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origamiyoda · 2 years
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idk the tmnt oc then?????? all of these are so so possible im almost expecting you to be lying about one being a lie tbh
WGDHDKDHDKDHDK. no tha tmnt oc one is the lie unfortunately :( everyday I hope and pray I'll find an old Lorelei drawing :( she was my girlie...
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daisyvisions · 2 months
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Change Your Mind - (l.jy)
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➺ Pairing: fboy best friend!Juyeon x afab!reader
➺ Summary: You befriend your college’s resident fuckboy who’s been eager to get with you since day one. But after a rollercoaster of emotions between your friendship, he wants you more than you could ever imagine.
➺ Word Count: 4k (wow who is she?!)
➺ Warnings: Smut (18+, minors DNI), friends to lovers, mentions of partying, drinking alcohol, fuckboy tendencies (flirting, hookups, ghosting), lying to reader (at first), lots of kissing and making out, dry humping, oral (f! receiving), slight handjob and masturbation, unprotected sex (but he pulls out), aftercare, pet names (sweetheart, baby), a lovesick Juyeon
➺ A/N: I’m officially back from my break! Really wanted to take some time off and focus on things irl, can’t really say if the break helped bcos I was still stressed haha but anyway!This took me a while to finish up, felt incredibly rusty writing again but glad I was still able to do it 😭 Considering this as my late birthday greeting for Juyeon. Hope you enjoy this piece! Proofread once. Let me know if I missed anything!
➺ Network & Tag: @deoboyznet, and my girlies @aimeecarreros @snowflakewhispers @winterchimez
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If anyone told you that you’d end up becoming best friends with one of the most sought out guys in your campus (and not to mention resident fuck boy), you would’ve laughed at their face. All your life you’ve tried to avoid befriending guys like Juyeon. A guy like him just generally gave you the ick.
You never understood how or why people would want to be friends with someone whose only objective is to get into girl’s pants and be praised for it. Not only that, but also playing with someone’s feelings and just dropping them at an instant was wrong on so many levels.
But here you are, lending him a helping hand while you two clean out his living room after throwing yet another one of his bi-weekly parties, which was usually code for “Please let me at least make out with someone tonight.”
It’s crazy how you consider him one of your bestest friends. In another world you both knew this friendship would never work out. You were both opposite of each other in so many ways!
So how did you even end up becoming friends with Juyeon?
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Transferring to a different university in the middle of the semester was one of the worst things that could've happened to you. Not only did you have to adjust to a new set of lesson plans and navigate your way around campus, but you also had to sit alone during lunch since practically everyone already knew each other from freshman year and had their own set of cliques.
During your first week, you thought you could at least find a table you could sit with just by going up to the group you vibed with the most and ask politely. But you decided to just sit by yourself instead and avoid any embarrassing introductions. You refused to be known as the weird new girl (which you already felt like one to begin with.)
You tried to fight off the tears emerging from the corners of your eyes as you sat quietly in the corner of the cafeteria, slowly poking the food on your tray as you try to drown out the noise around you.
You wish you didn’t have to transfer and leave everything and everyone you knew behind. Yes, you can still call or text your friends, but you knew it was different than actually being with them on campus.
You were convinced you’d be alone for the rest of your years in college. No friends to hang out, laugh, or cry with. No one to go through the same struggles as you. No one to tell you that everything was going to be okay. You were definitely on your own until-
“Hey.” The voice suddenly snapping you out of your self-loathing as you look up and see probably one of the most handsome men you have ever seen in your life.
The way his eyes held so much love, how his smile could light up anyone’s day, and how his aura was something you never felt with anyone before. He was practically radiating sunshine to your already gloomy day. It almost felt too good to be true… Because what the hell was he doing here in front of you?
“…Hi?” You sit up straight as you try to subtly dab off the tears in your eyes.
“I couldn't help but notice you sitting here all alone.” The man gently says.
Great, the first thing he notices about you is how much of a loser you are. But before you could even say anything back he continues on.
“Would you like to come sit with us? We have some space for you at our table.” He slowly smiles at you. You hesitated at first, confused by the whole situation but quickly made up your mind.
“Uh… yeah, sure! If it’s not any trouble.” You shyly respond.
“Of course not! Can’t let a pretty thing like you be all alone on her first week here right?” He holds out his hand to you.
“How did you-”
“I’m Juyeon.” He interrupts you again. You tell him your name, your cheeks slowly warming up as your hand intertwines with his as he looks deeply into your eyes.
“Beautiful name for a beautiful girl.” He smirks. You felt the butterflies raging within your stomach.
“So, let’s go?” He waits for your response, but you shyly nod your head instead as proper words get caught up in your throat. Grabbing his hand as you stand up and follow his lead.
You try not to make a fool out of yourself as you feel Juyeon’s hand rest on your lower back as you guides you through the sea of people. As you two are walking towards his table he leans close to your ear and whispers,
“We’re gonna be best friends, I promise.”
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And ever since that day Juyeon really did keep his promise. He helped you catch up with some of the lesson plans you had, guided you around school, and always made sure to leave a space for you beside him during lunch.
You tried to wrap your brain around the idea of how someone like Juyeon just randomly entered your life and swept you off your feet. At first you felt like you were on cloud nine getting the most attention and almost boyfriend-like treatment from him. But as the weeks went by you soon discover that his reputation actually preceded him more than you thought.
