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nikolai-theclown · 26 days
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Guys I’m so normal right?
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junichiros-light-snow · 3 months
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if you were a fruit gummy you'd taste like an orange
I- Thanks-? ... @fukuzawa-armeddaddyagency sir what does this person mean-? I feel vaguely threatened.
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askthedoa · 2 months
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did i miss something
why's teddy angy at Fyodor
Hmm... would you care to explain @teddymochi ?
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crimson0lake · 19 days
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Warnings: swears, mentions of killing, spoilers of bsd: One Time Sanity
Chuuya literally looking for who the k!ller is to get them to Mori, and probably to their brutal end
The k!llers in question:
Haruto: why the f^ck you broke the coffee machine?
Andres: did you know that there's a mushroom that turns ants to zombies?
Haruto: that's not the answer to my question
Andres: what question?
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flyolai-brainrot · 1 month
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✨ bsd themed ask ✨
❤️‍🩹Osamu Dazai : what's a catch phrase you're known for?
🕵️‍♂️Rampo Edogawa: what's your favorite snack?
🏍️Chuuya Nakahara: what's your sense of fashion like?
🐅Atsushi Nakajima: which moots are your besties?
♟️Ryunosuke Akutagawa: who's your favorite band/musician?
🎓Doppo Kunikida: what was your fav subject in school/university?
🛐Fyodor Dostoevsky: who's your biggest, ok hear me out, person you simp for?
🤡Nikolai Gogol: what's your favorite joke?
✨Sigma: what's your biggest goal rn?
👾Ougai Mori: what's your fav nostalgic browser game?
🥃Sakunosuke Oda: what's your favorite beverage?
🧸Kyoka Izumi: what's your ideal way to hang out with besties?
👯‍♂️Yukichi Fukuzawa: what's your role in your friend group? (dad friend, mom friend, grandpa, jester, etc)
🩺Akiko Yosano: what's your biggest opp rn?
📱Junichiro Tanizaki: if you could have any futuristic invention what would it be?
📚Edgar Allan Poe: whats your biggest brainrot?
💰Francis Scott Key Fitzgerald: if money wasn't an issue what would you do with your life?
🙏Nathaniel Hawthorne: what's your fav aesthetic?
🗿HP Lovecraft: what's your favorite cryptid?
🦝Karl: what's your fav animal?
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askthecsau · 3 months
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may i headpats everyone
Why, sure~☆
Um, oh, uh, I rather not.
Hm? Headpats? Are they dangerous? I am rather intrigued, so you may.
meanwhile, at the corner...
Headpats? I don't see why not.
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Bloop :>
HIIII :D
Heard someone had a birdie companion ^^
Yes!!! His name is Felnore!
*Small chirps of curiosity can be heard behind Forest*
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im-a-chunky-potato · 5 months
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Help I saw this with the real author and couldn't resist doing it with wet cat Poe!
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atrodonna · 1 year
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Hello!! I’ve come across your blog a few times and I really loved your take on Nikolai and some of your opinions on the characters are interesting! Could you tell me your favorite character in BSD? Any thoughts on them?
Hello there,
I appreciate your words very much dear, thank you. I don’t really think any of my opinions are unique as they are conceived, but I do like to look at things through multiple scopes. So, again, thank you!
As for your questions. Well, my favorite character is, you may have noticed, Fyodor! I have sooo many thoughts on him and so many claims and yet I realize that I would not have as much evidence to back them up as I would like. In other words, some of these thoughts are purely based off my gut, and even if I did have evidence, I have not ruled it so. I will try to explain them, however. Anyway, these are my thoughts/theories on him:
Contrary to his outward appearance, he is extremely sensitive and emotional. But that turmoil is not processed so precisely and discernibly as, say, a master scheme. In other words, he has no connection to his feelings and he troubles with it.
The main reason I think so is this panel right here:
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I ADORE this panel. Easily the best one in the whole manga. But by Harukawa simply having him look at the boy’s corpse with an empty background behind him, it is that heavy emptiness he feels fighting right against his conscience and how he, likely, felt remorse for the boy
His whole God thing to me is complicated. He mentions God multiple times as a separate being he is almost devout to, but then in Chapter 42 he mentions: “If God does not exist… then I am God.” Existentialist and nihilistic af, all at the same time, but it still confuses me a bit
Perhaps it is that disillusionment he has of the world described here. He is, indeed, following a noble goal, the equivalence of Christ’s sacrifice for humanity, or even the Great Flood. Fyodor is sacrificing himself (his health, his heart, his humanity) in the favor of wiping the world clean of sin and starting a new world for those without abilities. It is God’s work, and I say that with dual meaning.
Yes, he has a God complex. Some people try to argue against that with only a superiority complex but I see no distinction. It is literally the same thing. Both will manifest as heightened egos and both may be responses to a sense of inferiority. Except in this case, with Fyodor, it is merely a title befit of his work.
I know a lot of people explore their friendship, but I actually will say that it is not established at all if Fyodor cares about Nikolai. This whole thing may as well be one-sided. We haven’t seen his response to Nikolai being offered up to die but I imagine he did not object, as both of these idiots are willing to die for their respective causes.
