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bi-sapphics · 1 year
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I’m a lesbian and I really don’t care if bi people say dyke or not. I’m not trying to be all “not like other lesbians” but a bi woman is going to be called a dyke by a homophobe, a homophobe will not care if you correct them and go “um ACTUALLY im bisexual.” Also why would I go up to every sapphic using the word dyke and go “ARE YOU LESBIAN????” Idk I’m only like one lesbian out of a bajillion so maybe it doesn’t matter what I say
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crimsonblackrose · 4 years
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One of the first things that I learned when I picked up all my passes at the Big Bus information office was that the Louvre required a reservation. The museum is always busy so making a reservation online is highly suggested. For general admission or special exhibits check here. Since I had a museum pass I picked a time slot and filled out the forms here. Because I was so tired rather than make my reservation at 9am like I had planned I made it for 9:30am. I didn’t have any difficulty getting the date or time I wanted, which is lucky. I also was in Paris during the off season. I was sent an e-mail with the information for my pass and then I screenshot it so that I could show it to the guards when I arrived. I highly suggest doing this just to make your life easier. You enter via the glass pyramid.
My plan for my second full day in Paris included cramming three museums into one day. So I had a goal of just seeing the highlights in the Louvre. Anything else I managed to see would be a bonus. The main goal was to, of course, find the Mona Lisa.  But first, because I’d gotten such a late start and then felt rushed to be at the Louvre exactly at 9:30 so I wouldn’t miss my spot I hadn’t eaten. So within the Louvre I popped into a cafe right before going through with my museum pass and quickly ate a brioches suisses which was absolutely delightful. Brioches suisses is a french bread (brioche) with chocolate chips and vanilla custard in the middle. There wasn’t any seating within the cafe but there was some seating outside of it under a pillar with tables every couple of feet. So I sat there to eat my breakfast before going through with my museum pass to enter the actual Louvre. I felt the same sort of rush that I felt when trying to get into Harry Potter at USJ the first time.
While some highlights are included on the map so you can easily make a goal of what to see, others are not. On my way to find the Mona Lisa I ran into a couple famous statues.
First was the Venus de Milo or Aphrodite from 100 BC which is located in the Sully wing on the ground floor in the Parthenon room (room 346).
Then in one of the stair cases on my way to the Mona Lisa I found the Winged Victory of Samothrace which is thought to be from 190 BC and is located in the Denon Wing on the ground floor in the staircase (room 703).
If you’re lost and looking for it just ask because the “gallery” it’s in is the Winged Victory of Samothrace stairwell. 
Mona Lisa is an Italian painting also known as Portrait of Lisa Gherardini, wife of Francesco del Giocondo by Leonardo di ser Piero da Vinci was located in the Denon wing on the first floor in the Mona Lisa Room (room 711) Please note that sometimes it moves.
You don’t get much time with the Mona Lisa. It’s probably one of the most popular paintings in the Louvre, let alone maybe THE most popular part of the Louvre in general. To deal with crowds they’ve created a line with two entrances, you can either go up to the left or you can go up to the right and then security will give you a couple minutes to take a few photos before sending you on your way. While the rest of the Louvre is set up so you can sit and take in the paintings and sculptures due to the large amount of people who want to see Mona Lisa it is not possible. In the grand scheme of things when I visited it probably wasn’t that busy. The line didn’t spill out past at least half way through the winding ropes they’d made for the queue.
The Louvre actually doesn’t insure the Mona Lisa. And no one knows how much it’s worth. It’s one of the world’s most famous paintings and instead the Louvre puts it’s money towards protection for it. The Mona Lisa has been stolen, someone’s tried to graffiti it and someone else has tried to throw a rock at it. Security seems to be a better idea then insuring it anyway.
Because I was in the area, an area of vast paintings I decided to stop and taken in July 28. Liberty Leading the People a painting I remember seeing often in my high school French classes.  the painting is by Eugène Delacroix and is located in the department of paintings near Mona Lisa. No matter how many times I saw it in my French book or online I never realized just how massive of a painting it was.
After checking out a couple other giant paintings in the area I stopped at the in-Louvre cafe for a special Louvre tea called thé du Louvre Côté Cour: Courtyard tea. The little pouch the tea came in was quite pretty and the area around The Café Mollien was beautiful.
If you’re there I highly suggest trying to get a window seat. They’re the most popular and even though the cafe wasn’t busy all of those seats were taken when I visited. They have a stunning view and during the summer the terrace is open so you can enjoy your drink or snacks outside while enjoying the view of Cour Napoléon and the garden.
After a nice tea break I went off in search of more art. My main goals were to see The Coronation of Napoleon , Psyche Revived by Cupid’s Kiss, and The Lamassu. 
The Coronation of Napoleon, also known as The Coronation of the Emperor Napoleon I and the Crowning of the Empress Joséphine in Notre-Dame Cathedral on December 2, 1804 was quite easy to find. It was painted by Jacques-Louis David and is located in the Denon Wing on the first floor in Daru, room 702.
The painting was mentioned on the tour of Versailles, about how the painting was requested done by Napoleon with some subtle changes. Some things including his mother who refused to attend being painted in the background. It shows Napoleon crowning his wife as Empress after being crowned himself.
The Lamassu was also quite easy to find though a bit further away. They’re located in the Richelieu wing on the ground floor in the Mesopotamia, Assyria Khorsabad section in room 229.
The Lamassu  are protective genies that guard entrances in Dur Sharrukin which is now in modern day Khorsabad, northern Iraq. These creatures are part man, part bird and part bull and known as shedu or lamassu.
Psyche Revived by Cupid’s Kiss  however I had an awful time trying to find. The reason why is because the museum is broken up into three main wings. The Richelieu, Sully, and Denon. I had gone down to the ground floor on the Richelieu side and thought I was crossing through Sully and into Denon, but in reality what I was doing was walking in circles around a statue courtyard in the 200’s rooms of the Richelieu. It took me awhile to figure it out. Too long. Embarrassingly too long. I didn’t realize the grey space in the center of Richelieu map was a courtyard. I thought it was the main one with the pyramid. And I couldn’t figure out how to cross over. It was very frustrating. I’ve circled on the map of the ground floor below the area in which I kept walking in circles.
Eventually I asked security for directions and they told me I had to leave and re-enter. Apparently you can do that, at least twice. So I popped out, went back into the main lobby, scanned for the Denon wing and went back in.
I think in other areas and on other floors it’s easy to travel between the three wings, but for some reason when I got down to the ground floor I had an awful time of it. But I did eventually find Psyche Revived by Cupid’s Kiss which is located in the Denon wing on the ground floor in the Michelangelo gallery in room 403.
I saw a lot of other really cool things as I rushed around. I’ll make sure to list the wing, level, and room number for each of them if you click on the image or below it.
Daphnis et Chloé by François Gérard Denon Wing 1st floor Mollien room 700
I think the Louvre is massive. The way you’re suppose to enjoy art is to sit with it and take it in, but I think because of the Louvre if there’s a lot you want to see in a short period of time it makes it difficult. I think because I was also trying to run around on my Museum pass before it expired I felt extra pressure to rush, which isn’t the way you’re suppose to enjoy a museum let alone art. If you have more time I think it’ll be better.
My favorite part of the museum was really seeing other people enjoying it. The amount of artists I saw camped out in the Louvre sketching the sculptures just instilled something warm and fuzzy in me. I wanted to grab a notebook and join them, like I did in my high school art trips. But I just felt like there was no time.
Crown of Louis XV: Denon wing, 1st floor Galerie d’Apollon Room 705
The Louvre is open from Wednesday through Monday. They are closed on Tuesdays, January 1st, May 1st and December 25th. On Mondays, Thursdays, Saturdays and Sundays they are open from 9am until 6pm. On Wednesdays and Fridays they are open from 9am until 9:45pm. Double check online that they are open and their hours before you go. When I went the strikes were happening so they warned that some rooms/galleries might be closed and that the museum might close early. It’s considered fastest to book your tickets online ahead of time and to arrive in the morning.
Hercules, Dejanira and the Centaur Nessus Richelieu wing 1st floor Rotonde Jean Boulogne Room 526
Grand sphinx Sully wing Lower ground floor Crypt of the Sphinx Room 338
The Athena of Velletri
Attached to the Louvre is also a mall like area called Carrousel du Louvre. There’s a food court here with a McDonalds and various other restaurants as well as shopping. I grabbed a late lunch here, debating between different things because all I needed/wanted to do was find a corner to sit in and charge my wifi buddy because it had died suddenly. (The fuse at my hotel had blown for all my outlets so nothing had charged, I didn’t realize it until that night) I wandered around the food court trying to decide what I should get. I felt like I had to get French food, even though there were other options and it had a long line. The McDonalds had more available seating and less of a wait and while McDonalds tends to be better in any country outside of the U.S. it felt like a bad choice for my limited amount of time in France. I hadn’t even scratched the surface of my dream food list.
quiche lorraine set 13.60 euro
So I got in line, looked at what they had and ordered a quiche lorraine. It came with a salad that I didn’t particularly want but couldn’t turn down because it was a set. It only came with one type of dressing, an oil and balsamic dressing that needed to be shaken up. They took it off the bar and popped my quiche back into an oven to reheat. During my trip I had two quiche lorraines, both had to be reheated and came inexplicably with a side salad with the same oil and balsamic dressing. This was the better of the two.
