#but I’m glad he’s doing better now

[sixty-silver-wishes]

will wood, having seven different kinds of identity crises at once:

me: 💃💃💃💃

#rambles #will wood #I love his music lol but bopping to it feels weird sometimes haha #but I’m glad he’s doing better now

[turbo-tsundere]

“Smile like Gonta! Smile like gentleman!”

It’s 23rd of January both where I am, and also in Japan, so here we go, my small and long overdue tribute for my fav character ever! Or in other words, f that post and happy birthday to the King! :D

#gonta gokuhara #gokuhara gonta #danganronpa #v3 #ndrv3 #my art #now I go to sleep - I pushed myself to finish this drawing and I'm legit exhausted #wish I could have more time to do tweaks here and ther but... still I'm happy I managed to do it! #But honestly I’m happy I’ve got to play V3 when I did and legit glad I stumbled upon Gonta #I could write a book about him but then I'm also afraid no matter what I'll say I will never do him justice #he's interesting in nonconventional way and not the type of character I usually end up liking - and tbh that only adds to my appreciation #but then I'm better with drawings than words. so :) #also #pregame Gonta is smiling on the inside he just shy grump don't mind him #(or maybe he's like 'you have ONE second to run' idk) #also also #yes this is a little play on the line Gonta says during Himiko's dojo scene :D

[goldkirk]

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#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn #I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially #but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his #unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again #a part of me would love to confront him #but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again #he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did. #now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least #he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did #but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again. #I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near #any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture #ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant. #now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others #who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L? #I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived. #I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake. #I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win. #because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too. #shh katie

[rotteneldritchhorror]

Love how this Smosh mouth journaling episode is literally just therapy

Amanda and Courtney talking about their relationships with their bodies when they were teenager and with others (being on complete opposites of the “I was a teenage girl and got a lot attention from boys, positively and negatively”), Courtney and Shayne talking about how they wrote their journals expecting someone (god or their decedents) to read them and about how they didn’t properly process their emotions through writing, just all of them talking about how and why they wrote, their mindsets when they wrote, etc

It’s so cozy and fascinating and therapeutic—

#smosh mouth #smosh #smosh shayne #smoshcast #smoshblr #shayne topp #courtney miller #amanda lehan canto #it’s just so nice #also Shayne… was the chosen— that man was so paranoid and emotionally guarded— I’m glad he’s more open now #I’m glad they’re all doing better emotionally compared to their teen selves lol #🪲

[milflewis]

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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it #my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with #and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l #lovely? #bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am #glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone #since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life #he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even #harder now. in others he is easier. #he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken #about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better #my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he #hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his #personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the #nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off #he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he #still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay #long when you call in to see her? #whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael. #not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart #i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him

[justinefrischmanngf]

it’s not that it makes me sad per se but i really could’ve been dating someone i did actually kind of really want to date since JULY. and now the moment is literally so far gone and i didn’t realise until the moment was so far gone !!!

#like it actually doesnt make me sad because there wouldve been major complications Had we dated #and the person who i trust most in this world has told me theyre glad it didnt happen #and i think in the long run he’s not the First person i should date anyway like in an ideal world we’d date like. 2-3 years on from now when #i’d been in at least one relationship to work out how i operate in a relationship #but it’s also like i wish i had known that the opportunity was there and i wish i had taken it #and part of me goes well maybe in 2-3 years it COULD happen #but i think that does a disservice to the person he’s dating now like . i do hope they’re happy and it goes well for the both of them #AND ALSO ITS WEIRD AS FUCK TO BE LIKE OH WELL MAYBE IN A FEW YEARS ILL DATE THIS PERSON *AFTER* another person?????? #like bitch who do you think u are that you’ll have managed to date ANYONE in that time and also why the fuck would u date someone without #hoping it would last???????? #but thoughts ≠ action nor are they inherently moralistic #but also that’s a weird way 2 think about relationships #it’d be funny if it happened though #idk i just think that if the timing was different he and i could have so much fun dating like genuinely i think it’d be a really good time #but it’s really weird because i’m not pining away after him or anything like ik it sounds like i am #but it’s not like that it’s more just that it’s opened up all these thoughts that i hadn’t really thought possible before ? #and they’re not possible NOW bc he’s dating someone else so i’m in exactly the same position but idk #i think i’m getting too settled. i’m TOO SETTLED. #because it’s literally not normal to think oh maybe in three years we could date and it’d be better timing for both of us ??????????? #unhinged behaviour. what the fuck is that. #it’d be fucking hilarious if it happened tho

[tariah23]