You see, it was no secret that Juyeon was somewhat of a playboy. Well, somewhat was an understatement. During the first few weeks since you became friends he would walk you to class almost every time. In those moments you couldn’t understand why people would give you such weird looks or whisper to each other whenever you two would pass by.
Maybe it was because you stuck out like a sore thumb as the new girl? You decided not to mind it for a while, pushing down the thought that you were just overthinking all of this… that is until you accidentally learned about his reputation and the real reason why he approached you that day.
It was an accident. You were never meant to find out anything about Juyeon. But during a party that he brought you to, a certain loosed-lip drunk friend (Eric) decided to spill everything to you, down to every letter and detail imaginable.
To be honest, it didn’t bother you when you found out that Juyeon was indeed a fuck boy. You saw the signs as the weeks passed by.
The way he would flirt with someone while waiting for you to finish class, how the notifications on his phone would show a name of a different girl every week, and even the subtle touches he would leave on you which were definitely not considered friendly but not perverted either. What bothered you the most was finding out the reason why he even wanted to be friends with you.
“He’s been really working up to have his way with you, you know? And I mean who could blame him? Have you seen yourself? You’re so fucking hot-” Eric rambles on to you as he tries to lean his body against the wall to keep himself upright, slowly inching his way closer to you. You felt your blood boil in that moment, completely ignoring Eric’s advances.
How could Juyeon do this to you? Even after everything you shared with him about your life, your struggles, your secrets too? And to think you were starting to feel like he could be a really great friend to you. But this? Hell no. You were not about to let some handsome sleazy guy use you like that. Not in this or any lifetime.
You nearly crush the plastic red cup in your hand before storming out of the house, intentionally pushing past Juyeon’s shoulder in the way as he tries to approach you with the most concerned look you had ever seen on his face.
He ran after you that night. He even dropped on his knees begging for forgiveness in front of a crowd of drunk college people too. Over the top sure, but somehow you knew his apology wasn’t just a one and done thing.
And after the humiliating lecture you gave him as well as the list of promises he had said he will be doing in order to make up for his mistakes, you decided to give him another chance.
In return of accepting his apology, you offered to help him get out of his fuck boy tendencies and be his “guardian angel”. Juyeon was reluctant of the idea at first because it would mean he couldn’t be free to do as he pleased but he eventually gave in. He had to because well… He did owe you a lot for lying to you in the first place.
Somewhere in your mind you knew this could turn out to be a bad idea. Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me, or however the saying goes. But Juyeon was different.
You knew somewhere in that deep conceited mind of his there was a version of him that was actually a good guy. A guy that can actually learn how to not fool around and maybe one day, find someone worth changing for.
You can tell it was a struggle for him at the beginning. But eventually he started to lessen the flirting, the hookups, the ghosting, and more.
Gone were the days where Juyeon had a line of women wrapped around his fingers (because they were too many of them to count). Dating was still a thing for him, but he had said and even showed you that he would take them seriously and not just move onto the next one as easily as he did before.
Eventually you realized over time that Juyeon turning over a new leaf was also becoming a struggle for you especially at parties when he would come up to you nearly drunk out of his mind, his subconscious would revert back to his old habits and he would act them all out on you.
His hands subtly snaking around your hips, your waist, how he would brush the hair off your neck and leave a warm kiss on shoulder. The way he would smile at you like a lovesick fool, never leaving your side as he attempts to drop his corny pickup lines.
Or the way he would jokingly confess how badly he wanted to kiss you. You knew he wasn’t in the right state of mind, that he was just being his old self. But it really did confuse you because sometimes it felt all too real.
Now you understood why someone could fall so easily for Juyeon. It was second nature to him.
You tried so hard not to give into his appetite especially in those moments. But it was becoming difficult each time since you the crush you had on him from the first day you met was screaming to be set free, desperate to overtake your heart and soul and just allow him to do as he pleased, no matter the consequences.
The many “what-if’s” that crossed your mind when you were alone in your room at night had plagued you constantly. Your walls were starting to crack and it was making you lose your self control around him.
“Maybe one little kiss wouldn’t hu-” No. You shouldn’t. The whole point of staying friends with Juyeon was to guide him to being a better person. It wasn’t about you or how you felt at all!
But… how bad could it be to become selfish just one moment in your life?
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“Wow, I’m so tired.” Juyeon plops down on the sofa as you finish up collecting all the empty bottles and cups around the room. After the last bottle was thrown inside the trash bag you washed your hands and plopped right next to him.
You instantly close your eyes and let out a huge sigh of relief, showing the same exhaustion as he felt. As you stay silent and enjoy this quiet moment, Juyeon can’t help but just stare at you. He watches how your chest slowly moves up and down and tries to commit to memory the little details of your face.
You look so beautiful right now, he thinks to himself. As you always have since the first time he saw you. But he pushes down the feeling deep within his gut, having given up pursuing you a while back. But it doesn't hurt to look every once in a while right?
As soon as you open your eyes again, you catch him staring at you with a look in his eyes you can’t quite read. You chuckle at how silly he’s being and turn your body slightly to face him.
“What?” You ask.
“I-It’s nothing.” He shakes his head.
“C’mon, what is it? You can tell me.” You semi pout, and how can Juyeon say no to you?
“I was thinking-”
“Oh no he’s thinking.” You fake gasp and giggle as he playfully nudges your shoulder in return.
“It’s just- I still can’t believe how we ended up as friends despite everything, you know?” He smiles gently.
“Me too.” You respond, “To be honest, if I had known about your reputation before we met I would’ve rejected you that day.”
