 😠 GIMME MY A 😠. he just told me that my actual grade was online but to never use pen again on a test... and I didn't because i just remember my pride shattering at seeing that 0 on that one test.

lol it was pretty funny too because I didn't even pass the test. i walked out of his class the day he taught the material, plus I don't do hw so I never reviewed it 💀 i got like a 2/10 or something lmao

#mairéad 🥺 #askingasks #mr dave isnt his name david is just his first name #hes actually super cool but a lot of the kids hated him because he graded VERY HARD #he was actually my first C in math 🤔 that was the second year i had him though and thats because he taught about sin cos tan and i went #'LOL ill never need to know this' and just ignored it #AND THWN EVERYTHING WE DID AFTER THAT INVOLVED THAT 😭😭😭😭 I WAS SO STUPID #everytime he saw me pull out a pen his face just went from 'hi caitlyn 🥰' to 'caitlyn. 😒' #dhdhdhhrhdhshsh #my best friend was obnoxious about the pens the next year because he coated them in his deodorant on purpose 😐 #and my fingers were smelling like axe all day. i touch my face a lot so i would lean on my hand and suddenly smell Boy and it was a ride #😒 why did he do that. he told me to keep it 😒 bro. dude. why would i want it. it smells like boy. #😭😭😭 this is in fact the boy i cut my bangs over. theres just so much going on when it comes to him #😐 oh tomorrow is his birthday actually 😌 his sister is also the girl i despise. #paige if youre out there youre still a bitch and i hate you 😤 #dbdnjfjdjdjdbf HOW IS THAT A TAG ALREADY #where did this story go lmao