Now, the only thing I have going for a counterclaim is merely a case of induction. He does hold some form of regard because Nikolai is probably the only character who would dare get close to Fyodor and even the only one to call him “friend.” Usually, lonely people will get attached to such an exception in their world so I suppose…
Besides, Nikolai is interesting enough. And he never denied not being his friend when Dazai mentioned “You have a nice friend.”
Doesn’t actually open up a lot to Nikolai, though. Maybe confides in him to share some of his ideas or plans with the clown and then calls it a day. I wonder if Nikolai tries to dig in, though
Probably doesn’t because he understands most things that lie underneath the surface; and besides, Nikolai is pretty egocentric too, he worries a little more about himself and his own convictions
Even so, I don’t think Fyodor is very open with him
Knows there is no such thing as perfection but he will strive for it like there is no tomorrow. Fyodor’s perfectionism is probably the core of his character, it is outstanding. He wants the world to be perfect, he wants his work to be perfect, he wants the results and methods to be perfect. No room for error (emotions).
Just this:
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For the record, I agreed completely with Dazai’s refute to this. This man does NOT understand how people work
Not too worried about aesthetics but really does appreciate beauty; it soothes him
Apparently he likes people of good complexion (he would hate me)
Fails to calculate good motives. Like if someone were to go into such and such situation for such and such person, or out of valor, or out of love, or care, he will be like “oh? You’ve come here for that? How foolish…”
He was surprised when he realized Dazai came to meet him in the alley, fully knowing the danger he was in, to gather information to help his allies
Makes himself the villain and knows that he is a terrible person, and yet if he is told this, it will stir something in him. Probably that enneagram 1 is at play here. Also the whole idea of perfection.
“Malice is the best fruit that God bestowed upon mankind.” … Right.
Has a lot of anger he suppresses (like most things) all in the name of perfection and serenity. Anger toward the world, its laws, its people, its destiny, himself
His entire goal makes me think so, and just the glares he gives Dazai when he challenges him and stuff
Good conversation skills when it comes to philosophy, logic, psychology and knowledge in general. Otherwise, he is dry as all hell
Comparing his dialogue in the manga to the omake with Nikolai. He just simply dgaf
But on the bright side he is really chill and pleasant to talk to if you are a rambler. He simply will listen and just hum to most of the things you say
He’s touch starved
… Look at him. No one would even come near him with a 50 yard stick
If one manages to strike up his own little inner world in some conversation (mostly religion and his own values) he.will.not.shut.up.
He has pretty lengthy responses that are always accompanied with a smirk. It’d feel nice for him to actually be able to chit chat so freely though (and somewhat worrisome)
Spaces out a lot in deep thought
Probably when he’s uninterested or just tired
Does not sleep well, does not eat well, at times forgets to shower if he doesn’t do so in the morning. His plans are just his main priority, he doesn’t have time for worldly obligations
Just… look at him.
Oh, and his hair is actually not too greasy. It just looks that way bc it is so straight
Adores his hat more than his own mother
“My hat…”
He feels really lonely at times but, once more, suppresses those feelings to go on. Thinks it would be nice to have a chatting partner though. The poor thing just got Dazai.
“Who would’ve thought I’d be blessed with a chess companion this far underground?”
God forbid he falls in love. The little darling will not realize so until he has months to process and think and analyze and assess. It would be crazy for him. He would probably obsess a little as well and even become quite possessive. Before an establishment of his feelings, however, I’d imagine he becomes a little distant in his realization, only to be brought a little closer by his own longing. If he falls, I think he would fall pretty deep. All internally, for the most part.
He’s actually really sweet once you get to know him. Maybe…
I think that’s all I got, or maybe not enough. Thank you again for the ask. I did not know I had so much to say about him…
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nikolai-theclown · 26 days
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY…. TO MEEEEE
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Wish me a happy birthday NOWWW
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junichiros-light-snow · 2 months
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um um um Hi
//from @pottery-boy
Hello Ayumu! How are you today?
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askthedoa · 4 months
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*kidnap Aya and sigma*
GIVE ME BACK THE CHILDREN
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crimson0lake · 15 days
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Blood on grass (WIP)
(child in BSD)/
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Try practicing a different style, this is still unfinished but still looks promising-
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hina-has-no-life · 17 days
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Broke: Dazai and Poe are hard to tell apart
Woke: that's only in the anime, manga differentiates their hair much more
Bespoke: no no, lean into it to the fullest, they're the SAME PERSON and HERE'S WHY (an essay)
You are my new favourite person.
They are 100% the same person and Asagiri is waiting to make it a big reveal, trust.
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askthecsau · 3 months
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Can I have a hug from like,, everyone? :D
~☁
Hm. If it does not impede on my work, then I see no reason to deny such a request.
Sure~☆
I would give one, but what's a hug?
meanwhile, in the corner...
A hug? I don't see why not.
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green.
Is my favorite color-?
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