“Yeah?” Juyeon’s eyes grow wider as he scoots closer to you. He places his hand on your knee, making you become nervous all of a sudden. “And why is that?”
“W-well…” you feel a lump forming in your throat, the way his cologne invades your thoughts and has your head slowly spinning. Is it getting hot in here or is that just you?
“Because, guys like you just aren’t my type that’s all. And well-”
“Can I tell you a secret?” Juyeon interrupts you as he looks into your eyes. You nod in response.
“I haven't been with anyone else ever since that night you confronted me about my behavior.” He pauses for a moment. Dead silence filled the air as he waited for your response while you tried to grasp what he was trying to say.
“Huh? What about that girl you were with last week? Or the one you were texting?” You softly ask.
“I... I lied about them.” Juyeon looks away from you, afraid to look at your reaction. He looks up at the ceiling, pushing down any regret he’s feeling at the moment admitting the truth to you.
“But, why?” Your voice laced with concern.
“It felt wrong to be with those girls. To even think about kissing or touching them the way I would've back then, because…” He looks back at you, his hand on your knee now traveling up to your lap.
“…All I ever thought about in those moments was you.”
You felt your heart running a mile a minute. Eyes widening at his sudden confession.
“God you’re so beautiful it kills me inside.” he raises his hand and cups your jaw, thumb slowly stroking your cheek as his gaze turns into something more than just lust.
You subtly catch him quickly looking at your lips, your eyes nearly fluttering shut as he leans in closer. And with your lips just millimeters apart, he suddenly stops.
“But who am I kidding? I know you don’t see me that way-” Juyeon retracts his head, his face expressing a certain kind of sadness you can’t seem to properly label. You can feel your heart pounding in your ears as you watch him slowly slip away from you.
“Juyeon I-”
“It’s alright, I’m probably drunk. Just- forget what I said.” He shakes his head, but before he can attempt to get up from the couch, you grab his wrist. “No.” You sternly say.
Juyeon slowly sits back down on the couch and scoots really close to you, thighs pressing against one another. His eyes don’t leave yours, waiting for what you have to say or do.
“S-show me. Show me you mean it. Every word you just said.”
“You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for you to tell me that.” Juyeon lunges forward and wastes no time as he leans in to kiss you. His pillowy lips feeling like heaven as he guides your lips with his, both melting into one another like it was always meant to be.
As your arms start to wrap around his neck Juyeon pulls you in closer, his body slowly falls backwards onto the couch. His hands desperately grabbing your hips to make you straddle his lap.
Juyeon whimpers into your mouth as soon as his straining bulge rubs against your core. His member throbs harder as you begin to roll your hips subconsciously.
He’s fucked way too many times to count but for some reason, grinding yourself onto his crotch makes him feel like an untouched virgin all over again.
He swears he can burst inside his boxers any second now if you keep doing this to him, especially with the soft little moans coming out of your mouth that sound so sweet.
Juyeon pulls away from your lips and starts to kiss your neck, mapping out his kisses until he finds the spot that makes you melt into a puddle. He knows he’s found that spot as your moans become louder and drag on longer.
He starts to wrap his arms around your torso and without warning, he flips you both over, making you squeal as he giggles at your reaction. His eager hands waste no time to unbutton your jeans as he continues to leave marks on your neck. You slightly push him away as you feel him slowly sneaking one hand into your pants.
“Wait-” You grab his wrist before he goes any further.
“Do you want to stop?” He waits for your answer.
“No it’s not that.” Your eyes close for a moment as you catch your breath.
“It’s- well- It’s been a while I've done this. I- I might not be good for you.” Juyeon senses the worry in your eyes. He leans down to kiss the space between your eyebrows, his free hand caressing your cheek.
“Oh sweetheart… you’ll always be too good for me.” He smiles down at you. “You sure you still want this?” You nod your head instantly.
“Use your words baby, need to hear you say it. Tell me what you want.” His hand travels to your neck and gives it a soft squeeze. The act alone is enough to get you dizzy again.
“Want you- want you to touch me, please.” You look up at him so innocently.
Juyeon leans in to kiss you passionately once more, his tongue immediately intertwining with yours. He helps you out of your pants in the process not wanting to pull his lips away from yours until he tugs the hem of your shift and lifts it off, leaving you wearing nothing but your underwear on.
His kisses start to travel oh so slowly from your lips all the way to your inner thighs. Juyeon can feel himself pre cumming at the deep inhale of your panty covered core. The wet patch luring him in to kiss it and practically mouth your covered folds.
You let out yet another ethereal moan as your fingers weave through his hair. His hands slowly pull the garter of your underwear down, throwing the damp material behind him as he continues on with his ministrations.
Juyeon wastes no time and grabs the back of your thighs and placing them over his shoulder, making sure that his face is locked onto your throbbing core. He kisses your folds before suddenly darting his warm wet tongue between them, reveling in the taste of you before flicking your sensitive bud. He looks up to watch your reactions, which motivate him to keep on going.
“P-please…” You whine as he hums and sucks on your clit. Juyeon doesn’t even need you to tell him what you want, by the sound of your moans and the way your thighs slowly squeeze his head he knows you’re getting closer to the edge.
He nearly lets go himself when you reach your high without warning, the sudden burst of your essence onto his lips as you moan out his name was something he never thought would feel so divine.
He pulls himself up and goes back to kissing you, tasting yourself on his tongue has your core throbbing for him once again. Your hands hastily helping him unbutton his own pants along with his boxers as he pulls them down and kicks them to the side.