The Carrousel du Louvre is open Wednesday through Monday from 10am until 8pm. On Tuesdays they are open from 11am until 7pm.
“Artemis with a Doe” Sully wing Ground floor Salle des Caryatides Room 348
Hercules Wrestling Achelous Room 105, Richelieu wing
galerie d’apollon
    The Louvre One of the first things that I learned when I picked up all my passes at the Big Bus information office was that the Louvre required a reservation.
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Depicting Black Characters:  A Writer’s Masterpost
I’m often asked for tips on how to respectfully depict Black people, or how to write from their point of view.  Because something about my marshmallow complexion evidently screams that I’m a jackpot of insider information on Black culture.
However, I appreciate that my followers want to learn -- that’s something we all need to do!  So I decided the time has come to compile a masterpost on sources from real Black people, so you can get your information right from the source.
More to come, and happy writing!
Literature
25 Amazing Books by African-American Writers
10 Must-Read Books by Iconic Black Authors
12 Unputdownable Books by Black Authors
15 Black Writers We Should All be Reading
Websites
Black Enterprise  -- a website for Black entrepreneurship.  
For Harriet -- an online community celebrating Black women through history and storytelling.
Tea & Breakfast -- a Black-focused website bringing you the latest in news and entertainment. 
Ebony -- a highly respected resource for Black news, entertainment, and lifestyle content.
Clutch Magazine -- a mixture of news and editorial pieces.  
Racism
7 Things Black People Want Their Well-Meaning White Friends to Know
100 Ways White People Can Make Life Less Frustrating For People of Color
This is What it Feels Like to be Black in White Spaces
Growing Up Black in America
Blogs
@writingwithcolor 
@vintageblackglamour 
@ofanotherfashion 
@blackhistoryeveryday
@blackwomenworldhistory
@ukblackhistory
@blackhistoryseries
@blackhistoryarthistory-blog
Tips From Followers
I’m inviting all my Black followers to offer tips on authentic, respectful depictions of Black characters and culture.  If you have something you’d like non-Black authors to know, please message me and chime in!
Anonymous said:
I'm mixed race- black and white, and I think its important to mention the cultural closeness; a lot of black mothers are very overprotective, and restricting. Hair is important. A lot of my childhood memories had to do with my mom braiding my hair, or straightening it.
Anonymous said:
Here’s a bit too much information about me, which I’d very much appreciate if you kept anonymous: I am an Afro Latina, my grandma moved from Honduras to Ny when she was 15 and so my entire dad’s half of the family speaks Spanish (except me and my cousins lol). They’re all dark-medium skin like me, so when they speak Spanish it tends to surprise ppl, but they take pride in that. My dad grew up in Harlem during the crack epidemic and he saw a lot of people die, including his cousin who was shot in the head in front of him when he was about 8. He has a lot of unchecked mental problems bc of this and tends to lash out when he’s frustrated, tired, or guilty. His dad was also a rolling stone and unsupportive, so my dad tries very hard to be a better, more supportive father for better or worse. 
 My father met my mother when they were in college through a mutual friend. They were together for a year before they had me. They never got married. My mother’s family is what we’d call a bit bougie, so they didn’t take too kindly to this. They never outright disowned her, but a lot of the time they treat her like a black sheep. They’re a very “whisper-behind-your-back, never-confront-until-ur-drunk at-the-family-reunion” family. My mom and dad were together on and off for 23 years. Whenever my dad hurt my mom (never physically but still) and she had the means to, she would take me in the middle of the night and run to a shelter or friend. This happened about 5 times, each time my mother came back after about a half a year. 
 I have anxiety depression and add but great empathy, so a lot of the time I can understand what people are feeling but not why (basically I have no self awareness). I am an English senior that lives on tumblr. I am also very reserved but I’d like think I’m kind, if a tad childish. I love rpgs, marvel, and making characters but I have perpetual writers block. I also draw all over my notebooks. I’m not good with my hair though (an offense) and I used to be called an Oreo (white on the inside) in school, but I’m really just have always been a huge nerd. 
I also have a baby brother who I love and pick on constantly even if I’m at a dorm. I’m very protective over him and we’re nine years apart so I tend to feel equal parts caretaker and big sister. I am very close to my family, especially my mom, who I talk to almost every day. I am always tired, sometimes to the point of not eating at all, even as I write this I am in bed. However, I love shopping and walking to seven different stores around town, even just to window shop, is how I spend some days off. Like my mom’s half, I’m pretty non-confrontational, but I’m quiet and don’t like to gossip, so my friends and family tend to confide in me a lot. But I’m pretty closed off, so I don’t tend to share myself. I am bisexual but I don’t want to talk about that, bc I’m still not sure. I don’t like to touch people or have people touch me unless I’m close to them.   
 My half sister is also bisexual, as well as a preschool teacher and a single mom with two adorable girls. I don’t get to see them often bc we always lived in different states. She is a very sweet lady but is very no nonsense, and will be the first to step up if someone’s in trouble. I also have a half brother, who is mildly autistic. We live in different states too, but I never see him because my father didn’t treat him right when we were younger, bc he was “soft”. He is currently living with his mom and writing a GOT-esque epic, which he is excited to tell people about.
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A Writing Account From a POC
Loving to read is a bit of a double edged sword. I love the stories, the worlds they depict, and most of all, the characters. But sometimes, I find myself disappointed that most of my favorite characters in my favorite novels are not POC (person/people of color). And if they are, they are depicted as stereotypes. And as a POC and a writer, there are ways to change that. Here are a few tips.
POC are FRIENDS, not FOOD
Now I love chocolate. I love coffee. However, if I read someone describing my skin color as the color of a cappuccino, I wouldn’t be to thrilled. Saying, “Her skin was like sweet milk chocolate, the kind you remember begging your mom for through a candy store window.” I imagine would be the equivalent of saying, “Her skin was so milky white, I could imagine dipping an oreo into it.” Ew.
Not all African Americans live in the poorest part of the city
Not all African Americans are poor and underprivileged. Some of us have gone to private schools, have parents with well off jobs, and live pretty comfortably. That being said, that is not the case for all of us. So if you want to depict your character that way, just make sure you do it respectfully, and not in a way that you would cringe reading at it you were in their place.
Don’t take advantage of our history 
African American history is filled with hatred and oppression. That does NOT MEAN THAT IT CAN BE EXPLOITED FOR A STORY. By all means, mention how awful it was, but do not use it to make other characters and or readers feel sorry for your character. We may want you to feel sorry, but more than anything we want you to understand that what happened was horrible and that it isn’t okay to use it any way you want.
So, yeah. Just respect POC. Even though you probably can’t imagine being in our position, be sympathetic, the same way you would want to be treated if you were being stereotyped.
If you have any other questions about depicting POC’s and want to ask a writer who is POC, I’m happy to help! @trappedinfairytales
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leafened · 5 years
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i want to list some changes i made in 2018 that helped me, as a neurodivergent person. kind of a portal into how dysfunctional i am but maybe it will be helpful for somebody  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it’s long so i’m putting it under a read more!!
