#but 😳 stuff happens

[snowangeldotmp3]

working a bit on the ouat au and making the switch from nancy as a princess to a queen just so robin can call her 'your majesty' hehehe.

#ouat au #ronance #im torn between making steve a king bc i think eddie calling him 'your majesty' would also drive steve crazy #plus all the 'king steve' stuff #but he reads as charming to me...king charming just doesn't sound right 😭 #ah well we'll see what happens #btw robin calls nancy your majesty at first in like a derogatory way but then nancy's like ....😳

[pepprs]

feeling despair i don’t know how to put into words. im trying to figure out why im like this and how i got to be this way but i can’t even do it bc of the way i am and what im like. if that makes sense. like the problem prevents me from fixing the problem bc i can’t get to the root of it. despair despair despair

#purrs #delete later #basically i can’t internalize anything about myself. i can’t internalize that i am talented smart strong whatever and i can’t internalize #evidence that i matter and belong and am loved. i take in this evidence constsntly and it just evaporates. and then it’s like i have none of #it at all and im starving and shaking and dying and howling like a wretched little animal. and i live in this constant defaulstate of like.. #feeling worthless and alone and utterly empty and like everything in my life is a dream or something. and in feeling that way and being #quite literally incapable of having emotional object permanence.. i actually make that situation real for myself. i make myself alone and #wretched. i isolate myself and shut down and don’t let myself take up the space i can. and it’s just awful. it’s unfixabke. #i just suck it all dry. i deny myself to myself and to everyone else. and idk what made me like this bc i don’t think i always used to be #this way w depression and depersonalization or whatever the fuck dsm 6 type shit i have going on. but i can’t internalize anything about #myself and my life and have no desire / willpower to look back beyond a certain point and really analyze and probe to figure out what #happened to me to make me like this so i can heal the core wound. soim just constantly in wretched tortured panicking creature mode. awesome #this cry for help brought to you by: my sister guilt tripping me into doing her laundry + my brother showing me his beautiful music + #realizing that unlike redacted i have not documented every part of my life and have no access to early childhood artifacts that would reveal #anything about me and that it does n’t even matter / isn’t special anyway. i love being normal 😎🫶🏻‼️ #at least i haven’t been dissociating as badly about work stuff lately but. that’s definitely still a thing too so. what if my whole life is #just the wrong timeline i wasn’t supposed to be in and nothing is actually real. lawl 😳 #this is a ​really awesome time for my therapist to be going on a monthlong honeymoon btw 😍 she deserves it so much but omg im dying already

[olgipolgi]

Things are getting a little heated 😳💙🔥

(iykyk)

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #tav #baldur's gate 3 tav #baldur's gate 3 oc #baldur's gate 3 karlach #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #bg3 karlach #karlach x tav #tav x karlach #virtual photography #vp #oc: iara #ship: karlara #personal #ohhhh stuff is about to happen 😳 #karlach #iara x karlach

[the-acid-pear]

Evil Dead (2013) time let's go let's go let's go-

As a bit of trivia, this movie might beat braindead (current holder of the title) in amount of fake blood used. No official data yet, though.

#luly talks #evil dead liveblog #DILF ASHLEY TIME 😍 #i was supposed to start a solid 20 minutes ago but Stuff Happened #and tbh? stuff happening.. my existent knowledge of the movie prob being scawy.. the silent intro card. #maybe this movie WILL be more like the og! 😳 #anyway let's get to this

[mrs-kelly]

I’ve been watching Charlie nonstop for the past 4 hours now and my head is all swimmy, I’m laughing at everything he says and I’ve been on a ROLLERCOASTER dude

#dude so he got with the waitress for like 2 episodes #but once he realized what she was really like he didn’t really wanna date her anymore? #basically it was what I always thought would happen if he did date her ahfkfl #thank god she didn’t get pregnant tho. I mean in my canon he wouldn’t have slept with her anyway but still #I was a little low but I keep the faith while I was watching him call her honey and sweetie and stuff #and it PAID OFF dude. they broke up and now he’s not interested in her at all #*shrugs her shoulders* dude there’s nothing getting in my way in canon anymore ahfkf no more fear! #I hope 😳 #anyway ahfkfl #I’m watching him right now and my head feels all light like!!! I feel like I’ve been hanging out with him all afternoon #and I feel all lovestruck and doe eyed 🥰 #I’m staring at him literally every second and I’m only more in love with him with every passing minute 🥺💕 #I gotta make another post and gush about him; it has to happen ahdjfl #I’m just so in love with him 🥺💕 #ren speaks #renlie #im gushing out here folks