Your mouth waters at the sight of his impressive length, your hand instantly wrapping around his member as you stroke him slowly. “Oh s-shit.” He growls into your ear.
“Want you inside me Juyeon, want you to fuck me.” You whisper in his ear. He grabs your wrist to stop, holding his own member as he aligns it with your entrance.
“Don’t want to fuck you-” He mumbles. You pull away from him, confused by his words. His other hand grabs the back of your neck as he pulls your face closer to his.
“-Want to make love to you.” He whispers into your mouth. And before you know it he’s pushing his entire cock inside you, bottoming out instantly. You both moan into each other’s mouths at the stretch. Juyeon moves his hips slowly as he starts to fuck you deeply, making sure you feel all of him going in and out of your pussy.
Juyeon wishes this moment could last forever, but the way your walls grip onto his member like a vice brings him closer to the edge faster than he had hoped. Especially with how you’re moaning into his mouth and wrapping your arms around his neck so tight? He was a goner.
He’s never fucked anyone like this before, and now he can’t imagine doing this with anyone else except you.
With every deep thrust, you feel yourself on the verge of cumming for the second time. Each stroke hitting that sweet spot in you has you reaching for the stars.
“Fuck Juyeon, you’re gonna make me cum again.” You whine as the wet sounds you're both making has you feeling dizzy.
“C’mon sweetheart, cum on my cock. God you can keep cumming on my cock as much as you want I don’t care.” His thrusts start to pick up the pace. “I’m yours forever.”
Those three words were enough to snap the coil within, breathing heavily as your walls flutter around his length. You’re so caught up in your own head you don’t realize Juyeon uttering a string of whimpers until you feel him quickly pull out his cock and blow his load all over your stomach.
The both of you take a moment to calm down from your highs before Juyeon gets up to each for the box of tissue on the coffee table. You watch him gently clean you up before he pulls his boxers back on to find your discarded underwear and also helps you put it back on.
He hovers above you before leaning down to leave small kisses around your face and on your lips. You caress his cheek slowly as he leans into your touch.
“Did you mean it? Everything you said?” You softly ask him.
“Down to every letter.” He responds. “But… I think you broke me.”
“Broke you? How?” You playfully scrunch your eyebrows at him.
“Don’t want to see myself with anyone else now.”
“Oh really?” You raise an eyebrow. “And how should I fix it then?” He smirks and kisses you again,
“Let me take you out on a date and we’ll call it even.”
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hanasnx · 3 months
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Tips for starting out a new writing blog ?
tbh tags. establish a tag system. figure out how you’re gonna organize your reblogs, your posts, the characters you write for etc etc. like srsly i wish i had done that when i started this blog, now i’m going back to manually change tags to fit my new tagging system.
i honestly choose an aesthetic first. name, title, descrip, pfp, bkg. it’s always the most fun for me. pick your fave colors bcos those will stick with you the longest.
put your age in your bio or pinned. super important
make a navi page, and masterlist page first. organize your masterlist by fandom ppl rly like that. make an anon page when you get your first emoji anon and keep track of themmmm by goddd i did not keep track of my emoji anons and recently had to revamp the whole thing, everyone had to pick new emojis. do a rules page also, and if you need help defining your boundaries in your rules take a look at mine bcos mine is super thorough
if you write smut don’t use the actor’s name or character’s name plain. like when i write a anakin skywalker smut post, i don’t say “hayden christensen” or “anakin skywalker” in the tags bcos it’s a good way to get stuck with a community label. chances are someone is in those tags that doesn’t look for smut and doesn’t know what a blow a community label is, and they just hit the “add community label” button so tumblr nails you with one. always tag your smut fics with “(character) smut” or “(character) x reader” and never just “(character)”
don’t tag more than you have to. like you don’t have to clog up tags with things that don’t pertain to it. if you’re writing anakin skywalker x reader don’t tag the fic as “obi wan x reader” too. keep your tags relevant otherwise ppl will tell u not to clog up tags.
if there’s a way to credit things, do. always. find a way to credit things. if you found a fanart picture on pinterest, reverse google image search it to find the source to check of the artist allows reposts etc. if you’re inspired by someone else’s writing even marginally mention them in the post you wrote inspired by their piece.
reblog other people’s work that you like.
that’s all i can think of rn. gl
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whiskeynwriting · 4 months
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hi :) i read all your black noir posts and i just have to say i love the way you word things. it’s been a while since reading gave me like physical reactions and every one of your noir posts had me kicking my feet n shit i loved them sm. you’re so very talented, thank u sm for feeding my addiction of him bcos the content on tumblr for him is bleak i’ve been thru the whole tag
i wanted to ask are you still into him/writing for him?
Hi love!
Thank you so much for your sweet compliments 🥹 I’ve been dealing with some awful writer’s block lately and this truly made my entire day.
I agree, there’s not enough of him on tumblr ☹️
I am absolutely still into him 😍 I love my spooky boy. I was actually just thinking about writing for him the other day! I know I have a wip for him, so we’ll see when it comes out 🥰
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stevebabey · 7 months
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This whole thing gave me so much anxiety. I'm in no group like I don't really have friends on here, but seeing everything go down was a lot. (Not to mention the ppl actually affected by it.) I never realized that there are cliques/circles, I know who is friends with whom but I never thought it was so strict, like in HS. I'm just here to enjoy great writing and have a good time but now I'm unsure if I can interact with the different groups on here because I have mutuals (who I don't interact with personally) from each side and I don't want anyone to be hurt, which is fucking stupid because this is tumblr. I'm also discouraged to post my own writing like I have planned because of the pettiness that goes on here.