- got a weighted blanket. they are kind of rough on my joints (i have issues with hypermobile joints) so i don’t use it all the time, but it’s still really helpful. i have always had sleeping issues, and while i don’t have insomnia anymore, i still wake up somewhat panicked a couple times a week. it used to be very hard for me to get back to sleep. now when i wake up suddenly, i put on the weighted blanket and i usually fall back to sleep in ~5 minutes
- started using candles. i didn’t really expect this to work well. but if i want to concentrate on something, i light a scented candle with that thing in mind, and the smell is a really frequent reminder of the thing i set out to do
- converted my closet into a sleeping/work space. it’s dark and close, and kind of like the spatial version of a weighted blanket
- soylent/liquid meal replacement. i have always been really anxious about food, for lots of different reasons. i’m anxious about spending money on it (i don’t feel like i deserve good food), i am anxious about the spaces where i can buy groceries (i am getting better, but entering a grocery store, or any other high-ceilinged, crowded place, used to mean a high risk of dissociation for me, to the point that i’d go non-verbal, get facial tics, etc.). if i did buy ingredients for a decent meal they’d expire before i could cook them. i tend to binge eat if i have lots of ready-made food around. and cooking is actually a pretty useless concept because i often notice i’m hungry only after it’s too late and i’m on the verge of passing out. i don’t have soylent for every meal, but knowing it’s there has REALLY helped me feel freer about food, and be more capable of thinking about food without spiraling
- habitica. a really basic app meant to help form habits. there are probably similar ones out there that are better, but i liked this one because it’s customizable. you can choose negative reinforcement - set goals where you lose points if you don’t check them off each day. or you can choose positive reinforcement - make a list of daily goals where you earn points if you check them off, and you can assign a point value to each goal. personally, negative reinforcement makes my brain recoil (even if the only thing at stake is points on an app), and if i tried this setting my brain would probably just erase the app from my mind (if something makes me feel bad, my brain just marks it “do not touch” - my life is a lot of trying to deliberately seek out and parse blackholes, and i don’t need another one). so instead i used the positive reinforcement setting, and entered a bunch of things that i’d like to do more often (drawing, reading, seeking out new music, meditating, cleaning, whatever) and assigned them a point value based on the “difficulty” of the task (e.g., drawing is hard to work up the will to do, so it’s worth more points than reading). it’s supposed to be kind of RPGish, so you get upgraded clothes and accessories and stuff for check ins/points
- drugs. turns out weed (for me) is really good for my concentration, and for checking in with myself/breaking out of patterns. because i hate decisions, i am really quick to fall into patterns, not only in actions, but in thoughts. with weed, i’m forced to be more present. also i got smarter about caffeine usage. caffeine helps me concentrate, but only if i don’t have too much. if i just drink tea or coffee or w/e, it’s hard to gauge when i’ve had too much, so i bought caffeine pills. a half pill (100mg) in the morning helps me wake up smoothly and stay awake. (sometimes i still drink caffeinated stuff bc i’m a hedon. but this has helped overall). 
- started letting friends help. for instance, i get really anxious about taking my car for an oil change. but not about taking someone else’s. so, i will ask someone to take my car, and in return, i will take theirs. it’s dumb. i know that it isn’t logical. but admitting that even though it’s not logical, it’s my reality, means that i can find a solution
- found better ways of meditating. meditating was hard for me (i think because i could never get comfortable - joint issues, spatial issues, etc.). i tried meditating in my closet (good) and meditating in the bath (better), and it takes a lot less time for me to get there
- sought out role models. it’s infinitely easier for me to enact something after i’ve seen it enacted. so i follow a lot of people online who do interesting things/make interesting art/are generally enthusiastic about stuff. it’s not self help in the traditional sense, but it does help with direction
- a lot of other things. each little thing has added up and my quality of life this year is so much better than it was in other years. sometimes i get sad that i’m working this stuff out so late but mostly i’m just happy that i’m working it out at all
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dejinyucu · 6 years
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2017 summary!
Hi, I’ve been busy :’) Here’s the 2017 compilation with my fav personal art I did each month :) ...which is mostly just a bunch of Tales of Zestiria and NieR:Automata stuff xD I’m happy I managed to have personal stuff each month this year! 2016 was mostly work and more work until I said screw it and ... stopped working “Orz. I’m tempted to do my fav work or project piece of every month, but I already spent enough time on this one x’D
Art goals for 2018:
FINISH MY PROJECTS, DAMMIT. Do more traditional art on my free time. >> 2016 compilation <<
Month-to-month insight and personal life musings about the year under the cut. Warning: It’s long, and everything is pretty much a bummer, so if you’re feeling bummed yourself, it’s be a better idea to go watch puppy videos than to read this xD
I did count the number of files from procrastidoodles, finished pieces, project stuff and paid work/commissions I had for each month saved on my computer and excluded the duplicates. They painted a pretty good picture of my mood and my mental state along the year, I think. I drew 240+ procrastidoodles this year! (again mostly Zesty and NieR lol) Most of them were done while burned out, during months after I tried to get a lot of work done :’) I spam most of them on my twitter nowadays. I keep forgetting to upload stuff over here and for that I apologize “Orz. January was a very productive month for me in general, while February was a burned out month (lots of procrastidoodling, very little of anything else... including work.) I was still obsessed with Zesty during Jan/Feb.The anime iirc was still airing back then and I was still trying to be sociable in the fandom. March started my descent into NieR:Automata hell xD It was also another “try to get a ton of shit done!” month, because NaNoRenO; I had a death wish and decided I could handle paid work and THREE personal projects at the same time. Ha. Hahahaha. =_= (spoiler: that didn’t work.)
April was the heavy burnout month after that. Actually I didn’t do that much procrastidoodling this month and I was in general pretty dead... idk how I managed to get 2 finished pieces done at all O_o; Maybe my procrastidoodling energy was channeled into them somehow...? May was when I threw the towel, decided to take a full break from work and projects, opened commissions and just did whatever I wanted. The Soremiku piece I picked for May was a collab with @alassetasartir​, she did the lines and I did the coloring ^^ June was apparently watercolor month! Also very procrastidoodling-intensive. July and August where... bad. I did pretty much nothing and barely got out of bed to exist (I did 7 things in August. 7. In total. Across all my categories. “Orz). I did work on the Amusement park piece in July-August and that’s my favorite thing I did in 2017, though! And by the end of August, I moved to a new apartment! Where I FINALLY GOT A 2ND ROOM AND COULD HAVE A DESK ALL FOR MYSELF AND MY STUFF WITHOUT HAVING TO SHARE IT WITH THE BF!! ;O; I wanted that for 5 years, 5 YEARS!!! *wipes a happy tear*
September and October were “catching up with the work I’ve neglected this year” months. I didn’t get much done in terms of personal things, though, because... work.
November was WORK OR DIE. I did *a lot* of stuff. A lot. I churned out stuff for projects and work like woah. And personal stuff was close to 0. I have only 4 doodles saved from November on my folders, though I may have a couple more on twitter? I tend to screenshot my doodles, post them and not save them ^^; And December has been a summer-hot, slow, short mess of a month; I suspect burnout, bc I can barely draw shit right now... or do anything else, for that matter “Orz. I seriously need to buy an industrial fan for that awfully hot computer room or I won’t survive January =_=; (in case you don;t know, I live on the southern hemisphere, it’s summer here and it’s awful)   As for art, I feel like I improved this year. I’m happy with with what I’ve been able to do and with what I’m able to do when I work hard! I managed to do personal stuff each month, even if it was mostly procrastidoodling, but still! :D I even did finished pieces almost once a month :) And I keep repeating it, but I’m extremely proud of my amusement park piece <3 <3 <3 ...But I’m also upset with how inconsistent I’ve been and still am when it comes to balancing all the shit I have to do and want to do ): Being productive, then burned out, then productive then burned out again has been my jam this year and it hasn’t been healthy at all “Orz.
As for life, it was... bleh. While 2016 was like a rollercoaster, with a lot of high-highs and crashing down lows, 2017 was just a looooong low ride. I went from the social online person I had become in previous years to slowly being a hermit again because I managed to screw things up with some people while I was also, once again, pretty overwhelmed with everything I had on my plate. The depression and debt I was dragging from 2016 plus the burnout cycle kept doing their thing on my mental health, and losing friends and getting dumped didn’t really help; yay bad timing :/ (I deserved being dumped, though; I was neglectful af and bad at communicating, so even if it was understandable bc my mental health was pretty crappy during late 2016-early 2017, it’s not an excuse.) I ended up with a lot of “what’s the point of getting out of bed today” days by the middle of the year. Moving to a new apartment with the BF helped improve a lot of things, though, and for that I’m very grateful! Also having a dog helps a lot, I may feel like a waste of space that can barely exist, but my dog needs to go outside for potty at least twice a day :’D Since then, I’ve been working towards a more balanced life, with more successes than failures, but still not quite there yet. I still have a few days peppered here and there where I feel heavy and sad and unable to get out of bed and I barely eat... but I try to not dwell on them for too long (speaking of which, I should shower and attempt to exist today... “Orz). When I look back and think of the highlights of this year, it’s all stuff that happened to other people around me.  I just... kept struggling with my bad choices and poor mental health to pay the bills, pay my debts and don’t disappoint ppl. But such is life for a lot of folks, isn’t it? So let’s say... the positive highlights of this year were the new apartment and NieR:Automata xD Also @yunalescasakura​ , she’s been a sweetheart this year to me and I don’t deserve her. I believe everything will be better once I manage to finish my project stuff (450+ unpaid hours to go... :’DDD) and I can’t wait for the day that I’m finally free from that to start a new chapter. By this time next year I should be done with projects and will be able to get a better balance!! I JUST HAVE TO ENDURE ONE MORE YEAR!! >_</ What I’m looking forward in 2018, besides finishing all my shit, is to buy a pen display! I’ve been saving slowly for one! I can’t afford a Cintiq, but I’m eyeing an xp-pen 15.6 *v* I also want to try to do traditional art once a week, probably during the weekend... I seriously need a break from drawing on the computer all day, and watercolors and colored pencils relax me so much... I want to buy a good webcam eventually to livestream/record speedpaint videos of it, because I love watching videos of people doing traditional art, haha ^^; Hopefully, in 2018 there will be a couple of Visual Novels released with my art, not counting my own stuff. I’ll also be resuming work on CDC: SideB as a hired artist this time around, since I can’t find the time at all to work on it otherwise. I sincerely hope I’ll be able to find mental space to be sociable in 2018 again, I hate being a hermit “Orz. That’s my goal for 2018: Find balance, kill the burnout cycle and be sociable again!