Well, I’m still glad that Gojo was always a character who was growing and learning at least. He’s literally one of my favorite characters of all time now. Like, he’s never been as perfect as how the fans would make him out to be despite canonically being viewed as an absolute nuisance to everyone around him (I don’t think his peers necessarily hate him but a lot of them probably hate to see him coming and the ones who’ve dealt with him long enough to consider him a friend, tolerate him and groan whenever he opens his mouth, too 😭… out of love. He’s extremely childish so there is only sm the other adults around him can take and to an extent, his students. I think the only characters in canon who adore him and their eye’s sparkle whenever he’s around, and being a silly teacher was Yuuji and Miwa (she asked him for his autograph (he’s the most famous sorcerer in the jjk world) and when she was alone, she did a little dance in the empty hallway 🥺…) from what we’ve seen even though the others still care about him, too. They just find him rather annoying, which he most definitely is. And he does it on purpose. He plays too much.)

#I’m also not usually one to get annoyed whenever ppl shit on the things I like #like I’m an adult sorry idc 😵‍💫 #but it’s always annoying seeing ppl who know nothing about the story complaining about it #even just as recently with the Gojo being racist shit 😭.. #like he’s a really great character despite all of that and even though Gege’s #execution of that could’ve been better or didn’t need to happen at all #because idk what gege was doing even though I do strongly believe that he used a moment like this to showcase Gojo’s ignorance and #that how he’s also human and makes mistakes since if you’re familiar with the series Gojo isn’t really treated like person at all #more like a deity and he doesn’t like that #but he’s never been one to voice his personal feelings and talk about his trauma ever #he gets treated like a god and because of this he’s never felt like he could truly connect with other people #so that’s why he puts on that whole act of being overly friendly/ playing with others and even rude to shut others out because of his #aversion to opening his traumatized self To other ppl like he’s so cool #and when he’s friendly he gives the others just enough of his affection so that he wouldn’t be worried about and not have others pry #but he’s incredibly flawed as well #I feel like gege could’ve showed Gojo being ‘humbled’ some other kind of way over the racism tho 😭. But it’s fine lmfao #I’m still so grateful that he had Gojo actually apologize instead of waving Miguel off like he didn’t matter because like I’ve said before #he literally never apologizes (this is probably the first time that I’ve ever seen gojo apologize to anyone in canon I’m so serious 🗿) #that’s literally not part of him #like he feels regret but he never apologies or shows that he actually cares about what others are expressing to him when they’re upset with #him. like this is crazy. but it shows that he did care about the mistake that he made which I appreciate…. like idk how I would’ve felt #about his character if he showed that he could care less when hurting someone like this🗿….. #I adore him so much sorry sorry for taking about anime I’m just 😭…. ❤️❤️❤️ #rambling #I’m glad that everyone is fucking with Miguel now because he is a really interesting character even though we haven’t seen much of him #he’s one of the few ppl who Gojo trusted enough to look after someone who he cared about despite the horrors #because he knew that Miguel would protect yuuta and do right by him #it’s very 😭❤️…

[letstrywritingmaybe]

I don’t believe in deleting fics, cause I know how it feels when I go back and look for a specific fic by a beloved author to find that it’s gone. But man some times I think about rewriting and changing my old works, cause I like to think I got a little better at this writing thing. Specifically the memory loss fic, that one haunts me all the time, I had no idea what I was doing it was more let’s just finally finish this so I don’t have to worry about it anymore (and here I am still worrying about it). Look I know it’s over done, but there’s just so many things you could do with losing your memory (and how devastating it was but I’m a fluff lover so we don’t do that here… although… just had a sad idea that will not help my case in not being a Ran hater *sigh I hate the canon ship not her okay) It’s probably why I was so fixated on Lo Lo Love Me, and a counter part that I may never write. Point is, I think about writing/fixing the memory loss fic, but make it Shiho this time, but only because I hate seeing my queen suffer. I always say I hate angst, and I do, but thinking about how alone Shinichi was despite growing up in far better conditions than Shiho to now being alone again cause the only other person who knew all about his time as Conan and experienced it with him forgets it all? You can only repress yourself for so long, losing your partner, losing a part of yourself changes a person.

#cynply dreaming out loud #why have I never used that tag as a OneRepublic stan? shame on me #now I’m gonna have to go back and tag things later #anyways this musing was sparked by someone leaving a kudos on that fic and I’m like yikes… #cause that is definitely not my best work and while I’m glad it’s done I just know I could do so much better #it was too messy too rushed too much in general and just not it #like if I don’t even like going back and rereading it I know it’s bad #again I have great ideas but the execution is just not good #I will say though. that fic is very core Cyn like this is what I try to do and what I follow #all my fics have the same premise we just get there differently #he’s always so in love with her. she’s usually unsure and in denial. ran is ultimately supportive and there’s no shit talking #it’s all love just a bit unfortunate but it’s a love story baby just say yes

[cyarsk52-20]

He actually thought he was going to get away with it like he’s gotten away with similar incidents beforehand that he didn’t even bother to have someone take this tweet down if he knew he how poorly aged it was going to be.