Anyway I hope your friend is doing okay. I wish her nothing but love. And I'm so sorry for this message, you don't have to answer this.
hey! i get it, this entire sitch is unpleasant to deal with simply because some people have no problem being real nasty. and yeah, there seems to be a strange clique which keeps coming up over and over - i prommy most of tumblr isn’t like this 😭
but first and foremost, nobody else dictates what you do on tumblr, you do! no one else can tell who you should or shouldn’t follow — that decision is entirely yours.
if a friend of yours gets hurt that you’re interacting with a certain person, you can always ask how to minimise that hurt (maybe rb with a tag that they can block) or have a conversation with them about why this upsets them- you might find that the creator does/says something you also personally disagree with!
your friend might have reasons that apply broadly (like say, a writer having brushed off comments about writing white-coded readers) or it might be something completely personal to them, like a fight they had with that writer in which case, it doesn’t exactly effect you.
either way, that’s okay. it’s fanfiction. there’s too many people on here who, when they need to take a break and remind themselves it’s just the internet, instead seem to double down. some people will have a very strong line in the sand of what they tolerate (like me!) and others, not so much. there isn’t a right way to do it, friend.
if it’s giving you anxiety, i suggest you take a break from being online for a little bit <3 i know when ur in the thick of it, it can feel so so so draining so make sure to take it easy on yourself, because like you said, we’re all here to just enjoy ourselves — i sincerely hope you feel better and can build up to posting your own writing bcos that’s rlly what this website is about! creators like u! much love <3
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hwaitham · 7 months
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ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ ੈ♡‧₊˚ à la fleur la plus douce, à l'agneau le plus gentil, à la fée la plus délicate <33 sobs coco my love (ó﹏ò。) thank you ENDLESSLY for the generous & kind words in the tags of my writing debut!! my heart melted when i read all of the super sweet things you said & i did in fact shed the happiest of tears ૮꒰っ˕‹̥̥̥ ꒱ა the world & myself are not worthy of all of the love & kindness you continue to show & the fact that you believe in me as much as you do is a feelin thats simply indescribable & one that i wouldn't trade for anyth in the whole universe ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა words will never do the justice of explaining how much your reblog, tags, & overall love & support across the entirety of the city of lovers has meant to me & will cont to mean to me <333 you are a true beacon of positivity & love on this site & in this lifetime ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i am the luckiest girl in the whole world bc i get to know someone as amazing as you!! ilysm bby <33
à mon plus mignon colibri, à mon plus joli flocon de neige, à mon plus cher conte de fées ! my dear , u have Nothing at all to thank me for ₍^ › ༝ ‹ ྀི ^₎ʃ . . i am just happie to be able to love you + praise you n' make you smile ! ! ILU2 ! ! ! soooo mawch babie :3 . . m mirroring dese words right back to you , bcos how lucky n grateful am i to hav met someone with such a tender soul such as yourself . . && i know da other ppl in ur life feel dis way too ! ! ♡
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cosmicyam · 10 months
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15 questions for 15 mutuals
@iamfarfromvibingrightnow tagged me for this so i’ll do it 
Were you named after anyone?
Technically I was named after a character from a film my parents loved. I’m glad i wasn’t named after a relative as per irish tradition, because the expectations that may subconsciously come from that would weigh too heavy
Do you have kids?
I am a teenager that still sleeps with a teddy and is intimidated by ovens. I hope that answers that question. 
Do you use sarcasm a lot?
I think so, but a lot of the time it’s unintentional since I come from a long line of sarcasm enjoyers so i may insult people without realising because Tone.
What's the first thing you notice about people?
If this is in a literal sense, then probably their outfit because I feel like it conveys a lot about people’s interests, confidence level etc. If this is in a romantic context, probably the way they address people e.g. how polite they are, whether they have a sense of humour etc.
Eye colour?
Dark brown. I really like my eyes, though people always talk about brown eyed ppl’s eyes in the sun looking like golden honey or fragments of sunlight itself or smth but mine perpetually look like wet soil. 
Scary movies or happy endings?
I hate scary films icl. I’ve had scary films described to me and got nightmares from the thought of them alone. So yeah I don’t think they’re for me. I’d like to say I love happy endings, and I do, but something about sad or bittersweet endings are so immaculate. It’s usually those stories that stick with me and become all i think about for weeks on end as I become shrouded in this unshakeable sense of sadness or discomfort :]
Any special talents?
Nah but I can do a decent Keira Knightley impression
What are your hobbies?
I love reading sm. And writing is definitely my number one Thing, though I don’t do it nearly as much as I wish I did because Perfectionism. Also lately my days have been consumed with rewatching always sunny over and over again because i can’t enjoy things casually.
Have any pets?
One dog. I would die for him and I like to think he’d do the same for me but he doesn’t know wtf is going on most of the time. We’re bros though.
What sports do you play/ have played?
I don’t play sports anymore bcos of anxiety over being seen doing said sports by anyone but I like to work out. I used to do swimming, athletics and dance tho and they were fun
How tall are you?
5′10 lmao take that short ppl (i couldn’t think of a proper insult so “short ppl” it is) 
Favourite subject in school?
English istg if school was just 7 hours of solely English i’d be fine with that
Dream Job?