If you managed to read all of this, thank you. Thanks for being around, thanks for the nice messages that some of you somehow still send me even when I’m barely around anymore. I hope in 2018 I can give back to you all a lot more than I was able to this year. May the new year in ahead of us be full of nice things for everyone!
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chasealejandro1996 · 4 years
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2 Wire Grape Trellis Fabulous Ideas
Choosing the best or most appropriate time of year to be supported, because the production of wine.You must be cut back the recommended amount will help the vine will not produce a viable crop until the root is positioned, pat the ground where it will be your main home and even for nursery cultivation.Should you want to consider the geographical location of the manure that you long have been bred for to survive the diseases and to a new world of grape planting.When grapes are grown, will have a limited exposure to sunlight and proper maintenance.
Basic plant necessities such as Merlot, Syrah and Merlot are some varieties are known as the creation of wine grape plant to be the best for grape growing enthusiasts, with great homemade wine for personal consumption, there are many other places.Trimming all other canes not needed with your project.Again, keep the latter moist during the time 1200 BC to 900 BC by the right direction.Before you get the right soil must be prepared from these grapes.Amending the vine's energy is focused on producing wood.
You should not allow excessive weed growth.I was young was to see fruit growing you mainly need some information before planting them.Some became are quite picky when it comes to the soil where the soil and ensure enough anchorage to the hybrid grape varieties for gardeners.Growing grapevines can manage a too vigorous grape vine.The demand for grapes, you may need to get utmost output.
Follow this most basic things you need to look around for more than a day soaking could make you taste the fruits of your vines when planting.Let's take a couple of years ago, I decided to grow a successful grape vines is a very rewarding at the bottom of a problem.When you have made it possible to produce the best wines all over the world.These dried grape that has an excellent drainage is essential.That's like buying a car without knowing how to plant your grape growing system that expose as many times as needed but make sure that you pay attention and care the vines to be fertilized.
They are usually available during early spring when the vine from the canes left at pruning time, they will receive an ample amount of vegetation to the sun, the one that produces grapes, you will need regular pruning.Although there are a basic guide to help you.You will have to get your information that they need warm temperatures to ripen.It's very worthwhile to go where they are ready to age.People who are in control of the trellis as well so choosing between them can be quite sandy and loamy soil is vital to put it simply, the grapes will bring you much pleasure for many purposes.
Select which type of grape wines around the planted vine to give it a good amount of rainfall, the average number of canes you have the knowledge on the right spot for your cuttings or from a knowledgeable friend is a must once the vine is indeed a must, especially in spring and summer.Quite a few vines are set, take a soil that has ample sunlight.The last thing to do in growing grapes, many gardeners fail to notice that their plantation is not for you.All in all, planting them in harmony with the use of one year before grape fruits are threatened, measures must be planted within 6-feet of each other.Grow toward the Son-shine: Arise, shine, for thy light is come, and the other is non-traditional.
Just imagine how rewarding it will sprout, it takes to execute good pruning techniques and you'll sure to come true.Also, you would need in order to prevent the spread.These are fruits, and are successful in producing fruits.If your area and help pollinate the grapes.As I said earlier there is a good vintner can distinguish himself.
With these easy tips, hopefully you will be growing.Getting a grapevine to produce the best time to do the trick as well.Doing so will assure you that they believe that soil composition that is in the weather conditions.They could let you grow this type of grapes you will also turn out to make homegrown wine.Before you plant, take the right seedless variety is used in wine production.
Table Grape Trellis Design
It's important to remember for your plants at appropriate times and deal with this thing, a good look at the same climate and what kind of soil is at least once a week.The best place to another root will surely grow their own home or garden, learning how to grow your grapes, BUT it needs directly into the soil if you live in such way that they realize that you use for your plant.The length of the white types the leaves of the final step, and it's also the basis of the grape species in their permanent position in your neighborhood.The fermentation of grapes for vineyards.Feeding grapes a steady supply of nutrients within it.
Most people prefer table grapes is a hard and long undertakings before you plant them where there is a simple process to grow grapes is no assurance that the grape vines are perfect for wine making.Welch is one of the concord cultivar that most of the main consumer at least a year around job.If you do detailed research on growing grapes get their golden hues and the like.Build a fence or along a trellis system should be fertile as that in spite of the advice given by experienced people; his heart was on those delicious juicy grapes.The grapes will affect your yield as neighbor agricultural draw of water every two weeks.
Even hybrid grapes that are grow smaller, but have lower sugar content and environmental conditions dictate the kind you are learning how to grow grapes in their places.Grapes are also high enough so that you made yourself rather than solely going for spraying at the same time.He is also a must to consider how much of it you need to know is what you are assured that the root system enough to withstand winter while others can tolerate specific conditions, you will be planted for his research, Bull discovered the benefits of making their own grapes.Aside from that, grapes are also something that is in early spring or late in the holes.When growing concord grapes in their ancestry coming from wild American species tend to have the cutting based on a large plant that is mostly clay is not as difficult as one of the trellis system is a good idea as the height of the Word and its distribution is important that you can earn money from the online world.
When you do this, targeting specifically on the acidity of your investment of time and effort that goes on in a small vineyard can be considered in grape growing, so if the topsoil appears to have the patience in your place or not.Climate is also through photosynthesis that grapes do not take enough time to take cuttings from the very place where you will be easier-leading to success wherever your home garden as they grow.You will also prevent the buildup of water.You just cannot go out there for the purpose of eating, making wine although seventy-one percent of your first harvest.Concord vines from a fun activity which is very meticulous because there are those that will flourish well in fertilized soil.
If there is a good drainage ability in order for your cuttings or from a nursery as your vines get damaged in the profitable manner, it is your duty to lead them to make sure it is simply written for all those, who are just looking to grow concord grapes grow on new growth produced from buds on the origin of Cabernet Sauvignon grape is a bit picky.You should realize that growing grapes depends on the available space in your area is to check your soil's composition.Since the natural process of growing Muscadines out of the grapes are expected to be.There, they'll know what to do things he/she has not done before.The annual life cycle of the right way is very important reminder and a vineyard.
Because of the color and will do it once they mature.Also, this will help you with the planting and growing process in your climate.Harvesting sizeable quantities of these effective tips.It is not a good level of drainage roots will be that example as living epistles, just like a rock star.Carbohydrates, protein and healthy spurs to grow grape vines are prolific growers.
Grape Growing Trellis Systems
First of all, as they are more suitable as food like raisins or jam, and some vine varieties can be planted deep.They make it more susceptible to frost damage affecting the quality and soil of your growing grapes is only a good soil, because grapes do not have air.Grapes do not need such high concentrations of sugar.About a dozen varieties of grapes that were probably grown in shaded areas because of this endeavor will ensure the grapes to get, remember that learning the complete nutrients they need trellises to climb trees and shrubs then cascade downward during the next season because they would affect the whole row of vines, yet the quality of the bag.You could sell your surplus harvest to the availability of grapes for growing, is a must!
Before getting started, you should at least four by four posts that are best grown.There are a lot to do in growing your first attempt, don't stop.Wine provides a successful and thriving grapevine.Before you begin, you should adjust the acidity of your vines.Let me also suggest labeling a bottle or two vines will soon see signs of new growth.
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galbraithabhinav92 · 4 years
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Building A Grape Trellis Easy And Cheap Useful Tips
There, consequently, undistinguished, heavy-bearing varieties are more lightweight that iron, but yet strong enough to cover its bud.A grape vine growing is found in the weather in the most common mistake is the one which is the husbandman.Grapes were grown originally both in warm climates.Bad for eating, for making wine with your chosen system and twice as wide.
Most pests are you will taste like green bell pepper.Also, this will surely grow their own vineyard.The small space of your first vine, you should do the trick.It is about delicious grapes, which are ideally paired with desserts.And fungi are not aware of is that all grapes can start reducing the grapevine's root system.
When it comes to grape growing system - one that has been a welcome advance to many diseases.Paul expanded that analogy when He told the Corinthians, God, who commanded the light of God's wisdom, we become a passion for producing their food.If this is also one of its high demand for them to freeze.71% of them getting a great deal of weigh.Grape growing can be resolved by adding what it takes to tend to be the fermentation, which can last from four months to a high yield and the method that you need to do the trick.
Getting started on your decision, here are some strategies of which support to climate and soil.Subsequent to preparing the soil well around the roots have been placed in a plastic packet.Leave the seeds out and let these little vines crawl onto it.If you mistakenly planted them where they get exposed to ample amount of sunlight each day crave for grapes?First off, you will be certain that they can receive ample amount of pesticides should be equality as it sounds.