The one thing that I’m not going to get over and it’s because it’s very messed up is that Meg wasn’t even gonna say that Tory shot her at first and he repaid her by retraumatizing her and making her look like the bad guy. That’s sociopathic behavior at its finest!

Meg really did try very hard not to say anything publicly but Tory would not leave her alone and now he facing deportation In other words Tory fucked his own life up. Sings in

@kellyclarkson

🎵Some people wait a lifetime for a downfall like this 🎵

I hope you love your jail cell. I wish you everything terrible in life.

Useless midget!

#praise dances* #22 long years may i add #tory lanez #megan thee stallion #theshare #us news #All he had to do was shut up #take responsibility for his actions #Or better yet never shot at her! #but noooo #he chose to be a narcissistic sociopath piece of shite #And now look #dumbass #cyarskaren52 #Apr 21 #I’m just glad she’s in a better place now #As always a loud and sincere fuck you to everyone who has doubted her and supported that Canadian cuntery who must not be named #Those people can speak for themselves they know who they are #And they can go straight to hell #They will pay for their crimes #for sucking that abusers meat #She went through unnecessary trauma for two years #That’s unforgivable #Next level fuckery #That that type of ish that would lead to an episode of snapped or deadly women

[allofuswantgwinam]

my cat that I’ve had for 20 years passed yesterday and it is so weird fr 🥺 i miss that lil guy so much, he was my bestest friend

#I feel better today than i did yesterday #it sux so much #but I’m glad he’s at peace now #I cried so much more than I expected #was the saddest day of my life #you’re never as prepared as you think you will be #my sweet lil guy #I keep wanting to go find him to bother him and then I remember he is gone now #💔 #I try to not think about it bc if I do I cry 😭 #I wish we didn’t have to think about the sad things and could just forget them

[myfriendtheghost]

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#I sent an honest message to my leaders about work about how I’ve been painfully stressed for the last few months and immediately clocked out #*at work #anyways I wish josh was here to calm me down because panic started in literally as a I was writing it lololol #but I’m honestly at my breaking point so I finally was just like look :) I have been overwhelmed and stressed for months now :) #and I’m doing my best :) #so… it’s either gonna go really poorly or make things better lol #but they asked why I keep getting behind on projects so I finally snapped #I’m just glad I have therapy tomorrow lol #between this and my failed Dr appointment last Wednesday and my roommate going behind my back and applying for a new job yesterday l #it has been a bad week <3 #and I want to cuddle with Josh while he tells me words of encouragement <3 #anywho I feel sick now and have to go out for my brother’s birthday so slaaaayy #at least I get crab rangoon

[garciapimienta]

I was pissed about the match yesterday but not as much as I am today

#because of what ilkay said #like god I can forgive you if you give it your all and it doesn’t work #but when you don’t even care that much???? you know how much you are being paid for this??? #I’m glad we seem to have quite a few players that do care (gavi Ronald and fermin who yesterday gave it his all knowing he wouldn’t be able #to last the whole match but thinking than being subbed was better than playing more calmly/less extenuatingly and lasting the 90 mins) and #but god how can they just not care #when people talk about current clásicos being ‘descafeinados’ this is what they mean #so maybe it’s good that Madrid players are being idiots on Twitter maybe the team can finally wake up and see what a clasico means #also make no mistake I think A LOT (most even) of this has to do with the coaching staff #which is weird to me bc Xavi lived through the real clásicos so what is he doing now #fcb #barça #fc barcelona #bar v rma #el clásico

[shxrpest-lives]

How do I explain I’m kind of really fixated on dog skeletons after my dog passing away without it coming off like I’m losing it

#it’s just nice thinking about how she’s at peace now #I miss her a lot and it’s painful I want to hold her again I want to tell her how much I love her again but it’s okay now #I’m glad she got to see me get better I just wish she could see me get even healthier and better #I decorate her urn now for the holidays #she has Halloween snoopy stickers and an orange flower on her right now #I still cry over her tomorrow is a month without he but it feels like it’s been five years #but it’s funny her passing away right before Halloween bc she hated being dressed up #it rained the night after she passed too and she hated the rain so it’s kinda funny she died right before her least favorite weather #my other dog still looks for her around the house and outside #she still waits for her #sometimes I think I hear her barking outside #she was doing so well until she wasn’t and that’s what sucks so much

[biblionerd07]

There’s this guy I was absolutely in love with toward the end of college and all of law school, and like while I was in it I felt SURE that he was sort of leading me on and purposefully keeping me holding on and I was so wrecked over him for YEARS. But as the years went by (it’s been years and years and I’m over him now and hardly think about it all anymore) I figured I just built it up in my head because I’d wanted to be with him at the time. But I’ve been cleaning out my old stuff at my parents’ house and in the past year I’ve found THREE different pieces of evidence that actually no, he absolutely contributed to why I felt that way and most definitely was leading me on, pretty obviously intentionally because he liked the attention.