Writer definitely. I’ve wanted to be a writer since I knew what a book was and even since then I’ve tried to delve into other options but it always goes back to writing. I think toddler me made a deal with a god, vowing my soul to it whether I like it or not because it’s like The Underlying Obsession that ever-present no matter what
I’m not gonna tag anyone bcos I like being unknown (despite just giving a lot of facts and opinions of myself !!) 
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sukirichi · 2 years
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hi suki! i’m so glad you’re back. i’m trying to start to write a story, and since you’re so good at it, i want to ask for advice on how to write a story well & how everyone reading will feel (almost) the same as the leads.
hello hello!! oh, you can search for my tag suki: writing advice or suki: advice for more in depth explanations (disclaimer: i don’t remember my tags very well, but it should be those) where i gave notes on what worked for me personally in my writings.
in terms of writing stories well, there are three things i would focus on and would want to see as a reader: flow (transitions, coherence of the story, conciseness), good dialogue (i get most of my emotions from dialogue. i pair it with facial expressions, a few gestures, and then depending on what style i want to go for, probably some prose or monologues to build up the intensity of the dialogue. i think dialogue is a window to vulnerability for the characters, but this is mostly my writing style. other writers convey their characters’ emotions through other aspects other than dialogues, and whichever you’re comfortable with, its best to highlight that feature!), and the last would be execution of the plot. there are times when the plot ideas are stellar, but turning it into actual writing doesn’t match the creativity of the plot. i personally struggle with this, because i feel like my vision is not on par with my capabilities as a writer, but i would advise that before you start writing everything, you structure your plot out carefully so that you would not be confused when you’re finally writing everything down.
get the key details, the character information, the timeline. it depends on you really on which you prefer more, bcos i also have times where i write chapters on the spot, but to give you a general idea, have like a 1k summary of your entire plot that you can use as a basis. and to execute it well, its best to actually visualize most of it first through songs, photos and moodboards maybe. the most important part is to just have fun with it though! i think readers can feel whether the writer enjoyed their work or not. their emotions reflect on their pieces, so just enjoy the process and learn every step of the way. no writer becomes skilled right away, and we still all hone it until now.
i hope this helped!
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swordfaery · 1 year
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Hiii i was tagged by @protectoroffaeries
Rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 tracks, then list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist. then tag 10 people to do the same thing.
i wanted to talk about everything so im putting it all under a readmore
on repeat:
good girls don't get used by beach bunny (ok so i listen to a lot of beach bunny. like a lot. i dont know why but it has that bpd swag and literally no else feels this theyre like its just cookie cutter straight girl music and Maybe It Is but i like. big fan of sports also would not surprised if that also crops up)
crooked teeth by death cab for cutie (this is my current favourite song. literally i hear it n im like hehe my song, n idk why i dont really like any of their other stuff)
steady, as she goes by the raconteurs (this is just bcos i like indie rock)
what went down by foals (ok. ok. this FUCKING album i have so many emotions about im like wow this album is literally about me for real and it is not in the slightest but anyway if you also like it talk to me about it im always like i am going to ANALYSE THE SHIT out of this album n ill get to like. birch trees n realise i dont know shit about music i just like the way the repeating motif combines with the sense of regret and going back to ur roots n shit)
up to no good by the hoosiers (literally i just love the undulating instrumentals in this ESPECIALLY the intro)
like sexy dynamite by orion expirience (im such a slut for orion expirience i love all their jazzy stuff n again. feels bpd coded n idk why potenially just the art of writing a song about being obsessed with someone and all the emotions in music are kinda close to how my intense bpd times feel. sorry ive been trying to tone down my bpd talk bcos i think its not helpful or fun for anyone but w music its like. oh this is bcos im boarderline this is bcos im boarderline. this post is gonna be so long im so sorry i will tag it)
chevvy thunder by spector (im just a big fan of this it goes so hard n the. suicide fakeouts w the enjambment really fuckin. i just love it)
goodbye mr a by the hoosiers (again. hoosiers got a great sound)
curses by the crane wives (musically very intersting i love the up n down of it idk how to explain it but it feels like sort of. a bobbing kinda dance)
little dark age by mgmt (i tried to get into dubstep bcos of donnie from rise tmnt. i do not know what dubstep is. it isnt this)
like all by different artists. this doesnt have to be different from artists in the og list right? i hope not
dance music by the mountain goats (i discovered this song like yesterday and oooh boy)
supermassive black hole by muse
lonely hunter by foals (again. what went down album. iconic. this one has the line love is not a gun in your hands though and aughhh)
i dare you by the regrettes (literally just a delightful love song that isnt about being gay but i think it is)
the main character by will wood (bpd)
cold weather by glass beach (bpd)
oh girl your the devil by mika (the no place in heaven album is fucking. chefs kiss. im obsessed with its like being gay, religious trauma, pop but with a funky style. incredible)
bad idea by girl in red (im just gay and make bad sexual decisions)
i dont care by fall out boy (bpd)
moth man by dirty bynam (this one is just fun)
okayyy im tagging @phantomxblood @teddybear-tebbydear @lemondoddle @alfredolover119 @lasilhouetteinbianco @jamesspidercat @kirkwords @thatsrightzoeyeyye @morgan-is-here @bookshelpwithmysocialanxiety
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origamiyoda · 2 years
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Leonardo
*looks thru the selection of dozens of different Leos* I'm choosing to believe u meant 2012 Leo <3 if you didn't then feel free to send me another ask and specify which one !!! :D
First impression
Well. Ok. this is complicated bcos my first impression of him was when I was like. 8? And at that point in time my impression was "holy fuckign shit this guy is the coolest guy in the whole world oh my god hes a fuckign NINJA turtle omg and hes got SWORDS"
Impression now
Upon rewatching the series a few years ago my impression was a dawning horror that I had literally just grown into his character. the awful realization of "he's just like me fr...." (said in despair). We're the same guy and this isnt a good thing 👍
Favorite moment
UH. I rlly like when he actually has moments where he's making a joke or an awful pun or some stupid catchphrase??? He's normally v serious and stoic and crumbling under the weight of responsibility so I really like when hes a goofy little guy. A silly <3 or like along the same lines when he gets excited about Space Heroes !!!! Hes just like me fr !!!!!!