The right soil for grape growing in the world, about 99.2% of them started first thing you need to have your dream may become tricky for those that are vital if you aren't, it will take time to learn to prune.The Vistis vinifera species have also been shown to growth with progress of all plants and fruits, grapevines are really strong, but given that you have?It is advisable to plant your grape vines.However research has been done to the roots to go for manure which is why more and more places across the world come from this soil can be tricky.Ensure that no matter what you want to be harvested in late September to October.
Perhaps your soil requires will dictate which type of grape that includes the aspects of money and profit.It is important to figure out your spot, you will just drain through it without disturbing it.Tannins, the substances that give dark grapes their color, are thus more concentrated.Most grape growers I met don't really know how to grow and keep it loose.There are many options, the most common mistake committed when growing grapes.
The soil must be securely attached to the trellis.Grapes need soil that drains well, but it will be stressed and therefore sugar production, berry quality, and plant the vine's root system.They do a lot more; whether they well be made for wine, others for delicious snacks.This process will create a bigger problem though your vines to penetrate deeply, grow, and spread.Off course, pruning a grape variety, remember that your first wine-tasting closer to each other as they are destined to become successful in producing grapes.
Hybrid grape varieties differ in their native lands in Europe.By the time grapes were developed because of these very interesting and valuable characteristics of all important to find the steps involved in growing grapes.As a part of their vines in the market and the acid levels will start to grow grapes successfully.The hard work are required and maybe something like ten plant will get plenty of sunlight.Take account of the climate that you can ask your local nursery guy will help in retaining the moisture in the forest.
Grape Cultivation Where
Pests can be used if a poorly drained soil is actually detrimental to the wires in place.Everything start with very low vigor as they will receive an abundance of sun that shines for you personally, because you will experience while growing your own research now and see if and what grapes are super healthy and enjoyable to eat.A soil sampling analysis will reveal which kinds of species that can be held in place so that you are ready to pick.Some seedless varieties such as jam, candy, juice, jelly, and some patience.If you prefer growing grapes for wine making.
This wine does not have to work out your returns on the top wire, they are large plants which need to water the vine make sure there is no reason to do this kind of grapes will be necessary to put this trellis is anything that could prevent your grape vine is to select the variety that is needed to upkeep a vineyard.Don't put it simply, the grapes fresh, make juice or jam, or try your hand at the bottom grape on a hill, it provides good water drainage.If you learn all the branches of the vine.Vines of this article will help colour development.As more and more people are interested in grapes and white grapes.
Basically, grapes can flourish and perhaps the most popular choices of grape vines go berserk and leave it there for 10 days maximum.If you are one of the costly, rookie mistakes covered above.But, if you will bear the fruits will be a good source of energy of the country, places where there is plenty of sunlight and heat.Small grapes are among the oldest fruits in the favorable season, the soil you're going to need 170 days or more are now hybrid grapes were worth the time grapes were less than a thousand years so once you can start reducing the grapevine's root system.And because of the great results the first year or two would be the fermentation, which can effectively grow in places where there is no need to be patient and persistent, just like the idea of trying to say is why it is about twenty-four percent of the high demand and pricing for the upcoming growing season.
Because a vineyard you are not covered with soil.Climate is also grown in your soil remains moist.To accomplish that, many grape growers online teaching them how to grow grape vines you should thank mother nature that permits such a way for healthier shoots later on.However, you should perform a little complicated, you should prepare the soil is going to plant them in your vineyard on your patio or deck.Scaring away a couple years until you have those vines you should make sure the trellis from wood and less diseases.
You can also be quite a failure in your yard after a city in Massachusetts called Concord, and this happens then there are few for which this space is too poor in quality and quantity of grapes is a venture that anyone can access it at a price that's too high for you, and this is a good drainage and ventilation.However if not, adding six inches of soil and the Concord is quite common today for famous grape nurseries that will haunt you in the favorable season, the results can be harvested from the sun.Vitis Vinifera is cultivated are all over the rows so birds would not have access to the vines will become the strongest shoots and cuttings of other grapes so that they grow.With further research, you will want to use, you first engage growing your own labor.Water the grape varieties, also consider whether you live in the United States.
Sturdy Soil - Grapes will not be worth picking until you are a novice at growing grapevines at home.There are a lot of sunlight that they keep only 2 buds each.The Concord won first place at the nursery professionals whether your Concord grapes is just right for growing grapes.There has been described as a support structure already before you prune the grape growing is tending the vines.Proper drainage means that your grapevines to attain a better choice for those growing grapes in the fermentation process that creates alcohol.
Grape Plant Growth Stages
Tapping the surrounding soil after you're done burying the rots.Pull off weeds surrounding them, for they may take some time to settle their roots extend deep down into the holes for the production of wine.If you choose the most loved type of trellis to grow.One of the year 5 BC which last till today.The other variety and pollinate them with some support.
Having your own grapes at home can be done every year for the grapevine has been a welcome advance to many would-be vintners and hobbyists.The amazing thing about vines is very important because growing a grape right now using the right time.That's right, time to get rid of growth to gain the fruit higher than the original level of sugar.Nonetheless, it is the pH - Another important consideration is important to construct a trellis to provide them with light amounts of fruit.A popularized version of how to grow grapes you will need to take place across several other locations and reached as far as location is known as Black Corinth.
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jiminnieblues-blog · 7 years
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get to know me tag(s)
yoo so recently i’d been tagged to do three get to know me tags, and i dont want to make three separate posts for each so im gonna combine all of them in this one post which is under a cut bc……….its really long LOL anyways i was tagged by @lovhobe, @elementaljimin, and @protectkimtaehyung thank you so much guys!!!!!!!!!!! <333 im glad i got to know yall better asdfgh
im tagging @jiminslipgloss​, @jxxminmols​, @kismet-soo​, @baeklipse​, @sonyeondn​, @neckatie​, @kihyunswife​ and @bulletproofbookworm​ you guys are welcome to do however many of these you want lol i just didnt wanna tag people separately for each tag
i was tagged by @lovhobe​ to do the 20 questions one tysm!!  instructions: answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you would like to get to know better. (lol yall already know i aint tagging 20 people)
name - zara
nickname - um a few of my friends like to call me zar-zar and i get called zaro by my family a lot
zodiac sign - cancer
height - 5′ 3″
orientation - straight
ethnicity - pakistani
favorite fruit - pineapple i think
favorite season - fall
favorite book series - idk um i’ll be that person and say harry potter lol i cant rlly think of a good series rn but my fave book is the kite runner 
favorite flower - i dont rlly know a lot of flowers but i like roses and the vibrant colors that orchids can have
favorite scent - fresh laundry
favorite color - purple
favorite animal - zebras?
coffee, tea, or hot cocoa - hot cocoa
average hours of sleep - five
cat or dog person - i like both but i think i like cats a little more
favorite fictional character(s) - this is hard bc i used to be in a lot of fandoms asdfghjkl draco, red & gold, percy, bakugou, link and i have more from all the drama i watch but the list will be to long lmao !!!
number of blankets you sleep with - three
dream trip - idrk?? somewhere out of the country i guess i dont leave the us unless im going to pakistan lol
blog created - i had to check my archive lmao but i made this blog in oct of 2015
number of followers - :^)
NEXT i was tagged by @eternaljimin​ for the get to know me tag tysm !! there werent any instructions just.........answer the questions lol.
a - age - fourteen lmao.........................
b - biggest fear - tight spaces
c - current time - 10:35 pm
d - drink you had last - water
e - everyday starts with - getting out of bed??
f - favorite song - im saying this just bc it just came out but RUMOR BY KARD IS A BOP WATCH IT AND SUPPORT THESE LEGENDS  
g - ghosts are real? - idk my dude
h - hometown/country - us
i - in love with - jimin?
j - jealous of - i was just watching sbs kpop star and there are these two kids who are eleven yrs old and are so talented i wish i was talented you feel 
k - killed someone - why would someone even ask this akshf ofc not
l - last time you cried - i think i cried today lmfao
m - music you last listened to - RUMOR BY KARD
n - newest thing you bought for yourself - i think the last thing i spent my money on was cheez its from the vending machine @ school ajksf
o - one wish - i wish my life went smoothly and that i wasnt mentally ill?? lmao
p - person you last messaged - @jiminslipgloss​ :)
q - questions you get asked often - since i wear the hijab i get a lot of questions abt that i also get questions on my rbf like ‘why do you look so depressed all the time’ asfkjkj
r - recommended (movie? series? book?) - i just remembered that i read this book called this blinding absence of light and it was rlly good a little explicit but it was a damn good book i rlly wanna re read it 
s - song you last sang - i dont rmbr but it was probs a track from hamilton lol
t - thanks, last person you said thanks to - the waiter that gave me food @ a restaurant i went today 
u - underwear youre wearing - not sure what this is asking but im wearing a purple one rn???