[daz4i]

mutuals every time you post abt wanting to bite and/or stab and/or do any other violent action to and i like it please imagine me making little grabby hands motions to you and exposing my neck (sluttily)

#also if you're one of my mutuals who posts this stuff and also happens to live in my country DM ME RN LET'S MEET UP OR SMTH. PLS #אני לא נושך אני מבטיח. אבל אני מקווה שאת.ה כן 😳

[sparklingpax]

Y'ALL Y'ALL UMM, THIS JUST IN

I'M????? GOING TO TFCON IN CHICAGO??????????

LITERALLY IN TEARS RN (/pos)

(人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+❤️✨💕

#THIS IS POTENTIALLY ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS TO HAPPEN TO ME #and it's literally next month omg 😳💙✨✨✨✨✨ #*screams* #kuni talks #transformers #tf #transformers stuff #tfcon 2022 #random #announcements #<3 #literally i dont wanna scare anyone but if you wanna say hi im open to that so like!!!! yea ✨ #(≧▽≦) #the question is #will anyone recognize my Hawk cosplay because you BET I'll be cosplaying him again 😌✨ #probably do a better job this time tha last Halloween tho 😹 considering now i actually have shorter hair ✨

[fyodorkitkat]

Irl: Not shy. At all. Pretty forward actually.

When reading: *covering my mouth kicking my feet* oh. my. gosh. 😳 the cuteness. The tension! 😳😳😳 they. 🙏Are. 🙏Gonna. 🙏Kiss!!! 💜🙏😳

And then I have to put my phone down for a little bit before continuing because it is too much.

#everyone who knows me has been so confused by my love of romance based media (not necessarily the vn stuff but the romance specific stuff) #until they catch me playing a vn or reading a book or fic and then they are like. wtf is happening rn are you okay? #NO. they. are. gonna. kiss!!! 😳😳😳 #duality of Lue 💀💀💀

[itzmematthias]

My crush seems to like to touch me or he knows that I don't mind when he does.

Last Monday and Tuesday a girl was having a glimpse at the work at the vet's (it's a school project). When she was assisting an operation he seemed to be careful not to touch her but when I'm doing it our hands always touch.

#now i have to think about one time we took blood samples and I held the tube and put my hand against his for stabilization #also the many times our bodies brush against each other #ok the examination room is small so it's no wonder this happens #and oh my 😳 #yesterday evening we we're visiting a woman and her dog because it wasn't feeling well #and i was kneeling on the floor and my crush stood right next to me #like... #uhm... #if you know what I'm thinking #perfect position for doing stuff #feeling like Reinaldo Arenas in Lieutenant Victor's office #you know the scene where Victor presses his crotch... #ok ok i need to stop myself now

[pepprs]

mission failed we’ll get em next time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#i literally can’t quit omg i feel so fucking bad. it wasn’t so bad this time but also HE LITERALLY FORCED ME TO COME OUT LKKE GIRL HELLO???? #he cornered me and asked me if redacted had to do w my s*duality and i was like ummmmm. yeah 🫣 and he was like now why didn’t you say that t #the first time 🤨 and i was like …………. 😳. AND THEN i asked him why he asked me that and he said he’s been waiting for the right moment to get #it out of me and he always suspected it LIKE HELLO I THINK THAT IS POSSIBLY WILDLY INAPPROPRIATE I WANTED TO DIEEEEEE #and i lied right to his face abt stuff w my mom and also the redacted situation bc i always feel in trouble whenever i talk abt them w him #and also he asked how things were w my mom and i told him and he was like that’s great but how are things with YOU and yoir mom 🤨. UGHHHHH #and i can’t leave bc his supervisor is gravely ill and they haven’t talked abt doing inter generational therapy w me yet which is what they #want to do <- hasn’t looked it up yet and doesn’t know what it receals about me. and he also is like yet agai. trying to get me to separate #myself from data expunged AND ITS LIKE OMGGGG NOTHING IS HAPPENING WHY DO I HAVE TO THROW AWAY A GOOD THING THAT IS WORKING FOR ME JUST FOR #THE SAKE OF CONFORMING TO SOME STUOID MENTAL HEALJT STANDARD. so yeah ummmmm idk what to dooooo i know im not getting the best possible care #and this whole thing has been a cluster fuck but he validated my reaction to something for the first time like EVER today and he has plans a #and what if they work. and like omg if i drop it on him he’ll be so hurt and surprised like it will really come out of nowhere and i don’t w #want to look like even more of a fool to him than iam. but he says i can’t withhold stuff bc it’s doing me a disservice and we need to see t #the fullness of who i am to get to the root and solve problems and stuff but it’s like uhmmmm… but you don’t make me feel safe for reacting #the way i do or wanting things to work out in a way you disagree with so how can i bring out all the parts of me if you don’t make me feel a #safe and unjudged for doing so like. lol. the thought of leaving him makes me feel so guilty and stupid bc it s like why are you throwing aw #away sliding scale therapy that could turn out to be really useful and running away when ppl tell you things abt yourself you don’t like to #admit and force you to look at your hard ugly truths. but also the thought of working w him until july after already having had 16 weeks of #this literaly makes me fucking insane so idk what to do and finding a new counselor would be so hard and i don’t have time or money. UGHHHH! #purrs #delete later #like how am i gonna walk out on him when we just spent all this time talking abt how this new technique will bring me into a new season. AUG