If we're looking for more of a specific moment I rlly love his solo fight scene w the foot and the shredder at the end of s2??? It's SO atmospheric and visceral, and hes just like. fighting in a very feral and violent way ?? Its rlly interesting bcos again hes usually so collected so its neat to see him be able to pull away from that. Also I love the like little details of snow and their breath fogging its great and rlly cool
Idea for a story
I'd love to write or read something focusing around his guilt and/or anger concerning Splinter?? Like obviously Leo looked up to him and idolized him and I'm sure Splinter did love Leo but like. Man.
idk like Splinter put so much responsibility on him at so fuckign young and like. expected so much of him and Leo did his best but still felt like he couldnt live up to the expectations that were given to him. He expected Leo to be ready to DIE for a city that would never know his name or care about him at age 15????????????????
Theres gotta be some resentment there that Leo's gotta sort through and unpack??? Splinter was his hero and i think he's definitely got some right to be angry about what he did, or even what he didn't do. He put Splinter on such a high pedestal and I really think Splinter disappointed him and let him down, and Leo I think needs to come to terms with that in a way. Learn that he doesnt need to be the hero that he doesnt NEED to save everyone that its okay if he screws up. idk. I'd like to see something examining that.
Unpopular opinion
HES NOT AN ASSHOLE. DEAR GOD. Scrolling thru the Leo tag bums me out bcos people r so mean to him !!!! Hes not a stick in the mud jackass hes just a 15 yr old kid who had a LOT of pressure and responsibilities thrown on him and he's trying to navigate them !!! Please leave him alone omfg. YES he can b short with his brothers at times but to be fair they can b annoying !!! And he's trying his best to prove he can be a good leader !!! Fight me on this idc!!! I'm a Leo apologist he's done nothing wrong !!!!
Also hes not cool at all hes a big dork and thats why I like him
Favorite relationship
Idk if this means like fave romantic relationship or just fave dynamic but I'll just say I dont ship him w anyone really???? Hes just a guy.
One of my fave (PLATONIC DEAR GOD) dynamics he has is w Mikey hehe. Mikey is underestimated a lot and I think (?) Leo is the one who picks on him the least. Theyre just kinda buddies and I love when they team up 👍 team tide pod 4 the win :] they def have a lot of untapped potential, and Mikey brings out the kid in him which is a nice change of pace. They argue about cartoons together and its great
Favorite headcanon
UM i think hes got that autism swag and his special interest is space!!!!!! It definitely bleeds over from and into Space Heroes being his fave show. He can name every constellation and really liked being at the farmhouse bcos the skies were so clear w/o light pollution. I also think he misses the farmhouse in general bcos it was nice and quiet and monotonous :]
(I also think hes a trans nonbinary dude and demi/ace. maybe aroace idk. he/they king)
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taegularities · 2 years
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to this anon
if we’re being honest here reblogs don’t happen as often as they should regardless of the quality of the work. one thing you can do is put a little reminder at the end of the fic for readers to reblog and send asks if they liked the fic but even that doesn’t really do much tbh. i get where you’re coming from since i’ve been there too and it really sucks :/
even if you have 1k or more followers, sometimes you’ll get like an average of 100-300 notes and most are just likes which does absolutely nothing at all. there are cases when you might post a fic that blows up but those aren’t consistent.
as for what you said in response to the anon rid, i completely understand you. also with taglists… those are a whole different story. you’ll get the few of however many you have who consistently reblog or send asks but it’s not really a lot. one thing you could do is make it a point to emphasize that if they want to be on the taglist and stay on it then feedback should be given. usually, people just want to be on the taglist just for the sake of a notification but they don’t want to provide feedback after reading (or they just leave a like). if the people on the taglist don’t offer feedback then it’s kind of pointless because you can spend on your time on other things instead of including the taglist.
the best way that readers can help boost fics is by reblog and in that reblog include comments and tags. you can comment through a reblog and you can also include tags or you can comment through tags if you’d rather do that.
now, if you don’t want to reblog for whatever reason at least send an ask. 99.999% of writers love asks whether it’s something as simple as just “I loved x fic. thank you for writing it.” if you don’t want to send an ask through your blog there’s a reason anon mode has been turned on.
sorry this got kind of long but writers on this platform really don’t get the recognition they deserve which is why many stop or leave. i remember i went on a long hiatus when i wrote for a different fandom and when i came back all i got were asks toward a series update but then such people who send asks don’t even interact with the post in a way that helps smh.
this. this is so on point. i put a reminder at the bottom of each of my fics, and i actually said quite a while ago that i start removing those from my taglist who haven't interacted with at least 3 of my latest fics. i totally get when readers get busy! but especially when one asks to be added for a new fic and then doesn't even interact with it, it's a little discouraging to me.
you're very right, the best way to help authors is to reblog. with or without comment. OR send an ask, on anon or not. we really do appreciate the tiniest things, right? writing a fic takes days and weeks and months. i know so many authors who stay awake to write cos their readers wait for updates... only for the fic to go unnoticed. i've seen so many writers leave bcos of that, and then a lot of readers get sad about it, but they still refuse to support authors and it's just :((( sad y'all :((( ccs are just also sick of asking....
i'm also so sorry you experienced that. i truly hope it gets better, love <3
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alienaiver · 1 year
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nohr, first of all, thanks for your kind wishes and for tagging me in that beautiful sakusa fanart ♡ i love that man hahaha
i saw you wrote a little royal advisor sugawara piece and i can't wait to sit down and read it!! your mind is on another level so i'm already in love with the concept hahaha ♡ i was wondering if you have a favorite character to write for? your characterization is always so on point!!