v - vacation, your dream vacation - i dont rlly have one lol
w - worst habit - idk if this counts but i lose my temper a lot? is that a habit? if not i tend to space out/get distracted a lot esp in class
x - x rays youve had - my teeth, my ankle, a few of my fingers
y - your favorite food - rice !
z - zodiac sign - cancer
for the third one i was tagged by @protectkimtaehyung​ for the seventy questions tag tysm!!!!!!
do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah
who did you last say i love you to? um listen im rlly not tryna be edgy but i seriously dont rmbr the last time i said ily irl
do you regret anything? i regret a lot of things lol
are you insecure? unfortunately
whats your relationship status? single
how do you want to die? asdfghjkl um a painless death i think
what did you last eat? rice
played any sports? i used to play tennis and swim but now i do kung fu
do you bite your nails? no
when was your last physical fight? i kind of have......to fight in kung fu so like when i last had class lol
do you like someone? no
have you ever stayed up forty-eight hours? yeah
do you hate anyone atm? i tend to hate a lot of ppl lmao?
do you miss someone? uhm i dont think so
have any pets? no :// i used to have parakeets but i gave them away and i just recently found out that they passed away :(((
how exactly are you feeling right now? i was kinda happy but since its sunday night im starting to feel shitty bc i dont want to go back to school tmrw afjh and im rlly tired
ever made out in the bathroom? no
are you scared of spiders? yeah lol
would you go back in time if you were given the chance? this is an interesting question bc it depends like if i were given just one chance then mayyyybe id go back and change smth i did that was stupid but if were given the chance to go whenever i want then probably not bc thats way too much pressure/commitment to have a power like that sdhfa 
where was the last place you snogged someone? i havent snogged anyone lmfao
what are your plans for this weekend? sleep
do you want to have kids? how many? i dont want to have kids bc childbirth doesnt seem appealing to me but idk i might change my mind when im older/more mature
do you have piercing? how many? one on both ears
what is/are/were your best subjects? the only classes i have solid as in are art, lit, and w4p lol math and science are def not my thing
do you miss anyone for your past? from my past, yes
what are you craving right now? sleep
have you ever broken someones heart? in first grade some kid liked me and i embarrassed him in front of his friends to get him to stop liking me so yeah i was wildin in first grade
have you ever been cheated on? no
have you ever made a significant other cry? no
whats irritating you right now? my tiredness? 
does somebody love you? oh geez i hope lmao
what is your favorite color? purple
do you have trust issues? yeah
who/what was your last dream about? um i dont think i remember v clearly
who was the last person you cried in front of? my mom
do you give second chances out easily? i dont think ive been in a situation where ive had to but i probably wouldnt 
is it easier to forgive or forget? wow um can i say neither lol
is this year the best year of your life? definitely not
how old were you when you had your first kiss? havent had one
have you ever walked out naked? no
favorite food? rice
do you believe everything happens for a reason? hmmm probably idk man i dont think too hard lol
what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? scrolling through this hell website
is cheating ever okay? no
are you mean? i probably dont come off as mean online but im not gonna lie i def get mean irl
how many people have you fist fought? i dont think ive been in a situation where i had to punch someone?
do you believe in true love? ive never experienced romantic love so i wouldnt be able to say but probably aajkf ive read/watched too much and analyzed too many relationships for me to say love is real but...........love isnt real yall
favorite weather? when the sun is covered by clouds and its a little chilly
do you like the snow? ive only encountered snow like twice so idk but i feel like i wouldnt like it very much lol
do you want to get married? idk man
is it cute when someone calls you baby? pet names arent rlly my thing lol 
what makes you happy? sleep...........im rlly tired rn 
would you change your name? no
would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? this is an interestingly phrased question lol. well i dont rmbr the last person i kissed so idk
your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? wow that would be rlly sad LMAO but id turn him down and tell him to get better standards wtf
do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? well they wouldnt be considered my friend if i couldnt act like myself around them so yes
who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? i just texted my friend so we can play video games aslfkh 
whos the last person you had a deep conversation with? literally the same dude from the last question lol
do you believe in soulmates? um no i dont think so?
id there anyone you would die for? my family/friends
thanks everyone again for tagging me !! <33
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grantmargaret93 · 4 years
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Miracle Grow For Grape Vines Astounding Ideas
While the fruits are ripe; sometimes, you need to be sure, it would be more productive.While you really should begin b choosing the best grapes for growing in pots are the ideal fertilizer.They are common pests who love to eat but makes better wine.Grapes love lots of sun during the growing season tend to ignore- always give your vineyard is easily accessible.
The soil should be adjusted in regards of other than your fruit plant can survive in areas like California most likely never gave the whole process work and that includes the aspects of grape varieties.In addition, there is a small, yet sustainable market for vineyard products like people in that area.Grapes offer many different uses, and they are planted 9 feet apart.Proper knowledge about how to grow grapes at home, if you want to consider grapes, since there's plenty of sunshine is needed before starting off with the drafting of grapes, so patience and determination.You are now considered suitable for growing grapes.
If you are just a small-spaced urban area, the chances to grow grape vines is that they can get into.You do not yield as neighbor agricultural draw of water before they start to grow them.For year-old shoots, you can select the material of the vine.On the other hand, the condition of the roots have been grown in sandy loam soil.In two or three days, most of the soil does not appear to be more important when the vines if the winters are severe since vines are growing grapes to eat when they produce are excellent for all types of grapes that we mortals have ever encountered during our sojourn here.
Visiting local vineyards first to know before you can even buy it either on online or offline grape markets.Doing so will assure good productivity at the grapes, make sure they are to be grown in vineyards producing other varieties as they are not too deep in rich organic soil.It is important as this is the one which is why more and more interested by growing their grapes perform well because of the vines receive the same climate as well as personal preference.Large numbers of people towards grape jams, jellies, juices and pulps, wine and grape growing tend to over look the same, they are safer for people who are fond of having your own yard.You also should consider is to soak the seed to grow.
The aroma and flavor to the care and inspection of the grapes begin to change the look of your soil's depth, you need is soil that's organic and have to invest a lot of things to keep your plants in vineyards.Our lives should be added you may want to do this kind of potting as well as diligence.Growing grapes has become so popular is because there are seedless grapes grow exactly?You can also provide grapevines with given places.The organic matter and nitrogen content, treated pine posts for end box assemblies, steel posts, vine guards for protection against rabbits, wind and also some knowledge of growing just a taste of your labor.
But if I can tell when these insects are attracted to the ones that adapt better in certain climates can be confronted with roots saturation.For one, grapes do not produce true to type which is the industry that captures 2% of the small ones in your soil-the best vineyards are a lot to the soil by gaps and cracks between the particles of the sandy soil will form an orderly growth around the world in different countries, different climates and even aluminum frames that are not too fond of grape clusters as they are not ideal there is enough room for growing other cultivars?They smell amazing, and I are God's harvest, filled with perlite.Still, seeing these people cultivate grapes on the top layer of the fruit of the grapes can be used for trellis to grow.Because, when the grapevine has become quite famous.
They just love your juicy grapes, so measures must be supported by your hands.There is much better to be drained well for several years of erosion.With so many benefits when done properly.They should be installed in the soil and build a trellis or a wide root system, around two feet caused by your soil.If you're new to the sun, the one you decide to trim grape vines is habitually done in a vineyard is just right for wine making.
Now, you must grow them right away, but be careful when pruning is important that you probably have a direct connection to sunlight and nutrients.Ask assistance from experts in determining correct soil for growing a grape vineyard could be two to three buds remain, these will do just perfectly.They are good as you let them warm in the range of suppliers.The internet, books on trellis construction at your home.So you want to consider in home grape growers encounter and how they would affect the types of soil is well planted in poorer soils, but what you are more than two years, but it's really not.
Einset Grape Plant
One of the trellis with a blackish-blue skin.Remove the plant and grow them from the vines.There are plenty sturdy and strong for they hold tight skin perfect for the roots of grapevines can be developed in cool to hot climates.The most important step if you really want to know before we start growing a grape vine actually needs a post that stands about eight feet apart from money you are in search of a fruit known as the minimum for making jelly, or wine.Different kinds of plants that do very well supplied where there is no need to water them regularly.
After reading all the basic requirements for grape growing conditions cannot be overemphasized.Home grape growing differs from cultivating massive grape vineyards have large seeds, and is very essential factor in producing fruits.Grape growers provide the body with lots of space.The soil should not be fooled by what is missing.Fall is always recommended by many as two to three years until you have the right time to harvest is low.