[elysiumcalled]

Would you find it weird & creepy or comforting if you knew the spirit of a loved one was still lingering and was doing stuff to make themselves known to you?

#idk if u don’t like paranormal stuff maybe don’t read the next tags #nothings happened I was just remembering stuff that has happened lol and it made me emotional 😂 #like not long after my grandad passed we moved into a new flat and in a part of wall that got replastered his face dried into it #he would mess with stuff in my nans house #when my baby cousin was a couple years old (he passed while my cousin was still pregnant with her) she said to her mum that there was a ma #man in the wardrobe #he said he was her grandad and asked how she was and she explained what he looked like and she was right #bare in mind she’s like 3 as well #and she wasn’t even shaken up by it because he felt friendly like it’s literally her grandad (even tho they never met😳) #other stuff has happened in my cousins house too like stuff repeatedly falling off the walls until she told my grandad off and to stop #and it didn’t happen again #TELL ME NOT TO BELIEVE IN THIS STUFF LIKE ITS SO REAL??? #i lit cried remembering all this #in my humble opinion #since nothing has happened in a long time #he waited around until he could properly meet my baby cousin #and then he passed over 🥺🥺🥺 #brb crying again

[bleachellie]

bullets’ 20th anniversary is in july.. mcr’s european tour ends in june, and their us tour restarts in august.. on the one hand it would have been cool if the anniversary fell on a show they were already playing, so they might have played some more of the songs from it.. but on the other, imagine if they did some sort of special 20th anniversary show for it in july where they played the whole album 😳

#doubt it'll happen when they've only just started playing again + there's probs more new stuff coming.. but it's fun 2 imagine 😝 #did u kno this friday is also 20 yrs since 'vampires' was released as a single too 😳 #mcr

[pressurebrew]

      /  Every time i inspire someone to download/grab back c.ookie run I grow stronger-

#☕╰ OOC . #;ooc #It's a really nice game!! #and u can notice how much love was put into it too! #the characters are adorable and unique too and the story is great too;;plus it also leaves a lot of room for thinking about headcanons and #stuff as well #i feel like;; even if ur taste in characters was super specific #u would still prob be able to find at least one cookie to like #and if not;; there's also o.venbreak with i also really like #when people get e.spresso or r.ed v.elvet bc i write them or #get excited when they get them bc they recognize them from my blogs #it warms my lil heart😌💖 #when it comes down to games; i feel something similar happens to me as well when i get a character that i associate with someone #that love is contagious too! sometimese u end up liking/paying more attention to that character as well #that perhaps u wouldnt have noticed much before but now you see them under a diff light perhaps #i remember in t.ouken r.anbu never really paying much attention to m.utsunokami but s.ohpie made me love him frfr #and like this with so many characters😳 #u guys are all very talented and your love for ur fav charas is seen!!

[cherrymagik]

umm ok i'll say one good thing about it

i think its hilarious how simon was so horny for baz throughout this whole book god blesssssss

#awtwb #ummm it was funny how like stuff wld be happening and simon would just go #baz does [the same thing/something related] and its sooo sexy #or like hell just b like looking at baz doing nasty shit like drinking the rats and hes like 😳 #also the fact he has a blood drinking kink.... um. 💆‍♀️ i am thinking about it