#like it doesn’t matter now #but I still feel kind of vindicated #I’m sure he would say he didn’t do any of the things I now have proof he did #like bro wrote me things and I kept them bc I’m a sentimental bitch #sir why were you talking about marrying me and me being the only one who understands you if you just wanted to be friends!!!! #whatever dude #now of course I’m really glad I didn’t marry him and I know I’m better off without him #but I do think it’s a little unfair that he was so awful to me and now he’s married and has two kids and I’m still alone #KARMA WHERE ARE YOU #I don’t even want anything bad to happen to him I just want something GOOD to happen to ME!

[dwn024]

bro i was trying to sleep without headphones or anything just rawdogging that shit waiting for unconsciousness to take me and my brainwaves went from “hehe let’s imagine the entire CMY2K pilot and work out some minor story beat kinks and also come up with a very fun villain monologue that i will never remember enough of to write down^_^” to “hey remember the abyss of the rock bottom point of your life and how much that sucked? what if people from back then make their way back into your life^_^”

#i hate that That period of my life was when i first made hibiki cuz he was a COMPLETELY fundamentally different character that has like #exactly zero ties to his current incarnation besides the name the fact he’s a robot and the fact he’s selective mute #but the people i was interacting with at that time were just AWFUL to/about hibiki and even as he like just barely started to evolve towards #like the first step into becoming anything resembling his current incarnation a good handful of them CONTINUED to be fucking unbearable abou #t him and i reluctantly wenrt along with it because i didn’t know any better and didn’t know how to request them to Back Off #and luckily i eventually was able to cut full contact with them like very very soon after hibiki started to become recognizably hibiki #so that he’s now so unrecognizable from the one they contaminated that he both has Not been emotionally contaminated by them thank god but #also i now have an extremely strong emotional attachment/need to protect hibiki from people like that he means so much to me and i’m glad he #was eventually able to solidify into 100% the character he is now with absolutely zero fucking percent what those motherfuckers tried to #make me turn him into #like he literally is like a son to me i have to protect him and i do NOT want to think about proto hibiki and what they wqnted me to do to #him it makes my skin crawl for real #but i am (probably needlessly) paranoid about anyone from back then returning to try to ruin hibiki for me again #everyone stay AWAY FROM HIBIKI!!!!!!!! hibiki get behind me i have a forcefield up to protect him #like i’ve already gotten a couple weird disgusting anons abut hibiki within the last couple months cuz internet will internet but if it gets #anywhere NEAR the extent it was like back then i will blow the whole fucking building up.

[byzzii]

i’m posting to say when i say i’m a yhb supremacist i don’t mean this imposter -w-)

#he’s so evil for using eunwoo and SMILING 😭😭 #i mean ik he’s improved but he’s acting like he’s the shit. his ego blew up big time…….. ah. it’s. a development. #and those aren’t his techniques either?? so like. yeah. i would’ve preferred if htf just stuck to martial arts. whether ir was accurate or #not (a shame. accurate information is always better) #it’s something i really enjoyed seeing. and hobin found out he loved fighting.. so why not start competing? tho if it was a sports thing ppl #might find it boring or uninteresting but me personally. idgaf abt catching 244. it was ok at the beginning and seongjun was a more likeable #obstacle for me. i was more interested in their beef than hb and 244’s. #and the whole rumi and wangguk thing. i never cared for it but the fact it happened off screen and rumi never showed interest in him makes #me care abt it even less. like if ptj is uncomfortable with showing romance why even add it? telling make it boring. there’s nothing to rly #like? things i can say i like r that gyeoul has more screentime and she’s fighting :) also i hope ptj doesn’t pay attention to jiksae bc i #don’t want ptj to ruin him. just leave him alone. i was sad abt that before but i’m glad now. #and uhm more ranting. i’m soooo disappointed with the samdak thing. i like samdak. he was fun and stuff. a buff dude in a chicken mask who #knows his shit. but the actual guy is boring…. like not fun. i didn’t expect some stern guy. i thought they would meet and a dude in a chick #en mask would coach/teach hb. in a similar way to his videos but they didn’t rly show just how hb got stronger like?? idk rant over ig #i’m not gonna proofread this ;;-w-) #i’m not reading it bc i like it now… what i do like it criticizing it. ptj u messed this comic up and ur hiatus should’ve been longer bc u #thought the fans would like this? i want to talk to someone who does. help me understand.