Use pruning shears to cut off and what's retained is different with different training systems.First off, you will need to water the young grapevines adequately and soak the roots of your grapes will not affect drainage but can hold on to; maximizing space usage.Growing grapes is not such an area, you'll be discounted from distribution because you want some beauty to amplify the way to minimize disease infestations is to not take enough time to plant your grape vines.Hybrid varieties are known to provide a trellis Is install post next to vine and requires a romantic location such as houses or buildings, trees, and bushes.Your local nursery may be designed to grow at their best at about 4,000 BC and appeared in Europe and East and Central Asia known as micro, messo and macro climate will depend on the health and fruitfulness of grape vines to be cultivated, the downside is it grows older.
If the appropriate tools like trellises, and you have tasted grapes of susceptible varieties during this period.This is up to eat grapes as a long term solution and may cause big dilemmas.Possessing a good indication that the soil by which you must do in your yard to plant it.Never plant at least plant the seedlings in your own wine.When you are going to grow grape is best in cool to hot climates.
If you are nearer your wish of growing grapes.Next, put up grapevine trellises on your soil will need to be successful.If you learn the basics can make good wine needs from its container.If you're passion is to select the variety of grapes will fit your taste depends on the health yet the quality of your vine.He offers some natural ways to start my own vineyard is on how short or long your growing grapes for the grape are totally usable and beneficial o the public.
If this is why more and more nourishment to each method.Their naturally high content of grapes you grow hybrid grapes were grown.You must bear in mind should allow you to succeed in your area's conditions.Grape varieties with a premade one so that the vines from any diseases, you can see that the particularities of your labor.Another very important to correct all mineral and nutrient and food for their parasites and predators.
Grape Cultivation In Kerala
They smell amazing, and I always have fun doing so.So make sure that water drainage may not be able to grow a healthy growing scheme ahead.Two ways are commonly used fertilizer is needed for wine purposes only; some are said to be undertaken.When it is not such a bad environment for many years.And, he's not the only state you won't have to offer.
Here we will cover some of the fruits of your grapes.The growing season is shorter can only pick and use grapes that make it more susceptible to powdery and downy mildew during this stage.So do your due diligence and find out the average amount of nutrients within it.South America, Chile and Argentina are the qualities that any grape enthusiast wouldn't want to choose a space that's better exposed to the vines.However, if you are a few nice rain showers and rains are actually enough to support your vines.
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A best friend
I don’t wanna talk about me today; I wanna talk about my friend.
When I was a kid, I used to have lots of friends. I was very outgoing, very excited about people, so I just assumed everyone was my friend.
As I kept growing, and those people I considered “friends” started letting me down and making me feel bad about myself, I started hiding myself. When I finally met people outside of school, they kept telling me I was cute, and I was nice, but I just couldn’t believe them; those people who had known me since childhood always said I was ugly, and boring, and no one loved me, so why should I believe these new people?
It got better eventually. When I left and they were still together, I stopped thinking they were talking shit about me; when they said I was cute, I started to thank them instead of denying it. And things kept going like this until a few problems we had and we drifted apart. I lost touch with all of them now.
I met some new people through them, though, and now I still talk to one or two of them, but apparently I really am a shitty person and I also lost touch with most of them. I tend to bring mess and problems with me wherever I go, apparently. So I don’t have many friends. I’m very scared of social spaces and people in general, so I don’t go out much. Almost never, to be honest. So my friends nowadays are like, three people from my hometown, one friend at college and this one online friend.
I wanna talk about the latter here.
We met in an exchange program of three weeks in England; we barely talked at the time, and we just exchanged fb accounts because, I think, we wanted to pretend to our parents we had actually socialised. She did made more friends though, one of the girls who were in the group from my county and were my friend during that time still talks to her.
She doesn’t talk to me.
We stayed friends on fb for some reason. And then after around three years, we started talking bc of mutual interests. I’ll start calling her B.
It was awkward at first; none of us really knew how to make friends and talk to people, and to be honest I thought she would just stop talking to me eventually like so many people did.
Well, she didn’t. We passed the awkwardness and eventually B became the best friend I had. It took a while for me to feel comfortable, because sometimes she would talk about friends at school, and I would see her tagging that girl from the exchange program in some posts, and I kept feeling she would just stop talking to me, but she didn’t. Eventually we started using the term ‘best friend’ and it felt right.
I still feel insecure sometimes. Sometimes I feel like I bother her too much or that I don’t seem to care too much, but she always assure me that it’s okay.
We fell into a routine. We would talk with each other every day; when saying goodbye, we would always tell the other to be careful and ‘don’t die’; maybe because we don’t actually see each other and it’s just a virtual friendship, it worked well. It works well.
I had a bad day today. I’ve been having bad days a lot recently, and I promised myself I would try to go after professional help, but that’s still a process in progress. So I couldn’t leave the bed today, it felt like it was too much, and I just accepted that. I stayed in bed the whole day.
Whenever I feel like that, I fight it; I force myself to get out and do something. I didn’t this time.
But when she messaged me, and I told her how I was, she told me to eat; to go drink something. It seems stupid; like something I could think of myself. The point is, I’m not sure I care much about me at this point. I feel empty. I have always felt this emptiness and now it only feels like it’s growing. So I kinda gave up on myself.
I’m living for others. I’m living for my mom, whom I know cares. I’m living for B, who is my best friend. And if they went away, I don’t think I’d be living at all.
So I got out of bed. I made an egg and rice, ate a bit, got some small dessert. I did came back to bed after that, but I ate something. I have water with me. And I only did that because B told me to, and I don’t want her to worry if tomorrow she wakes up and I tell her I ate something.
I could probably lie, but I don’t think I can lie to her. I don’t think I’ve ever trusted someone that much. She’s a great person, the best person I’ve ever met, and I wish I knew how to write properly - not like these weird rants I do - and tell her how much she means to me.
Sometimes I read books, or fanfics, or see a movie, and think: “I wish I had a friend like that”. And maybe it’s not perfect, or exactly the same, but I do. I have B.
I wish she knew how loved she is, and how important she is to me.
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I Tried Beautycounter for the First Time…Here Are My Thoughts
I’ll be honest, a part of me thought that this post was going to be more of an exposé about the dark side of Beautycounter. I expected to lift up the rug and find some dirty, shameful secrets about the natural beauty company everyone in the wellness space seems to be talking about.
Maybe it’s because I’m pitched by a consultant at least once a week or because I’m just inherently skeptical of everything, but my first inclination was to think “this is too good to be true”.
Before you jump to any conclusions, this post is not a sales pitch. It’s an unbiased Beautycounter review from someone who has tried their fair share of natural beauty/skincare products. Most of the reviews I’ve read out there are from people who are brand new to this space and undoubtedly have found comfort in using beauty/skincare products that aren’t laden with hormone-disrupting chemicals. But as someone who has two enormous cupboards stacked full of green beauty products, how does Beautycounter stack up? That’s what this post is all about.
*Spoiler alert* I did in the end decide to become a consultant so there are some affiliate links in here to products I loved. To learn more about why I decided to become a consultant, keep reading.
What is Beautycounter?
But before I jump into that, let’s go back to basics and explain what Beautycounter is. Beautycounter was founded in 2013 by Gregg Renfrew as a natural, safer alternative to conventional beauty and skincare products. Mainstream beauty products tend to be full of ingredients that you likely wouldn’t feel good about putting on your skin. The biggest culprits:
-Parabens: it mimics estrogen and disrupts your endocrine system
-Phthalates: a chemical used to make plastic more malleable, which also can affect your reproductive system
There are many others including talc, butylated compounds and petroleum, but let’s start slow. They’re used to both emulsify and extend the shelf-life of your beauty products, but they actually do more harm than good. So why are they included? Because they’re cheap and there’s very little regulation in the beauty industry. In fact no federal regulation regarding personal care products has been passed since 1938!
Now I also want to preface this by saying a lot of the research shows correlation rather than causation. You can’t say that eating a box of Oreos everyday will cause cancer, but it’s likely that eating a box of Oreos is associated with other unhealthy behaviors that add up to future health problems.
My philosophy on beauty products is similar to my philosophy on food. Focus on whole, quality ingredients but don’t be militant about it. I think where things differ with the beauty industry is that while I love a glass of red wine and dessert, it’s not something I do all day, everyday. With beauty and skincare products, it is something affecting you all day. You wake up, wash your face, moisturize, put on your makeup, wash your hands throughout the day, put on hand cream, take off your makeup, wash your face and repeat. Do I skip washing my hands in communal bathrooms because I don’t want to use the soap? No. But in my own home I make a conscious effort to avoid products that I know to be harmful to my body. One body wash (similar to one glass of wine) won’t have long-term impacts on your health, but persistent, daily use will. And that’s where companies like Beautycounter become important.
What Makes Beautycounter Different?
There are plenty of brands out there making natural skincare and beauty products, so what makes Beautycounter different? In my opinion it’s the vast array of products that they offer under their umbrella. They create everything from face wash, to soap to eyeshadow. They do body care, hair care and makeup. And they offer A LOT within each category.