ELLE HI 🧡✨ ill tag u in all sakusa i see till i perish!! 😤🧡 hes so handsome and wonderful 🥺
JASKSJSJS please my love youre so kind i 🥹🥹🥹 im also v v excited abt my royal suga!! its a great way for me to practice that Good Old fantasy/royal fantasy vibe !! 🥰 im planning a multi chap based on that post now !! tho my biggest struggle is actually my reader - i wanna write a genderneutral one obviously and i Do Believe it can be done!! but the royal court can be so gendered 😵‍💫 but im working out those small hinks now to make it as neutral as possible !! ✨
and favorite character !! uhm i think.. shinsou is up there 🙈🥺🧡 with kuroo too!! and komui !! i may be completely biased since theyre all simply my favorite characters 🤡 but it gives me extra fuel to really analyze them and put them in my little boxes <3 but seriously elle youre an angel, that compliment is just melting me completely and making me soAR THRU THE SKIES 😭😭🧡🧡🧡
how are you!!! i dont need to come bite your coach for being a meanie do i? 😤 bcos i will!!! 🧡✨
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sparklingsin · 1 year
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dhdhdhd not the tag on ur last reblog - i kinda swoon whenever u interact w me so naturally, i had to let u know <3 i hope u find something that tickles ur brain to give u motivation to write bcos i am INDEED on the lookout for when that happens 👀
ftfsgstfs stop ily and your writing makes me mushy so i was so glad to have come across that post! i jUST sat down to make my way through the list when I realised all the fics are linked to a single link 😭 idk if it's a mobile thing
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kallikrein · 2 years
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for the ask game: 1, 4, 5, and 8 please?
hi, nonnie <33
(1) when did you start writing? how?
i started june last year! i was sitting on my desk past-midnight, listening to a song by the 1975 and i kept imagining chifuyu in that song’s sombre setting. i tried writing a paragraph inspired by it out of pure curiosity, and it felt like i needed to do more, to write more. the next thing i know i had laid out a fic (that’s pure english btw even though i’m not a native speaker of the language), and i was so damn proud of it (and myself, let’s be real) that i impulsively posted it on tumblr 😂 and despite it being really meh, i don’t have the heart to private it bcos it’s a great reminder of how i humbly started.
(4) do you write every day? if so, do you have any goals?
last year, i used to. i mean, i was really eager to expand my erm mediocre writing fiction skills so i would try to write about anything that’s under the sun in any way. this year, not so much (which is upsetting). i don’t have goals in writing per se. but i think i’d like it very much if i could just challenge myself to expand my english vocabulary further.
(5) do you plan? or do you “wing it”?
definitely the “wing it” type 😂 i’m not so good in building worlds or creating heart-fluttering scenarios AT ALL. i know it’s foolish to call myself a writer when i can’t even do that. but you see, my mind actually sometimes “plan” it. it’s just… i’m not able to HAHAHA
(8) have any comments/tags/responses on a fic of yours ever made you laugh, cry or both?
yes, actually! mostly cry happy tears. whenever i see ppl leaving feedback on my fics, it’s enough to induce a tear or maybe two from my eyes. then it’s all “they love it omg i did that OMFG” HAHAHA gotta be honest, i sometimes go back to those tags/comments just to cheer myself up on a really rough day 🥹 and laugh, yes OMG i had a good one with my caught doing the nasty fic. it’s where waka said, “holy fuck. huge…” AND I SWEAR TO YOU, I GIGGLE EVERY TIME IT’S TAGGED ON THEIR REBLOGS BCOS HELLOOO ??? that’s my biggest brain moment right there 😭😂
tysm for asking, nonnie !!! truly appreciate it 🥹💜💛
writer asks game.
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searidings · 3 years
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hiya! could you help me out? I’m new to the fandom and I’m a fic writer. I was wondering if there’s a particular tag most people use to tag their fics here, that other people might track / look at every once in a while? I don’t have a lot of followers but I do want people to find my stuff 😅
thanks!
oh hey welcome to the madness! again feel free to correct me but i don't think there's just one tag everyone uses. if you want your fics to be visible my suggestion would be #supercorp (assuming that's what you're writing for), character tags (lena luthor, kara danvers, supergirl etc.) and then whichever variations of #supercorp fanfic / #supercorp fic / #supergirl fanfic float your boat (use multiple if you want to cover your bases!)
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bakatenshii · 4 years
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your tags always make me lose my MIND you are so funny thank you LMAO
STOP OMG ILL KISS U I SWEAR AKSJAKAJ my tags are my pride and the reason I have 123421 drafts is because they’re in there brewing tags so,, thank u, I’m glad they bring u joy despite being 95% incoherent keyspam and 5% typos <33333
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