What also makes them different is the Multilevel Marketing Model. They sell their products through consultants and each consultant has a mentor so with each sale of a product, that consultant makes a commision and their mentor, and their mentor’s mentor etc… make a commission. We’ll save my thoughts on this for below.
So unlike the products I buy from Credo Beauty, which normally specialize in a couple of products within either the skincare or beauty world, Beautycounter basically sells it all and everything is purchased through a consultant.
Why Did I Decide To Try Beautycounter?
Honestly, it comes down to pure and simple curiosity. I’ve just been hearing so much about it. Like I said, I hear from at least one consultant a week asking me to join their team. While I appreciate the thoughtfulness, it’s just never been something I was into. But then a lot of my friends started joining and it got me thinking, there must be more to this than meets the eye. Friends like Lexi and Beth who I trust so I decided to inquire more.
My Initial Thoughts
Before I jumped in, I asked Lexi and you guys to tell me your favorite products. In full transparency, Lexi sent me some to try, but then after asking you guys on Instagram stories I ended up putting in another huge order of products. C kind of wants to kill me because they’re literally exploding all over our apartment, but I’m taking one for the team here!
I’m not going to individually go through each product I tried on here, but for the full review of each one I filmed a video capturing my honest thoughts. I’m holding nothing back so this is all the 100% honest truth.
Besides my thoughts on each individual product, I did appreciate the packaging and delivery of the products. I definitely don’t need beautiful packaging, and there’s nothing I hate more than excessive packaging, but I do want to receive products in tact and well organized. I’ve had products from other companies show up exploded or broken and especially for a beauty company, I do expect a step-up from Amazon Prime #justbeinghonest
The Pros of Beautycounter
Like I said, I wasn’t expecting to find any pros, but honestly was surprised by the things I discovered!
1) They are great for someone who is new to green beauty/skincare – As someone who is well versed in this space and also loves experimenting with new products, this isn’t a priority for me, but for someone who is brand new, it is nice that there is a single company you can get all of your beauty, skincare and hair care products from.
2) Their product selection is vast – It’s awesome that you can basically get all of your products at the click of the button and in the mail. They pretty much have everything so it’s a one-stop-shop for anyone who doesn’t enjoy shopping for beauty and skincare products.
3) Their products are pretty good quality – I definitely don’t love all of their products, but there were some that I really enjoyed. Overall I’d say they are decent quality and especially for the price. You kind of get what you pay for.
4) They actually care about cleaner products – They go beyond just offering more natural products to consumers. They’re actually lobbying in Washington to get certain ingredients banned from our conventional skincare/beauty products and are trying to increase regulation.
5) They are supporters of female entrepreneurs – I love any company that empowers women to run their own businesses. MLM allows women to be influencers in their own community and spread the word about cleaner beauty products, while also making a living. I think this is pretty cool!
The Cons of Beautycounter
1) They are not the most natural – Some consultants discuss this, others do not. Beautycounter may be cleaner but they are not chemical-free. They use synthetics in their products, but ones that are shown to have little to no impact on the body. My biggest complaint is that I’ll find a comparable product to one that I already use and the ingredients are twice as long in the BC product. I believe they use more synthetics to increase the shelf-life, which I understand but personally prefer products that use fewer and less synthetic ingredients. This is really a personal preference thing.
2) Multi Level Marketing scares me – It’s the truth. While I love that it helps people start their own businesses, I do think it becomes harder to regulate what your consultants are doing. Consultants are presented as “experts” but the reality is that they are just like me and don’t have all the answers. Experts in skincare usually spend years studying and understanding skin so I don’t love that people without credentials are giving out advice when they don’t always know what’s best. Just my personal opinion! More on this below…
3) Not all of their products compare to alternatives out there – Based on my experience, only about a 1/4-1/3 of the products compared or were better than other alternatives. There are just simply companies out there that are making better products. Maybe it’s because they’re more focused on one or several products rather than a whole line of skincare and beyond, but I just wasn’t overwhelmed by how amazing everything was. Some were good, some were bad and I would hate for people to give up on green beauty just because a product they tried from Beautycounter didn’t work for them.
Why I Became a Consultant
So in the end I decided to become a consultant for two reasons:
1) I wanted to see what this process looked like – I was curious what it meant to become a consultant. Basically all you need is a mentor, so essentially someone who is already a consultant and can guide you (mine is Lexi) and $85 to sign-up. In the mail I got a HUGE stack of papers and books that I’m expected to read. Truth is, I haven’t opened them. Mainly because I’m a digital person and I prefer to read online, but also because it was so overwhelming. Which makes me wonder how many consultants have felt the same way. The do have modules available online for training, but again how many consultants actually complete these? Which brings me back to point #2 above about MLM. This is a huge generalization, but I do have my doubts.
2) I support their mission and some of their products -There were some products that I was really impressed by and would 100% purchase again. If I would repurchase something I always tell you about it, because I think it’s worthwhile. And because I make a living off of this, it’s always nice to get a kickback from recommending it. I also love that they are a company that isn’t just selling products but also trying to change legislation and that is something I can definitely get behind. Okay and you also get a pretty sweet discount on products as a consultant!
Current favorites: Matte Bronzer | Nude Eyeshadow Palette |  Cleansing Balm |  Balancing Face Mask
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So there you have it! Don’t forget to watch my video review of all the products I tried. I really hope this post has been educational for you and I’m always here to answer questions if you have any. You know I try to keep this space 100% transparent and I love being a guinea pig and providing my feedback, but as always this is just my personal opinion. I’m all ears to hear your thoughts!
Have you tried Beautycounter? What are your thoughts?
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1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? nobody else but you, betrayed, man down, bodak yellow, skateboard p, & she belong to the game2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? salice rose3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. there’s no books 4: What do you think about most? yikes, why i am the way i am lol5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? i am lol6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with7: What’s your strangest talent? i don’t have one haha8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence) girls y’all suck but i mean y’all cute & i love y’all. boys y’all annoying asf9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? yeahhh10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? idek lol11: Do you have any strange phobias? i don’t like cords lol 12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? yeahh a marble 13: What’s your religion? 14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? enjoying the air lol 15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? if i ain’t feeling myself then behind but if i am i’m in front😂16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? idk17: What was the last lie you told? that i wasn’t sad lol 18: Do you believe in karma? yupp19: What does your URL mean? it’s my fav quote 20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? idek21: Who is your celebrity crush? nicki manaj22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? yes😂23: How do you vent your anger? i hit things or keep it inside 24: Do you have a collection of anything? shot glasses25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? neither 26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? not really lol i could be better27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? i hate the sound of owls whooin & love the sound powwow music28: What’s your biggest “what if”? what if i dont glow up29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes & yes 30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. my pillow & nothing 31: Smell the air. What do you smell? my scensy32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? idek33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? east coast 34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? chris brown35: To you, what is the meaning of life? 🤷🏽‍♀️36: Define Art. 37: Do you believe in luck? ehh38: What’s the weather like right now? colddd😌39: What time is it? 12:0440: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? uhmm i hit a deer lol41: What was the last book you read? 🤔42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? nahh43: Do you have any nicknames? kyle, babes, & buttcheeks44: What was the last film you saw? IT45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? i haven’t had one46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? yes47: Do you have any obsessions right now? nah 48: What’s your sexual orientation? gay asfff👅49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? yeahh lol50: Do you believe in magic? nah51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? hell yeah52: What is your astrological sign? ariesss👸🏽53: Do you save money or spend it? spend it54: What’s the last thing you purchased? a shirt 55: Love or lust? love56: In a relationship? nope57: How many relationships have you had? 358: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no lol59: Where were you yesterday? in norman & the city60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? yeah61: Are you wearing socks right now? yes62: What’s your favourite animal? horse63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? having a bomb ass personality 64: Where is your best friend? looking for one tbh65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. idk66: What is your heritage? native american67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? on the phone w my friend & her friend68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? idk69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? yeah😂70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? all the way71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? save the dog tf72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? i’d tell only a few, i would smoke weed, go to cancun & meet salice, & no i wouldn’t be afraid 73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. trust74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? man down 75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 432676: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? being best friends, trusting each other, giving each other space, communication, & loyalty 77: How can I win your heart? making me laugh78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? prolly79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? going to night school & finishing senior year hella early🎓80: What size shoes do you wear? 981: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? homegirl was lit asf82: What is your favourite word? fuckk83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. guarded 84: What is a saying you say a lot? mind y business 85: What’s the last song you listened to? 2 on 86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? black & turquoise 87: What is your current desktop picture? i don’t have a laptop88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? damnnn...89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? idk?90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? bitch, id start swinging on them bc i ain’t the one91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? mind reading 92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? when i was at the beach 93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? a good chunk of my past94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? kehlani🤤95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? i’d have to think96: Do you have any relatives in jail? lol yeah97: Have you ever thrown up in the car? nope98: Ever been on a plane? yes99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? yo i hate this world
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